Chapter 26
Hank gently broke the surface like an ailing
porpoise, more by luck than judgement, and took a gasp of air, the
fresh intake of oxygen making his head throb harder. He struggled
to keep a toehold on consciousness as he drifted in and out of
awareness. His left shoulder ached like a son-of-a-bitch but he
could not avoid using the arm, along with his other limbs, to keep
afloat, which he was only just achieving. A thin mist surrounded
him, hovering just on top of the water, and through it, much higher
than he was, he could make out a long line of orange lights
dispersed at regular intervals. Everywhere else was in
darkness.
Hank could remember the last few moments on the
boat, coming down the stairs and on to the main deck. What happened
then was patchy and confusing, with flashes of light, thumps, pain
and then the sudden cold. It was unclear how long he had been in
the water. He couldn’t concentrate long enough to make sense out of
the muddle of information his mind was throwing up; a mixture of
images from his past combined with others from inside a hood and
beating a man to death.The water lapped over his face. He knew he
should be trying to get to land but he had no clue which way to
go.
Tiny blurred white lights above him slowly came
into focus. They were stars. He stared at them, the only things he
could see that his mind could make sense of. He recognised the
Plough that led to the North Star and then to the crooked ‘W’ that
was Cassiopeia. He wondered how he knew the formations so well;
they were not something he had ever taken much interest in.Then he
remembered the lecture file in the SBS training team office. But
moments after focusing on them they became blurred again. He
thought his vision was failing but that wasn’t why he could no
longer make them out. He had sunk beneath the surface and was
slowly going down. The line of bright orange lights also began to
fade. He beat with his arms and legs to get back to the air but it
was useless. His cheeks bulged and he increased his efforts to swim
back up from the darkness that was now all around. He saw Kathryn
and Janet and Helen, and his father who had died when he was ten
and all the pain left his body except the desperate urge to keep
his mouth closed against an even more powerful force to open it and
suck in anything, even the water.
Then something grabbed him and he felt a sharp tug
followed by a series of rhythmic jerks until he broke the surface.
He took in an enormous breath and flailed weakly to stay afloat as
the hand that tightly gripped his jacket continued to pull at him.
Something hit him in the back of the neck but not painfully. It was
a wall of soft mud and a second later he felt himself being hauled
out of the water and on to land.
‘Not a watery death for you, me old matey,’ Hank
heard an out-of-breath man say in an English accent. He remained
still on his back, unable to muster the strength to move, and tried
to focus on the stranger, who appeared to be wearing a black rubber
suit.
Spinks removed his diver’s facemask and emptied his
nostrils noisily. ‘You’re an ’eavy bastard you are, mate,’ he said
spitting debris from his mouth and squeezing the water from his
eyes. ‘Trust me, if you ’adn’t a been on the end of my first
duck-dive you weren’t gettin’ another one.’
Spinks finished dealing with his own minor
discomforts and leaned over to take a closer look at his catch.
‘Can you ’ear me?’ he asked.
Hank nodded and tried to move but the pain in his
chest and left shoulder was suddenly intense.
‘’Ow bad are you ’urt,’ Spinks asked, checking him
out.
‘’Ow many shots you take? Do you know? . . . They
got you good, didn’t they? Teach you to screw around with the boys,
wone’ it.’
Hank moved his right arm slowly and hovered it over
his left upper chest. Spinks moved it away and took a look. ‘Yeah,
I see an ’ole in your jacket.’ Then Spinks noticed the wound on the
side of Hank’s head. ‘That don’t look too good either . . . Cor,
bet that fuckin’ ’urts.’ Spinks scrutinised Hank’s face and moved
his head over to get a better look. ‘Wait a minute. You ain’t a
boyo. You’re the Yank, ain’t you? You Hank Munro?’ he asked loud
and clearly.
Hank nodded.
‘Holy shit,’ Spinks said as he quickly struggled to
locate his communications prestel. ‘This is Spinks,’ he said
adjusting his throat-mic. ‘I’m on the west bank north of the boat.
I’ve got the Yank. Munro. He’s got a few bullet holes in ’im but
he’s alive, just about anyway . . . ’
Hank felt suddenly tired and his eyelids grew
heavy. Just before he closed them he was certain he had seen
Orion’s Belt directly above him but couldn’t be bothered to open
his eyes again to check.
Kathryn was seated under the ‘meeting place’ sign
in the arrivals lounge of terminal four, Heathrow Airport. Tired as
she was she had not been able to sleep and not just because of the
uncomfortable seats and half-dozen cups of coffee she’d had from
the Starbucks conveniently located a few yards away. She had been
waiting for more than five hours and was wondering what she should
do if nobody came to meet her. Surely Father Kinsella didn’t expect
her to sit there throughout the night? Everything else about her
trip appeared to have been meticulously planned and executed but
perhaps something had gone wrong.
