53
Elvis Cole
Cole saw the red mist. The dream woke him that
morning, as it had the night before, and the night before that, and
more nights than he remembered. Now, he stood on his deck on a
bright empty day, thinking about how close they had come.
Muzzle flashes in a dingy room. A woman’s shadow
cast on the wall. Dark glasses spinning in space. Joe Pike falling
through a terrible red mist.
Cole had not seen or spoken with Joe Pike since
they left Mulholland Drive eleven days earlier. Even during the
aftermath with the police, Pike had seemed more distant, as if he
had withdrawn even more deeply into a secret place only he
knew.
Cole had left messages, but Pike had not returned
his calls. Cole had gone to Pike’s condo, but not found him home.
Pike could and would disappear for weeks at a time, but this time
was different.
Two red-tailed hawks floated in slow circles over
the canyon. Cole watched them, wondering what they were searching
for. He had been watching them for hours. His cat sat on the edge
of the deck, watching Cole watch the hawks. Bored.
Cole said, “Don’t you have anything better to
do?”
The cat narrowed its eyes, falling asleep, then
suddenly stood and sprinted into the house.
Cole said, “Thank God.”
Cole went to the sliders as Joe Pike came through
the front door. Pike was framed in the door for a moment,
surrounded by light, then he shut the door and came out onto the
deck.
They stood face-to-face, neither of them speaking,
then Pike pulled him close, and hugged him. Didn’t say a word, just
hugged him, and went to the rail.
After a while, Cole went to the rail, too, looking
out at the canyon spread before them like a hazy green bowl.
“Good to see you.”
Pike nodded.
“You want something to drink?”
“I’m good.”
Cole held tight to the rail for support.
“We should talk.”
“No need.”
“She was going to shoot you.”
“I know.”
“I had to. I didn’t want to, but I had to. You
understand?”
Pike squeezed Cole’s shoulder, then looked at the
sky.
“Hawks.”
“Been up there all day.”
“It’s where they belong.”
Cole nodded, and felt the tears come. They watched
the hawks together. Where they belonged.