Forbidden
Planets
Peter
Crowther
Penguin Group USA
Table of Contents
Copyright Page
Acknowledgements
Introduction
Passion Ploy
Lehr, Rex
Dust
Tiger, Burning - Alastair Reynolds
The Singularity Needs Women!
Dreamers’
Lake
Eventide
What We Still Talk About
Kyle Meets the River
Forbearing Planet
This Thing of Darkness I Acknowledge Mine
Me•topia
Forbidden Planet
Author and Story Notes
Raves for Peter Crowther’s Anthologies:
“This is a well
above average anthology . . . one of the more
welcome theme anthologies of the year.”
—Science
Fiction Chronicle for
Moon Shots
“Of the year’s
original anthologies, Peter Crowther’s Moon
Shots yielded a remarkable number of
stories to the year’s best annuals . . .”
—Locus
“The sixteen
stories include an impressive array of styles and points of attack.
The overall standard of quality is very high. It’s a very good
book. It’s practically a miracle for a mass-market paperback
anthology.”
—SF
Site for
Mars Probes
“Crowther
has, in Mars
Probes,
assembled a collection of stories that takes its eyes off the
collective scientific ball and manages to be both refreshing and
funny. It stands a very good chance of being the best original SF
anthology of the year.”
—Locus
“Constellations
is an excellent
original anthology, and it certainly displays the richness of
contemporary British SF to great effect.”
—Locus
“The writers
provided a host of differing perspectives so that the audience
obtains a fun collection with no two stories alike and none
weak. All new stories, Peter Crowther has put together a five star
anthology that will enhance his reputation for editing fine off
planetary collections.”
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Constellations
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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
“Introduction”
copyright © 2006 by Ray Bradbury.
“Passion Ploy,”
copyright © 2006 by Matt Hughes Company Ltd.
“Lehr, Rex,”
copyright ©
2006 by Joseph E. Lake, Jr.
“Dust,” copyright ©
2006 by Paul McAuley.
“Tiger, Burning,”
copyright © 2006 by Alastair Reynolds.
“The Singularity
Needs Women!,” copyright © 2006 by Paul Di Filippo.
“Dreamers’ Lake,”
copyright © 2006 by Stephen Baxter.
“Eventide,”
copyright © 2006 by Monkeybrain, Inc.
“What We Still Talk
About,” copyright © 2006 by Scott Edelman.
“Kyle Meets the
River,” copyright © 2006 by Ian McDonald.
“Forbearing
Planet,” copyright © 2006 by Michael and Linda Moorcock.
“This
Thing of Darkness I
Acknowledge Mine,” copyright © 2006 by Alex Irvine.
“Me-topia,”
copyright © 2006 by Adam Roberts.
“Afterword:
Forbidden
Planet,”
copyright © 2006 by Stephen Baxter.
Introduction
Sometime
in the early 1950s MGM Studios contacted me to write a
screenplay for a film—the film turned out to be Forbidden
Planet.
This request came
from a gentleman named, incredibly, Nickie Nayfack. I didn’t
believe the name, so I checked with MGM and found that he was a
relative of one of the studio producers.
I turned down the
project and later regretted it because when I saw the film with the
Id on the screen, I realized that this was the most important idea
in the picture. If MGM had mentioned that to me then, I would have
been intrigued and might have done something of a
larger size with the Id than was done in the final film.
But if I had taken
the job, the first thing I would have done would have been kill
Robby the Robot or, if I had let him live, laser beam his storage
batteries. For this, I think, a world would have
worshiped me to the end of time. On the other hand, Robby the
Robot’s worshipers would have reviled me beyond reason.
But there’s
absolutely no doubting that Altair 4 was truly an unwelcoming
place. And I should know. Because before 1955—and certainly
afterward—I had written about a few forbidden planets of my own,
hostile worlds where you wouldn’t want to be stranded . . . even
fully armed.
The concept of the
inhospitable location—be it a planet, a haunted house, or a
graveyard—has long been a staple of
fantastic fiction. It’s the kind of stuff I used to read as a small
boy growing up in Illinois.
I remember being
read to from Edgar Allan Poe by my Aunt Neva when I was sick in bed
in late 1928 and, the very next year, reading the comic-strip adventures
of Buck
Rogers that
started to appear in the daily newspapers. Buck
Rogers offered me a trip to the
asteroids, Venus, Mercury, and, yes, even Jupiter itself! And all
in 1929 when Armstrong, Aldrin, and Collins hadn’t even been born
yet!
And then, at my
Uncle Bion’s house in the summer of 1930, I discovered bookshelves
filled with
even more exotic worlds . . . Edgar Rice Burroughs’ wonderful
creation, John Carter
of Mars,
who, some two years later, inspired me to write my own tales of the
Red Planet, sometimes depicting it as a friendly world and other
times as a place of mystery and intrigue. The first of
those stories, “The Million Year Picnic,” appeared in the summer of
1946 in Planet
Stories.
So here we are,
some sixty years later, with Forbidden
Planets,
tales of far-off places where Man isn’t greeted with open arms.
Open jaws,
perhaps . . . but open arms? Never! In any event, Peter Crowther
has gathered a fine bunch of writers to give their own take on
alien worlds, honoring that film I almost wrote the screenplay for.
I often wonder what kind of job I would have made of it!
One thing is
certain: I would have destroyed Robby the Robot early on and let
all the characters behave. What a delightful thought!
Meanwhile, here are
a dozen fine stories about mankind facing up to the perils that may
lie ahead on distant worlds. Enjoy!
Ray
Bradbury
Los
Angeles
July
2005
Passion Ploy
Matthew Hughes
“What
exactly is it?” Luff Imbry asked. He walked around the object that
occupied the center of the small table in the secluded rear room of
the tavern known as Bolly’s Snug, viewing it
from several angles and blinking at the way it caught the
light.
“I took it off Chiz
Ramoulian,” said Dain Ganche.
“Took it?” Imbry’s
round, multichinned face showed a mild concern. Provenance could be
a contentious issue when buying items of value behind
closed doors. Chiz Ramoulian was only a minor hoodlum, yet he moved
through the back streets of the City of Olkney attended by a
reputation for sudden and inventive violence. He had also exhibited
a knack for locating those with whom he had business.
“Took it how?”
Ganche crossed
corded arms across a broad chest. “I found him in an alley near the
slider that comes from the spaceport. He was sitting against a
wall, blurry eyed and cradling this in his arms. I reminded him
that he owed
me a substantial sum from a joint enterprise.” Like Imbry, Ganche
regularly invested in highly profitable ventures whose details were
known only to those directly involved in their execution. “I
suggested that this object would settle the score.
Then I took
it.”
Imbry’s gaze
returned to the glittering thing on the table. He was finding it
difficult to look away. “And he was content with that?”
Ganche’s heavy lips
took a reflective bend. “He made a noise or two, but nothing
actionable. To put it all in a single word, he seemed
. . . distracted. But, then, he has a fondness for Red Abandon, and
once he cracks a flask, he does not leave it till it’s drained.
That may account for his mood. In any case, a scroot patrol picked
him up shortly after.”
“Hmm,”
said Imbry. He again circled the table and examined the item. “It
is inarguably beautiful,” he murmured. Indeed, beauty seemed almost
too flimsy a word to fling around in its presence. It compelled the
eyes.
Imbry turned from
the thing and found that it took an increased effort
to do so. He took up the dark cloth in which Ganche had brought the
object and covered its brightness. He kept seeing a ghost of its
outline imprinted on the walls, as if it were the negative image of
a bright light.
“I’ve
found it
best not to stare at it too long,” said the big man. “But what on
Old Earth is it?”
“Certainly
not of
Old Earth,” Imbry
said. “It’s of ultraterrene origin. I’d lay a hept to a bent
grimlet on that.”
“Ramoulian often
haunts the spaceport,” Ganche said, “in hopes of coming across
baggage that is indifferently attended. He has been known to wear a
cleaner’s uniform. Or he inserts himself into a stream of
disembarking passengers, playing the affable traveler. He strikes
up a conversation with some offworlder and offers guidance.
Then he leads the mark into a dark and out-of-the-way corner and
relieves him of his burdens. Perhaps this was in someone’s
valise.”
“Possibly,” said
Imbry. “But why was Ramoulian languishing with his prize in an
alley when the scroots were on the
prowl?”
“Again, Red
Abandon?”
“It has an
unmistakable odor,” Imbry said. “Did he smell of it?”
“Not that I
noticed.”
“Then I lean toward
the notion that this object caused the distraction.”
Ganche lifted up a
corner of the covering cloth. “It does not affect me
that strongly.”
“Nor I,” said
Imbry. “Perhaps Ramoulian was peculiarly susceptible. But the main
question is: What is it?”
“No,” said the
other man, “the main question is: What is it worth? You are more
knowledgeable than I in the buying and selling of
art.”
Imbry stroked his
plump earlobe with a meditative finger. “I have no idea,” he said.
“We will find out by offering it in auction to a carefully chosen
group of buyers. My commission will be forty percent.”
“Fifteen,”
said Ganche with a
speed that was reflexive. They haggled a few more moments and
settled on thirty percent, which had been Imbry’s
intent.
When they had
executed the mutual motions of hand and arm by which such bargains
were sealed, Imbry said, “I may consult an expert in extraterrene
artifacts.”
“Discreetly,”
Ganche said.
“Of course.” There
was another brief haggle and a flurry of gestures that decided how
the expert’s fee would be paid.
“So you think it
is, in fact, a manufactured item?” Ganche said. “I thought it might be of
natural origin.”
Imbry moved his
large, round head in a gesture of indecision. He tucked the square
of black cloth about the object, then lifted it gently and
deposited it in the large satchel he had brought with him. The
thing was
surprisingly heavy—densely packed, he thought. He closed up the bag
and activated the fastenings. The room seemed emptier now that the
object was out of sight.
Imbry repaired to
his operations center, a room in a nondescript house on a quiet
street in a
modest neighborhood. He traveled carefully, taking detours and
laying false trails by entering public buildings that were busy
with people, going in by the main doors then immediately departing
by rear exits.
Partly, this was
habitual caution; a practitioner of Imbry’s profession
never knew when the scroots might have singled him out for
preemptive surveillance. Lately, though, he had found himself
caught up in a worrisome dispute with Alwinder Mudgeram, a man of
blunt opinions and brutal instincts who was convinced that Luff Imbry
owed him a substantial sum. The funds had been advanced toward a
project that had not come to fruition. Unforeseen disappointments
could blight any line of endeavor, Imbry had counseled Mudgeram,
advising him to consider his lost capital a failed
investment. But the investor preferred to see it as a debt to be
repaid, and Mudgeram was renowned for collecting every groat due
him.
Secure in his
operations center, Imbry had his integrator deploy a research and
communications matrix that spent most of its
time disguised as a piece of battered furniture. He removed the
mysterious object from the satchel and unwrapped it, taking care to
keep his eyes averted, and let the matrix’s percepts scan it. Its
effects upon him he found annoying, as if it were a spoiled
child who kept tugging at his garment, insistently importuning him
with, “Look at me! Look at me!”
As soon as it was
scanned, he rewrapped and resatcheled the object, then placed it in
a concealed locker beneath the floor of a closet that appeared to be
stuffed with the kind of items one acquired at jumble sales. Some
of the bric-a-brac had artfully concealed functions that would have
drawn sharp attention from agents of the Archonate Bureau of
Scrutiny.
“Integrator,” he
said.
“Conduct a class-two inquiry as to nature and origins.” Imbry had
designed his integrator, as he had designed the closet’s false
kitsch, to answer the special circumstances that often arose in the
conduct of his business. What he called a class-two
inquiry, for
example, was not unlike an information search along Old Earth’s
connectivity grid that any citizen might undertake, except that
Imbry’s integrator could ease in and out of public data stores
without being noticed. That was important when the
whereabouts
of an item being researched and valued was of interest to the
scroots.
The integrator
hummed and fussed for several seconds. As he waited, Imbry was
vexed to discover in himself a surprising urge to go to the closet
and view the object. He got up and paced until his integrator
reported that it had found no matches in publicly accessible
records.
“We will try
private sources,” Imbry said. “Catalogs from dealers in
ultraterrene artworks, both here and . . .” He thought for a
moment, then named the four planets along The Spray that
were major nexi for trade in nonhuman artifacts and had offices on
Old Earth where such catalogs would be found. “Plus any places
where curios are discussed.”
It took a little
longer for his matrix to locate and insert itself unnoticeably into the private
data stores, but again it came back with no solid results. “Nothing
from the dealers. I have a partial match, though the correspondence
is less than ten percent,” his integrator said.
“Show
me.”
The displayed image
appeared in
the air before him. It was a curved fragment, dark and stained, of
something that had been broken. It superficially resembled the
exterior of the object beneath the closet floor, except that its
surface was not bright and glittering with points of
diamond-hard
light, nor did it shimmer with unnameable colors that ravished the
eye.
“What is it?” Imbry
said.
“It is tentatively
identified as a fragment of the husk of a seedpod from an
uncataloged world in the Back of Beyond,” the integrator said. “It
may or may
not have been part of some native artwork. It was recovered from a
ship hired by an artifact hunter from Popsy.”
“What is
Popsy?”
“An odd little
world far down The Spray. The hunter’s name was Fallo Wickiram. He
hired the ship on Bluepoint and was last seen heading toward the
gas cloud called the Lesser Dark. He apparently landed on a number
of uncouth worlds, gathering such curiosities as appealed to his
taste. At some point, the period of the ship’s hire was up, and, as
programmed, it returned to Bluepoint on its own.
Wickiram was not aboard, and there was no indication as to what had
become of him.”
“What was the last
world he visited?” Imbry said.
“It has no name and
apparently no attractions, since the records show that almost no
one ever goes there. Here are its
coordinates.” The integrator produced a string of numbers and
vectors. They meant nothing to Imbry.
“How long ago did
this occur?” he asked and learned that Wickiram had met his unknown
fate several thousand years ago. Imbry thought about it for some moments,
then said, “The information is of doubtful utility. Record it
anyway, then let us press on.”
The mention of a
seedpod triggered a new line of inquiry. The integrator reviewed
records of artworks and more commonplace items made
from such materials
up and down The Spray. Several more leads appeared but, upon
investigation, led nowhere. Imbry poked about in other avenues that
suggested themselves, including the itineraries of any ships that
had recently put down at the Olkney spaceport. But any spaceship,
whether liner, freighter, or private yacht, stopped at so many
worlds where they might connect to other worlds that the object’s
possible routes to Old Earth were effectively infinite.
Finally, he checked
for reports of robbery or fraud concerning recent
arrivals to Olkney but found none in the public media nor in the
elements of the Bureau of Scrutiny’s systems that he was able to
access without detection. He concluded that if Chiz Ramoulian had
acquired the object illicitly, the crime had gone either
unreported or undiscovered.
Imbry steepled his
fingers and touched them to his uppermost chin and stood in thought
for a long moment. Then he said, “Connect me to The Honorable
Ilarios Warrigrove.”
A few seconds
passed while Imbry’s integrator contacted its
equivalent at the Warrigrove manse and protocols were exchanged.
Then an aquiline face marked by lines of care appeared in the air
before Imbry. “You have something?” he said, his languid voice
unable completely to disguise a note of sharp interest.
“Something I wish
to have valued,” said Imbry.
“And will it be
available for private purchase?”
“My plans have not
yet assumed their final shape. At the moment, I’m considering an
auction,” said Imbry, “but to a limited and discreet
set of
purchasers.”
“What do you
have?”
“I will have to
show it to you.”
“Intriguing.”
Warrigrove’s expression showed an indolent mood, but Imbry’s finely
tuned eye detected a concealed underwash of excitement. “I am free
for an hour.”
“I’ll be
there shortly.”
Imbry returned the
room to its seeming unremarkableness and retrieved the object.
Again he was irritated to experience an urge to take it from the
satchel and gaze at its sparkles and flashes. He left the house and
walked for several minutes, turning corners randomly, then
hailed an aircar and had it take him to a specific corner on the
other side of the city. Alighting there, he walked some more, then
took another aircar to within several streets of Warrigrove’s manse
and again took a circuitous route to the house’s rear gate.
The who’s-there recognized him and admitted him to a walled and
overgrown garden.
On the far side of
the untended greenery was a tumbledown antique gazebo, swarmed by
thick growing vines that also concealed systems that
ensured that
any sight or sound encountered within its leafy confines would not
carry beyond them. Imbry followed a flagstoned path to the
structure, slipped within, and found Ilarios Warrigrove seated on a
chair of black iron behind a table of the same
material,
sipping from a tall thin glass filled with a pale yellow liquid. A
carafe of the stuff and another glass stood on a tray before him.
“Would you care to?” he asked with a gesture that Imbry’s eye noted
was calculatedly relaxed.
“Why not?” the fat
man said. He
raised the glass, paused but a moment to inhale its delicate
bouquet, then drained half of it at a gulp. “Excellent.”
They exchanged the
gestures and pleasantries suitable to a casual encounter and the
time of day, but Imbry saw how Warrigrove’s eyes kept flickering sideways
to the satchel that hung from his unoccupied hand. The formalities
accomplished, he placed the container on the table and withdrew its
cloth-wrapped contents.
“Someone has asked
me to sell this,” he said and whisked away the covering.
Warrigrove could
not restrain an intake of breath.
“You know what it
is,” Imbry said. He was adept at reading microexpressions and now
saw Warrigrove consider, then reject, denial but opt for less than
full disclosure, all in the time a tranquil man takes to
blink.
“I know what it
might be,” he said. “I had heard—only a rumor—that such a thing
might be on its way to Old Earth.”
The aficionado
spoke without taking his eyes from the scintillation. Imbry sensed
that the man was unable to resist the attraction. For himself, he
found that his annoyance at the thing’s importuning made it easier
to look away. “What is it?” he asked.
Imbry watched the
patrician face closely while Warrigrove framed his answer, and was
fairly sure that he was about to hear the truth.
“A myth,” the man
said, “or a chimera. An object of desire, longed for and sought
after, though it may not truly exist.”
The fat man made a
gesture that expressed cynicism. “That sounds like precisely the
kind of thing that a cunning forger would contrive to dangle
before the avid appetite.”
Warrigrove’s eyes
did not leave the object. “Well, you would know,” he
said.
Imbry acknowledged
the truth of the observation. More than a few alleged masterworks
that hung or stood or scampered in the palaces of wealthy collectors
had come from his own hand, though they bore the signatures and
sigils of bygone geniuses.
“Indeed,”
Warrigrove continued, “if it is a fraud, you are precisely the kind
of person one might expect to arrive asking, eyes wide
with innocence,
just what it might be.”
“Let us assume, for
the moment,” Imbry said, “that my innocence is genuine and that the
item is what it is supposed to be—then what is it?”
Warrigrove sighed.
“You will think me needlessly obscure, but your
question has
no definite answer.”
Imbry felt a twinge
of annoyance. “We inhabit an impossibly ancient world,” he said.
“Every question has long since been posed, in all its possible
variants and permutations, and answered fully.”
“That is supposedly
the overarching reality of our age,”
admitted Warrigrove. “But we may be dealing here with another
reality.”
“I am, as you have
intimated, a manufacturer of ‘other realities,’ ” Imbry said. “Thus
you may trust me when I tell you that no other reality
exists.”
“And
yet you bring me
this,” Warrigrove said. His long, pale fingers reached out and
touched the thing on the table, stroked it, then drew back. “You
must leave it with me.”
“No.”
“I must study
it.”
Imbry said, “I
intend to hold an auction. But if you’d care to waive your fee for this
consultation, you can be among the bidders.”
Warrigrove agreed
with an alacrity that surprised Imbry. The fat man covered the
object with the dark cloth, evoking a low moan from the aficionado,
who blinked as if awakening from a dream, then looked at Imbry
with a puzzled expression. “You did that,” he said, “without
effort. Does its glory not touch your inner being?”
“I hope not,” said
Imbry. “I prefer to be touched only at my own instigation. Now tell
me what it is.”
Warrigrove sighed. “It has had many
names: the Grail Ultima, the Egg of First Innocence, the Eighth
Path, the Supernal Radiance. Which do you prefer?”
Imbry found none of
them satisfying. All had the ring of empty syllables swirled about
by vague associations, nebulous connotations. He didn’t
mind batting about such inflated insubstantiata when he had been
the one to blow air into them, but to be on the receiving end of
the “perfumed cloud” was irritating. He again studied Warrigrove
closely, but detected no intent to deceive.
“Ambiguity will not
serve,” he said. “If you can’t give me more than a misty whiff of
its nature, then tell me if it has a function: What does it
do?”
Warrigrove’s brows
rose and his lips pursed, and Imbry could tell that his latest
question was
no more likely to receive a hard-edged answer than had its
predecessors. “Anything and nothing,” the aficionado said. “Fulfill
dreams, but only for those who take care not to awaken. Reveal
mysteries, though the revelations are no less mysterious
than what
was hidden. Transform base dross into rare earth, at least in the
eye of the beholder. This is something from beyond our mundane
existence. It is like one of the wonders of our species’ dawn time,
when who could say what might lie beyond the
familiar
hills, and the mind spun tales of eldritch kingdoms and far off
lands upon which any fancy might be imposed.”
Imbry put one plump
palm against his forehead, then drew it down his face, as if the
action could wipe away a film that obscured his
perceptions.
“I will summarize,” he said. “We have an object whose existence to
date has been mainly rumor; which comes from no one knows exactly
where; whose nature and functions are, at best, untested; about
which vague yet fabulous and mystical claims may be
made. And,
on top of all that, it may be merely a cunning forgery.”
“You have it,” said
Warrigrove. “Though I doubt it is a fake. It generates in me too
profound a passion. Though I am puzzled by your ability to
withstand its glamor.”
“We are fashioned
from different stuffs. It is why you
collect and I deal.”
“That may well be
so. We come from different sides of a metaphysical divide. And each
must pity the other.”
“Let us leave our
estimations of each other’s character for another day,” said Imbry,
“and concentrate on resolving this
mystery.”
“Very well. I will
advance a theory: Perhaps the myriad grails and will o’ the wisps
that speckle the history of humanity have always been the same
object. Say it is a fragment from a higher realm that somehow
found its
way into our base continuum—an eternal, unchangeable shred of
absolute beauty that moves in mysterious ways from place to place
and from time to time. Some of those who encounter it are
transported by the revelation of a sphere of existence so much
greater, so
much finer, than the dull swamp in which we grind out our little
lives. Others receive the same knowledge but are merely
annoyed.”
Imbry made a
tactless noise. “Have you spent much time on that
theory?”
“In truth,” said
Warrigrove, “it came to me as I beheld the
object.”
“Indeed? So it is a
touchstone for separating humanity into the high-minded and the
prosaic?”
“I would not put it
that way, but it is not an inaccurate reflection of my
idea.”
“And you would
include Chiz Ramoulian among the elevated?”
“The Red Abandon
addict?” Warrigrove tried to disguise his anxiety, but Imbry was a
practiced listener. “Is he connected to this?”
“He appears to have
been as taken with it as you are.”
Warrigrove
attempted to affect nonchalance. “You would feel no need to mention my
connection to this matter in Ramoulian’s hearing?”
“At present, he is
dining with the Archon,” Imbry said, employing the common euphemism
for those who were experiencing the unsought hospitality of the
Archonate Bureau of Scrutiny. “I expect we will have this
business concluded before they tip him back onto the
streets.”
“That is good,”
said Warrigrove.
“Indeed.” Imbry
briskly abraded one plump palm against its brother. “Very well, let
us defer questions of what and why and where. Let us instead deal with
how
much.”
“Ah,” said
Warrigrove, “on that score, feel free to let your imagination
soar.”
Luff Imbry could
scale the heights of passion when entertaining the prospect of his
own enrichment. He believed that life, at least his
life, was not meant
to be an exercise in self-stinting. As he made his way from
Warrigrove’s, satchel in hand, he allowed himself to indulge in
some pleasantly fanciful speculations as to just how much fatter
the mysterious object might make his purse. Thus distracted he failed to
notice the sleek black volante that was shadowing him at rooftop
height on a tranquil residential street until it silently dropped
to block his way. The dark hemisphere of energy that shielded its
passenger compartment was extinguished, and Imbry found
himself under the hard stare of Alwinder Mudgeram.
“I have been
looking for you,” Mudgeram said. “I have left messages.”
“I do not seem to
have received them.”
The aircar’s
operator’s door opened, and out stepped a man almost as
large as Dain
Ganche, with a tattooed face and shoulders like small
hills.
“Good day, Ip,”
said Imbry. Everyone always greeted Mudgeram’s assistant with
studied politeness, although Imbry had never heard of anyone having
received more than a silent nod in acknowledgment.
“Let me offer you a
ride,” Mudgeram said and gestured to the empty seat beside
him.
Ip reached for
Imbry’s arm with a hand whose fingers had been augmented with
subtle but strong components. His grip caused the limb to go numb
as the fat
man was half lifted into the vehicle. The energy dome reestablished
itself, and Imbry felt the seat cushion push against him as they
went aloft.
“There is this
matter of the funds I advanced you,” said Mudgeram. “I was promised
a profit to make the senses swim; instead, I suffered a
complete loss.”
“There were risks
to the venture. They were disclosed.”
“I remember a brief
allusion to a remote possibility. Much more attention was devoted
to the expected windfall. Pictures were painted, vistas laid
out, all
bedecked with boundless gain.”
“Without
enthusiasm, there would be no ventures at all.”
“I have developed a
new enthusiasm,” Mudgeram said. “I now pursue grim satisfaction
with the same zeal I formerly reserved for your scheme.”
“That may be not
good for
you,” Imbry said.
“It will definitely
be ‘not good’ for some.”
They had flown high
above the city, heading west, and now cruised high above the chill
waters of Mornedy Sound. The wave-rippled surface far below
resembled the wrinkled hide of some great cold-blooded beast.
Mudgeram invited his passenger to look down and envision a sequence
of events that would end with Imbry entering the sea at high
speed.
“Your funds went to
acquire necessary materials for the plan,” Imbry said. He had
purchased minor artworks dating from the
antique period in which his intended forgery would appear to have
been created. The purchased works were broken down into their
constituent elements, then reordered into a painting in the style
of Bazieri, a grandmaster of the same age whose lifetime oeuvre
had been scant. A newly discovered work by the ancient artist would
have drawn collectors from at least thirty of the Ten Thousand
Worlds along The Spray, each trailing funds like a pecuniary
comet.
“Who could have
foreseen that a vault full of unknown
Bazieris would turn up in an attic?” It turned out that the artist
had for years paid his rent with masterpieces that to the landlord
were no more than pleasant daubs. By the time Bazieri’s genius was
recognized, both landlord and tenant were dust and the
works long forgotten in a boarded-up cockloft. They were discovered
and emerged onto the market just as Imbry prepared to go forward
with his fake; prices collapsed, leaving his forged work worth less
than the cost of its ingredients.
“I have heard all
of this before,” Mudgeram said. “It puts no hepts in my
pocket.”
“Just as there are
none in mine at the moment,” Imbry said. “Pickings have lately been
slim.”
Mudgeram rubbed the
blue stubble that always shaded his jaw. “I will
forgo the profits
that never came,” he said. “But I will either have back my
investment or take my satisfaction in other ways.”
“What
ways?”
“A number of people
have reason to feel that Luff Imbry has had a deleterious effect on
the smooth passage of their lives. I will auction you
to them. I might yet make a profit on our association.”
Imbry thought of
some of those who would hasten to attend such an auction and pay
gladly for the opportunity to carry him off in restraints to some
remote location where they would not be interrupted.
“I do have one excellent prospect,” he said.
“Now would be a
good time to tell me about it,” Mudgeram said.
“I will do better.
I will show you.”
Imbry opened the
satchel and peeled back some of the cloth, enough to let
the object’s
effulgence show. He saw Alwinder Mudgeram’s eyes light up with the
same mixture of appetite and dreaminess that had affected
Warrigrove and, he presumed, Ramoulian. When he glanced Ip’s way,
he saw no overt expression, but the bodyguard’s eyes
slitted as
if what he saw brought discomfort.
Imbry replaced the
cloth and resealed the satchel. Mudgeram returned to the mundane.
“What is it?” he said.
“That remains
undetermined,” Imbry said. “But it is the property of Dain Ganche,
who has asked me to auction it for him. Ilarios
Warrigrove will be one of the bidders.” He saw no need to mention
Chiz Ramoulian.
Mudgeram’s face was
not hard to read. Imbry watched the evidence of the man’s thoughts
as he processed the knowledge that Ganche was involved and
came to a decision.
“Warrigrove has just acquired a competitor,” he said, then
added,“Ip, home.”
As the car banked
and headed back toward Olkney, Mudgeram invited Imbry to stay at
his house in town, a dour mansion on the Boulevard of Seven Graces.
Imbry saw no
way to decline.
It was decided that
the auction would be held in a second-story salon whose heavily
defended windows overlooked the private garden at the rear of
Mudgeram’s house. The date was set for three nights later. Imbry
had Mudgeram’s integrator connect him to his own
assistant, and between them they developed a list of five more
collectors who would have both an interest in acquiring the object
and the wealth to meet or exceed the exorbitant reserve price Imbry
decided was warranted.
On
the designated
night, each bidder arrived independently, to be met in the
mansion’s atrium entrance, where Ip relieved them of any weapons or
inquisitive devices that might compromise their host’s privacy.
Some had brought hangers-on, and these were shown
to a waiting room
and offered refreshments while their employers were led through the
house to the site of the auction.
Besides Warrigrove,
Imbry had also had dealings with four of the other bidders, and he
knew the remaining collector by reputation. They
made small talk
until Dain Ganche arrived, nodding to Alwinder Mudgeram and
declining to give up his personal weapon, a medium-powered shocker.
At that point, Imbry invited them to take seats in a semicircle of
comfortable chairs that faced a long, ornately carved table. On its
polished surface stood a portable lectern, before which rested the
object beneath its cloth.
When Imbry took his
place behind the lectern, his view of the object was blocked. He
preferred not to be distracted by its insistent
brilliance.
Now the room settled into expectation. Ip positioned himself in a
corner from which he had an unobstructed view of the proceedings,
while Ganche took the chair closest to the barred
windows.
“Honorables and
distinctions,” Imbry said, “we are gathered to decide the ownership of
an article that may well be the only one of its kind in all the Ten
Thousand Worlds. If there is another like it, its possessor has not
made its existence known. The vendor, Dain Ganche, has set a
reserve price”—Imbry named an astronomical sum, but the
number caused not so much as an eye to blink among the bidders—“so
we will start the bidding there. Let us begin by viewing the
item.”
With that he
reached over the lectern, felt around for the heavy cloth, and
whisked it away. He heard the sibilant,
simultaneous intakes of breath by those seated before him. After a
few heartbeats, Ganche and Ip were able to tear their gazes away
from the object, Imbry noted. Alwinder Mudgeram sat as if
entranced, his eyes wide and softened as their pupils expanded until not
even the thinnest rim of iris showed.
After a short
while, Imbry reached forward with the cloth and covered the glitter
again. “Bids, please,” he said.
A collective moan
of disappointment met Imbry’s ears, then a cacophony
of voices,
strained and acquisitive. The collectors were on their feet, joined
by Mudgeram, their faces distorted and their gestures emphatic as
they bid and outbid. The reserve price was soon a fading memory as
the contenders piled fortune upon fortune. As he continued to field the bids,
Imbry looked to the side and saw Ganche’s thick lips open in an
astonishment that the fat man could appreciate: The vendor would
leave here tonight wealthy enough to enter the magnate class.
Imbry’s own thirty percent would make him one of the wealthiest
criminals of Olkney.
The bidding had
reached a feverish phase. Two of the collectors, the bids having
surpassed their capacity, had subsided into their seats. One of
them, a sturdy man with a square face and close-cropped
hair, sat
slumped and quietly weeping. Imbry noticed that Mudgeram, too, had
ceased to bid. He was sending Ip a meaningful look that the
bodyguard was silently answering with raised eyebrows and a slight
squint in one eye that said: Are you
sure?
Now
Mudgeram’s
face signaled back certainty, and Imbry saw Ip’s hand slip into a
fold in his upper garment and begin to reemerge with something dark
in its grip. The fat man reached across the lectern and yanked the
cloth free of the object. Once more a silence
fell over
the room as all eyes but Imbry’s were drawn to the item. He heard a
sob from the square-faced man.
The forger waited
for Dain Ganche to pull his eyes away and when the man’s gaze
lifted to Imbry the fat man gestured with chin and eyes toward
Mudgeram’s
bodyguard. Ip had also managed to look away from the glittering
prize, but he stood blinking, his mind not yet fully returned to
the business at hand—specifically that his employer expected him to
use the weapon he held forgotten in his hand. Ganche’s
face hardened. He
rose to his feet with a surprising swiftness for a man of his size
and drew his shocker.
“Warning!” said the
house integrator. “An inbound vehicle approaches at high . . .” The
rest of its announcement was submerged by the sounds from
outside: the
blare of a klaxon, the thrum of a heavy motor, and the almost
infrasonic vibration of an automatic ison cannon firing from the
roof. At the same time the house’s rear garden lit up in a blaze of
illumination from high intensity lumens.
Imbry
looked
toward the glare just in time to see a heavy cargo carrier descend
at speed, graze the top of the outer wall and hurtle toward the
barred windows. Successive hits from the ison cannon caused sparks
to coruscate from its frontwork and turned the
operator’s
compartment into dripping, incandescent slag but did nothing to
deter the vehicle’s momentum.
Imbry reflexively
ducked behind the table as the carrier smashed into the window’s
grillwork amid an immensity of sound. He heard but did not see the
bars shatter
and tear loose from their footings and the unbreakable panes
whizzing through the room like shrapnel. The only exit was in the
wall opposite the windows, and he stayed low and crawled that way
along the length of the table before rising up to
search out a
clear path to safety.
There was none. He
saw Alwinder Mudgeram, blood smearing his face from a gash in his
forehead, squatting to provide the smallest possible target while
exiting through the door. Ip, unscathed and now fully alert,
covered his employer’s retreat, energy
pistol in hand. Imbry looked toward the windows and saw that the
space they had once occupied was now filled by the cargo vehicle,
most of which had battered its way into the room. The front end,
hissing and radiating a fierce heat, had landed on Dain Ganche
and Ilarios Warrigrove, raising a nauseating smoke and permanently
canceling any and all plans they might have had. The square-faced
man had also shed his last tear, and those of the other bidders who
were not severely injured were deep in shock.
Imbry found himself
torn between an urge to flee and the inclination to secure the
priceless subject of the auction. Miraculously, it sat undisturbed
on the table, which itself had been unaffected by the carrier’s
sudden entry. Since no further danger presented
itself, the fat man decided to delay departure long enough to
recover the shining object. But as he replaced the dark cloth over
its brilliance and prepared to lift it, he heard a discreet
cough.
Ip now stood in the
doorway, his weapon aimed at Imbry. The
bodyguard cocked his head in a clear signal that the forger was to
bring the object in no other direction than that in which Mudgeram
had gone. Imbry arranged his face and hands in a combination that
indicated nothing else was on his mind. He reached again
for the object but froze at the sound of a loud crack!
A side panel broke
partly free of the carrier, impelled from within. A second kick
sent the thin material flying, and out of the hole stepped Chiz
Ramoulian, obsession in his eyes and a long, dark
disorganizer in his hands.
For the second time
in moments Imbry experienced the chill of finding a weapon pointed
his way. He backed away, offering placating gestures, but Ramoulian
had clearly not come in search of mollification.
Imbry saw the man’s
thumb slide over to the disorganizer’s activation stud.
The
zivv
of Ip’s energy
pistol was loud in the room. Ramoulian’s head lost definition and
became first a glowing orb, then a lump of smoldering black stuff
that held its shape for only a moment longer before
crumbling and following his collapsing body to the littered
floor.
Ip again brought
his weapon to bear on Imbry, the fingers of his other hand
beckoning. The fat man took up the object, snugged the cloth around
it and went where he was bid. They passed
along corridors and through a number of imposing doors until they
came to a fortified room in which Alwinder Mudgeram had sequestered
himself.
When Ip reported
the events concerning Ramoulian and declared the situation
secure, Mudgeram emerged from his
redoubt. The room’s facilities had sealed the wound in his
forehead, but the blood still stained his face. Without a word, he
took the object from Imbry’s hands.
“If you are feeling
well enough,” Imbry said, “we should discuss my compensation.”
“I am feeling
adequate,” Mudgeram said, “but I am not aware that you are due
anything.”
“I recall the
bidding,” Imbry said and named the gargantuan sum that had been the
last bid offered. “Then Ramoulian interrupted. I was to receive a
thirty
percent commission.”
Mudgeram tucked the
object securely under his arm. “I remember a different series of
events. As the bidding intensified, the auctioneer uncovered the
object and distracted the bidders. Then Ramoulian entered. Were
these two events coincidental?”
“Entirely,” Imbry
said.
“Hmm,” said
Mudgeram. “In any case, matters have now marched off in a new
direction. The vendor who promised to pay your commission has
instead passed permanently beyond buying and selling. Indeed, he
has expired without known heirs, carelessly
leaving his former possession unattended on another’s property.
Where it is now seized under the rule of evident
domain.”
“Should that not
be eminent
domain?” Imbry
asked, but Mudgeram had Ip show the fat man his
“evidence.”
After Ip had
flourished his weapon under Imbry’s nose, the forger said, “What
about the others?”
Mudgeram gave the
matter some brief thought, then explained that the bidders had,
albeit unwillingly, become participants in a matter that could not
be allowed
to come to the attention of the Bureau of Scrutiny. He would summon
discreet helpers who would remove all traces of the incident.
“Regrettably,” he continued, “my guests have to be included among
those ‘traces.’ If questioned, they might give answers
that must
inevitably lead to further intrusions into my affairs by the
scroots. It is better for all concerned if we simply seal off those
avenues of inquiry before they are opened.”
There was a
silence, then Imbry asked, “What of me?”
Mudgeram gave
the forger a
look in which Imbry felt himself weighed and subjected to some
internal calculation. “You and I might do business again some day.
Thus, once matters are tidied up, you may leave.”
“And the object?
There could be other bidders.”
“I have
developed an
attachment to it,” Mudgeram said. “It will remain with me.” He
paused, and again Imbry sensed the workings of some inner
arithmetic. “But, in recompense for your efforts, I will freely
cancel the debt you owe me from the Bazieri affair.”
Mudgeram
inclined his
head and smiled in a manner that assured Imbry that he need not
thank his benefactor.
The moment Imbry
returned to his operations center, his integrator sought his
attention. It referred him to the research and communications
matrix. “More information has accrued in regard
to criminality at the spaceport,” it said.
Imbry sat in the
matrix’s chair. “The matter is now moot, but tell me.”
“A private space
yacht owned by a wealthy offworlder named Catterpaul stayed in a
berth beyond the time its owner had contracted for. When
port officials investigated, they found the man dead in the main
saloon. His possessions appeared to have been rifled.”
“Ramoulian,” said
Imbry.
“Likely so. Here is
the interesting part: Catterpaul was a dilettante who
poked about
the far edges of The Spray, collecting oddments and curios. Some of
his poking occurred in and around the Lesser Dark.”
“Ah,” said
Imbry.
The integrator
continued, “Someone had winnowed the cargo. Some small but valuable
pieces had been placed on the floor, as if sorted for
removal. But the only item taken is described in Catterpaul’s notes
as: ‘seedpod, immature, northern continent, unnamed world.’
”
The coordinates
were the same as those of the planet visited thousands of years ago
by Fallo Wickiram. Imbry called up the rest
of the information and perused it thoughtfully. “Well, there it
is,” he said. “The object is some kind of ultraterrene vegetative
life form, unclassified, nature unknown. Catterpaul left it in the
cargo area to ripen, with the intent of planting it in his
garden when he returned to his house on Bodeen’s World.”
“It would seem that
it can telepathically manipulate persons who come within range,”
said the integrator.
“In order to spread
itself,” Imbry concurred. “Its ‘grailness’ is thus no more mystical
than a burr’s hooks. It stimulates the passerby’s senses, creating
an illusion of supernal beauty. The hapless dupe carries it away.
By the time the effect wears off, the seed is far from home. The
mark, finding that he has been used by a mindless vegetable,
throws the thing away, and it takes root.”
He had the
integrator display the scan it had taken of the object. The image
that appeared on the screen showed no illusion of brilliant glory,
only a dark green globe with a pale, rootlike tendril emerging.
Imbry thought of Mudgeram’s inevitable surprise and
chuckled.
Some days later,
Imbry sat once more in a room at Bolly’s Snug. He was expecting a
visitor who wished to consult with him about acquiring a gilded
icon declared by its provenance to date from
the Eighteenth Aeon but that Imbry had on unshakable authority,
dated from no earlier than the previous two weeks.
But when the door
opened, it was Ip who entered and gestured meaningfully for Imbry
to accompany him. They left by an unmarked exit to find
an aircar waiting in the alley behind the tavern. They flew without
conversation to Alwinder Mudgeram’s house. Imbry was shown to a
parlor just off the main foyer. Ip indicated that he might take
refreshment from the dispenser then departed. Imbry poured
himself a glass of Phalum, sat, and sipped. He rehearsed what he
would say to defuse Mudgeram’s disappointment.
The door opened and
he looked up expectantly, but again it was Ip who filled the
doorway. In his arms was the kind of disposable carton in which
goods were shipped. He placed it on a low table before Imbry and
said, “What will these bring?”
The fat man set
down his wine and inspected the box’s contents. Some of the items
were bric-a-brac. Some were of great value. Two were priceless. He sorted
them into categories and gave estimates.
Ip pulled at his
lower lip. Imbry was astounded to see anxiety on the bodyguard’s
face but managed to keep his surprise from showing. Could
Mudgeram’s affairs have taken a precipitous downturn?
The bodyguard spoke
again. “What would your commission be?”
“For these, thirty
percent, for the others, twenty.”
Ip nodded. “Done,”
he said.
Imbry looked
around. “Does Mudgeram watch us from a distance?”
For a moment, the
fat man thought to see a trace of an ironic smile
touch the impassive features. “Possibly,” Ip said, “though that
would be quite some distance.”
“Something has
happened to him?” Imbry asked.
Ip began replacing
the objects in the carton. “Oh, yes.”
The tip of Imbry’s
tongue touched his upper lip. “There
are items of considerable value throughout the house,” he
said.
Again, he thought
to see the faintest tinge of a smile. “You are welcome to them,” Ip
said. He gestured to the door.
“Will not the
integrator prevent my taking them?”
Ip indicated that
the likelihood was remote.
Intrigued, Imbry
rose and went out into the foyer. Several doors led out of the
atrium, all of them closed. Imbry paused to evaluate the situation.
He turned to find that Ip had joined him from the
parlor,
placing the box of treasures near the front door. Now Imbry noticed
that next to the box was a device that would function as a portable
armature into which the house integrator could be decanted for
travel.
The bodyguard
indicated the closed doors. “Choose,” he said.
Imbry inspected the
nearest door. Its panels seemed to bulge slightly. He mentioned
this to Ip and the bodyguard moved his head in a subtle manner that
discouraged the fat man from reaching for the opener. Imbry
gestured to the next door and receiving a less equivocal
signal from the silent bodyguard, he crossed to the portal and
eased it ajar.
Beyond lay
darkness. Imbry could not tell if he stood before a room or a
corridor, because the moment he opened the door, a restless
rustling filled his ears, and the doorway
was filled by a writhing mass of tuberous vines, fleshy and thick
as his wrist, from which spouted glossy dark leaves and fibrous,
coiled tendrils that immediately unwound and began to sample the
air as if sensing his presence.
Imbry closed the
door. A few of the tendrils remained caught in the jamb, and one of
them wriggled from beneath the lintel. Ip drew his energy pistol
and carefully burned each to ashes.
“So Mudgeram
planted it,” Imbry said.
“It planted
itself,” said Ip.
An image floated up
in Imbry’s mind. He remembered Ganche’s description of finding
Ramoulian curled around the object, dazed, as if fuddled by Red
Abandon. To Ip he said, “Before you decant the integrator, ask it
to display Alwinder Mudgeram.”
“You are
not the kind to be
haunted by frightful memories?” the bodyguard asked. When Imbry
said he was not, the man instructed the integrator to show the
image.
A screen appeared
in the air, filled with a murky scene. Imbry saw darkly veined
vines, wider in cross section than his own
well-fleshed thighs, choking a room that by its furnishings he took
to be a sleeping chamber. At first the view, seen from a percept on
the ceiling, was a chaos of interwoven vegetation: The fat creepers
had crossed and wound about each other as they had grown in
search of exit through the doors and windows.
Then Imbry imposed
mental order on the snarl, perceiving how the different vines all
proceeded from a common location. Beneath the densest tangle, where
the lianas were thickest, he caught glimpses of lush
bedcovers. Then he saw something else.
He instructed the
integrator to narrow the focus and magnify. The image enlarged upon
the screen: a hand spread across a piece of curved dark object,
which resolved itself into a fragment of a husk, much like that which
had been found in the ship rented by Fallo Wickiram that had
returned without him. The hand was withered like a worn-out glove,
empty of all but its skin and fragile bones. Above it was what
remained of a face.
“Ah,” said
Imbry. After
a moment he told the integrator, “You may remove the
screen.”
He took up the
carton from beside the door while Ip finished preparing the
integrator for departure. Mudgeram’s black volante hovered outside.
They boarded the aircar and went aloft.
They flew in
silence for a little while; then Imbry said, “Warrigrove made a
perceptive comment. We had noted that the object’s glamour stirred
a breathless passion in some—like him and Ramoulian and
Mudgeram—but evoked only irritation in more
earthbound
fellows like you and me. He said that each side of the dichotomy
must pity the other.”
Ip’s face remained
impassive. He activated Mudgeram’s integrator and issued an
instruction. Intense light flashed from somewhere behind them, then
faded even before the volante’s canopy could
darken.
“Is it pity that
you feel for Alwinder Mudgeram?” Ip asked.
“No,” said Imbry,
“not pity.”
Lehr, Rex
Jay Lake
Captain Lehr’s face
had been ravaged by decades under the coruscating emanations of
this forgotten world’s overbright sun. The angry star, a rare
purple giant, dominated the daysky with visible prominences that
sleeted hard radiation through every human bone and cell that walked beneath
its glare. Still, one could see the spirit of command that had once
infused him, present even now in the lines and planes of his face,
as rough and striated as the great, crystalline cliffs that marched
toward the horizon, sparkling azure and lavender
under the hard light. His eyes were marbled with a blindness which
had come upon him in the long years, victim perhaps of some alien
virus, until his blank visage appeared to be chiseled from the
planet’s sinews as much the very rocks themselves.
How he and whoever
yet lived among his crew had survived this hellish gravity for
close to half a human lifetime was a mystery to me, which yet
remained to be unraveled, but survive they had. The old man was
king of all he surveyed with his blind eyes, soul shuttered
behind milky shields, ruling from his seat in a shattered palace
comprised of the main hull frame series of INS Broken
Spear. The
baroque pillars that had once bounded the great rays of energy
required to leap between the stars now did little more than
support a roof to keep off the rare rains and cast a penumbra
against the pitiless glare. The place had a gentle reek of aging
plastic lying over the dank dance of stone on shadowed stone, but
otherwise it was little different from any cavern fitted out for
the habitation of men.
We did not yet know
where the rest of his benighted vessel had come to her grave, but
she had certainly fulfilled her ill-starred name. Finding the
balance of her remains was critical, of course, in
the
niggardly time allotted our expedition by Sector Control and the
unsympathetic laws of physics. That mankind had bent its way around
the speed of light was miracle enough, but we had not yet broken
past the photons cast so wide in nature’s bright net.
Thus must we
live with the twinned constraints of relativity and
simultaneity.
“Golly, skipper,
he’s a real mess,” whispered Deckard behind me. “Just like his
ship.”
I waved my idiot
engineer to silence.
Allison Cordel, a
woman still beautiful despite age and hard use, stood yet beside
her commanding officer, loyal as any starman’s wife though it was
the two of them together lost so far from home. Our own records,
copies of dusty personnel files laboriously thermaxed from ancient
microfilm, had shown that, despite the natural
disadvantages of her sex, Cordel had risen to Executive Officer
of Broken
Spear before
that ship’s collapse from heaven. Most of the female officers who
came into the service under the Navy’s occasional outbreaks of
gender rebalancing soon enough yielded to destiny
and their biological imperatives and found more suitable work as
service wives, competing as hostesses to aid their chosen man’s
rise in the service in the no-less-vicious battlefields of the
salon and ballroom. Not for Commander Cordel those sharp-nailed
sham combats. In the time I had studied her file, I had developed a
fond respect for her, nurtured in the hope that she had been one of
the survivors mentioned in the desperate longwave help signal that
had finally arrived at Gloster Station after laboring
at lightspeed across the echoing darkness between the
stars.
Now I cast my eyes
upon this woman who had served as sort of a shadow idol to me in
the months of our journey to this unnamed place—Girl Friday to the
great Captain’s Robinson Crusoe. Had those
been her footprints that had disturbed the bright, brittle dust
outside to find whatever resources had sustained them all these
years? At any rate, she was yet slim as any message torpedo, her
rough-spun tunic cut in homage to a uniform doubtless long
since worn to raveling threads but still hinting at womanly charms
beneath. Her eyes gleamed as bright with genius as any worthy
man’s, her charming chestnut hair in an unbecoming style fit only
for such a primitive place, shot through with a silver that lent
her gravitas beyond her gender.
“So, Captain de
Vere,” she said, her voice like vacuum frost on a lander’s struts,
“you are come among us. Even in the face of our pleas for you to
keep your distance.”
Despite myself I
nearly
bowed, so elegant was her manner. Were there women this controlled,
this powerful, even among the silk-walled drawing rooms at the core
of the Empire? I strongly doubted it. She might have been a duke’s
consort had she remained in society, or even
dowager
duchess of some cluster of lucky planets. Though I supposed this
woman who had fought so hard for the twinned comets of her rank
would hardly shed her uniform for the love of a man or for politics
either.
I settled on a
salute. “My orders are all too plain, ma’am.”
Cordel favored Lehr
with a look in which I fancied I espied the smoldering ashes of
prior argument, though the flash in her eyes was lost upon his
sightless gaze. She then returned her attention to me, with a focus
as tight as any comm laser. “So you have told us. ‘Search
and rescue with all despatch survivors and assets of
Broken
Spear.’ Did
it never occur to you that the survivors and assets might have made
their peace with fate after all these years?”
Behind me, snickers
broke out amid the ranks of my contact team.
Those men would pay, later, with a thrashing or a discipline parade
. . . depending on how my temper had settled by then. I knew
Heminge would rat out the culprit and satisfied myself with a
promise of a pointed discussion later on.
“Ma’am—” I chose my
words with care and some precision, allowing for the sort of
dauntless pride which had to be in the makeup of any woman of
Cordel’s achievements. “Commander, rather. With respect, it was
your broadcast seeking assistance that summoned us to this place.
Broken
Spear was
stricken from the ship list twenty-eight years ago, after she’d
been missing thirty-six months from her last known course and
heading.” I drew myself up, tapping the deep well of pride in the
service that had always been an inspiration to me. “The
Imperial Navy does not leave starmen behind.”
“Nor starwomen,
apparently,” she said with that chill still in her tone. I did
fancy that a smile ghosted at the edge of her stern but striking
face, even as another snicker escaped behind me.
It would be a
thrashing, I thought, and a good one, down in the ship’s gymnasium.
Something to make those monkeys remember respect.
“Enough,” said
Lehr. His voice was as ravaged as his expression, a mountain
slipface given over to gravity’s claims until there was only
rough gravel and rude streams left to trap the unwary. “You are
here. Perhaps you will profit thereby.” He leaned forward on his
throne—and throne it was, for all that his seat had been the
captain’s chair salvaged from Broken
Spear’s
bridge, the toggles and interfaces embedded in its generous arms
long gone as dark as the spark within their commander’s eyes.
Rocks, perhaps uncut gems, had been applied to the surfaces,
creating strange patterns and half-recognizable friezes
that his
hand stroked as he spoke. Comfort, or some fingered language, a
geological Braille reserved for his especial use?
Lehr’s blank gaze
met my face is if he were still blessed with the gift of sight.
That confident stone stare clamped a hard chill upon
my spine, which I
sought not to show as weakness before the captain’s formidable
executive officer. “We are upon a time of change here, Captain de
Vere. It may be well enough that you are come among us.”
It was a voice and
manner that would recall any starman to his days as the rawest
recruit, all left feet and ten-thumbed hands—much like a man grown
and bearded might be yet a quaking boy before the echo of wrath
bursting from an aging father. Nonetheless, my duty to my command
and my orders sustained me against this unexpected
onslaught of primitive emotion. “Indeed sir, and what would this
time of change be?”
The captain’s laugh
was as rough as his speech, a sort of stony chuckle that gathered
momentum until another layer was stripped from the gravel of
his voice in a
wheezing hack. The look with which Cordel favored me would have
chilled a caloric insulator, but I resolutely ignored her, awaiting
her commander’s pleasure.
“I am dying, de
Vere,” he finally managed to say. “And dying I divide my
kingdom among my daughters.” His arm,
still great-muscled and long enough to strike any man with the fist
of authority, swept outward to encompass what lay behind my
shoulders—the open end of his hall, where the cataclysm of
Broken
Spear’s
demise had left a gap through which an enterprising man
could have driven a herd of banths. “These green and pleasant lands
we have wrested from the anger of this world must be husbanded
against the days of our children.”
I turned slowly,
staring out past the strips of thermal cloth and fabric scraps that
made a curtain insufficient to hide the glowing glass desert
beyond. If anything the color of a verdant Terran field prospered
under than hideous giant sun, it was outside my reckoning. My
team—Deckard the engineer, Heminge the security man, Beaumont the
political, and Marley the doctor—stared as well, each then turning
to cast a shadowed look toward me.
When I once more
faced the captain, Cordel’s face was twisted into a mask of silent
misery, like a widow’s crumpled handkerchief. She betrayed nothing in her
breathing, but a slight shake of her head confirmed what I already
knew: to humor the ancient, failed madman in deference to his years
of service and impending demise was a far better course than
slaughtering his final, feeble hopes with the hard light of
truth.
“Indeed, sir,” I
said slowly, holding her gaze with mine. Could this gray-eyed
Valkyrie be yet a natural woman beneath the veneer of discipline?
“It is a fair world you have brought forth.” In that moment, a
thought surfaced, blazing bright
betrayal of my just-coined policy of polite fable. I am not a man
to leave a thing alone, even in face of a desirable woman’s
desperation, but surely he had not breached the chain of command so
horribly as to get children upon his exec. There were no other women
among Broken
Spear’s crew
list.
“Who are your
daughters, sir?” I asked.
Like a metastable
solution leaping to a crystalline state at the tap of a
technician’s stirring rod, Cordel’s face hardened to wrath in that
moment. Lehr, oblivious to anything
beyond the soft stones of his eyes, said nothing.
A long minute of
silence passed, underscored by the whistling of the hot wind
outside and the slow, steady hiss of dustfall within, before I
saluted again and excused both myself and my party. We retreated
beneath twin masks of blind indifference and bloody hatred, heading
for the forge of sunlight beyond the shadows of this ruined
starship palace.
We returned with
all due haste to my own ship, INS Six
Degrees.
As an
expeditionary cruiser, she was designed
and built for descents into the treacherous territory of planetary
gravity wells. The constraints of naval architecture generally kept
ships in orbit, safe from weather, natural disaster, or the less
sophisticated forms of civil disturbance. Not
Six
Degrees. She
was wrought as a great disc, capable of sliding through atmosphere
layers without expending overmuch power; but now she sat balanced
on tripodal struts atop a karst outcrop some kilometer and a half
from Lehr’s location. It was a natural vantage
for defense, with a view of the broken valleys that led toward the
crystalline cliffs and a clear line of sight to the dull bulk that
had once been Broken
Spear.
When aboard, I
abandoned my resolve to enforce justice among my
officers in favor
of a swift council of war with respect to the soon-to-be-late
Captain Lehr and the matter of his ship. We had reviewed a dozen
major action plans in the long, cold months of transit to this
system, but despite my secret hopes none of our contingencies had included
finding any of the crew alive.
I had secret orders
that not even the weasel Beaumont had seen, pertaining to the
handling of Broken
Spear and
her cargo. Six
Degrees carried a planet-buster in her
number two hold, most unusual armament indeed for an
expeditionary cruiser, but some of the outcomes modeled in the
files of my sealed orders suggested that I might be called upon to
execute that most awful responsibility of command—ordering
wholesale death visited upon an entire world. Even if all we eliminated was
the buzz of strange arthropods, it would still be acknowledged a
great and terrible crime.
It did not rank
among my ambitions to be recorded in history as de Vere the
Planetkiller. But Broken
Spear’s
secrets needed to stay lost—a determination that I was
given to understand had been reached in the highest of the
ivory-screened chambers of the Imperial House.
But no one had
imagined that Lehr yet lived, king of a broken kingdom, attended
upon by Cordel. And who were his so-called daughters?
My sons, as it
were, surrounded me. Deckard, wise-acre but loyal, stood at one end
of the wardroom, his head deep in the hood of an inform-o-scanner
brought in for our purposes.
Heminge, stolid as
his pistol but equally reliable as both peacekeeper and weapon, sat at
the conference table, which had been pulled up from the deck and
secured into place, a red marker in hand as he reviewed
reconnaissance photography of this world, still damp from the
imaging engines. The good Doctor Marley, paler and more slightly built than
the rest of us, sly and twisty as ever, a master of challenge
without quite rising to the level of insubordination, was down in
the sick bay, making notes about his observations of Lehr and
Cordel with a promise to return shortly.
And of course there
was Beaumont. My Imperial Bureau of Compliance liaison, by courtesy
holding rank of Lieutenant Commander and serving without apparent
qualification or experience as executive officer on my ship, forced
upon me by the nature of this mission. I would have been
unsurprised to find that he had separate knowledge of my charge
with respect to the planet-buster. Here was a man created by Nature
to climb the ladders of power like a weasel in a hydroponics farm.
Were I free to do so, I would have strapped him to that
bloody bedamned bomb and dropped them both into the nearest star.
Instead, he currently sat opposite me, his face set in that
secretive smirk which seemed to be his most ordinary expression,
hands steepled before his lips as though in prayer, his black eyes
glittering.
Beaumont spoke into
his fingertips: “So, Captain de Vere, such a pretty trail you have
set yourself to. Do you plan to offer aid and comfort to
Broken
Spear’s
survivors?”