For the first few hours she kept hoping Hank would
appear from the stream of people that at times seemed to fill the
building but her expectant glances for him had become less frequent
as the evening dragged on and the passengers and visitors in the
terminal were gradually outnumbered by those who worked in it. She
felt grubby and unclean and yearned for a hotel room with a deep
bath and a large bed with crisp, clean sheets. The first deadline
she set herself for leaving if no one turned up had passed and she
was determined to stick to her next one at midnight, although she
doubted she would have the courage to leave even then. It would be
terrible if Hank turned up tired and hungry while she lay in a
comfortable hotel nearby. And then there was Father Kinsella. He
would probably be none too pleased either.
‘Kathryn,’ a voice said from behind as her bag was
placed on the seat beside her. She whipped around to see Father
Kinsella and got to her feet, expecting to find Hank too. When
there was no sign of him her eyes rested on the priest’s.
‘It’s not been the best of days,’ he said. ‘Don’t
ask me any questions, Kathryn. I’ve just come to tell you to go
home.’
‘You expect me not to ask about my husband?’
‘No, but I don’t have an answer for you, that’s
all. You have your return air ticket. Get a hotel for the night and
go back to your children in the morning.’
‘That’s it?’
‘Yes. That’s it.’
A dangerous blend of rage and frustration began to
percolate in her. ‘And you expect me to just walk off and do as I’m
told and not even question what the hell is going on just because
you say so?’
‘I do, Kathryn,’ he said with an assertive
look.
‘Well, damn you!’ she said, raising her
voice.
Her ire did not appear to have any effect on
him.
‘It’s a war we’re in, Kathryn.’
‘I’m not at war with anyone.’
‘Sure you are. You were born into a family at war.
You hate these people as much as I do, you always have.’
‘I hated them because I was told to. It wasn’t my
hate. It was my mother’s, and yours. Mostly yours . . . You’re an
evil man.’
‘Evil, am I? Because I’m a priest at war? Go home,
Kathryn, you don’t know what you’re talking about.’
‘I always thought you were evil, even when I was a
child. That’s why I was always scared of you. I grew up with this
stupid war and you know something, I don’t have a clue what it’s
all about. And the reason I don’t have a clue is because what
you’ve all been saying to me all my life doesn’t make any sense.
Not today. I think it’s only people like you keep it going because
you enjoy it. That’s why Hank isn’t here. That’s why you’re evil.’
She picked up her bag and stared into his eyes. ‘I don’t know what
it was I did today, but I have a feeling that was evil too . . . If
you don’t tell me where my husband is, right now, I’m going to find
an English police station, walk in and tell them everything that I
did and your part in it.’
‘Is that right?’ he said with a threatening look.
‘Are you sure you want to be playing those kind of games with
me?’
‘Try me,’ she said just as defiantly.
Instead of being angry, he broke into a chuckle as
he surreptitiously looked about to see if anyone was watching. He
walked around the seat row to get closer to her.
‘Ah, Kathryn, Kathryn, Kathryn. For a moment there
I was foolish enough to take on that Irish temper of yours—’
‘I’m not Irish, Father Kinsella,’ she said, cutting
him off.
‘I’m American.’ She turned to leave and he grabbed
her arm brutally.
‘Now you listen to me.’
‘Get off me,’ she shouted.
‘If you ever want to see your precious children
again—’ and then he froze. Kathryn was staring at him in utter
horror because of his threat, but Kinsella’s peripheral vision had
picked up something that shut her out of his mind as warning bells
rang in his head. Still holding Kathryn’s arm, he jerked his head
around to see a man standing, watching, a few feet away. He didn’t
know the man but he identified the eyes: they were as cold and
malevolent as his own.
Kinsella weighed him in an instant and knew it was
the enemy. In all of Kinsella’s years as a primary antagonist in
the fight against the English he had never actually confronted the
enemy himself. He had met many English, of course, and seen
soldiers and police, but never had he actually come face to face
with those who took part in the fight. He noticed a slight cut on
his cheek and knew that he had seen him before, from a distance,
that very evening, outside the MI5 headquarters. The man watching
him like a predator was undoubtedly one of their dark forces and
Kinsella had immediate respect for him if nothing else.
Kinsella let go of Kathryn’s arm, all the while
keeping his eyes on the man, and noticing a pretty girl a few feet
away watching him.
Stratton had been studying this large man in a
tweed jacket talking with Mrs Munro as he walked across the hall,
but it was not until he saw him grab her arm and utter what sounded
like a threat to her children and then turn to look at him that he
noticed the dog collar. It might not be too much of a wild guess
that this man was the priest Lawton had referred to.
‘Father Kinsella,’ Stratton said, more of a
statement than a question.
‘And who might you be?’ Kinsella asked, hostility
in his voice, an instinctive reaction since this man was obviously
a fighter like himself. He might never have faced the enemy before
but that did not mean he would not be up to the task. If anything,
years of hatred had ensured his aggression come the
opportunity.
Stratton weighed the situation.Was this American a
RIRA godfather? If so, he no doubt had a great deal to do with the
events of the last few weeks. It was times like this he asked
himself what Sumners would want him to do. He could arrest him on
suspicion under the terrorism act, but there were other games to
play.That was an aspect he enjoyed about this business. It wasn’t
always about grabbing everything in reach. In fact, it was often
quite the opposite. Stratton took a long look at the man. His
arrogance was the clue to his next move.
