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In traveling over the bottom in search of its
prey, the lobster walks nimbly on its delicate legs. When taken out
of the water, it can only crawl, owing to the heavy weight of the
body and the claws, which the slender legs are now unable to
sustain.
—The American Lobster: A Study of Its Habits
and Development Francis Hobart Herrick, Ph.D. 1895
THAT NIGHT, when Ruth Thomas told her father she
had been to Ellis House, he said, “I don’t care who you spend your
time with, Ruth.”
Ruth had gone looking for her father immediately
after she left Mr. Ellis. She walked down to the harbor and saw
that his boat was in, but the other fishermen said he’d long been
done for the day. She tried him at their house, but when she called
for him, there was no answer. So Ruth got on her bicycle and rode
over to the Addams brothers’ house to see whether he was visiting
Angus for a drink. And so he was.
The two men were sitting on the porch, leaning back
in folding chairs, holding beers. Senator Simon’s dog, Cookie, was
lying on Angus’s feet, panting. It was late dusk, and the air was
shimmering and gold. Bats flew low and fast above. Ruth dropped her
bicycle in the yard and stepped up on the porch.
“Hey, Dad.”
“Hey, sugar.”
“Hey, Mr. Addams.”
“Hey, Ruth.”
“How’s the lobster business?”
“Great, great,” Angus said. “I’m saving up for a
gun to blow my fucking head off.”
Angus Addams, quite the opposite of his twin
brother, was getting leaner as he grew older. His skin was damaged
from the years spent in the middle of all kinds of bad weather. He
squinted, as if looking into a field of sun. He was going deaf
after a lifetime spent too near loud boat engines, and he spoke
loudly. He hated almost everyone on Fort Niles, and there was no
shutting him up when he felt like explaining, in careful detail,
why.
Most of the islanders were afraid of Angus Addams.
Ruth’s father liked him. When Ruth’s father was a boy, he’d worked
as a sternman for Angus and had been a smart, strong, ambitious
apprentice. Now, of course, Ruth’s father had his own boat, and the
two men dominated the lobster industry of Fort Niles. Greedy Number
One and Greedy Number Two. They fished in all weather, with no
limits on their catch, with no mercy for their fellows. The boys on
the island who worked as sternmen for Angus Addams and for Stan
Thomas usually quit after a few weeks, unable to take the pace.
Other fishermen—harder drinking, fatter, lazier, stupider fishermen
(in Ruth’s father’s opinion)—made easier bosses.
As for Ruth’s father, he was still the handsomest
man on Fort Niles Island. He had never remarried after Ruth’s
mother left, but Ruth knew he had liaisons. She had some ideas
about who his partners were, but he never spoke about them to her,
and she preferred not to think about them too much. Her father was
not tall, but he had wide shoulders and thin hips. “No fanny at
all,” he liked to say. He weighed the same at forty-five as he had
at twenty-five. He was fastidiously neat about his clothing, and he
shaved every day. He went to Mrs. Pommeroy once every two weeks for
a haircut. Ruth suspected that something may have been going on
between her father and Mrs. Pommeroy, but she hated the thought of
it so much that she never pursued it. Ruth’s father’s hair was
dark, dark brown, and his eyes were almost green. He had a
mustache.
Ruth, at eighteen, thought her father was a fine
enough person. She knew he had a reputation as a cheapskate and a
lobster hustler, but she also knew that this reputation had grown
fertile in the minds of island men who commonly spent the money
from a week’s catch on one night in a bar. These were men who saw
frugality as arrogant and offensive. These were men who were not
her father’s equal, and they knew it and resented it. Ruth also
knew that her father’s best friend was a bully and a bigot, but she
had always liked Angus Addams, anyway. She did not find him to be a
hypocrite, in any case, which put him above many people.
For the most part, Ruth got along with her father.