“Imperial Military
Code is clear enough,” I replied. “We are required
to render such assistance as our capabilities permit and to
evacuate however many survivors we can accommodate, so long as
those left behind are not so reduced in numbers or required skills
as to be in peril of their lives.”
“Codex three,
chapter seven, subchapter twenty-one. Good enough,
Captain.”
“I’m so pleased to
have your approval, Commander.
I doubt that they will come. They were not pleased to see
us.”
Heminge interrupted
without looking up from his photographs, though he was most certainly
listening intently. “Where is the command section? The portions
of Broken
Spear that
are identifiably hull down on this world do not include the command
section.”
“Does it matter?”
snapped Beaumont.
Heminge looked up,
met the political officer’s eyes. “Yes. It
does matter. Sir.
Captain Lehr was
sitting in a command chair. That means the command section was
either at one time on the surface, having since departed, or that
it survived undamaged in orbit long enough for interior
components
to be removed and brought down by other means.”
Deckard spoke from
the depths of his viewing hood, his voice only somewhat muffled.
“There are several metallic bodies in high orbit. One might assume
they represented missing sections of Broken
Spear.”
“Which suggests
Lehr allowed the ship to be broken apart in orbit and made an
emergency landing with the main hull section,” I said. The cargo at
issue on board Broken
Spear had
been carried in the captain’s safe, immediately behind the bridge
on that hull
type. Had they landed the command section as well and taken the
cargo off? Or moved it to the main hull section before bringing
that down?
It had been a
terribly dangerous thing to do, whatever the reason. And the nature
of Lehr’s throne underscored the fact that the object of my
search could be anywhere.
I considered my
regret for the planet-buster in the belly of Six
Degrees.
Marley bustled into the wardroom, speaking quickly as he always
did: “Only one woman on that ship, de Vere, which is one
more than
our lot has got. Don’t know why he thinks he has daughters—Allison
Cordel hasn’t been gravid any more than I have. Not here. She would
never carry to term.” Marley slid into a chair. “Lehr’s dying, I’m
fairly certain. In this environment, one must assume cancer or radiation
poisoning. How he lasted this long is more than a small mystery.
Delusional, of course, too, seeing green fields beyond his inner
horizon. Gentlemen, how are we now?”
“Shut up,” Beaumont
suggested.
“We are being
signaled,” Deckard added, emerging from his
hood. He touched the personal comm unit strapped to his wrist. A
cluster of microphones and screens and speaker grilles unfolded
from the overhead.
“Attention
Six
Degrees,”
said a strange, flat voice, the caller devoid of
emotion or
inflection. I could not even determine whether it was a man or
woman who spoke. “Do you copy?”
“This is
Six
Degrees, de
Vere commanding,” I replied in my crispest training academy voice,
waving madly at Deckard to indicate that he should track the
source of
the signal. “Please identify yourself.”
“I am Ray
Gun.”
I exchanged glances
with my command crew. Beaumont’s face was sour and pinched . . . he
never had a sense of humor nor an imagination. The others displayed
varying degrees of thoughtful interest, though Marley was
smiling strangely behind his hand.
“And you are who
and where . . . ?”
Deckard flashed one
of Heminge’s photo prints, an image of one hemisphere of this world
as shot from our approach to the planet. He circled it with his
finger.
“Orbit?”
I
mouthed.
My chief engineer
nodded.
How could that be?
But an unknown agency of Lehr’s in orbit was no stranger than what
we had already seen. The associated comm lag explained the strange
rhythm of this conversation, for one.
“Ray Gun. I
am one of
Lehr’s daughters. Bound to Cathar, who loves me as the stars love
the horizons of evening.”
Marley twirled one
index finger around his temple.
For a woman, Ray
Gun had a remarkably sexless voice. Not for her the tingling tones
of Cordel’s strong contralto, an overlay of
womanly charm and matronly discipline that went straight to my gut
. . . and other parts. Ray Gun’s strangeness made me wonder about
this Cathar.
“And you are in
orbit, Ray Gun?” I said. “How may I help you?”
Deckard shook his
head, while
Beaumont looked increasingly sour. I knew perfectly well what both
of my officers were about . . . trying to puzzle how there were
more women in this place—unless Lehr had begat children on Cordel,
shortly after arrival. But who would place a girl-child in orbit—and
how?
Why? This world was a conundrum and then some.
“My father has
divided his kingdom between the best of his daughters,” said Ray
Gun primly. “We who love him most shall carry his standard. It is I
who rule the skies above.”
Deckard was back under the sensor
hood, Marley made more notes, while Beaumont now stalked the deck
in angry thought, glaring at me as Heminge watched him carefully. I
glared back. Perhaps I could leave him here with the madmen and
women.
“I’m very pleased
to hear
that,” I told her.
“Good.” Ray Gun’s
voice fell silent a moment. Then: “Do not listen to Cordel. She
will betray the king my father’s dream. You should leave. Cathar
says so, and he is never wrong.”
I was leaning
toward Marley’s theory. “Thank you for the information.”
“Cathar and Kern
will move against her soon. Best you stay away. Leave now,
Six
Degrees,
while your purpose and dignity are intact.”
Who the hell was
Kern? “I shall take your remarks under advisement.”
“Ray Gun
out.”
I looked at
my command
crew. They stared back at me, Deckard emerging from the sensor
hood.
“That was very
strange,” Heminge said.
Deckard nodded. “I
got a signal lock. It’s one of those metallic objects I found
earlier. Command section would seem to be likely.”
“So
who is Ray Gun? Not
to mention Cathar and Kern?”
Beaumont swung
around, breaking the momentum of his pacing to face me with barely
suppressed menace, as if he thought I was to be intimidated by a
darker sort of passion mixed with the threat of his
connection
to the secretive political puppet masters of the Empire. “This is
stupid, de Vere. All of it. You know what to do. Everything else is
just pointless theater of the mind.”
Heminge’s voice was
quiet. “The bomb?”
The planet-buster
was hardly a secret aboard my ship. It filled the
number two hold, a modified reentry vehicle designed to be launched
from orbit. Any man could deduce its intended use. A smart man
wouldn’t comment on it. Especially not in front of
Beaumont.
“Yes, the bomb, you
moron,” snapped Beaumont.
“So whatever is in
our secret orders—” Heminge put his hand up, palm out. “And don’t
get excited, we must
have secret orders,
since we’re not carrying that thing on a cargo manifest. As I was
saying, whatever is in our secret orders must be very important
indeed, for you to take such disregard for the lives of
two
commissioned officers of the Imperial Navy. Not to mention crew and
dependents, regardless as to their number or sanity.”
“They’re dead.”
Beaumont’s voice was flat. “They’ve been legally dead since
Broken
Spear was
taken off the ship list. Lehr and Cordel are walking around
breathing, but their commissions lapsed twenty-eight
baseline years ago.”
“So whatever
it
is, this great,
terrible secret is worth their lives, regardless of their legal
existence?”
I stood, took a
deep breath. “Yes. Though it burns me to agree with my good
Lieutenant Commander Beaumont.” I cast him another
sidelong glare, sickened by the look of triumph on his face. “Our
view of the outcomes may be the same, but our view of the process
differs. I prefer to dance a few measures in this theater of the
mind. Our Captain Lehr holds secrets behind the marble of his
blind eyes, gentlemen, and I propose to have them out of him if
possible. They might just save his life at that.”
Heminge nodded, his
eyes still on Beaumont as he spoke. “How long, Captain?”
“On my authority,”
Beaumont said, one hand straying to the
pistol at his belt, “a day.”
“No.” I stared him
down. “I command here. You may have my commission when we get home,
but until then the decision is mine.” The orders had been clear
enough. We weren’t to spend time on site, lest we become contaminated too. I’d
already consigned Six
Degrees and
her crew to extensive quarantine on our return simply by landing
and approaching Lehr in person—a fact as yet understood by no one
but Beaumont, though I suspected Marley of either knowing
or deducing
it for himself. “As long as it takes.”
Beaumont refused to
flinch. “A time limit, de Vere.”
Sadly, he was
right. “Seventy-two hours, then.”
Deckard walked
across the wardroom, slammed his shoulder into Beaumont, knocking
the political officer backward, though they were of a
height and build. “Excuse me, sir.
My clumsiness.” He turned back toward me. “If time is short, we
should be working.”
“As you were,
Beaumont,” I shouted, before he could spring up off the deck.
“We’re going back out. I want to speak to Cordel.” About
these daughters, I told myself. The old man himself was useless,
lost in the hallucination of a green world and decades of blind
introspection.
“I’ll bet you do,”
Beaumont muttered, picking himself up with a slow, false
dignity.
“I’ll just bet you do.”
We trudged across
the dry crystal beds, gravel washed down from the distant cliffs.
They smelled like talcum, with the astringent overlay of this
world’s native organics, stirred by the hot winds to a sort of
dehydrated atmospheric soup that would
eventually damage our lungs if breathed too long. The sun glinted
hot, mauve steel in the sky, hiding the mysterious Ray Gun
somewhere behind its glare.
Ray Gun had to be
inhabiting Broken
Spear’s
missing command section. I glanced upward, shading my eyes from
the daystar’s killing brilliance. Where was she?
It.
Of course. Ray Gun
was an “it.”
“Deckard,” I said,
picking my way past a shining bush that resembled a fan of coral
rendered by a drunken glassblower. “Did Broken
Spear have on-board AI support?”
Intelligence-boosted systems went in and out of fashion over the
decades in an endless tug-of-war between the inherent instability
of such self-aware entities, prone to mental collapse after a
brief, hot life-cycle, and the high value of an intelligence not
subject to the disorientations of supraluminal travel nor the
stresses of high acceleration.
“Depends,” puffed
my engineer.
“Depends on what?”
asked Beaumont nastily.
I heard Deckard
grunt, almost as if struck, but he could take care of himself. He chose
the high road: “On whether she was pre- or post-Yankelov Act. Her
ship class originally was, but there was a refit wave after the AI
regs changed, right around the time Broken
Spear was
lost.”
I thought that
over. “So Ray Gun might be Lehr’s ship’s systems.
All alone up there in orbit all these years.”
“Crazy as an oxygen
miner three days after a comet claim,” said Marley.
“Indeed. And one of
Lehr’s daughters.”
“Maybe Cathar’s the
other one,” Heminge said.
A stranger
stepped from
behind a pillar of stacked rubble and glittering silica. “Cathar is
a traitor,” he declared.
Heminge and
Beaumont both drew their weapons. I kept my own hands away from my
holstered pistol and the swift death it could deal like the sword
of justice.
This was not my courtroom, so to speak. Instead, I studied the
stranger as he studied me, ignoring the armed threat my men
presented.
He was whipcord
thin, naked as the landscape and, much like the sullen world around
us, covered with white dust that sparkled and flecked as he
moved. That coating matched the sparse, silvered hair upon his head
and about his shriveled penis and the thousand-kilometer stare in
his eyes, which seemed to bore right through me from beneath his
hooded brows. Here was a man who looked across years, and
carried their wounds upon his body. I could count his ribs, and the
cords on his neck twitched as he spoke. He was no better armed than
the wind.
“Another one rises
from the earth,” I said mildly. “Of the crew?”
“Lieutenant
Fishman,” he
replied. His voice was as cracked as his skin, also a thing of this
world. What this place had done to people, I thought. He raised his
hands. “You should go. Before Granny Rail finds you.”
“Surely you mean
Ray Gun?”
“No.” He laughed, a
mirthless
chuckle dry as an old bone. “She has taken the sky from my Captain.
Granny Rail has taken the world. Lehr lives on sustained only by
the love of Lady Cordel and myself.”
Beaumont shoved
forward, pistol in his hand. “Granny Rail. You’re as cracked as
that old
rummy, Lieutenant Fishman. Go back to your hole in the soil and
count yourself lucky to have any days remaining in your
life.”
Fishman shifted his
long-range stare to drill through Beaumont. “You wouldn’t
understand loyalty, would you, man? Count yourself lucky to have any
minutes remaining in your life.”
Three gouts of dark
fluid spouted in Beaumont’s chest, grim flowers bringing color to
this drab and barren landscape even as his final words died in his
mouth. A smile quirked across Fishman’s taut face as the rest of us
dropped, but the great, gray-silver spider thing that erupted from
the ground ignored him completely.
It whirled,
clattering, a motile version of the crystalline plants of this
world except for the well-worn but fully functional
Naval-issue
assault rifles in two claws. Rolling up against a backbreaking jag
of rocks, I drew my own pistol, but the blunted flechettes intended
for antipersonnel use in vacuum-constrained environments would have
very little effect on this bright, spinning monster.
Heminge moved past
me, firing his much more deadly meson pistol. The rays gleamed with
an eerie antilight, the air ripping as the weapon sundered the very
molecules that sustained us all, dust particles flashing into
component atoms in the same moment to create an eye-bending
sparkle that distracted even our ferocious many-limbed
assailant.
One rifle exploded,
taking the tip end of an arm with it in a shower of glass,
accompanied by an ammoniac ordure very much at odds with the
gleaming destruction. The other rifle swung to
Heminge as he collided with the fast-moving legs, tumbling amid
their silver-gray stems like a man in a twisting cage.
I launched myself
after him, noting out of the corner of my eye Deckard taking a
headshot on Beaumont, even as Marley scrambled for
better cover, his medical kit already in his hand. Ever an
optimist, the doctor, thinking about who might survive to be the
recipient of his attentions. The rifle spat again, and something
burned my thigh with the fire of a solar prominence, but then I was in
among the legs, pressing the bell of my flechette pistol against a
joint and firing even as Heminge shouted something unintelligible
and loosed his meson pistol into the dented, dull ball which seemed
to serve as nerve center and balance point for our
enemy.
The very air ripped
once more and my hair caught fire, and then the thing exploded in a
clatter shower of legs.
For a moment there
was only the patter of debris and the whirl of dust devils, the
ammonia scent of local death mixing with the stench of
my burned hair. I looked up, for somehow I was not standing
anymore, to see the long legs of Fishman above me.
“Granny Rail will
be angry,” he said, smiling enough to show shattered teeth that
gleamed even within the shadows of his mouth.
I was amazed that I
could hear him. I struggled for my voice, choking on dust, some
thick, pooling liquid, and—though it shamed me—fear. “I want
Cordel,” I said, my finger crooking on the trigger of my
pistol.
Marley bent over me
while Deckard gathered pieces of the
monster. Heminge, who unaccountably still had all his hair, grabbed
at Fishman’s arm. “We will find her.”
A few minutes later
my leg was bandaged and splinted. Deckard had the pieces of the
monster laid out in roughly their original relationship, albeit
disjointed and unmotivated now, studying them with the intensity of
a mystic at the feet of his god. Marley squatted on his heels and
watched me just as carefully.
“What is it we came
to kill?” the doctor finally asked me. “Surely not these madmen with
excessively high survival quotients?”
I could not be
certain that I wasn’t dying—Heminge’s meson pistol had done more to
my head than simply burn my hair off, either that or our erstwhile
assailant had struck me a chance blow there during the battle. Beaumont
was dead, unmourned, and so would not report me for treasonous
speech. I could see him, steaming slightly, something wrong even
with his blood. “Broken
Spear,” I
said, finding the words difficult. My mind formed them well
enough, but
something was wrong with my mouth and throat. “Broken
Spear carried . . .
biologicals—templates.”
Marley’s mouth
twisted, his eye thoughtful. “Combat viruses?”
I tried to nod, but
that was worse than speaking. “Uh huh. Tactical . . .
population .
. . con . . . control.”
He glanced around.
“If they’re loose, we’re all already infected. We may never go
home.”
“Planet . . .
buster. We . . . have . . . quarantine . . . arr . . .
arrangements.”
“I can imagine.
Well, whatever it is didn’t kill all
of these people.
There are at least three of these lunatics left, after several
decades. Which makes me wonder if the virus ever got into the
wild.”
My voice was coming
back to me. “Not much . . . population control . . .
there.”
The doctor grinned.
“You’re
returning to us, Captain. Had me worried for a minute or
two.”
Deckard wandered
over, a broken crystal rod in his hand. He cocked his head, stared
at me as he wrinkled his nose. “You going to live, sir?”
“Yes.” I wasn’t
ready to sit up, though.
“That thing was a highly modified
naval recon drone. Cyborged, if that’s the right word, with
components from the local ecosystem. Somebody’s spent a lot of time
over the years.”
“Somebody’s
had
a lot of time,” I
managed. Then:
“Bury Beaumont,
will you? Please?”
They exchanged
glances.
Cordel came to me
at last, trailed by Heminge with his pistol still in his hand and
Fishman wearing a truculent expression. The ancient Lieutenant
seemed to be so much furniture to his superior officer, but even I
could see
that when his eyes turned toward her, that thousand-kilometer stare
came into bright focus.
I knew how he
felt.
“I am sorry about
your man,” she said.
“I’m too tired to
fence.” My voice was quiet and slow. Marley and Deckard had propped
me up against a rock, for the sake of my
dignity. I had refused to be moved back to the ship until after I’d
met Cordel, here, on open ground. The spider-thing still smoked
nearby, evidence of someone’s perfidy, and the pulsing sunlight
seemed a better choice to me than the oily aired, whispering
corridors of Six
Degrees. “So
I will simply ask, on your life, ma’am. What has become of the
biologicals Broken
Spear was
carrying in the captain’s safe?”
Her puzzlement was
genuine, as best as I could tell. “Biologicals? We
carried no
biologicals, Captain de Vere. Not beyond the standard cultures in
our sick bay.”
“You’ve been here
thirty years and Lehr never mentioned this?”
She folded her
knees, bending down to speak to me at eye level. I could have
watched her legs move, stork-scissors, for hours. And
had she opened to me, a little, some sense of engagement in those
gray eyes? In that moment, I was ashamed of the reek of my
injuries. “Captain,” Cordel said. “I emptied the safe the one time
Ray Gun landed on the surface. There was nothing of the kind, I
assure you. How did you come to think we were carrying something
like that?”
I turned her
statements over in my head. Why was
I sent to crack a
world to cinders? “What is Broken
Spear’s
terrible secret, then?”
“Ah,” she
said, her
face shuttering. “Perhaps you should speak to my captain once
more.”
“He is too busy
gazing at green fields beyond,” I muttered.
“Indeed.” She
stood. “Fishman, gather this man up with all due gentleness and
bring him to Lehr.”
Deckard and Marley
stepped
forward together to object, but Cordel turned her glare, now pure
ice, upon them. “Granny Rail will not bother Fishman. Hands free,
you two might be able to win through with your lives if we are
attacked once more by her servants.”
And so we
went, my
head lolling back as I stared into the deepening colors of evening
and tried to remember why I’d ever wanted to come to this
world.
Approaching Lehr’s
palace, Deckard and Heminge were attacked by another of the spider
creatures. It lurched out of a stand of the crystalline
growth, brushed past Marley and headed straight for the other two.
I watched from my curious angle of repose in Fishman’s arms—I am
not light at all, which gave me cause to wonder at the Lieutenant’s
strength, especially at his advanced age—as Heminge snapped
off a meson bolt that sheared two legs, while Deckard pumped
flechettes into a high-stepping joint. Heminge’s second shot
slagged the underslung central core, proving that the creatures’
advantage lay in surprise, which position they had now
surrendered.
It was almost too
easy, though I wondered why the attacker had not gone for Marley
first. Perhaps because he carried no armament?
Then we swept
through the curtains and into the hall of the blind king of this
world. Lehr leaned forward on his throne, chin
set upon his hand in an attitude of thoughtful repose. “Welcome, de
Vere,” he said, staring toward our little party at a height
somewhat above my own angled head.
So, the great man
did not know I was being carried wounded to be laid before his
throne.
I tugged at Fishman
to set me down. Deckard stepped forward to support me upright, that
I might rise to meet the gaze of this shattered king, while Heminge
made no subtle secret of covering one then another of our
adversaries with his meson pistol. Only
Marley held back, somewhere behind me, breathing louder than any of
us.
“Captain,” I
replied, in my best voice. “Once more I greet you. Your executive
officer has suggested we speak as commander to
commander.”
“My ship is
broken,” he
intoned. “My kingdom divided among my most loyal daughters.” Cordel
winced but held her tongue at this. “My time is nearly finished, de
Vere. What will you of me?”
“I must know, sir,
to carry out my own duties. What secret did your ship
carry?”
He
stared a while,
silent, almost unbreathing. Only the wind stirred, changing tone
with the coming of night in the world beyond this shattered hull. I
could hear Marley panting like some dog, though Deckard and Heminge
were quiet enough. The moment grew close, some great truth waiting to
emerge.
What had I been
sent to kill?
“The mind,” Lehr
finally said. “The mind. We were first sworn, then forsworn, de
Vere. As you have been in turn.”
What was he getting
at? “The biologicals . . . they affect mental
templates?”
“Minds.
Admiral Yankelov feared much and set us to testing in a faraway
place. I broke my own ship, Captain, rather than return, for I
could not carry out the mission which had been laid upon
me.”
Yankelov, of the
AIs. “Machine minds.”
“Exactly.
Broken
Spear was
set to test a crew of machine minds. Could a warship be flown, and
fought, without a fleshly hand at the helm? What do you think, de
Vere?”
I thought that I
did not like this line of reasoning. “And when my mission failed,
when the minds grew fractious and independent,
too powerful to be obedient, too disobedient to be entrusted with
power, I was to terminate them.” He leaned forward, hands shaking,
and somehow found my face once more with his blind stare. “But I
could not. They had become my children. My
daughters.”
And so I had been
sent, Six
Degrees beneath my feet, planet-buster
in my hold, to make sure this plague of independence did not flow
back into the Empire. No wonder they had emasculated the ships
after the Yankelov Act. Starships with their weapons could
not sail under the command of rebellious machines any more than
they could sail under the command of rebellious men.
“I am sorry,
sir.”
“Not so sorry as
you think, de Vere.” Lehr shifted on his throne. “Ray Gun circles
the skies,
and Granny Rail walks the soil. Why do you think I have kept Cordel
close, for all her disloyalties, and Fishman, who in the end is fit
for little but screaming into the night?”
Behind me, Marley’s
breathing changed. The good doctor stirred, moved
toward some
end I did not yet fathom. In that moment I was glad that it was
Heminge who held the meson pistol.
“Because they are
all who are left you of your crew,” I said. “It is clear
enough.”
Lehr shook his
head. “We would never survive here. Even if I had gotten an infant on Cordel,
before all our gonads were cooked by that wicked star, what of it?
Only the children of the mind could live here. They have built me a
green world I soon go to, and they will outlive us to inherit this
one.”
“I do not
think so,
sir. This cannot be.”
“But why do you
question?” Lehr seemed surprised. “You are one of them.”
“What?” My ears
buzzed, as if I had been struck on the head again.
Marley grabbed my
shoulder. “Back to the ship, sir. You’ve had enough.”
I shook him
off. “No. I will
hear him out.”
“Sir—”
Lehr spoke again,
loudly now as he rose on trembling legs. “I am king here. I know
who passes my marches. Granny Rail’s spiders do not assault the
meat, only the mind. They patrol for sports, escapists, invaders.”
A hand rose,
pale finger with cracked, black nail pointing in a shivering palsy
toward my chest. “Much like yourselves. You, sir, are a
machine.”
Leaning on Deckard,
I rolled up my sleeve.
“Sir,” said Marley
again, and his voice was desperate.
“No.” I
took my
knife from my belt, unfolded it, and set the tip against the skin
of my inner forearm. The blade slid in with a slight stretching and
a fiery bolt of pain. Blood welled. Dark blood, dark as Beaumont’s
had been.
Black blood oozed
out, smelling of oil, like the air of my
ship.
“A test,” said
Marley quietly. “Which you are now failing, my friend.”
I looked at him. He
was smaller, paler than me. Deckard, Heminge, the late Beaumont, we
all four were of a height, with space-dark skin and faces nearly
the same.
Marley was different. As for the rest of Six
Degrees’
crew, they were . . .
I knew my ship to
be filled with petty officers and ratings and lieutenants, to be
more than just my command crew, but in that moment I could not
recall a single face or name, just a shuffling crowd of
uniforms.
“I never was,” I
said to Marley. “Nothing was real until we came here, was
it?”
He shook his head.
“No, I—”
Heminge’s meson
pistol blasted Marley into glittering pink fog. No one flinched
except Cordel, perhaps the only true human left among us
depending on where madness had deposited the good Lieutenant
Fishman.
“Back to the ship,
sir,” my security officer said brusquely, with a glance at Lehr.
“The king has his appointment with the country of the green, and we
have our
mission.”
“Our own
appointment,” I said sadly.
Lehr continued to
fix his blind gaze upon me. I appealed to him, the one authority
who understood. In some indirect sense, my own father. “Sir . . .”
I shuffled forward, supported by Deckard, and let
my face tip into
his hands. They trembled, warm and tinged with honest sweat. He
stroked my hair a moment, a blessing.
Then: “Go, de Vere.
Find your own fate as I shall soon find mine.”
And so I went,
followed by my unbreathing crew. The last I saw of
Lehr, Cordel
and Fishman were closed around him, angels fluttering to the aid of
a dying god.
Six
Degrees was
empty, of course. Though the companionways and cabins were where my
memory had said they should be, they were unpeopled. Decorated,
sets for a play that the actors had
abandoned. The ship even smelled empty, except for the vague stench
of my burned hair, which preceded our every step. How had we ever
believed ourselves surrounded by men?
Down in the number
one hold we found four coffins . . . or perhaps crates. Our names were
stenciled on the lids, an accusation: Beaumont, de Vere, Deckard,
Heminge.
“Marley flew us
here, alone,” said Deckard into the echoing, oily silence. “He
pulled us out, filled us with memory, thought, and faith, and here
we are.”
That was true
enough. I remembered meetings, back in Sector Control, though when
I strained for details, they slipped away like eels in a recycling
tank. They were memories of memories rather than the real
thing.
Like being a copy
of a real person. Was anything I knew true?
“Why?” I asked, leaning ever more heavily on Deckard.
“A new generation
of machines, I suppose,” Heminge said bitterly. “It all makes a
sort of twisted sense. Recasting the lessons of Lehr and
Broken
Spear.
Fitting enough to send us here in pursuit.
Convenient enough to lose us here if need be. It worked for
them.”
“So who was the
sixth?”
“Sixth what?” asked
Heminge.
“Six
Degrees,
this hollow ship is named. There were four of us, plus Marley the
doctor and director of our little act. Who was the
sixth?”
Deckard cleared his
throat. “Lehr. Father and king to us all. He is our
sixth.”
I turned this in my
head. “Are we real . . . somewhere? Are we copies, of someone?” We
must have been, I realized. Who would bother to create a
Beaumont
from nothing?
“I am my own man,”
said Deckard. He grinned at my stare. “So to speak.”
Heminge stroked his
coffin. “Do we bust the planet, or do we break the
ship?”
“Or do we sail home
and ask for an accounting?”
Deckard looked
thoughtful. “Lehr’s green fields are out there
somewhere.”
“In his
mind.”
“But we are all
creatures of mind. That is all we are.”
“Then go,” I told
him.
Heminge handed
Deckard the meson pistol, then took my weight against his shoulder.
“Good luck, man. You might need it.”
We struggled to the
bridge, where we waited until the engineer was gone, then sealed
the hatches. On the viewscreens the world outside glittered in the
pallid moonlight, stars glinting. Wind scrabbling at the
hull.
Which parts were
real?
“Anything
could be
true,” Heminge said, obviously sharing my thought. “Marley could
have programmed the planet-buster to blow if we lifted without some
escape code. The bomb could be a dummy. This entire ship could be a
dummy, just like all those empty cabins, something big and bad waiting in
orbit to blast us.”
“Anything could be
true,” I agreed. “That is what it means to be human.”
I reached for the
launch button, a great red roundel that glowed slightly. “To green
fields beyond, then.”
Heminge nodded.
“And long life to Lehr.”
Still feeling the
set of my father’s hands upon my brow, I pressed the button, hoping
like any man for the future.
Dust
Paul McAuley
How
everything changed: Six hours after the last transmission from
Linval Palmer’s expedition had been
received, his secretary requested an urgent meeting with Captain
Bea Edvard. Linval Palmer had powered down to the surface of Hades
in his reconditioned military lander with three fully tooled-up
mercenaries and a gung-ho xenoarchaeologist. They’d landed safely
in the scablands above the tunnel city and completed two grid
searches, but soon after they’d set off to begin the third search,
their uplink had cut out. Visual contact was out of the question
because Hades was shrouded in a planet-wide dust storm.
Sideways radar imaging had located the lander, and it was
responding to remote interrogation, confirming that all of its
systems were fully functional, but so far no one from the
expedition had responded to the radio message Bea
Edvard’s
ship was broadcasting on a thirty-second loop.
Linval Palmer’s
secretary, John-Jane Smith, wanted Bea to take the ship’s gig down
to the surface at once. Using a palmer to project a
three-dimensional image of the tunnel city constructed from
multiple
deep radar scans made by the string of satellites Linval Palmer had
dumped in orbit around Hades, animating it to show that someone was
moving about near the entrance to one of the tunnel systems.
Telling Bea, “There is at least one person still alive.
You must do your
duty by him, Captain.”
John-Jane Smith was
a neuter, a thin ageless person in a neat gray one-piece suit, with
close-cropped white hair and piercing blue eyes. All intellect and
no emotion, apart from its unswerving loyalty to its
employer.
Its voice was uninflected, as always, its gaze cold and unblinking
as it stared at Bea through the multicolored labyrinth that hung in
the air between them.
Bea had been
expecting something like this. “My contract was to deliver your
boss and his team into orbit around Hades. It
specifically absolves me from responsibility for anything that
happens after that.”
“I am familiar of
course with every detail of your contract,” John-Jane Smith said
coolly. “But there is clearly at least one survivor, and
the law of
distress requires you to rescue him.”
“I’ve received no
distress call, the person in question isn’t responding to a clear
request for information, and we don’t even know if the signal in
question is
a person. The
resolution is too low. It might be a glitch, or an echo from
some kind of atmospheric phenomenon. What I can do,” Bea said, “is
send down a robot, have it take a look around the immediate landing
area.”
But John-Jane
Palmer wasn’t in the mood for compromise. “You agree that there is
a possibility that Mr. Palmer and
the others are alive.”
‘When we don’t know
anything, anything is possible,” Bea said cautiously, believing
that she knew where this was headed.
John-Jane Smith
said, “If we are agreed that Mr. Palmer may be alive, you are
obliged to
attempt a rescue. You will take me and one of the bodyguards down
to the surface in the ship’s gig. You may remain in the gig while
we search for Mr. Palmer and the others. If we do not return after
twenty-four hours, you can leave the surface and
return to your
ship. For this service you will receive a bonus equivalent to one
half of your original fee.”
“No way. My gig
isn’t exactly robust, and its motor is much less powerful than that
of your boss’s lander. Also, I’m the only person rated to
fly it, and
I’ve never, ever used it for an orbit-to-surface flight in anything
other than a simulator. Even if it survived the descent through the
storm undamaged, and that’s a pretty big if right there, it
wouldn’t be able to get back up.”
“We will
return in
Mr. Palmer’s lander, which I am sure he will allow you to keep to
compensate you for the loss of your own craft.”
Bea, pushed into a
corner by the neuter’s calm certainty, finally lost her temper.
“Mr. Palmer and me, we agreed I didn’t have any
responsibility to rescue him if things
went wrong. I’m sorry, but there it is.”
She
was
sorry, too. Linval
Palmer was reckless and impulsive and had far too much confidence
in his own abilities, but he was flamboyant and charming too, a big
old handsome rogue with an abundance of red curls
spilling to his shoulders, a ready smile that split his piratical
beard, and a fund of unlikely but amusing and fascinating stories.
He’d come to Hades to search for his younger brother, Isham, who’d
vanished three hundred days ago while chasing a rumor of
functional Elder Culture technology in the vast tunnel city at the
edge of the twilight zone of Hades. Isham Palmer’s father had paid
for a rescue expedition that had discovered his ship in orbit and
the remains of his lander on the surface—it seemed that
the lander had crash-landed after its motor had flared out a couple
of hundred meters above the surface—but had failed to find any
trace of any survivors. Then, just over fifty days ago, the
automated way station at the mouth of the system’s wormhole,
anchored to the gravity well of the outermost gas giant, had
detected a weak radio signal on the surface of Hades. The signal
had come and gone ever since. Although it contained no discernable
information, it had convinced Linval Palmer that Isham had survived,
and despite his father’s threats of disinheritance, he’d set out to
rescue his brother.
In Bea’s opinion,
Linval Palmer had made the rescue mission a matter of personal
honor. It had little to do with filial duty and
everything
to do with a need to prove himself a braver, cleverer, and more
resourceful man than his father. Nevertheless, it was a huge,
daring, and utterly romantic gesture, and despite her reservations,
Bea admired the hell out of the man for it. That was one
reason why she’d
agreed to sign up with him. As for the rest, when she’d heard that
a crazy zillionaire wanted someone to deliver his expedition into
orbit around Hades, she’d just hit forty and split with her live-in
lover of the past five years and had been wondering if there was
anything more to life than routine cargo runs and haggling with
merchants and customs officers. In other words, it was exactly the
right time in her life for an adventure, but things had gone wrong
very quickly after arriving at Hades, putting her in an
impossible position.
John-Jane Smith
touched its palmer. The three-dimensional scan of the tunnel city
winked out. The neuter’s expression was severe, eyes sharp, mouth
tightened to a bloodless slot. “Captain Edvard, your
position is
very simple. Every minute we waste in pointless discussion, the
survivor is consuming precious reserves of air, water, and power.
In approximately eight and a half hours those reserves will fall to
dangerously low levels. His suit will place him in
hibernation,
but after ten days the last of his suit’s power reserves will be
exhausted, and he will die. There is not enough time to reach the
wormhole, raise a rescue expedition, and return. If we do not save
him, no one will. And if we do not make the attempt, Mr. Palmer’s family will
take its revenge.”
“They can take me
through every court in the First Empire, but the contract is
airtight. And it was Mr. Palmer’s decision to visit Hades against
their advice, not mine.”
“His family is rich
and powerful and ruthless, Captain Edvard.
It’s quite true that they forbade Mr. Palmer from setting out on
this adventure. That is why he had to hire you and your ship with
his own funds, rather than use a ship from his family’s fleet.
However, in the eyes of his family, that will not absolve either
you or me from responsibility for his death, and I can assure you
that they will not seek revenge in a court of law. You do not want
to make an enemy of them, and neither do I,” John-Jane Smith said,
and it raised its palmer and shot Bea with the taser
taped to its underside.
They were in Bea’s
cabin, a simple sphere padded with memory plastic. The taser’s
high-voltage charge bounced her spinning off the walls, wrapping
her whole skin in white fire that knotted her muscles
with
spasming cramps and blasted up her spine into her skull. The hatch
that was supposed to open only at her command sprang back, and the
two Marys, Linval Palmer’s bodyguards, shot through it and grabbed
Bea and cuffed her wrists to her ankles, used a
focused EMP
blast to destroy the implant that linked her to the ship, and towed
her to the bridge, where Tor Torqvist, Bea’s engineer, was already
in chains.
Two minutes later,
after one of the Marys had threatened to chew the fingers off Tor’s
right hand while the other wondered if she
should suck out his eyeballs or bite off his balls, Bea surrendered
command of her ship. The two clones, got up in tight yellow
jumpsuits, blond hair bunched in ponytails, looked like fresh-faced
teenagers, but they were stone-cold killers, hardwired with a
dozen martial arts techniques, their nervous systems and muscles
tweaked to run faster and harder than those of ordinary
humans.
Thirty minutes
later, Bea and Tor were down in Number Three hold, prepping the
gig. Although they were watched by the two
Marys as they maneuvered the shell of the heatshield over the nose
and belly of the little delta-shaped gig and bolted it in place,
they managed a brief conversation in a version of the hand-talk
sailors and free-fall workers used to communicate privately in
hard vacuum.
Bea told Tor how
she planned to survive this, told him that as soon as the gig
started its descent, he was to take back control of the ship and
make a run straight for the wormhole, told him what to do when he
reached the
High Haven reef on the other side.
Tor told her it was
her second dumbest idea, her first being to take this
contract.
Whatever
happens, Bea
signed, if they find
their boss or if they don’t, they’ll have to kill us because
they’ve committed piracy. Take
back control of the ship and get out of here as soon as you
can.
She was frightened
and angry, and being cut off from her ship, the tingle of vacuum
and raw sunlight on its hull, the ponderous presence of its
slumbering engines, the quick pulses of its lifesystem, was like
losing a limb. But she believed that her plan was sound, and she
knew that she could trust Tor to do the right thing. They’d been
working together for less than a year, but he was a smart,
competent, serious man, a member of a highly respected family back on
First Foot. Besides, it wasn’t as though she had any other
option.
Tor started to
connect the heatshield’s sensor array to the gig’s neural network,
turning his back to the two Marys, his fingers making quick
shapes.
Don’t
you worry,
boss. I take good care of everything.
It was the best Bea
could hope for, but it was only a slender hope, and there was no
turning back. Less than an hour after she’d been tasered, she
climbed into the gig with John-Jane Smith and one of the
Marys and
nudged it away from the ship before firing the long burn that would
take it down to the surface of Hades.
Hades was one of
the few rocky planets in the so-called First Empire, fifteen red
dwarf stars connected by a wormhole system the Jackaroo
had sold to
humanity in the early days of first contact. Apart from Earth and
First Foot, most people lived in asteroid reefs or on the moons of
warm Jupiters, and no one at all lived on Hades, a small, dry,
dusty, pockmarked world tidally locked to its feeble M-class star, one
hemisphere in perpetual day, the other in perpetual night. At the
twilight zone between the light and dark hemispheres, katabatic
storms howled off the flanks of shield volcanoes, and every so
often two or three storms merged into a hypercane that lofted billions
of tons of dust into the atmosphere, shrouding the entire planet
for hundreds of days and generating continent-sized thunderstorms
that hung above fields of iron-rich lava that oozed from the vents
and calderas of the planet’s many volcanoes, which were
fed by a core kept molten by tidal heating.
Elder Cultures had
attempted and failed to planoform the bleak, hostile little world.
It was littered with impact craters from successive bombardments
with comets that had enriched its thick atmosphere of carbon
dioxide and nitrogen with water and other volatiles, and several
times it had been seeded with cunningly engineered mixtures of
microbes. But the water had either become chemically locked in
Hades’ rocks or had frozen out on the night side’s equatorial ice
cap, and most of the microbe populations had either died out or
retreated deep into the planet’s crust. Only a tough microbial
symbiosis containing organisms from at least three different
evolutionary trees flourished on the surface, littering the playas
and inter-mountain basins of the day side with stromatolite mounds,
spattering dust-smoothed rocks and lava fields with slow-growing
crusts wherever there was a little moisture and
sunlight.
The symbiosis and a
few refuge species of microbe in the deep
crust were the only life now known to exist on Hades, but in the
deep past at least three different Elder Cultures had attempted to
settle the planet. The most successful had been the Tunnel
Builders, a species that had excavated city-sized mazes deep
beneath the surface. The largest surviving tunnel city was in the
twilight zone of the southern hemisphere, more than a thousand
kilometers of tunnels in a hundred separate systems that wound
around each other, each with its separate entrance, some simple
burrows less than a kilometer long, others elaborate mazes. No one
knew if each tunnel system had been inhabited by a family or an
individual, or if each system had had a different civic use. The
Tunnel Builders had ascended some ten thousand years ago, leaving
behind no records or artifacts except the tunnels themselves. Well,
maybe the Jackaroo or the !Cha or the Reedemers knew, but the one
trait shared by the un-ascended alien species was that they became
maddeningly vague and elusive when questioned about how
other species had lived before they ascended to wherever it was
that the ascended went.
Isham Palmer had
chased the rumor of surviving alien technology he’d bought from an
itinerant Jackaroo trader to the tunnel city on
Hades. That
was where Linval Palmer had gone to find out what had happened to
his younger brother. That was where Bea Edvard was headed in her
ship’s tiny gig, with John-Jane Smith and one of the Marys. All
three were sealed inside pressure suits and strapped
side by side in
acceleration couches. Because her link had been burned out, Bea was
flying by manual control, something she hadn’t done since her
apprentice days. It mattered little that the storm had passed its
peak. On the horizon dead ahead, the crown of a shield volcano rose above
dull brown haze and reflected a red spark of sunlight; here and
there the flashes of lightning storms or the glow of an eruption
showed feebly under the deep murk, but otherwise the day side of
the planet was entirely shrouded by dust storms. Pushing a
dense wedge of superheated gases ahead of it, scratching a flaming
trail across the sky, the gig plowed through the upper edge of the
dust and began to buck and sway as the atmosphere thickened and
hypervelocity winds plucked at it, sending it miles off
course. Bea blew the explosive bolts and took control as the
scorched heatshield dropped away, the stick juddering hard as the
gig slammed and skidded through howling dust-laden winds. Coming in
on radar alone, she overshot the level stretch of playa she’d
selected as a landing site and had to haul hard about, pushing the
envelope of the gig’s aerodynamics, the Mary shrieking with crazy
glee in her ears.
The gig swooped
higher as it swerved around, dropped into a steep glide
against a
headwind. Perfect. But then it hit a pocket of still air, dropped
five hundred meters in a couple of seconds, and was suddenly coming
in too fast and too low. Bea fought the stick, managed to level
out, and fired the retrorockets, but the gig came
down fast
and hard in a slide that collapsed two landing struts and left it
canted nose-down at a twenty-degree angle.
After asking
John-Jane Smith’s permission as politely as she knew how, Bea sent
a brief message to the ship to report that although they
had landed
safely, the gig was out of commission, then powered down the little
craft’s systems.
Whips of dust
flickered in dim smoggy light beyond the narrow wedges of the
windows; there was dust in the air of the cabin, too, blowing in
fine sprays through splits in the seal of the
hatch, and the hatch was jammed—it took the combined effort of all
three of them to pop it open. In howling wind and blowing dust,
trailed by John-Jane Smith and the Mary, Bea walked around the gig
and knew it wouldn’t fly again. It might be possible to make it
airtight and jack it up to the right angle for takeoff, but the
nozzle of the main motor was crumpled beyond repair.
John-Jane Smith
remarked dryly that this must count as a good landing because they
could walk away from it.
Bea checked her
headup display and pointed with an outflung arm. She was still
buzzing from the massive amounts of adrenalin that had squirted
into her bloodstream when she’d wrestled the gig down to its crash
landing. “Your boss’s lander is sitting five and a half kilometers away,
just a shade off due east. We better get going.”
It took them three
hours, trudging across the flat, featureless plain in the dust
storm, to reach the lander. Every ten minutes, John-Jane Smith
broadcast a message to Linval Palmer across every radio
channel, but there was no reply, nothing but the meaningless throb
of the shortwave radio signal, steady as a sleeping giant’s
heartbeat.
Wind shrieked and
wailed and hooted, sometimes pushing them forward, sometimes
pushing so hard against them that they had
to lean into it and battle their way step by step. Dust scudded and
skirled, and in every direction the world faded into a formless
brown haze. The sun’s smeared blur hung low ahead of them, a fixed
eye glowering through flying murk. Dust kept coating the
faceplate of Bea’s helmet, and dust worked into the joints of her
pressure suit. The suit’s left knee grew stiffer and stiffer, and
an hour into the trek, Bea was walking with a pronounced
limp.
“You keep up,” the
Mary told her, “or we deal with you here
and now.”
“Then you’ll have
to fly yourself back into orbit.”
“It can’t be too
hard,” the bodyguard said. “All it is, is straight up.”
John-Jane Smith
told them to stop bickering and save their energy. “Our real work
doesn’t
begin until we reach the lander.”
Bea had a fix on
the lander by radar and by its radio beacon, but because her mind
was dulled by the sheer plodding labor of walking, the featureless
haze, and the unchanging position of the sun, she was surprised
when she saw
a fat cone loom out of blowing dust. At first sight, the lander
looked intact, squatting four-square on angled legs above the
scorched pit its retrorocket had burned into the ground. But the
hatchway to the lifesystem hung open, and after John-Jane
Smith went up the
ladder and clambered inside, it gave a shrill cry, half surprise,
half despair. Bea dodged past the Mary and swarmed up the ladder,
swung through the little cupboard of the airlock (the inner hatch
was open too), and found the neuter stooped over flight controls that
had been smashed and broken in some mad frenzy. A mantling of dust
covered every surface, and handfuls of cabling had been ripped
loose from opened access panels. There was still a trickle of power
from the batteries—barely enough to power the beacon—but
there was no way the lander could be repaired, and a quick
inspection revealed that its oxygen and fuel had been
vented.
After Bea told
John-Jane Smith and the Mary this, the bodyguard drew her reaction
pistol, and Bea closed her eyes, hoping for a quick
death. But with a scream of frustration the bodyguard fired past
her into the howling storm, then turned around and stalked
away.
“We will find Mr.
Palmer,” John-Jane Smith said, once again calm and decisive. “Mr.
Palmer will know what to do.”
Bea thought it was
unlikely that the surviving member of the expedition—Linval Palmer
or one of his companions—would be any help at all. It was obvious
that one of them had wrecked the lander, and it had been done
recently too—when she’d checked out the lander via
the uplink before beginning the descent to the planet, all its
systems had been working just fine. It had probably been wrecked
after her gig had landed, by someone who not only didn’t want to be
rescued but wanted to strand their would-be rescuers as well.
Someone who had left the beacon working, to draw them here. . .
.
The snap of a shot
cut through the noise of the wind. The Mary had fired her pistol
again. And this time she had killed something.
The bodyguard held
it up for
inspection. Half a meter of pink muscular rope armored in ridged
translucent scales like fingernails, ending in a red rag of smashed
flesh. The rest of it was spattered on the ground, already half
buried by blowing dust. Its blunt head lacked a mouth
and had
bunches of coarse black bristles where its eyes should
be.
‘It wrapped itself
around my ankle,” the Mary said. “Gave me a nasty electrical shock
too. Would have paralyzed someone without my training. Stay frosty.
There may be more of them.”
Green
lights of a
headup display ran up inside the faceplate of John-Jane Smith’s
helmet; the neuter pointed aslant the bleary eye of the sun. “The
entrance to the tunnel system Linval was investigating when he
disappeared is in that direction. That is where we
have the
best chance of finding him.”
As she trudged
after the neuter and the bodyguard, Bea’s thoughts ran quick and
cool, like beads of water down a windowpane. There really was
nothing like the prospect of imminent death to concentrate the
mind. She knew that there should be no life
anywhere on Hades bigger than a microbe, and although her knowledge
of biology was pretty basic, she was certain that an animal as
large as the snake-thing had no business being here unless there
was an entire ecosystem where snake-things could live. Most
of the rumors about Elder Culture technology sold by Jackaroo
traders were bogus; the Jackaroo were expert swindlers with a
tradition more than a million years old. Before first contact,
they’d infiltrated Earth’s information systems and started a global
war, then convinced the survivors to exchange rights to most of the
Solar System for the specifications for a basic torch fusion drive
and access to the impoverished wormhole system of the First Empire.
It was little consolation that they had pulled this
kind of trick many times before. At least a dozen Elder Cultures
had left their traces on the asteroid reefs of the First Empire
before ascending to wherever it was ascendent species went. Still,
around one in a hundred of the rumors about functional Elder
Culture tech sold by Jackaroo traders to the credulous, desperate,
or plain crazy were authentic, just enough to keep humans coming
back for more. Linval or his brother must have found something in
the tunnel city after all, and it had driven them mad. . .
.
Bea kept her
speculations to herself, limping up a long slope littered
everywhere with wind-smoothed pebbles, a dry beach waiting for its
sea. She noticed that the Mary was limping too, and asked if she
was all right.
“Snaky fucker gave me a bad shock.
I’ll live.”
The Mary’s voice
was tight with pain and laced with self-loathing. It gave Bea a
little hope, although she hated herself for it.
The entrance to the
tunnel city was a shallow cirque that narrowed and gradually
closed around them
as they walked down it. The sound of the wind died back, and the
haze of dust lessened. At last they could see that they were
descending a long tube with smooth black walls that curved up to
meet ten meters overhead. Their shadows were cast ahead of them by the sun,
which glowered straight into the entrance. Dust had fallen out of
the still air in high, silken heaps and ridges heaped one after the
other across the wide floor, and the Mary discovered footprints
leading away between the shoulders of two sinuous
ridges.
John-Jane Smith
couldn’t keep the satisfaction out of its voice, saying that it had
been right all along, saying that they would find Mr. Palmer and
everything would be fine.
Bea thought that
the footprints could be anyone’s. She also thought that, like
the beacon, they could be the bait for a trap. Stripped of her
intimate contact with her ship, her merely human senses felt
blunted, and she had the eerie feeling that something was watching
them in the darkness beyond the reach of their helmet lamps. It
didn’t help her nerves that John-Jane Smith kept calling to Linval
Palmer over the radio.
After about ten
minutes of steady walking, the dust heaps smaller now, not much
more than waist high, the trail of footprints ended, and
the tunnel split
into two. While John-Jane Smith and the Mary were casting about,
Bea said that if anyone wanted to be rescued they would have
answered by now.
“We aren’t going to
stumble over them by accident. There are over a thousand kilometers
of tunnels
down here. It would take weeks to explore the entire city, and we
only have a few hours.”
John-Jane Smith
said, “These are the tunnels Mr. Palmer set out to explore just
before we lost contact with him. He is in here somewhere. I know
it.”
Bea said,
“That’s hardly a
rational attitude.”
For a moment she
was tempted to tell John-Jane Smith about her plan to survive this.
But then the Mary told her to be quiet, adding, “I should kill you.
You waste air we need.”
“We are not
murderers,” John-Jane Smith said.
The bodyguard
ignored the neuter and raised her pistol and aimed it at Bea. Her
hand was trembling lightly, and her voice was trembling too; she
must have been more badly hurt than she had admitted. “We’ll all be
dead soon, so what does it matter if she dies now?’
Bea fought the urge
to run—the bodyguard would cut her down at once.
The moment
stretched. Then John-Jane Smith said, its voice low and urgent, “I
see something.”
Bea turned to look
to where the neuter was pointing, saw a fugitive
flicker of
red light a little way down the right-hand tunnel, and felt a chill
wave climb her back, tighten around her neck, her scalp.
John-Jane Smith
called out to Linval Palmer again and began to trudge toward the
flickering light.
“Make no more
trouble,” the Mary said, and forced Bea
to follow at pistol-point.
Bea’s first
thought—really it was more of a hope than a thought—was that the
fugitive light was some kind of static discharge. But it was too
regular and too bright, and it quickly resolved into
hair-thin
lines that blinked from one part of the tunnel to another in a
nervous web. Like message lasers, Bea thought, gripped by another
chill. She flicked on her pressure suit’s night-sight capability,
enabled the movement tracker. Almost immediately the
tracker
caught something and replayed it in a pop-up screen. Something
hand-sized scuttling into the base of a heap of dust, emitting a
brief thread of red light as it buried itself. Bea played it over
again and was about to call out a warning when
John-Jane
Smith, who had almost reached the beginning of this display,
suddenly turned aside, trotting toward the curving wall, kicking
through a knee-high dust ridge.
Five bodies lay
half buried in the dust, laid out neatly side by side, wrapped in
shrouds of some kind of polymer with the
grain of human skin, thickened here and there in callus-like
ridges. Bea enabled infrared and saw that they were a few degrees
warmer than ordinary human body temperature, much hotter than the
ambient temperature of the tunnel, glowing an even white from head
to foot.
John-Jane Smith
touched the nearest body with the tip of its boot and hastily
stepped backward when it jerked and shuddered. The other bodies
jerked too, like puppets pulled by the same string.
The Mary’s
reaction pistol fired, a flare of light
filling the tunnel, a thunderclap rolling away into darkness. It
wasn’t a snake-thing she’d killed this time, but something like a
hand-sized crab. Most of it had been smashed to a bloody ooze, but
enough of it remained to see that it had a bony shell,
two pairs of knuckled limbs tipped with what were very definitely
fingernails, and a thick sensory stalk at the front bearing a
single blue, human eye.
Bea realized what
it was and felt her gorge rise. Red threads were
flicking all
around them. The Mary was pointing her pistol this way and that;
she gave a shout of triumph and fired again. Ridges of dust
erupted, and hand-crabs shot toward her from every side, swarming
up her legs, her torso. She swung completely around as she
swatted at them,
and Bea threw herself to the floor just before the reaction pistol
fired again, three quick shots that screamed overhead and knocked
chunks from the tunnel wall. John-Jane Smith shrieked, and the Mary
was down, her legs kicking, crabs covering her torso and her helmet.
White vapor jetted when an air line gave way.
John-Jane Smith had
fallen to its knees and was clutching its midsection. Blood leaked
through its gloved fingers. Hand-crabs were stalking toward Bea
over a ridge of dust, blue eyes jerking to and fro on
thick upraised stalks, fixing on her. Bea took a step toward the
neuter, and the hand-crabs stepped sideways too, uptilted rear ends
firing threads of red light from an offset bump that would be the
wrist bone if they were real hands, every hand-crab linked in
a flickering web, more and more of them emerging from the mounds
and ridges of dust. John-Jane Smith knelt in a tightening circle of
hand-crabs . . . And beyond the neuter, beyond the five bodies in
their cocoons of warm skin, stood a human
figure.
A man clad in only
the skintight one-piece garment worn under pressure suits, arms
folded across his chest, black face gleaming in the light of Bea’s
helmet-lamp. Was he smiling? Bea didn’t stay to find out. She
turned and ran as fast as the bad knee joint in
her pressure suit would allow, shrieking in fright and almost
falling over when a flurry of snake-things shot out of a dust heap.
She managed to swerve around them and ran on toward the bleary
sunlight that filled the end of the tunnel.
It took her more
than four hours to reach her gig. She half expected to find it as
wrecked as Linval Palmer’s lander, but the hatch was firmly dogged,
and inside everything was as she had left it. She powered up the
lifesystem, patched the leaky hatch seal with duct tape,
and collapsed onto one of the couches, breathing hard inside her
suit and listening to her pulse thump in her ears, while Hades’
unbreathable atmosphere was flushed out and the cabin was
repressurized with the standard oxygen/nitrogen mix. Then she
unlatched her helmet and raised the ship on the radio.
Tor Torqvist
answered, cheerful, impossibly sane. Bea told him that John-Jane
Smith and the bodyguard had put themselves out of the picture but
refused to go into details. The whole story could wait until
she was off this dusty hellhole—if she was allowed to escape, that
is. Tor told her that the Mary had locked him in a cabin, and he’d
sealed the air vents with his clothes, accessed the ship’s
lifesystem via the cabin’s air-conditioning unit, and increased
the partial pressure of carbon dioxide in the air circulating
through the rest of the ship.
“I gave her ten
minutes, then cracked the door manually and dashed to the nearest
emergency station and strapped on a breathing
mask. The
vicious little bitch was out cold on the bridge. I suppose she
thought she could control the ship from there.”
“Where is she
now?”
“Hold four, with
provisions and a portable toilet. She kicked out the video cameras,
but there’s nothing else she can damage.”
“Now you have
control of the ship, why haven’t you lit out of there?”
“If you care to
check the signal doppler, Captain, you’ll see that I’m on my way. I
promise I’ll be back inside twenty days with a rescue
party.”
“You’ll probably
have to sell
shares in the ship to raise funds. Let me give you formal
authorization,” Bea said. She set up a camera and did just
that.
The ship was a
heavy hauler, retrofitted with Mercedes pulse fusion motors, that
she’d inherited from her mother and father. She’d grown up in it, and after her
parents had died in a stupid accident when a run-about had
explosively depressurized, she’d worked it hard for the past ten
years. Losing it would be almost as bad as losing her parents—but
better that than dying down here on this dusty rock.
When she was
finished, Tor asked, “Are you sure you can hold out until I get
back?”
“I’m going into
hibernation. After I connect my suit to the gig’s power supply, I
can sleep out a whole year if I have to.”
Bea talked with Tor
while she
made her preparations. She stripped off her pressure suit and
cleaned herself as best she could with wipes, then climbed back
into the suit again. She plugged a line into the gig’s food maker,
which would supply her suit with water doped with glucose
and
essential amino acids, plugged a cord into the ship’s batteries,
and powered down the gig’s systems again and said good-bye to
Tor.
“Don’t worry,
Captain. I’ll be back before you know it. Pleasant
dreams.”
Bea called up the
headup display and initiated the hibernation mode. A
needle stung her neck, and she fell into warm swoony darkness. . .
.
And woke, thrashing
to escape the embrace of something tight and confining, a cocoon of
skin that ripped and fell away. She sat up, tried to breathe and
couldn’t,
and after a panicky minute discovered that she didn’t need
to.
She was sitting
naked on a bare hillside. Dust-laden wind carressed her bare skin.
The storm was still raging, but it seemed less primordial now, more
like weather than a catastrophe. The whine of wind over the rock
was as calming as the tinkling of a mountain stream. Great curtains
of dust rippled overhead like an aurora, and around her dust parted
here and there to reveal low hills saddling away in every
direction.
She stood up,
kicking away
the tattered remnants of her cocoon. Her skin was black, gleaming
like oiled leather, cool but supple, and completely hairless. She
ran her tongue over her teeth. Her mouth was as dry as the dust
that blew over her, and when she touched them she
found that
her eyes were dry too, as hard as pebbles. She put her hand on her
chest, and after half a minute felt her heart beat once. The dull
light of the sun fell on her like a blessing, energizing and
invigorating her.
She knew what had
happened to her and wondered why she felt
serene, improbably happy, instead of being angry or in a deadly
panic.
People were moving
toward her now, through silky skeins of blowing dust. Three, five,
six of them. John-Jane Smith, no longer a neuter but the woman
she’d been before the operations and gene
therapy, reached Bea first, handed her a suit liner. After Bea had
climbed into it, the men moved forward.
Linval Palmer’s
grin split his gleaming black face. “I bet you’re wondering what
the hell happened to you.”
“I know
what happened to
me. I’m wondering where your brother is.”
The figure Bea had
glimpsed in the tunnel before she’d fled had been Isham Palmer.
She’d identified him while trudging back to her gig, after she’d
enhanced the brief movie taken by her suit’s movement tracker.
“How’s your
balance? Can you walk? Let me show you something,” Linval Palmer
said, and led her up the hill toward the shallow bowl of the cirque
and the entrance to the tunnel system.
The others
followed. John-Jane Smith and the xenoarchaeologist and the three
mercenaries walking through the dust storm as if strolling through
a spring meadow on Earth or First Foot.
“My bodyguard
didn’t make it,” Linval Palmer said, when Bea asked about the Mary.
