7
Michael spent two hours tuning his guitar, which
was annoying, and he left early. Eve went with him, despite his
protests that it really wasn’t a big thing. That left Claire and
Shane to decide on their own what to do.
She made chili dogs and was putting the shredded
cheese on top when Shane, fresh from video-game triumph, came into
the kitchen. ‘‘Hey,’’ he said. ‘‘Nice. Thanks.’’ He shoved part of
the chili dog in his mouth, standing at the kitchen counter.
‘‘You could at least sit down,’’ she sighed. ‘‘We
do have tables. They even have chairs.’’
‘‘You want to go?’’ he mumbled. ‘‘To the
thing?’’
Did she? Claire ate a bite of her own hot dog,
hardly even aware that she was breaking her own
eating-while-standing rules, and thought about it. On the one hand,
it meant going out at night, and going out to Common Grounds for
recreational purposes, which was sort of not done around their
house these days.
But—Michael. Out in public. Playing.
‘‘Yeah,’’ she said. ‘‘I would, if you don’t mind. I
know you don’t like the place, but—’’
‘‘I like it better than Eve does, trust me.
Besides, I don’t want her down there alone. She needs somebody
watching her back while he’s neck-deep in groupies or
whatever.’’
She laughed.
‘‘Oh, you think that’s funny? Should have seen him
in high school. Guy could draw the hotties every time he picked up
that guitar.’’
‘‘He still can, I’ll bet.’’
‘‘Exactly my point. Eat up. They usually start
music sets around seven.’’
Claire wolfed down her meal and ran upstairs for a
quick shower and change of clothes. After some debate, she went
with the short skirt and tights she’d last worn to crash Monica
Morrell’s disastrous house party, and a plain black top tight
enough to match but loose enough that she wouldn’t die if her
parents saw her.
Shane blinked in surprise when she came downstairs.
He’d thrown on different clothes, too, but they were still
slacker-casual. The only sign that he was trying to make an
impression was that she suspected he might have combed his hair. A
little.
‘‘You look great,’’ he said, and smiled. She
stopped on the last step from the bottom, which put them on about
equal levels, and he kissed her. Long and slow. He tasted of
toothpaste, at first, but then he just tasted like Shane, and that
was so, so delicious that she found herself rising on her tiptoes
to get even closer. ‘‘Hold up, girl. I thought we were going out.
Kissing like that, you’re making me think about staying in.’’
Claire had to admit, it made her think of it, too.
Especially since the house was empty, and they were all
alone.
She saw it cross Shane’s mind, too, and for a
second his eyes widened, and so did his pupils.
Oh, the possibilities.
‘‘Better go if we’re going,’’ Claire said
regretfully. ‘‘Only—how are we getting there?’’
Shane offered her his arm. ‘‘Nice night for a walk,
I hear.’’
‘‘Are you sure?’’
He tapped her gold bracelet, then his own white
hospital-issue one. ‘‘This may be the only night we get to do it in
this town,’’ he said. ‘‘Let’s live dangerously. ’’
It was nice, strolling arm in arm with Shane and
not worrying (well, not worrying too much) about which danger was
about to sweep in on them from the dark.
Tonight, at least, the dangers kept their distance.
It was a short walk to Common Grounds, but a lonely one; Claire
felt a little unreal, moving slowly in the dark past shut houses
with lit-up windows. People didn’t venture out much after sunset,
and if they did, they went in groups, and in cars.
Two people out in the night like this . . . seemed
wrong, and when they were about halfway to the coffee shop, Claire
saw someone pull a car into a driveway ahead of them and jump out.
The look on the woman’s face was starkly panicked as she looked
toward them, and Claire realized that she’d thought they
were—
Vampires. Which was both funny and sad.
The woman grabbed her groceries and hurried into
her house, shutting the door with a bang and locking it with a
harsh rasp of metal.
Claire didn’t say anything to Shane, and he didn’t
venture a comment, but she had no doubt he felt the same unsettling
guilt. But what could they have said? It’s okay, lady, we’re not
here to eat you?