She got along with him best when they weren’t working together or
when he wasn’t trying to teach her something, like how to drive a
car or mend rope or navigate by a compass. In such situations,
there was bound to be yelling. It wasn’t so much the yelling that
Ruth minded. What she didn’t like was when her father got quiet on
her. He got real quiet, typically, on any subject having to do with
Ruth’s mother. She thought he was a coward about it. His quietness
sometimes disgusted her.
“You want a beer?” Angus Addams asked Ruth.
“No, thank you.”
“Good,” Angus said. “Makes you fat as all goddamn
hell.”
“It hasn’t made you fat, Mr. Addams.”
“That’s because I work.”
“Ruth can work, too,” Stan Thomas said of his
daughter. “She’s got an idea to work on a lobster boat this
summer.”
“The two of you been saying that for damn near a
month now. Summer’s almost over.”
“You want to take her on as a sternman?”
“You take her, Stan.”
“We’d kill each other,” Ruth’s father said. “You
take her.”
Angus Addams shook his head. “I’ll tell you the
truth,” he said. “I don’t like to fish with anyone if I can help
it. Used to be, we fished alone. Better that way. No
sharing.”
“I know you hate sharing,” Ruth said.
“I fucking do hate sharing, missy. And I’ll tell
you why. In 1936, I only made three hundred and fifty dollars the
entire goddamn year, and I fished my balls off. I had close to
three hundred dollars in expenses. That left me fifty to live on
the whole winter. And I had to take care of my goddamn brother. So,
no, I ain’t sharing if I can help it.”
“Come on, Angus. Give Ruth a job. She’s strong,”
Stan said. “Come on over here, Ruth. Roll up your sleeves, baby.
Show us how strong you are.”
Ruth went over and obediently flexed her right
arm.
“She’s got her crusher claw here,” her father said,
squeezing her muscle. Then Ruth flexed her left arm, and he
squeezed that one, saying, “And she’s got her pincher claw
here!”
Angus said, “Oh, for fuck’s sake.”
“Is your brother here?” Ruth asked Angus.
“He went over to the Pommeroy house,” Angus said.
“He’s all goddamn worried about that goddamn snot-ass kid.”
“He’s worried about Webster?”
“He should just goddamn adopt the little
bastard.”
“So the Senator left Cookie with you, did he?” Ruth
asked.
Angus growled again and gave the dog a shove with
his foot. Cookie woke up and looked around patiently.
“At least the dog’s in loving hands,” Ruth’s father
said, grinning. “At least Simon left his dog with someone who’ll
take good care of it.”
“Tender loving care,” Ruth added.
“I hate this goddamn dog,” Angus said.
“Really?” Ruth asked, wide-eyed. “Is that so? I
didn’t know that. Did you know that, Dad?”
“I never heard anything about that, Ruth.”
“I hate this goddamn dog,” Angus said. “And the
fact that I have to feed it corrodes my soul.”
Ruth and her father started laughing.
“I hate this goddamn dog,” Angus said, and his
voice rose as he recited his problems with Cookie. “The dog’s got a
goddamn ear infection, and I have to buy it some goddamn drops, and
I have to hold the dog twice a day while Simon puts the drops in. I
have to buy the goddamn drops when I’d rather see the
goddamn dog go deaf. It drinks out of the toilet. It throws up
every goddamn day, and it has never once in its entire life had a
solid stool.”
“Anything else bothering you?” Ruth asked.
“Simon wants me to show the dog some goddamn
affection, but that runs contrary to my instinct.”
“Which is?” Ruth asked.
“Which is to stomp on it with heavy boots.”
“You’re terrible,” Ruth’s father said, and bent
over laughing. “You’re terrible, Angus.”
Ruth went into the house and got herself a glass of
water. The kitchen of the Addams house was immaculate. Angus Addams
was a slob, but Senator Simon Addams cared for his twin brother
like a wife, and he kept the chrome shining and the icebox full.