“She killed too many of our good friend’s little helpers. It didn’t like
that, so instead of remaking her it recycled her, poor
thing.”
He explained that
the members of Isham’s expedition who had died in the crash or
shortly afterward had been recycled too. Their biomass had been
used to create the snake-things and hand-crabs,
as well as the cocoon that had transformed Isham. He’d lured Linval
and his people into a trap, and while they were being remade, he’d
spotted the descent of Bea’s gig, smashed up Linval’s lander, and
lain in wait for his rescuers. After Bea had escaped
and gone into hibernation to await her own rescue, he had tracked
her down and brought her here.
Bea absorbed all
this as calmly as if it were an old story about someone she knew
hardly at all. “Your brother found what he was looking for, didn’t he? He
lucked out and found some kind of working alien
technology.”
“The dust,” Linval
said.
“The
dust?”
Linval grinned.
“Smart dust, in the tunnel. I think it’s some kind of medical
kit.”
“We can’t really be
sure what it was originally used for, because its
context no longer exists,” the xenoarchaeologist said. He was a
short lean man with an eager expression, telling Bea, “As for what
it is, it’s almost certainly some kind of nanotechnology. Smart
bacteria, or smart machines the size of bacteria. . . . I’d kill
for a scanning electron microscope. All I have down here are
cameras that don’t have adequate resolution. . . .”
Linval said, ‘We
know what it can do. That’s the important thing.”
John-Jane Smith
said, “It infected us and it remade us.”
The
xenoarchaeologist said, “It’s in our blood, probably in every one
of our cells, too. We’re a symbiosis, like the
stromatolites.”
“We don’t need to
eat or drink or breathe,” Linval said. “If we stay out of sunlight
too long, we begin to slow down; there’s some kind of
photoelectric or thermoelectric effect recharging us.”
The
xenoarchaeologist said, “We’ll probably need to eat sooner or
later, if only to replace lost mass. The lander’s medikit suggests
that we have a hydrogen to methane respiration cycle based on
sulfur-bond chemistry. If I had the right equipment, I could tell
you more. I could tell you how long we can expect to live like
this.”
“We might live a
century, or we might all keel over after a year,” Linval said. “But
there’s no
point worrying about the unknown.”
“Like what it’s
done to our minds,” Bea said.
Linval smiled.
“It’s the old paradox. If it has changed who we are, how can we
know?’
Bea looked at
John-Jane Smith. “You know it changed you. Aren’t you angry at
what it
did?’
The woman shrugged.
“I believe that I am more used to change than you. And if it hadn’t
changed me, I would have died.”
The
xenoarchaeologist said, “If it can change us so that we can live on
Hades without life support, it can adapt us to other
environments too.
In the right environment, it can change us back to what we
were.”
Perhaps they were
right. Perhaps the nanotech symbiosis had simply done its best to
save Isham Palmer by rebuilding his body, adapting him to Hades.
But why had he changed Linval and the others? Why had
he dragged Bea from her gig and changed her? Perhaps the symbiosis
had turned him into some kind of agent or extension of itself,
which meant that she and the others were agents too, with only an
illusion of freewill. . . .
Bea gestured at
herself and asked, “How long did this take?”
The
xenoarchaeologist said, “According to the chip in my pressure suit,
the metamorphosis took about ten days.”
Linval said, “We
woke up about a day before you did. We’re still finding our
feet.”
“And my
gig?”
Linval said, “Isham
smashed up my lander. I expect he smashed up your gig
too.”
John-Jane Smith
said, “We’ll go there, of course. In case there is anything you
want to take with you.”
Bea said, “Take
with me?”
One of the
mercenaries said, “This is our home now.”
He was a big man with a joyful expression, and there was a murmur
of agreement around him.
For the first time,
Bea felt a stir of unease. In another ten days or so, Tor would
return through the wormhole with a rescue party.
It was
possible, she thought, that Isham Palmer hadn’t lucked out after
all, that the Jackaroo trader had known all along what he would
find down here. Isham Palmer had been changed by what he’d found,
and then he’d infected Linval and the others. He’d
infected
Bea. Suppose they were all the first victims of a plague that would
utterly transform the human race? Was this how ascension happened,
leaving the First Empire empty, ready to be sold by the Jackaroo to
its next tenants?
At the junction
deep inside the tunnel, Linval put a hand on
Bea’s shoulder, guiding her past silky dust heaps, past the
tattered remains of six cocoons. She didn’t need any more than the
feeble sunlight angled down the length of the tunnel to read the
single line scratched into the smooth slick curve of the wall
beyond:
Have gone
east, brother, to seek wonders.
“Isham,” Linval
explained. “We are thinking of following him.”
“There’s a whole
world to explore,” one of the mercenaries said.
“Who knows what
else we might find,” the xenoarchaeologist said. “If only I
had the equipment I left on your ship. . . .”
Linval studied Bea,
his expression playful. “Of course you don’t have to come with
us.”
“Of course I’ll
come,” Bea said.
By the time Tor and
the rescue party returned, she would be long gone, walking east
toward the spot on the surface of the world where the sun hung
directly overhead, walking across dusty plains and lava fields,
climbing low mountains carved by millions of years of dust and
wind, climbing the cliffs of shield volcanoes. . . .
And with that
thought, she realized that she was free. She realized that the
symbiosis was not an infection after all, but a gift. That she was
on the threshold of a wonderful adventure.
She smiled at her
companions and said, “What are we waiting for? Let’s
go.”
Tiger, Burning
Alastair Reynolds
It
was not the first time that Adam Fernando’s investigations had
taken him this far from home, but on no previous trip had he ever
felt quite so perilously remote, so utterly at the mercy of the
machines that had copied him from brane to brane like a slowly
randomizing Chinese whisper. The technicians in the Office of
Scrutiny had always assured him that the process was infallible,
that no essential part of him was being discarded with each
duplication, but he only ever had their word on the matter, and
they would
say it was safe,
wouldn’t they? Memory, as always, gained foggy holes with each
instance of copying. He recalled the precise details of his
assignment—the awkward nature of the problem—but
he couldn’t for the life of him say why he had chosen, at what must
have been the very last minute, to assume the physical embodiment
of a man-sized walking cat.
When Fernando had
been reconstituted after the final duplication, he came to awareness in a
half-open metal egg, its inner surface still slick with the residue
of the biochemical products from which he had been quickened. He
pawed at his whorled, matted fur, then willed his retractile claws
into action. They worked excellently, requiring no
special effort on his part. A portion of his brain must have been
adapted to deal with them, so that their unsheathing was almost
involuntary.
He stood from the
egg, taking in his surroundings. His color vision and depth
perception
appeared reassuringly human-normal. The quickening room was a
gray-walled metal space under standard gravity, devoid of
ornamentation save that provided by the many scientific tools and
instruments that had been stored here. There was no welcoming
party, and
the air was a touch cooler than conventional taste dictated.
Scrutiny had requested that he be allowed embodiment, but that was
the only concession his host had made to his arrival. Which could
mean one of two things: Doctor Meranda Austvro was doing
all that she could
to hamper his investigation, without actually breaking the law, or
that she was so blissfully innocent of any actual wrongdoing that
she had no need to butter him up with formal niceties.
He tested his claws
again. They still worked. Behind him, he was vaguely aware
of an indolently swishing tail.
He was just
sheathing his claws when a door whisked open in one pastel gray
wall. An aerial robot emerged swiftly into the room: a collection
of dull metal spheres orbiting each other like
clockwork
planets in some mad, malfunctioning orrery. He bristled at the
sudden intrusion, but it seemed unlikely that the host would have
gone to the bother of quickening him only to have her aerial murder
him immediately afterward.
“Inspector Adam
Fernando,
Office of Scrutiny,” he said. No need to prove it: The necessary
authentication had been embedded in the header of the graviton
pulse that had conveyed his resurrection profile from the repeater
brane.
One of the larger
spheres answered him officiously. “Of course. Who
else
might you have
been? We trust the quickening has been performed to your general
satisfaction?”
He picked at a
patch of damp fur, suppressing the urge to shiver. “Everything
seems in order. Perhaps if we moved to a warmer room. . . .”
His voice sounded
normal enough, despite the alterations to his face: maybe a touch
less deep than normal, with the merest suggestion of a feline snarl
in the vowels.
“Naturally. Doctor
Austvro has been waiting for you.”
“I’m surprised she
wasn’t here to greet me.”
“Doctor Austvro is
a busy woman, Inspector, now more than ever. I thought someone from
the Office of Scrutiny would have appreciated that.”
He was about to
mention something about common courtesies, then thought better of
it: Even if she wasn’t listening in, there was no
telling what the aerial might report back to Austvro.
“Perhaps we’d
better be moving on. I take it Doctor Austvro can find time to
squeeze me into her schedule, now that I’m alive?”
“Of course,” the
machine said sniffily. “It’s some distance to her
laboratory. It might be best if I carried you, unless you would
rather locomote.”
Fernando knew the
drill. He spread his arms, allowing the cluster of flying spheres
to distribute itself around his body to provide support.
Small spheres pushed under his arms,
his buttocks, the padded black soles of his feet, while others
nudged gently against chest and spine to keep him balanced. The
largest sphere, which played no role in supporting him, flew
slightly ahead. It appeared to generate some kind of aerodynamic air
pocket. They sped through the open door and down a long, curving
corridor, gaining speed with each second. Soon they were moving
hair-raisingly fast, dodging round hairpin bends and through doors
that opened and shut only just in time.
Fernando remembered
his tail and curled it out of harm’s way.
“How long will this
take?” he asked.
“Five minutes. We
shall only be journeying a short distance into the
inclusion.”
Fernando recalled
his briefing. “What we’re passing through now—this is all human built,
part of Pegasus Station? We’re not seeing any KR-L artifacts
yet?”
“Nor shall you,”
the aerial said sternly. “The actual business of investigating the
KR-L machinery falls under the remit of the Office of Exploitation,
as you well
know. Scrutiny’s business is confined only to peripheral matters of
security related to that investigation.”
Fernando bristled.
“And as such . . .”
“The word was
‘peripheral,’ Inspector. Doctor Austvro was very clear about the
terms under which she would permit your arrival, and
they did not include a guided tour of the KR-L
artifacts.”
“Perhaps if I ask
nicely.”
“Ask whatever you
like. It will make no difference.”
While they sped
on—in silence now, for Fernando had decided he preferred it that
way—he
chewed over what he knew of the inclusion and its significance to
the Metagovernment.
Hundreds of
thousands of years ago, humanity had achieved the means to colonize
nearby branes: squeezing biological data across the hyperspatial
gap into adjacent realities, then growing living
organisms from those patterns. Now the Metagovernment sprawled
across thirty thousand densely packed braneworlds. Yet in all that
time it had encountered evidence of only one other intelligent
civilization: the vanished KR-L culture.
Further expansion
was unlikely. Physics changed subtly from brane to brane, limiting
the possibilities for human colonization. Beyond fifteen thousand
realities in either direction, people could survive only inside
bubbles of tampered spacetime, in which the local physics had
been tweaked to simulate homebrane conditions. These “inclusions”
became increasingly difficult to maintain as the local physics grew
more exotic. At five kilometers across, Meranda Austvro’s inclusion
was the smallest in existence, and it still required
gigantic support machinery to hold it open. The Metagovernment was
happy to shoulder the expense because it hoped to reap riches from
Austvro’s investigations into the vanished KR-L culture.
But that
investigation was supposed to be above-top-secret, the
mere existence of the KR-L culture officially deniable at all
levels of the Metagovernment. By all accounts Austvro was close to
a shattering discovery.
And yet there were
leaks. Someone close to the operation—maybe even
Austvro
herself—was blabbing.
Scrutiny had sent
Fernando in to seal the leak. If that meant shutting down Austvro’s
whole show until the cat could be put back into the bag (Fernando
could not help but smile at the metaphor), then he had the
necessary authorization.
How Austvro would
take it was another thing.
The rush of
corridors and doors slowed abruptly, and a moment later Fernando
was deposited back on his feet, teetering slightly until he
regained his balance. He had arrived in a much larger room than
the one
where he had been quickened, one that felt a good deal more
welcoming. There was plush white carpet on the floor, comfortable
furniture, soothing pastel décor, various homely knickknacks and
tasteful objets d’art. The rock-effect walls were
interrupted
by lavish picture windows overlooking an unlikely garden, complete
with winding paths, rock pools, and all manner of imported
vegetation, laid out under a soothing green sky. It was a
convincing simulacrum of one of the more popular holiday
destinations in the low-thousand
branes.
Meranda Austvro was
reclining in a silver dress on a long black settee. Playing cards
were arranged in a circular formation on the coffee table before
her. She put down the one card that had been in her hand and
beckoned Fernando to join her.
“Welcome to Pegasus
Station, Inspector,” she said. “I’m sorry I wasn’t able to greet
you sooner, but I’ve been rather on the busy side.”
Fernando sat
himself down on a chair, facing her across the table. “So I
see.”
“A simple game of
Clock
Patience, Inspector, to occupy myself while I was waiting for your
arrival. Don’t imagine this is how I’d rather be spending my
afternoon.”
He decided to
soften his approach. “Your aerial did tell me you’d been
preoccupied with your work.”
“That’s
part of it.
But I must admit we botched your first quickening, and I didn’t
have time to wait around to see the results a second
time.”
“When you say
‘botched’ . . .”
“I neglected to
check your header tag more carefully. When all that cat fur started
appearing .
. .” She waved her hand dismissively. “I assumed there’d been a
mistake in the profile, so I aborted the quickening before you
reached legal sentience.”
The news unnerved
him. Failed quickenings weren’t unknown, though, and she’d acted
legally enough. “I hope you recycled my
remains.”
“On the contrary,
Inspector: I made good use of them.” Austvro patted a striped
orange rug, spread across the length of the settee. “You don’t
mind, do you? I found the pattern quite appealing.”
“Make the most of
me,”
Fernando said, trying not to sound as if she had touched any
particular nerve. “You can have another skin when I leave, if it
means so much to you.”
She clicked her
fingers over his shoulder at the aerial. “You may go now,
Caliph.”
The spheres
bustled around each other. “As you
wish, Doctor Austvro.”
When Fernando had
heard the whisk of the closing door, he leaned an elbow on the
table, careful not to disturb the cards. He brought his huge
whiskered head close to Austvro’s. She was an attractive
woman despite a certain steely
hauteur. He wondered if she could smell his breath, how uniquely,
distastefully feline it was. “I hope this won’t take too much time,
for both our sakes. Scrutiny wants early closure on this whole
mess.”
“I’m sure it does.
Unfortunately, I don’t know the first
thing about your investigation.” She picked up a card from one part
of the pattern, examined it with pursed lips, then placed it down
on top of another one. “Therefore, I’m not sure how I can help
you.”
“You were informed
that we were
investigating a security hole.”
“I was informed,
and I found the suggestion absurd. Unless I am the perpetrator.”
She turned her cool, civil eyes upon him. “Is that what you think,
Inspector? That I am the one leaking information back to the
homebrane,
risking the suspension of my own project?”
“I know only that
there are leaks.”
“They could be
originating from someone in Scrutiny, or Exploitation. Have you
considered that?”
“We have to start
somewhere. The operation itself seems as good a
place as
any.”
“Then you’re
wasting your time. Return down-stack and knock on someone else’s
door. I’ve work to do.”
“Why are you so
certain the leaks couldn’t be originating here?”
“Because—first—I do
not accept that there are
leaks. There are
merely statistical patterns,
coincidences, that Scrutiny has latched onto because it has nothing
better to do with its time. Second, I run this show on my own.
There is no room for anyone else to be the source of these
nonexistent leaks.”
“Your
husband?”
She
smiled
briefly and extended a hand over the coffee table, palm down. A
figure—a grave, clerical-looking man in black—appeared above the
table’s surface, no larger than a statuette. The man made a gesture
with his hands, as if shaping an invisible ball, then
said
something barely audible—Fernando caught the phrase “three
hundred”—then vanished again, leaving only the arrangement of
playing cards.
Austvro selected
another, examined it once more and returned it to the
table.
“My husband died
years ago, Inspector. Edvardo and I were deep inside
the KR-L machinery, protected by an extension of the inclusion. My
husband’s speciality was acausal mechanics. . . .” For a moment, a
flicker of humanity interrupted the composure of her face. “The
extension collapsed. Edvardo was on the other side of the
failure point. I watched him fall into KR-L spacetime. I watched
what it did to him.”
“I’m sorry,”
Fernando said, wishing he had paid more attention to the
biographical briefing.
“Since then I have
conducted operations alone, with only the machines to
help me. Caliph is the most special of them. I place great value on
his companionship. You can question the machines if you like, but
it won’t get you anywhere.”
“Yet the leaks are
real.”
“We could argue
about that.”
“Scrutiny wouldn’t have sent me
otherwise.”
“There must be
false alarms. Given the amount of data Scrutiny keeps tabs on—the
entire informational content of metahumanity, spread across thirty
thousand reality layers—isn’t any
pattern almost
guaranteed to show up eventually?”
“It is,” Fernando
conceded, stroking his chin tufts. “But that’s why Scrutiny pays
attention to context and to clustering. Not simply to exact matches
for sensitive keywords, either, but for suspicious similarities:
near-misses designed to throw us off the scent. Miranda
for Meranda; Ostrow for Austvro, that kind of thing.”
“And you’ve found
these clusters?”
“Nearly a dozen at
the last count. Someone with intimate knowledge of this research
project is talking, and we can’t have that.”
This amused her. “So the
Metagovernment does have its enemies after all.”
“It’s no secret
that there are political difficulties in the high branes. Talk of
secession. Exploitation feels that the KR-L technology may give the
Metagovernment just the tools it needs to hold the stack together
if the dissidents try to gain the upper hand.”
Austvro sneered.
“Tools of political control.”
“An edge, that’s
all. And obviously matters won’t be helped if the breakaway branes
learn about the KR-L discoveries and what we intend to do with them. That’s
why we need to keep a lid on things.”
“But these clusters
. . .” Austvro leaned back into the settee, studying Fernando
levelly. “I was shown some of the evidence—some of the
documents—before you arrived, and, frankly, none
of it made much
sense to me.”
“It
didn’t?”
“If someone—some
mole—was trying to get a message through to the breakaway branes,
why insist on being so cryptic? Why not just come out and say
whatever needs to be said instead of creating jumbled riddles?
Names mixed
up . . . names altered . . . the context changed out of all
recognition . . . some of these keywords even looked like they were
embedded in some kind of play.”
“All I can say is
that Scrutiny considered the evidence sufficiently compelling to
require
immediate action. It’s still investigating the provenance of these
documents, but I should have word on that soon enough.”
Austvro narrowed
her flint-gray eyes. “Provenance?”
“As I said, the
documents are faked: made to appear historical, as if
they’ve
always been present in the data.”
“Which is even more
absurd than there being leaks in the first place.”
He smiled at her.
“I’m glad we agree on something.”
“It’s a
start.”
He tapped his
extended claws against the coffee table. “I appreciate your
skepticism, Doctor.
But the fact is, I can’t leave here until I have an explanation. If
Scrutiny isn’t satisfied with my findings—if the source of the
leaks can’t be traced—they’ll have no option but to shut down
Pegasus, or at least replace the current setup with something under much
tighter government control. So it’s really in your interests to
work with me, to help me find the solution.”
“I see,” she said
coldly.
“I’d like to see
more of this operation. Not just Pegasus Station but the KR-L
culture itself.”
“Unthinkable.
Didn’t Caliph clarify where your jurisdiction ends,
Inspector?”
“It’s not a
question of jurisdiction. Give me a reason to think you haven’t
anything to hide, and I’ll focus my inquiries somewhere
else.”
She looked down,
fingering the striped orange rug she had
made of his skin.
“It will serve no
purpose, Inspector, except to disturb you.”
“I’ll edit the
memories before I pass them back down the stack. How does that
sound?”
She rose from the
settee, abandoning her card game. “Your call. But don’t blame me when
you start gibbering.”
Austvro led him
from the lounge, back into a more austere part of the station. The
hem of her silver dress swished on the iron-gray flooring. Now and
then an aerial flashed past on some errand, but in
all other
respects the station was deserted. Fernando knew that Exploitation
had offered to send more expertise, but Austvro had always declined
assistance. By all accounts she worked efficiently, feeding a
steady stream of tidbits and breakthroughs back to
the Metagovernment
specialists. According to Fernando’s dossier, Austvro didn’t trust
the stability of anyone who would actually volunteer to be copied
this far up-stack, knowing the protocols. It was no surprise that
she treated him with suspicion, for he was also a volunteer, and only
his memories would be going back home again.
Presently they
arrived at an oval aperture cut into one wall. On the other side of
the aperture, ready to dart down a tunnel, was a two-seater travel
pod.
“Are you sure about
this,
Inspector?”
“I’m perfectly
sure.”
She
shrugged—letting him know it was his mistake, not hers—and then
ushered him into one of the seats. Austvro took the other one,
facing him at right angles to the direction of travel. She applied
her hand to a tiller and the pod sped into
motion. Tunnel walls zipped by in an accelerating blur.
“We’re about to
leave the main body of the inclusion,” Austvro informed
him.
“Into KR-L
spacetime?”
“Not unless the
support machines fail. The inclusion’s more or less
spherical—insofar as one can talk
about ‘spherical’ intrusions of one form of spacetime into
another—but it sprouts tentacles and loops into interesting
portions of the surrounding KR-L structure. Maintaining these
tentacles and loops is much harder than keeping the sphere up, and I’m sure
you’ve heard how expensive and difficult that
is.”
Fernando felt his
hairs bristling. The pod was moving terrifically fast now; so
swiftly that there could be no doubt that they had left the main
sphere behind already. He visualized a narrow, delicate
stalk of spacetime jutting out from the sphere and himself as a
tiny moving mote within that stalk.
“Was this where
your husband died, Doctor?”
“A similar
extension; it doesn’t matter now. We’ve made some adjustments to
the support
machinery, so it shouldn’t happen again.” Her expression turned
playful. “Why? You’re not nervous,
are you?”
“Not at all. I just
wondered where the accident had happened.”
“A place much like
here. It doesn’t matter. My husband never much cared for
these little
jaunts, anyway. He much preferred to restrict himself to the main
inclusion.”
Fernando recalled
the image of Austvro’s husband, his hands cupping an imaginary
ball, like a mime, and something of the gesture tickled his
interest.
“Your
husband’s
line of work—acausal signaling, wasn’t it? The theoretical
possibility of communication through time, using KR-L
principles?”
“A dead end,
unfortunately. Even the KR-L had never made that
work. But the
Metagovernment was happy with the crumbs and morsels he sent back
home.”
“He must have
thought there was something in it.”
“My husband was a
dreamer,” Austvro said. “His singular failing was his inability to
distinguish between a practical possibility and an outlandish
fantasy.”
“I see.”
“I don’t mean to
sound harsh. I loved him, of course. But he could never love the
KR-L the way I do. For him these trips were always something to be
endured, not relished.”
He watched her eyes
for a glimmer of a reaction. “And after
his accident—did you have misgivings?”
“For a nanosecond.
Until I realized how important this work is. How we must succeed,
for the sake of the homebrane.” She leaned forward in her seat and
pointed down the tunnel. “There. We’re approaching the interface.
That’s where the tunnel cladding becomes transparent. The photons
reaching your eyes will have originated as photon-analogs in KR-L
spacetime. You’ll see their structures, their great engines. The
scale will astound you. The mere geometry of these
artifacts is . . . deeply troubling, for some. If it disconcerts
you, close your eyes.” Her hand remained hard on the tiller. “I’m
used to it, but I’m exposed to these marvels on a daily
basis.”
“I’m curious,”
Fernando said. “When you speak of the aliens, you
sometimes sound like you’re saying three letters. At other times .
. .”
“Krull, yes,” she
said, dismissively. “It’s shorthand, Inspector, nothing more. “Long
before we knew it had ever been inhabited, we called this the KR-L
brane. K and
R are the Boltzmann and Rydberg constants, from nuclear physics. In
KR-L spacetime, these numbers differ from their values in the
homebrane. L is a parameter that denotes the degree of
variation.”
“Then Krull is . .
. a word of your own coining?”
“If you insist upon
calling it a word. Why? Has it appeared in these mysterious keyword
clusters of yours?”
“Something like
it.”
The pod swooped
into the transparent part of the stalk. It was difficult to judge
speed now. Fernando assumed there was some glass-like cladding between
him and the inclusion boundary, and somewhere beyond that (he was
fuzzy on the physics) the properties of spacetime took on alien
attributes, profoundly incompatible with human biochemistry. But
things could still live in that spacetime, provided they’d
been born there in the first place. The KR-L had evolved into an
entire supercivilization, and although they were gone now, their
great machines remained. He could see them now, as huge and
bewildering as Austvro had warned. They were slab-sided,
round-edged, ribbed with flanges and cooling grids, surmounted by
arcing spheres and flickering discharge cones. The structures
glowed with a lilac radiance that seemed to shade into ultraviolet.
They receded in all directions—more directions, in fact, than seemed
reasonable, given the usual rules of perspective. Somewhere low in
his throat he already felt the first queasy constriction of
nausea.
“To give you an
idea of scale . . .” Austvro said, directing his unwilling
attention toward one dizzying feature “. . .
that structure there, if it were mapped into our spacetime and
built from our iron atoms, would be larger than a Jupiter-class gas
giant. And yet it is no more than a heat dissipation element, a
safety valve on a much larger mechanism. That more distant
machine is almost three light-hours across, and it too is only one
element in a larger whole.”
Fernando fought to
keep his eyes open. “How far do these machines extend?”
“At least as far as
our instruments can reach. Hundreds of light-hours in all
directions. The inclusion penetrates a complex of KR-L machinery
larger than one of our solar systems. And yet even then there is no
suggestion that the machinery ends. It may extend for weeks,
months, of light-travel time. It may be larger than a
galaxy.”
“Its function?”
Seeing her hesitation, he added: “I have the necessary clearance,
Doctor. It’s safe to tell me.”
“Absolute control,”
she said. “Utter dominance of matter and energy, not just in this
brane but across the entire stack of realities. With this
instrumentality, the KR-L could influence events in any brane they
selected, in an instant. This machinery makes our graviton pulse
equipment—the means by which you arrived here—look like the
ham-fisted workings of a brain-damaged caveman.”
Fernando was silent
for a moment, as the pod sped on through the mind-wrenching
scenery.
“Yet the KR-L only
ever occupied this one brane,” he said. “What use did they have for
machinery capable of influencing events in another one?”
“Only the
KR-L can tell us
that,” Austvro said. “Yet it seems likely to me that the machinery
was constructed to deal with a threat to their peaceful occupation
of this one brane.”
“What could
threaten such a culture, apart from their own bloody minded
hubris?”
“One
must presume another culture of comparable sophistication. Their
science must have detected the emergence of another civilization,
in some remote brane, hundreds of thousands or even millions of
realities away, that the KR-L considered hostile. They
created this
great machinery so that they might nip that threat in the bud,
before it spilled across the stack toward them.”
“Genocide?”
“Not necessarily.
Is it evil to spay a cat?”
“Depends on the
cat.”
“My point is that
the KR-L were not butchers. They sought their own
self-preservation, but not at the ultimate expense of that other
culture, whoever they
might have been.
Surgical intervention was all that was required.”
Fernando looked
around again. Some part of his mind was finally adjusting to the
humbling
dimensions of the machinery, for his nausea was abating. “Yet
they’re all gone now. What happened?”
“Again, one must
presume. Perhaps some fatal hesitancy. They created this machinery
but, at what should have been their moment of greatest
triumph, flinched from using
it.”
“Or they did use
it, and it came back and bit them.”
“I hardly think so,
Inspector.”
“How many realities
have we explored? Eighty, ninety thousand layers in either
direction?”
“Something like
that,” she said, tolerantly.
“How
do we know what
happens when you get much farther out? For that matter, what could
the KR-L have known?”
“I’m not sure I
follow you.”
“I’m just wondering
. . . when I was a child I remember someone—I think it was my
uncle— explaining to me that the stack was like the pages of an
infinitely thick book, a book whose pages reached away to an
infinite distance in either direction: reality after reality, as
far as you could imagine, with the physics changing only slightly
from page to page.”
“As good an
explanation
as the layman will ever grasp.”
“But the same
person told me there was another theory of the stack, taken a bit
less seriously but not completely discredited.”
“Continue,” Austvro
said.
“The theory was
that physics kept changing, but after a while it flattened out again and
began to converge back to ours. And that by then you were actually
coming back again, approaching our reality from the other
direction. The stack, in other words, was circular.”
“You’re quite
right: That theory is taken a bit less seriously.”
“But it isn’t
discredited, is it?”
“You can’t
discredit an untestable hypothesis.”
“But what if it is
testable? What if the physics does begin to change less
quickly?”
“Local gradients
tell you nothing. We’d have to map millions, tens
of millions, of
layers before we could begin. . . .”
“But you already
said the KR-L machinery might have had that kind of range. What if
they were capable of looking all the way around the stack, but they
didn’t realize it? What if the hostile culture
they thought
they were detecting was actually themselves? What if they turned on
their machinery and it reached around through the closed loop of
realities and nipped them
in the
bud?”
“An amusing
conceit, Inspector, but no more than that.”
“But a deadly
one, should
it happen to be true.” Fernando stroked his chin tufts, purring
quietly to himself as he thought things through. “The Office of
Exploitation wishes to make use of the KR-L machinery to deal with
another emerging threat.”
“The Metagovernment
pays my
wages. It’s up to it
what it does with
the results I send home.”
“But as was made
clear to me when I arrived, you are a busy woman. Busy because you
are approaching your own moment of greatest triumph. You understand
enough about the KR-L machinery to make it work, don’t you? You
can talk to it through the inclusion, ask it do your
bidding.”
Her expression gave
nothing away. “The Metagovernment expects results.”
“I don’t doubt it.
But I wonder if the Metagovernment has been fully apprised of the
risks. When
they asked you what happened to the KR-L, did you mention the
possibility that they might have brought about their own
extinction?”
“I confined my
speculation to the realm of the reasonably likely, Inspector. I saw
no reason to digress into fancy.”
“Nonetheless, it
might have been worth mentioning.”
“I disagree. The
Metagovernment is intending to take action against dissident branes
within its own realm of colonization, not some barely detected
culture a million layers away. Even if the topology
of the
layers was
closed. . .
.”
“But even if the
machinery was used, it was only used once,” Fernando said. “There’s
no telling what other side effects might be involved.”
“I’ve made many
local tests. There’s no reason to expect any
difficulties.”
“I’m
sure the KR-L
scientists were equally confident before they switched it
on.”
Her tone of voice,
never exactly confiding, turned chill. “I’ll remind you once again
that you are on Scrutiny business, not working for Exploitation. My
recollection is that you came to investigate leaks,
not to question the basis of the entire project.”
“I know, and you’re
quite right. But I can’t help wondering whether the two things
aren’t in some way connected.”
“I don’t even
accept that there are leaks, Inspector. You have some way to go before you can
convince me they have anything to do with the KR-L
machinery.”
“I’m working on
it,” Fernando said.
They watched the
great structures shift angle and perspective as the pod reached the
apex of its journey and began to race back toward the inclusion.
Fernando was glad when the shaft walls turned opaque and they were
again speeding down a dark-walled tunnel, back into what he now
thought of as the comparative safety and sanity of Pegasus Station.
Until he had recorded and transmitted his memories down the
stack, self-preservation still had a strong allure.
“I hope that
satisfied your curiosity,” Austvro said, when they had disembarked
and returned to her lounge. “But as I warned you, the journey was
of no value to your investigation.”
“On the contrary,”
he told her. “I’m certain it clarified a number of things. Might I
have access to a communications console? I’d like to see if
Scrutiny has come up with anything new since I arrived.”
“I’ll have Caliph
provide you with whatever you need. In the meantime, I
must attend to work. Have Caliph summon me if there is anything of
particular urgency.”
“I’ll be sure
to.”
She left him alone
in the lounge. He fingered the tigerskin rug, repulsed and
fascinated in equal measure at the exact match with his own fur.
While he waited for the aerial to arrive, he swept a paw over the
coffee table, trying to conjure up the image of Austvro’s dead
husband. But the little figure never appeared.
It hardly mattered.
His forensic memory was perfectly capable of replaying a recent
observation, especially one that had seemed noteworthy at the time.
He called to mind the dead man, dwelling on the way he shaped an
invisible form: not, Fernando now realized, a ball, but the
ring-shaped stack of adjacent branes in the closed-loop of
realities. “Three hundred and sixty degrees,” he’d been saying.
Meranda Austvro’s dead husband had been describing the same
theoretical metareality of which Fernando’s uncle had once spoken.
Did that mean that the dead man believed that the KR-L had been
scared by their own shadow, glimpsed at some immense distance into
the reality stack? And had they forged this soul-crushingly huge
machinery simply to strike at that perceived enemy, not realizing
that the blow was doomed to fall on their own
heads?
Perhaps.
He looked anew at
the pattern of cards, untouched since Austvro had taken him from
this room to view the KR-L machinery. The ring of cards, arranged
for Clock Patience, echoed the closed-loop of realities in her
husband’s imagination.
Almost, he
supposed, as if Austvro had been dropping him a hint.
Fernando was just
thinking that through when Caliph appeared, assigning one of his
larger spheres into a communications console. Symbols and keypads
brightened across the matte gray surface. Fernando tapped
commands, claws clicking as he worked, and soon accessed his
private data channel.
There was, as he
had half expected, a new message from Scrutiny. It concerned the
more detailed analysis of the leaks that had been in motion
when he left on his
investigation.
Fernando placed a
direct call through.
“Hello,” said
Fernando’s down-brane counterpart, a man named Cook. “Good news,
bad news, I’m afraid.”
“Continue,”
Fernando purred.
“We’ve run a
thorough analysis on the keyword clusters, as promised. The good
news is that the clusters haven’t gone away. Their statistical
significance is now even more certain. There’s clearly been a leak.
That means your journey hasn’t been for nothing.”
“That’s a
relief.”
“The bad news is
that the
context is still giving us some serious headaches. Frankly, it’s
disturbing. Whoever’s responsible for these leaks has gone to
immense trouble to make them look as if they’ve always been part of
our data heritage.”
“I don’t
understand. I mean, I understand,
but I don’t get it. There must be a problem with your methods, your
data auditing.”
Cook looked pained.
“That’s what we thought, but we’ve been over this time and again.
There’s no mistake. Whoever planted these leaks has tampered with
the data at a very deep level, sufficient to
make it seem as if the clusters have been with us long before the
KR-L brane was ever discovered.”
Fernando lowered
his voice. “Give me an example. Austvro mentioned a play, for
instance.”
“That would be one
of the oldest clusters. The
Shipwreck ,
by a paper-age playwright, around 001611. No overt references to
the KR-L, but it does deal with a scholar on a haunted island, an
island where a powerful witch used to live . . . which could be
considered a metaphorical substitute for Austvro and Pegasus
Station. Contains a Miranda, too, and . . .”
“Was the playwright
a real historical figure?”
“Unlikely, unless
he was almost absurdly prolific. There are several dozen other
plays in the records, all of which we can presume were
the work of the
mole.”
“Mm,” Fernando
said, thoughtfully.
“The mole screwed
up in other ways too,” Cook added. “The plays are riddled with
anachronisms—words and phrases that don’t appear earlier in the
records.”
“Sloppy,” Fernando
commented, while wondering if there was something
more to it than mere sloppiness. “Tell me about another
cluster.”
“Skip to 001956 and
we have another piece of faked drama, something called a ‘film,’
some kind of recorded performance. Again, lots of giveaways: Ostrow
for Austvro,
Bellerophon—he’s the hero who rode the winged horse Pegasus—the
KR-L themselves . . . real aliens, this time, even if they’re
confined to a single planet, rather than an entire brane. There’s
even—get this—a tiger.”
“Really,” Fernando
said dryly.
“But
here’s an oddity: Our enquiries turned up peripheral matter that
seems to argue that the later piece was in some way based upon the
earlier one.”
“Almost as if the
mole wished to lead our attention from one cluster to another.”
Fernando scratched at his ear. “What’s the next
cluster?”
“Jump to 002713: an
ice opera performed on Pluto Prime for one night only, before it
closed due to exceptionally bad notices. Mentions ‘entities in the
eighty-three-thousandth layer of reality.’ This from at least six
thousand
years before the existence of adjoining braneworlds was proven
beyond doubt.”
“Could be
coincidence, but . . . well, go on.”
“Jump to 009655,
the premier of a Tauri-phase astrosculpture in the Wenlock
star-forming region. Supplementary text refers to ‘the aesthetic of the doomed
Crail’ and ‘Mirandine and Kalebin.’ ”
“There are other
clusters, right up to the near present?”
“All the way up the
line. Random time-spacing: We’ve looked for patterns there, and
haven’t found any. It must mean something to the mole, of course. . .
.”
“If there is a
mole,” Fernando said.
“Of course there’s
a mole. What other explanation could there be?”
“That’s what I’m
wondering.”
Fernando closed the
connection, then sat in silent contemplation, shuffling mental
permutations. When he felt that he
had examined the matter from every conceivable angle—and yet still
arrived at the same unsettling conclusion—he had Caliph summon
Doctor Austvro once more.
“Really,
Inspector,” she said, as she came back into the lounge.
“I’ve barely
had time . . .”
“Sit down,
Doctor.”
Something in the
force of his words must have reached her. Doctor Austvro sank into
the settee, her hands tucked into the silvery folds of her
dress.
“Is there a
problem? I specifically asked . . .”
“You’re
under arrest for
the murder of your husband, Edvardo Austvro.”
Her face turned
furious. “Don’t be absurd. My husband’s death was an accident: a
horrid, gruesome mistake, but no more than that.”
“That’s what you
wished us all to think. But you killed him, didn’t you? You arranged for
the collapse of the inclusion, knowing that he would be caught in
KR-L spacetime.”
“Ridiculous.”
“Your husband
understood what had happened to the KR-L: how their machinery had
reached around the stack, through three hundred and sixty degrees, and wiped
them out of existence, leaving only their remains. He knew exactly
how dangerous it would be to reactivate the machinery; how it could
never become a tool for the Metagovernment. You said it yourself,
Meranda: He feared the machinery. That’s because he
knew what it had done, what it was still capable of
doing.”
“I would never have
killed him,” she said, her tone flatly insistent.
“Not until he
opposed you directly, not until he became the only obstacle between
you and your greatest triumph. Then he had to
go.”
“I’ve heard
enough.” She turned her angry face toward the aerial. “Caliph,
escort the Inspector to the dissolution chamber. He’s in clear
violation of the terms under which I agreed to this
investigation.”
“On the
contrary,”
Fernando said. “My inquiry is still of central
importance.”
She sneered. “Your
ridiculous obsession with leaks? I monitored your recent
conversation with the homebrane, Inspector. The leaks are what I’ve
always maintained: statistical noise, meaningless coincidences. The mere
fact that they appear in sources that are incontrovertibly old . .
. what further evidence do you need, that the leaks are nothing of
the sort?”
“You’re right,”
Fernando said, allowing himself a heavy sigh. “They aren’t
leaks. In
that sense I was mistaken.”
“In which case
admit that your mission here was no more than a wild goose chase
and that your accusations concerning my husband amount to no more
than a desperate attempt to salvage some . . .”
“They aren’t
leaks,” Fernando continued, as if Austvro had
not spoken. “They’re warnings, sent from our own
future.”
She blinked. “I’m
sorry?”
“It’s the only
explanation. The leaks appear in context sources that appear
totally authentic . . . because they are.”
“Madness.”
“I
don’t think
so. It all fits together quite nicely. Your husband was
investigating acausal signaling: the means to send messages back in
time. You dismissed his work, but what if there was something in it
after all? What if a proper understanding of the KR-L
technology
allowed a future version of the Metagovernment to send a warning to
itself in the past?”
“What kind of
warning, Inspector?” she asked, still sounding appalled.
“I’m guessing here,
but it might have something to do with the machinery itself.
You’re about
to reactivate the very tools that destroyed the KR-L. Perhaps the
point of the warning is to stop that ever happening. Some dreadful,
unforeseen consequence of turning the machinery against the
dissident branes . . . not the extinction of
humanity,
obviously, or there wouldn’t be anyone left alive to send the
warning. But something nearly as bad. Something so awful that it
must be edited out of history, at all costs.”
“You should listen
to yourself, Inspector. Then ask yourself whether you came
out of the
quickening room with all your faculties intact.”
He smiled. “Then
you have doubts.”
“Concerning your
sanity, yes. This idea of a message being sent back in time . . .
it might have some microscopic degree of credibility if your
precious leaks weren’t so hopelessly cryptic.
Who sends a message and then scrambles the facts?”
“Someone in a
hurry, I suppose. Or someone with an imperfect
technique.”
“I’m sure that
means something to you.”
“I’m just
wondering: What if there wasn’t time to get it
right? What
if the sending of the message was a one-shot attempt, something
that had to be attempted even though the method was still not fully
understood?”
“That still doesn’t
explain why the keywords would crop up in . . . a
play,
of all things.”
“Perhaps it does, though. Especially
if the acausal signaling involves the transmission of patterns
directly into the human mind, across time, in a scattergun fashion.
The playwright . . .”
“What about him?”
she asked, with a knowingness that told him she had
listened in
on his conversation with Cook.
“The man lived and
died before the discovery of quantum mechanics, let alone
braneworlds. Even if the warning arrived fully formed and coherent
in his mind, he could only have interpreted it according to his
existing
mental framework. It’s no wonder things got mixed up, confused. His
conceptual vocabulary didn’t extend to vanished alien cultures in
adjacent reality stacks. It did extend to islands, dead witches,
ghosts.”
“Ridiculous. Next
you’ll be telling me that the other clusters . .
.”
“Exactly so. The
dramatized recording—the ‘film’—was made a few centuries later. The
creators did the best they could with their limited understanding
of the universe. They knew of space travel, other worlds. Closer to
the truth than the playwright but still
limited by the mental prison of their contemporary worldview. The
same goes for all the other clusters, I’m willing to
bet.”
“Let me get this
straight,” Austvro said. “The future Metagovernment resurrects
ancient KR-L time-signaling machinery, technology
that it barely understands. It attempts to send a message back in
time, but it ends up spraying it through history, back to the time
of a man who probably thought the Sun ran on coal.”
“Maybe even
earlier,” Fernando said. “There’s nothing to say there
aren’t other clusters, lurking in the statistical noise. . .
.”
Austvro cut him
off. “And yet despite this limited understanding of the machinery,
the—as you said—scattershot approach, they still managed to score
direct hits into the heads of playwrights,
dramatists, sculptors. . . .” She shook her head
pityingly.
“Not necessarily,”
Fernando said. “We only know that these people became what they
were in our timeline. It might have been the warning itself that
set these individuals on their artistic courses .
. . planting a seed, a vaguely felt anxiety, that they had no
choice but to exorcise through creative expression, be it a play, a
film, or an ice-opera on Pluto Prime.”
“I’ll give you
credit, Inspector. You really know how to take an argument beyond its
logical limit. You’re actually suggesting that if the signaling
hadn’t taken place, none of these works of art would ever have
existed?”
He shrugged. “If
you admit the possibility of time messages . . .”
“I don’t. Not at
all.”
“It doesn’t matter.
I’d hoped to convince you—I thought it might make your arrest an
easier matter for both of us—but it’s really not necessary. You
understand now, though, why I must put an end to your research.
Scrutiny and Exploitation can decide for themselves whether there’s
any truth in my theory.”
“And if they don’t
think there is—then I’ll be allowed to resume my
studies?”
“There’s still the
small matter of your murder charge, Meranda.”
She looked sad.
“I’d hoped you might have forgotten.”
“It’s
not my job to forget.”
“How did you
guess?”
“I didn’t guess,”
he said. “You led me to it. More than that: I think some part of
you—some hidden, subconscious part—actually wanted me to learn the
truth. If not, that was a very unfortunate choice of
card game,
Meranda.”
“You’re saying I
wanted you to arrest me?”
“I can’t believe
that you ever hated your husband enough to kill him. You just hated
the way he opposed your research. For that reason he had to go, but
I doubt that there’s been a moment since when what you did hasn’t been
eating you from inside.”
“You’re right,” she
said, as if arriving at a firm decision. “I didn’t hate him. But he
still had to go. And so do you.”
In a flash her hand
had emerged from the silvery folds of her dress,
clutching
the sleek black form of a weapon. Fernando recognized it as a
simple blaster: not the most sophisticated weapon in existence, but
more than capable of inflicting mortal harm.
“Please, Doctor.
Put that thing away, before you do one of us an injury.”
She stood, the weapon wavering in
her hand but never losing its lock on him.
“Caliph,” she said.
“Escort the Inspector to the dissolution chamber. He’s leaving
us.”
“You’re making a
mistake, Meranda.”
“The mistake would
be in allowing the Metagovernment to close me down when I’m so
close to success. Caliph!”
“I cannot escort
the Inspector unless the Inspector wishes to be escorted,” the
aerial informed her.
“I gave you an
order!”
“He is an agent of
the Office of Scrutiny. My programming does not permit
. . .”
“Walk with me,
please,” Fernando said. “Put the gun away, and we’ll say no more
about it. You’re in enough trouble as it is.”
“I’m not going with
you.”
“You’ll receive a
fair trial. With the right argument, you may even be able to claim
your husband’s death as manslaughter.
Perhaps you didn’t mean to kill him, just to strand him . .
.”
“It’s not the
trial,” she snarled. “It’s the thought of stepping into that
thing
. . . when I came
here, I never intended to leave. I won’t go with you.”
“You
must.”
He took a step
toward her, knowing even as he did it that the move was unwise. He
watched her finger tense on the blaster’s trigger, and for an
instant he thought he might cross the space to her before the
weapon discharged. Few people had the nerve to hold a gun against an agent
of Scrutiny; even fewer had the nerve to fire.
But Meranda Austvro
was one of those few. The muzzle spat rapid bolts of self-confined
plasma, and he watched in slow-motion horror as three of the bolts
slammed into his right arm, below the elbow, and took
his hand and forearm away in an agonizing orange fire, like a chalk
drawing smeared in the rain. The pain hit him like a hammer, and
despite his training he felt the full force of it before mental
barriers slammed down in rapid succession, blocking the
worst. He could smell his own charred fur.
“An error, Doctor
Austvro,” he grunted, forcing the words out.
“Don’t take another
step, Inspector.”
“I’m afraid I
must.”
“I’ll kill you.”
The weapon was now aimed directly at his chest. If her earlier shot had
been wide, there would be no error now.
He took another
step. He watched her finger tense again and readied himself for the
annihilating fire.
But the weapon
dropped from her hand. One of Caliph’s smaller spheres had dashed
it from her
grip. Austvro clutched her hand with the other, massaging the
fingers. Her face showed stunned incomprehension. “You betrayed
me,” she said to the aerial.
“You injured an
agent of Scrutiny. You were about to inflict further harm. I could
not allow
that to happen.” Then one of the larger spheres swerved into
Fernando’s line of sight. “Do you require medical
assistance?”
“I don’t think so.
I’m about done with this body anyway.”
“Very
well.”
“Will you help me
to escort Doctor Austvro to the dissolution chamber?”
“If you order
it.”
“Help me, in that
case.”
Doctor Austvro
tried to resist, but between them Fernando and Caliph quickly had
the better of her. Fernando kicked the weapon out of harm’s way,
then pulled Austvro against his chest with his left arm, pinning her there.
She struggled to escape, but her strength was nothing against his,
even allowing for the shock of losing his right arm.
Caliph propelled
them to the dissolution chamber. Austvro fought all the way but
with steadily draining will. Only at the last moment,
when she saw the gray hood of the memory recorder next to the
recessed alcove of the dissolution field, did she summon some last
reserve of resistance. But her efforts counted for nothing.
Fernando and the robot placed her into the recorder, closing the
heavy metal restraining buckles across her body. The hood lowered
itself, ready to capture a final neural image, a snapshot of her
mind that would be encoded into a graviton pulse and relayed back
to the homebrane.
“Meranda
Austvro,”
Fernando said, pushing the blackened stump of his arm into his
chest fur, “I am arresting you on the authority of the Office of
Scrutiny. Your resurrection profile will be captured and
transmitted into the safekeeping of the Metagovernment. A new
body will be
quickened and employed as a host for these patterns and then
brought to trial. Please compose your thoughts
accordingly.”
“When they quicken
me again, I’ll destroy your career,” she told him.
Fernando looked
sympathetic. “You wouldn’t believe how many times I’ve heard that
before.”
“I should have
skinned you twice.”
“It wouldn’t have
worked. They’d have sent a third copy of me.”
He activated the
memory recorder. Amber lights flickered across the hood,
stabilizing to indicate that the device had obtained a coherent image
and that the relevant data was ready to be committed to the
graviton pulse. Fernando issued the command, and a tumbling
hourglass symbol appeared on the hood.
“Your patterns are
on their way home now, Meranda. For the moment you still have a legal
existence. Enjoy it while you can.”
He’d never said
anything that cruel before, and almost as soon as the words were
out he regretted them. Taunting the soon-to-be-destroyed had never
been his style, and it shamed him that he had permitted himself such a gross
lapse of professionalism. The only compensation was that he would
soon find himself in the same predicament as Doctor
Austvro.
The hourglass
vanished, replaced by a steady green light. It signified that the
homebrane had received the graviton pulse and
that the resurrection profile had been transmitted without
error.
“Former body of
Meranda Austvro,” he began, “I must now inform you . .
.”
“Just get it over
with.”
Fernando and Caliph
helped her from the recorder. Her body felt light in his hands, as if
some essential part of it had been erased or extracted during the
recording process. Legally, this was no longer Doctor Meranda
Austvro: just the biological vehicle Austvro had used while
resident in this brane. According to Metagovernment law, the vehicle
must now be recycled.
Fernando turned on
the pearly screen of the dissolution field. He tested it with a
stylus, satisfied when he saw the instant actinic flash as the
stylus was wrenched from existence. Dissolution was
quick and
efficient. In principle the atomic fires destroyed the central
nervous system long before pain signals had a chance to reach it,
let alone be experienced as pain.
Not that anyone
ever knew,
of course. By the time you went through the field, your
memories had
already been captured. Anything you experienced at the moment of
destruction never made it into the profile.
“I can push you
into the field,” he told Austvro. “But by all accounts you’ll find
it quicker and easier if you run at it yourself.”
She didn’t want it to happen that
way. Caliph and Fernando had to help her through the field. It
wasn’t the nicest part of the job.
Afterward, Fernando
sat down to marshal and clarify his thoughts. In a little while he
too would be consumed by fire, only to be reborn in the homebrane.
Scrutiny would be expecting a comprehensive report into the Pegasus
affair, and it would not do to be woolly on the details. Experience
had taught him that a little mental preparation now paid dividends
in the long run. The recording and quickening process
always blurred matters a little, so the clearer one could be at the
outset, the better.
When he was done
with the recorder, when the green light had reported safe receipt
of his neural patterns, he turned to Caliph. “I no
longer have
legal jurisdiction here. The ‘me’ speaking to you is not even
legally entitled to call itself Adam Fernando. But I hope you won’t
consider it improper of me to offer some small thanks for your
assistance.”
“Will someone come
back to take over?” Caliph asked.
“Probably. But
don’t be surprised if they come to shut down Pegasus. I’m sure my
legal self will put in a good word for you, though.”
“Thank you,” the
aerial said.
“It’s the least I
can do.”
Fernando stood from
the recorder and—as was his usual habit—took a running jump
at the dissolution field. It wasn’t the most elegant of ends—the
lack of an arm hindered his balance—but it was quick and efficient
and the execution not without a certain dignity.
Caliph watched the
tiger burn, the stripes seeming to linger in the air
before fading away. Then it gathered its spheres into an agitated
swarm and wondered what to do next.
The Singularity Needs Women!
Paul Di Filippo
So
this Singularity walks into a bar—That’s how my sad yet ultimately hopeful
story starts. Like a bad joke.
Maruta and I were
drinking Ghostyheads in the Sand Castle. You know that drink.
Pureed ectoplasm from the Wraiths of Bongwater 9, cut with tequila
from the mutant agaves of New Old New Mexico and
a spritz of volcano
water. Pretty potent. By the second sip, your head is full of dark
energy and your limbs are parsecs long. By the third sip, you’ve
solved the riddle of where the Growlers disappeared to. And by the
fourth, you feel you could walk a tightrope strung between Mount
Meru and Shambhala.
But even that
altered consciousness didn’t equip us to deal with a naked
Singularity.
Maruta was telling
me about the vicissitudes and excitements of her past month. At
that period, she worked for Captain Pongo and his Mathspace
Explorers. They had just returned from a long voyage to the von
Bitter Shoals with a rich cargo of novel Penrose tilings. Captain
Pongo had declared an extended shore leave for his weary sailors.
Hence our little celebration.
“So,
Lu, there we were,
our ship hung up on fractal coral, the waters full of savage zero
knots. None of us had eaten anything other than a slice of pi in
the past week, and half our crew lay in sick bay, undergoing
emergency Fourier Transforms. And what do you think Captain Pongo says? ‘Damn
the toroids, full secant ahead!’ ”
Maruta laughed
heartily at the punchline of her own anecdote, then tilted her head
back to glug down an immoderate slug of her drink. I admired the
sheer mechanical efficiency of her slim throat as it worked, let my
eyes roam over the rest of her fine body, which was clothed in the
latest fashionable cuirass and greaves from designer Hulda
Loveling. Maruta was visibly happy to be reembodied and was
exulting in her pure physicality.
As was
I. I had missed her
more than I had imagined I would, over the past several weeks. I
tried to convey that by sensuously gripping her knee, although the
joint of her greaves didn’t actually allow for any flesh-to-flesh
contact.
“Damn dangerous
job, Ruta. Always said so. But you’re good
at it, and you enjoy it, so that’s all that counts. I’m just happy
you’re back safely. Pretty lonely here without you.”
Maruta grinned
broadly, then leaned forward to bring her face close to mine. The
pungent odor of Ghostyhead wafted off her lips. “I
didn’t really have time to miss you, Lu. But once I got back, I
realized once more just how much you mean to me. So, what do you
say to finishing our drinks and going back to your
place?”
Closing her eyes
and inching even closer, she invited a kiss. I moved
to comply. But our lips never connected.
The noisy, revelry
rich environment of the Sand Castle suddenly became quiet as a
deepsea trench. Maruta and I both straightened up to see what had
caused the hush.
Standing in
the fine-grained flowing curtain of
the doorway was a naked Singularity.
Appearing as a
dark-haired, light-skinned human male some seven feet tall,
impeccably proportioned and endowed in masculine fashion, the
Singularity was instantly recognizable as such by
his magisterium
corona. No one knew the origin or exact nature of the field that
always surrounded an incarnate Singularity, but the presence of the
refulgence was an unmistakable sign of posthuman
activity.
For several eternal
frozen seconds, none of us humans dared do so much as
breathe or blink. Then a few brave souls fingered their Lifelines,
insta-texting calls to Ess-Cubed.
The Singularity
took no notice of these silent cries for help, although I’m sure he
registered them. Rather, he just proceeded further into the
club.
There was a single
step down from the doorway. The Singularity moved off the step but
did not obey gravity’s injunction to meet the floor. Rather, he
walked through the air, one-step-high.
And he headed
straight for Maruta and me.
I got down off my
stool, and Maruta followed. Those patrons of the bar nearest us
backed hurriedly away, some falling over themselves in their
efforts to disassociate themselves from us.
For me and Maruta,
there was no point in running, no point in adopting a combative stance. But
somehow it just felt better to meet this intrusion on my feet
rather than sitting down.
With no haste and
an air of implacable deliberate-ness, the Singularity closed the
interval between us. I had plenty of time to experience
a gamut of
emotions: fear, curiosity, anger, envy, and, inexplicably, shame
and guilt. All my surroundings, including the stressor-shaped
circulating-particle walls and ceiling of the room, assumed a
preternatural lucidity. I wasn’t sure if this was just
plain old human
fight-or-flight sharpening of my senses or some kind of magisterium
leakage.
Halfway across the
room, the worst thing happened.
The Singularity
smiled and held out a hand, like some kind of commission-driven
flitter salesman.
The
essential
banality of the gesture chilled me more than anything that had
preceded it.
Inevitably, the
Singularity reached us, still grinning and inviting a handshake.
For all the insignificant good it would do, I interposed myself
protectively between the intruder and Maruta. The fringes of
his magisterium tickled my vision, inducing strange fractures and
curdlings in the scene before me. I blinked three times rapidly,
and the effect lessened, although things still did not look quite
right.
Still hovering six
inches above
the floor, the Singularity spoke first, introducing
himself.
“Magister Zawinul.
I’ve come for your woman.”
Zawinul was a
planet halfway across the Milky Way, although of course just a few
steps distant on the Indrajal. It had gone posthuman
only last
week, making the nightly media reports on such occurences, which
was why that world’s name was fresh in my mind.
The Singularity’s
bold, blunt statement of its purpose did not surprise me by its
tone. Although I had never dealt with a
Magister-class entity before, I understood
that they did not cater to human norms of behavior.
But the substance
of Zawinul’s speech sent a shockwave through my whole being. I
found myself responding intemperately, even though no one had ever
had any luck dialoging with a Singularity.
“Fuck you! Maruta’s
not my woman, she’s her own woman. And you can’t have
her!”
Magister Zawinul
lowered the hand I had refused to shake and frowned. With absurd
irrelevance, I wondered what ineffable higher-level states of
supraconsciousness these human subroutines
could be intended to mirror.
“You deny the
sub-Planckian connections that bind you and her because you can not
see them as I can. If it were you I wanted instead, I would have
politely informed the woman that I was taking her man. But as matters stand, I
did the reverse.”
“Screw all that
shit about who belongs to who! Why are you even talking about
taking Maruta? You’re a godling! Whatever you think you need her
for, you can make her equivalent faster than I can
spit!”
“Not so. Some noetic-plectic
aspects of the plenum are irreproducible, unique, even from my
perspective. Humans belong to that category. Hence I must have this
specimen and no other. She completes me.”
I started to
bluster some more when Maruta interrupted me. Stepping out from behind me,
she said, with admirable if not entirely altruistic fervor, “Lu,
it’s no use. If he wants me, I’ll have to go.”
I looked at her.
She seemed bewitched by the Magister’s glamour, her face reflecting
his aura, which danced in her eyes. I gripped her by the
shoulders and shook her.
“Snap out of it,
Ruta! You don’t know what you’re getting into!”