Claire was glad when the hot golden spill of light
from Common Grounds’ front window came into view. It was obviously
doing good business—cars lined the streets on both sides, and more
parked as she and Shane approached the entrance. ‘‘Going to be
nuts,’’ Shane said, but he didn’t sound displeased. ‘‘Next time
I’ll take you someplace nice and quiet.’’
Claire searched her memory. So much had happened
since she’d met Shane, but she was almost sure that this
constituted their first real, actual date on their own. Which was
startling, and sweet, and precious to her in ways she suspected
Shane would never imagine. She savored the warmth of his hand in
hers, smiled at him, and entered Common Grounds while he held the
door for her.
The noise level was amazing. The coffee shop was
normally quiet, although never boring, but as the sun went down,
the excitement level rose, and tonight it was blowing through the
roof. Every table was already crowded with people—humans, mostly,
but toward the corners of the room Claire saw a few vampire faces
she recognized, including Sam’s. Michael’s only family in town had
come to support him. Sam sent her a smile and a wave, which Claire
returned.
Michael himself was standing in the clear area
behind the coffee bar, looking tense and a little bit blank. He was
dressed in a plain gray T-shirt and jeans, and he had his acoustic
guitar slung around his body. Claire thought the puka shell
necklace he was wearing looked new—a gift from Eve? A good-luck
charm?
Eve was standing next to him, and although she
couldn’t see clearly, Claire thought they were holding hands.
Claire and Shane pushed through the crowd to the
bar. Shane nodded to Michael, who nodded back—all very manly—and
then Shane went to place some drink orders, leaving Claire to
fumble for words.
‘‘You’re going to do great,’’ she finally said.
Michael’s blue eyes blinked and focused in the here and now.
‘‘Man, I don’t know,’’ he said. ‘‘It was supposed
to be casual—I show up and play a couple of songs. Just to get used
to it again. But this—’’
Somebody out in the corner of the room started
clapping, and suddenly everybody was doing it, a wave of rhythmic
noise.
Michael couldn’t possibly get any more pale, but
Claire saw the outright doubt in his eyes. Eve did, too, and gave
him a quick kiss.
‘‘You can do this, Michael,’’ she said. ‘‘Come on.
Get out there. It’s what you do.’’
Claire nodded and smiled her support. Michael
lifted the hinged section of the bar and stepped out, to a
thunderous wave of applause. There was a small stage set up at the
far end of the room, near the closed door that said OFFICE, and as
Michael moved up on it, the stage lights caught and glittered in
his golden hair, sparked an unearthly blue in his eyes.
Wow, Claire thought. That wasn’t Michael
anymore. That was . . . something else.
Eve ducked under the bar and came to lean next to
Claire, her arms folded. She had a wistful smile on her Evil
Queen-red lips. ‘‘He’s beautiful,’’ she said. ‘‘Right? He
is.’’
Claire could only agree with that.
Michael adjusted the microphone, tested it, played
a couple of fast finger exercises she knew he used to calm himself,
and then smiled out at the crowd. It was a different smile than
she’d ever seen from him before—more, somehow. More intense,
more joyous, more personal. She felt a hot flutter somewhere deep
inside as his gaze brushed over her, and immediately felt
embarrassed about it.
But man, he was hot. She understood now what Shane
was talking about, and she wasn’t immune.
Shane touched her shoulder and handed her a drink
just as Michael said, ‘‘I guess you all know who I am,
right?’’
And about eighty percent of the room cheered like
thunder. The others—college students, who’d either wandered in or
come because they were bored— looked lost.
Michael gave the mike stand one last, precise
adjustment. His hands were sure now, moving with confidence. ‘‘My
name is Michael Glass, and I’m from Morganville. ’’
More cheers. Before they died away, Michael started
to play, a fast and complicated song that Claire had heard him
fooling around with at the house—but this wasn’t fooling around;
this was serious talent. He glittered like white gold, and music
flowed out of his hands like streams of light. It wrapped around
Claire like a shining net, and she didn’t dare breathe, didn’t
move, as Michael played like she’d never heard anyone play before,
ever.