Ruth knew for a fact that Senator Simon got up at four in the
morning every day and made Angus breakfast (biscuits, eggs, a slice
of pie) and packed sandwiches for Angus’s lunch on the lobster
boat. The other men on the island liked to tease Angus, saying they
wished they had things so good at home, and Angus Addams liked to
tell them to shut their fucking mouths and, by the way, they
shouldn’t have married such lazy fat goddamn whores in the first
place. Ruth looked out the kitchen window to the back yard, where
overalls and long underwear swayed, drying. There was a loaf of
sweetbread on the counter, so she cut herself a piece and walked
back out to the porch, eating it.
“None for me, thanks,” Angus said.
“Sorry. Did you want a piece?”
“No, but I’ll take another beer, Ruth.”
“I’ll get it on my next trip to the kitchen.”
Angus raised his eyebrows at Ruth and whistled.
“That’s how educated girls treat their friends, is it?”
“Oh, brother.”
“Is that how Ellis girls treat their
friends?”
Ruth did not reply, and her father looked down at
his feet. It became very quiet on the porch. Ruth waited to see
whether her father would remind Angus Addams that Ruth was a Thomas
girl, not an Ellis girl, but her father said nothing.
Angus set his empty beer bottle on the floor of the
porch and said, “I’ll get it my own self, I guess,” and he walked
into the house.
Ruth’s father looked up at her. “What’d you do
today, sugar?” he asked.
“We can talk about it at dinner.”
“I’m eating dinner here tonight. We can talk about
it now.”
So she said, “I saw Mr. Ellis today. You still want
to talk about it now?”
Her father said evenly, “I don’t care what you talk
about or when you talk about it.”
“Does it make you mad that I saw him?”
That’s when Angus Addams came back out, just as
Ruth’s father was saying, “I don’t care who you spend your time
with, Ruth.”
“Who the hell is she spending her time with?” Angus
asked.
“Lanford Ellis.”
“Dad. I don’t want to talk about it now.”
“Those goddamn bastards again,” Angus said.
“Ruth had a little meeting with him.”
“Dad—”
“We don’t have to keep secrets from our friends,
Ruth.”
“Fine,” Ruth said, and she tossed her father the
envelope Mr. Ellis had given her. He lifted the flap and peered at
the bills inside. He set the envelope on the arm of his
chair.
“What the hell is that?” Angus asked. “What is
that, a load of cash? Mr. Ellis give you that money, Ruth?”
“Yes. Yes, he did.”
“Well, you fucking give it back to him.”
“I don’t think it’s any of your business, Angus.
You want me to give the money back, Dad?”
“I don’t care how these people throw their money
around, Ruth,” Stan Thomas said. But he picked up the envelope
again, took out the bills, and counted them. There were fifteen
bills. Fifteen twenty-dollar bills.
“What’s the goddamn money for?” Angus asked. “What
the hell is that goddamn money for, anyhow?”
“Stay out of it, Angus,” Ruth’s father said.
“Mr. Ellis said it was fun money for me.”
“Funny money?” her father asked.
“Fun money.”
“Fun money? Fun money?”
She did not answer.
“This sure is fun so far,” her father said. “Are
you having fun, Ruth?”
Again, she did not answer.
“Those Ellis people really know how to have
fun.”
“I don’t know what it’s for, but you get your fanny
over there and give it back,” Angus said.
The three sat there with the money looming between
them.
“And another thing about that money,” Ruth
said.
Ruth’s father passed his hand over his face, just
once, as though he suddenly realized he was tired.
“Yes?”
“There’s another thing about that money. Mr. Ellis
would really like it if I used some of it to go visit Mom. My
mother.”
“Jesus Christ!” Angus Addams exploded. “Jesus
Christ, you were gone all goddamn year, Ruth! You only just goddamn
got back here, and they’re trying to send you away again!”
Ruth’s father said nothing.