Magister Zawinul
softly placed one hand on my own shoulder then. It felt like a silk
glove filled with live bees. “She is making a wise decision. Do not interfere
with the woman’s choice—”
His touch was
enough to make me explode.
I whirled around,
aiming a solid blow at his jaw.
When my fist
intersected the magisterium corona, it was as if my hand had
transected an event horizon. The motion of my limb
simultaneously sped up and slowed down, smearing across all scales.
But my fist never connected with Zawinul’s jaw.
I was trapped
immovably, as if I had tried to bop a tarbaby. There was no pain
involved for me. No physical pain. But my heart ripped in two as I
witnessed what came next.
I had to watch as
Zawinul’s magisterium expanded to enclose Maruta in its field. The
two of them began to ascend.
My hand popped out
of the retreating corona, freeing me—but too late to do
anything.
When Zawinul’s aura touched the
stressor fields of the ceiling, the entire building underwent
instant catastophic collapse. Whether Zawinul intended this or it
was just an accident, I can’t be sure.
But they say with
Magister-level entities that “accident” is a null term.
The Sand Castle and
much of its furnishings were configured of shaped stressor fields
confining whirling grains of common beach sand along various
architectural planes. The building was only two stories high and
not very big, so there was probably less than a ton of
sand dispersed along its dimensions.
But all of that
sand came down in a flash when the stressor fields died, burying me
and all the other patrons.
The next thing I
knew, public-safety guardians were blowing off the mounds
of granular debris
with shaped-field wands, hauling out the victims, applying whatever
medical fixes were deemed necessary, up to and including complete
revivification for the suffocated, and then lining us all up to
have our brains slowed down by Ess-Cubed.
The Singularity
Suppression Squad.
I tried to protest.
I wasn’t so concerned for myself and the forthcoming
neurotampering. I knew the effects were necessary and temporary.
But Maruta’s uncertain fate was uppermost in my mind, and I felt
that any delay my slowed reactions might
incur just added risk to her plight.
I attempted to step
out of line, saying, “I’ve got to contact the Reticulate. A woman’s
been kidnapped—”
One of the SSS men,
a burly bruiser with a surprisingly high-pitched voice, pushed
me back.
“The Reticulate knows everything already. We’re the only
authorities you need to see right now, sir. This won’t take but a
minute—”
And with that
admonition, they hit us with a full blast from their Vingean-model
handheld synapse degraders.
I
could feel
my mind slow down and contract. The tenor of my thoughts didn’t
alter, but their speed decreased radically. As measured by the rate
of my molasses-thick mentation, time seemed to lengthen
interminably. All the untouched curious bystanders in the
streets
around the collapsed Sand Castle were talking and moving at what
appeared to be super-fast rates.
The SSS men and
women began to hustle us into waiting transports. I wanted to ask
where they were taking us. I opened my mouth to speak, but I only
managed to
disgorge a single glacially protracted word: “Whu . . . huh . . .
huh . . . air . . . ?” But by the time the last phoneme exited my
throat, we were already bundled into the transports and under
way.
I knew that my
planet had to protect itself against the possibility of
magisterial contamination, of any accidentally or deliberately
planted Singularity seeds left behind in the minds of those who had
brushed against Zawinul. And the best way to do that was to deny
the Singularity the wetware platforms it needed to replicate, with a
dose of glial freezedown followed by a short quarantine.
The threat of going
posthuman was a constant danger that every civilized world in the
galaxy, human or alien, had to be continually on guard against.
(What, exactly, was so bad about going
posthuman was never made precisely clear by the Reticulate. But
most sentients prefered the familiar to the unfamiliar, and that
natural tendency sufficed to make the posthuman worlds a bête
noire.) Still, I resented on some level the necessity for having my own
personal brain impounded, so to speak, in the cause.
By the time I
finished this short chain of thought, I and my fellow zombies found
ourselves already installed in comfortable—but locked—temporary
quarters, where ceiling-mounted degraders kept us
suitably quiescent.
Four days of this
treatment were sufficient for the experts to declare us free of
contamination. Our mentalities were restored to their baseline
levels, with a bit of free neuro-toning thrown in as a little
thank you
for our cooperation.
Once freed, I
headed straight for the nearest offices of the
Reticulate.
I told my story at
successively higher levels of the interstellar bureaucracy, until I
found myself in the office of a fourth-degree Lustron named
Permananden
Avouris. Avouris was a Licorice Whip, a genderless being who
resembled that favorite human candy: long, thin, supple curveless
body with ridged skin. As a testament to the jokester nature of any
putative Creator (one contemporary cult believed that
massed
magisters working retrochronally were responsible for the creation
of the multiverse), the Licorice Whips came in two races, red and
black. Avouris was a black.
Coiled in his
chair, his limbless upper torso gently swaying back and forth in a
faintly hypnotic manner, Avouris
reviewed my case before speaking. At last, he said, “You are
Lucerne Locarno?”
“Yes, yes. I
thought that would be well established by this point!”
Ignoring my
indignation, Avouris continued. “You have no legal standing in this
case on
which to initiate any formal complaint or remediative action. You
are not pair-bonded to Maruta Forcroy or otherwise contractually
entangled. Is entangled the right word?”
“But I’ve known
Maruta for ten years now. We’ve been lovers on and off again
for half that
time.”
“These
relationships are nugatory.”
“Look, the
Singularity himself said that Maruta was my woman. He claimed that
sub-Planckian connections existed between us.”
“The testimony of
any Magister-class entity is automatically deemed
nonfalsifiable, suspect, and
inadmissable in any Reticulate proceeding. You cannot appeal to the
transgressor in this case. It is surreal. Is surreal the right
word?”
“I shouldn’t even
have to be pressing the Reticulate on this matter. One of your
citizens has
been abducted.”
“Actually, that is
citizens, plural. At the same moment Magister Zawinul appeared to
you and Maruta Forcroy, he was simultaneously appearing to exactly
one thousand four hundred and thirty-two other female individuals
on this world, all of whom ended up absquatulating
with him. Is absquatulating the right word?”
This was news to
me. In my quarantine I had heard nothing of this mass theft of my
world’s women. Talk about a rogue! But the fact that one thousand
four hundred and thirty-two other individuals shared the
fate of my lover only intensified my concern for Maruta.
“Lustron Avouris,
you have the immediate responsibility of getting Maruta Forcroy and
all those other women back.”
“Maruta Forcroy
accompanied Magister Zawinul willingly, as, ultimately, did all the
others. We have reality-stamped recordings of each separate event.
Additionally, we do not approach any magister-class being either
diplomatically or with forceful display. In the former case,
results are at best unpredictable. In the latter, generally
lethal or unpleasantly transvaluative.”
“But Maruta didn’t
go willingly, she was coerced! She acted that way only because the
Singularity was threatening me! She acted to save me! And now I
have to act to save her, with or without your help!”
I stood up to
leave. The mobile elements of the Licorice Whip that passed for a
face realigned into a new configuration.
“Wait one moment,
Lucerne Locarno. If you insist on pursuing this matter yourself, I
am obligated to inform you that there is a standard procedure
which the Reticulate offers to aid you in your quest.”
I sat down again.
“Tell me about it. Is it dangerous?”
“Until the moment
you step through the Indrajal to meet the Singularity, it is not
dangerous at all but rather just tedious and
masochistic.”
“Is masochistic the
right word?”
So here’s what
Lustron Avouris outlined would happen to me, if I consented to
accept aid from the Reticulate in my quest to rescue Maruta (and
the one thousand four hundred and thirty-two other women Zawinul had stolen,
if I felt exceptionally heroic).
First, my
soul-essence—officially known as my Individual Identity
Matrix—would be removed from my natural body—the only somatic shell
I had ever known (I was very young back then, only two
hundred and
three)—and transplanted into a synthetic vessel known as a
sludge-bucket.
A sludge-bucket
resembled a human fashioned out of particularly sloppy gray mud by
a brain-damaged child. These constructs were generally animated by
off-the-shelf sub-Turing personalities and employed
in doing manual labor in destructive environments. Their other use
was to contain the IIMs of criminals for the duration of their
sentences, imprisonment in a sensorily deprived sludge-bucket being
deemed punishment enough for most offenses. Instantly
recognizable by honest citizens and constrained by various in-built
chemical leashes from violence or from wandering too far from the
purview of authorities, these human-containing sludge-buckets were
uncomfortable pariahs for the length of their terms of
imprisonment.
And now I had to
become one such. Temporarily, at least.
The reason for this
awkward transformation was my insistence on voyaging to Zawinul and
putting myself within the Singularity’s most potent zone of
influence.
Or, as Lustron
Avouris termed it, “the suzerainity of the Spike. Is ‘suzerainity’
the correct word?”
The Singularity was
composed in some sense of human raw materials. Quantum-entangled
human wetware was the platform on which all Singularities ran.
Human brain
matter could be uplifted to posthuman status. But the artifical
goop that passed for a brain in a sludge-bucket could not. The
Reticulate did not want to offer the Singularity more processing
power than it already owned. My embodiment in a
sludge-bucket ensured that I would not
be co-opted by the Magister-level entity at Zawinul.
Once wearing my
hideous new shape, I would be placed in a slower-than-light
spaceship and sent on a trip lasting six months. This voyage would
culminate out in the Oort Cloud surrounding my native
star-system. There, on a grim, airless asteroid rested a very
special gate of the Indrajal dedicated to maintaining the
infrequent contacts between the Reticulate and any Singularity
world. This spatial isolation was intended as a kind of quarantine
measure.
After Lustron
Avouris finished explaining this procedure to me, I immediately had
two questions.
“Aren’t
Singularities by definition nearly infinite in their processing
capacity? How can adding a single human brain to
infinity
amount to anything?”
The black Licorice
Whip presented me with what I could only categorize as a finicky
expression. “Yes, we assume that every Magister has attained some
level of mentation approaching infinity. But we cannot be
absolutely certain. Our understanding of their
abilities is necessarily incomplete. Therefore, we choose to err on
the side of caution.”
“All right.
Understood. But what about isolating the only Indrajal gate to
Zawinul so far away? That makes no sense at all. We just
witnessed the incursion of the Magister
right in our midst! Obviously, he doesn’t need to employ our
network at all! He can reach us anywhere, any time he wants! So why
can’t I cut out this stupid six-month delay and just use a gate
right here on Silane?”
“You
wish to
expose millions of your fellow sophonts to direct contamination by
the Singularity?”
“They’re already
exposed! No one’s safe! We’ve just seen that!”
“You claim that the
Reticulate cannot protect its citizenry? This is behavior most
reprehensible and unpatriotic. I might very well
have to rescind my official eleemosynary offer. Is eleemosynary the
correct word?”
I knew enough to
quit arguing with a bureaucrat employing that special brand of
self-defensive group-think illogic and gave in to all of the
specified
conditions.
My transformation
to a sludge-bucket was quick and painless. Long-tested and
frequently employed, the procedure went flawlessly—from the point
of view of those administering it. As for myself, I awoke feeling
as if I had been swaddled in layers of papier-mâché.
My muscles seemed to work on time-delay circuits, and in a
herky-jerky fashion. My sight and hearing and sense of touch
functioned like imperfect robot analogs of the organic originals.
My brain felt as if it were a badly coded simulacrum running on an
antique platform from the years of the Midnight Dawn.
I would have to
tell Lustron Avouris: “Masochistic” had indeed been the correct
word choice for this self-inflicted hell.
After the
procedure, I had to summon up all my resolve and focus to remember why I
needed to go on, forcibly reminding myself of my mission: to save
Maruta from the unknowable bodily and soul-essence violations of
the Singularity.
Lustron Avouris
surprised me by proving dutiful enough to be present at the
shabby, barely
trafficked spaceport to see me off. Swaying in the breeze, the ropy
sophont escorted me to the underbelly of the ship that would
transport me to Standfast, the asteroid in the Oort Cloud that
hosted the isolated, dedicated Singularity-linked gate of the Indrajal.
Although the ship was immaculate, thanks to its pico-active
construction, I got the sense that it had not been used in
decades.
“Please accept my
best wishes for the success of your mission, Lucerne Locarno. If
you return whole and nontransvaluated—an outcome
most unlikely—then I will be the first to recommend you for a
Reticulate Order of Civic Virtue.”
My tongue felt like
a dead fish in my mouth. “Thunks uh lart.”
Someone on the
ship—something, rather; I would soon learn that
the vessel
was empty of other en-scripted sophonts, its crew consisting only
of moderate-Turing constructs—activated stressor fields, lifting me
on board. The hatch closed, the ship lifted, and I was on my
way.
Plenty of delicious
foodstuffs and rich entertainments had been laid in for
my enjoyment. Rather cruelly and ironically, I thought, since I was
incapable in my current state of appreciating any of them. Nor
could I really enjoy the sophisticated conversation of the m-T
constructs, due to both mental limitations and mental
preoccupations.
Luckily, I
discovered that my sludge-bucket body possessed a kind of
hibernatory facility, during which I could enjoy long directed
daydreams, rousing myself only long enough to replenish my cells
with some vapid nutrient paste.
During these
endless tedious weeks I revisited all my memories of Maruta
Forcroy, striving to reaffirm my unacknowledged love for her and so
justify the incredible danger and risk in whose path I had placed
myself. In my dreams we again skiied the slopes of the Tacoma
Mountains on Mondesire, attended a chromosarod and emo-tablas
performance by the four-armed maestro Ziza Aziz, wandered drunkenly
through the Festival of Entropy on Ognibene, held each other
tightly during the terrifying chance-broadcast destruction of the
Scribbly Congeries at Redbottom—These and a hundred other
incidents, tender, tantric, traumatic, and just tolerable, I
relived, until finally Maruta assumed a kind of solidity in my
heart and mind (inferior as those organs currently were) that she had never
exhibited before.
By the time my ship
arrived at Standfast, I felt secure in my motivations, filled with
a keen determination to rescue Martua or expire trying.
Once dirtside, the
ship stood off some programmed “safe” distance from the Indrajal gate,
resting in the wan starlight. I was forced to don an atmoskin and
cross the gap under my own power, bouncing lightfootedly yet
carefully across the stony surface.
I found the gate
guarded by a lone entity, a representative of
that species
dubbed the Eidolons. In form somewhat like a human, the chunky,
blunt-featured Eidolon presented a granitic epidermis and towered
fifteen feet high. The guardian needed no shelter or atmoskin, his
incomprehensible physiology rendering him fully
at ease in
the vacuum.
As I drew up to the
gate, the Eidolon interposed a blocky hand. No one had informed me
of this final barrier to my mission, nor how to pass this test.
Cautiously, I extended my own gloved hand and touched the
Eidolon.
Somehow,
information
regarding and confirming my identity must have passed across the
tactile interface. The Eidolon raised his blockading hand, and the
gate came alive, tuned, I assumed, to Zawinul, the forbidden
world.
The familiar
lenticular portal filled with the head-spinning fractal moire in
which some users saw a hedge of gnashing mandibles, while others
variously discerned a maelstrom, a field of flowers, a cloudscape,
or a thousand other contradictory instances of subliminal
iconography.
Now the gate
appeared to
me to hold a quilt of human eyes—eyes that I thought to recognize
as Maruta’s.
I stepped forward
and through.
Prior to its
conversion into a Singularity world, the planet Zawinul, I knew
from news reports, had been a precisely average member of the
Reticulate:
human-friendly ecosystem, hi-tech urban nodes dotting vast swaths
of wild or restored conservancy land, mixed population of various
sophonts. Lakes, oceans, mountains, rivers, glaciers, forests. What
it might look like now, after its transvaluation, I had no conception. But
one thing I knew:
The place was not
supposed to be identical to the Oort Cloud asteroid of
Standfast.
Which is what I
found on the far side of the gate.
I emerged from the
gate and found myself facing the ship that had
carried me
here, looking lonely in the attenuated light of distant nebulae and
galaxies. I had entered the gate with the ship at my back, and now
it faced me. Plainly, a spatial transition had occurred. But the
Indrajal system, instead of transporting me to the
coordinates of
Zawinul, had run a self-similar shunt, the option invoked when the
receiving gate was down.
I looked up at the
massive Eidolon, trying to communicate my bewilderment and my
desire to make another transit attempt. Evidently some
communication occurred, since the guardian
reached down and activated the gate once more.
Into that
emblematic pool I plunged—
—and found myself
right back where I began.
I whirled around
and punched the frame of the gate, heedless of any possible damage
to my atmoskin or brute flesh inside. I
shed a few tears thick as hot glycerin. Then I tried a third
time.
And a dozen more
times after that.
With no different
results.
Weary, despairing,
I collapsed to the ground after the last attempt. The Eidolon
brooded unsympathetically above me.
Eventually I roused myself, climbed to my feet, and headed back to
my ship.
What else could I
do?
The long,
ennervating trip back to Silane passed excruciatingly, with none of
the bolstering confidence-building routines of the
trip out. I
vegetated in my mocking substandard body with as little conscious
thought as I could enforce on myself.
At the spaceport,
Lustron Avouris awaited me. The stressor fields deposited me in
front of the reedy Licorice Whip, who regarded me with his
enigmatic
cluster of features.
“It has been an
entire year since we last talked, Lucerne Locarno. Please tell me
what you have learned.”
I could never say
afterward what broke open my consciousness at that moment, what
tiny subliminal miscue or anomaly triggered my titanic realization.
Perhaps it was the culmination of many small incremental
disturbances. Perhaps the Singularity himself had left me a
deliberate opening, for the purpose of testing me. Or could it be
that his vaunted omnipotence contained limits and flaws? Whatever the
cause, I knew the instant that Lustron Avouris finished speaking
that I was not
back on Silane, but
rather on Zawinul,
despite every appearance to the contrary.
And I had been on
Zawinul since my
first time through the gate.
The six months of
painful self-torture had all been an illusion imposed by the
Singularity.
The millisecond
that contained my epiphany was followed by the entire world
dropping away from around me, to be replaced simultaneously by
another scene entirely.
All about me rose
organic-looking irregular towers like a fantastical rainbow coral
reef. I stood on a broad deck high up the side of one such tower,
open to the air but protected by an invisible canopy of stressor
fields. There were no individuals of any type in sight and no traffic.
The deserted city seemed to be holding its breath.
I turned around.
There at my back stood an Indrajal gate, through which I must have
emerged after stepping through the Standfast portal.
I turned back to
look outward again.
There a foot from
my face stood the Singularity who called himself Magister Zawinul,
naked still, his corona shimmering and pulsing.
“Why do you humans
persist in making life so hard for yourselves?” he asked in that
unflappably grandiose voice that I had heard for the first time in
the Sand Castle. His tone irked me now as it had then.
“You could,”
continued Magister Zawinul, “have lived out a complete happy
lifetime of many millennia under my mental sway. It would have been
as real as any unmediated experience. The location and
condition of your physical shell would have been irrelevant. Then,
upon either virtual death or the actual death of your shell, I
would have rebooted your saved soul-essence and granted you another
lifetime. And countless ones beyond that.
“But no, this was
not sufficient. Instead, you’ve perversely shattered my beneficent
illusion and gained access to a situation that can only bring you
more pain, a world whose only ostensible virtue is its higher level
of enscription. Why exactly is that?”
I tried to frame
some noble sentiments that could explain my dogged insistence on
facing reality and rescuing Maruta. But my sludge-bucket brain and
lips conspired to have me say only: “Marn ghutta do wart marn
ghutta do. . . .”
An
expression
of distaste and impatience—the first real emotion I had seen the
Singularity express, unless this too was a carefully calculated
façade or pretense—crossed Magister Zawinul’s face. “This crude
shell they forced on you for your visit here is an insult
to both you
and me. Let us be done with it.”
And as simply as
that, I found myself back in my baseline body.
How beautiful the
world looked! I could smell a thousand fragrances again, feel the
delightful suppleness of the clothing the Singularity had
draped me
in. I almost felt grateful to this arrogant godling.
Best of all, I
could think clearly again!
And the first
thought that crossed my mind was: How could I
ever be sure again of the reality of what faced me?
For all I knew, I
could still be in my sludge-bucket body, immured in
some life-support tank, being fed plausible delusions by the
Singularity.
Plainly reading my
mind, the Singularity said, “As one of the Midnight Dawn
philosophers observed, ‘Reality is that which, when you stop
believing in it, doesn’t go away.’ You saw how
you managed to dissolve my previous simulation. Try doing that
again, now.”
I sought to repeat
the suspension of belief, or extension of disbelief, which had
caused the false Lustron Avouris and the spaceport to
evaporate, and nothing
happened.
Whether this meant
that I was indeed dealing with the one true level of reality, or
simply that I lacked the brain power to counter this higher-quality
deception, I couldn’t say. But my practical course was the same in
either case.
I’d just have to
act as if everything I encountered through the scrim of my senses
mattered desperately.
Striving to get on
the offensive, I demanded of the Singularity, “How did you restore
my body?”
“I had your entire
corporeal pattern memorized from the moment I first encountered
you. It was a simple matter to reinstantiate you and transfer your
IIM out of that insulting golem.”
“You know why I’m
here, of course.”
“You hope to
‘rescue’ the individual once known as Maruta Forcroy, to whom you
still retain
certain sub-Planckian bonds. Once you have her, you intend to
return home with her.”
“You’ve got it. Are
you going to try to stop me?”
“Certainly not.
Rather, I will stipulate the conditions under which you may succeed
in your quest. Then I will watch with enjoyment and pleasure
as you fail.”
The Singularity’s
smarmy assumption that my quest was doomed caused my blood to
seethe. But I bit back any retort and just nodded for him to
continue.
“There is only one
condition to your search. You must identify your lover absolutely and
without hesitation. And you are allowed only one assertion of her
identity. Fail this test, and you will find yourself instantly back
on Silane, with no return to this world ever permitted
again.”
“That’s
all?”
“That is
all.
However, as you might guess, your lover no longer resembles the
individual you once knew.”
I had assumed as
much. But still, I felt confident that I could recognize Maruta
under whatever disguise had been imposed on her.
“I accept,” I
said.
Upon my
words came
an instant change.
The city sprang to
life with a million inhabitants, sophonts of every species,
cruising through the air in their cars, emerging from doors,
striding across the platform on which I stood. Noise and color
suffused the air.
Magister Zawinul still stood before
me, although no one else in the immediate vicinity seemed to take
any cognizance of him.
“I have exfoliated
my multifarious self, releasing all my shards to replicate what
once existed on this world at the moment before my
birth. Now I
will live implicitly rather than explicitly, while you search.
Please, take your time.”
The magisterium
cloaking the big handsome man began to constrict proportionately
around him, compressing him, dwindling him, until he was a tiny
homonculus on the point of totally
vanishing, a glowing dot.
“Wait! Why are you
doing this for me?”
I seemed to hear a
faint reply from the miniature Singularity:
“Because I cannot
do otherwise. . . .”
Then he was
entirely gone.
I shook my head to
restore my senses and looked around
me.
Here was the
many-faceted world of Zawinul restored to its retroactive status as
a member of the Reticulate, a globe full of citizens unwitting of
the Spike event that awaited them.
An airbus was
arriving at the edge of the platform. A dozen riders got off,
and another dozen got on. Then it lifted off.
Any one of these
individuals could be Maruta. She was an atom adrift in a sea of
life. And I had claimed I could find her.
I didn’t know what
the original population of Zawinul had measured before this world
Spiked, but I’m sure it was in the high millions, like most
worlds.
Where could I
begin?
There was no
practical way for me to identify her, no detective work I could
reasonably undertake that would track her down in the
disguise
imposed on her by the Singularity. Was my quest hopeless
then?
No. I realized I
would have to rely on the vaunted sub-Planckian bonds—call them
“love” or “affection” if you would—that existed between us.
Somehow, if I went about simply living a life here, my karma would intersect
with Maruta’s, eventually drawing us into proximity.
This was the belief
I clung to.
But then would come
the difficult test of recognizing her, singling her out of the
myriad souls I would encounter.
On an impulse, I
went inside
the tower and found a citizen touchpoint. To my astonishment, the
device recognized my IIM and gave me immediate access to my fiscal
accounts.
Did this mean that
the forbidden planet was reconnected to the Reticulate? Were other
planets now gaping in amazement at the
reappearance of a world thought lost to the Singularity? I tended
to doubt it. Rather, it seemed likely that, to the outside galaxy,
nothing had changed. Zawinul remained off the grid. The Magister
had probably simply jiggered with reality to establish an identity
here for me, playing his godgame.
A godgame in which
I was now embedded.
The first thing I
did was summon up a city directory and locate an agency that would
rent me an apartment. By that afternoon I was established in a
spacious
home, complete with malleable stressor-field furniture, on the
hundredth floor of Manzanita Towers in a northern neighborhood of
this city. My new precinct was named Midwood, for the large annular
park that surrounded it. The city itself, I
discovered,
was Palacio Pixacao.
Around five PM,
when I finally stopped dealing with practicalities, I realized how
hungry I was. I left my building on foot in search of a local
restaurant.
As I walked the
bustling streets, I experienced the strangest
sensations.
The first involved
the fact that until hours ago, all these autonomous individuals
around me had been subsumed within the composite personality of the
Singularity. Did they remember any such shared existence? Were they
functioning now simply as fakes, as simulacra? If not, could they
be convinced of the reality of their situation? Should I even try?
The irritating, festering ontological and existential conundrums
presented by this situation churned within me, seemingly
unresolvable.
But during those
moments when
I managed to react to the reality around me as if I were living my
normal life back on Silane, or as a tourist on Zawinul, I
experienced a bizarre kind of heightened excitement and
anticipation, a feeling that imminent delight awaited me just
around the
next corner.
Any sophont I
passed in the street could be my soul mate. I was forced to regard
every individual with a tender and discerning eye, to cultivate a
kind of all-encompassing regard for each and every entity that,
traditionally, had been the talent only of saints or
poets. This enforced alertness and sense of potential intimacy was
exhilirating. But I wondered how long I could keep up this
vigilance.
Eventually I chose
a parkside restaurant and found myself alone at a table, enjoying a
glass of
wine. I almost felt guilty, relaxing so, while Maruta (and exactly
one thousand four hundred and thirty-two other female individuals
stolen from Silane) endured their captivity. But I reminded myself
that this was the only method I could conceive of
that would bring my
quest to a happy ending.
My server was a
Rook from Rook’s Nest. I studied his zigzag movements as he crossed
the room bearing my meal, his long-snouted, maned face. Could this
be Maruta in disguise? I didn’t get any special vibe from
him, so I didn’t
think so.
The rest of my meal
offered no real possibilities of contact with Maruta-in-hiding. I
left the restaurant feeling down. How long would this impossible
task take?
Sitting on a park
bench in the dusk, I was approached by a prostitot.
I went hopefully
with her back to her room.
But she wasn’t
Maruta.
After a week of
deliberate drifting through any social scene I could insert myself
into, leaving myself open to any and all chance encounters, nerves
and senses aquiver for any hint of Maruta’s presence, I found
myself quietly going mad. Living on the edge of anticipation was
proving extremely ennervating. I realized I would have to find
something to occupy myself during this long process.
Back on Silane, I
had been font-breeder, raising up new typefaces through
Darwinian competition in a digital medium. I found a similar job
here and applied myself to its demands.
Several months into
the work, I encountered Yardena Milonga as a client.
Owner of an
advertising firm, Yardena was half-human, half-Tusker, sporting
a line of stiff translucent bristles down her spine which she
always prominently displayed, as well as two rather graceful
incurving curving ivory tusks the size of my little finger, and
capped with gold. Her attitude was insouciant and wild, and we hit it
off from our first business meeting. Before very long, we became
lovers.
Of course I googled
her. Yardena Milonga had a long, detailed history and presence on
Zawinul. But that meant nothing. The whole dossier could have
been
fabricated by the Singularity.
When not spending
my free time with Yardena, I joined a sports club dedicated to
neo-hussade. I quickly became fast friends with a fellow named
Machfall, an Umphenvour from Tancredo IX. His rugose milk-jade skin
and balloon-like limbs gave him a
clownish appearance that belied a sensitive, witty, and noble
soul.
Soon, although
other individuals entered my life briefly, I found myself dividing
my time equally between these two friends, or even sharing their
camaraderie as a trio.
After a busy year
had passed, I became convinced that one of them was
Maruta.
But
which?
In their company, I
was always subconsciously evaluating their characters and behavior,
trying to nail down some positive sign that one or the other of
them was my
abducted lover.
Let me cite one
such trial.
The three of us had
attended an evening concert in Midwood Park one summer night.
(Machfall had his own date that evening, a woman whose name escapes
me now.) Walking back to the rapid transit stop, we
came upon a beast
tied with a rope to a bench, huddling exhaustedly in the
mud.
The animal was a
pitiful specimen, some kind of hybrid between a dog and a
jallow-bear. About thirty pounds in weight, its coat a dull and
dusty auburn, possessed of ears much too long for its head, its tail
an accidentally truncated stub, the creature was homely in the
extreme. It had plainly been abused, displaying sores on its flanks
and gaunt ribs.
We all stopped to
examine the abandoned animal. I instantly recognized a
chance to
learn more about Yardena and Machfall.
Maruta had loved
animals.
Machfall made much
of the poor beast, while Yardena seemed impatient to move
on.
“Take it home, Lu!
Nothing enlivens a bachelor’s flat like a four-legged
friend!”
“Can’t we
hurry on?
We’re going to miss the Nemeth Trio’s last set at the Mukti
Café!”
As I petted the
nervous, smelly male creature, which licked my hand in a pleading
manner, I tried to overcome my initial bias in favor of Yardena
being Maruta. It was so much easier, after all, to imagine Maruta
imprisoned in the female form of my current lover, rather than in
the comical male form of my locker-room buddy.
Still contemplating
the new data from this encounter, I untied the little dog-jallow,
picked it up, and brought it home.
Perhaps the
continued presence of the beast in my life would trigger some
other, more decisive revelation.
The dog-jallow
cleaned up and healed well. I named him Chimbo, after a famous
cartoon character.
Whenever Machfall
or Yardena visited my apartment, I would gauge their
reactions to Chimbo closely.
Once my little pet
had come to feel at home and safe, he exhibited a charming
personality, full of caprices and sly tricks. I could watch him and
play with him for long stretches of time, and he
always
elicited vivid reactions from any visitors.
Yardena became
almost as fond of him as Machfall, rendering my task of deciding
even harder.
Months and months
drifted by. My old life on Silane became more and more dreamlike.
The insistent urge to rescue Maruta began to grow dim and
recede into the background of my thoughts. This life I had
constructed for myself, even under the suzerainity of the
Singularity known as Magister Zawinul, was at least as rewarding as
my former existence, and I began to wonder why I was striving to end
it.
My only concern was
that Magister Zawinul’s patience would come to a halt. Living in
the implicate order rather than the explicate order, the
Singularity was perhaps constrained from fulfilling whatever
ineffable destiny he envisioned for himself. Or was
he? Maybe one mode of existence was as good as another to him.
Maybe he knew he was endowed with an infinite lifespan, and could
afford to indulge my quest indefinitely.
Occasionally,
however, I received intimations that Magister Zawinul had not
forgotten me. A prominent face in the clouds, unsourceable silent
messages left on my communicator, strange shapes in the waves, the
curiously patterned flocking maneuvers of pigeons, advertisements
for enigmatic products that didn’t exist—reminders that this very
world and all it contained was an intelligent
superorganism.
A decade
passed.
Yardena and I
married. Machfall moved to a neighboring city, East Shambles, and
we saw each other infrequently.
I was fairly
certain by now that Yardena was Maruta. But why
should I risk declaring it out loud to the omnipresent Magister? If
correct, the two of us would be restored to an existence on Silane
no better and perhaps worse than what we already had. If wrong, I
lost all.
Countervailing
this inertia was
only the possibility that Magister Zawinul would grow tired of this
game and suck both me and Yardena/Maruta—and every other inhabitant
of the planet—back into his composite being, thus ending our
familiar ego-driven existence for some unknowable posthuman
condition.
But still, nothing
inclined me to rock the boat.
One day I arrived
home from shopping for groceries. Maruta was still out. I set the
groceries down and braced myself for the hurtling eager welcome
from Chimbo.
But no such
welcome
happened.
I tracked down the
dog-jallow to its bed. It lay panting and fevered, eyes closed,
seriously ill from some contagion or ill-advised meal. Or perhaps
just an old age whose arrival had escaped my inattention. When I
touched my little friend gently, he opened his eyes and
feebly wagged his stumpy tail.
My heart was
hurting, and I discovered my eyes tearing up. I picked up bed and
pet both and made for the door. Our veterinarian was only two
blocks away.
But halfway down
the hundred stories, Chimbo died in the elevator,
expiring with three labored breaths.
And at that
instant, I knew.
“Maruta!” I
cried.
The world fell away
from me again, and I found myself standing on a bare plain, facing
Magister Zawinul.
“Very tragic,” the
Singularity intoned. “Very, very tragic. But
you had your opportunity.”
I was crying too
hard to respond at first. But then a fierce anger overtook me. This
anger extended not only to the Singularity but also to myself. I
had been blind and selfish and lazy and timid. And now I had lost all I had
cherished.
“You—you knew this
would happen!”
“With some degree
of certainty, yes. Now let me ask you something. Did you ever stop
to wonder why I took those women from your world in the first
place? Or were you solely consumed with the personal
affront?”
This question
brought me up short. Surely the Singularity’s motives could have
been nothing so simple as sex or companionship.
“No,” I admitted,
“I never actually thought about your motives. Tell me
why.”
“Because they
were all
fated to die shortly. Your Maruta, for one, would have perished on
her next expedition to Mathspace, her IIM devoured by Mandelbrot
Demons. But by radically detouring their lifelines, I saved their
potentials. Hosted in me, they continued to add
their
individual increments to the sum of all that is. The wasteful
nature of the dumb cosmos appalls me.”
“But—but you don’t
save everyone—”
“How do you
know?”
I remained silent
then, too ashamed to ask for absolution or favors.
“You realize,”
Magister Zawinul said, his shimmering
corona wisping out delicately, “the frightened resistance of the
Reticulate to the spread of us Singularities is really a last-ditch
defense by the forces of entropy. Is that really the side you wish
to be on?”
“I—no, of
course not.
But tell me, what should I do?”
“Go spread the
word. And don’t worry—you’ll see Maruta again. Death is not what
you believe.”
Back on Silane,
Lustron Avouris was as good as his word. I found the administrator
to have reproduced, after a decade’s absence, into a half-dozen small
segments, none of which had any greater facility with language than
their “father” had.
Once I had been
vetted by Ess-Cubed and deemed free of Singularity taint, I was
awarded a Reticulate Order of Civic Virtue. But the honor
was rescinded soon
after, once I began preaching my pro-Singularity doctrine. I was
both vilified and embraced by different camps, becoming a figure of
some notoriety.
My life now
consists of journeying from world to world through the
instantaneous Indrajal, spreading the gospel of
the Singularity’s concern for us and its plans to remake a universe
from one that does not have the best interests of sophonts at its
uncaring core to a place where uniqueness is preserved and
cherished.
And in every living
face I
encounter, I try to discern a lover’s lineaments.
Dreamers’ Lake
Stephen Baxter
On
the shore of Dreamers’ Lake we worked through the night. We had no
choice; this pretty world was due to end in two more
days.
By the time
dawn broke, we had
labeled all the lakes’ stromatolites and had decided on three
candidates: Charlie, Hotel, and Juliet, for cognitive mapping. I
was tentatively confident that Juliet was the most promising, but I
was so dog tired I didn’t trust my judgment anymore.
So I was grateful
when Citizen Associate Bisset brought us animists a tray of
coffee.
“Thanks.” I took a
cup, fixed its spigot to my face-mask, and gulped it down,
welcoming the caffeine fix. Bisset stood beside me on the
pebble-strewn beach of that lake of fizzing, acidic
water.
GC-174-IV was an
infant world, its young sun a lamp hanging over jagged hills. The
methane-green sky reflected in the lake’s sluggish ripples and
glistened on the pillow-like stromatolites. The scene was
unearthly, beautiful—and I was grateful
that the dawn light hid the swarming dangers of the sky, especially
the rogue worldlet called the Hammer.
In the foreground
my animist cubs were playing soccer, their shouts the only sound on
this silent world. I longed to join in, but they didn’t want little
old ladies like me.
“ ‘Night’s candles
are burnt out, and jocund day stands tiptoe on the misty mountain
tops . . .’ ” Bisset was a lot taller than I was, and under his
wide visor his face, turned to the sun, was a mask of
wrinkles.
“That’s a cute
line,” I said.
“Shakespeare. Of
course we’re two hundred light years from England.”
“But there are
hills, a lake, a sky here. Things have a way of
converging.”
“Yes,” he said. “I
remember the first robot landing on Titan, Saturn’s moon. The first images
from the surface of the Moon had looked like a pebble beach. Then
the Vikings on Mars, and the Soviet probes on Venus—more pebbles,
more beaches. And even on Titan, where they use water ice for
rock—”
“Pebbles.”
“Yes.”
I eyed
him curiously.
Evidently he was older than he looked. We hadn’t spoken, but
the Pegasus
carried over fifty
people and was roomy enough for twice that number. “I’m Susan
Knilans. Senior animist on this mission.”
He shook my gloved
hand. “Professor Knilans, I’ve read about your
work.”
“Susan, please. And
you are?”
“Ramone
Bisset.”
“Ramone?”
He smiled. “My
father named me after his favorite band. I used to be a software
engineer, before the software learned to write itself. Now I’m a
Citizen Associate. I’m working on the IGWI with Ulf
Thoring.”
It took me a minute
to decode the acronym. IGWI: the Inflationary Gravity Wave
Interferometry experiment, the establishment of a vast interstellar
network of gravity-wave detectors designed to map the echoes of
the
universe’s very first cataclysmic instants. “Interesting
project.”
“It sure is. Not
that I understand much of it, either the science or the
equipment.”
“How do you get on
with those IGWI guys?”
He shrugged. “I’m
just the dogsbody.”
“Don’t knock it.
Umm, do you
mind my asking how old you are?’
“A hundred and
thirty, to the nearest decade. Born in the 1980s.” That explained
his height; many of his generation, fed on ludicrously protein-rich
diets, had grown tall. His accent was British, I thought,
but softened
by time.
“Well,” I admitted,
“I’m half your age. So what are you doing here?”
“You mean beside
the lake or on GC-IV?”
“Start with the
lake.”
“I’m just curious.
You’re here to map minds, aren’t you? Minds in those
mounds.”
“That’s the
idea.”
“I haven’t started
my day yet. I thought I may as well be useful. You can never go
wrong with a tray of coffees.”
“So what about the
deeper question? Why volunteer for GC-IV?”
“Ah. Why are any of
us here?”
“To do our jobs.”
Captain Zuba had joined us. She was a tough, heavily built
New Zealander, aged about fifty. She took one of Bisset’s coffees.
“And to earn our pay.”
“Yes, Captain,”
Bisset said respectfully. “But why not just sit at home? All humans
are restless. Why?” He pointed to the patient
stromatolites. “They
don’t look
restless.”
“No,” Zuba said,
“but it’s a shame they aren’t, because in two days’ time, when the
Hammer falls, they’re going to be toast. And speaking of which, the
clock is ticking.” She handed back the coffee cup, already
drained, and
stalked away, competent, efficient, a tick-box list on
legs.
Bisset hesitated.
“You know—to explore the universe in starships—it’s like something
from the kind of science fiction that was out of date even before I
was born.”
I wasn’t too sure
what “science fiction” was, and I
didn’t really want to know. On impulse I said, “Why don’t you come
visit again tomorrow? I’ll give you the guided tour. You don’t even
need to bring the drinks.”
He nodded like a
gentleman. “I’d appreciate that.” And he walked away, tray in gloved hand,
boots crunching over the beach.
The day on
GC-174-IV was near enough to twenty hours long (was;
now it’s different, changed by the Hammer Blow). I worked through
that day and was dog tired by the end of GC-IV’s short
afternoon.
As half the complement of the Pegasus
wended back to the
airlocks, the other shift was suiting up to go out; Zuba ensured we
made the most of the time we had left.
That evening,
before I turned in, I looked for Bisset.
The
Pegasus
is a tuna can.
It sits on
four stubby legs, just five meters across, and is only a couple of
stories high, externally. But inside it’s the size of a small
hotel. A ship that’s bigger inside than out—another gift of the
quantum foam technology that so suddenly opened up the
stars. Anyhow,
the Pegasus
is roomy enough for
all fifty of its crew to have private cabins, but not big enough to
hide in.
I found Bisset in
the lounge with Ulf Thoring and the rest of the IGWI crew. The guys
were playing some variant of poker and drinking beer; I could see the
pharmacy’s stock of sober-up nano-pills would be called on that
night. Bisset sipped his beer and played a few hands, but you could
see from the body language what was going on with those smart-ass
college boys.
The
Citizen-Associate program of the
International Xenographic Agency is aimed squarely at people like
Ramone Bisset: his active life extended by decades by the new
longevity treatments, his curiosity still bright, his skills long
outmoded. Such is the capacity of a quantum-foam-drive starship that there
is room for guys like Ramone, whatever they can contribute. It
helps the sponsoring nations justify the IXA’s cost to their
taxpayers: Anybody can be an explorer, so the slogan goes. But the
Associates aren’t necessarily given much respect.
I’m not in the
habit of taking on lame ducks, and I suspected Bisset could look
after himself. But I didn’t like to see a thoughtful man treated
that way. I don’t blame the IGWI guys, however. All male, none
older than thirty-five, all from a university at Stockholm,
Ulf and his guys were a tightly bonded bunch, and too young to be
empathetic.
I was glad when, at
the start of my next work shift the following morning, Bisset
showed up at Dreamers’ Lake.
My cubs were
already at work, wading knee-deep in the scummy
pond, attaching floating sensor pods to the cognitive net we’d
placed over Juliet. I was standing on the comparative comfort of
the beach, before a monitoring station on which the first signals
were beginning to be processed.
Bisset raised his
head to the brightening sky. “Nice morning.”
I murmured,
“Perhaps. That
makes me uneasy.” I
pointed upward.
That
was the Hammer, a
worldlet the size of Mars, visible in the bright sky, clearly
larger since the end of my last shift.
“Ah,” Bisset said. “You do get the
feeling that it might fall at any moment and smash all of
this.”
“But not today. So,
the guided tour. You understand what these mounds are? They
occurred on primitive Earth—still do, in places where it’s too
salty for the predators, like snails. They are
layers of bacterial mats. . . .”
A mat of blue-green
algae will form on the scummy surface of a shallow pond. The mat
traps mud, and then another layer forms on top of the first, and so
on. With time the mound builds up, and specialized bacterial types
inhabit the different layers, until you have a complex,
interdependent, miniature ecology.
“We’ve found
bacterial mats everywhere we’ve looked—”
“Beginning on
Mars,” Bisset said.
“Well, that’s true.
And everywhere there is standing liquid, water or
perhaps hydrocarbons, you get mounds.”
“Stromatolites.”
The pedant in me
objected, although I use the word myself. “Strictly speaking,
stromatolites are terrestrial forms of blue-green algae.
These
bacteria are
photosynthetic but they’re not algae. You can
see they are purplish, not green. They don’t use chlorophyll; their
chemistry kit is adapted to the spectrum of their sun. So these
mounds are like
stromatolites,
but—”
“ ‘What’s in a
name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet.’
”
“More
Shakespeare?”
“Sorry. It’s a bad
habit.”
“The mound bugs
here are related to us, of course, although we’ve yet to classify
them.”
It would have been
a major shock if GC-IV’s bugs hadn’t
been a distant
relation of our own, their carbon-water
chemistry dictated by a kind of skewed DNA. One of the triumphs of
the IXA’s exobiology program has been to establish that all the
carbon-water life forms we have found are related, apparently
descended from an ancestor that came blowing in from outside the
galaxy altogether. Subsequent “generations” spread by panspermia
processes from star to star. But that origin theory is
controversial; the family tree of galactic life is still
incomplete. Some even believe that the ultimate
origin isn’t
carbon-water at all but lies in a deeper substrate of
reality.
“And,” Bisset said,
“there is mind. There, in those mounds.”
“Oh, yes. Ramone,
even though we have only found microbes—no multicelled life forms
like ourselves—there is mind everywhere we look.”
Everywhere there is
a network to be built, messages to be passed, complexity to be
explored, you’ll find a mind. Again, Mars was the prototype, with
the billion-year thoughts of its microbial mats locked in their
permafrost layers.
“You
can see we
labeled the mounds with marker dye. For the cognitive mapping we
looked for the best specimen—the most intricate structure, the
least damaged. We picked her.” I pointed to the larger mound, over
which the sensor net had been laid.
“
‘Her’?”
A
bit
sheepishly I said, “Anthropomorphizing is a bad habit of animists.
We call her Juliet. We labeled the mounds—see, that’s Alpha, that’s
Bravo, Charlie, Delta, Echo—”
“And Juliet. Oh,
it’s the old NATO phonetic alphabet, isn’t it? My father was a
copper on
the streets of London, and they used the alphabet for their call
signs. He was Sierra Oscar
One Nine. . . .”
I admit I switched
off. Why are old peoples’ anecdotes always so damn dull? It doesn’t
seem adaptive, evolutionarily speaking.
“And you can
trace her
thoughts,” he said now. “Juliet’s. That’s a question of detecting
biochemical impulses, right?”
“We have an
analytic technique called animistic deconvolution. It’s possible to
break the characteristic signals of a mind into its component
parts. You’d
be surprised by the commonalities we find.”
He surprised me
with his next question. “Does she understand death?”
“Why, I don’t know.
Ramone, these minds are not
like ours. She
doesn’t need
to know death. As
long as the pond survives, Juliet will always be renewed, by one bacterial
layer over another. She’s effectively immortal.”
“Except that
tomorrow all this will be destroyed. The mounds, the
lake—”
I watched his face.
This wasn’t the first young system I had visited; I had come across
such reactions as Bisset’s before. “This
stellar system is unfinished. Just a swarm of worldlets. Collisions
are the order of the day, Ramone. In fact it’s the way planets are
built.”
“A rough
sculpting.”
“Indeed. GC-IV is
around a hundred million years old—that is, since the last collision big
enough to melt the surface. A scummy crust formed in a few million
years, comets delivered ocean water, life drifted in from space.
Continents, oceans, lakes, air—it all comes together in an eyeblink
of geological time. In between catastrophes, you see,
there is time for life. But GC-IV hasn’t finished being built yet.
It happened to Earth.”
“But in a few days,
everything alive now will be gone.” He craned his head, looking up
at the sky. “Is it possible Juliet knows the
Hammer is
coming?”
“I don’t see
how.”
“Do you think we
should warn her?”
“No,” I said
firmly. “Even if we could, we shouldn’t try.” Xenoethics is a new
and uncertain field. As for me, I trained as a doctor. I don’t
believe in intervening if there’s a risk you could do more harm than good.
“We can’t lift off a whole biosphere—we couldn’t even save Juliet;
she’s too fragile. All we can do is take a few samples, make a
record of what was here. Wouldn’t it be cruel to
interfere?”
“I don’t know,” he
said simply.
He was interrupted
by a slap on the back. It was Ulf Thoring, his team leader. “I
wondered where you got to, granddad. I patched your comms frequency
into the crew, and we’ve been having a bit of a laugh.” He was
Icelandic. His accent was strong, his English slightly
off-key.
I said angrily,
“You’ve got no manners, Ulf.”
“Oh, come on. I
heard it all. Are you falling in love with Juliet, granddad? She
isn’t really a girl, you know. Talk about a doomed romance! What do
you want to do, save her or fuck her? We could fix you up an
interface. Unless your little old pizzle is too worn
out—”
“Enough. This is
Zuba.” Her voice in my phones was deep and peremptory. I was
impressed the captain was listening in, but her command was built
on an attention to detail. “You scientist types are nothing
but trouble. Thoring, you need to learn some respect. You’re on
fatigues at the end of your shift.”
“Yes, sir,” Thoring
said. But Zuba couldn’t see his face, and he winked at me,
insolent.
“In the meantime
we’ve got more work to do than time left to do
it in. Get on with it.”
We all murmured
acquiescence.
Thoring slapped
Bisset on the back again. “It’s only a bit of a laugh,
Ramone.”
Bisset just looked
down on him from his greater height. “It’s OK.”
Ulf walked off
toward the
tractor that his buddies from Stockholm were loading up with their
laser towers and sensor stations.
Bisset turned to
me. “Just tell me one more thing. What do you believe she’s
thinking, right now? Juliet. One word.”
I glanced at the
summary analysis on my monitor. Some
agitation showed there. “One word? . . .” I have always regretted
the word I chose to use, as I believe it was the trigger for what
followed. “Fear. Actually, Ramone, I think she’s
afraid.”
Bisset stared long
and hard at Juliet, under her cognitive cap,
surrounded by joshing young animists. Then he turned away and
followed Ulf Thoring.
The next day was
our last on CG-IV—indeed, it was the day of the impact.
“Knilans, Zuba.
You’d better get down here.”
I was confused.
“Where?”
“The
lake.”
We’d already packed
up at the lake. I was in the biolab, labeling samples and sorting
out my records. There was less than twelve hours left before the
Hammer was due to fall. I hadn’t expected ever to set foot on the
planet again. “What’s going on?”
“Bisset. He has a
problem.”
“Ramone? I haven’t
seen him today. And he’s not my responsibility. He’s in Ulf’s
team.”
“Ulf
is
the problem. Look,
I know you’ve talked to Bisset. We need to get this fixed. Zuba
out.”
I suited up,
hurried out of the ship, and requisitioned a tractor that was
in the process of being disassembled for flight.
It was another
pretty morning at Dreamers’ Lake. But the Hammer’s huge
crater-pocked face was reflected in the waters; even as I watched,
it seemed to slide across the sky like a cloud. I felt a subtle quake
as the gravity fields of two planets meshed.
A second tractor
was drawn up roughly on the pebbled beach. Two figures stood by the
water; my suit’s heads-up identified them as Captain Zuba and Ulf
Thoring. Thoring was standing awkwardly, as if he’d been
injured.
And a third figure
stood in the lake itself, the water lapping around his waist. He
was close to the big mound we’d labeled Juliet. My heads-up alerted
me, but I knew who he was.
“He has a weapon,”
Zuba said.
“What?”
“It’s a laser gun
from the IGWI kit,” said Thoring.
His voice was
strangled. He was holding his side, and his forehead was bruised
and bleeding, as if it had been thrown against his
faceplate.
“What happened to
you?”
“He beat me up.
Bisset.”
“You
deserved it,
you little prick,” Zuba murmured. “Knilans. Fix this so we can get
out of here.”
I stepped toward
the water. I noticed that many of the mounds looked
damaged—scarred, stitched by straight-line wounds. “Ramone? Are you
OK?”
He didn’t
reply.
I
racked my brains
for some way to get through to him. “Umm—‘Tis not hard, I think,
for men so old as we to keep the peace.’ ”
I thought I saw him
relax, subtly. “Shakespeare.”
“Talk to me,
Ramone.”
“Ask him.” He
gestured with the laser at Thoring.
Hastily, sketchily, Ulf told me
what had happened.
The IGWI team had
completed their station on the surface of GC-IV. This is simple in
principle, just a network of nodes connected by laser light;
perturbations of the laser echoes can be used to detect the
passage of
gravity waves. The ancient waves the IGWI boys seek are stretched,
attenuated, and overlaid, and it is taking an interferometer, a
supertelescope made up of many stations across interstellar
distances, to map them.
Their work done,
the IGWI boys dismantled their gear. But on a
whim, probably motivated by Ulf’s overhearing my conversation with
Bisset, they stopped by Dreamers’ Lake, unpacked their lasers, and
enjoyed a little target practice.
Bisset said, “These
are minds,
Ulf. You burst them like balloons.”
Thoring sounded
aggrieved. “But it was only a bit of a laugh. For God’s sake—” He
gestured at the sky. “In twelve hours none of this will survive
anyhow.”
I turned back to
Bisset. “You punished him, Ramone. You made your point. So what are
you doing
out there?”
“I’ve been thinking
about what we said. Juliet.”
I felt a deep knot
of dread gather in my stomach. For the first time I began to get
the feeling that this might all be my fault. “What do you
mean?”
“You showed me the
signal of her mind. She is afraid.
She
knows,
Susan.”
“How can
she?”
“The Hammer is the
size of Mars. Perhaps the mounds can sense the tides. It’s at least
possible, isn’t it? Even I can feel the quakes. Juliet faces
extermination, yet she has never known death. What a
terrible
thing.”
“OK. Even supposing
that’s true, what are you going to do? Put her out of her misery?
Finish the job Ulf and his thugs started?”
“You don’t
understand.” He sounded offended. “I’ve
known death. I lost
my wife, my daughter. I’ve had to live with that.” I knew little
about his past. “Maybe if I can teach Juliet what I’ve learned, it
will help her, and her kin, accept what is to come.”
Then I saw it.
“Shit. You’re going to kill yourself, aren’t you?”
“Knilans, Zuba.
This is a secure line; Bisset can’t hear us. I don’t
think this has anything to do with the mounds. It’s all about the
bullying and the bullshit from the IGWI boys. Bisset wants to make
a statement—to rise above them on his own terms.”
“Nice theory,” I
replied. “But I can’t use it. I think I have to deal with
him in his own framework. Unless you have a better idea,
Captain.”
Zuba hesitated for
one second. “You know him better than I do. You scientist types are
nothing but trouble. Get this resolved.”
I cut back to the
open comms
and struggled to make Bisset understand. “Ramone—it can’t work.
There’s no interface between the two of you. Not even a cognitive
net. If you die now, she will
never know.”
“But nobody even
knew that mounds like this could be sentient before the
discoveries
on Mars. You say she won’t know. Are you
sure?”
I was
lost.
Zuba took over.
“Citizen Associate, it’s at least a fair bet Knilans is right. This
mound will understand nothing. If you slit open your suit—have you
ever seen a suffocation?—it will take longer to die than you might
think. And in all those long seconds the seed of doubt will grow in
your mind: I have
thrown my life away for nothing.”
I could see
Bisset’s uncertainty. “Then I’ll just stand here until my air runs
out.”
“That’s your
privilege,”
Zuba said mildly. “And it will be my privilege to stand here with
you.”
Bisset seemed
genuinely puzzled. “Why?”
“Call it my own
brand of xenoethics.” She turned to Ulf Thoring. “Have you told the
Citizen Associate about the results of the IGWI
program?”
“No.” Ulf said
defensively. “They’re not published. And besides—”
“Tell him
now.”
Structure has been
detected in the signals from the beginning of time. No, not just
structure—life,
its unmistakeable signature, with traces of mind susceptible to
standard
animistic deconvolution. Even in those very first instants, as
cosmic energies raged, life flourished, blossomed, died, and was
aware. The study of this primordial life is the whole purpose of
the IGWI program—though, as nothing has yet been
published,
it is still a matter of gossip on academic sites.
This stunning
discovery has led to a revision of our theories of life’s origin.
Perhaps the essence of life was born in those first instants. Or
perhaps, some speculate, it was injected
into our
infant universe, from—somewhere
else.
“OK,” Zuba said.
“Here’s what I take from all of that, in my simple way. Everywhere
we have traveled we have found life and mind. But
it is not
like us. It
exists on utterly different scales from us—hugely more extensive
in space,
and in time.”
She was right. At
best multicelled forms like us are an episode in the long dream of
bacterial life. Away from Earth, we’ve found a few fossils; that’s
all.
Zuba said, “There
are similarities in the cognitive maps of your pet
stromatolite, Bisset, and the antique
minds from the inflationary period. Similarities.
But we are different; we are nothing but transient structures that
soon dissolve back into the mush. You’re right, Citizen Associate;
only we humans know death. And in a universe that teems with life, we
humans are still alone, in a way Juliet has never been
alone. That
is why I will wait
for you, Citizen Associate, until that damn moon hammers me into
the ground like a tent peg. Because all we humans have is each
other.”
You
have to admit she
was impressive.
Bisset thought it
over. “I should get out of this pond.”
“Good idea,” I said
fervently.
Bisset glanced once
more at Juliet. She was unharmed, save for a slight scarring from
our cognitive net. He dropped the laser, which sank out of sight into the
water, and began to wade toward us. ‘Tell me one more thing,
Captain.”
“Yes?”
“So we humans work
for each other. But why are we here?
We spoke about this, Susan. Why explore, why go on and
on?”
Zuba said, “We
don’t know what we might find. We humans are
lost now, but not forever. There’s a place for us.”
Bisset laughed
softly. “Like the movie song.”
“What movie?” I
wondered.
“What
is
a movie?” Ulf
Thoring asked.
“You might want to
hurry it along.” Zuba glanced up.
The
Hammer was
an inverted landscape sliding over the dreaming stromatolites.
Bisset splashed to the edge of the water, and we hurried forward to
help him.
Eventide
Chris Roberson
It
was while burying Dobeh that Serj first caught my attention. In the strange
twilight of Eventide, he seemed a walking shadow, his skin coded so
dark it was almost the shade of a starless sky, his amber eyes
reflecting back the faint sunlight, like gems lit from within. He
smiled, lips pulled back just enough to reveal startling white
teeth, and I knew then that we’d be paired.
Under normal
circumstances it might have seemed inopportune to initiate a new
pair-bond with someone laying his late partner to rest, but nothing
about our circumstances since leaving underspace could be called
normal, so I could scarcely fault him. Serj’s own partner had not
made it off of the Phonix,
or if he had escaped, he’d not done so in our pod, so I certainly
had no monopoly on grief. But a Disocurene cannot long
conscience being alone, unless he or she
is a singleton . . . which, of course, neither of us was, gods
forbid. It is as my mothers always said: “Once buried, sooner
married.”
I finished covering
Dobeh’s shallow grave with my makeshift shovel, a bit of flooring
panel prized
from the escape pod’s interior, and when I straightened, Serj was
at my side.
“Zihl,” he said,
with a voice that rumbled like distant thunder, “I am sorry for
your loss.”
He took my hand in
his, and that was that.
There were ten of
us on board
the escape pod when it detached from the Underspace
Ship Phonix,
shortly after our reinsertion into normal space, but only seven of
us survived long enough to set foot on the planetoid we named
Eventide, all of us substantially organic. Kloster
theorized
that something about the region of space surrounding the planetoid
disrupted the electro-photonic processes of the synthetics among
us—such as Tamsin’s late partner, an artificial intelligence housed
in a bipedal body of ferroceramics—or, indeed, any
organics
with a large percentage of synthetic augmentations—such as my own
Dobeh, who’d long before substituted a kernel of thinking crystal
for a significant portion of his organic brain.