She managed to glance aside at Shane, whose eyes
were wide and fixed on Michael, as well. She nudged him. He gave
her a dumbfounded shake of his head.
Eve was smiling, as if she’d known it all
along.
Michael brought the song to a liquid, blazing
finish, and as the guitar strings rang in the silence, the crowd
was utterly still. Michael waited, just as motionless, and then the
room spontaneously erupted in applause and cheers.
Claire thought that the smile that spread across
Michael’s face was worth everything about Morganville, right at
that moment.
His next song was slower, sweeter, and Claire
realized with a shock that it was a slowed-down version of the song
he’d been writing the other night, when he’d been too busy to go to
the store. It had lyrics, too, and Michael’s voice transformed them
into sad, aching beauty.
It was a song for Eve.
Claire realized her chest was hurting, both from
the pressure of unshed tears and the fact that she wasn’t
breathing. She’d never known music could have that much power. As
she glanced around the coffee shop, she saw the same thing in the
others’ faces—common rapture. Even Oliver, standing behind the bar,
was transfixed. And in the shadows, Claire glimpsed someone
else—Amelie, nodding thoughtfully, as if she’d known all along,
like Eve.
Sam’s eyes were full of tears, but he was
smiling.
Michael’s voice drifted to a whisper, and he
finished the song. This time, the applause didn’t stop, and the
cheers were a full-throated roar.
Michael adjusted the mike stand again. ‘‘Save it,
guys,’’ he said over the noise, and smiled. ‘‘We’re just getting
started.’’
It was the best night Claire had ever had in
Morganville. She’d never felt so much a part of something— never
seen so much unity in a room full of people so diverse.
Clueless students were backslapping Morganville natives with
bracelets, vampires were smiling impartially at humans, and even
Oliver seemed affected by the general euphoria.
When Michael came offstage, it was only after three
encores and thunderous standing ovations. He made a beeline
straight for Eve, folded her in a hug, and then kissed her so
deeply Claire had to look away. When they came up for air, Michael
was still grinning.
‘‘So?’’ he asked. ‘‘Didn’t suck, right?’’
Shane offered his hand. ‘‘Didn’t suck.
Congratulations, dude.’’
Michael ignored the hand and hugged him, then
turned to Claire. She didn’t hesitate to embrace him. He was warmer
than usual, and sweaty; she hadn’t known vampires could sweat.
Maybe they just usually didn’t exert themselves that much. ‘‘You
were amazing,’’ Claire whispered. ‘‘I just—amazing. Wow. Did I say
amazing?’’
He gave her a kiss on the cheek, and then turned
away to the press of well-wishers coming to shake his hand. There
were a lot of them, and many of them were pretty girls. Claire
retreated back to Shane’s side.
‘‘See what I mean?’’ Shane said. ‘‘Good thing Eve’s
here. This can go to a guy’s head.’’
‘‘Even a vampire’s?’’
‘‘Heh. Especially a vampire’s.’’
It took about fifteen minutes for the rush of
instant fans to die down, and by then the tables had cleared out,
leaving just a few hard-core caffeine addicts to close out the
evening. Claire and Shane grabbed chairs and fresh drinks while Eve
helped Michael get his things together.
‘‘Hey,’’ Claire said, and got Shane’s full
attention. ‘‘Thank you.’’
His eyebrows rose. ‘‘What for?’’
‘‘For the best date I’ve ever had.’’
‘‘This? Nah. Just average. I can do much
better.’’
She cocked her head. ‘‘Really?’’
‘‘Absolutely.’’
‘‘You willing to prove it?’’
Somehow, his hand had taken hold of hers, and his
warm fingers stroked shivers down her palm. ‘‘Someday, ’’ he said.
‘‘Soon. Absolutely.’’
She found herself doing the not-breathing thing
again, caught in all the possibilities. Shane smiled, slow and
wicked, and she wanted to kiss him right then, for a very long
time.
‘‘Ready?’’ Michael was standing at the table,
gazing down at them. Some of the brilliance he’d had onstage had
faded, and he was just regular Michael again—a little tired, too.