“That goddamn Ellis family runs you all over the
goddamn place, telling you what to do and where to go and who to
see,” Angus continued. “You do every goddamn thing that goddamn
family tells you to do. You’re getting to be just as bad as your
goddamn mother.”
“Stay out of it, Angus!” Stan Thomas shouted.
“Would that be fine with you, Dad?” Ruth asked,
gingerly.
“Jesus Christ, Stan!” Angus sputtered. “Tell your
goddamn daughter to stay here, where she goddamn belongs.”
“First of all,” Ruth’s father said to Angus, “shut
your goddamn mouth.”
There was no second of all.
“If you don’t want me to see her, I won’t go,” Ruth
said. “If you want me to take the money back, I’ll take the money
back.”
Ruth’s father fingered the envelope. After a brief
silence, he said to his eighteen-year-old daughter, “I don’t care
who you spend your time with.”
He tossed the envelope of money back to her.
“What’s the problem with you?” Angus Addams
bellowed at his friend. “What’s the problem with all you goddamn
people?”
As for Ruth Thomas’s mother, there was certainly a
big problem with her.
The people of Fort Niles Island had always had
problems with Ruth Thomas’s mother. The biggest problem was her
ancestry. She was not like all the people on Fort Niles Island
whose families had been in place there forever. She was not like
all the people who knew exactly who their ancestors were. Ruth
Thomas’s mother was born on Fort Niles, but she wasn’t exactly
from there. Ruth Thomas’s mother was a problem because she
was the daughter of an orphan and an immigrant.
Nobody knew the orphan’s real name; nobody knew
anything at all about the immigrant. Ruth Thomas’s mother,
therefore, had a genealogy that was cauterized at both ends—two
dead ends of information. Ruth’s mother had no forefathers, no
foremothers, no recorded family traits by which to define herself.
While Ruth Thomas could trace back two centuries of her father’s
ancestors without leaving the Fort Niles Island cemetery, there was
no getting past the orphan and the immigrant who began and
completed her mother’s blunt history. Her mother, unaccounted for
as such, had always been looked at askance on Fort Niles Island.
She’d been produced by two mysteries, and there were no mysteries
in anyone else’s history. One should not simply appear on Fort
Niles with no family chronicle to account for oneself. It made
people uneasy.
Ruth Thomas’s grandmother—her mother’s mother—had
been an orphan with the uninspired, hastily invented name of Jane
Smith. In 1884, as a tiny baby, Jane Smith was left on the steps of
the Bath Naval Orphans’ Hospital. The nurses collected her and
bathed her and bestowed upon her that ordinary name, which they
decided was as good a name as any. At the time, the Bath Naval
Orphans’ Hospital was a relatively new institution. It had been
founded just after the Civil War for the benefit of children
orphaned by that war; specifically for the children of naval
officers killed in battle.
The Bath Naval Orphans’ Hospital was a rigorous and
well-organized institution, where cleanliness and exercise and
regular bowels were encouraged. It is possible that the baby who
came to be known as Jane Smith was the daughter of a sailor,
perhaps even a naval officer, but there were no clues whatsoever on
the baby to indicate this. There was no note, no telling object, no
distinctive clothing. Just a healthy enough baby, swaddled tightly
and set quietly on the orphanage steps.
In 1894, when the orphan called Jane Smith turned
ten, she was adopted by a certain gentleman by the name of Dr.
Jules Ellis. Jules Ellis was a young man, but he had already made a
good name for himself. He was the founder of the Ellis Granite
Company, of Concord, New Hampshire. Dr. Jules Ellis, it seemed,
always took his summer holidays on the Maine islands, where he had
several lucrative quarries in operation. He liked Maine. He
believed the citizens of Maine to be exceptionally hardy and
decent; therefore, when he decided it was time to adopt a child, he
sought one from a Maine orphanage. He thought that would vouchsafe
him a hearty girl.
His reason for adopting a girl was as follows. Dr.