Kloster’s theory
seemed to be born out by the death of Nayrami’s
partner soon
after landfall, since Farise’s cardiovascular system had been
replaced years before by porous tubing and a synthetic pump
governed by a semisentient artificial intelligence; but Kloster’s
quick action was able to preserve Farise past the death of
his body. Cobbling
together a functioning synthetic Mind, assembled from bits and
pieces from the pod’s guidance system, which had gone dark before
the crash, the Engineer rigged a device to perform an emergency
scan of Farise’s thoughts and memories moments before his death. The
patterns stored and active in the theretofore blank Mind, the ghost
of Farise was able to use the low power diagnostic projectors to
animate a miniature holographic representation of his former
body.
In this way,
Nayrami and Farise could remain pair-bonded,
even with only one of them still living. Once we were able to
return to civilization, Nayrami assured us, she planned to use what
was left of their fortune, and her own influence as Ambassador
Extraordinary, to have a new body vat-grown for her partner, so
that they could be together again, in body as well as
soul.
The Ambassador
Extraordinary and her attaché, though, were the only pair-bond to
survive the crash of the Phonix
intact. The
remaining five of us paired off quickly, comprising pair-bonds of two
men—myself and Serj—and two women, Tamsin and Phedra. This left
only the Engineer unattached.
Kloster seemed
hardly bothered by the death of his partner, and less so that he
was left on this strange twilit planetoid without
prospects.
If he had not mentioned picking up a working knowledge of emergency
medicine from his late partner, the ship’s physician, one might
have supposed that the Engineer had always been a singleton. In
truth, I don’t know that Kloster realized just how
uncomfortable the
presence of a singleton made the rest of us, as the days wore on;
but his attentions were elsewhere. That he was often away,
exploring the caves and hidden recesses of the planetoid for hours,
even days, at a time, came as a relief to us, I must confess.
“Kloster,” I asked
the engineer, shortly after our arrival, “does it not strike you
odd that this planetoid would be so constituted as to support human
life so perfectly? The mix of elements in the atmosphere, the
gravity, the warmth—all seem perfectly suited to
sustain life.”
“Zihl,” Kloster
said, an unaccustomed smile on his lean face, the corners of his
mouth almost touching his prominent cheekbones, “I never took you
for a Demiurgist.”
I had no notion
what the engineer meant by this, and I’m sure my expression
showed it.
“Surely you’ve
heard the stories about ancient aliens, Assistant Astrogator?”
Kloster asked, his tone like that of a teacher addressing a small
child.
“Oh,” I said, after
mulling it over for a time, “you mean the Old Ones? Such as are
portrayed in the pseudo-rationalist dramas?”
Kloster blinked
slowly, as if in sudden pain, and shook his head sharply. “Yes.” He
took a long sigh. “Well, one who holds to the Demiurgist doctrine
believes that these ancient intelligences existed in actual fact,
and not just in the fanciful writings of dramatists. There is no
evidence for these ancients, as there is none for sentient beings
from any source but Old Earth, but the proponents of Demiurgism see
inferences everywhere, from the ‘fine-tuning’ of certain
cosmological values to the balance of chemical constituents in some
planetary bodies, which they argue is proof of ancient
terraforming.”
“And you think that
this planetoid proves the Demiurgist doctrine?”
“No,” Kloster
said with a
faint smile, shaking his head slowly, “I said it sounded as
though you
did.”
With that, the
engineer turned on his heel and walked away, leaving me puzzled by
the turns of our brief conversation.
Those first nights
on the planetoid, before we’d named it Eventide, we housed
within the escape pod itself. But the close quarters were not
suitable for an extended stay, the air was stifling, and my fitful
sleep was plagued by nightmares. In short order we sought
alternatives. At Kloster’s suggestion, and with considerable physical
exertion, we managed to break loose some fractal branches from the
crystalline fronds, the native flora, and used these as our
building materials. The resulting structures proved better
protection against the flyers than the Phonix’s
escape pod had been, and in little time our band of survivors had
blossomed into a miniature community of rough-built frond
shelters.
Still, though, my
sleep was troubled, and I dreamed dark dreams. And still the sun
did not set.
I think it may have
been our adherence to pair-bonding that drove us into
underspace in the first place. We of Disocur are instilled from an
early age with the need to partner, an essential message of the
education of organic children and synthetic intelligences alike. We
are taught from the cradle that—whatever one’s gender,
orientation, species, or provenance—to be partnered in a pair-bond
is the preferred mode of existence. Singletons, unpaired
individuals, are vanishingly rare, most often occurring when one
member of a pair-bond dies before the other—though nearly all made
singletons in this way seek out a new partner as quickly as
possible. Perhaps the reason that most Disocurenes are so
uncomfortable around singletons—and, for that matter, one of the
reasons why we transit the Threshold to other worlds so infrequently, where
singletons are the norm—is that they serve as reminders of our own
mortality.
The hope that there
might be other branches of humanity, out in the galaxy, to whom we
could reconnect, I suspect, was driven by this same
impulse to
pair and to shun the singleton. Travel between the established
worlds of civilization is easy and as close to instantaneous as to
make no difference. But no one knows how many other worlds were
settled during the centuries of the Diaspora, when humans
left Old Earth for
the stars in fusion-engine rockets traveling at ponderous
subluminal speeds. In the hundreds of generations since the first
Thresholds were initiated, each wormhole a doorway connecting two
distant worlds, humanity in its many forms and guises—including uplifted
animals, synthetics, and others of blended or uncertain
provenance—had become fairly complacent. A journey of a few steps
could carry one at no cost a span of light years. So what if travel
was restricted to established destinations and that the vast bulk of
the galaxy remained uncharted and unexplored? If the cost of
visiting these distant stars and discovering lost cousins of
humanity was to live for decades or centuries in interstellar
space, it was too high a price to pay.
There was an alternative, of
course, as there always is. And while it was no less
expensive—quite the reverse—the price was paid in a different
coin.
Only the
Disocurene, with our fanatical longing to pair that which is left
alone, were willing to pay the price. It took the bulk of our
planetary economy for several centuries to fund the development and
construction of the underspace impellers, and several generations
more to perfect the integration of the drives onto a manned vessel.
The technology, which allowed for superluminal flight
by traversing another spacetime continuum, contiguous to our own
but in which distances were shorter, had been hypothetical for long
centuries, and it nearly bankrupted our world to move it into the
actual. But in the end, the Underspace
Ship Phonix was completed, and our journey
was ready to begin. A crew of three dozen pairs of Disocurenes was
selected by the Chancellery, an Ambassador Extraordinary created
who could speak to anyone we might encounter with the voice of
Disocur, and
with much celebration we were launched out into the
darkness.
It was only when
the Phonix
attempted the
reinsertion into normal space, after three hours travel in
underspace, that the problems began.
Kloster could not
explain why the planetoid was locked in a perpetual
twilight, and none of the rest of us had the science to venture a
hypothesis. The distant sun, whose faint light warmed us, pinked
the sky over the western horizon, and the stars shone above the
east, but sun never set, and the stars never wheeled in place. The
light was gray, forever frozen in the gloaming. Nayrami, who had
more of the poet in her than any of the rest of us, finally named
this unknown planetoid “Eventide.” It meant evening, or so she
said, and seemed as good a name as any.
Back then, none of
us expected that we would be staying for long, so it hardly seemed
to matter.
I had served as
assistant astrogator on the Phonix,
and Serj had been the second-shift pilot, and so between us we had
a fair handle on the functioning of the ship’s impellers and the
nature of the transition between normal space and underspace. As
best we could work out, talking it over in our shelter at
night—or in that
period we survivors had determined the “night” by fiat, since every
hour was the same as every other—when the Phonix
returned to normal
space, it had not been at the reinsertion point the astrogator had
plotted. I had seen enough of the starfields surrounding us to
realize they didn’t match the charts before the hull imploded on
the lower decks, killing half the crew in an instant, Serj’s
partner among them. Instead, it was as if the ship had been drawn
to some other region of space entirely.
When next we saw
Kloster, late the following “day,” we told the engineer our theory.
He merely shrugged and said, “I see nothing objectionable in your
hypothesis.”
“And do you think
that whatever drew us here also accounts for the frozen sun and
stars?” Serj
asked, casting his amber gaze skyward. This surprised me, as I
hadn’t considered the connection before.
While I smiled
slightly, warmed by my good fortune in selecting such a fine
partner—a physique and a mind, together!—the engineer merely
shrugged
again and absently glanced at the immobile sky above.
“Perhaps,” Kloster
said, and turned away.
We passed the time
as best we could, waiting for the rescue vessel whose arrival, we
were sure, was imminent. We theorized that the Chancellery would
take one of
the prototype underspace impellers and affix it to a subluminal
craft with little effort and only marginal expense to come
searching for the Phonix
when it failed to
return home. In the meantime, we put on little comedies and dramas,
following the scripts as best we could
recall. Or competed in games of chance and skill, pair-bond against
pair-bond, or men against women, or any other combination of
players we could imagine. Or told stories, or sang songs, or rutted
in the privacy of our shelters of fronds or in the hidden
places of the cavern.
All but the
engineer. Kloster kept to himself, more often than not, and seemed
to have aged whole years in the scant few days since the
crash.
Still I was plagued
by strange dreams—murders, strange pairings, jealousies, and rage.
Whenever I woke from one of these troubling visions, there always
followed a brief period of confusion, and I could not recall which
was my waking life and which the dream. The stolid presence of
Serj, slumbering beside me on our makeshift cot, was always a
comfort, pulling me back to reality, and I clung to him as though I
were adrift at sea and he was the only thing keeping me
afloat.
We knew little
about each other’s lives before our arrival on Eventide. Our time
spent aboard
the Phonix
had been brief,
just a few days powering out from Disocur and the short hours in
underspace, and after arriving on the planetoid we had little
desire to dwell on all we had lost.
I tried to make a
pet of one of the scurries, though Serj laughed at my efforts, and the
women thought I was sure to catch some disease from it. The middle
of the three-tiered Eventide food chain, the scurries were small,
twelve-legged organisms, about the length of my foot. Their
hairless hides were rough and knobby, their heads
diamond-shaped and eyeless, dominated by large mouths and the
circle of small pits that Kloster theorized were used for some form
of echolocation. The scurries’ diet consisted entirely of water
lapped up from the ponds of condensation that dotted the irregular Eventide
landscape and the fronds.
The fronds were a
kind of crystalline plant or fungus, which grew massive leafy
protrusions that exfoliated with fractal complexity. They drew
sustenance from the molecules of the soil, air, and
water,
converting them into the complex sugars that gave their leafy
appendages their crystalline structure. The basic components of the
fronds were organic, but the crystalline structures were difficult
to break and virtually impossible for a human’s
digestive
system to process. Luckily for the survivors of the
Phonix,
the harsh digestive acids and massive grinding jaws of the scurries
were equal to the task, and as soon as the escape pod’s limited
food stores were exhausted, scurries roasted on a spit
became a
staple of our diet.
The scurries were
themselves the sole form of sustenance for the flyers, the
batwinged predators that lurked on the looming peaks of the
Eventide horizon and swooped down to prey on the scurries when they
matured beyond a certain length. The circle was completed
when one of the flyers died, their decomposing remains providing
the necessary cocktail of molecules that the spores of the fronds
required to germinate.
The flyers had
attacked us early on, perhaps seeing us as more
substantial
prey than the scurries. Fortunately, Kloster had outfitted us with
sidearms from the escape pod’s stores—the Disocurene Chancellery
had not known what the Phonix
might find in its
search for the lost branches of humanity and had wanted the crew to
be prepared
for any eventuality—and as vicious and tough as the predators were,
the Flyers proved no match for a disruptor’s concentrated
beam.
Farise chided me
for wanting to make a pet of a creature I might be forced to eat in
a matter of days, his voice sounding tinny and hollow
through the Mind’s small speakers. Nayrami and Phedra joined hands
and sang a popular children’s song about a boy who pair-bonds with
a pet rodent instead of a sentient. And, finally, Serj and Tamsin
sat side by side, shoulders rubbing, holding their sides with
laughter.
I told them all I
didn’t care what they thought. I named my pet Phonix—deciding at
the last moment that naming it Dobeh would be in poor taste—and did
my level best to bestow some affection on it, despite the
scurry’s
best efforts to escape.
The next day, while
I attempted to teach the creature to stand up on its hind pairs of
legs, my pet scurry bit me on the hand. Kloster returned from his
explorations of the caves, looking older than ever, and treated my
wound with
the emergency medical kit retrieved from the pod. He said the
injury was unlikely to leave a scar, but I was
unconvinced.
At our evening
meal, everyone insisted that I get the choicest cut of meat, and
Phonix proved to be quite tasty, indeed.
My hair had grown
in, in the weeks since the crash. I typically kept the follicles on
my head switched off, preferring to leave my skull hairless, but
since arriving on Eventide the resequencers had dissipated into my
bloodstream, leaving the follicles to follow their inborn genetic
imperatives, and in short order I had a shaggy, unkempt mess of
hair atop my head. Serj said he didn’t mind and that he somewhat
preferred my new appearance, but I was just grateful for the
shortage of reflective surfaces on the planetoid.
Tamsin, though, the
statuesque protocol officer on the Phonix,
was less than thrilled when her own phenotype began to reassert
itself. When we’d arrived on Eventide, her skin had been coded a
tasteful shade of emerald, and her hair and eyes a
matching shade of
crimson, the red of a dying main sequence star. After a few weeks,
the luster began to fade, and she began slowly to revert to the
more typical Disocurene coloration, skin the light brown hue of wet
sand, hair a reddish copper. Phedra was short, compact, and tightly
muscled, and she wore her body as genetics and nature intended,
though honed to a razor’s edge. She joked that her partner would in
short order need to take cosmetic advice from her, but if Tamsin
was amused at the thought of looking like the ship’s
fabricator, she did a good job of hiding it. They made for an odd
pair-bond, but they had each other, and that was what
counted.
No rescue vessel
appeared, nor any sign of any other escape pods from the ship. It
was difficult to measure the passage of time,
but it was no more than a few weeks before we gave up all hope of
being rescued. We confessed to one another that we hadn’t ever
really thought it possible that help would arrive. In time, we even
came to believe it.
My
dreams grew
worse, such that it was rare that a night passed without some
terror rousing me from my sleep. When I mentioned these to the
others, even those who claimed not to have been troubled by
nightmares indicated with their haunted expressions that
they in fact
had been. We wondered whether there might not be some
characteristic of our diet, perhaps undetected microorganisms in
the condensation, that could account for these nightly visions, but
when we finally had a chance to ask Kloster his opinion, on
one of his
rare appearances at mealtime, he claimed that his own sleep was
untroubled and that he had no notion which might be disturbing the
rest of us. He put it down to stress over our circumstances, and he
went about his business.
I wanted to believe
the engineer
was right, but when I awoke from a dream, the image fresh in my
mind—of my hands wrapped around Nayrami’s thin bird-like neck, or
of Phedra standing over me with a disruptor pistol in hand, or of
coming upon Serj lying in pieces on the ground, his entrails a feast for a
flock of flyers—I found it hard to dismiss it so easily.
We began to
explore, more to stave off boredom than to pursue any curiosity. We
carried disruptors at our belts, of course, to fend off any errant
flyers, but we were quite safe, for all
that.
The planetoid of
Eventide was denser and more massive than its small dimensions
would suggest. This we knew, but until one of us did it, we had no
notion than a person on foot could walk in a circuit around the
planetoid’s surface in the equivalent of just a few
days. Eventide’s gravitational attraction was a substantial portion
of Earth-normal, only a few percent less than that of Disocur. And,
despite our best efforts, we found no other members of the local
ecosystem than the fronds, the scurries, and the
flyers, as much as our palates—weary of a steady diet of
condensation and roasted scurry—would have preferred some
variety.
That such an
unlikely environment supported a single organism, much less three,
was hardly a surprise. Since the days of the Diaspora,
humanity had learned that life was ubiquitous, hiding in virtually
every imaginable planetary crevasse.
If life itself was
everywhere, however, sentience sadly was not. The only self-aware
beings humanity encountered out among the stars were those that
they brought with them, or those which they engendered once they
arrived. With sufficient time, resources, and desire, it was
conceivable that we survivors could uplift the simple organics of
Eventide into proper sentience, but it hardly seemed worth the
trouble, even in purely theoretical terms.
And, in short
order, we had explored all that there was to explore. Except for
the caves. The planetoid was riddled with subterranean passages,
from microfissures to massive caverns, but they were cold, and dark,
and foreboding, and none of us liked to linger too long in them.
None but the engineer. Kloster seemed to have found a new home,
there in the dark recesses of Eventide, and as time went on, he
visited our little community of frond-built structures less and
less. When he did return to the surface, on rare occasions, it was
only for brief visits, during which he would question each of us in
turn about all that had happened in his absence, as though he were
compiling a personal history of our collective
experiences.
Still my dreams
grew worse, and from their haggard and haunted looks I knew that
the others’ sleep was no less troubled. In our waking hours, we
found it difficult to separate the real people before us from the
actions our
minds had attributed to them in our nightmares. In some cases, such
as the dreams of strange pairings, as when I dreamed that I was
pair-bonded to Phedra and not to Serj, this made for uncomfortable
encounters, when I forgot that the affection I felt was only imagined, and a
tender caress in passing gave offense. But mine was not the first
such transgression, and tempers quickly calmed.
One night, I
dreamed that Kloster had failed to construct the makeshift Mind
that housed the ghost of Farise, and that he had bonded to
Nayrami. But their pair-bond, in my dream, was an unhappy one, and
ended badly.
The population of
scurries around our encampment grew thinner as time went on,
forcing us to go further and further afield to find meat for our
table. I
took to hunting alone in the “mornings,” going out with my
disruptor sidearm—at its lowest setting the beam was sufficient to
kill the creatures without disintegrating them altogether—and
returning hours later with enough food for all of us.
On the
day it happened, I
managed to catch only two scurries, and I knew that we’d be eating
slim for dinner that night. I called to Serj as I stepped inside
our frond shelter, joking that he’d have to curb his appetite for
one night, at least, but that I’d make it up to him when we doused the
lights.
There he was, in
our cot, lying naked next to vast amount of green-tinged skin,
cascades of copper-reddish hair falling over his chest.
It took me a moment
to work out the tangle of limbs and flesh, but then I have
never been very
quick.
“Tamsin?” I said
aloud, as she and my partner turned, eyes wide, startled by my
early return.
“Zihl, wait . . .”
Serj said, raising a hand to me.
My disruptor was at
my belt, and then it was in my hand. I don’t recall a
transition
between the two states, though there must have been. My vision went
red, and my thoughts boomed in my head like the sound of the
Phonix’s
lower decks imploding. I could see Serj’s lips moving, but nothing
he said made it into my head. I thumbed the
disruptor’s
beam to full dispersal and fired.
Serj and Tamsin,
locked in a final embrace, faded like an afterimage as their
bodies’ quanta decohered, subatomic particles displaced in all
directions, accompanied only by a low, sullen hiss from the
sidearm’s barrel.
But as they died,
erased from existence, the image of their death was overlaid in my
mind with countless other images of death and loss, the same as
those that had haunted my dreams these many months, but now more
immediate, more vivid. They were all real, and none of them
was.
I reeled back,
clutching the sides of my head, and for an instant I couldn’t bring
to mind what had just happened. Had I just beamed Serj and Tamsin
into noncorporeality? And if I had, which was my partner and which
the interloper? Or had it been another
whom my beam had struck, or another who had been about to beam
me?
Reality reasserted,
and I remembered what I had done, but even then my grasp was
tenuous, and I felt as though I might slip back into a myriad of
unreal worlds at any moment.
Throwing my
disruptor to the ground and racing from the shelter, I headed for
the caverns.
I had to find
Kloster. He would know what to do.
I don’t know how
long I searched for the engineer in the darkened caves of Eventide.
Hours? Days?
Longer? I passed through caverns large enough to house the
Phonix
itself, and crawled
through tunnels scarcely wider than my shoulders, and I forgot all
about hunger, and thirst, and fatigue. I thought of nothing but
everything that I had lost, and the nightmares that plagued us, and
the frozen sky, and the crash, and the sure certainty that there
must be an answer to all of it, and that Kloster must have
it.
I cannot say
whether some part of me recognized that the walls along which I
groped were no longer rough stone but cool and
polished metal, or that my eyes, long accustomed to the darkness,
could again see in the gradual gloom ahead. I think, in fact, that
I was almost nose-to-nose with the engineer before it even
registered on my consciousness that he was before me. The dawning
realization that he stood before a massive wall of metal, covered
with strange shapes and symbols, followed at some
distance.
“Ah, Assistant
Astrogator,” Kloster said, with a resigned nod, looking up from his
work. “Well, what was it this
time?”
I stammered, my
throat parched, my tongue thick in my mouth.
“Well, come out
with it, Zihl, what happened?”
“Serj . . .” I
began, my voice croaking. “With Tamsin. In our bed.” I tried to
swallow but passed only dust and air.
“Go
on,” the engineer
said, waving his hand impatiently. “Serj was your partner, I
believe, and you found him in the arms of another.”
I looked down at my
hands, cut, bruised, and filthy from my journey through the
caves.
“I had my disruptor
. . .” I said, and could go no
further.
Kloster rubbed his
chin, thoughtfully. “I shouldn’t be surprised, I suppose. The
pairing of Tamsin with Phedra was never particularly
stable.”
The Engineer
clapped his hands together and turned to face the metal. He began
moving the
shapes and symbols in sequence, at a lightning pace.
“What . . . what is
this?” I managed to croak, and waved a bloody finger toward the
towering wall. The metal of which it was constructed was one I had
never seen before, shimmering and strange, and seemed to shift beneath my
gaze.
“Hmmm?” Kloster
glanced back over his shoulder, distracted. “Oh, this? This, my
dear Zihl, is the proof that the Demiurgists would murder their own
children in their beds to possess. This is not a planetoid. It
never was. This is an ancient engine,
capable of warping the fabric of space-time around it. Everything
between here and the surface is merely matter that has accreted to
the engine’s surface, over countless eons.”
I staggered back,
blinking lids over bloodshot eyes, my mouth working
soundlessly.
“At some point,
probably before the Old Earth cooled, the engine malfunctioned and
pinched off from normal space into its own pocket continuum. That’s
what attracted the Phonix
as we transitioned
back from underspace. We never could have escaped, if
that’s what you’re worried about. Not once we passed within the
event horizon of the engine’s space-time bubble. But while it’s
taken long years, I’ve been able to master the rudiments of the
engine’s controls, so that I can now manipulate the flow of time
within the bubble.”
“Time?” I said,
feebly.
“Yes, rolling it
backward and forward, trying to find the proper combinations. If
we’re to live here, it may as well be in the best circumstances,
yes? But so far, I’m afraid it always ends badly. That’ll be the
cause of the nightmares, bleed-through from the other iterations,
but that’s a small price to pay, don’t you think?” He grinned,
darkly. “But it could be worse, after all. You could be forced to
remember all of the iterations, like I do.” He mimed a shiver,
and shook his head, comically.
I stepped forward,
raising my hands.
“We’ve done all of
this before?”
“Yes, Zihl,”
Kloster said, a touch of sadness in his voice, “but I’m confident
that I’ll work out all of the suitable variables, given time.”
The Engineer
reached out a thin finger, and touched a final symbol on the metal
wall, and the world fell away.
It was
everywhere.
It was
nowhere.
I remembered all of
it, and I remembered nothing.
It was . .
.
It was
while
burying Dobeh that Tamsin first caught my attention. In the strange
twilight of Eventide, she shone like a distant star, her crimson
hair and eyes standing out like firelight against the cool emerald
of her skin. She smiled, and I knew then that we’d
be
paired.
What We Still Talk About
Scott Edelman
Selene,
blue pill cupped in one palm, wondered where she would find the
strength to raise the small lozenge to her lips. The longer she
stared out at the harsh landscape, the heavier the morning dosage
seemed in her hand.
The dome had hoped
that she and her husband would find the vista
in which it had chosen to place them that morning pleasing, but for
Selene, the generated location was a failure, as had been its other
recent choices. Karl would perhaps feel differently, but for
Selene, as the rocks stretched on, rough and dry and red,
the scene brought to mind nothing so much as the interior of her
own heart.
She closed her
fingers tightly around the pill and could feel its smooth metallic
surface grow sticky from her sweat.
“Does anyone,” she
said, in a soft, uncertain voice,
“remember how to get to Earth?”
The words spurted
out of her so suddenly that she was startled. Her question had
exploded on its own without even the thought of an audience that
might receive it.
“Did you hear what
I just said, Karl?” said Selene. “Or did I only
think it?”
“I heard you,
darling,” said Karl, lifting wiry arms above his head as he
stretched out on rainbow sheets that shimmered with his movements.
“It just took me a moment to digest it. I haven’t thought about
Earth in
years.”
“Oh, please,
Selene,” said Karl, entering through one of the bedroom’s irises
while bearing a tray of drinks intended to cool them from their
lovemaking. “Earth is so boring. Promise me that you’re not
thinking of going back there again. You’re not really—are you?”
“It’s not very
far,” shouted Karl from the opposite dome from which Karl had just
entered. Selene, peering through the connecting biolock, could see
him busy at work, his fingers encrusted with a yellow dust from
pollinating the wall for the coming season’s
sculptures. “No, it’s not very far at all. But then, these days,
what is?”
“Good,” said
Selene. “Then let’s go.”
She tossed the pill
in her mouth and swallowed too quickly; the pill stuck in her
throat. She took the drink Karl held out to her, swirled the
sheer cup until the thick liquid began to spark, and forced the
pill quickly down.
That was that,
then. Her choice had been made. There’d be no more thinking, no
more worrying. Not for today, at least.
“This will be fun,”
she said
quietly, almost to herself. She licked away the last of the sticky
blue residue that remained in the folds of her palm. “I love you,
Karl.”
“And I love you,”
said her husband.
“And I love you,”
said her husband.
“And I love you,”
said her husband.
The joyful harmony
of his voices caused her heart to skip a beat, its pulsing
overwhelmed at being the focus of her husband’s love.
“Let’s get started
then,” she said, jumping to her feet.
“Right now?” asked
Karl. He flung the bedsheet toward the ceiling and then, as it billowed,
stepped beneath it. As he lifted his arms, the flowing fabric
descended to wrap itself tightly around him. Mere molecules thick,
his garb was less clothing than a second layer of skin, as if his
nude form had been dipped into a vat of multicolored paint. He
snatched the second mug from Karl’s tray.
“Why not?” asked
Selene. “I see no reason to wait. There’s something to be said for
spontaneity.”
“Yes, something,”
said Karl, dropping his empty tray to the floor, where it was
quickly
reabsorbed into their dome. “I’ve never been sure exactly what that
something is,
though.”
“Which flitter
should we take?” asked Selene, strong enough now, as she might not
have been before, to ignore her husband’s joke. She looked into the
sky and tried to see past the moons
above.
“Why a flitter?”
asked Karl. He left a yellow trail of powdery footprints that
suffused with red behind him as his steps germinated. “All we need
to do is simply think our destination, and we’re there.”
“No,” said Selene
firmly,
still intent on the distant Earth that hid somewhere in the sky.
“This is something that must be done real, or at least as real as
anything can
be done these
days.”
“As if projecting
our way to Earth wouldn’t be real,” said Karl, shaking his
hands by the
wrists until the bedsheet extruded opalescent gloves that grew to
his fingerstips. “As if the new choices are any less real than the
old ones. It’s all real, Selene. You have too much love of
old-fashioned things.”
“Which explains why
I keep you around, I guess,” she
said.
Her husband reached
out simultaneously to swat her on the rump. Karl’s hands collided
one-two-three before they continued on the final few inches to make
contact with her, the sort of overlap that she knew only occurred
in those rare instances when she touched
a nerve. She smiled, and they hugged, his arms weaving together to
embrace her at the center of a warm cocoon. She murmured
peacefully. For a brief moment, she forgot about blue pills, about
the endless red rock, about the pleasant, tickling memories of
ancient Earth.
Then Karl had to
speak, bringing them all back again.
“We should really
ask Ursula and Tomas along,” said Karl, his words echoing wetly in
the confines of their flesh.
“Oh,” said Selene,
stepping outside of the curtain of Karl’s body. “I
was hoping that we could all go alone.”
“All?” said Karl,
looking from himself to himself.
“Why, yes,” said
Selene. “All. All alone. It’s been so long since we’ve all been
away alone together. Too long.”
“Too late,” said
Karl, coming
up behind her. “I’ve already invited them. It never occurred to me
that you’d object.”
“You should have
thought about it a little more carefully before you thought them an
invitation, Karl,” she said, slowly turning away from her
husband.
“You’re right, Selene,” said Karl,
from beside her. “But it’s too late for that now, unfortunately.
You know how Tomas and Ursula are. I wouldn’t want to hurt their
feelings. I’m sorry, Selene.”
But what
about my feelings? she thought, and then, almost
before that
emotion could claw its way to full consciousness, the feeling
effervesced, as all such feelings did, if only she made the right
choice each morning. She turned back to Karl and touched her
husband’s cheek, while by the dome’s outer window, Karl
watched as a
flitter blossomed from the rocks around them. A jagged skeleton
slowly rose up that was but a whispered promise of the vehicle that
would carry them light-years away. Molten ore feathered through the
air like spun sugar and wrapped about the flitter’s core.
“Look,” Karl said,
as the process completed and Selene’s name etched itself into the
finished skin of the ship.
“Hello,” tickled
Tomas in her ear.
Selene smiled,
perhaps at the flourish her husband had provided, perhaps at the
arrival of her friend. Perhaps both. She felt
the familiar good mood wash over her as the nanobots massaged the
chemistry of her bloodstream.
“Thank you, Karl,”
she said. “Hello, Tomas.”
“Ursula will be
along shortly.”
“But never shortly
enough for you, Tomas, right?” said Karl.
“I can be a patient
. . . man,” he vibrated, everywhere and nowhere. If he had chosen
to sneak up on them, they wouldn’t even have known he was there.
“Someday, she’ll grow tired of a material existence, and then,
there won’t be anything left for me to have to be
patient about.”
“Other than
enjoying your practice of such restraint, Tomas,” asked Selene,
“how have you been?”
“Bored,” he
vibrated. “The universe continues to hold far too few surprises. So
I’m glad that you asked us along.”
“How
could you possibly
be bored with all this?” asked Karl, as he stepped through the iris
back to his wall work. “I can’t remember when I’ve last been
bored.”
“Oh, it’s more than
just that, Karl,” said Tomas. “It’s that you can’t remember,
period. I never have been able to figure out how
you manage to keep yourselves straight.”
Before Karl or Karl
or Karl could answer, the ground rumbled, and Selene jumped in
quickly. She needed the day to go smoothly.
“That would be
Ursula,” she said, as the dome compensated for the clamor outside, and
the room regained its silence. “You know, Tomas, for someone so
willing to take the greatest of leaps, your emotions can be awfully
old-fashioned.”
Ursula plodded
toward them from the short horizon, her robotic feet
crushing rocks into crimson sprays of
dust. It wasn’t until she arrived at the flitter, overshadowing it
in a tower of chrome, that Selene was able to judge the size that
Ursula had chosen to carry that day. Ursula had felt like being a
giantess, and so she was.
“We’re all here,
then,” said Selene. She had made her own choice about what she was
to be that day, and she intended to stick to it. “Let’s
go.”
Selene walked in
the direction of the flitter, and when she arrived at the dome
wall, she kept walking and flowed effortlessly through it,
passing as if through the fragile skin of a bubble. A thin membrane
clung to her as she continued walking, and stretched the wall
outward, and as she drew closer to the flitter, the connection
snapped, and the skin sealed shut behind her. The flitter
extended a tongue in her direction, and as she mounted the walkway,
she waved up at Ursula from within a self-contained
atmosphere.
“Are you feeling
any better today?” said Ursula, her faraway speakers booming
deeply.
“How I’m
feeling
doesn’t really matter,” said Selene. “It’s how I’m
doing.
And right now, I seem to be doing something at last.”
Selene paused near
the top of the walkway. She turned and gestured back at the dome,
making the assumption that her movements were being
watched.
Karl seemed to be
the first to follow her and vanish inside the flitter, though with
Tomas around, she could never be completely sure. Once her husband
was inside, Karl then followed. He brushed past Selene on the
walkway and stopped at the hatch. While she looked up at him,
Karl came along, stepping up behind her and wrapping his arms about
her waist. Karl smiled down at the two of them from above, then
turned and vanished inside the ship.
“Do you really need
all of me?” Karl whispered. The pliant membrane allowed her to feel
his breath hot in her ear.
“Yes,” said Selene.
“This time, I do. Please, Karl.”
Arms locked, they
strolled up the rest of the walkway together and entered the ship.
Karl and Karl were already seated within a teardrop-shaped
room otherwise bare
of furniture, a compartment larger than the ship in which it was
contained. At the narrowest point of the teardrop, Karl and Selene
dropped back off their feet, trusting that a couch would ooze up
from the floor to catch them.
“Ursula?” called out
Selene.
The opaque wall
which curved about them grew steadily transparent until Selene
could see her friend framed by the landscape outside. She swelled
even larger, and was soon crouching down above them, her head alone
as big as one of their dome rooms.
“I have a feeling
that this is going to be fun,” said Tomas. “Yes, darling, it’s
time. You know what to do.”
Ursula scooped up
the flitter, growing even taller as she hugged the vehicle to her
chest, carrying them to where the atmosphere was even thinner. Staring into
her friend’s ever-more-enormous face, Selene felt as if she were
instead shrinking away. At times like this one, she always found it
hard at first to tell which one of them was actually doing the
changing. Ursula lifted the flitter behind her head for a
moment and then pitched it high into the air. As it neared the top
of its arc, great flames spouted from the soles of Ursula’s feet,
and she rocketed after her friends. She overtook them and slammed
into the rear of the ship, adding the thrust they needed to
escape the gravity of the small planet.
Once Ursula and the
ship she’d propelled were both fully free of the atmosphere, the
gleaming plates that made up her body receded into each other. As
they overlapped, she shrank until she was down to a size capable
of entering the airlock. As she fell back into the circle of her
friends, a seat sturdier than the others grew up to greet
her.
“How long do you
think this will take?” she asked with a dull buzz, as she brushed
meteor dust from one shiny
shoulder.
“That all depends,”
said Karl, looking out at the stars.
“It will take
however long Selene wants it to take,” said Karl, looking intently
at his wife. “That isn’t something that can be timed.”
“Then I think I’ll
have a drink,” said Selene.
Karl pressed his
hands against the front wall of the small ship, which extruded mugs
that he handed to Karl and Selene and Karl. Ursula pressed a few
buttons on her wrist, and a small door slid open in her chest. She
took the offered drink and poured its contents down into a
permaglass funnel. Karl offered Ursula a second mug, which she
balanced on the flat of her knee joint as liquid gurgled
pneumatically within her. As the level in that beverage dropped,
Selene could hear a gentle slurping.
“Thank you,” said
Tomas. “So tell us, Selene—why Earth?”
“And why now?”
buzzed Ursula. “I don’t remember Earth being so thrilling the last
time that it was worth this kind of effort.”
Selene stared off
ahead of them through the clear hull of the flitter
and then looked at
the empty mug in her hand, unable to remember having drained
it.
“I’m not entirely
sure,” said Selene. “It just seems like the thing to
do.”
“It’s those movies,
you know,” said Karl, refilling her drink with a pass of his hand.
“She’s become hooked on them. I have
no idea why she wants to go there now,
but she loves those movies.”
“We could have
watched them at home,” said Karl.
“We could have
watched anything at home,” said Tomas.
“I don’t quite
understand the attraction of those dead art forms,” said Karl.
“They’re so simple. Simple and simplistic. Like children’s
stories.”
“As if you remember
children’s stories,” said Tomas.
“As if
you
remember children,”
said Ursula.
“There’s more than
one kind of simple,” said Selene, struggling to put the static that
warred in her head into words. “It doesn’t always have to be
derogatory. What I liked was that those people had their
limits.”
“Maybe they only
seemed to,” said Tomas, playfully. “Maybe you only thought they
did. You only know them from their movies. Maybe
they were just like us.”
“They weren’t like
us,” said Selene. “They couldn’t do everything. They couldn’t
rewire their bodies or dissipate their souls or wear whatever flesh
suited their moods or . . . or just take a pill. They
had to deal with
whatever they were dealt.”
“And you think that
makes us any different?” asked Ursula. “You’re getting lost in the
details. They were just like us.”
“But look at us,”
said Selene, her eyes suddenly filled with tears.
“Look
at us.”
Karl
leaned forward to
peer at himself in Ursula’s chrome shoulder, then looked at Karl,
then looked at Karl, then laughed. Tomas laughed with
him.
“For some of us,”
said Tomas, “that’s easier done than for others.”
“Life is a
metaphor,” said Ursula. “Just because we get to choose a few
more of them each year doesn’t make us any freer in the grand
scheme of things. We all believe what we’re programmed to
believe.”
“Or what we choose
to believe,” said Selene.
“I choose to
believe that there wasn’t really a need for this,” said Karl. “As I
said, there was no need to travel back to Earth, dear. Whatever you
wanted to see of it back home, you could just have asked for it,
asked for any dream you wished, and we would all have been able to
see it.”
“Is taking a
trip with me
really that much trouble?” said Selene. She dropped her cup and was
pleased to see it shatter before it was reabsorbed into the floor.
“What else were you doing that was so terribly
important?”
“Nothing,” said
Karl.
“Nothing,” said
Karl.
“Nothing,” said Karl, “is so
important that I wouldn’t stop doing it in an instant for you. I’m
only thinking of you, Selene. I only mean that you can have the
prize without all this effort. Such a dead art form can’t be worth
all this.”
“Sometimes the
effort is
the prize,” Selene
said sternly.
“Now
that
isn’t boring,
Ursula,” said Tomas, here, there and everywhere. “Can you remember
when she last spoke to him in that way?”
“I can remember
everything,” said Ursula, tapping at the databanks buried deep in
her waist.
“Brava, Selene!”
said Tomas. “Keep going.”
“No,” said Selene,
her feelings fluctuating wildly. “No more talking just to fill the
time if this is what we still talk about. Let’s get to Earth
now.”
And so they
did.
But when they rose
and spread out against the walls of the
ship, peering in search of a planet, all they saw was the same
vaporous space that had been their companion for the first part of
their voyage. The flitter, which should have popped across the
universe and come to rest in orbit around the birthplace of
humanity, instead floated in a void. The sun shone blisteringly hot
at them with no intervening atmosphere.
“Where are we?”
said Selene. “This can’t possibly be right.”
“And yet it is,”
said Karl.
“We’re exactly
where we’re supposed to be,” said
Karl.
“We’re exactly
where you wanted us to be,” said Karl.
“But we can’t be,”
said Selene. “Where is the Earth?”
This time, Selene
felt for sure that if she would lose herself to a wrenching bout of
tears. It had been a long time since she had felt pushed to that
extreme. And then, as she heard her husband speak again, the notion
was flushed away.
“There’s no reason
that it shouldn’t be right here,” said Karl. “These spatial
coordinates should have placed us in exactly the same
relation to
the Earth as when we’d arrived the last time.”
“That’s
impossible,” said Selene. “The Earth couldn’t just
disappear.”
“Nothing is
impossible,” intoned Ursula.
“How long has it
been again?” asked Karl.
“How long
has
it been?” said
Selene.
“No,”
said Tomas.
“Definitely not boring.”
When Tomas shivered
with delight, Selene could feel the goosebumps.
“I didn’t come this
far just to talk about it,” said Ursula. “I’m going
out.”
She pushed herself
from the hatch to hang in space. Selene watched as
her friend
slowly somersaulted beneath the ship. There should be blue below
her, blue oceans and white clouds and cities and the ruins of
men.
“Selene, dear,”
said Karl. “We may just have to accept the fact that the Earth is
gone.”
“Can we be sure
we’re in the
right place?” asked Karl.
“Oh, we’re in the
right place,” said Karl. “There’s no doubt about it.”
“But what could
have happened?” said Selene.
“At this point,
does it really matter?” said Tomas. “Planets are born, and planets
die. Just because this planet happens to be Earth
doesn’t mean that it gets to go on forever. It could have been
attacked. Or perhaps someone blew it up for spite. Or maybe the
last person out simply turned out the lights, and then it just
ceased to exist, expiring from lack of interest.”
“It doesn’t matter
why,” said Selene. Even as she said it, she realized she’d spoken a
little too quickly, even for her. “I don’t really care why. We’ve
got to put it back the way it was.”
“All the way back?”
asked Karl. “Is that what you want, dear?”
“Should I gather
the pieces?” asked Tomas.
“Should I bring
them all back and make them bustle once more? It might even be a
challenge. I’ve never puzzled out a working world
before.”
“No,” said Selene.
“Not all the way back. That would be meaningless. Just restore the
Earth to as it stood when I was here last. When I was here with
Karl last.”
“Isn’t that the
same thing?” said Karl.
“You didn’t let me
and Ursula tag along with you here that last time,” said Tomas.
“I’ll need a reference. Do you mind?”
Selene shook her
head. In a moment, she felt an itching in her brain, and then, as
quickly as he had entered, Tomas was gone.
“Ah, I see it now,”
said Tomas. “I see how it was.”
That’s all that it
took, for suddenly, Earth was there below her. Spinning there, it was just as
Selene had remembered it, the swirling clouds hiding a purer past
beneath. And having experienced Tomas’s work a thousand times
before, she was sure that it truly was
exactly as she had
remembered it.
“Let’s go down,”
whispered
Selene. “I can’t wait any longer.”
“Ursula, dear,”
Tomas called out. “We’re going down now.”
“I’ll meet you all
Earthside,” said Ursula.
She tucked her chin
into her chest and kicked her feet away from the flitter. Rockets
ignited in her heels to push her down toward the surface
below. Selene watched hungrily, jealously, as her friend became a
dot in the distance and then vanished from sight.
“Should we just—”
said Karl.
“No,” interrupted
Selene. “We shouldn’t. The old-fashioned way. We’re doing
this the
old-fashioned way.”
The flitter dropped
into a low orbit as Selene surveyed the terrain.
“What are you
looking for, dear?” said Karl.
“What are any of us
looking for?” said Tomas.
“You’ve grown much
too metaphysical of late,” said Karl. “Go join your wife.”
“I’m already with
my wife,” said Tomas. “And besides—I put a planet together today.
Don’t you think I’ve earned the right to wax a little
metaphysical?”
“What do you see,
dear?” asked Karl.
“I see us there,”
said Selene, jabbing a finger at the horizon. “We’re going
there.”
The sky turned blue
as they descended to an even lower orbit. Ursula pulled up beside
them and waved, spiraled about the flitter while laughing, and then
sped ahead. Moments later, they dropped to the surface, setting
the ship
lightly down in the center of a deserted city. The frozen moment
resurrected by Tomas reflected a time when no one was left to greet
them. Some of the buildings still towered over them, but others lay
in rubble. Tall grasses swayed. Stepping from the flitter and pausing to
listen, Selene could hear the sound of birds and the occasional
thunder and crash of a collapsing building. The abandoned planet
was once more a dying planet, and now that Tomas had set its clock
ticking again, Earth hurried along again to its inevitable
end.
“It’s exactly as I
remember it,” she said. “Perfect.”
“Why didn’t you
want me to return Earth to its glory, rather than its decline?”
asked Tomas. “I would have welcomed that. It would have been more
of a challenge.”
Selene
didn’t answer.
Selene couldn’t answer. Selene merely stood transfixed, studying
each inch of territory between her toes and the horizon until
Ursula landed with a thud beside them.
“Well, we’re here,”
said Ursula, setting right a car that had flipped on
its side ages
before. “What are we supposed to do now?”
“That’s entirely up
to Selene,” said Tomas. “This is her party. We’re just here as her
guests. Or witnesses.”
“Witnesses?” said
Ursula. “It isn’t as if this is a wedding.”
“Dear?” asked Karl.
“It’s up to
you.”
“Come,” said
Selene, holding out her hands to her husband. “Let’s take a walk
together.”
Karl came up on her
left side, and Karl came up on her right, and Karl stepped ahead to
walk before them with both hands dangling back to join theirs.
Ursula
cleared a path ahead of them, concrete and brick being crushed into
a smooth powder beneath her. She came across a tumbled lamppost
and, laughing, tossed it toward the sky. Selene never saw or heard
it fall.
“Remember the first
time we came here?” asked Selene, giving her
husband’s hands a squeeze.
“How could I
possibly forget,” said Karl in her right ear.
“It was our
honeymoon,” said Karl in her left.
“It seems like a
lifetime ago,” called Karl back over one shoulder. “But I’m sure
that it was much longer than
that.”
“When Ursula and I
decided to bind ourselves to each other,” said Tomas, “we
went everywhere.”
“Earth was quite
enough for us,” said Selene.
“I’m sure it was
very nice,” said Ursula.
“Who needs the
entire universe, when this is where it all began?” said Selene.
“Not just us. Everything.”
“Poor Selene,” said
Tomas, wickedly. “Feeling overly nostalgic? They have a pill for
that, too, you know.”
“Tomas!” blared
Ursula, turning to the sky. “If you had a neck, I’d wring
it.”
“What
did I say?”
said Tomas. “I never meant that in a bad way. We’re all friends
here, aren’t we?”
“Pretend that you
have a tongue,” said Ursula. “And hold it.”
“I want to see it
all again,” said Selene, unshaken by Tomas’s words. Playful or
punishing, they could not affect her. In that
place, at that moment, for one of the very few times in her life,
she felt like a rock. “I want to visit the museums, see the movies,
and . . . and everything. I want to see the way that people lived
before. I want to watch what choices they had to
make.”
“Assuming, of
course,” said Tomas, “that in their art, truth was being told about
the way that people lived before.”
“Tomas!” said
Ursula.
“I’m only
saying—”
“Enough,” said
Ursula. “Selene, do you think all those things you
need could
possibly still be here?”
“Except for a
little more decay here and there, it’s just as we left it,” said
Selene.
“Thank you,”
whispered Tomas.
“I recognize this
city,” said Selene. “I recognize this street. Karl, do you
recognize this street?”
There was no
answer, not from Karl nor Karl nor Karl, which made Selene squeeze
his hands all the harder.
“We’ve just a few
blocks to go,” she said, pausing for a moment in the middle of an
intersection. “And then you’ll all see what I mean. That
way.”
“Let’s do it then,”
said Ursula.
Ursula swelled from
her default size into her gigantic self. With hands the size of
couches, she scooped her four companions high up into the air, and
ran in the direction Selene had pointed.
“No!” shouted
Selene, bouncing several stories above the
cement. “Ursula, please, it can’t be like this. Put us
down.”
Ursula froze so
suddenly that her metal muscles squealed. She shrunk in on herself
until Selene and the others touched lightly down.
“Thank you, Ursula,
and please forgive me,” said Selene. “But
what happens here today, you have to understand, I don’t want it to
be done our way. I need it to be done the old-fashioned
way.”
“If it’s important
to you,” said Ursula, “then I understand.”
“Well, I don’t,”
said Tomas.
“Tomas
. . .”
“But whatever you
need, Selene,” he quickly added.
“This is where the
art museum was,” said Selene, gesturing to the decrepit building in
front of which they stood.
The front wall of
the marble and granite structure had collapsed, so they
were forced
to pick their way across a field of rubble. They climbed atop a
pile of huge shards that blocked the entrance and then slid down
inside through where a wall had split open. Most of the paintings
were no longer on the walls, having fallen in some
past catastrophe.
Tomas wrapped himself around one that had dropped facedown in the
dust, and the large canvas rose and floated in the air, presenting
its face to each of them in turn.
A man and woman
gazed out at them, their hands lightly touching as
they stood
in a flowering garden. A young girl sat between them in the grass,
hugging a ball in her lap. They stared at the painter who had
captured them, stared, without being entirely aware of it, into the
future Selene occupied. Selene stared back, trying
to peer into that
past.
“Is that all we
once were?” said Ursula, as the canvas spun again to her. “They
look trapped in their flesh. Except for size, they look almost
exactly the same.”
“For them,” said
Selene, “that was difference enough.”
“At least,
that’s what they
had to keep telling themselves,” said Tomas.
“Come along,
Tomas,” said Ursula. “Let’s give Selene and Karl some time
alone.”
Ursula climbed back
out the way they had come. As the painting dropped against a wall,
Selene hoped, but could never be quite sure, that Tomas
had followed his wife. After a moment, Selene could hear the
slamming together of great objects. She smiled.
“I hope Ursula is
having fun,” said Karl.
“Some people just
know better than others how, I guess,” said Selene.
Selene
and Karl and Karl and Karl made their way through what remained of
the museum, where she tried to feel as a long-ago tourist might
have, visiting on a summer day for a break from her busy life. She
imagined how it must once have looked with its walls
arranged neatly,
its paintings organized according to a lost scheme Selene could not
comprehend, its halls populated by contemporary visitors in search
of a mirror. Selene lifted up each painting as lovingly as would a
mother a child, and found each a place amidst the ruins where it
could be seen and perhaps understood. She had no desire for
blotches or geometric patterns today, though, and when Karl would
overturn anything reeking of the abstract, she quickly abandoned
it. She needed only the representational today. She needed . . .
life.
A great fish,
trapped at the end of a line, frozen in midair, yanked toward a
small rowboat. A bowl of fruit that was only a bowl of fruit, and
nothing more. A dog, its fur sparkling, proudly posing with a limp
duck hanging
from its maw. And the faces of the people, the endless faces of the
people.
She mostly studied
their eyes. They did not look unhappy to her. They did not look
discontented. She was not fooled into thinking that their lives as
they lived them were perfect; no, she was too smart for
that, but she knew that what problems they had were not just
symptoms of their times. They did not seem enslaved by the paucity
of their choices. In fact, they were probably just as bewildered by
the multiplicity of them as she was by her own.
“Selene,” said
Karl. Her name startled her. She lost hold of the last painting she
had been studying, and Karl and Karl had to stumble forward to
catch it. “Sorry. But Selene—what are you looking for?”
“I don’t
know.”
She studied
her husband’s faces over the frame
that was between them. Their eyes were equally sincere.
“What’s wrong?”
asked Karl.
“I don’t know that
either.”
Karl tugged at the
frame that separated them, but Selene held it in place. Karl
stepped back and left them like that, coming around to place
a hand on the small of Selene’s back.
“Selene,” he said.
“Let’s go.”
“I can’t,” she
said.
“We can’t stay here
forever,” he said.
“Can’t
we?”
A deafening crash
thudded outside. Selene could feel the vibrations through
the soles of
her feet.
“Obviously not if
we want this world to remain in one piece,” said Karl,
smiling.
When they climbed
back outside, the front of the museum was entirely clear of debris.
Ursula stood in the midst of several perfectly balanced columns
of wreckage.
“Much better that
way, don’t you think?” said Ursula. “And I could use the
exercise.”
“You don’t need any
exercise,” said Selene.
“You must stop
being so literal,” said Tomas.
“Where have you
been, dear?” asked Ursula.
“Everywhere,” said
Tomas. “I’ve
seen it all now.”
“All?” asked
Selene.
“Yes,” said Tomas.
“The museum. The city. The world. Is it time for us to
go?”
“There’s much more
the rest of us still have to see,” said Selene. “Go back and take a
second look. It isn’t our fault that you can see everything so much
faster than we do.”
“Actually,” said
Tomas. “It is.”
“Tomas!” shouted
Selene. She wished she had the ability to tell whether her sudden
anger was a good thing or a bad thing.
“Don’t bother,”
said Ursula. “He’s gone again.”
“How can you
tell?”
Ursula shrugged,
her shoulders clinking. Selene sighed.
They walked single
file through the rubble, first Selene, then Karl, then Karl, then
Karl, then Ursula, this time, none of them touching. At a building
where Selene recalled a movie theater once had been,
she stopped. There’d been tuxedos there on the screen, she
remembered. Tuxedos and dancing. But now the marquee was fallen,
blending with the broken concrete of the sidewalk to block their
way. Ursula pushed through to center of the mound and effortlessly
lifted a girder over her head.
“No!” Karl
shouted.
“That’s right,”
said Karl. “Put that down.”
“Yes,” said Karl.
“The old-fashioned way. Selene wants this done the old-fashioned
way.”
“If you insist,”
said Ursula, lowering the girder slowly and moving
back beside her friend.
Karl dove into the
pile, squeezing through the narrow path that Ursula had started.
Karl tossed a small chunk of brick and concrete to Karl, who flung
it on to Karl, who grunted as he caught it and then
stepped outside the
field of rubble to lay the clump at Selene’s feet.
“A gift,” said
Karl. “A gift of the old-fashioned way.”
Selene
laughed.
“Good,” called out
Karl, from where he continued to work. “You keep doing
that.”
“There hasn’t been
enough of it
lately,” shouted Karl, struggling next to him.
Karl bounded away
to rejoin himself within the forest of brick and metal and glass
and continued widening the path. Pulling away the wreckage that
barred the door, the three of him passed the rubble
among
himself like the hands of a juggler, and Selene laughed yet again,
at her husband’s playful love and at the sight of the entrance that
she’d been remembering with such hope.
Karl bowed on the
left, and Karl bowed on the right, and Karl waved her
forward, and
Selene responded with a curtsy, as she had seen the native
Earthlings do in those movies made so long ago.
Then, before she
could step forward to entwine her husband’s arms with her own and
go inside, she heard a deep rumbling as loud as the death
of
stars.
The pavement
cracked open in front of Selene, and her husband dropped away and
vanished into the crevasse. Before Selene could move, the front
wall of the theater spilled forward, sliding into the hole after
Karl and Karl and Karl. From the ragged split smoke and ash plumed
upward, blinding her. She screamed, but no sound came out, her
throat clogged by a harsh dust.
Ursula dove forward
into the chasm, pushing debris aside and hurling rubble out of
sight into the distance. Tomas returned, bringing a wind that blew the clouds
of dust away. As soon as Selene could see her way clear, she
stumbled down the lip of the pit to stand beside Ursula.
“Selene, you
shouldn’t be here. It’s much too dangerous.”
“Where is he?
Where’s my husband?”
“Selene, you
don’t want to see
this,” said Tomas. She could feel Tomas surrounding her, beginning
to lift her, and as she started to be wafted away, she shrugged him
off.
“Leave me be!” she
said, as she saw limbs, ghostly with dust, protruding from beneath
the rubble.
“Karl!”
As Ursula removed
the last bits of debris that were keeping Karl’s broken bodies
hidden, Selene threw herself alongside him and started to
howl.
“This can’t be,”
she muttered, when speech finally returned. “This is impossible.
He’s dead. All of him is dead.”
“I don’t think I
can remember anyone ever dying,” said Tomas.
As Selene rocked
and moaned, Ursula grew once more into a larger self and cupped her
friends in her hands. This time, Selene did not object as Ursula
cradled them all and returned them to the flitter.
Kneeling, Ursula carefully placed them inside the flitter as if
arranging the figures in a doll’s house. A chair rose up to greet
Selene, but no pallet responded to support any of Karl’s bodies
until Ursula waved her shrinking hand across the floor.
“It can’t be over
so easily,” said Selene. “Not now. Not today. This isn’t how it was
supposed to be.”
She moved from body
to body, touching a bruised cheek here, flattening out a curl of
hair there. As she traced a deep gouge in one of
Karl’s legs, terror
welled within her, terror that was then tamped down. She didn’t
know what would happen if she was allowed to feel such
pain.
“There’s nothing we
can do,” said Ursula, moving to her friend’s side. Ursula’s fingers
felt colder on her arm than they ever had before.
“We should leave here, Selene. Don’t you think?”
“Selene?” said
Tomas.
Selene could not
speak. Was there anyone left who needed to hear her voice? She did
not think so.
“Let’s just go,
Selene,” said Ursula, as softly as she could. “There’s nothing more
for us here.”
Selene could feel
her friend’s fingers in her hair, and she did not want to feel
them.
“Go?” said Selene,
struggling to keep her voice from cracking with rage. “Why should I
go? Why should I go back home now? There’s no reason to do anything
any longer, no reason to come here and no reason to go back. If
only I hadn’t made us come here! If only I hadn’t insisted
all
of him come here.
Leave me. You go back. Just leave me.”
“Why
did
you want to come
here, Selene?” asked Ursula. “What was the
reason? What was it all about?”
Selene looked at
her husband and her husband and her husband. She stroked his smooth
face and his bruised face and then had to turn away from where
there was hardly any face left at all. They’d begun their day in love and
ended it in death, and love would not come again.
“What was the
reason?” Selene whispered. “What was
the
reason?”
It had seemed so
important, back when she woke on the other side of the galaxy.
Earth, and all it represented, was more than just a goal, it
was the journey as well, and it had seemed dreadfully important.
And now . . . now nothing was important.
“You’re right,”
said Selene. “Let’s go back. Let’s go back now, and let’s go back
fast. And let’s not talk anymore of the old-fashioned
way.”
“That’s what I’ve
been saying all along,” said Tomas.
And as swift as the
thought, Earth was gone, with no sense of a trip having been made.
Selene, when she could bear to look out again through the
transparent flitter walls, could see that they had arrived back
outside her dome. It appeared exactly as they had left it that
morning, in a prior dawn that was light-years away. She looked from
the dome to her husband and back, with no idea how she could ever
live in one without the other again. She would have to have
the dome destroyed.
Later, after Tomas
and Ursula left her alone, perhaps she would have herself destroyed
as well.
But before Selene
could think the dome away, a figure pressed toward her through the
membrane of its walls, and as a shell tightened
around the approaching form, she could see that it was Karl. She
struggled to cry out, but her mind was too numb to speak before he
did.
“What happened?” he
asked, as he ran inside the flitter and embraced his wife while
surrounded
by his own dead bodies. “One moment I was clearing a path for you,
and the next . . . nothing. I was cut off.”
“How can you be
alive?” she whispered, cradling his head in her hands. “The
building fell and crushed you, all of you. . . .”
“I was going
to tell you,” said
Karl, “but I figured that if there could be three of me, darling,
why not four? There was so much work to be done around here, and I
knew that once I explained, you wouldn’t really mind.”
“You bastard!” she
shouted, and pushed him away. “How long has this been going
on?”
“Only since the
moment you left. As Ursula launched you all into space, I launched
a new me down here.”
“But I wanted to
see Earth with you at my side. I needed
to see Earth with
you at my side! How could you choose to stay behind and miss that? How
could you live without me? I thought you loved me!”
“But I
saw
Earth with you,
Selene. I was never without you. I was there the entire
time.”
“I could kill you,”
said Selene, slapping at Karl through the tears.
“If you’re
going to do that,”
said Karl, letting her succeed in striking him a few times before
catching her hands, “I’d better make sure that there are a few more
of me first.”