Claire gulped down hot cocoa and nodded.
Even the best nights had to come to an end.
Claire was getting ready for bed when she heard Eve
scream—not the shriek of Stop tickling me, you jerk, but a
full-out cry of alarm, one that went through the house like a buzz
saw. She pulled on her pajama top, grabbed her robe, and pelted out
into the hall. Shane was already there, heading downstairs, still
dressed in a pair of jeans and a loose T-shirt.
When they got to the front hall, they found Michael
sitting on the floor, holding a bloody girl in his arms. Eve was
snapping the locks on the front door shut.
‘‘Miranda,’’ Michael said, and moved the bloody
hair away from her face. ‘‘Miranda, can you hear me?’’
Claire realized with a breathless shock that it was
Eve’s sometime friend Miranda—just a kid, really, at that gawky
stage where girls both yearned to be and feared to be women. Mir
had filled out a little since the last time Claire had seen her—not
quite as scary thin—but she still looked like a waif.
A wounded one. There was a gash in her head, and
blood dripping down her neck to patter on Michael’s blue jeans and
fingers.
‘‘Ow,’’ Miranda whispered, and began to cry. ‘‘Ow.
I hit my head—’’
‘‘You’re okay, you’re safe now,’’ Eve said. She
dropped to her knees across from Michael and held out her arms;
Michael quickly transferred the girl over. His pupils had gone to
pinpoints, and he seemed—different. ‘‘Michael, maybe you’d better
go—wash up.’’
He nodded stiffly and pushed past Shane and Eve,
heading upstairs so quickly he was just a blur.
‘‘Ambulance?’’ Shane asked.
‘‘No! No, I can’t!’’ Miranda sounded frantic.
‘‘Please, don’t send me there. You don’t know—you don’t know what
they’ll do—the fire—’’
Eve kept hold of the girl, somehow, though Miranda
was flailing like mad. ‘‘Okay, chill, we won’t. I promise. Relax.
Shane—maybe the first aid kit? Towels and hot water?’’
‘‘I’ll help,’’ Claire said, and she and Shane took
off for the kitchen. When she glanced back, she saw that Miranda
had stopped fighting and was lying exhausted in Eve’s arms. ‘‘What
the hell happened to her?’’
‘‘Morganville,’’ Shane said, and shrugged. He
stiff-armed the kitchen door and went straight for the cabinets
under the sink. The first aid kit was getting a lot of play, Claire
thought as she turned on the hot water and gathered up some clean
kitchen towels.
Miranda’s first aid session wasn’t as bad as Claire
had feared—the head wound was bloody but superficial, and Eve fixed
it with some butterfly bandages.
The holes in Miranda’s neck looked fresh, though.
When Eve asked about them, Miranda looked embarrassed and pulled up
the collar of her shirt. ‘‘None of your business,’’ she said.
‘‘It’s Charles, right? Son of a bitch.’’ Eve had a
problem with vampires who preyed on the underage— in fact, from
what Claire had gathered, so did a lot of the other vampires. There
were laws against it, after all. She wondered whether Amelie knew
about Charles and Miranda. Or cared. ‘‘You can’t let him gnaw on
you like this, Mir! You know that!’’
‘‘He was so hungry,’’ Miranda said, and hung her
head. ‘‘I know. But it didn’t hurt, not really.’’
That made Claire want to throw up. She exchanged a
look with Shane.
‘‘There’s a guy who needs staking,’’ he said.
Miranda looked up sharply. ‘‘That’s not
funny!’’
‘‘Do I have on my funny face? Miranda, the guy’s a
pedophile. The fact that he just sucks your blood instead of—’’
Shane paused, staring at her. ‘‘It is instead of, right?’’
It was impossible to tell if Miranda even
understood what he was getting at, but Claire thought she did, and
it made the girl deeply uncomfortable. Miranda tried to get out of
the chair they’d put her into. ‘‘I need to go home.’’
‘‘Whoa, whoa, you can barely stand up,’’ Eve said,
and managed to get her settled again. ‘‘Claire, would you check on
Michael? See if he’s okay?’’