Jules Ellis had a favorite daughter, an indulged nine-year-old
named Vera, and Vera insistently asked for a sister. She had
several brothers, but she was bored to death with them, and she
wanted a girl playmate for companionship over those long, isolated
summers on Fort Niles Island. So Dr. Jules Ellis acquired Jane
Smith as a sister for his little girl.
“This is your new twin sister,” he told Vera on her
tenth birthday.
Ten-year-old Jane was a big, shy girl. On her
adoption, she was given the name Jane Smith-Ellis, another
invention that she accepted with no more protest than she had shown
the first time she was christened. Mr. Jules Ellis had put a great
red bow on the girl’s head the day he presented her to his
daughter. Photographs were taken on that day; in them, the bow
looks absurd on the big girl in the orphanage dress. The bow looks
like an insult.
From that time forward, Jane Smith-Ellis
accompanied Vera Ellis everywhere. On the third Saturday of every
June, the girls traveled to Fort Niles Island, and on the second
Saturday of every September, Jane Smith-Ellis accompanied Vera
Ellis back to the Ellis mansion in Concord.
There is no reason to imagine that Ruth Thomas’s
grandmother was ever considered for a moment to be the actual
sister of Miss Vera Ellis. Although adoption made the girls
legal siblings, the thought that they deserved equal respect in the
Ellis household would have been farcical. Vera Ellis did not love
Jane Smith-Ellis as a sister, but she fully relied on her as a
servant. Although Jane Smith-Ellis had the responsibilities of a
handmaid, she was, by law, a member of the family, and consequently
received no salary for her work.
“Your grandmother,” Ruth’s father had always said,
“was a slave to that goddamn family.”
“Your grandmother,” Ruth’s mother had always said,
“was fortunate to have been adopted by a family as generous as the
Ellises.”
Miss Vera Ellis was not a great beauty, but she had
the advantage of wealth, and she passed her days exquisitely
dressed. There are photographs of Miss Vera Ellis perfectly
outfitted for swimming, riding, skating, reading, and, as she grew
older, for dancing, driving, and marrying. These
turn-of-the-century costumes were intricate and heavy. It was Ruth
Thomas’s grandmother who kept Miss Vera Ellis tight in her buttons,
who sorted her kidskin gloves, who tended to the plumes of her
hats, who rinsed her stockings and lace. It was Ruth Thomas’s
grandmother who selected, arranged, and packed the corsets, slips,
shoes, crinolines, parasols, dressing gowns, powders, brooches,
capes, lawn dresses, and hand purses necessary for Miss Vera
Ellis’s summer sojourn on Fort Niles Island every year. It was Ruth
Thomas’s grandmother who packed Miss Vera’s accoutrements for her
return to Concord every autumn, without misplacing a single
item.
Of course, Miss Vera Ellis was likely to visit
Boston for a weekend, or the Hudson Valley during October, or
Paris, for the further refinement of her graces. And she needed to
be attended to in these circumstances as well. Ruth Thomas’s
grandmother, the orphan Jane Smith-Ellis, served well.
Jane Smith-Ellis was no beauty, either. Neither
woman was excellent to behold. In photographs, Miss Vera Ellis at
least bears a remotely interesting expression on her face—an
expression of expensive haughtiness—but Ruth’s grandmother shows
not even that. Standing behind the exquisitely bored Miss Vera
Ellis, Jane Smith-Ellis shows nothing in her face. Not smarts, not
a determined chin, not a sullen mouth. There is no spark in her,
but there is no mildness, either. Merely deep and dull
fatigue.
In the summer of 1905, Miss Vera Ellis married a
boy, from Boston, by the name of Joseph Hanson. The marriage was of
little significance, which is to say that Joseph Hanson’s family
was good enough, but the Ellises were much better, so Miss Vera
retained all power. She suffered no undue inconvenience from the
marriage. She never referred to herself as Mrs. Joseph Hanson; she
was forever known as Miss Vera Ellis. The couple lived in the
bride’s childhood home, the Ellis mansion in Concord. On the third
Saturday of every June, the couple followed the established pattern
of moving to Fort Niles Island and, on the second Saturday of every
September, moving back to Concord.