He drew her close
with a single pair of arms and kissed her. Her knees buckled, and
she crumpled
at his feet, sobbing, laughing, howling, giggling, her emotions in
full revolt against her senses.
“We should leave
the two of you alone,” said Ursula.
“Or however many of
them there are,” said Tomas. “Let’s go, dear.”
“You’ll let us know
how it goes,
Karl, won’t you?” said Ursula.
Selene eventually
stopped trembling, and was able to realize that she and her husband
were by themselves. As she let Karl help her to her feet, the
flitter dissolved around them and was reabsorbed into the
planet’s surface. As she stared into the
shadows spilling off the dry, red rocks, she realized exactly how
much time had passed them by while they’d traveled through the void
and explored Earth the old-fashioned way.
An entire cycle had
passed. It was that time again, if she still wanted it to
be that time.
They entered their
dome, and she studied the view out of the bedroom’s picture window.
She almost thought she could see Ursula, curving through the sky
like a shooting star off in the distance. Selene replayed
her friend’s last
words in her mind, until . . .
“None of today was
real, was it?” Selene whispered. “Not a moment of it.”
She waited for him
to reach for her, hoping that he would, hoping that he
wouldn’t.
“Tomas and Ursula,
they were both in on it, weren’t they?”
“We just wanted you
to have an old-fashioned experience,” said Karl. “We just wanted
you to be happy, that’s all. I thought you would like
it.”
“And I appreciate
the gesture, Karl,” she said. “I really do. But could you leave me
alone for just a moment?”
“Are you sure?” he
asked. “Is everything all right?”
“Everything is
fine,” she said.
Once Karl exited
through a biolock, Selene sat on her side of the bed. On a small
table nearby, perfectly centered, was exactly what she knew would
be there: a
small, blue pill just like the one that had been waiting for her
the morning before, and the morning before that, and all the
mornings she could still remember.
She snatched at,
and choked it down quickly. Then, while thinking with terror of the
old-fashioned ways, she held out a
palm in wonder and supplication until a second pill appeared, and
then she swallowed that one even more quickly than the
first.
Kyle Meets the River
Ian McDonald
Kyle
was the first to see the exploding cat. He was coming back
from the compound HFBR-Mart with the slush cone—his reward for
scoring a goal in the under elevens—squinted up at the sound of a
construction helicopter (they were still big and marvelous and
exciting) and saw the cat leap the narrow gap between the med
center and Tinneman’s coffee bar. He pointed to it one fraction of
a second before the security men picked it up on their visors and
started yelling. In an instant the compound was full of fleeing
people; men and women running, parents sweeping up kids,
guards sweeping their weapons this way and that as the cat, sensing
it had been spotted, leaped from the roof in two bounds onto the
roof of an armored Landcruiser, then dived to ground and hunted for
targets. A security guard raised his gun. He must be new.
Even Kyle knew not to do that. They were not really cats at all,
but smart missiles that behaved like them, and if you tried to
catch them or threatened them with a weapon, they would attack and
blow themselves up. From the shade of the arcade he could see
the look on the guard’s face as he tried to get a fix on the
dashing, dodging robot. Machine gun rattle. Kyle had never heard it
so close. It was very exciting. Bullets cracked all over the place,
flying wild. Kyle thought that perhaps he should hide
himself behind something solid. But he wanted to see. He had heard
it so many times before, and now here it was, on the main streets
in front of him. That cat-missile was getting really really close.
Then the guard let loose a lucky burst; the steel cat went
spinning up into the air and blew itself up. Kyle reeled back. He
had never heard anything so loud. Shrapnel cracked the case of the
Coke machine beside him into red and white stars. The security man
was down but moving, scrabbling away on his back from the
blast site, and real soldiers were arriving, and a med Hummer, and
RAV air drones. Kyle stood and stared. It was wonderful wonderful
wonderful and all for him, and there was Mom, running toward him in
her flappy-hands, flappy-feet run, coming to take it
all away, snatching him up in front of everyone and crying “Oh,
what were you doing what were you thinking are you all right all
right all right?”
“Mom,” he said. “I
saw the cat explode.”
His name is Kyle
Rubin, and he’s here to build a nation. Well,
his father is. Kyle doesn’t have much of an idea of nations and
nationhood, just that he’s not where he used to live, but it’s okay
because it’s not really all that different from the gated
community, there are a lot of folks like him, though he’s not
allowed to leave the compound. In here is Cantonment. Out there is
the nation that’s being built. That’s where his dad goes in the
armored cars, where he directs the construction helicopters and
commands the cranes that Kyle can just see from the balcony around
the top floor of the International School. You’re not allowed to go
there because there are still some snipers working, but everyone
does, and Kyle can watch the booms of the tower cranes swing across
the growing towers of the new capital.
It all fell
apart, and it takes us to put it back together again,
his father
explained. Once there was a big country called India, with a
billion and a half people in it, but they just couldn’t live
together, so they fell to squabbling and fighting. Like you and
Kelis’s mom, Kyle said, which made his
father raise his eyebrows and look embarrassed and Mom—his mom, not
Kelis’s—laugh to herself. Whatever, it all fell apart, and these
poor people, they need us and our know-how to put it all
back
together for them. And that’s why we’re all here, because it’s
families that make us strong and hopeful. And that’s how you, Kyle
Rubin, are building a nation. But some people don’t think we should
be doing that. They think it’s their nation so they
should build
it. Some people think we’re part of the problem and not part of the
solution. And some people are just plain ungrateful.
Or, as Clinton in
class said, the Rana’s control is still weak, and there are a lot
of underrepresented parties out there with big grievances and arsenals
of leftover weaponry from the Sundering. Western interests are
always first in the firing line. But Clinton was a smart-mouth who
just repeated what he heard from his dad who had been in Military
Intelligence since before there was even a Cantonment, let
alone an International Reconstruction Coalition.
The nation Kyle
Rubin is building is Bharat, formerly the states of Bihar,
Jharkand, and half of Utter Pradesh on the Indo-Gangetic plain, and
the cranes swing and the helicopters fly over the rising towers
of its new capital, Ranapur.
When there weren’t
cats exploding, after practice Kyle would visit Salim’s
planet.
Before Kyle,
Striker Salim had been the best forward on Team Cantonment U-11.
Really he shouldn’t have been playing at all because he didn’t
actually live within the compound. But his father was the Bharati
Government’s man in Cantonment, so he could pretty much do whatever
he liked.
At first they had
been enemies. In his second game Kyle had headed home a
sweet cross
from Ryan from Australia, and after that every cross floated his
way. In the dressing room Striker Salim had complained to Coach Joe
that the new
boy had got
all the best balls because he was a westerner and not Bharati. The
wraths of dads were invoked. Coach Joe said nothing and
put them on together for the game against the army kids, who
imagined that being army kids was like an extra man for them. Salim
on wing, Kyle in center: three three four. Cantonment beat US Army
two one, one goal by Salim, the decider from a run by Salim
and a rebound from the goalkeeper by Kyle, in the forty-third
minute. Now, six weeks in another country later, they were
inseparable.
Salim’s planet was
very close and easy to visit. It lived in the palmer-glove on his
brown hand
and could manifest itself in all manner of convenient locations:
the school system, Tinneman’s coffee house, Kyle’s e-paper
workscreen, but the best was the full proprioception
so-new-it’s-scary lighthoek (trademark) that you could put behind
your ear so,
fiddle it so, and it would get inside your head and open up a whole
new world of sights and sounds and smells and sensations. They were
so new not even the Americans had them, but Varanasi civil servants
engaged on the grand task of nation building needed to use and show off the
latest Bharati technology. And their sons too. The safety
instructions said you weren’t supposed to use it in full sensory
outside because of the risk of accidents, crime, or terror, but it
was safe enough in the Guy’s Place up on the roof under the solar
farm that was out of shot of any sniper, no matter how good or
young she was.
Kyle plugged the
buddy-lead into Salim’s lighthoek and slipped the curl of plastic
behind his ear. It had taken a while to work out the sweet
spot, but
now he got it first time every time. He was not supposed to use
lighthoek tech. Mom’s line was that it hadn’t been proved safe yet
but Kyle suspected it was his father—it was opening yourself up to
evil influences to let things inside your head like
that. That was
before you even got to what he thought of the artificial evolution
game itself. Maybe if he could experience the lift out of the
Cantonment, up through the solar arrays, past the cranes and
helicopters, and see Salim’s world there in front
of
him—Alterre, as it was properly called, and feel himself falling
toward it through the clouds faster than anything could possibly go
to stop light as a feather with his feet brushing the wave—tops;
maybe he would change his mind. He could smell the salt.
He could feel the
wind. He could see the lifted jelly sails of a kronkaeur fleet
above the white-edged swell.
“Aw not these
jellyfish guys again,” said Kyle.
“No no no, this is
different.” Salim stood beside him above the waves. “Look, this is
really cool.” He folded his hands and
leaned forward and flew across the ocean, Kyle a heartbeat behind
him. He always thought of those Hindu gods you saw on the prayer
cards that blew into the compound from the street shrines. His dad
didn’t like those either. They arrived over the kronkaeur
armada, beating through a rising ocean on a steady breeze, topsails
inflated. When the huge, sail-powered jellyfish had appeared, Kyle
had been so excited at his first experience of a newly evolved
species that the vast, inflatable monsters had sailed like
translucent galleons through his dreams. But all they did was raise
their triangular sails and weave their tentacles together into a
huge raft-fleet and bud off little jellies that looked like
see-through paper boats. Once the initial thrill of being part of
the global game-experiment to start life on Earth all over again
and see how it evolved differently had worn off, Kyle found himself
wishing that Salim had been given somewhere a bit more exciting
than a huge square of ocean. An island would have been
good. A bit of continent would have been better. Somewhere things
could attack each other.
“Every bit of water
on Alterre was land, and every bit of land was water,” Salim had
said. “And they will be again. And anyway,
everything
eats everything out on the open ocean.”
But not in a
cool way, Kyle thought.
Apart from his high
tech and his skill at soccer, nothing about Salim was cool. At home
he would never have been Kyle’s friend. Kyle would probably have
beat him about a bit, he was geeky, had a big nose,
couldn’t get clothes right—all the wrong labels—and had no idea how
to wear a beanie. He went to a weird religious school for an hour
every afternoon and Fridays to the mosque down by the river steps
where they burned the dead people. Really, they should
not be friends at all. Ozzie Ryan, who’d been the team big one
before Kyle, said it was unnatural and disloyal, and you couldn’t
trust them; one moment they’d be giving you presents, and the next
they’d be setting you up to people out there to shoot you.
Kyle knew Ozzie Ryan was just jealous.
“Now, isn’t this so
cool?” Salim said, his toes brushing the wave-tops. The sculpted
upper surfaces of the great ocean-going jellies between the
inflatable booms that held out the sails were bloated with bubbles,
visibly swelling and bulging as Kyle floated around to a closer
angle. Bigger, bigger, now the size of soccer balls, now the size
of beach balls, stretching the skin until it split with a gush of
acid-smelling liquid, and a host of balloons dashed into the
air. They rose in a mass, tethered to their parents by woven
strands of tentacles, rubbing and bouncing and rebounding from each
other in the wind. They were higher than the sail tops now and Kyle
could make out detail; each balloon carried a cluster of
stingers and translucent claspers beneath its domed canopy. Blue
eyes were grouped in threes and fours. One by one their tethers
parted and the balloon-jellies sprang up into the air and were
whisked away on the sea breeze. All around him the flotilla was
bubbling and bursting into spasms of balloons; they soared up
around him, some still tangled together by the tentacles. Kyle
found himself laughing as he watched them stream up into the sky
until they vanished against the fast-moving clouds. It was definitely
undeniably way way way cool.
“It’s a completely
new way of reproducing,” Salim said. “It’s a new species!” Kyle
knew what that meant. By the rules of Alterre, played out on eleven
million computers around the globe, whoever found a new species gave it his
or her name. “They’re not kronkaeurs any more. I went and
registered them; they’re Mansooris!”
Gunfire on Monday
Tuesday Wednesday. They were working up to something; that was the
pattern of it. (Dad Dad who
are they this time, is it
the Hindus? but his father had eyes and
ears and arms only for Mom, full of thanks and praise to have him
safe home from that fearsome city.) Cantonment went to orange
alert, but security was still unprepared for the ferocity of the
attack. Bombers attacked twelve
Western-owned targets simultaneously across Old and New Varanasi.
The twelfth and final device was a car bomb driven at full speed
across the green zone, impervious to automatic fire, its driver
dead or ecstatic to die. Close-defense robots uncoiled from their
silos and leaped, nanodiamond blades unsheathed, but the bombers
had recced Cantonment’s weaknesses well. Slashed, gashed, leaking
oil and fuel, engine dead but still rolling under a heaving cancer
of robots trying to cocoon it in impact-foam, the car rammed
the inner gate and blew up.
On the soccer pitch
the referee had heard the general alert siren, judged the distance
to the changing room, and ordered everyone to lie flat in the goal.
Kyle had just wrapped his arms around his head—Day One, Lesson One—when
the boom lifted him off the ground by the belly and punched every
breath of wind out of him. For a moment he thought he had gone
deaf; then the sounds of sirens and RAV air-drones pushed through
the numbness until he was sitting on the grass beside Salim
seemingly at the center of a vast spiral of roar. It was much
bigger than the exploding cat. A column of smoke leaned toward the
south. Hummers were rushing past, security men on foot dodging
between them. The soccer net was full of chunks of blast-foam and
scraps of wire and fragments of shattered plastic robot shell and
warning signs in three languages that this was a restricted area
with security authorized to use deadly force. A shard of
nanodiamond antipersonnel blade was embedded in the left upright.
The referee stood up, took off his shirt, and wrapped it around the
hand wedged under the crossbar.
“Would you look at
that?” Kyle said.
There was a long
green smear down the front of his freshly laundered soccer
shirt.
“Salim’s
always welcome here,” Mom called from the kitchen where she was
blitzing smoothies. “Just make sure he calls home to let them know
he’s all right the moment the network comes back up. Now promise
you’ll do that.”
Of course they did
and of course they didn’t, and the smoothies
stood there forgotten and warming on the worktop while Mom edged
about folding underwear and pillowcases but really keeping an eye
on the rolling news. She was worried. Kyle knew that. Cantonment
was locked down and would be until Coalition and Bharati
forces had resecured the Green Zone; that was the way it was, Kyle
had learned that. Locked down was locked out for Dad, and the
SKYIndia hovercams were still showing towers of black plastic smoke
and ambulances being walked through the crowds of lost people
and burned-out cars by Bharati policemen. The reporters were saying
there were casualties, but they were also saying that the network
wasn’t fully restored, and that was why he couldn’t call; if there
had been Western casualties, they would have said
straight away because dead Bharatis didn’t count, and anyway, it
was inconceivable that anything could happen to Kyle’s dad. No, in
situations like this you kept your head down and got on with things
while you waited for the call, so he didn’t trouble Mom and
fetched the smoothies himself from the kitchen and took them to
join Salim in his world.
On the house
smartsilk screen you couldn’t get that full-sensory drop from orbit
or the sense of walking like God over the water, but in
the house, even
with Mom in her distracted fold-laundry state, it wasn’t smart to
use the buddy-lead. Anyway, Kyle didn’t want to give her more to
worry about. Three days in Alterre was more like three million
years: still water water water whichever way he turned the point-of-view, but
the mansooris had evolved. High above the blue Atlantic, fleets of
airships battled.
“Whoa,” said Kyle
Rubin and Salim Mansoori.
In three days the
jellyfish balloons had become vast sky-going gasbags, blimp
creatures, translucent airships the size of
the Boeing troop transports that brought supplies and workers in to
the secure end of Varanasi airport. Their bodies were ridged like
the condom Kyle had been shown by the bike rack behind the school;
light rippled over them and broke into rainbows as the
air-jellies maneuvered. For this was battle, no doubt about it.
This was hot war. The sky-jellyfish trailed long clusters of
tentacles beneath them, many trailing in the water, their last
connection with their old world. But some ended in purple stingers,
some in long stabbing spines, some in barbs, and these the airships
wielded as weapons. The air-medusas raised or lowered sail flaps to
tack and maneuver into striking positions. Kyle saw one blimp, body
blotched with black sting-weals, vent gas from nose
and tail and drop out of combat. In a tangle of slashing and
parrying tentacles Kyle watched a fighting blimp tear a gash the
length of an Army hummer down an opponent’s flank with its
scimitar-hook. The mortally wounded blimp vented glittering dust,
crumpled, folded in half in the middle, and plunged into the sea,
where it split like a thrown water balloon. The sea instantly
boiled with almkvists, spear-fast scavengers all jaw and
speed.
“Cool,” both boys
said together.
“Hey
now, didn’t you
promise you’d let your folks know as soon as the network was up?”
said Mom, standing behind them. “And Kyle, you know your dad
doesn’t like you playing that game.”
But she wasn’t mad.
She couldn’t be mad. Dad was safe, Dad had called in,
Dad would be
home soon. It was all in the little tremble in her voice, the way
she leaned over between them to look at the screen, the smell of
perfume just dabbed on. You know these things.
It had been close.
Kyle’s dad called him in to show him the rolling news and point out where
his company car had been when the bombers hit the escort
hummers.
“There’s next to no
protection in those things,” he said over jerky, swooping flash-cut
images of black smoke boiling out of yellow flames and people
standing and
shouting and not knowing what to do, pictures taken from a
passerby’s palmer. “They used a drone RAV; I saw something go past
the window just before it hit. They were aiming for the soldiers,
not for us.”
“It was a suicide
attack here,” Kyle said.
“Some
karsevak
group claimed
responsibility, some group no one’s ever heard of before. Fired
everything off in one shooting match.”
“Don’t they go
straight into a state of moksha
if they blow
themselves up in Varanasi?”
“That’s what they
believe, son. Your soul is released from the
wheel of reincarnation. But I still can’t help feeling that this
was the final throw. Things are getting better. The Ranas are
taking control. People can see the difference we’re making. I do
feel we’ve turned the corner on this.”
Kyle loved it when
his dad talked military, though he was really a structural
engineer.
‘So Salim got home
safe.”
Kyle
nodded.
“That’s good.” Kyle
heard his father sigh in the way that men do when they’re supposed
to talk about things they don’t want to. “Salim’s a good kid, a
good friend.” Another intake of breath. Kyle waited for it shape
into a but.
“Kyle, you know,
that game. Well . . .”
Not a
but,
a well.
“Well, I know it’s
real educational, and a lot of people play it and enjoy it and get
a lot out of it, but it’s not really right. I mean, it’s not
accurate. It claims it’s an evolution simulation, and it is as far
as it goes. But if you think about it, really it’s just following rules
laid down by someone else, All that code was programmed by someone
else; so really, it’s evolution inside a bigger framework that’s
been deliberately designed. But they don’t tell you, Kyle, and
that’s dishonest; it’s pretending to be something it’s not.
And that’s why I don’t like it—because it isn’t honest about the
truth. I know that whatever I say, what you do with Salim is your
thing, but you’re not to play it here, in the house. And it’s good
you’ve got a good friend here—I remember when Kelis was your
age when we were in the Gulf, she had a really good friend, a
Canadian girl—but it would be good if you had a few more friends
from your own background. Okay? Now, how about Wrestle Smackdown on
cable?”
The referee had
gone down
with a head-butt to the nuts in the first thirty seconds, so it was
only when the decibel count exceeded the mundane Varanasi traffic
roar that security heads-upped, guns-downed, and came running. A
guardwoman in full color-smear combats and smart
visor locked her
arms around Kyle and hauled him out of the steel-cage match into
which the under-eleven practice had collapsed.
“I’ll sue you I’ll
sue the ass off you, your children will end up living in a
cardboard box, let go of me,” Kyle yelled. The Security woman
hauled.
It was a full
fight—boys, girls, supporters, cheerleaders. At the bottom of the
dogpile, Striker Salim and Ozzie Ryan. Security hauled them off
each other and returned the snoopy RAV drones that flocked to any
unusual action to their standby roosts. Parameds
rushed to the scene. There was blood, there were bruisings and
grazings, there were torn clothes and black eyes. There were lots
and lots of tears but no contusions, no concussions, no
breaks.
Then the
gitmoization.
Coach Joe:
Okay, so want to
tell me what that was about?
Ozzie Ryan: He
started it
Striker Salim:
Liar! You started it.
Coach Joe: I don’t
care who started it. I want to know what it was about.
Ozzie Ryan: He’s
the liar. His people just lie all the time; they
don’t have a
word for the truth.
Striker Salim: Ah!
Ah! That’s such a lie too.
Ozzie Ryan: See?
You can’t trust them. He’s a spy for them, it’s true; before he
came here, they never got in; since he came, there’s been things
happening almost every day. He’s a spy, and he’s telling them
all ways to get in and kill us because he thinks we’re all animals
and going to hell anyway.
Coach Joe: Jesus.
Kyle, what happened?
Kyle Rubin: I don’t
know, I didn’t see anything, I just heard this noise like, and when
I looked
over, they were on the ground tearing lumps out of each
other.
Striker Salim: That
is so not true . . . I cannot believe you said that. You were
there, you heard what he said.
Kyle Rubin: I
didn’t hear everything, I just heard like shouting. . .
.
Gitmoization Part
2
Kyle’s dad: Coach
Joe called me, but I’m not going to bawl you out. I think there’s
been enough of that already. I’m disappointed, but I’m not going to
bawl you out. Just one thing: Did Ryan call Salim
something?
Kyle Rubin:
(mumble)
Kyle’s dad: Son,
did Ryan use a racist term to Salim?
Kyle Rubin:
(twisting foot)
Kyle’s dad: I
thought Salim was your friend. Your best friend. I think if someone
had done something to my best friend, doesn’t matter who he is,
what he is, I’d stand up for him.
Kyle Rubin: He said
Salim was a diaper-head curry-nigger and they were all spies, and
Salim was just standing there, so I went in there and popped him,
Ryan I mean, and he just went for Salim, not me, and then everyone
was piling on with Ryan and Salim at the bottom, and they
were all shouting curry-nigger-lover curry-nigger-lover at me and
trying to get me too, and then the security came in.
At the end of it
two things were certain: Soccer was suspended for one month, and
when it did come back, Salim would not be playing,
never would be again. Cantonment was not safe for
Bharatis.
He was trapped, a
traffic island castaway. Marooned on an oval of concrete in
Varanasi’s never-ebbing torrent of traffic by the phatphat driver
when he saw Kyle fiddling in his lap with
pogs.
“Ey, you, out here,
get out, trying to cheat, damn gora.”
“What, here?
But—?”
Out onto this tiny
traffic island, twenty centimeters in front of him and twenty
centimeters behind him, on one side a tall man in a white shirt
and black
pants and on the other a fat woman in a purple sari who smelled of
dead roses. And the phatphat, the little yellow-and-black plastic
bubble that looked/sounded like a hornet, throbbed away into the
terrifying traffic.
“You can’t do this,
my dad’s building this
country!”
The man and the
woman turned to stare. Stares everywhere, every instant from the
moment he slipped out of the back of the Hi-Lux at the phatphat
stand. They had been eager for his money then, Hey sir, hey
sahb, good clean cab, fast fast,
straight there no detours, very safe safest phatphat in
Varanasi.
How was he to know that the cheap, light cardboard pogs were money
only inside the Cantonment? And now here he was on this traffic
island, no way forward, no way back, no way through
the constant
movement of trucks, buses, cream-colored Marutis, mopeds,
phatphats, cycle-rickshaws, cows, everything roaring ringing
hooting yelling as it tried to find its true way while avoiding
everything else. People were walking through that, just
stepping out
in the belief that the traffic would steer around them; the man in
the white shirt, there he went, the woman in the purple sari
come on boy,
come with me, he couldn’t, he daren’t, and
there she went, and now there were people piling up behind
him, pushing
him pushing pushing pushing him closer to the curb, out in that
killing traffic. . . .
Then the phatphat
came through the mayhem, klaxon buzzing, weaving a course of grace
and chaos, sweeping in to the traffic island. The plastic door
swiveled up and there, there, was
Salim.
“Come on come
on.”
Kyle bounded in,
the door scissored down, and the driver hooted off into Varanasi’s
storm of wheels.
“Good thing I was
looking for you,” Salim said, tapping the lighthoek coiled behind
his ear. “You can find anyone with these. What
happened?” Kyle showed him the Cantonment pogs. Salim’s eyes went
wide. “You really haven’t ever been outside, have you?”
Escaping from
Cantonment was easier than anything. Everyone knew they were only
looking for people coming in, not going out, so all Kyle
had to do was slip into the back of the pickup while the driver
bought a mochaccino to go at Tinneman’s. He even peeked out from
under the tarpaulin as the inner gate closed because he wanted to
see what the bomb damage was like. The robots had taken away
all the broken masonry and metal spaghetti, but he could see the
steel reinforcing rods through the shattered concrete block work
and the black scorch marks over the inner wall. It was so
interesting and Kyle was staring so hard that he only realized he
was out of Cantonment entirely, in the street, the alien street,
when he saw the trucks, buses, cream-colored Marutis, mopeds,
phatphats, cycle-rickshaws, cows close behind the pickup and felt
the city roar surge over him.
“So, where do you want to go
then?” Salim asked. His face was bright and eager to show Kyle his
wonderful wonderful city. This was a Salim Kyle had never seen
before; Salim not-in-Cantonment, Salim in-his-own-place,
Salim-among-his-own-people. This Mansoori seemed alien to Kyle. He was
not sure he liked him. “There’s the
NewBharatSabhaholydeerofSarnathDoctor
SampunananandcricketgroundBuddhiststupaRamnagar
FortVishwanathTempleJantarMantar. . . .”
Too much too much
Kyle’s head was going round all the people, all the people, the one thing he
never saw, never noticed from the rooftop lookout; under all the
helicopters and cranes and military RAV drones, there were
people.
“River,” he gasped.
“The river, the big steps.”
“The ghats. The
best thing. They’re cool.” Salim spoke to the driver in a
language Kyle had never heard from his mouth before. It did not
sound like Salim at all. The driver waggled his head in that way
that you thought was no
until you learned
better and threw the phatphat around a big traffic
circle with
a huge pink concrete statue of Ganesh to head away from the glass
towers of Ranapur into the old city. Flowers. There were garlands
of yellow flowers at the elephant god’s feet, little smoking
smudges of incense, strange strings of chillies and
limes, and a
man with big dirty ash-gray dreadlocks, a man with his lips locked
shut with fishing hooks.
“The man, look at
the man . . .” Kyle wanted to shout, but that wonder/horror was
behind him, a dozen more unfolding on every side as the phatphat
hooted down
ever narrower, ever darker, ever busier streets. “An elephant,
there’s an elephant and that’s a robot and those people, what are
they carrying, that’s a body, that’s like a dead man on a stretcher
oh man . . .” He turned to Salim. He wasn’t scared
now. There were no
bodies behind him, squeezing him, pushing him into fear and danger.
It was just people, everywhere just people, working out how to
live. “Why didn’t they let me see this?”
The phatphat
bounced to a stop.
“This is where we
get out, come on, come on.” The phatphat was
wedged in an alley between a clot of cycle rickshaws and a Japanese
delivery truck. Nothing on wheels could pass, but still the people
pressed by on either side. Another dead man passed, handed high on
his stretcher over the heads of the crowd. Kyle ducked
instinctively as the shadow of the corpse passed over the dome of
the phatphat; then the doors flew up, and he stepped out into the
side of a cow. Almost Kyle punched the stupid, baggy thing, but
Salim grabbed him, shouted, “Don’t touch the cow, the cow
is special, like sacred.” Shout was the only possible conversation
here. Grab the only way not to get separated. Salim dragged Kyle by
the wrist to a booth in a row of plastic-canopied market stalls
where a bank of chill-cabinets chugged. Salim bought two
Limkas and showed the stallholder a Cantonment pog, which he
accepted for novelty value. Again the hand on the arm restrained
Kyle.
“You have to drink
it here. There’s a deposit.”
So they leaned
their backs against the tin bar and watched the city pass
and drank their Limkas from the bottle, which would have had Kyle’s
mom screaming germs bacteria viruses infections, and felt like two
very very proper gentlemen. In a moment’s lull in the street racket
Kyle heard his palmer call. He hauled it out of his
pants pocket, a little ashamed because everyone else had a newer
better brighter cleverer smaller one than him, and saw, as if she
knew what dirty thing he had done, that it was his mom calling. He
stared at the number, the jingly tune, the little smiley
animation. Then he thumbed the off button and sent them all to
darkness.
“Come on.” He
banged his empty bottle down on the counter. “Let’s see this river
then.”
In twenty steps, he
was there, so suddenly, so huge and bright Kyle forgot to breathe. The
narrow alley, the throng of people, opened up into painful
light—light in the polluted yellow sky, light from the tiers of
marble steps that descended to the river, and light from the river
itself, wider and more dazzling than he had ever imagined, white as a
river of milk. And people: The world could not hold so many people,
crowding down the steps to the river in their colored clothes and
colored shoes, jammed together under the tilted wicker umbrellas to
talk and deal and pray, people in the river itself,
waist deep in the water, holding up handfuls of the water, and the
water glittering as it fell through their fingers, praying,
washing—washing themselves, washing their clothes, washing their
children and their sins. Then the boats: the big hydrofoil seeking
its way to dock through the little darting row-boats, the pilgrim
boats making the crossing from Ramnagar, rowers standing on their
sterns pushing at their oars, the tourist boats with their
canopies, the kids in inflated tractor tires paddling around
scavenging for river scraps, down to the bobbing saucers of
butter-light woven from mango leaves that the people set adrift on
the flow. Vision by vision the Ganga revealed itself to Kyle. Next
he became aware of the buildings: the guesthouses and hotels and
havelis shouldering up to the steps, the ridiculous pink water
towers, the many domes of the mosque and the golden spires of the
temples and little temples down at the river leaning into the silt;
the arcades and jetties and galleries and across the river,
beyond the yellow sand and the black, ragged tents of the holy men,
the chimneys and tanks and pipes of the chemical and oil plants,
all flying the green white and orange wheel-banners of
Bharat.
“Oh,” Kyle said.
“Oh man.” And: “Cool.”
Salim was already
halfway down the steps.
“Come
on.”
“Is it all right?
Am I allowed?”
“Everyone is
allowed. Come on, let’s get a boat.”
A boat. People
didn’t do things like that, but here they were, settling onto the
seat as the boatman pushed out, a kid not that much
older than Kyle himself with teeth that would never be allowed
inside Cantonment, yet Kyle felt jealous of him, with his boat and
his river and the people all around and a life without laws or
needs or duties. He sculled them through floating
butter-candles—diyas,
Salim explained to Kyle—past the ghat of the sadhus,
all bare-ass naked and skinny as famine, and the ghat where people
beat their clothes against rock washing platforms and the ghat
where the pilgrims landed, pushing each other into the water in
their eagerness to touch the holy ground of Varanasi, and the ghat
of the buffalos—where
where? Kyle
asked and Salim pointed out their nostrils and black, back-curved
horns just sticking up out of the water. Kyle trailed his
hand in the
water, and when he pulled it in, it was covered in golden flower
petals. He lay back on the seat and watched the marble steps flow
past and beyond them the crumbling, mold-stained waterfront
buildings and beyond them the tops of the highest
towers of
New Varanasi and beyond them the yellow clouds, and he knew that
even when he was a very old man, maybe forty or even more, he would
always remember this day and the color of this light and the sound
of the water against the hull.
“You got to see
this!” Salim
shouted. The boat was heading in to shore now through the tourists
and the souvenir boats and a slick of floating flower garlands.
Fires burned on the steps, the marble was blackened with trodden
ashes, half-burned wood lapped at the water’s
edge. There
were other things among the coals: burned bones. Men stood thigh
deep in the water, panning it with wide wicker baskets.
“They’re Doms, they
run the burning ghats. They’re actually untouchable, but they’re
very rich and powerful because they’re the only ones who can handle the
funerals,” said Salim. “They’re sifting the ashes for
gold.”
The burning ghats.
The dead place. These fires, these piles of wood and ash, were dead
people, Kyle thought. This water beneath the boat was full of dead
people. A
funeral procession descended the steps to the river. The bearers
pushed the stretcher out into the water, a man with a red cord
around his shoulder poured water over the white shroud. He was very
thorough and methodical about it; he gave the dead body a
good washing. The
river boy touched his oars, holding his boat in position. The
bearers took the body up to a big bed of wood and set the whole
thing on top. A very thin man in a white robe and a head so freshly
shaved it looked pale and sick piled wood on top of it.
“That’s the oldest
son,” Salim said. “It’s his job. These are rich people. It’s real
expensive to get a proper pyre. Most people use the electric ovens.
Of course, we get properly buried like you do.”
It was all very
quick and casual. The man in white poured oil over the
wood and the body, picked up a piece of lit wood, and almost
carelessly touched it to the side. The flame guttered in the river
wind, almost went out; then smoke rose up and out of the smoke,
flame. Kyle watched the fire take hold. The people stood back. No
one seemed very concerned, even when the pile of burning wood
collapsed, and a man’s head and shoulders lolled out of the
fire.
That is a
burning man,
Kyle thought. He had to tell himself that. It was hard to believe,
all of it
was hard to believe; there was nothing that connected to any part
of his world, his life. It was fascinating, but it was like a
wildlife show on the sat; he was close enough to smell the burning
flesh, but it was too strange, too alien. It did not
touch him.
He could not believe. Kyle thought, This is the
first time Salim has seen this too. But it was very very
cool.
A sudden crack, a
pop a little louder than the gunfire Kyle heard in the streets
every day, but not much.
“That is the man’s
skull bursting,” Salim said. “It’s
supposed to mean his spirit is free.”
Then a noise that
had been in the back of Kyle’s head moved to the front of his
perception: engines, aircraft engines. Tilt-jet engines. Loud,
louder than he had ever heard them before, even
when he
watched them lifting off from the field in Cantonment. The mourners
were staring; the Doms turned from their ash-panning to stare too.
The boat boy stopped rowing; his eyes were round. Kyle turned in
his seat and saw something wonderful and terrible
and strange: a
tilt-jet in Coalition markings, moving across the river toward him,
yes him,
so low, so slow, it was as if it were tiptoeing over the water. For
a moment he saw himself, toes scraping the stormy waters of
Alterre. River traffic fled from it; its down-turned engines sent
flows of white across the green water. The boat boy scrabbled for
his oars to get away, but there was now a second roar from the
ghats. Kyle turned back to see Coalition troopers in full combat
armor and visors pouring down the marble steps, pushing
mourners out of their way, scattering wood and bones and ash.
Mourners and Doms shouted their outrage; fists were raised. The
soldiers lifted their weapons in answer. The boat boy looked around
him in terror as the thunder of the jet engines grew louder and
louder until Kyle felt it become part of him, and when he looked
around, he saw the big machine, morphing between city and river
camouflage, turn, unfold landing gear, and settle into the water.
The boat rocked violently, Kyle would have been over the side had
not Salim hauled him back. Jet-wash blew human ash along the ghats.
A single oar floated, lost down the stream. The tilt-jet stood
knee-deep in the shallow water. It unfolded its rear ramp. Helmets.
Guns. Between them, a face Kyle recognized, his dad,
shouting wordlessly through the engine roar. The soldiers on the
shore were shouting, the people were shouting, everything was shout
shout roar. Kyle’s dad beckoned, to me to me. Shivering with fear,
the boat boy stood up, thrust his sole remaining oar into
the water like a punt pole, and pushed toward the ramp. Gloved
hands seized him, dragged Kyle out of the rocking boat up the ramp.
Everyone was shouting, shouting. Now the soldiers on the shore were
beckoning to the boat boy and Salim, this way this way,
the thing is going to take off, get out of there.
His dad buckled
Kyle into the seat as the engine roar peaked again. He felt the
world turn, then the river was dropping away beneath him. The
tilt-jet banked. Kyle looked out the window. There was the boat,
being pulled in to shore by the soldiers, and Salim standing in the
stern staring up at the aircraft, a hand raised:
Good-bye.
Gitmo part
three.
Dad did the
don’t-you-know-the-danger-you-were-in
/trouble-you-caused/expense-you-cost bit.
“It was a
full-scale security alert. Full-scale alert. We thought you’d been
kidnapped. We honestly thought you’d been kidnapped. Everyone
thought that, everyone was praying for you. You’ll write them, of
course. Proper apologies, handwritten. Why did you turn your
palmer off? One call, one simple call, and it would have been all
right, we wouldn’t have minded. Lucky we can track them even when
they’re switched off. Salim’s in big trouble too. You know, this is
a major incident, it’s in all the papers, and not just here
in Cantonment. It’s even made SKYIndia News. You’ve embarrassed us
all, made us look very, very stupid. Sledgehammer to crack a nut.
Salim’s father has had to resign. Yes, he’s that
ashamed.”
But Kyle knew his
dad was burning with joy and relief to have
him back.
Mom was different.
Mom was the torturer.
“It’s obvious we
can’t trust you. Well, of course you’re grounded, but really, I
thought you knew what it was like here. I thought you understood
that this is not like anywhere else, that if we can’t
trust each other, we can really put one another in danger. Well, I
can’t trust you here, and your dad, well, he’ll have to give it up.
We’ll have to quit and go back home, and the Lord knows, he won’t
get a job anything close to what we have here. We’ll have
to move to a smaller house in a less good area, I’ll have to go out
to work again. And you can forget about that Salim boy, yes, forget
all about him. You won’t be seeing him again.”
Kyle cried himself
out that night in bed, cried himself into great
shivering, shuddering sobs empty of everything except the end of
the world. Way, way later he heard the door open.
“Kyle?” Mom’s
voice. He froze in his bed. “I’m sorry. I was upset. I said things
I shouldn’t have said. You did bad, but all the same, your dad
and I think you should have this.”
A something was
laid beside his cheek. When the door had closed, Kyle put on the
light. The world could turn again. It would get better. He tore
open the plastic bubblecase. Coiled inside, like a beckoning finger, like an
Arabic letter, was a lighthoek. And in the morning, before school,
before breakfast, before anything but the pilgrims going to the
river, he went up onto the roof at Guy’s Place, slipped the ’hoek
behind his ear, pulled his palmer-glove over his fingers,
and went soaring up through the solar farm and the water tanks, the
cranes and the construction helicopters and the clouds, up toward
Salim’s world.
Forbearing Planet
Michael Moorcock
Prospero
Pidgeon had
seen too many intelligent planets in his time not to recognize this
new one. He was, after all, the leading expert. When he arrived,
accompanied by his mechanical sidekick Robert Robot, one sniff was
enough to tell him what was going on. Not only was Temptation II a sentient
biosphere roughly the size of Earth, it enjoyed a certain mild
malevolence toward its human population that at any time might
flare into outright hatred, which, of course, would be the end of
them. By the time he had landed, employing Robert’s analytic
processors, Professor Pidgeon had already determined the existence
of three previous intelligent species that had died in various
dramatic ways after Temptation II had taken against
them.
“You can’t just
keep trashing and abandoning planets,” Prospero pointed
out to President Pushof, the charming elected head of Temptation
II’s legislative assembly. And before Mrs. Pushof could interject,
he raised a restraining hand. “Honestly, a few green wheelies and a
rather reluctantly implemented recycling program are
little more than a gesture. I’ve seen altogether too much of this,
Mrs. President. The fact is that your aerocars alone, not to
mention your rocket services, are adding more greenhouse gasses to
the atmosphere than all the trucks and SUVs of our ancient and
much mourned home planet. Then there are your refineries . .
.”
“The source of our
wealth,” reiterated the president. “Our very
livelihood.”
“And, ironically,
the likely cause of your ultimate destruction.” Pidgeon pursed
his kindly
lips. “After all, it’s not as if history hasn’t shown . .
.”
“Bunk!” exclaimed
the Leader of the World. “Inconvenient bunk. If we sat around all
day discussing precedents and past mistakes, there would be no
progress at all. Now listen, professor, we’re not unreasonable
people, and we know you guys mean well. I, too, am a lover of the
wilderness. Indeed, it’s fair to say I’ve created a few in my time.
But we have to offset a love of nature against the needs of a world
that must expand economically to survive. We have less than
five percent unemployment on Temptation II unless you count the
native population already on welfare, who are notoriously workshy
and live entirely thanks to the beneficence of the good-natured
taxpayer. Bring in the protocols you propose, and the planet
would be plunged into fiscal chaos. Everyone knows that the moment
unemployment rises above twenty percent, radical socialism gets
into the air, and any chance of a decent conservative party keeping
power goes down the drain. Don’t blame me for that,
professor. Blame populist democracy. I didn’t invent populist
democracy now, did I?”
And with the air of
a woman who had scored an unanswerable point in the great debate of
life, she sat back in her massive presidential chair and
lit a manly
stogie.
“Well, ma’am,”
replied Prospero Pidgeon. “I have offered you my advice. Unlike our
dearly mourned home world, Temptation II is unlikely to let herself
die, I would guess, without at least a little
resistance.”
“We know what to do
with
resistance, radicals, and revolutionary councils,” President Pushof
assured him. “We drill ’em full of holes.” And she grinned the grin
that had won her votes but failed to impress Professor Pidgeon, who
was, if anything, overfamiliar with the joke and
the
expression. He sighed.
Wrong
answer, said
his robot sidekick in his warm but still evidently artificial
voice. Eliminate.
Eliminate.
“Do what?” The
president’s jaw dropped.
“He’s referring to
the elimination of greenhouse gasses,” explained Pidgeon
“As a being
producing no poisons, nor requiring any energy but sunlight, Robert
is a little pious about such things.”
“No doubt he
supports abortion and teen pregnancy, “ murmured Pushof in disgust.
“It’s people like your assistant, professor, who are
taking jobs
away from honest Temptationonians. On our planet, we have a name
for clones and metallic contraptions pretending to be human.” She
frowned, evidently forgetting what that name was.
“Well, ma’am,” said
Professor Pidgeon, putting on his hat, “I’m sorry you see fit not to be
persuaded, but if you decide not to take my warning about the
course you have plotted towards total disaster . . .”
“We are destroying
nothing but pessimism and poverty,” declared President Pushof with
a cold, condescending grin. She smoothed back her
blue-rinsed perm. “You can take that message back to your United
Planets, and if they don’t like it, tell them to shove it up their
collective commie craters. Good afternoon.”
“I didn’t quite
mean that you were going to be doing the destroying,” declared Pidgeon.
“I was referring to two possibilities. Gaia, of course, is one. The
other is popularly known as the Beast from the Id. My own adopted
planet . . .”
“All our beasts are
alive and well and indeed happy with their situation,
even in
hunting season.”
“Indeed, ma’am.”
Prospero Pidgeon gave a sign to Robert Robot and the two beings
left the presidential office.
And so Professor
Pidgeon returned to his office at the United Planets HQ on New
Peoria, saddened but helpless to take any further action, since his
brief was only to advise, and he had no powers to enforce. Besides,
there were so many planets in their sector of the galaxy that it
would not make a serious dent in anyone’s economy should Temptation
II disappear from the star chart tomorrow. But, as he
saw it, one by one and little by little, it was a shame to see such
massive intelligence wasted on bloody revenge, the creation of
aggressive illusions, and the general psyching out of people who,
while not exactly thoughtful or respectful about their
environment, could easily have learned, in his opinion, to
accommodate their sentient world so that both might
benefit.
He made a note to
revisit Temptation II if the opportunity arose and the planet
survived and then turned his attention to the pressing
matter of Disneyworld IX, which had built a roller coaster so high
that it was in danger of knocking the planet’s small moon out of
orbit. The Disneyworlders were justifiably very proud of their
engineering achievement, the first to dip in and out of the
surrounding void, and needed advice on how to incorporate the
satellite into the ride itself. No killjoy, Professor Pidgeon was
able to make some useful suggestions, and he and Robert were both
offered free lifetime memberships by a grateful corporation, which,
of course, they were forced to turn down, though Robert did accept
a small Buzz Lightyear commemorative rocket, which he placed in a
specially made showcase in his chest. Professor Pidgeon wondered at
the process that made most people in the entertainment
business more tolerant and liberal than those who chose other means
of earning their livings.
So time passed, and
no fresh news was heard from Temptation II.
Eventually,
Professor Pidgeon, leafing through his records one
day, began
to wonder how the planet had fared since his last visit. As far as
he could tell, it was still there, though he couldn’t speak for the
population. Since he would be passing by that sector on his way to
help in the psychological rehabilitation of a sentient world that had
inexplicably developed some anxiety attacks, coupled with a
delusion that it was the Last of the Ononos, a spherical people of
savage, cannibalistic tendencies who had once been the sworn
enemies of the late Lord Greystoke, more popularly known as Tarzan of the
Apes. He sent a voicemail to the government of Temptation II
informing them that he planned a visit, but he received no
reply.
Naturally,
Professor Pidgeon feared the worst. The human population and what
remained of the earlier inhabitants had no doubt
been savagely destroyed by a planet that could stand no further
abuse of its resources. Through violent delusions and their own
anger turned back on them they had doubtless been destroyed. As he
climbed into his ethermobile and conscientiously fixed his
safety belt, he sighed with regret at the anticipated scenes of
horror he would doubtless have to log as part of his
job.
The appointment
with the deluded would-be Onono was concluded not without
difficulty. Professor Pidgeon provided the necessary
psychiatric attention together with a mixture of carefully injected
antianxiety gasses into the planet’s atmosphere, combined with some
expert therapy in which he was able to convince the planet that
merely because it was spherical did not make it savage and fond
of human flesh. It was touch and go for a while, since the planet
had already ingested several thousand inhabitants of its northern
hemisophere. However, not being entirely sure what cannibal
sentient spheres did with their victims, the planet had taken
them into a large underground cave system near its equator, where
they were found shaken but unharmed, having lived for some months
on a kind of edible moss, both nutritious and tasty, resembling a
deep green popcorn. They realized they could successfully
cultivate it and sell it to their nearest neighbors on the planet
Vega, whose principles forbade them from eating any kind of flesh
or fleshly products. The Onono planet also began to enjoy some
much-needed self-esteem, having been convinced that its natural
excrusions were contributing not only to the well-being of its
inhabitants, who were rapidly developing a taste for the moss
themselves, but that its fresh optimism and amiability were
allowing it to get on better with a number of sentient shrubs and small
trees that hitherto had been something of an embarrassment to it.
Meanwhile, the Onanists, as they began to call themselves, were
willingly being converted into Vegans by their neighbors. The
planet in fact began to experiment with producing different
flavors and varieties of the moss, while the Ononists in turn
devoted a good-sized proportion of their income to importing
special nutrients that their host world found especially
delectable. This happy conclusion to the problem
took the best part
of a year to establish so that it was rather later than he had
expected before Professor Pidgeon stopped by on Temptation
II.
He found not the
wasteland he had feared, but rather a thriving, busy community,
still using aerocars and other vehicles, admittedly of more
recent design, while the planet was no longer giving off the
threatening signals Professor Pidgeon had detected earlier. There
was a busy volume of traffic entering the planet’s stations from
all over this sector of the galaxy. Instead of filthy factories
belching out pollutants threatening the health of the planet and
her inhabitants, now all of Temptation II’s cities were filled with
colorful transparent neon-glowing temples, so it seemed, to a new
religion. Nowhere were there to be seen the signs of
disease and destruction Pidgeon and Robert had initially detected.
Seeking out the former President Pushof, who now bore the rather
mysterious title of Producer Pushof, he requested an explanation
for the phenomenon.
“I have to
admit to you, Mrs.
Pushof, that I had fully expected to discover this planet
undergoing its fourth period of complete devastation. Instead,
though I am no enthusiast for this essentially urban environment
you have developed, I discover not only a rather
cheerful
population, but a planet that is clearly at one with itself and its
inhabitants.”
Producer Pushof had
grown sleek. Her face had been lifted, and her hair looked
naturally wavy, blond, and vibrant. She was, Professor Pidgeon was
forced to admit, rather more attractive, indeed
happier and less defensively smug, than when he had last seen her.
Indeed, she had lost many of her earlier conservative attitudes.
“And I have to admit in turn, professor, that you made a good point
about depleting our resources, relying on fossil fuels,
polluting our atmosphere, and so forth. In recent times we have
developed means of transport that depend increasingly on natural
sunlight, wind power, and, of course, electricity produced in a
number of environment-friendly ways. You’ll note the elegance and
quietness of our transport systems, many of which are now free to
the public, since we abandoned the economy that was threatened by
any form of social institutions. Our health care, for instance, is
now the best in the system and is free at point of need,
thus cutting down on paperwork and the corruption that comes from
private insurance companies that are allowed to own hospital
facilities as well as drug companies. This in turn releases our
citizens from fear of losing jobs attached to private health
insurance, allowing them greater flexibility in employment and
making them no longer frightened of challenging any abuses of their
contracts with their employers.” Producer Pushof continued in this
vein for some time, with the air of a recent convert, until
Professor Pidgeon was forced to interrupt her.
“But how was such a
change of society, as well as a change of heart, brought about so
quickly ?” he asked.
“By converting from
producing industrial materials to moving into a
specific
area of the service sector,” she replied.
The jargon defeated
him for a moment, and seeing his confusion she smiled. “We
discovered that there’s no business like show business. Well,” she
almost simpered, “Tempty did . . .”
“Tempty?”
“Temptation
II. Our world. You
were quite right, of course, about the planet’s sentience and
growing anger with our uses of her resources and also about her
ability to create the most alarming illusions. We had a very
disagreeable time of it, in fact, shortly after
you left.
Horrible invisible beasts stalking citizens, hurling them into
chasms, tearing them limb from limb, and so on. It certainly shook
us up.”
“You stopped raping
the planet?”
She looked
disapproving for a moment. “I wouldn’t put it in quite such
melodramatic
terms, professor. But we did decide that perhaps we should start
thinking rather differently. I read your work, specifically that
relating to your adopted home world. I realized that you were
right, and all the negative thoughts emanating from our
people were being
turned against us. So we decided it was time we thought positively.
As we did so, we realized that we had many different kinds of
dreams, many stories to tell, as had the planet herself. By
channeling all these positive ideas, we learned to create quite elaborate
illusions. We got rid of the roaring and rending beasts from the id
and used our unconscious dreams and yearnings to quite different
ends. The yearning became, as it were, yarning!” Her girlish giggle
was a little surprising, but Professor Pidgeon decided he
preferred it to her earlier, harsher exclamations.
“Yarning?”
“You wouldn’t
believe how old this planet is. And what a memory! She remembers
the stories of every inhabitant who ever lived here. Millions of
them. Billions. And not all human, of course. All
Tempty wanted was a sympathetic audience, someone to watch and
listen to her stories.”
Professor Pidgeon
raised an enquiring eyebrow.
“Isn’t it obvious?”
Producer Pushof beamed. “From all those negative projections that
were
emanating from us and thus from the planet, we changed to positive
ones. We now have almost a million dream theaters worldwide. Each
one runs a different story every couple of weeks or so. Programs
change constantly, and we are working on a means of
recording
them, so that people can take them home with them or we can replay
them when we need to. And, of course, it’s not only the planet’s
memories that are contributing to the stories; we have our own as
well. All we needed to do was structure the stories
and devise a way in
which they could be projected for an audience. Our GPP has tripled,
allowing us to invest in clean energy so that people come from all
over the galaxy to take a healthy holiday and spend their time
enjoying our fantasies or, indeed, their own. For Temptation II
takes their dreams and projects them back to them, thus increasing
the variety and scope of the entertainment we can offer. With
Disneyworld XIX, we are the galaxy’s leading entertainment planet.
We’re thinking of changing our name to New Hollyworld. What do
you think?”
Professor Pidgeon
offered a nod of silent approval. “I believe I owe you an apology,”
he said. “It seems my grim warnings were unfounded.”
She was generous.
“If you hadn’t said what you said, professor, I’m
certain I
would never have realized what a resource we had. Everyone who has
the privilege of living on a sentient world could do what we have
done. Not,” she offered him a self-mocking smile, “that we aren’t
happy to remain, for as long as possible, the only
game in the
galaxy.”
“Are there no
drawbacks? Is there any kind of program you can’t find
here?”
“Well,” she said,
“we discovered that it wasn’t wise to put on too many horror shows.
These days, we’re inclined to concentrate on what you might call
family entertainment. Fantasy films,
that sort of thing. But our thrillers are very popular. Our
audiences accept that they enter our dream-o-domes at their own
risk, but we also sell insurance to anyone worried that they will
be adversely affected by our shows. Of course,” she added, smiling
again, “since much of the entertainment comes from their own
unconscious, they have only themselves to blame if they witness
something negative. It’s the perfect business, really. It is the
ultimate way of giving the public what it wants. Would you like to
try out one of our dream-o-domes?”
“I think not,” said
Professor Pidgeon, his eyes twinkling. He signaled to Robert that
they should make a discreet departure. “I’ve enjoyed the experience
more than once and think I prefer, these days, to stay at home
with a good book.”
“Book?” asked
Producer Pushof with interest as she summoned their ferry to the
etherport. “Is that another idea we could perhaps turn to our
advantage?”
This Thing of Darkness I Acknowledge Mine
Alex Irvine
I
will tell you right
up front that by the end of my story, you will believe that I am
lying, if not about everything then certainly about the more
important events I am about to narrate. Or describe. I was never
clear on the difference.
I will also tell
you that I’m not entirely sure I’m writing this. You’ll understand
why in a little while, unless you decide I’m lying.
When I began this
testimony, I tried to think of ways to make sure I remained in
control of what I was doing. One of the early drafts was
an acrostic, with the first letter of each paragraph spelling out
the last sentence I heard from the mouth of Tobin Crowder: You have
to understand that I never wanted to want this. That only allowed
me thirty-five paragraphs, though, and as soon as I
started writing, it became clear to me that I was either going to
have to abandon that scheme or inflict upon my reader some
agonizingly long paragraphs. Abandonment seemed the better
choice.
Another acrostic
idea seemed to offer more promise. What if the
first word of each sentence within a paragraph gave a letter, and
thus each paragraph a word, and thus my testimony a hidden message?
This focused my mind until, with Tobin’s intervention I’m sure, I
found myself unable to keep any of the lines I’d selected
in my head.
After that, I found
myself unable to maintain any kind of formal constraint or scheme.
The only thing that works is to write things down in the order they
come into my head, which is not the best order to tell
the story,
because since Tobin’s interventions became more pervasive, my mind
seems to have lost its ability to arrange things.
Tobin does not want
me to be writing this (again for reasons that will become clear as
we go on, if you don’t give up on me along the way). Rather, he wants
you—whoever you are—to arrive and experience what I
experienced.
What all of us
experienced.
The problem, one of
our team told me early on, is that crazy people feel things more
intensely than other people do.
The way I
remember it, Tobin
and I have been the last survivors of our mission for years now.
Thirteen years? Sixteen? Something like that. Enough so that when I
look back on my life, a nontrivial fraction of my years have been
spent in solitude, and my reaction to the prospect of visitors is a
strangely fractured mix of eagerness for human company and guilt
that I will probably fail to warn them—you—adequately.
You will arrive,
and see this idyllic place, and let your guard down . . . as we
did. That’s what I’m worried about. That’s why I’m
writing this. I hope that’s not why Tobin is being so aggressive in
my mind.
Or perhaps it
should be said that people who feel things more intensely than
other people do are often called crazy.
The line that I
wrote above, about the last thing out of Tobin’s mouth, that was wrong.
I think. His last line was something else. I think maybe I’ve
already written it, but that might have been in one of the other
drafts. I destroyed those because the erasures seemed to gain me
some peace. I’ll try to remember.
I did try the
acrostic. At least one of them. I don’t think it worked, but I like
the idea of a puzzle even though I’m not sure what puzzle I could
create that Tobin wouldn’t be able to anticipate and
subvert.
Tobin was beautiful
at the beginning, the incarnation of the Spaceman.
I remember all of it before we touched down here, and he doesn’t
interfere.
What do I mean by
interference? I should clarify. By interference I mean that
sometimes Tobin distracts me by means of noises outside the window,
odd smells
from the greenhouse, inconvenient urges to urinate, and so forth.
Sometimes he gives me nightmares that tumble after each other in
such grotesque clusters that when I wake up, I feel as if I’m
walking on the meniscus between waking and dream.
Literally, I
feel that way; it gives, ever so slightly, at each step. What is
below I—waking—do not know.
Sometimes things
come out of the forest. He could kill me if he wanted to. I hope he
doesn’t, although I’ve often wondered if a death wish wouldn’t be
the surest
way to ensure my survival. Tobin is capricious that way. Always has
been.
I am going to tell
you about those first couple of months, even though that’s the
boring part.
They were pretty
good. We made fun of each other’s quirks, just as we had
on the ship. We did
our best to avoid sexual entanglements, just as we had on the ship.
Being a bunch of confirmed science types, they cracked wise about
my liberal arts background and literary bent. We did experiments,
collected and cataloged samples, prospected for commercially
useful minerals and genetic strings. We experienced absolutely
textbook instances of personal jealousies disguising themselves as
professional disagreements, but we got along well
otherwise.
Then we began to
wonder if we were all poisoned, because we all
started to hallucinate, first individually and then in
groups.
Then we started to
discern what was really going on, and it wasn’t hallucination at
all. Which is not to say that we haven’t hallucinated, but . .
.
I think this
part is best
told by example.
The thing is, I
don’t really have a problem with amnesia, although I know this
reads like I do. The problem is—I think—that all of the neural
pathways my mind is accustomed to using for certain operations are
unpredictably coopted or blocked by whatever it
is Tobin is doing out there in the woods. Some days are worse than
others—today, for example, has been pretty good so far—but in
general, I find that I don’t think the way I used to. Or, a better
way to put it might be that I am not allowed to think the
way I used to and have been forced to find different ways to
think.
Which might not be
a bad thing, but it is unsettling. I find it more and more
important to build careful chains of cause and effect, to take
refuge in easily traceable progressions between
evidence and conclusion. In a place like this, you learn to
mistrust intuition as well as any kind of lateral or stochastic
thinking.
And Tobin Crowder,
boy, he’s a guy who makes you crave the sameness of
habit.
I wish I’d
never gone into
space.
Dammit. Almost had
the line. It occurred to me to address Tobin within the framework
of this letter (memoir? apologia? testimony?) but I’m not sure I
want to do that because I’m not sure I want him to respond. Also, I
couldn’t be
sure whether he was responding or whether my expectation of his
response would fool me into thinking he had.