In other words, there were questions Shane and Eve
were about to ask, personal questions. Claire nodded and went
upstairs. The bathroom door was closed. She knocked softly.
‘‘Michael?’’
No answer. She tried the handle. Locked.
Claire turned at what sounded like footsteps down
the hall, but she saw no one. She didn’t hear the door unlock, but
when she looked back, the bathroom door was open, and Michael was
standing about two inches away from her.
She stumbled backward. Instead of just washing up,
he’d showered; his hair was damp and curling and darker than usual,
and he was wearing a towel around his waist. There was a lot more
of Michael on display than she was used to, and it was . . .
impressive.
Claire backed away, all the way to the wall.
‘‘Sorry,’’ he said. Not as if he really was. He
sounded annoyed, stressed, and jittery. ‘‘She’s still here.’’ It
wasn’t a question, but Claire nodded anyway. ‘‘She can’t stay. We
need to get her out of here.’’
‘‘I don’t think she’s in any shape to go,’’ Claire
offered. ‘‘She seemed pretty hysterical. Shane and Eve are—’’
‘‘I can still smell her blood,’’ Michael
interrupted her. ‘‘I washed it off of me. I took off my clothes. I
showered. None of that matters, I can still—she has to go.
Now.’’
‘‘What’s wrong with you? I thought you’d—’’ She
hesitated, then made a drinking motion.
‘‘I did.’’ Michael rubbed his face with both hands.
‘‘Guess I burned it off tonight at the show. I’m hungry,
Claire.’’
It cost him a lot to say it. Claire gulped, and
nodded. ‘‘Wait here.’’
She went downstairs, past where Shane and Eve were
still earnestly talking with Miranda, and into the kitchen. At the
very back of the bottom shelf of the refrigerator sat some bottles
that might have been full of beer, and weren’t. There were three of
them. She grabbed one without looking too closely at it and made
sure it was concealed against her side as she passed the little
downstairs group. Nobody really looked her way; they were too
intent on keeping their own secrets.
Michael was still waiting, leaning against the
bathroom doorframe, arms folded. He straightened when he saw what
she had in her hand. She gave it to him silently. Michael never
took his eyes off her as he popped the cap with his thumbnail and
lifted the cold bottle to his lips. The contents moved more like
syrup than blood, and Claire almost gagged.
Michael did gag. But he swallowed it. And
kept on drinking until the bottle was empty.
His blue eyes flushed hot red, and then cleared
back to their normal color.
She saw something like horror go through him. ‘‘I
didn’t just do that in front of you.’’
‘‘Uh—yeah. You did.’’ And there had definitely been
some kind of challenge in it, too. Some kind of come-on, even.
Which was beyond yuck and creepy, and yet . . .
And yet.
Michael wiped his lips with the back of his hand,
looked down at the faint smear, and went back to the washbasin to
rinse it off.
He stared into the mirror at himself for so long,
Claire thought he’d forgotten she was there, and then he said,
‘‘Thanks.’’
Claire tried to think of something not totally
idiotic to say. ‘‘Pretty disgusting, isn’t it? When it’s cold?’’
That wasn’t it.
Luckily, Michael was relieved to have any kind of
conversational lifeline, after that weird moment. ‘‘Yeah,’’ he
said. ‘‘But it keeps the edge off. That’s what’s important.’’ He
rinsed out the bottle carefully, then threw it away and took in a
deep breath. ‘‘I’ll get dressed. Be there in a second.’’
It was a dismissal, but a nice one, and Claire took
it at face value this time, and went back to the living room.
Where Shane and Eve were standing together, heads
cocked at identical angles, staring.
‘‘What’s going on?’’ Claire whispered.
‘‘Shhh,’’ both Shane and Eve hissed, eerily in
unison.
Because Miranda was talking in a strange monotone
voice, and she looked . . . dead. Unconscious. Only talking.
‘‘I see the feast,’’ she was saying. ‘‘So much
anger . . . so much lying. All dead, walking dead, falling down.
It’s spreading. It’ll kill us all.’’