‘I’m here for Kathryn,’ Stratton said.
‘She’s with me and we’re catching the first flight
to the States,’ Father Kinsella said.
‘Don’t push it,’ Stratton said. ‘You can come along
too if you want. Or you can walk away, alone.’
The priest knew he had lost this fight before it
began.
But at least the man wasn’t here for him. The best
he could do was cut his losses and walk away. He eyed Stratton
coldly for a moment then looked at Kathryn.
‘You be careful, girl,’ he said, softly, hoping the
threat was hoisted aboard.
Kathryn stood firm and looked at him defiantly.
Father Kinsella could see it in her eyes and nodded. He stepped
back, took another glance at Stratton, then walked away.
‘Be seeing you,’ Stratton said, unable to resist
the parting shot, something for the man to sweat over.
The priest paused and started to turn his head to
look at Stratton, then changed his mind, clenched his jaw, and
walked on.
Kathryn turned to face Stratton as Aggy came
alongside him.
‘Hank’s going to be okay,’ Stratton said.
‘When can I see him?’ she asked.
‘Soon . . . We need to go back into London. Some
people want to talk to you.’
‘Am I under arrest?’ she said. There was no fight
left in Kathryn. She felt tired and humble but above all relieved
it was all over, the kidnapping at least. She felt guilty, even
though she did not know exactly what she had done wrong.
‘That’s not for me to say,’ Stratton said.
She nodded and picked up her bag. Perhaps her
feeling of guilt stemmed from her flirtation with the idea of
freedom from Hank. She would live with that for the rest of her
life.
Stratton indicated the exit and she walked past him
towards it. Stratton and Aggy followed.
‘If he is a RIRA godfather, why’d you let him go?’
Aggy asked, out of earshot of Kathryn.
‘The devil you know . . . This war’s gonna last a
long time. He’s not gonna get lost. I suspect she knows him pretty
well. If he did have anything to do with what went on today we’ll
have all the help we want from the Americans. He may be more useful
on the street and we can pull him in any time. Something tells me
that one will be in the fight to the bitter end.’
‘Will she be arrested?’ Aggy asked.
‘For meeting terrorists and carrying a parcel with
no idea what it contained because she thought it would get her
husband back? I doubt it. She’s the wife of a hero who risked his
life in the fight against terrorism and helped save thousands of
lives. He’ll probably be decorated by the Americans and us, and her
part in it will remain a secret.’
Aggy nodded, her thoughts turning to her own
situation. ‘And what about me?’
‘I’ve been thinking about that. You did everything
right once you knew the facts. You held it all together at one
point. They’ll want to keep the bio a secret; if it got out RIRA
will have put some points on the board. You could play hardball
with them. They’ll have no loyalty to you. The trick is to get them
to decide it would be better to keep you in the fold.’
‘I meant with you,’ she said, keeping her eyes
ahead.
For a second after her question he had wondered if
that’s what she meant. ‘I could be useful to you, but not if they
thought there was something between us.’ As soon as he said it he
wondered why he had slammed the door in her face like that. But it
was true. He could lever Sumners into batting for her. The man owed
him enough favours. Back in the detachment was the best place for
her.
Aggy lowered her head and put her hands in her
pockets. She would say no more to him. There was no point.
They followed Kathryn through the automatic doors
and out into the cold air.
‘This way,’ Aggy said to Kathryn and led her to a
waiting police car.
Stratton climbed in the back beside them, next to
Aggy. She looked away from him, out the opposite window, avoiding
him as best she could in the confined space, wondering why he
hadn’t sat the other side of Kathryn.
‘I should think they’ll let me go back to the
obvious when the paperwork on this one is all done. You lot need
looking after anyway . . . What do you think?’
Aggy never moved and continued looking out the
window. Only someone who knew her very well could tell that deep
inside she was smiling.
As the car left the kerb and headed away from the
airport, Stratton stretched his neck from side to side and rested
his head back. He’d hoped the successful end of the operation would
have given him some kind of relief from the darkness that seemed to
surround his soul, but it did not. Now that it was over he felt
nothing had changed inside. Even the decision to return to Northern
Ireland had no effect. He knew what part of the problem was. The
only time he seemed to come to life was in the heat of action. Or
perhaps that was just a distraction. But the closer he came to
death the more alive he felt. It was like a drug though; the high
lasted only as long as the fight. He thought about quitting
altogether, but civvy street was on the outside in many ways. There
was action to be had for sure, but it had to be found. Money became
a factor, and the jobs were uncertain and usually the scraps. In
the service the big ones came to you.
The East was the place to be now.That’s where the
stakes were the highest. Perhaps he would never go back to Ireland.
It would no longer cut it for him. It was a dead, or at least
dying, war, and minuscule in comparison to other troubles in the
world. The bio had been serious enough, but that card had been
played by the RIRA and was more than likely now out of their deck
for good. The crusades were always the ultimate. That fight would
last for ever. The people and the terrain were fiercer and that
made it much more interesting.
The East it was to be then. He would ask Sumners in
the morning.
He glanced at Aggy. As he had always said, it was
never meant to be.