What’s more, the marriage between Miss Vera Ellis
and Joe Hanson did not in the least change Ruth’s grandmother’s
life. Jane Smith-Ellis’s duties were still clear. She was,
naturally, of service to Miss Vera on the wedding day itself. (Not
as a bridesmaid. Daughters of family friends and cousins filled
those roles. Jane was the attendant who dressed Miss Vera, managed
the dozens of pearl buttons down the back of the dress, hooked the
high wedding boots, handled the French veil.) Ruth’s grandmother
also accompanied Miss Vera on her honeymoon to Bermuda. (To collect
umbrellas at the beach, to brush sand from Miss Vera’s hair, to
arrange for the wool bathing suits to dry without fading.) And
Ruth’s grandmother stayed on with Miss Vera after the wedding and
honeymoon.
Miss Vera and Joseph Hanson had no children, but
Vera had weighty social obligations. She had all those events to
attend and appointments to keep and letters to write. Miss Vera
used to lie in bed each morning, after picking at the breakfast
Ruth’s grandmother had delivered on a tray, and dictate—in an
indulgent imitation of a person with a real job dictating to a real
employee—the responsibilities of the day.
“See if you can take care of that, Jane,” she would
say.
Every day, for years and years.
The routine would surely have continued for many
more years but for a particular event. Jane Smith-Ellis became
pregnant. In late 1925, the quiet orphan whom the Ellises had
adopted from the Bath Naval Orphans’ Hospital was pregnant. Jane
was forty-one years old. It was unthinkable. Needless to say, she
was unmarried, and no one had considered the possibility that she
might take a suitor. Nobody in the Ellis family, of course, had
thought of Jane Smith-Ellis for a moment as a woman for intimacy.
They’d never expected her to acquire a friend, no less a lover. It
was nothing they had ever given thought to. Other servants were
constantly getting entangled in all manner of idiotic situations,
but Jane was too practical and too necessary to get in trouble.
Miss Vera could not spare Jane long enough for Jane to find
trouble. And why would Jane look for trouble in the first
place?
The Ellis family, indeed, had questions about the
pregnancy. They had many questions. And demands. How had this come
to pass? Who was responsible for this disaster? But Ruth Thomas’s
grandmother, obedient though she generally was, told them nothing
except one detail.
“He is Italian,” she said.
Italian? Italian? Outrageous! What were they
to surmise? Obviously, the man responsible was one of the hundreds
of Italian immigrant workers in the Ellis Granite Company’s
quarries on Fort Niles. This was incomprehensible to the Ellis
family. How had Jane Smith-Ellis found her way to the quarries?
Even more bewildering, how had a worker found his way to
her? Had Ruth’s grandmother visited the peanut houses, where
the Italians lived, in the middle of the night? Or—horrors!—had an
Italian worker visited the Ellis House? Unthinkable. Had there been
other encounters? Perhaps years of encounters? Had there been other
lovers? Was this a lapse, or had Jane been living a perverse double
life? Was it a rape? A whim? A love affair?
The Italian quarry workers spoke no English. They
were constantly being replaced, and, even to their immediate
supervisors, they were nameless. As far as the quarry foremen were
concerned, the Italians may as well have had interchangeable heads.
Nobody thought of them as individuals. They were Catholic. They had
no social commerce with the local island population, no less with
anyone connected to the Ellis family. The Italians were largely
ignored. They were noticed, really, only when they came under
attack. The newspaper of Fort Niles Island, which folded soon after
the granite industry left, had run occasional editorials
fulminating against the Italians.