Claire felt a hot snap of alarm. Walking dead,
falling down. It’s spreading. Miranda had psychic episodes—
Claire knew that. It was part of the reason Eve let her hang around
from time to time. Sometimes her visions were fake, but a lot of
the time, they were as serious as a heart attack, and Claire
somehow knew this one was real.
She was talking about the disease infecting the
vampires, and she was talking about it spreading to humans. No,
that can’t happen. Can it? They hadn’t even really been able to
pinpoint what the disease was, only what it did, and what it did
was erode the vampires’ sanity, carving steadily until what was
left was unable to function at all.
The first thing to go—for all the vampires of
Morganville—had been the ability to reproduce. To create new
vampires. Only Amelie still had the strength, and creating Michael
had almost destroyed her.
It’s spreading. Claire thought of all the
humans in Morganville, all the families, all the young people who’d
been in the coffee shop tonight, and felt cold and unsteady.
It couldn’t be true.
‘‘Feast,’’ Miranda said again. ‘‘You’re all fools,
all fools—don’t let him trick you. It’s not just three—it’s
more—’’
‘‘Who?’’ Eve sank down next to Miranda’s chair and
put a hand on her shoulder. ‘‘Mir, who are you talking
about?’’
‘‘Elder,’’ she said, and now there were tears
leaking down Miranda’s pale cheeks. ‘‘Oh no. Oh no . . . they’re
turning. They’re all so hungry, can’t stop them—’’
Michael, who was coming down the steps, paused. He
looked calm again, but worried. ‘‘What’s she talking about?’’
‘‘Shhh!’’ This time, all three of them shushed at
the same time. Eve bent closer to Miranda. ‘‘Honey, are you talking
about the vampires? What’s going to happen with the
vampires?’’
‘‘Dying,’’ Miranda whispered. ‘‘So many dying. We
think we’re safe but we’re not. They won’t listen— they won’t see
us—’’ She restlessly turned the silver bracelet on her wrist and
twisted in her chair. ‘‘He’s doing it. He’s making it
happen.’’
‘‘Oliver?’’ Eve asked. Because Oliver was the only
male vampire Elder on the town council.
But Miranda shook her head. She didn’t say another
word, but she cried, cried so hard she shook herself out of her
trance and clung to Eve like a thin little reed in the wind.
‘‘Bishop,’’ Michael said. They all looked at him.
‘‘It’s not Oliver. She’s talking about Bishop. He’s going to try to
destroy Morganville.’’
Miranda ended up sleeping on the couch, and when
Claire came downstairs the next morning, she found the girl huddled
in a ball under mountains of blankets, still shivering but fast
asleep. She looked even more frail. Her pale skin was translucent,
and there were dark, exhausted circles around her eyes.
Claire felt sorry for her, but it was a distant
kind of sorry—Miranda didn’t really invite a lot of devotion. She
didn’t have any friends to speak of, or so Eve said; people
tolerated her, but they didn’t exactly enjoy her company. That was
hard on the kid, but Claire could understand it. Miranda was a
mixture of denial and outright creepiness, and even in Morganville,
she was going to have a hard time fitting in.
No wonder she defended the vampire who was feeding
on her. He was probably the only one who really showed her any kind
of affection.
Claire paused to tuck the blankets more firmly
around the girl’s trembling frame before she went into the kitchen
to make coffee and toast. As breakfasts went, it was lonely and
basic, but the sun was barely up and none of the others were what
you might call morning people.
There were times when signing up for early classes
seemed like a really bad idea.
When the phone rang, Claire nearly jumped out of
her skin. She leaped for the extension hanging on the wall by the
kitchen door and got it before the second earsplitting jangle.
‘‘Hello?’’
There was a pause on the other end, and then her
mother said, ‘‘Claire?’’
‘‘Mom! Hi—what’s wrong?’’
‘‘Why should anything be wrong? Why can’t I just
call because I wanted to talk to my daughter?’’ Oh, great. Now her
mother sounded agitated and defensive. ‘‘I know it’s early, but I
wanted to catch up with you before you went off to class for the
day.’’