The first
day:
All of the readings
and samples and spectrographic analyses don’t make a bit of
difference to the butterflies in your stomach when you first inhale the
atmosphere of an alien world. And all of the warnings about
possible toxins and allergens just can’t stop you from bending to
smell a flower. I remember doing both of those things, and I
remember a flower looking slightly more like a jack-in-the-pulpit after I
smelled it than it had before; and I remember Tobin actually
weeping, sunlight on his face, the hum of bees in the air. The
memory has such intensity that often I think those tears were in my
own eyes. All of us were like that for the first couple of
days. The place was too good to be true.
Even then, the
planet had its eye on Tobin. He had the starkest and most naked
emotions for it to prey on, amplify, and finally absorb and
reflect. It must have been a wonderful toy, this planet, if you were serene
and happy.
Although it might
be said that the planet made itself serene and happy by making
wonderful toys of us.
The truth is, when
I say Tobin
and I say
the
planet, I’m
no longer sure where the meanings of the two
diverge.
Further complicating things, I’m also unsure where I end and
everything else begins. Often I feel as if when I talk about Tobin,
I’m talking about myself. Usually that’s about when I lose my train
of thought.
Okay, I’ll say it:
Eden.
It’s naïve,
it’s
incredulous, it’s all of those things that you shouldn’t be when
you’re in the business of exploration . . . but on the other hand,
I think part of the explorer’s temperament must include a sort of
innocence. A desire for the new, to be experienced
without
prejudgment. Explorers must be part child.
Eden. A few days
after we landed, when we’d gotten the MC—what we called the quonset
hut officially known as Mission Central—set up and we’d started to
establish a routine, Vicki Singh found orange trees
growing a
few hundred meters from our camp, on the shores of a lake. We all
went to look at them, and with the strangest expression on his
face, Tobin said, “I dreamed about oranges last night. God, I hated
to wake up from that dream.”
Against all
regulations and common sense, we ate them.
They were wonderful.
We figured out that
someone had been there before us. There were no artifacts, no oddly
geometric shapes in the jungle hinting at traces of lost
civilizations . . . nothing like that. We speculated
about
nanotechnology, about engineering on a scale we couldn’t
contemplate, about the possibility that a fantastic accident of
evolution had steered the course of events here in a direction
incomprehensible to us. Whatever the cause, the conclusion was
inescapable.
The planet wanted to please us, and nothing wants to please without
being trained in that desire.
Looking back, I
think that’s where the jealousy really began. All of us, I think,
wanted not only for the planet to please us, but for none of the
other
members of the team to know that’s what we wanted. When Sean
Nishiyama caught salmon in the lake, we all pretended we didn’t
know that he must have wanted those salmon to be there; when our
communications equipment started to pick up snatches of
radio broadcasts from Earth, we all
entered into an unspoken agreement that we would not ask whose
nostalgia had created them. And so on.
Tobin and I were
reconfiguring the software for the telescope left on the orbiter,
about a month after we landed. Out of the blue, he said to me, “It’s as
if they re-created the entire planet as a tool. What might that
kind of tool amplify?”
I said to him,
“What wouldn’t it amplify?”
And I kept to
myself the question of whether, if everything was amplified,
anything was meaningfully changed. In this swamp
of wish fulfilment, self-identification becomes a kind of
compartmentalization. To understand yourself in a world where you
can give your desires form and breath, you divide yourself into the
parts that want those things and the parts that still yearn for
your former—that is, nonmalleable—reality. You hold those parts of
yourself at a distance. You imagine others to possess qualities
that you dislike about yourself, and use that imagination as an
excuse to dislike them; and you imagine that by banishing
them you are purifying yourself of those objectionable
qualities.
None of which
changed the fact that we were all still just ourselves.
Well, perhaps not.
The other secret I kept was that my singular desire was for the
planet to
make me like Tobin Crowder. I wanted to be him, if only because of
the way this Eden responded to him, the way he was so fully at home
there.
It was something
from Shakespeare. God, isn’t it always something from
Shakespeare?
Why would Tobin
have been
quoting Shakespeare? In our team, I was the one prone to
embarrassingly artsy quotation. Maybe he’d heard the line from me .
. . which makes it all the more frustrating that I can’t remember
it.
The fact that the
mission fell apart wasn’t his fault. It would have happened
sooner without him around, I think, because for quite a while he
absorbed the interest that otherwise might have found its way to
the more vulnerable among us. Did I say Tobin was crazy? That’s a
tricky word. He was strong willed, that’s for sure, and utterly
unlike the rest of us. I think he’s going to give me enough rope to
hang myself here, so I might as well jump and say that he destroyed
the mission, but that if he hadn’t, someone—something—else would
have. And a lot sooner.
He bought us
time.
Me, he’s still
buying time.
Gradually Tobin
grew distant. The team saw him less often; his work went
unfinished. He’d never been gregarious—we had that in common—but
once the planet started responding to him, he began to reinvent
himself, and
his new identity had nothing to do with the rest of us. The team
gave him space, assuming that he was working through a more or less
standard version of the disaffection we’d been trained to expect as
a result of the long voyage. All of us felt it to one degree or another. I
felt it more than most, I think. I too found it hard to get my work
done, hard to eat meals in the company of the rest of the team,
hard to file my reports on time—hard, in short, to do anything but
go out and bask in the suffusing desire of the planet to
make me happy.
Who could resist
that?
It was inevitable
that we should begin to compete for the planet’s
attentions—inevitable, too, that Tobin would win.
I forget the name
of this place, which I know directly contradicts what I told you about being
able to remember everything before we got here, since obviously I
knew the name of the place before setting foot on it. Tough. Maybe
the name is squirreled away back down one of the neural pathways
blocked off with whatever the synaptic version of
construction cones is, but I can’t get to it.
Think I’m lying
yet? You just wait.
Sometimes I look at
what I’ve written and don’t recognize the person who wrote it. I
hate sentence fragments.
When things got
bad, by which I mean when all of us became certain that we could no
longer trust the evidence of our senses—except when that evidence
implied that someone was dead, in which case sensory input was
generally pretty reliable—but what I was saying was that when
things got bad, one of the startling things was the lack of
event.
Take the survey
team. I mean, someone already did, but you get the figure of
speech. There wasn’t any monster or any explosion or anything. One
minute they were doing what they had always done, in a place that
was unfamiliar but not overtly dangerous . . .
and the next minute the planet just wasn’t that way
anymore.
The thing about
Tobin was that he was born to be a leader, and on our mission he
never got the chance until there was nothing left to lead and
nowhere to lead anything to. I don’t blame him
for being angry about this. He thinks he could have saved us, and
he’s probably right. He understood sooner than the rest of us what
was happening, and if we had gotten out of his way the mission
might have been saved.
That
was never
going to happen, though. Everyone else wanted to feel what Tobin
was feeling, and it’s perfectly natural that he would have wanted
to protect what he thought was his. I would have done the same
thing.
And in any case,
something has been saved. Just not everything, and when in
life do you ever get to save everything?
The beauty of this
place doesn’t make it valuable or salutary; the polluted sunsets of
Oil Age Earth were also beautiful. But there is a species of tree
here (“tree”—I speak in analogs here rather than exact
correspondence with terrestrial taxonomies) with leaves that dangle
low and catch the sunlight at a particular angle during certain
times of the year. The luminescent green is like nothing on Earth,
except perhaps the glow of fireflies. There is a species of
insect that dances in patterns on the still waters and releases a
chemical that mimics the scent of a flower favored by a particular
hummingbird. Here as on Earth, hummingbirds are disoriented by
water and tend to fly down into it and drown; these dancing
insects then converge on the dead hummingbird to feed. I do not
know why they dance while emitting their scent.
I wonder how much
of our idea of beauty—I mean, the hardwired part of it, since some
of it must be hardwired—derives from the fact that in the
natural world, things that are striking in color or pattern often
are that way because they are dangerous.
In other words, are
dangerous things beautiful because they are dangerous? I think they
are, at least some of them, at least part of the time, but I
don’t mean those qualifiers as a way of going back on my original
statement. There is a correspondence. Anyone who has spent time
here would know that.
In a way, what
happened—is still happening—to Tobin is beautiful. And
in a way,
perhaps, it is a sunset in a polluted sky.
All tools are
amplifiers, he said to me once—I think during the course of the
telescope conversation—and then admitted that he was quoting a
well-known scientific canard. Somebody’s Law.
Ah, shit.
Never mind.
Laws. I can’t remember anything that’s important. If I could
remember that last thing he said, I’d be able to put it all
together.
When I think about
Shakespeare, I think about how so many of his late
plays—Pericles,
The
Tempest, The
Winter’s Tale—involve
dangerous voyages, with isolation on the other side for a character
we love. And I wonder if the man himself, having retired to idyllic
Stratford after his tumultuous London life, was feeling as if he
had undergone a perilous journey away from the vitality of his prime
years and into the isolation of his past.
He, too, perhaps,
knew better than to trust an idyll.
Then again, if
there is a little of Shakespeare in all of his plays, you can’t
find all of him in any of them. Before I became an
astronomer, I went
to graduate school in literature; I know about the biographical
fallacy. Mostly when I think about Shakespeare, it’s because I’m
trying to remember Tobin’s line. Something about responsibility. I
feel that if I could remember it, I would know for sure whose fault all
of this was.
Oh. Example. Well,
a survey team went out to confirm a possible reading about an
amount of pitchblende. I don’t remember the details, and I am not
by trade a geologist; my field is astronomy, and my function
on the mission was
to catalog and investigate nearby stellar bodies in better detail
than was possible from Earth. This is not what I was doing when the
survey team went out.
Their first
collective hallucination—for so they thought it at the
time—involved a sudden failure of their
ability to see the color blue. This wasn’t like orange trees or
salmon, but things of this nature had happened before as well. I,
in fact, was supposed to be working on the problem of whether
astrophysical phenomena could be responsible for the momentary
elision of a portion of the visible spectrum. What I was doing at
the moment when the first distress call came in from Sean
Nishiyama, our geologist, had nothing to do with optics, or
astronomy. I was chipping paint from around one of the displays on the
housing of a generator. How the paint got there, I never found out,
and the problem was driven from my mind by the vibration of the
distress signal. I ran back into the MC (was that the last time I
was inside?) and answered Sean’s call.
He said that none
of them could see blue anymore, and that green had become yellow,
purple red, and so forth. Then he hesitated and said, “And now
yellow’s gone too. Hey, Karen, can you see yellow?”
Karen Berman, our
mission botanist, said no, she couldn’t. In the background of
the call I could hear the other members of the team. I distinctly
heard the word red
several
times.
“Sean,” I said.
“You can still see in black and white, am I right?”
He said that was
right, but it was getting dark. I imagined seeing only black and
white in the dark. This planet has no moon, although apparently it
did at one point, since its seashores still bear traces of what
must have been tidal ecosystems; but without a moon, the team was
going to have grave difficulty finding its way out of the deep
forest that lay over the pitchblende deposit they had gone to
survey.
“Use your
flashlights,” I said. “That will at least give you light and
shadow.”
Tobin hadn’t gone
out with the survey team. Hadn’t wanted to. He was
already so
withdrawn by then that he had trouble connecting with any of them
deeply enough to remember their names. All the same, I believed
then, and believe now, that if he had been there, they might have
survived. He was strong enough and single-minded
enough to
hold them together by force of will.
At the exact moment
of sundown—I checked later—all of the transponders they’d left on
the trail as bread crumbs quit working. This was before we’d gotten
a working system of GPS satellites up.
“Every one of
them?” I
repeated, feeling stupid for saying it but unable to keep my mouth
shut.
“Every goddamn
one,” Sean said.
They were losing
their vision (possibly), it was dark, they were in thick forest,
and they no longer had any way to get out save through the
kind of
orienteering skills that are as foreign to our generation as dead
reckoning was to those who came of age after the discovery of the
compass. Considering all of this, I think it’s amazing they held on
as long as they did.
Also, it’s amazing
I’ve held on
to my train of thought as long as I have. Tobin must like this
story, and why wouldn’t he?
I really wish I’d
never gone into space. I could have taught composition at a small
college somewhere. There might have been children. I would have
liked
children. Sometimes I dream that I have had them and wake up sad
that I have left them behind.
Regrets are easy to
come by when you’re the last survivor of a mission to another
planet, which if I’m not, I will be soon.
So I sit and write
puzzles, ostensibly for you but more honestly
for myself. Anything I can think, Tobin can think—has thought—as
well.
In the real world,
I think those hummingbirds mostly get eaten by fish. But at least
there is the beauty of the insects’ dance.
Right. Example.
Forest.
They said they were
hanging together, but something about the way things looked started
to frighten them. “Stay close,” I warned them. “Touching close. Can
you remember the way you came?”
“That’s the
problem,” Karen said. “We can remember it, but it isn’t there.”
I heard Sean in the
background saying that they were going to count off every five
minutes, just to make sure that in their panic they wouldn’t leave
anyone behind.
The first three
counts came to six. The fourth came to five.
Tricia
Kassarjian
was gone.
“Where’d she go?”
Sean was screaming. “She was right here!”
Yes, they all
agreed. She had been right there. Someone had helped her over a
fallen log not thirty seconds before; someone else had snapped at
her for shining her flashlight up in their faces. “I heard her
breathing right next to me,” said our pilot, an ex-military
botanist named Lee Young-pyo. “I mean just now.”
“Tricia!” Sean
called.
And this is the
worst of it: She answered. I could hear her calling to them. They
stayed together and worked the search
the way they were supposed to. Tricia said she would stay put, and
they would use the sound of her voice to locate her.
Eventually, though,
she stopped talking. No panic, no cries for help. She just stopped
answering.
When
the team
made the decision to return for her after they’d gotten back to
where they’d parked the rover, they counted off.
One, two, three . .
. four.
It went like that.
The forest closed them off, not so they could see it but so that
every time they made progress back toward where they
were sure they needed to be, suddenly there was no way to get
there. Sean was the last one to go. Tobin and I talked to him the
whole time. He knew he wasn’t going to make it, and he told us
that, and right before he stopped responding he said to me, “What
kind of a place is this? How does this happen?” Mystified, like a
toddler who has cut himself on safety scissors.
I didn’t have an
answer for him then, and I don’t now.
Tobin said . . .
ah, goddammit. For a minute there I almost had it. Whatever it was,
I remember thinking I hoped it wasn’t the last thing Sean ever
heard.
A little while
later, Tobin went outside for good.
I think there was
another incident after the loss of the survey team, but when I go
back and do the arithmetic in my head, the
answer I get means that everyone but Tobin and me died in that
forest. My mind is stubborn, though; I know there was something
else. I’m fairly certain someone else died.
It is a difficult
thing to be unsure whether your apprehension of the world is the
correct one; far worse not even to know if your thoughts about what
you see, feel, taste, etc., are yours or projections of someone
else. If all tools are amplifiers, then what was left here
amplified the capability of the mind to affect the phenomenal world.
It’s only natural, I suppose, for that tool to have wanted to find
its way into the mind that would make the most use of
it.
Without looking
back at what I’ve already written, I think that probably I haven’t
given enough attention to the problem of
what I should have done differently. The way we all felt about
Tobin—and we
here includes Tobin
himself; his many fine qualities did not include modesty—meant that
there were times when we looked to him. If we were children
(what group
social interaction cannot be explained in terms of the
playground?), Tobin would have been the kid everyone wanted to be
like, and he didn’t always desire or respond well to our
expectations. On the way here, he just wanted to be left alone to
do his job;
once we were on the ground, he forgot about the job and just wanted
to be left alone with the creations of his mind.
I should have
handled myself better. Possibly I should have acted more
aggressively as some kind of corrective to Tobin, and I
failed to be
that. Was never that. Could not have been that. From the moment our
feet touched the ground of this world, he was different. He was of
this place, I think, before he ever got here—which is a fatalistic
thing to say, given what happened, but I believe it.
Here’s another
fatalistic sentiment: also I believe that once this world knew of
him, there was no way things could have happened other than how
they did. Which doesn’t let me off the hook.
I said
what was
left here a
few sentences ago. Tobin said to me once that the
world was
the tool, that
whatever they—They—did turned it into a giant psychological tuning
fork. Psychokinetic
might be a better
word, since thoughts here are able to manifest themselves as
expenditures of kinetic energy.
Who
could have
done that, I wondered then. Still do. Maybe Tobin knows.
And where did they
go?
Here’s what it
feels like: Once, I became certain that the world itself was not
just speaking to me but speaking through me, living through me,
that I had become a conduit for this
consciousness that was curious, eager, jealous, lonely . . . and
then it was gone. While it was present, however, I could feel the
matter of the world transforming around me. I was in a good mood,
and the clouds in the sky cleared; I was excited about an experiment I
was close to finishing, and birds burst from the trees all around
me; I was fearful that the experiment would fail, and one of the
birds dropped dead at my feet. The experience lasted just a moment,
but Lee and I went back and looked later; the dead bird
was there, and within a hundred meters of the spot we cataloged
sixteen species of flower, each visually resembling a terrestrial
species I knew and each utterly absent from the rest of the planet
. . . at least insofar as we were able to
determine.
More than human
companionship, I miss that feeling, which may say more about my
failure to connect with my mission colleagues than about whatever
made those flowers grow.
Anyway, if you read
this, it means I’ve aged, and died, and that the only one left is
Tobin. I don’t think age and death are things he has to worry about
now.
Don’t expect him to
come and greet you, but he’ll send a message.
I haven’t gone back
inside the MC for a while . . . perhaps since the night the
survey team
disappeared. I’m trying to hear the voice Tobin heard, trying to
feel the ground below my feet responding to my steps the way it
must respond to his.
Look for me under
your bootsoles. And while you’re at it, look for Tobin there,
too.
God, I
feel like
I’m doing this to myself. Maybe that’s part of the guilt I was
talking about earlier, but what do I have to be guilty about?
Didn’t do anything. That was Tobin. Wish I could remember that
line. Then I would know.
Me•topia
Adam Roberts
The first day and the first night.
They had come down
in the high ground, an immense plateau many thousands of miles
square. “The highlands,” said Murphy. “I claim the highlands. I’ll
call them Murphyland.” Over the next hour or so he changed his
mind several
times: Murphtopia, Murphia. “No,” he said, glee bubbling out in a
little dance, a shimmy of the feet, a flourish of the hands. “Just
Murphy, Murphy. Think of it! Where do you
come from? I come from Murphy. I’m a Murphyite. I was born in
Murphy.” And the sky paled, and then the
sun appeared over the mountaintops, and everything was covered with
a tide of light. The dew was so thick it looked like the aftermath
of a heavy rainstorm.
Sinclair, wading
out from the shuttle’s wreckage through
waist-high
grass, drew a dark trail after him marking his path, like the
photographic negative of a comet.
“I don’t understand
what you’re so happy about,” said Edwards. It was as if he could
not see
this new land, a
world that popped out of nowhere. As if all he could see was the damage to the
ship. But that was how Edwards’ mind worked. He had a practical
mind.
“Ach, are you sad
for your ship,” sang Murphy, with deliberately overplayed oirishry,
“all buckled and collapsed and it is?” Of course, Murphy was a
neanderthal,
a homo
neanderthalis. The real deal. All four of
these crewmen were. Of course, you know what that means.
“You should be sad
too, Murphy,” said Edwards, speaking in a level voice. “It’s your
ship too. I don’t see how we are to get home without
it.”
“But
this
is my home,”
declared Murphy. And then sang his own name, or perhaps the name of
his newly made land, over and over: “Murphy! Murphy!
Murphy!”
The sun moved
through the sky. The swift light went everywhere. It spilled over
everything and washed back. The expanse of
grassland shimmered in the breeze like cellophane.
Edwards climbed to
the top of the buckled craft. The plasmetal bodywork was oily with
dew, and his feet slipped several times. At the top he stood as
upright as he dared and surveyed the world. Mountains
away to the west, grass steppes leading away in every direction,
north south and east, flowing downhill eastward toward smudges of
massive forestation and the metallic inlaid sparkle of rivers,
lakes, seas. That was some view, eastward.
The sun was rising
from the west, which was an unusual feature. What strange world
rotated like that? There were no Earth-sized planets in the solar
system that rotated like that.
Did that mean they
were no longer in the solar system? That was impossible. There was no way
they could have traveled so far. Physics repudiated the very
notion.
The air tasted
fresh in his mouth, in his throat. Grass scent. Rainwater and
ozone.
And for long
minutes there was no sound except the hushing of the grasses in the
wind and the distant febrile twitter of birds
high in the sky. The sky gleamed, as full of the wonder of light as
a glass brimful of bright water. Vins called up, “There are
insects. I’ve got insects here, though they seem to be torpid.” He
paused, and repeated the word, torpid. “When the dew
evaporates a little they’ll surely come to life.”
Edwards grunted in
reply, but his eye was on the sky. Spherical clouds, perfect as
eggs, drifted in the zenith. Six of them. Seven. Eight. Edwards
counted, turning his head. Ten.
Twelve.
And the air, moist
with dew and fragrant with possibility, slid past him, the
slightest of breezes. And light all about. And silence stained only
by the swishing of the wind.
Murphy was dancing
below, kicking his feet through the heavy, wet grass. “Maybe
Murphy
isn’t such a good
idea, by itself,” he called, to nobody in particular. “As a name,
by itself. How about the Murphy Territories? How about the
Land
of Murphy?” And
then, after half a minute, when neither Edwards nor Vins replied,
he added,
“Don’t be sore, Vins. You can name some other place.”
Vins went into the
body of the shuttle to fetch out some killing jars for the
insects.
Sinclair was away
for hours. The sun rose, and the dew steamed away in wreathy banks
of mist. The grass dried out, and paled, and then
bristled with dryness. It was a yellow, tawny sort of grass. By
midday the sky was hot as a hot plate, and Murphy had stripped off
his chemise.
Sinclair returned,
sweating. “It goes on and on,” he said. “Exactly the same.
Steppe and
more steppe.”
The sun dropped
over the eastern horizon. It quickly became cold.
The night sky was
cloudless, stars like lit dewdrops on black; breath petaled out of
their mouths in transient, ghostly puffs. Edwards slept in the
shuttle. Sinclair and Vins chatted, their voices
subdued underneath the enormity of the night sky. Murphy had a
nicotine inhaler; he lay on the cooling roof of the crashed shuttle
looking up at the stars, puffing intermittently. Later they all
joined Edwards in the shuttle and slept. Over their
thoughtless, slumbering heads the stars glinted and prickled in the
black clarity. Hours passed. The the sky cataracted to white with
the coming dawn. Ivory-colored clouds bubbled into the sky from
behind the peaks of the highlands and swept down upon them. Before
dawn rain started falling. Edwards woke at the drumroll sound of
rain against the body of the crashed ship, sat up disoriented for a
moment, then lay down again and went back to sleep.
“We’re dead, we’ve
died, we’re dead,” said Murphy, perhaps speaking in
his sleep.
The second day and the second night.
At breakfast, after
dawn, it was still raining. The four of them ate inside the
shuttle, with the door open. “Ah,” said Edwards, looking through
the hatch at the shimmering lines of water. “The universal
solvent.”
“But I should hate
you,” said Murphy. “Because you can look at water and
say ah the
universal solvent.”
Edwards cocked his
head on one side. “I don’t see your point,” he said.
“No, no,” said
Murphy. “That’s not it. Oh, water, oh? This beautiful thing, this
spiritual thing, purity and the power to cleanse, to baptize even.
Light on water, is there a more beautiful thing? And all you can
say when you see it is ah the
universal solvent.”
Edwards put his
mouth in a straight line. “But it is
the universal
solvent,” he said. “That’s one of its functions. Why do you say
oh water
oh?”
The rain outside
was greeting their conversational interchanges with sustained and
rapturous applause. The color through the hatch was gray. The air
looked like metal scored and overscored with myriad slant
lines.
“Can
we lift
off?” asked Sinclair. “Is there a way off of this
place?”
“Feel that,”
Edwards instructed. He was not talking about any particular object,
not instructing any of the crew to lift any particular object. What
he meant was: Feel how heavy we are. “That’s a full g. That’s what is to
be overcome. We came down hard.”
“Hard,” confirmed
Murphy.
“We weren’t
expecting,” said Sinclair, “a whole world to pop out of the void.
Nothing, nothing, nothing, then a whole
world. We
snapped our spine on this rock.”
“Let’s get one
thing straight,” said Edwards, in his brusque and matter-of-fact
voice. “This world did not pop out of nowhere. Worlds don’t
pop
out of
nowhere.” He glowered at his colleagues. “That’s not what
happened.”
“Turn it up,
Captain,”
said Murphy. He applied the title
sarcastically. It was the nature of this ship that its crew worked
without ranks such as captain, second-in-command, all that
bag-and-baggage of hierarchy. No military ship, this. This was not
a merchant vessel either. They hadn’t been sliding along the
frictionless thread of Earth-Mars or Earth-Moon hauling goods or
transporting soldiery or anything like that. This was science.
Science isn’t structured to recognize hierarchy.
“I’m only saying,”
said Edwards, sheepishly. “I don’t want to suggest that I’m in
charge.”
They were silent
for a while, and the rain spattered and clattered enormously all
about them. Encore! Encore!
It occurred to
Edwards, belatedly, that Murphy might have been saying
eau, water,
eau.
“Right,” said Vins.
“We’re all
in a kind of intellectual shock, that’s what I think. We’ve been
here two days now, and we haven’t even formulated a plausible
hypothesis of what’s going on. We haven’t even tried.” He looked
around at his colleagues. “Let’s review what happened.”
Murphy had his
stumpy arms folded over his little chest. “Review, by all means,”
he said. But then, when Vins opened his mouth to speak again, he
interrupted immediately: “I’ve
formed a
hypothesis. It’s called Murphy. This is prime land, and I claim it.
When we get
back, or when we at least contact help and they come get us, I
shall set up a private limited company to promote the settlement of
Murphy. I’ll make a fortune. I’ll be mayor. I’ll be the
alpha
male.”
“Why you think,”
said Edwards, thinking literally, “that such a contract
would have any legal force upon Earth is beyond me.”
“Let’s review,”
said Vins, in a loud voice.
Everybody looked at
him.
“We’re flying. We
drop below the ecliptic plane, no more than a hundred thousand
klims. More than that?”
None of the others
said anything. Then Sinclair said, “It was about that.”
“We saw a winking
star,” Vins said. He did not stop talking, he continued on, even
though Murphy tried to interrupt him with a sneering, “Winking
star, oh, that’s good on my mother’s health that’s good.”
Vins wasn’t to be distracted when he got going. “It was out of the
position of variable star 699, which is what we might have thought
it otherwise. Except that it wasn’t where 699 should have been. As
we flew, it grew in size, indicating a very reflective
asteroid, or perhaps comet, out of the ecliptic. You,” Vins nodded
at Sinclair, “argued it was a particolored object rotating
diurnally. But it was a fair way south of the ecliptic.
Then
what
happened?”
“‘We all know what
happened,”
said Murphy. They may all have been homo
neanderthalis, but they were bright. They
all had their scientific educations. The real deal.
“Let’s review,”
said Vins. “We need to know
what’s happened.
Act like scientists, people.”
“I’m a scientist no
longer,”
cried Murphy, with a flourish of his arm. “I’m the king of
Murphytopia.”
“What happened,”
said Edwards, slowly, thinking linearly and literally, “was we were
tracking the curious wobble of the asteroid. Or whatever it was. We
flew close, and suddenly there was a world, a whole
world, and—we came down. We reentered sideways, and there was heat
damage to the craft, and then there was collision damage, and now
it’s broken. And we’re sitting inside it.”
“Now,” said Vins.
“Here’s a premise. Worlds don’t appear out of nowhere. Do we
agree?”
Nobody
disagreed.
“It’s a mountain
and Mohammed thing,” offered Sinclair. “Put it this way, which is
more likely? That a whole Earth-sized planet pops out of nowhere in
front of us? Or that we, for some reason, have popped into a
new
place?”
“I say we’re back
on Earth,” said Murphy. “It looks like a duck, and it smells like a
duck, and it, uh, pulls the gravity of a duck, then
it’s a
duck.”
“The sun is
rising,” Sinclair pointed out, “in the
west. It is
setting in the east.”
“Oh. And the
asteroid was the beacon of an interdimensional sfy gateway through
time and space . . .” mocked Murphy, “and we fell through, like in
a sfy film, and now we’re on the far side of the galaxy?” He
pronounced “SF-y” as a two-syllable word, with a ludicrous and
prolonged emphasis on the central “f” sound.
“That can’t be
true,” said Edwards. “Our first night, the stars were very clear.
All the constellations were there. Familiar
constellations.”
“Which’s what we’d
expect if we were back on Earth,” said
Murphy.
“But the sun
rises
in the
west
. . .” said
Sinclair again.
“Maybe the
compasses are broken, somehow. Distorted. Maybe you think west is
east and versy-vice-a.”
“All of them? All
the compasses? And besides, at night you can see
the pole
star, great bear, all very clearly. Oh there’s no doubt where the
sun’s rising.”
“Well, let’s look
at another hypothesis,” said Murphy. “There is a whole, a
whole
Earth-sized planet,
about a hundred thousand kilometers south of the ecliptic
between Earth and Venus. And nobody on
Earth for four centuries of dedicated astronomy has noticed it.
Nobody saw a whole planet, waxing and waning, between us and the
sun? No southern hemisphere observatory happened to see it?
Is that
what you’re
saying?”
“That
is,” Vins conceded,
“hard to credit.”
“So,” said Murphy.
He got up, stepped to the hatch, and looked out at the hissing and
rapturous rainfall. “Here’s what I think happened. We were off to
investigating your winking
star, Vins, and
then we all suffered some sort of group epilepsy, or
mass hysteria, or loss of consciousness, and we piloted the ship
back up and toward Earth.”
“We were days
away,” Vins pointed out.
“So perhaps we were
in a fugue state for days. Anyway, we weren’t shaken out of it
until we slammed into the atmosphere,
and now we’ve crashed in the highlands in Peru, or Africa
maybe.”
“There’s nowhere on
Earth,” Vins pointed out, “as lovely as this. Where is there
anywhere as mild, or balmy, as this? Peru, you say?”
“You ever
been
to
Peru?”
“I been a lot of
places, and there’s ice wherever I’ve been.”
“Never mind the
climate,” said Edwards. “What about the sunrises?”
“How is it,” agreed
Vins, “that the sunrise is in the west if this is Peru?”
“I don’t know. But
the advantage of my hypothesis is that it’s Occam’s razor
on all the stuff about planets appearing from nowhere, and it
reduces all that to a single, simple problem: the
sunrise.”
“And another
problem,” Edwards pointed out, “which is the lack of radio
traffic.”
“The radio’s
broken,”
said Murphy. “I’m not happy about it.”
“The
radio?”
“No, not happy
about the Murphy,
the Murphytopia. I’m not happy about the status of my kingdom. I
was looking forward to claiming the highlands as my personal
kingdom. But if it’s, you know, Peru, then there’ll be some other
bugger who’s already claimed these highlands.”
“The radio’s not
broken,” said Edwards. “We can pick up background chatter. Bits and
pieces. We just can’t seem to locate any—to get a fix
upon—”
“Vins,” said
Murphy, sitting himself down again. “Vins, Vins.
What’s your theory? You haven’t told us your theory.”
“I think we’ve
landed upon a banned world,” said Vins. He said this in a bright
voice, but his mouth was angled downward as he spoke. “A forbidden
planet. That’s
SF-y, isn’t
it?” He pronounced
each of the letters in sfy separately.
“A banned world,”
said Murphy, as if savoring the idea. “What an interesting notion.
What a fanciful notion. What a dark horse you are, to be sure,
Vins.”
The rain stopped
sometime in the afternoon, and the clouds rolled
away, leaving the landscape washed and gleaming under the low sun
as if glazed with strawberry and peach. The long stretch of
grassland directly beneath them retained some of its yellow, and it
moved slowly, like the pelt of a lion. In the distance they
could see a long inlaid band of bronze, curved and kinked like the
marginal illustration in a Celtic manuscript: open water,
glittering in the sun. And the sun went down and the stars came
out.
Edwards, trying to
identify where the Earth should be from their
last known position, noticed something they should all have seen on
the first night: that the stars hardly moved through the sky. He
woke the others up.
“Earth,” he said,
“is just below the horizon.” He pointed. “There.
Mars, I
think, is over there.”
“Send them a
signal.”
“I did. But why
should they be listening for a signal from this stretch of space?
It’s not even on the ecliptic. It’s not as if there are any
astronomers on Mars. And if there were, if there were any,
you know,
amateurs, why should they be looking down here? No, that’s not what
I woke you up to show you.”
“What
then?”
“The stars aren’t
moving. I’ve been watching for an hour. I was waiting to see Earth
come up over the horizon so I could send them a
message. But
it’s not coming up.”
“You thought it was
an hour,” said Murphy, crossly. “Clearly it wasn’t
an hour. You
probably sat there for five minutes and got impatient.”
So they settled
down together, and all checked their watches and looked east to
where the
sun had set, where familiar stars pebbled the sky. And an hour
passed, and another, and the stars did not move.
Nobody said
anything for a long time.
“Somebody has
stopped the stars in their courses,” said Murphy. “We’re dead,
we’re all in the afterlife. Is that what happened? We
crashed the ship and died, and this is the land of the
dead.”
“I thought you were
the one, Murphy, who wanted to apply Occam’s razor?” chided
Edwards. “That’s a pretty elaborate
explanation for the
facts, don’t you think? I don’t feel dead. Do you? You
feel that way?”
“Certainly not,”
said Vins.
“But we’ve no idea
what it feels like to feel dead,” Murphy pointed out.
“Exactly! It’s a
null hypothesis. Let’s not go there. There must be another
explanation.”
“The other
explanation
is that we’re not rotating.”
“Except we saw the
sun go around and set, so we are
rotating. An
Earth-sized world, pulling an Earth-strength gravity, rotates for
half a day and then stops
rotating?
Impossible. That makes no sense.”
“I’ll tell you
what makes
sense,” said Murphy, hugging himself against the cold. “This is a
banned world. We are not supposed to be here. That’s what makes
sense.”
“Of course we’re
not supposed to be here,” agreed Vins. “Supposed to be Venus,
that’s where. That’s where we’re supposed to be orbiting.
Not here. But that’s not to say it’s a forbidden
planet.”
“You were the one
who said so!” Murphy objected.
“I was joking,”
said Vins.
“Your joke may be
turning out right,” said Murphy. He coughed, loud and long. Then he
said, “The
sun rises in the west, and the stars don’t move. You know what that
is? That’s things that the human eye was not supposed to see.
That’s a realm of magic—fairy, that’s where we are, and the fairy
queen is probably gathering her hounds to hunt us
down for
seeing this forbidden place.”
“Very amusing,
Murphy,” said Edwards, in a bland voice. “Very fanciful and
imaginative. Your fancy and your imagination, I find them
amusing.”
“I’m going to
sleep.” Murphy sulked, picking himself up and going back
inside the
ship. “I’ll meet my fate tomorrow with a clear head at
least.”
The others stayed
outside under the splendid, chilly, glittering stars and under that
silkily cold black sky. They talked and reduced the possibilities
to an order of plausibility. They discussed what to do. They
discussed the possibility of making the ship whole again; perhaps
by dismantling one of the thirty-six thrust engines and
reassembling it as a sort of welding torch, so as to make good the
breaches in the plasmetal hull. Nobody could think how to launch into
space, though; the craft had not been built to achieve escape
velocity unaided. They had not been planning on landing on Venus,
after all. (The very idea!) Finally the sky started to pale and
ease, as if the arc of the western horizon were a heated element
thawing the black into rose and pearl and blushed tones of
white.
The sun lifted
itself into the sky.
“Well,” said Vins,
with a tone of finality, “that settles it. Clearly we
are
rotating. The lack
of movement of the stars and the apparent movement of
the sun: These data contradict one another. Seem to. It’s hard to
advance a coherent explanation that includes both of these pieces
of observational data. Are we agreed?”
“I can’t think what
else,” said Edwards. “We assume the sky is a simulation of some
sort. Do we assume that?”
“We do,” said
Sinclair.
“One of two
explanations, then,” said Vins. “Either the sky is a total
simulation, upon which is projected a moving sun by day and
motionless stars by night. Or else the sky is a real feature but some
peculiarity of optics distorts the actual motion of the stars in
some way.”
“It’s hard to think
what sort of phenomenon . . .” began Sinclair. But he stopped
talking. He wasn’t sure what he was going to say; and—anyway—the
dawn was so
very beautiful. They all sat looking down, all distracted by the
loveliness of the view from their highland vantage point: down
across sloping grasslands and marsh and the beaming seas and
gleaming channels of water. And, awakened by the light, the
first birds were
up; dancing in nimble flight and giving voice to nimble birdsong,
bouncing their tenor and soprano trills off the blue ceiling of the
sky—or whatever it was.
They were all
tired. They’d been up all night. Eventually they went inside the
spaceship
and slept.
The third day and the third night.
Vins, Sinclair, and
Edwards woke sometime in the afternoon, the sun already declining
toward the east.
Murphy had
gone.
They searched for
him, in a slightly desultory manner, round and about
the ship;
but it was clear enough where he had gone: a trail scuffed,
slightly kinked but more or less straight, through the grasses and
downward. Clambering onto the top of the ship, Edwards could follow
this with his eye, and with binoculars, down and
down, a
wobbly ladder in the resplendent material of the fields all the way
to where forest ruled a dark line.
“He’s gone into a
forest. Down there, kilometers away.” He wanted to say something
like, Imagine a stretch of gold velvet, all brushed one way to
smoothness,
and a finger dragged through the velvet against the grain of the
brushing—that’s what his path looks like. But he couldn’t find the
words to say that. “Should we go after him?” he called. “Should we
go?”
“He knows where we
are,” said Sinclair. “He knows how to get back here.
He’s probably just exploring.”
“And if he gets
into trouble?”
“It’s his lookout.
He must take responsibility for himself,” said Vins. “We all must
shift for ourselves, after all.”
The three of them
breakfasted on ship’s supplies, sitting in the warm
air and listening to the meager, distant chimes of the birds and
watching the flow and glitter of wind upon the grass. “I could sit
here forever,” said Edwards, in a relaxed voice.
The other two were
silent, but it was a silent agreement.
“We need to get
on,” said Vins, as if dragging the sentence up from great deeps.
“We need to explore. To fix the ship. That’s what we need to
do.”
They did nothing.
After breakfast they dozed in the sun. Murphy did not return. Who
knew where he had gone?
The one thing so
obvious that none of them bothered to point it out was that this
world was paradisical compared to the wrecked and wasted landscapes
of their home. And that because it was paradisical, it was very
obviously not a real place. They were dead and had gone
to a material heaven, perhaps on account of some sort of oversight.
They had died in the crash. Or they had been transported through a
different sort of spatial discontinuity, one that translated them
from real to mythic space. They were to feed among the
mild-eyed melancholy lotus-eaters now.
The land of the
sirens, in which Odysseus’ crew had languished so pleasantly and
purposelessly. Was that
a forbidden world?
Was it banned to subsequent explorers? Why else was it never
again
discovered?
It may still be
there, some island or stretch of coast in the Mediterranean
protected by a cloak of invisibility, some magic zone or curtain
through which only a few select and lucky mariners stumble. Who
knows?
All this culture
and learning
bounced around their heads: Vins, Sinclair, and Edwards. They knew
all about Homer and Mohammed, and they knew all about Shakespeare
and Proust, even though those people about whom they were so
knowledgeable were a completely different sort of
creature
from themselves. Those Homers and van Goghs were all super-beings,
elevated, godlike; and the residue of their golden-age achievements
in the minds of the scientists had the paradoxical effect of
shrinking them by comparison.
Best not think
about it. What and if they
are
in the land of the
Lotus? Maybe they’re lucky, that’s all.
The sun set in the
east. The color and illumination drained out of the western sky and
out of the zenith, flowing down to the east with osmotic slowness
and leaving behind a rich, purply black dotted
with perfectly motionless stars. The last of the day was a broad
stretch of white-yellow sky over the eastern horizon, patched with
skinny horizontal clouds of golden brown. For long minutes the last
of the sunlight, coming up over the horizon, touched the
bottom line of these clouds with fierce and molten light, so that
it looked as if several sinuous heating elements, glowing bright
and hot with the electricity passing through them, had been fixed
to the matter of the sky. Then the light faded away from the
clouds, and they browned and blackened against a compressing layer
of sunset lights: a sky honey and marmalade, and then a
gray-orange, and finally blue, and after that black.
It was night
again.
Something agitated
Vins enough
to get him up and huffing around. “The stars have moved a little,”
he said. “There—that’s the arc of the corona australis. Say what
you like, but don’t
tell me I don’t
know my constellations.”
“So?”
“It’s higher.
Yesterday the lowest star was right on the horizon, on that little
hill silhouetted there. Today it’s a fraction above.”
“So we’re rotating
real slow,” said Sinclair. “I can’t say I care. I can’t say I’m
bothered. I’m going to sleep.”
The fourth day and the fourth night.
In the
morning Vins
left the ship. He set off in the opposite direction to Murphy—not
down the slope toward the forest and the long shining stretches of
open water but up, higher into the highlands. He had no idea where
Murphy had gone, or what he had been after; but
something
inside him prompted him to go higher. Go up, Moses. He had a vision
of himself climbing and climbing until he reached the summit of
some snow-clenched mountaintop at the very heart of the world from
which the whole planet—or at least this whole hemisphere—would be visible. Like
Mount Purgatory, he thought, from Dante. As if he had anything to
do with Dante! Another godlike figure from the golden
age.
Vins didn’t creep
away as Murphy had done. He prepared a pack, some supplies, some
tools, a couple of scientific instruments. Then
he woke the other two up. He told them what he wanted to do; and
they sat, looking stupidly at him from under their overhanging
foreheads, and didn’t say anything. “You sure you don’t want to
come with me?” he asked. He felt an obscure and disabling fear
deep inside him, a terror that if he stayed at the crash site, he’d
slide into torpor, and that would be the end of him. He had to get
out and away. He had to move.
“Do what you like,”
said Sinclair.
“It makes no sense
to me,” said
Edwards, “to go marching off without any sort of objective.
Shouldn’t you have an objective? As a scientist?’
“My objective is to
explore. What’s more scientific than exploration?”
Edwards looked at
him, blinked, looked again. “We should stay here,” he said, slowly. He
turned to look at the buckled ship. “We should mend the
ship.”
“We should,” agreed
Vins. “But we don’t. You notice
that? There’s
something here that’s rendering us idle. Idleness doesn’t suit
us.”
Sinclair laughed at
this. “Let him go,” he said, stretching
himself on a broad boulder with a westward-facing facet to warm
himself in the new sunlight. “He’s the hairiest of us
all.”
Vins winced at this
insult. “Don’t be like that. What is this, school?”
“It’s true,” said
Sinclair. “Murphy was the hairiest, but
he’s gone God-knows-where. You’re the hairiest now, and you’ll go,
and good riddance. Go after Murphy. Go pick fleas from his pelt.
I’m the smoothest of the lot of you and I’ll stay here and
thank
you.”
“I’m not going
after Murphy, I’m going higher into the
highlands.”
“Go where you
like.”
Edwards wouldn’t
meet Vins’ gaze, so Vins shouldered his pack and marched off,
striding westward into the setting sun. He could feel Sinclair’s
eyes boring into his back as he went; Sinclair just lounging there like a
lazy great ape, watching him go. The hairiest indeed!
Then Vins had a
second thought. He wanted to get up high, didn’t he? He could lift
himself clean off the ground.
It took a
surprising amount of courage to turn about and stomp back down to the ship
again. Sinclair was still there on his rock, watching him with lazy
insolence. Edwards had taken off his shoes and climbed to the top
of the wreckage, clinging to the dew-wet surface with his toes and
the palms of his feet. He was gazing east, down,
away.
Vins didn’t say
anything to either of them. Instead, he went into the ship and
retrieved a bundle of gossamer fabric and plastic cord and tied it
to the top of his backpack. Then he pulled out a small cylinder of
helium, no longer or thicker than a forearm
yet densely heavy. He tied a grapple rope to this and dragged it
after him.
There were no more
good-byes. He stomped away again.
Something was
bugging Vins, preying on his mind. It was as if he’d caught a
glimpse of something out of the corner of his
eye without exactly noticing it, such that it had registered only
in his subconscious (that gift of the gods, the unconscious mind).
He felt he should have understood by now. Something was wrong, or
else something was profoundly and obviously right, and he
couldn’t see it.
What?
He marched on, the
cylinder dragging through the turf behind him and occasionally
clanging on the up-crops of rock that poked through the grass. It
was an effort with every step to haul the damn thing,
but Vins had found
in stubbornness and ill-temper a substitute for willpower. He
marched on. He didn’t know where he was going. He had, as Edwards
might say, no objective. But on he went.
The grass grew
shorter the higher he went, and the wind became
fresher. The
sun was directly above him, and then it was behind him, and he was
chasing his own waggish shadow, marching up and up. His field of
view was taken up with the pale green and yellow grass sloping up
directly in front of him. Each blade moved with a slightly separate motion in
the burly wind, like agitated worms, or the fronds of some
impossibly massive underwater sponge or polypi.
He stopped, sat on
a stool of bare rock, and drank from his water bottle. Looking back
in the direction he had come, he could see the ship now,
terribly distant. Edwards was no longer standing on its back. Nor
could he see Sinclair. From this eagle’s vantage point, the path
the crashing ship had gouged in the soil was very visible, a
mottled painterly scar through the grasslands culminating in the
broken-backed hourglass of the ship itself. It seemed unlikely,
Vins thought, that they had crashed and not simply dashed
themselves to atoms. Unlikely survival.
Beyond that the
grasslands stretched away. Vins could see a great
deal more of the
terrain from up here. They were directly above a broad hilly
peninsula of land that lay between what looked like two spreading
estuaries, north and south. Each of these estuaries quickly widened
and spilled into what Vins took to be separate seas—one reaching as far
north as he could see and one as far south. It wasn’t possible to
see whether these seas were connected, whether, in other words, the
two estuaries were inlets into one enormous ocean.
The setting sun
threw a broadcast spread of lights across those two
bodies of water, and they glowed ferociously, beautifully. As he
sat there looking down on this landscape, Vins felt the disabling
intensity of it all. As if its loveliness might just drain all his
willpower and leave him just sitting here, on this saddle of
bare rock, sitting in the afternoon warmth, gazing down upon
it.
He shook himself.
He couldn’t allow this place to suck out his strength of purpose.
Maybe he was a homo
neanderthalis, but he was a scientist. He
flew spacecraft between the planets.
He picked himself
up and marched on, uphill all the way, until the light had
thickened and blackened around him. Eventually, exhausted, he
stopped and ate some food and rolled himself into his sleeping bag
and tried to sleep on the grass. But, tired as he was, he
was awake a long time. Something nagged at him. Something about the
perspective downhill—those two broad estuaries draining into
whatever wide sea, hidden in distance, in haze and clouds and the
curve of the world’s horizon. What about it? Why did it seem
familiar? He couldn’t think why.
The fifth day.
He was awakened by
something crawling on his face, a lacy caterpillar or beetle with
legs like twitching eyelashes. He sat up, rubbing his cheeks with
the back of his hand, brushing it away.
It was
light.
The sun was up over
the crown of the hill to the west and was shining straight in his
eyes.
He wiped his face
with a dampee, munched some rations, and drank a tab of coffee. The
wind stirred around him. The landscape below him was, in material
terms, the same one he had seen before he had gone to sleep; but
under the different orientation of sunlight, white morning
illumination instead of rosy sunset, it gave the appearance of
somewhere totally different. The two estuaries were still there, kinked
and coastlined in that maddeningly familiar way; but now their
waters were gunmetal and broccoli colored, a hard and almost
tangible mass of color upon which waves could not be made out. The
grass was dark with dew, hazed over in stretches by a sort of blue
blur. The ship was still there, black as a nut, but Vins couldn’t
make out either of his shipmates.
“Now,” he said to
himself. “Let’s get a proper look.”
He unrolled the
balloon fabric and fitted the helium cylinder into
its
inflation tube. Then he untangled the harness, and maneuvered
himself into it, knotting the rest of his backpack to a strap so
that it would dangle beneath him as ballast. Then, steadily, he
inflated the balloon.
It took only a few
minutes, the flop of fabric swelling and then
popping up, like a featureless cartoon head of prodigious size, to
loll and nod above him. Soon the material was taut, and the breeze
was pushing Vins down the hill and across. His feet danced over the
turf, keeping up with the movement for a while with a series
of balletic leaps, and dragging the pack behind him. Then he was
up, the cylinder in his lap and his bag a pendulum
below.
He rose quickly
through the dawn air. The breeze was taking him diagonally down the
hill, but only slowly. At first he looked
behind himself, straining over his shoulder to see what was over
the brow of the hill. But the upward sloping land didn’t seem to
come to a peak, or at least not one over which Vins could
peek.
He turned his
attention to the eastward landscape. To his right he
could see, as he rose higher, that there was a vast north-south
coastline, a tremendous beach bordering an ocean that reached all
the way to the horizon. To his left he could see the more northern
of the two estuaries; its north shoreline revealed itself
to be in fact a long, skinny spit of land. There was a third
estuary, even farther to the north. The shape of these arrangements
of land and water seemed so familiar to Vins, naggingly so, but he
couldn’t place it.
He fixed
his gaze on the
easternmost horizon, but even though he was getting higher and
higher, he didn’t seem to be seeing over the curve of it. In fact,
through some peculiar optical illusion or other, it appeared to be
sinking as he rose. That wasn’t right.
Vins tried looking up, but the
balloon obscured his vision. He thought again about the
peculiarities of this world. Was the sky really nothing but a huge
blue-painted dome? Would he bump into it shortly? Perhaps not a
physical barrier, but some sort of forcefield or holographic medium upon
which the motionless stars and the hurtling sun could be
projected?
The air was thin.
It had gotten thin surprisingly rapidly.
Maybe I
am
the hairiest, Vins
thought to himself; but I’m a scientist for all that.
Chill. And
blue-gray.
Looking down,
looking eastward, Vins knew he had risen high enough. He stared. He
gawped. Then, with automatic hand, he began venting gas from his
balloon. He commenced his descent. The landscape below him had
clicked with his memory.
It was
the map of Europe
rendered in some impossible geographical form of photographic
negative: the green land colored blue for sea, the blue sea colored
green for land.
The ship had come
down onto the broad grasslands that would, in a normal map of
Europe, have
been the Atlantic Ocean. The two wide seas he could see from his
vantage point were shaped exactly like England, to the north, and
like France, to the south. Impossible of course, but there you
were. The estuaries that had nagged at his memory had done
so because
they were shaped like Cornwall and like Normandy. The English
Channel was a broad corridor of land, with sea to the north and sea
to the south, that widened in the distance into a pleasant
meadowland where the North Sea should have been.
Recognizing the familiar contours of
the European mainland had impressed itself upon Vins’ consciousness
so powerfully that it had dizzied him. It must be hallucination.
He stared,
he gawked.
It was like the visual rebus of the duckrabbit, which you can
see either
as a duck
or
as a rabbit, and,
then, as you get used to it, you find that you can flip your vision
from one to the other at will. Vins had the heady sense that the
broad bodies of water were in fact
land (an
impossibly flat and desert land, it is true), and the variegated stretches of
landscape were in fact
water (upon
which light played a myriad of fantastical mirages). But of course
that wasn’t it. The visual image flipped round again. The land was
land and the sea was sea. It was an impossible,
inverted
geography. The Atlantic highlands. The Sea of England. The Sea of
France.
He was in no real
place. He didn’t know where he was. He was dreaming. He could make
no sense of this.
The land rushed up
toward him. He had vented too much gas from his balloon,
he’d done it too
fast, he was coming down too quickly. But his mind wasn’t working
terribly well.
His feet went
pummeling into the turf, and he felt something twang in his right
ankle. Pain arced up his leg, and his face went hard onto the
grass. The wind was still pushing the balloon
onward and dragging him awkwardly along. He fumbled with his
harness and with a thundering sense of release the balloon broke
free and bobbed away over the landscape.
Vins pulled himself
over and sat up. His ankle throbbed. Pain slithered up and down his
shin. He watched the balloon recede, ludicrously flexible and
bubblelike as it rolled and tumbled down the slope.
This crazy
place.
He hauled his pack
in by pulling on the cord, hand over hand, and the pack danced and
bounced over
the turf toward him. From its innards he took out a medipack. The
compress felt hot and slimy as he ripped it from its cover, but it
did its job as he twined it around his leg. The pain
dulled.
As soon as the
compress had stiffened sufficiently to bear weight, he hopped up and
started the hop-along trek back down the slope. At least, he told
himself, it’s downhill. At least it’s not uphill.
Downhill across the Atlantic.
He
laughed.
He anticipated the
reaction of the others when he told them his discovery. To be precise, he
rehearsed the possibilities: from galvanizing amazement to
indifference or even hostility. So what if they were living in an
impossible landscape? The sun rose in the west, and the stars did
not move. Maybe they were dead; in which case, why bother? Why
bother about anything?
But when he arrived
at the ship, it was deserted. Both Sinclair and Edwards had gone.
They had taken few or no supplies with them, and at first Vins
assumed that they were just scouting out the
locality.
But after a while of fruitlessly calling their names and several
hours of waiting, he concluded that they must have wandered away
permanently, like Murphy. Which would be just like them.
If he saw them
again—no.
When
he saw them again,
he ought to grab them by their necks and shake
them. Is this any way to run a scientific spaceship? He ought to
plunge his hands in between their chins and chestbones and squeeze.
Squee-eeze.
When
he saw
them.
His fury was
tiring. It left as soon as it came, and what with the long trek (downhill,
sure, but even so) and the returning ache in his bunged-up ankle,
Vins felt sleepy. He ate, he drank some, and then he lay down in
one of the bunks and fell into dream-free sleep.
The fifth night.
He awoke with a
little yelp,
and it took him a moment before he was aware that he was inside a
blacked-out ship, crashed onto a world itself plunged into the
chasm of night. “Though,” he said to himself, aloud (to hearten his
spirits in all this darkness), “how we’re plunged into
the chasm of the
night when the world doesn’t seem to rotate, not a tittle, not a
jot, that’s beyond me.”
His ankle was sore,
and it seemed sorer for being ignored. It was a resentful and nasty
pain. Analgesic, that was what he needed.
“Sinclair,” he
called. Then
he remembered. “I’m going to wrestle your neck,
you deserter,” he hooted. “Sinclair, you hear? I ought to stamp on
your chest.”
He had gone to
sleep without leaving a torch nearby, so he had to fumble about.
But in the perfect blackness he couldn’t orient himself at all,
couldn’t get a mental picture on his location. He came through a
bent-out-of-shape hatchway, running his fingers round the rim, and into another
black room. No idea where he was. He ranged about, hopeless. Then,
through another opening, he saw a rectangle of gray-black gleam,
and it smelled clean, and it was the main hatch leading
outside.
He stepped through
into the
glimmer of starlight to get his bearings. He could turn and take in
the bulk of the ship, and only then the mental map snapped into
focus. First-aid box would be back inside and over to the
left. He
was the hairiest?
He was the only one not to have abandoned ship, for crying out
loud. For the mother of love and all begorrah, as Murphy would have
said if he’d been in one of his quaint moods, they’d all abandoned
ship. They
were the hairiest,
damn them.
His ankle was
giving him sour hell, and the first-aid box would be back in through
the hatch, over to the left. He could find it with his fingers. But
he didn’t go back inside.
The hair at the
back of his neck tingled and stood up like grass as the wind passes
through it.
“I,” he said, to
the starlit landscape, but his voice was
half-cracked, so he cleared his throat and spoke out loudly and
clearly: “I know you’re there. Whoever you are.”
He turned. There
was nobody.
He turned again.
Nobody.
“Come out from
where you’re hiding,” he said. “Is that you, Murphy? That would be
like
your idea of
practical japery, you hairy old fool.”
He turned, and
there was a silhouette against the blackness. Too tall to be
Murphy, much too tall to be Edwards or Sinclair. Taller than any
person in fact.
Vins stood. The
sound of his
own breathing was ratchety and intrusive, as if something had
malfunctioned somewhere. “Who are you?” he asked. “What do you
want? Who are you?”
The silhouette
shifted and moved. It hummed a little, a surprisingly high-pitched
noise—surprising because of its height. It was a
person, clearly, tall but oddly thin, like a putty person stretched
between long-boned head and flipperlike feet.
“What are you
doing?” Vins repeated.
“You’re not
supposed to be here,” said the figure: a man, though one
with a voice
high-pitched enough almost to sound womanly.
“We’re not supposed
to—we crashed,”
returned Vins, his ankle biting at the base of his leg a little. He
had to sit down. He could see a little more now, as his eyes
dark-adapted; but with no moon, and with no moonlight, it was still
a meager sort of seeing. Vins moved toward where a rock stood, its
occasional embedded spots of mica glinting in the light. This was
the same rock Sinclair had been lying upon when Vins had last seen
him.
“I got to sit
down,” he
said, by way of explanation.
He could see that
this long thin person was carrying something in his right hand, but
he couldn’t see what.
“Sit down, OK? Do
you mind if I sit down, OK? Is that OK?”
“Sure,” said the
stranger.
Vins sat, heavily,
lifted his
frozen-sore ankle, and picked at the dressing. He needed a new one.
This one wasn’t giving him any benefit anymore. The first-aid box
would be in through the hatch and to the left.
“You’re
trespassing,” asked the stranger. “You’ve no right to be
here. This
world is forbidden to you.”
“Is it death?” said
Vins, feeling a spurt of fear-adrenalin, which is also
recklessness-adrenalin, in his chest at the words. Did he dare say
such a thing? What if this stranger were the King of the Land of
the Dead, and what if he, Vins, were
disrespecting him? “Are we all dead? That was one theory we had, as
to why the sun rises awry, and why the stars don’t move—and—and,”
he added, hurriedly, remembering the previous day, “why the map is
so wrong.”
“Wrong?”
“An
England-shaped sea where
England-land should be. An Atlantic-shaped landmass where the ocean
should be. You
know what I’m
talking about.”
“Of course I do.
This is my world. Of course I do.”
“My ankle is
hurting fit to scream,” said Vins.
The stranger
moved his
arm in the darkness. “This,” he said, “will have to go.” Vins
assumed he was pointing at the shuttle. “You’ve no right to dump
this junk here. I’ll have it moved, I tell you. And you—you are
trespassing on a forbidden world. You, sir, have incurred
the penalty
for trespassing.”
“You can see pretty
well for such a dark night,” said Vins.
“You can’t?” said
the stranger, and he sounded puzzled. “Old eyes, is it?”
“I’m thirty-three,”
said Vins, bridling.
“I didn’t
mean old
in that
sense.”