From The Fort Niles Bugle in February 1905:
“These Garibaldians constitute the poorest, the most vile,
creatures of Europe. Their children and wives are crippled and bent
by the depravities of the Italian men.”
“These Neapolitans,” reads a later editorial, “give
shocks to our children, who must pass them as they chatter and bark
frightfully on our roads.”
It was unthinkable that an Italian, a Garibaldian,
a Neapolitan, could have gained access to the Ellis household.
Still, when interrogated by the Ellis family about the father of
her child, Ruth Thomas’s grandmother would reply only, “He is
Italian.”
There was some talk of action. Dr. Jules Ellis
wanted Jane to be immediately dismissed, but his wife reminded him
that it would be difficult and a trifle rude to dismiss a woman who
was, after all, not an employee but a legal member of the
family.
“Disown her, then!” thundered Vera Ellis’s
brothers, but Vera would not hear of it. Jane had lapsed, and Vera
felt betrayed, but, still, Jane was indispensable. No, there was no
way around it: Jane must stay with the family because Vera Ellis
could not live without her. Even Vera’s brothers had to admit this
was a good point. Vera, after all, was impossible, and without the
constant tending of Jane, she would have been a murderous little
harpy. So, yes, Jane should stay.
What Vera did demand, instead of punishment for
Jane, was a measure of punishment for the Italian community on Fort
Niles. She was probably unfamiliar with the expression “lynch mob,”
but that was not far from what she had in mind. She asked her
father whether it would be too much trouble to round up some
Italians and have them beaten, or have a peanut house or two burned
down, don’t you know. But Dr. Jules Ellis wouldn’t hear of it. Dr.
Ellis was far too shrewd a businessman to interrupt work at the
quarry or injure his good laborers, so it was decided to hush up
the entire matter. It would be handled as discreetly as
possible.
Jane Smith-Ellis remained with the Ellis family
during her pregnancy, performing her chores for Miss Vera. Her baby
was born on the island in June of 1926, on the very night the Ellis
family arrived on Fort Niles for the summer. No one had considered
altering the schedule to accommodate the hugely pregnant Jane. Jane
shouldn’t have been anywhere near a boat in her condition, but Vera
had her travel out there, nine months pregnant. The baby was
practically delivered on the Fort Niles dock. And the little girl
was named Mary. She was the illegitimate daughter of an orphan and
an immigrant, and she was Ruth’s mother.
Miss Vera gave Ruth’s grandmother one week’s
respite from her duties after the difficult delivery of Mary. At
the end of the week, Vera summoned Jane and said, almost tearfully,
“I need you, darling. The baby is lovely, but I need you to help
me. I simply can’t do without you. You’ll have to tend to me
now.”
Thus Jane Smith-Ellis began her schedule of staying
up all night to care for her baby and working all day for Miss
Vera—sewing, dressing, plaiting hair, drawing baths, buttoning and
unbuttoning gown after gown. The servants of Ellis House tried to
look after the baby during the day, but they had their own chores
to attend to. Ruth’s mother, although legally and rightfully an
Ellis, spent her infancy in the servants’ quarters, pantries, and
root cellars, passed from hand to hand, quietly, as though she were
contraband. It was just as bad in the winter, when the family
returned to Concord. Vera gave Jane no relief.
In early July of 1927, when Mary was just over a
year old, Miss Vera Ellis became ill with the measles and developed
a high fever. A doctor, who was one of the family’s summer guests
on Fort Niles, treated Vera with morphine, which eased her
discomfort and caused her to sleep for long hours each day. These
hours provided Jane Smith-Ellis with the first period of rest she
had since coming to Ellis House as a child. This was her first
taste of leisure, her first reprieve from duty.
And so, one afternoon, while Miss Vera and baby
Mary were both sleeping, Ruth’s grandmother strolled down the steep
cliff path on the eastern shore of the island. Was this her first
outing? The first free hours of her life? Probably. She carried her
knitting with her, in a black bag. It was a lovely clear day, and
the ocean was calm. Down at the shore, Jane Smith-Ellis climbed up
on a large rock jutting into the sea, and there she perched,
quietly knitting. The waves rose and fell evenly and mildly far
below her. Gulls circled. She was alone. She continued to knit. The
sun shone.