Claire sighed and leaned against the wall, idly
kicking at the linoleum floor. ‘‘Okay. How are you and Dad settling
in? Getting all unpacked?’’
‘‘Just fine,’’ her mother said, in so false a tone
that Claire went very, very still. ‘‘It’s just—an adjustment,
that’s all. Such a small town and all.’’
‘‘Yeah,’’ Claire agreed quietly. ‘‘It’s an
adjustment.’’ She had no idea what her mother and father knew about
Morganville by now, but they had to be getting some kind of—what
would they call it? Orientation? Morganville was nothing if not
efficient about that, she suspected. ‘‘Have you—met some
people?’’
‘‘We went to a nice getting-to-know-you party
downtown,’’ Mom said. ‘‘Mr. Bishop and his daughter took
us.’’
Claire had to bite her lip to hold back a moan.
Bishop? And Amelie? Oh God. ‘‘What happened?’’
‘‘Oh, nothing, really. It was a cocktail party.
Hors d’oeuvres and drinks, a little conversation. There was a
presentation on the history of—of—’’ With shocking suddenness,
Claire’s mother burst into tears. ‘‘I swear, we didn’t know—we
didn’t know or we wouldn’t have sent you to this awful place, oh,
honey—’’
Claire could barely swallow around the lump in her
throat. ‘‘Don’t cry, Mom. It’s okay. It’s all going to be okay
now.’’ She was lying, but she had to. The sound of her mother
breaking apart was just too hard. ‘‘Look, you’ve met Amelie,
right?’’
Sniffles on the other end. ‘‘Yes, she seemed
nice.’’
Nice wasn’t how Claire would have put it.
‘‘Well, Amelie’s the most powerful person in Morganville, and she’s
definitely on our side.’’ An exaggeration, but it was the best she
could do to describe the situation in simple terms. ‘‘So there’s
really nothing to be worried about, Mom. I work for Amelie. She has
some responsibility for me, and for you, to make sure we’re safe.
Okay?’’
‘‘Okay.’’ It was wan and muffled, but at least it
was agreement. ‘‘I was just so worried about your father. He didn’t
look well, not well at all. I wanted him to go to the hospital, but
he said he was fine—’’
Claire had a cold second of flashback to Miranda
saying, Please don’t send me there. You don’t know what they’ll
do. . . . She’d been talking about the hospital. ‘‘But he’s
okay?’’
‘‘He seems all right today.’’ Claire’s mom blew her
nose, and when she came back to the phone, she sounded clearer and
stronger. ‘‘I’m sorry to lay this on you, honey. I just had no
idea—it was so strange to think that you’d been here all this time
and never said a word to us about—the situation.’’ Meaning, the
vampires.
‘‘Well, to be honest, I didn’t think you’d believe
me,’’ Claire said. ‘‘And out-of-town calls are monitored. They told
you that, right?’’
‘‘Yes, they did. So you were protecting us.’’ Her
mom laughed shakily. ‘‘Parents are supposed to protect their
children, Claire. We’ve done a bang-up job of that, haven’t we? We
really thought that it would be so much safer for you here than off
in Massachusetts or California on your own. . . .’’
‘‘It’s okay. I’ll get there someday.’’
They moved the conversation to easier things—to
unpacking, to the vase that had gotten broken during the move
(‘‘Honestly, I hated that thing anyway—your aunt gave it to us for
Christmas that year, remember? ’’), to how Claire intended to spend
her day. By the end of it, Mom seemed more or less stable, and
Claire’s coffee was hopelessly cold. So was her toast.
‘‘Claire,’’ Mom said. ‘‘About moving out of that
house—’’
‘‘I’m not moving,’’ Claire said. ‘‘I’m sorry, Mom.
I know it’s going to upset Dad, but these are my friends, and this
is where I belong. I’m staying.’’
There was a short silence on the other end, and
then her mother said, very softly, ‘‘I’m so proud of you.’’
She hung up with a soft click. Claire stood
for a moment, tears prickling in her eyes, and then said to the
silent line, ‘‘I love you.’’
And then she picked up her stuff and went to
class.