There was a
silence. The quiet
between them was devoid of cricket noise; no blackbird sang. The
air was blank and perfectly dark, and only the meanest dribble of
starlight illuminated it. Then with a new warmth, as if he had
finally understood, the stranger said, “You’re a homo
neanderthalis?”
“And I suppose,”
replied Vins, as if jesting, “that you’re a homo
sapiens?”
But as he said it, even as he gave the words their sarcastic
playground spin, he knew it was true. Of course it was true. A
creature from the spiritus
mundi
and from dreams and
childhood games, standing right here in front of him.
“You’re from Earth,
of course,” the sapiens
was saying. “You
recognized the map of Europe. You steered this craft here. I don’t
understand why you came here. You boys aren’t supposed to know this place even
exists.”
Vins felt a hard
knot of something in his chest, like an elbow trying to come out
from inside his ribs. It was intensely uncomfortable. This being
from myth and legend, and the race of Homer and Shakespeare and
Mohammed and
Jesus, was standing
right in front of him now. He didn’t know what to say.
There wasn’t anything for him to say.
“You want,” the
human prompted, “to answer my question?”
“You’re
actually
a
homo
sapiens?”
“You never met
one?”
“Not in the
flesh.”
“I lose track of
time,” said the homo
sapiens.
“It’s probably been, I don’t know. Centuries. It’s like that, out
here. The time—drifts. You got a name?”
“Vins.”
“Well, you’re a
handsome fellow, Vins. My name is Ramon Harburg Guthrie, a fine old
human name,
a thousand years old, like me. As I am myself. And no older.” He
chuckled, though Vins couldn’t see what was funny.
“A thousand years?”
Vins repeated.
“Give or take. It’s
been half that time since your lot were shaped, I’ll tell you
that.”
“The
last human
removed herself four centuries ago,” said Vins, feeling foolish
that he had to speak such kindergarten sentences.
Ramon Harburg
Guthrie laughed. “Shouldn’t you be worshiping me as a god?” he
asked. “Or something along those lines?”
“Worship you
as a god? Why would
I want to be doing a thing like that? You’re species
homo
and I’m
species homo.
What’s to worship?”
“We uplifted you,”
Ramon Harburg Guthrie pointed out. “Recombined you and backed you
out of the evolutionary cul-de-sac, and primed
you with—”
He stopped. “Listen to me!”
he said. “I’m probably giving entirely the wrong impression. I
don’t want to be worshiped as a god.”
“I’m glad to hear
it,” said Vins. “There’s nothing subcapacity about my
neanderthalis
brain pan. I speak
from experience but also from scientific
research into the matter, using some of the many
homo
sapiens sapiens skulls that litter the soil of
the Earth. I’ve spent twelve years studying science.”
“Our science,” said
Ramon Harburg Guthrie.
“Science is
science, and who cares who discovered it? And
if you care who discovered it, then it’s not your
science, Ramon
Harburg Guthrie, it’s Newton’s and Einstein’s.”
But his tone had
wandered the wrong side of angry. The homo
sapiens lifted whatever it was he was
holding in his right hand. When he spoke
again, his high voice was harder-edged. “I built this place,” he
said. “It’s mine. It’s a private world, and visitors are not
allowed. I don’t care about your brain pan, or about my brain pan,
I only care about my privacy. You—go. Are there
others?”
“We crashed,” said
Vins, feeling a sense of panic growing now, though he wasn’t sure
exactly why. It was more than just the mysterious
something
the man was holding
in his right hand. It was something else.
“I don’t care how
you came
here. You’re trespassing. Not welcome.”
“It’s hardly fair.
It’s not as if you put up a sign saying no entry.”
He scoffed. “That’d
be tantamount to shouting aloud to the whole system,
here I
am! That’d
be like putting a parsec-wide neon arrow pointing
at my home.
And why would I want to do that? I built my world away from the
ecliptic and down, it’s as flat as a coin and its slender edge is
angled toward Earth. You can’t see me, you inheritors of that
polluted old world. You don’t
know I’m
here. There are similar ruses used all about
this solar system. Similar eyries and haunts, radio-blanked bubbles
and curves of habitable landscape tucked away. A thousand baubles
and twists of landscape. Built by the old guard, the last of
the truly
wealthy and
truly
well-bred individuals. Who’d
trade true breeding for a mere enhanced physical strength and
endurance?” He spoke these last five words with a mocking
intonation, as if the very idea were absurd. “And yes I know your
brain pans are the same size. But size isn’t everything, my
dearie.”
Vins was shivering,
or perhaps trembling with fear, but he summoned his courage. “I’m
no dearie of yours,” he said. “What’s that in your hand anyway? A
weapon, is it?”
“How many were
there in your crew.”
Of course Vins
couldn’t lie, not when asked a direct
question like that. He tried one more wriggle. “A severely spoken
and impolite question,” he said.
“How many in
your crew?”
“Four,” he said.
“Including me.”
“Inside?”
“Are
they
inside? The
ship?”
“Are they inside,
yes.”
“No. They wandered
off. They were seduced by this world, I think. It’s a beautiful
place, especially when you’ve been tanked up in a spaceship for
three months. It’s a beautiful, beautiful place”
“Thank you!” said
the homo
sapiens Ramon Harburg Guthrie.
And there
was genuine pleasure in his voice. He was actually flattered. “It’s
my big dumb object. Big and dumb but I
like
it.”
The sky, minutely
and almost imperceptibly, was starting to pale over to the west.
The silhouette had taken on the intimations of solidity; more than just a 2D
gap in the blackness, it was starting to bulk. Dark gray face
propped on dark gray body, but there was a perceptible difference
in tone between the two things, one smooth and one the rougher
texture of fabric.
“You
didn’t
build this,”
said Vins. “I’m not being disrespectful, but. I’m not. Only—who can
build a whole world? You’re not a god. Sure, the legacy of
homo
sapiens is a
wonderful thing, the language and the culture and so on. But
build
a whole
world?”
“Indeed, I did
build it,”
said Ramon Harburg Guthrie levelly.
“How many trillions
of tons of matter, to pull one g?” asked Vins. “And how do you hide
an Earth-sized object from observation by . . .”
“You’ve done well,”
said Ramon Harburg Guthrie, “if you’ve taken the
twentieth-century science with
which we left you and built spacecraft capable of coming all the
way out here.” He sounded indulgent. “But that’s not to say that
you’ve caught up with us. We’ve been at it millennia. You’ve only
been independent a handful of centuries. Left to your own
devices for a handful of centuries.”
The light was
growing behind the western horizon. The human’s face was still
indistinct. The object he held in his right hand was still
indistinct. But in a moment it would be clearer. Vins
was
shivering hard now. It was very cold.
“That’s no
explanation, if you don’t mind me saying so,” he said, with little
heaves of misemphasis on account of his shivering chest and his
chattery teeth. The human didn’t seem in the least incommoded by
the cold.
“It’s not a globe,”
he said. “It’s my world, and I built it as I liked. It’s not for
you; it’s me-topia.
You’re not supposed to be here.”
“It’s beautiful,
and its empty; it’s void. There aren’t even deer or antelope or
cows. How is that utopia?”
He
was
expecting the human to say each to his
own,
or I prefer
solitude, or
something like that. But he didn’t. He said, “Oh, my dearie, it’s
void on this
side. I haven’t
gotten round to doing anything with this side. There’s world enough
and time for that. But on the other
side of the coin,
it’s crowded with fun and interest.”
“The other side,”
said Vins.
“It’s a little over
a thousand miles across,” said Ramon Harburg Guthrie. “So it’s
pretty much the biggest coin ever minted. But it’s not trillions of
tons of
matter; it’s a thin circular sheet of dense-stuff, threaded with
gravity wiring. There’s some distortion; it appears to go up at the
rim, highlands in all directions, and on both sides, which is
odd.”
“Which is odd,”
repeated Vins. He didn’t know why it was odd.
“It’s odd because
it’s a gravitational effect. It’s not that the rim
is any thicker than
any other place on the disk. But the gravitational bias helps keep
the atmosphere from spilling over the sides, I suppose. I lost
interest in that a while ago. And the central
territories are flat enough to preserve the landscape almost
exactly.”
“Preserve the
landscape,” chattered Vins.
“I had it pressed
into the underlying matter: the countries of my youth. Europe.
That’s on the other side. On this
side
is the reverse of
the recto. It’s the anti-Europe. But landscaped, of course. Water
and biomass and air added, not just nude to space. No, no. It’s
ready. Sometime soon I’ll live over this side for a
while.”
“The anti-Europe,”
said Vins. The cold seemed to be slowing his thought
processes. He couldn’t work it out.
“Stamp an R in a
sheet of gold, and the other side will have a little standing
proud,” he said. “You
know that. Stamp a
valley in one side of a sheet and you get a mountain on the other
side.”
The light was
almost strong enough to see. That gray predawn light, so cool and
fine and satiny.
“Stamp a
homo
neanderthalis out of the hominid base
matter,” Ramon Harburg Guthrie said, as if talking to himself, “and
you stamp out a backward-facing homo
sapiens
on the recto.” This
seemed to amuse him. He laughed, at any rate.
Vins put a knuckle
to his eyes and rubbed away some of the chill of the night. The
human’s features were—just—visible in the gray of the predawn: a
long nose, small eyes, a sawn-off forehead and eggshell-delicate
cranium above it. Like a cartoon-drawing of a sapiens.
Like a caricature from a schoolbook. A stretched-out, elfin figure.
A porcelain and anorexic giant.
“You’re not
welcome,” Guthrie said, one final time. “This world is
forbidden to
you and your sort. I’ll find your crewmates and give them the sad
news. But I’ll deal with you first, and I’m sorry to say it,
because I’m not a bloodthirsty sort of fellow. But what can I do?
But—trespassers—will be—” and he raised his right
hand.
This was the moment
when Vins found out for sure what that right hand contained. It was
a weapon, of course, and Vins was already ahead of the action. He
pushed forward on his muscular neanderthal legs, moving straight
for the human. But then he jinked as hard as his sore ankle
permitted him, ninety degrees right. The lurch forward was to
frighten Ramon Harburg Guthrie into firing before he was quite
ready; the jink to the right was to make sure the projectile missed
and give him a chance of making it to the long grass.
But Ramon Harburg
Guthrie was more level-headed than that. It’s true he cried out, a
little yelp of fear as the bulky neanderthal loomed up at him, but
he kept his aim reasonably steady. The weapon discharged with a
booming noise, and Vins’ head rang like a gong.
There was a disorienting slash of pain across his left temple, and
he spun and tumbled, his bad ankle folding underneath him. There
was a great deal of pain, suddenly, out of nowhere, and his eyes
weren’t working. The sky had been folded up and propped on
its side. It was gray, drained of life, drained of color. But it
wasn’t on its side; Vins was lying on the turf beside the rock, and
it was the angle at which he was looking at it.
There was a throb.
This was more than a mere knock; it was a powerful,
skull-clenching throb.
Nevertheless, when
Ramon Harburg Guthrie’s leg appeared in Vins’ line of sight, at the
same right-angle as the sky, he knew what it meant. This was no
time to be lying about, lounging on the floor, waiting
for the coup de
grace of another projectile in the—
He was up. He put
all his muscular strength into the leap, and it was certainly
enough to surprise Ramon Harburg Guthrie. Vins’ shoulder, coming up
like a piston upstroke, caught him under the chin, or
against the
chest, or somewhere (it wasn’t easy to see); and there was
an ooph
sound in Vins’ left
ear. He brought his heavy right arm around as quick as he could,
and there was a soggy impact of fist on flesh. Not sure which
flesh; but it was a softer flesh than Vins’ thick-skinned
pelt; it was a more fragile bone than the thick stuff that
constituted Vins’ brain pan. Although, as he had said, the
thickness didn’t mean that there was any compromise in
size.
The next thing that
happened was that Vins heard a rushing noise. He looked
where Ramon Harburg Guthrie had been, and there was only a thread,
a string wet and heavy with red phlegm, and it wobbled as if blown
in the dawn breeze; when Vins looked up, he saw this string
attached to the shape of a flying human male. The string broke,
and then another spooled down, angling now because the flying man
(propelled by whatever powerpack he was wearing, whatever device it
was that lifted him away from the pull of the artificial gravity)
was flying away to the north.
Stunned by his
grazed head, it took Vins a second to figure out what he was
seeing: The string was a drool of blood falling from a wound he,
Vins, had inflicted on the head of Ramon Harburg Guthrie.
“Clearly,” he said aloud, as he put a finger to his
own head
wound, “clearly he’s still conscious enough to be operating
whatever fancy equipment is helping him fly away.” His fingers came
away jammy with red.
“Clearly, I didn’t
hit him hard enough.”
The sun was up now.
In the new light Vins found the gun that, in his pain and shock,
and in his hurry to get away, Ramon Harburg Guthrie had
dropped.
The sixth morning.
While the figure of
the sapiens
was still visible,
just, in the northern sky, Vins dashed inside the shuttle; he
pulled out some food, the first-aid pack, some netting. It all went
into a pack, together with the gun.
When he came out
the sapiens
could no longer be
seen.
His head was
hurting. His
ankle was hurting.
He hurried away
through the long grass, following the path that Murphy had
originally made. He didn’t want to leave a new trail, one that
would (of course!) be obvious from the air; but he didn’t want to
loiter by the shuttle. Who knew what powers of
explosive destruction Ramon Harburg Guthrie could bring screaming
out of the sky. It was his world, after all.
There were a number
of lone trees growing high out of the grass before the forest
proper began, and Murphy’s old track passed by one of these. Vins
let the first go and stopped at the second. He clambered into the
lower branches and shuffled along the bough to ensure that the
leaves were giving him cover. He scanned the sky, but there was
nothing.
There was time,
now, to tend
to himself. He pulled a pure-pad from the first-aid box and stuck
it to the side of his head, feeling with his finger first. A hole,
elliptically shaped, like the mouth of a hollow reed cut slantways
across. Blood was pulsing out of it. Blood had
gone over
the left of his face, glued itself into his six-day-beard, made a
plasticky mat over his cheek. He must look a sight. But he was
alive.
He ate some food
and drank more than he wanted; but it wouldn’t do to dehydrate.
Exsanguinations provoke dehydration. He’d learned
that.
The leaves on the
tree were plump, dark-green, cinquefoil. There were very many of
them, and they rubbed up against one another and trembled and
buzzed in the breeze. The sky was a high blue, clear and
pure.
The sixth afternoon.
He dozed. The day
moved on.
He heard somebody
approaching, tramping lustily out of the forest. Presumably not
Ramon Harburg Guthrie then.
It was Murphy. He
could hardly have been making a bigger racket. Vins’ strong fingers
pulled up a chunk of bark from the bough upon which he
rested, and when Murphy came underneath the tree, he threw it down
upon him.
“Quiet,” he hissed.
“You want to get us killed?”
“No call to throw
pebbles at me,” said Murphy, in a hurt voice, his head
back.
“It was bark,
and it was
called for. Come up here and be quick and be quiet.”
When he was up, and
when Murphy had gotten past the point of repeating, “What happened
to your head? What did you do to your head? There’s blood all over
your head,” Vins explained.
Murphy
thought
about this. “It makes sense.”
“Where did you get
to, anyway?”
“I was exploring!”
cried Murphy, in a large, self-justifying voice.
“Keep
quiet!”
“You’re not the
captain, and neither you aren’t,” said Murphy. “You’re not the one
to tell me don’t go exploring. Are we scientists?
I’ve been down to the sea, to where the surf grinds thunder out of
the beach. All manner of shells and . . .” He stopped. “This feller
shot you?”
“It’s his
world.”
He peered closely
at Vins’ head. “That’s some trepanning he’s worked on you. That’s some
hole.”
“He made it, and he
says we’re not allowed here. He’ll kill all four of us. We can’t
afford to be blundering about.”
“He’s threatening
murder. That would be murder.”
“It surely
is.”
“And is he,” asked
Murphy, “not concerned
to be committing
murder upon us?”
“He’s
homo
sapiens,”
said Vins. “I told you.”
“And so you did.
It’s hard to take in. But it explains . . .” He trailed
off.
“What does it
explain?”
“This is an
artifact, of course it is. That’ll be the strange sky, that’ll explain it. The
stars don’t move, or hardly, because it doesn’t rotate. The
sun—that’ll be an orbiting device, flying its way around and about.
Maybe a mirror—maybe a crystal globe refracting sunlight to produce
a variety of effects.” He seemed pleased with himself. “That
explains a lot.”
“You sound like
Edwards,” said Vins.
“Don’t insult my
family name in suchwise fashion!” growled Murphy.
“It’s a thousand
miles across. It’s a flat disk. I don’t know how he generates the
gravity. It’s clearly not by mass.”
“So you met an
actual breathing homo
sapiens?”
asked Murphy, as one might ask, You met a
unicorn? You met a cyclops?
“I think,” said
Vins, “that he was expecting me to . . . I don’t know. To worship
him as a god.”
Murphy whooped
with laughter and then swallowed the
noise before Vins could shush him. “Why on sweet wide water would
he want such a thing?”
“He said that he—he
said that they—uplifted
us,” said Vins. “Brought us out of the evolutionary dustbin, that
sort of thing. Taught us the language. Left us their
culture in the memory banks, saved us the bother of spending
thousands of years making our own. He was implying, I think, that
we owed
them.”
“Did you ever read
Frankenstein’s monster’s story? That’s a homo
sapiens way
of thinking,” said Murphy. “There’s
something alien in all that duty, indebtedness, belatedness,
you-owe-me
rubbish. But what
you should’ve said to him,
what you should
have said, is: My
right and respectfulness, sir, didn’t Shakespeare uplift
you
out of the
aesthetic
blankness of the Middle Ages? Didn’t Newton uplift you out of the
ignorance of the Dark Ages, give you the power to fly the
space-ways? Do you worship Newton as a god? Course you don’t—you
say thank you and tap at your brow with your knuckles, and
you
move
on.”
“It’s all a dim
age,” agreed Vins. He was referring to the elder age. It was
something in the past, like the invention of the wheel or the
smelting of iron, but only a few cranks spent too much time
bothering about it. Too much to do.
“How
could you
fail to move on? What sort of a person would you be? An ancestor
worshiper, or something like that.”
“They withdrew from
the world,” said Vins. “It’s vacant possession. It’s ours, now. All
the rainy, stony spaces of it.”
“And I say this is
the same,
this place we’ve stumbled into. I say this Murphytopia is the same
case—it’s vacant possession.”
He was quiet for a
while. Vins was scanning the sky through the branches, looking for
signs if the human.
“I say it’s ours
and I say the hell with him,” said Murphy, rolling his fist
through the air
“Here,” repeated
Vins. “It’s forbidden us. He says it’s forbidden to us.”
“He
says?” boomed
Murphy, climbing up on his legs on the bough to shout the phrase at
the manufactured sky. “And who’s he
to stop
us?”
“Will you
hush?”
snapped Vins.
The sky was a clear
watercolor wash from high dark blue to the pink of the low eastern
sky. There were a few thready horizontal clouds, like loose strands
of straw. The sun itself, or whatever device it was that circled
the world to
reflect sunlight upon it, was a small circle of chili-pepper
red.
“It is beautiful
here,” said Murphy. Sitting down again on the turf.
“It’s mild,” agreed
Vins.
“Does that mean
that those old children’s stories are true?” Murphy asked.
“They, the sapiens,
messed up the climate and then just walked away. Pumped up
some homo
sapiens bodies to neanderthalis
endurance levels,
crash-loaded their minds with English and French and Russian and
whatever and just ran away.”
“Who
knows?”
“But this is
what bugs
me,” said Murphy. “If they had the—if they have
the capacity to
build whole new worlds, like this one, and provide it with a
beautiful climate, you know, why
not simply sort out
the climate on Earth? Why not reach their godlike fingers into the
ocean flow
and the airstream and dabble a bit and return the Earth to a
temperate climate?”
Vins didn’t answer
this at first; he didn’t think it was really addressed to him. But
Murphy wouldn’t let it go.
“Left the mess and
just ran away. Cold and snow and rain and deserts of broken
rock. That’s downright irresponsible. Why not
mend the mess
they’d made? Why not?”
“I suppose,” said
Vins, reluctantly, “it’s easier to manage a model like this one.
Even a rather large model, like this one. The climate of the
whole Earth—that’s
a chaotic system, isn’t it? That’s not a simple circular body of
air a thousand miles across, that’s a three-dimensional vortex tens
of thousands of miles arc by arc. Big dumb object, he called
it.”
“He?”
“Maybe they can’t
crack the problem of controlling chaotic
systems any more than we can. He
is the
homo
sapiens I
met. When I said he
called it that, I
meant Ramon Harburg Guthrie called it that.”
“Doesn’t sound very
godlike at all.”
“No.”
“And doesn’t excuse
them from fleeing their mess.”
“I wasn’t
suggesting that it did.”
“And what
were
you
suggesting?”
Vins coughed. “I’ll
tell you—I’ll say what I’m suggesting. Ramon Harburg Guthrie said
that the elder sapiens,
the wealthiest thousands, fled throughout the system. They built
themselves
little private utopias of all shapes and sizes. They’re living
there now, or their descendents are. But these should be our lands.
Why would we struggle on with the wastelands and the ice—or,” and
he threw his hands up, “or Mars, for crying in the
wilderness, Mars?”
He spoke as an individual who had lived two full terms on Mars,
once during his compulsory military training and once during his
scientific education. He knew whereof he spoke: the extraordinary
cold, the barrenness, the slow and stubborn progress of colonization.
“Why would we be trying to bully a life out of Mars, of all places,
if the system is littered with private paradises like this
one?”
“I like the cut of
your jib, the shape of your thinking, young Vins,” said Murphy,
saluting him
and then shaking his hand. “But what of the man who scratched your
head, there? What of that bold sapiens
fellow
himself?”
“He thinks he’s
hunting us,” said Vins. There was something nearly sadness in his
voice, a species of regret. “He doesn’t yet realize.” He pulled the gun out of
the bag.
They sat for a
while in silence. From time to time Murphy would go, “Remind me
what we’re waiting for, here?” And Vins would explain it again.
“He’ll come back,” he said. “He’ll get his skull bandaged, or get
it healed-up
with some high-tech magic-ray, I don’t know. But he’ll be back. He
has to eliminate all four of us before we can put a message where
others can hear it.”
“And shouldn’t we
be doing that? Putting the message out there for others to know
where we are—to know that such a place
as here
even
exists?”
“That would require
us to stay at . . .” prompted Vins.
“Stay in the
shuttle,” said Murphy. “I see. So you reckon he’ll? You think
he’ll?”
“What would
you
do? He came before
with some sort of personal flying harness, like a skyhook,
and a handgun. He’ll come back heavier. He’ll hit the ship first,
to shut that door firm.”
“I guess we already
tried the radio. Broadcast, I mean. But who’d be listening? Who’d
be monitoring this piece of sky? Nobody.” He picked some bark from the bough
and crumpled it to papery shards between his strong fingers. “I
suppose,” he continued, “that this homo
sapiens feller, he’s not to know how
long we’ve been here. For all he knows we just crashed here, this
morning. Or we’ve been here a month.”
“He’ll have to take
his chances,” agreed Vins. “He’ll come back and hammer the ship,
smash and dint it into the dirt.”
“Then
what?”
“There are several
ways it could go. If he’s smart, if he were as smart as me, he’d
lay waste to the whole area. I’d scorch the
whole thousand-square-mile area.”
“But he lives
here!”
“He lives on the
other side. He don’t need here. But he won’t do that. He’s attached
to it, he’s sentimentally connected with the landscape, its beauty.
With its vacuity and its possibility. He won’t do
that. So, if
he’s smart, he’ll
do the second-best option.”
“Which is
what?”
“He’ll wait until
dark and then overfly the area with the highest-power infrared
detection he can muster. He’d pick out our body heat. Or, at
least, it
would be hard for us to disguise that.”
“You think he’ll do
that?”
Vins bared his
teeth and then sealed his lips again. “No I don’t think so. He’ll
want to hunt us straight down. He’ll blow the ship and then come
galloping down these paths we’ve trailed through the long grass.
He’ll try and hunt us down. He’ll have armor on, probably. Big
guns. He’ll have big guns with fat barrels.”
“Other people?
Other sapiens?”
“That,” said Vins,
“is the real question. That’s the crucial thing. He called this
world
me-topia.
Does that suggest to you, Murphy, a solitary individual, living
perhaps with a few upgraded cats and dogs, maybe a metal mickey or
two?”
“I’ve no
notion.”
“Or does it suggest
a population of a thousand sapiens
, or a hundred
thousand, living in the clean open spaces on the
far side of this disk—living a medieval Europe, perhaps. Riding
around dressed in silk and hunting the white stag?”
“I’ve really no
notion.”
“And neither have
I. That’ll be what we find out.”
“You’re a regular
strategos,”
said Murphy, and he whistled through his two front teeth. “A real
strategic thinker. And then?”
“Then?”
“Then
what?”
“Well,” said Vins.
“That’ll depend, of course. If it’s just him, I don’t see why we
don’t take the whole place to ourselves. There’s a
lot of fertile
ground here, a lot of settlement potential for people back home.
And if it’s more than just him—”
“Maybe the far side
is crawling with homo
sapiens.”
“Maybe it is.
But this
side isn’t. We
could pile our own people onto this side of the
world and
see what happens. See if we can arrive at an understanding. Who
knows? That’s a long way in the future.” He peered through the
leaves at the luster of the meadows, the beaming waters, the warm
blue sky.
Murphy dozed, and
was not awakened by the brittle sound of something
scratching along the sky. But he was awakened by the great basso
profundo whumph
of the shuttle
exploding: a monstrous booming, then a squat eggshaped mass of fire
that mottled and clouded almost at once with its own smoke,
and pushed a
stalk of black up and out in an umbrella-shape into the sky. Some
moments later the tree shook heartily. After that there was the
random percussion and thud of bits of wreckage slamming back to
earth.
Murphy almost fell
out of the tree. Vins grabbed him.
Their ship was a
crater now, and a scattering pattern of gobbets of plasmetal
flowing into the sky at forty-five degrees and crashing down again
to earth at forty-five degrees, the petal pattern all around the
central destruction.
“Look,” Vins
hissed.
A ship, shaped like
the sleek head of a greyhound, flew through, banked, and landed a
hundred yards from the crater. It ejected a single figure and
lifted off again.
The sound of the
explosion was still rumbling in the air.
“Was that our
ship?” said
Murphy, stupidly. “Did he just destroy our—”
“Shush, now,” said
Vins, in a low voice. “That’s him.”
“Then who’s flying
the ship?”
“It’ll be
another sapiens
or else an
automatic system; that hardly matters. The ship will circle back
there, in case Edwards or Sinclair are nearby
and come running out to see what the noise is. But
he’ll
come after us. He
knows I won’t be fooled by—” And even as Vins was speaking, the
figure, armored like an inflated figure, like a man made of tires,
turned its head and selected one of the trails
through the grass and starting trotting along it.
“That’s a big gun
he’s carrying,” Murphy pointed out. “He’s coming this way with a
very big gun.”
“He’s coming this
way,” said Vins, taking the gun out of his sack and prepping
it, “with
his eggshell skull and his sluggy reactions.”
“What are you going
to do?” asked Murphy.
“Do you think he’ll
look upward as he comes under this tree?”
“I
don’t
know.”
“Don’t
you?”
“And if you kill
him, what then?”
“I hope not to kill
him, not
straight off,” said Vins, in a scientific voice. “I’ll need him to
get that plane to come down so we can use it.”
He was coming down
the path. Vins and Murphy waited in the tree, waiting for him to
pass beneath them—or for him to notice them, the two
of them, in the
tree and shoot them down.
He was armored of
course. He came closer.
Maybe that’s the
way it goes. It’s hard for me to be, from this perspective, sure.
Indeed it’s hard, sometimes, to tell the difference between the two
different sorts of human. These neanderthals,
after all, are not created ex
nihilo via
some genetically engineered miracle; they were ordinary
sapiens
adapted and
enhanced (strengthened, given more endurance) the better to carry
on living on their home world. The stay-at-homes. The ones sentimentally
attached to where they happened to be. They’re the same people as
the sapiens,
whom they—perhaps surprisingly
quickly—supplanted.
Does it matter if they come swarming all over Guthrie’s
bubble-wrapped world? Is that a better, or a worse, eventuality
than that place remaining the rich man’s private
fiefdom?
It’s all
lotus.
The seventh day.
The sun rose in
the west, as
it did. Clouds clung about the lower reaches of the sky like the
froth on the lip of a gigantic ceramic mug of cappuccino: white and
frothy and stained hither and thither with touches of golden
brown.
The grasslands
rejoiced in the touch of the sun. I say
rejoiced
in the strong sense
of the word. Light passed through reality filters. Wind
passed over
the shafts of
grass, moving them, pausing, moving again; but light passed
through
them. Wind made a
lullaby song of hushes and then paused to make even more eloquent moments of
silence. But the light shone right through. Light passed
through two
profound reality
filters. This is photons. These are photons. Photons were always
already rushing faster than mass from the surface of the sun. They
were passing
through a hunk of crystal in the sky, modified with various other
minerals and smart-patches, and were deflected onto the surface of
the world. This globe served the world as its illumination. The
photons passed again through the slender sheaths of
green and
yellow, those trillions of close-fitting rubber bricks we call
cells; cells stacked multiple-layered and rippling out in all
directions, gathered into superstructures of magnificent length and
fragility; and in every single cell the light chanced
through matter and
came alive, alive, with the most vibrant and exhilarating and
ecstatic thrumming of the spirit. That’s where it’s at. The light,
the translucence of matter, the inflection of the photons, the
grass singing, and just after.
Forbidden Planet
Stephen Baxter
If
you have a nodding acquaintance with the long history of
Star
Trek, you’ll
probably know that the original 1960s series was allowed not just
one but two pilot episodes before its final green light. But
if you watch
the classic 1956 movie Forbidden
Planet, you
might be forgiven for thinking you’re viewing an even
earlier Trek
pilot. And in a
sense you are.
It is the year
2257. Under the command of brave and handsome Commander Adams
(Leslie Nielsen, who eventually morphed into the
straight-faced hero of the Naked
Gun comedies), United Planets space
cruiser C57-D lands on the planet Altair IV, in search of the lost
spacecraft Bellerophon.
They discover
obsessive scientist Dr. Morbius (Walter Pidgeon), living
in an
impressive home with a sophisticated robot, Robby, who speaks 187
languages and can make diamonds, and Morbius’ teenage daughter,
Altaira (Anne Francis). Nobody else survives.
Morbius warns Adams
he must leave, before his crew are hunted down by a
“planetary
force” that destroyed the Bellerophon—a
horror we come to know as the “id-monster.” Adams wonders how come
only Morbius, his wife (now dead), and Altaira were spared, and how
philologist Morbius, a language expert, managed to build Robby.
Meanwhile,
the crewmen drool over Altaira. In the end Adams bags her for
himself, and Morbius shows disturbing signs of jealousy.
And the crew come
under attack by the monster. A spectral outline hurls itself
against their perimeter shielding—but it disappears
when Morbius
wakes from a nightmare. . . .
At last Morbius
reveals his secret. He has been exploring stunning machinery left
behind by the long-dead alien Krell. In the film’s finest sequence
the men explore a twenty-mile-wide cubical machine buried in
the ground;
walkways, with ant-sized astronauts passing along them, bridge what
looks like the interior of an immense valve radio.
There are headsets
to boost your intelligence—which is how Morbius was able to build
Robby—and the machine’s purpose is to enable the materialization of
thoughts: Think it, and it becomes real. But as well as
crystallizing conscious ideas, the machine also unleashes the
subconscious rage of your deeper mind, the id. This unfortunate
side effect killed off the Krell themselves.
And
as he unwisely
tinkered with the machinery, Morbius’ own released demons did for
his crewmates: the id-monster is Morbius’ other darker self. Now
Morbius’ unhealthy jealousy over his daughter threatens to wipe out
Adams and his crew—but Morbius at last sacrifices himself, leaving
Altaira in Adams’ arms.
Planet,
made in 1956, is distinguished from other genre movies of its time
in that it is actually
quite good science fiction. This was recognized by the
field’s practitioners. It is said that one master
sf author (Lester
Del Rey) remarked to another (Frederik Pohl), “That’s the first
original science fiction movie I’ve seen that could have made a
fine novelette for Astounding”
(the top sf magazine of its day).
This was despite
the fact that none of the principals involved in
Planet
had had much
involvement with the genre before. Before Planet,
director Fred McLeod Wilcox was best known for his work on
Lassie Come
Home. With a
screenplay by Cyril Hume from a story by Irving Block and Allen
Adler, the story was original (or at least, as
Shakespeare was long dead, out of copyright—see below).
The production,
filmed in Cinemascope and bright Eastman Color, took two years,
costing a then-hefty $1.6 million—indeed this was the first sf film
to cost in excess of $1 million. But it was money
well spent. The production design was fine throughout—arguably the
finest in genre movies until 2001
a decade later. The
id-monster was effectively animated by Josh Meador, who had worked
at the Disney studios. The planet Altair IV, around the landed
spacecraft, was created on a vast set with a circular wall
painting; in some sequences you can see the crewmen actually walk
off into the distance, without ever colliding with the painted
mountains. The soundtrack by Louis and Bebe Barron, or rather the
“electronic tonalities,” without a bar of melody, was created
entirely electronically and cost a cool $25,000.
Planet
was unusual for its
time in showing a relatively positive future, of men (mostly) and
technology united in a future of prosperity and peaceful
exploration. In the 1950s Cold War fears shaped sf. Many of the
finest genre movies dealt with the horrors of Communist invasion
and nuclear war either directly, like On the
Beach (1959), or through metaphors of
alien invasion and mind control, like
The War of
the Worlds (1953) and Invasion of
the Body Snatchers (1956). It wasn’t an age of
exploration and wonder but of hunkered-down fear, in which you
didn’t go seek out the alien, but it came to hunt you down in your
home.
But
that’s not to say
that Planet
was
escapism. Planet
has an intellectual
depth that remains impressive. This colorful genre movie, all
spaceships and ray guns, is a steal from Shakespeare! The Bard’s
play The
Tempest (written about 1611) is beamed
up from an
island on Earth to an island in space. Shakespeare’s Duke Prospero
becomes Morbius. The virginal Miranda is Altaira. The supernatural
sprite Ariel becomes Robby, and the subhuman creature Caliban is
the id-monster.
There may be
cultural nods in the name of the Bellerophon
too. In Greek myth
Bellerophon stole the winged horse Pegasus and, trying to fly up to
heaven, was killed. Alternatively Bellerophon
was the ship that
took Napoleon to his final exile on the island of St. Helena.
Either of these sound like workable metaphors for
Morbius, but the reference is never explored in the movie. In
contrast to all this mythical stuff, the ship from Earth is utterly
utilitarian, with no name at all but a number, and its all-male
crew, dressed only in gray, have lust but no romance in their
souls: “Nothing to do but throw rocks at tin cans, and we gotta
bring the tin cans.”
So the movie has
depth. But it isn’t without faults, such as the utterly leaden
humor. Suffice it to say that Robby gets the best lines.
And
then there
is Altaira. It’s not uncommon for movies of this period to make
uncomfortable viewing regarding their treatment of women, but this
one is particularly teeth-curling. Altaira, after all, has been
effectively imprisoned by a father who, as is
hinted
darkly, may lust incestuously after her himself. She has grown up
almost feral, never having met another adult save her father, and
has a total and supposedly charming naïveté: “What’s a bathing
suit?” The salivating men of the C-57D ruthlessly exploit
this naïvete
in trying to get it on with her. Commander Adams
blames
her for
provoking this behavior, before moving in for the kill himself. The
movie’s treatment of Altaira is both creepily exploitative and a
missed imaginative opportunity.
These faults
aside, the
movie’s dark tone, sophisticated emotional maturity, and multiple
meanings have been unpacked by its audiences ever since its
release.
There is humility
in Morbius’ encounter with the Krell. Just as conquering
Anglo-Saxons once cowered in superstitious awe of ruined Roman
cities, so even the starfaring humans of the future are dwarfed
compared to the mighty achievements of this vanished race. You
might even look for a biblical parallel. Adams is like Adam, and
Altaira like Eve, in a planetary Garden of Eden whose equilibrium
is ruined by their kiss.
On another level,
perhaps there’s a metaphor even in this expansive movie for the
bombs-and-bunkers horror of the Cold War: You meddle with advanced
technology at your peril. Shakespeare’s Prospero
was a ruler
and an intellectual who gave up power but stayed in the world of
knowledge. In the 1950s, however, scientists were distrusted; so
Morbius’ curiosity about the Krell machinery is foolish arrogance
that nearly ends up killing everybody. He’s not
the only
scientist in sf to have echoes of another literary prototype,
Faustus.
In the end,
however, this tale of starships and alien machinery is all about
humanity. Adams’ sense of duty is compromised by love, and the
id-monster is an embodiment of Morbius’ murky jealousy over his
daughter. So it isn’t the Krell machinery that threatens the humans
but their own inner flaws. Many sf tales of exploration are
extrapolations of the American dream of the frontier: We can put
our conflicts behind us if only we can find enough room. But
Planet
tells us that no
matter how far we travel, we can’t leave ourselves
behind.
Fifty years
on, Planet
remains
influential—and not just in the borrowing of its name by Britain’s
leading specialist sf chain. The movie’s innovative use of electronic music
and striking visuals have found endless echoes; it is impossible to
gaze on vistas of vast alien machinery like those in
Total
Recall (1990) or Babylon
5’s Epsilon
3, for instance, without recalling the chambers of the
Krell. Its
psychological storyline is often homaged too. The id-monster is
echoed in at least one of the theories about the meaning of the
current hit TV show Lost—set,
of course, on another island.
Robby remains one
of the best-loved robots ever seen in the movies. His inability to harm
humans, drawing on the then well-established Laws of Robotics set
out in Isaac Asimov’s I,
Robot stories, places him light-years
away from the usual “kill-all-humans” idiot-robot portrayal much
panned in The
Simpsons but
still, ironically, taken seriously in,
for example, ironically, in the movie I,
Robot. Robby
went on to star in an unrelated kid’s movie called
The
Invisible Boy (1957). The “Danger, Will
Robinson!” robot of the 1960s TV hit Lost in
Space wasn’t
Robby, but it wasn’t terribly unlike the
altruistic avatar of Altair. Robby toys are still produced, and
original models are highly prized collectibles.
The movie’s
strongest influence is secondary, however, through
Star
Trek.
Explorations in space have always been a key theme in science
fiction—for instance, AE van Vogt’s The Voyage
of the Space Beagle (1950). But media folk tend to
be influenced primarily by other media products, and
Trek
creator Gene
Roddenberry made no secret of the fact that his
thinking was heavily shaped by Planet.
Planet’s
echoes are obvious even in Trek’s
original pilot, The
Cage. For
the United Planets read the United Federation of Planets. As
Commander Adams went before him and James T. Kirk would
later, brave
Captain Pike leads the Enterprise
on an adventure of
interplanetary discovery. The C-57D, with the Navy-cruiser feel of
the Enterprise,
is stocked with an earthy doctor and a ship’s engineer of the
traditional mold (“All right, it’s impossible. How long will it
take?”). Planet
has sliding doors,
force-field shields, communicators (mounted on the crew’s belts),
and a replicator (in Robby’s belly). Just like Adams, Pike finds
human survivors on a remote planet. And Pike gets first dibs on the
beautiful
girl, just like Adams, and just as Kirk would many
times.
To some extent all
of Trek’s
planetary excursions took place in the shadow of Commander Adams’
sole expedition. Kirk and his successors would frequently find
themselves humbled before the titanic achievements of superior
races. And Trek
often demonstrated
its visual debt to the movie—for instance, the Krell underground
complex is reminiscent of the interior of a Borg cube.
Even
Planet’s
nod to Shakespeare found many echoes in Trek,
beginning with the Original
Series episode, “Conscience of the
King,” which featured a production of Hamlet.
Who could forget
General Chang, in Star Trek
VI: The Undiscovered Country, a movie which actually took
its title from a Shakespeare line, taunting Kirk with
quotations from the
Bard, which always sounded better “in the original Klingon”? In a
sense the circle was closed in the Next
Generation episode Emergence,
in which, in a holodeck production of The
Tempest, the
robot Data, a distant descendant of Robby, actually gets to play
Prospero.
Trek
emulated
Planet
in mixing
interplanetary adventure with strong characterization and at least
an attempt at moral complexity. Even if Trek
rarely achieved the
multilayered depth of Planet,
without the movie’s prior demonstration that at least some of
the audience could accept such seriousness in sf,
Trek
would surely never
have dared go where no franchise had gone before.
And,
amazingly, Forbidden
Planet itself has stayed imaginatively
alive. The hilarious 1990s stage musical Return to
the Forbidden Planet deconstructs the movie by
putting Shakespeare’s lines back
in, and by
camping up the cheesy 1950s skiffyness—think Troy Tempest-style
peaked caps and epaulets, a roller-skating silver robot, and ray
guns made from Bakelite hair dryers. This is a
homage to the movie that Planet
’s makers could
barely have imagined but surely would have loved.
Forbidden
Planet showed that spectacle and
seriousness could combine in effective genre movie-making, and it
casts a long shadow today. But as is the fate of much
of the best sf, maybe it was too smart for its cinema-going
audience. While contemporary so-bad-it’s-good B-movie dross
like Earth vs.
The Flying Saucers raked it in, and Roddenberry’s
son-of-Planet
behemoth went on to
become a
multibillion-dollar franchise, Planet
itself recouped
only half its budget.
Author and Story Notes
Stephen
Baxter started to read sf in the
1960s, so he was immersed in the culture of the 1950s: Asimov,
Clarke, Dick, Sheckley, and the rest—and Forbidden
Planet,
regularly shown on TV all through his formative years. Not
surprisingly, it’s had quite an effect . . . as you can see from
the Afterword to this volume.
Steve is currently
working on a series of history-tampering novels called
Time’s
Tapestry.
In addition, he’s continuing the Time
Odyssey series in collaboration with
Sir Arthur C. Clarke.
In his
introduction, Ray
Bradbury has
owned up to the fact that, had the plan to have him write the
screenplay for this much loved SF movie gone ahead, the first thing he would
have done would have been kill off Robby the Robot (or at least
severely downgrade his status in the film). The second would have
been to make more of the Id. Somewhere, on one of the alleged
myriad alternate Earths, that movie was made—now all we need to
do is find a way to get there. . . .
Ray is currently
being fêted by a number of independent specialist presses—the
editor’s own PS Publishing included—all of them hell-bent on
reissuing those classic Bradbury story collections and novels from days gone
by. Meanwhile, despite having clocked up eighty-six years, Ray is
still working feverishly on a dizzying number of
projects.
Peter
Crowther drives his wife, Nicky, to
distraction by tuning into any TV channel that’s
showing Forbidden
Planet, no
matter how long the movie has been running. “It’s one of those
films,” he says, wistfully and without apology, “that I could watch
over and over again. It’s the whole mythos of the Krell . . . those
colossal tunnels—both vertical and horizontal—of equipment and the
incredible poignancy of that wonderfully superior race doomed to
extinction because of its own progress. Highly relevant today,
me-thinks. But relevance aside, it’s just a marvellous movie . . .
and when I realized that this year was its fiftieth
anniversary, I just knew we had to commemorate that in some way.
And, with this book, I think we’ve done exactly that . . . in
spades! My thanks go to all the contributors as well as to Marty
Greenberg and the gang at Tekno Books and, of course, our friends at
DAW Books.”
This year (2006)
saw the appearance of Dark
Times,
Pete’s fifth collection, with another at the planning stages. The
long-awaited second part of his Forever
Twilight cycle and a separate short SF
novel, Kings of
Infinite
Space are
scheduled for a spring 2007 publication, to tie in with Pete’s
appearance as a Guest of Honor at the World Horror Convention in
Toronto.
Paul Di
Filippo wanted to play with the
archetypical structure of the kind of tale in which the
hero dashes
off on a rescue mission to a mysterious world and succeeds in
toppling the hidden empire or conspiracy or potentate thereon. But
the author sounds a cautionary note. “In my story, the hero is
misguided, and the nexus of mystery triumphs, as it
should,
since it has access to a higher level of understanding than the
limited protagonist.”
This year sees the
publication of Paul’s new collection, Shuteye for
the Timebroker and his Creature from the Black
Lagoon novel, Time’s Black
Lagoon. He
lives in Providence, RI, where he and his long-time partner,
Deborah, occasionally take pity on visiting British writer/editors,
driving them out to see Lovecraft’s final resting place and taking
them for burgers in aluminium diners straight out of
Will
Eisner’s Spirit
comic-strips.
You will easily be
able to deduce the oldest possible age Scott
Edelman could have been when he first
saw Forbidden
Planet by
his admission that, at least at that initial viewing, he was far
more interested in the shiny surface of Robby the Robot than
in the somewhat softer surface of Anne Francis.
Being born in 1955
makes Scott one year older than Forbidden
Planet, and
he didn’t actually get to see it until ten years later . . . and
then the next day, and the next one, and the one after that; it was
in constant rotation on something called The Million
Dollar Movie, aired multiple times weekly
by WPIX in New York. “For them, it was a money-saving operation,”
Scott says, “but for me, it was indoctrination. I’m sure
that Forbidden
Planet, with
its robot, rocket ship, and creature from the Id was one of the
reasons I fell in love with science fiction.”
The novelization of
the film was also meaningful to young Edelman. “I remember being in
the Boy Scouts not too long after having overdosed on the film,”
Scott recalls, “and discovering the book as my troop paused at a
newsstand just as we were about to go on a field trip. We walked
across the George Washington Bridge, and as we hiked for six miles
across New Jersey, and my fellow scouts learned to tie
knots, reproduce bird calls, and properly identify trees, I ignored
the real world for outer space, reading as I walked, constantly
tripping over my feet, but never losing my place. Which I guess
says as much about me as does my preference for Robby the Robot
over Anne Francis.”
Scott Edelman the
editor currently edits both Science
Fiction Weekly, the Internet magazine of
news, reviews, and interviews, and SCI
FI, the
official print magazine of the SCI FI Channel. He was the
founding
editor of Science
Fiction Age,
which he edited during its entire eight-year run, and he has also
edited Sci-Fi
Entertainment for almost four years, as well
as two other SF media magazines, Sci-Fi
Universe and Sci-Fi
Flix. He has
been a four-time Hugo Award finalist for Best
Editor.
Scott the writer
has published more than fifty short stories in magazines such
as The Twilight
Zone,
Absolute
Magnitude,
and Science
Fiction Review, and in anthologies such
as Crossroads:
Southern Tales of the Fantastic, Men
Writing SF
as Women, and MetaHorror,
as well as in two of Forbidden
Planets’ predecessors,
Moon
Shots and Mars
Probes. He
has twice been a Stoker Award finalist in the category of Short
Story.
Matthew
Hughes thinks he first saw
Forbidden
Planet on a
black-and-white TV in the late
fifties before he was even into double digits. “So the film might
well have been my introduction to the idea that the psyche contains
different levels, components, rooms to visit and maybe get stuck
in,” he says, “and thus has had an effect on my work that I
haven’t even begun to gauge.”
Matt has produced
four novels and a short-story collection and is currently partway
through a series of novels following the career of Henghis
Hapthorn, foremost freelance discriminator of the
Archonate on a
far-future Old Earth.
“From the initial
conceit of Forbidden
Planet to
the motivating idea behind my story is a short
distance,”
Alex
Irvine writes. “In the movie, remnant
technology brings the psychodrama to a head, while in this
story the
planet itself is the technology. This was interesting to me because
it adds an interesting subtext to the question of the psychological
effects of space exploration, which I’ve written about in other
stories, i.e., to what extent does the pure
experience
of another world become its own psychological minefield? Perhaps
that’s enough to destabilize anyone, without the added
complications of winsome refugees or arcane
technologies.
“The inner space of
the human mind is more interesting than the scenery
of outer space for
its own sake, as the makers of the film surely knew. In the film,
though, the turmoil of this inner space is manifested by the device
of the energy monster that assaults Dr. Morbius’s compound. I
wanted to see what kind of effect it was possible to achieve with a
subtler, more introspective take on the same dynamic. What if the
manifestation of the character’s emotional imbalance were not a
placeholder like the energy monster but a subtle rebellion of the
planet itself against the laws of reality the other characters
need to understand their phenomenal world?”
Alex also skipped
the romantic interaction, which, he says, “although it was
apparently inspiring to Gene Roddenberry, doesn’t move me. The
Shakespearean roots of the story were impossible to ignore, and although
Robby the Robot is usually pegged as Ariel whenever someone bothers
to draw up a schema comparing Forbidden
Planet to The
Tempest, I
always wanted Robby to be more of a Caliban figure . . . thus my
own title, and the nod to Caliban’s dream soliloquy in
the story.”
Alex is the author
of the novels A Scattering
of Jades, One King,
One Soldier,
and The
Narrows.
Much of his published short fiction is collected in
Unintended
Consequences and the forthcoming
Pictures
from an Expedition.
In addition to the Locus, Crawford, and International Horror Guild
awards for his fiction, he has won a New England Press Association
award for investigative journalism. He is assistant professor of
English at the University of Maine, where he
teaches
fiction writing.
Jay
Lake grew up
without television or movies, living in the Third World in the era
before satellite television or VCRs. So at an age when most
protowriters are staring at late night horror movies (or whatever
the equivalent for their generation), he always had
his nose in books. Jay’s first exposure to Forbidden
Planet was
actually in the theme song to Rocky Horror
Picture Show, to which he lost many, many
evenings in college. For years Lake confused Robby the Robot with
Will Robinson’s robot from
Lost in
Space. So
though he grew up reading science fiction, he reluctantly confesses
that he’d never seen Forbidden
Planet until
he was preparing for this project. Jay knew from researching the
movie that it was an adaptation of Shakespeare’s The
Tempest. He
knew from hanging around art directors’ offices what Robby looked
like and talked like. And he certainly knew about Anne
Francis.
Watching the movie,
Jay realized how profound its influence was on everything from the
original Star
Trek to New
British Space Opera. While this is a truism that was surely obvious
to everyone else in the genre, Jay must own his naïvete with some
pride. It brought him fresh at the age of forty-one to this film,
which is among the great wellsprings of our fictional culture. Jay watched the
movie, brushed up his Shakespeare, and decided that
King
Lear was
more interesting for his purposes. The result, of course, is left
to the judgment of the reader.
Jay lives in
Portland, Oregon, with his books and two inept cats, where he works on numerous
writing and editing projects, including the World Fantasy
Award-nominated Polyphony
anthology series
from Wheatland Press. His next novel, Trial of
Flowers,
will be available in the fall of 2006.
The creators
of Forbidden
Planet made
no secret of the fact that they’d borrowed and updated the plot of
Shakespeare’s The
Tempest. “In
the same spirit,” says Paul
McAuley, “I
hope that no one minds that my little homage to this marvelous film
borrows and updates its robots, monsters, and supertechnology
hidden in an underground alien city.”
Paul has worked as
a researcher in biology in various universities, including Oxford
and UCLA, and for six years was a lecturer in botany at St. Andrews
University before becoming a full-time writer. His first novel,
Four Hundred
Billion Stars, won the Philip K. Dick
Memorial Award, and his sixth, Fairyland,
won the Arthur C. Clarke and John W. Campbell Awards. His latest
novel is Mind’s
Eye. He
lives in North London.
“ ‘Kyle Meets the
River’ was a tricky write,” says Ian
McDonald.
“The Forbidden
Planets theme was a rich compost, and I
wanted to try to plant a seed from my future India concept, but it
didn’t really take until I remembered J.G. Ballard’s comment about
Earth being
an alien planet. Then the very same day, I read a newspaper article
about the high-security gated enclaves for reconstruction workers
in Iraq. There are forbidden worlds all around us, at every
footstep, it seems.
“Looking back on
the original movie now, what strikes me—apart
from Leslie Nielson—is that, unusually for a fifties American film,
there isn’t a villain. There’s no ridiculous, infantile Darth Vader
. . . just monsters from the Id all the way down. And you don’t
beat those with a fluorescent tube and Joseph Campbell
cod-mythologizing.”
Ian lives just
outside Belfast in Northern Ireland and has day jobs in television
program development. His most recent novel was River of
Gods, BSFA
award winner and Hugo and Clarke Award nominee. “It’s
set in India
on the centenary of its independence,” Ian explains, “and ‘Kyle
Meets the River’ draws on the same background.” Continuing this
trend of trying to get the tax department to pay for his foreign
holidays, Ian’s latest project is Brasyl,
unsurprisingly set in present, mid-21st-
and 18th-century Brazil.
Michael
Moorcock last saw Forbidden
Planet in
French. “It rather improved on the somewhat wooden acting of the
majority of the cast,” he says, while accepting that the movie
remains an elegant piece of science
fiction.
“The moral, applied
to the obsessions of the day, remains a perfectly good one in the
liberal humanist tradition,” Mike adds. “In fact, I’m surprised
there hasn’t been a remake, perhaps with a better cast and less
hokey comic relief. But no doubt, if there were,
it would be twice the length, contain unnecessarily gruesome
special effects and a far more lugubrious message. So perhaps the
only improvement is to watch it in the French version.”
Mike’s most
recently published novel, The
Vengeance of Rome, concluded the Pyat quartet, a
sequence of novels also comprising Byzantium
Endures, The Laughter
of Carthage,
and Jerusalem
Endures,
about international events that came to permit the Nazi
Holocaust.
Mike lives in
France and Texas and is currently working on a
memoir of Mervyn and Maeve Peake and a text accompanying
Peake’s Sunday
Book illustrations, which will be
first published in Paris.
Forbidden
Planet loomed frustratingly large
in Alastair
Reynolds’s
imagination—“Ever since it was shown on BBC2 in the
mid-seventies,” he says, “as part of a run of classic science
fiction movies. I think they also showed This Island
Earth in the
same Wednesday evening slot. I say ‘frustratingly’ because I
remember only seeing the film up to about the point when Robbie arrives
to meet the crew—then we had to go out somewhere. I was quite
impressed by what I’d seen up until then—I thought the flying
saucer space cruiser was seriously cool—and also more than a little
scared. It must have been a good ten years before I saw the film
all the way through, and I’ve never looked back since. The
influence of it—for better or worse—runs through almost everything
I’ve written, and in my wildest fantasies I get to design, script,
and direct the all-conquering remake. I still see the future
in glorious Eastman color.
“One of my favorite
bands, Pavement, once recorded a song entitled ‘Krell Vid User.’ ”
Need we say more?!
Al is the author of
four novels set in the Revelation
Space universe, plus two
stand-alone books, Century
Rain and Pushing
Ice. A
collection of stories from the RS universe is due in 2006, and he
is now at work on another novel, as yet untitled, which will be a
return to that universe. Al has been a full-time writer since 2004,
and he and his wife live in the
Netherlands.
A child of the
seventies, Chris
Roberson reckons he must have
seen Forbidden
Planet half
a dozen times before he was eighteen. “The movie always seemed to
me like the product of another world, a glimpse into some alternate
history that
almost, but didn’t quite, happen. The men of United Planets Cruiser
C- 57D, with guns and swagger, looked like they belonged more on
the deck of a WWII PT boat than walking under the green skies of
Altair IV, which might have contributed to the movie’s sense of
verisimilitude, even in such a fantastic setting.
“I was haunted by
the electric silhouette of the creature from Morbius’s id, trying
to claw its way through the protective field, which still seems as
real to me as any high-tech CGI phantasm from a contemporary
blockbuster. I still hold by my theory that the creature that
attacks the crew, time and again, is the product of Altaira’s id,
and not Morbius’s, and there’s nothing anyone can say that will
convince me otherwise.”
Chris’s
short fiction can be found in the
anthologies Live Without
a Net, The Many Faces of Van Helsing, Tales of the Shadowmen, Vols.
1 and 2, and FutureShocks
, and also in the
pages of Asimov’s
Postscripts, and Subterranean
Magazine.
His novels include Here, There
& Everywhere,
The Voyage of Night Shining White, and Paragaea: A
Planetary Romance, and he is the editor of the
anthology Adventure
Vol. 1.
Roberson has been a finalist for the World Fantasy Award for Short
Fiction, twice a finalist for the John W. Campbell
Award for Best New
Writer, and, again, twice a finalist for the Sidewise Award for
Best Alternate History Short Form (winning in 2004 with his story
“O One”).
“I’ve loved that
marvelous, slightly clunky, oddly affecting motion picture ever
since I first saw it,” says
Adam
Roberts of Forbidden
Planet, “and
my story was written in a sort of dialog with the movie. What I
took from the movie (apart, obviously, from the idea of, like,
a planet
that was,
well, forbidden)
was: one, the idea of basing SF on a classic text (in my case
not The
Tempest as
in the film, but, in perhaps a rather oblique way, the Island of
the Lotophagoi from Homer’s Odyssey);
and two, the sense you get from the film of the forbidden planet
itself as just lovely looking—not an actual slagheap or slate-mine somewhere
like in Doctor
Who, and not
a real stretch of the Mojave a short drive away from the studio’s
back-lot, like a thousand Los Angeles SF B-movies; but those
gorgeously painted backdrops, those wonderfully staged
sets.
“The
thing about
those old-style painted special effects is that they always look
that little bit cleaner and nicer than modern-day photorealistic
CGI. They’re already halfway to being painterly art, in the same
way that the melancholy of Edward Hopper’s
paintings
looks much more beguiling than any photograph from the same era. It
has close affinity to the cover art of Edmund ‘Emsh’ Alexander or
Frank Kelly Freas or Chesley Bonestell, those superb artists that
produced cover artwork for Astounding
and
Galaxy
and
all the rest
in the 1940s and 1950s. There’s something so wonderfully clean,
fresh and attractive about those images, especially when you
compare them to some of the digital art (to pluck an example from
the air: Attack of
the Clones)
that has been directly inspired by them.
“To make that
comparison is to realize how cluttered and offputting the latter
mostly is, and to rekindle your yearning for the former. So my idea
in this story was to try to hark back to that aesthetic. If it
seems counterintuitive that I’ve written a John
Campbell-ish story in the idiom of Don DeLillo, then I can only say
that it makes a weird kind of sense to me. After all, part of the
appeal of the film is the way it buries an oblique postmodernity
(‘monsters from the Id!’) inside the livery of a full-blown
action-adventure science-fiction narrative.”
Adam is Professor
of Nineteenth-Century Literature at Royal Holloway, University of
London. He lives west of the capital with his wife and daughter.
Adam’s latest novel is Gradisil
(2006) and his next will be
Land of the
Headless.