Back at Ellis House, after several hours, Miss Vera
awoke and rang her bell. She was thirsty. A housemaid came to her
room with a tumbler of water, but Miss Vera would not have
it.
“I want Jane,” she said. “You are a darling,
but I want my sister Jane. Will you summon her? Wherever could she
be?”
The housemaid passed the request to the butler. The
butler sent for a young assistant gardener and told him to fetch
Jane Smith-Ellis. The young gardener walked along the cliffs until
he saw Jane, sitting below on her rock, knitting.
“Miss Jane!” he shouted down, and waved.
She looked up and waved back.
“Miss Jane!” he shouted. “Miss Vera wants
you!”
She nodded and smiled. And then, as the young
gardener later testified, a great and silent wave rose from the sea
and completely covered the enormous rock on which Jane Smith-Ellis
was perched. When the gigantic wave receded, she was gone. The tide
resumed its easy motion, and there was no sign of Jane. The
gardener called for the other servants, who rushed down the cliff
path to search for her, but they found not so much as a shoe. She
was gone. She had simply been removed by the sea.
“Nonsense,” Miss Vera Ellis declared when she was
told that Jane had vanished. “Of course she has not vanished. Go
and find her. Now. Find her.”
The servants searched and the citizens of Fort
Niles Island searched, but nobody found Jane Smith-Ellis. For days,
the search parties scoured the shores, but no trace was
discovered.
“Find her,” Miss Vera continued to command. “I need
her. No one else can help me.”
And so she continued for weeks, until her father,
Dr. Jules Ellis, came to her room with all four of her brothers and
carefully explained the circumstances.
“I’m very sorry, my dear,” Dr. Ellis said to his
only natural-born daughter. “I’m sorry indeed, but Jane is gone. It
is pointless for anyone to search further.”
Miss Vera set her face in a stubborn scowl. “At the
very least, can’t someone find her body? Can’t someone
dredge for it?”
Miss Vera’s youngest brother scoffed. “One cannot
dredge the sea, Vera, as though it were a
fishpond.”
“We shall postpone the funeral service as long as
we can,” Dr. Ellis assured his daughter. “Perhaps Jane’s body will
emerge in time. But you must stop telling the servants to find
Jane. It’s a waste of their time, and the household must be
tended.”
“You see,” explained Vera’s eldest brother,
Lanford, “they will not find her. Nobody will ever find
Jane.”
The Ellis family held off on a funeral service for
Jane Smith-Ellis until the first week of September. Then, because
they had to return to Concord within a few days, they could delay
the event no further. There was no talk of waiting until they
returned to Concord, where they could put a marker on the family
plot; there was no place for Jane there. Fort Niles seemed to be as
good a place as any for Jane’s funeral. With no corpse to bury,
Ruth’s grandmother’s funeral was more a memorial service than a
funeral. Such a service is not uncommon on an island, where
drowning victims often are not recovered. A stone was placed in the
Fort Niles cemetery, carved from Fort Niles black granite. It read:
JANE SMITH-ELLIS
? 1884-JULY 10, 1927
SORELY MISSED
? 1884-JULY 10, 1927
SORELY MISSED
Miss Vera resignedly attended the service. She did
not yet accept that Jane had abandoned her. She was, in fact,
rather angry. At the end of the service, Miss Vera asked some of
the servants to bring Jane’s baby to her. Mary was just over a year
old. She would grow up to be Ruth Thomas’s mother, but at this time
she was a tiny little girl. Miss Vera took Mary Smith-Ellis in her
arms and rocked her. She smiled down at the child and said, “Well,
little Mary. We shall now turn our attention to you.”