TWENTY-ONE

EZREN’S heart leapt in his throat as joy and no
small amount of astonishment washed through him. He took a
deliberate breath, lifted the edge of his tent, and felt the cool,
misting night on his chest.
The cat grumbled. Its yellow eyes flashed, and it
rose and headed out into the night. Ezren looked around, peering
through the shadows. He’d stripped down to trous for sleeping, so
he’d no worries there. But there was no need for everyone in camp
to see him going to Bethral’s tent. This was a private
matter.
Harsh whispers broke the silence. It was Lander and
Ouse, by the sound of it, arguing about something, their voices
faint but urgent.
The darkness was almost complete. Ezren left the
shelter of his tent. With a few steps he moved to Bethral’s tent.
The grass was cold under his feet, but the chill in the air felt
good on his fevered skin. The alders rustled around him, promising
rain soon.
A rustle of leather, and the top of her tent
lifted. Warm air escaped, carrying a wisp of her scent.
A flash of lightning through the sky, and he caught
a glimpse of her long legs and hopeful face in an instant.
He slid in through the opening of the tent, and
eased down to stretch out beside her. She lowered the top of the
tent slowly, her breast brushing his shoulder. Ezren shuddered with
the effort of controlling his body. She settled down, and he
pressed close to her.
Bethral shivered. “I—”
“No,” he whispered. “Let me show you how I
feel.”
He felt her barest of nods. With trembling fingers,
he reached out and pressed his hand to her cheek. She sighed, and
turned her head to kiss his palm.
The darkness was complete now, but he did not need
to see. His thumb brushed over her soft lips, then he traced her
brows with his fingertips. When his fingers stroked the soft skin
behind her ear, she shivered again.
“Ezren.” It was a sigh, and he felt her joy and
surprise.
He ran his fingers through her hair, along its
entire silken length, working it from under their bodies. The long
strands slid through his fingers. Pulling her closer, he nuzzled
her, breathing in her warm scent.
He slid his free hand down her side, feeling the
cloth of her tunic and then the softness of her thigh. He chuckled
as he realized she wore nothing but the tunic, and started his hand
back up, letting the cloth bunch as he slid his hand over the swell
of her buttocks and up her spine.
Bethral arched against him with a breathless moan,
and helped as he worked the tunic up and over her head. His hands
were free to roam now, caressing her soft skin.
“Ezren,” she whispered, but he covered her mouth
with his own, and kissed her. He had a thought to curse the
darkness, but there was no need to see. Her breasts filled his
hands, her nipples taut buds against his palm.
He could not resist the soft skin under her breast,
and moved his mouth down to follow that curve, teasing her nipples
with his forefinger and thumb.
She moaned, and reached for his trous, but he
stopped her questing hands. “Not yet,” he whispered against her
skin.
He trailed a line of kisses up and back to her
shoulder, grazing her collarbone lightly with his teeth. She drew a
shuddering breath, bringing her hand up and winding it in his hair.
He followed the course of her collarbone to the other shoulder,
enjoying the taste of her skin and her soft urgings. He brought his
hands to rest on her sides, avoiding her breasts deliberately now,
just letting his thumb stroke the sides.
She moved, trying to urge him on.
Ezren chuckled, and bit at her neck, kissing the
soft skin until he found his way back to her mouth. He claimed her
mouth hard, and groaned into her lips as they parted beneath his.
Ezren was grateful for his trous, or this would be over before it
began, and he wanted this exploration to last.
The kisses were long, slow, and sweet. He was lost
in her as she filled his senses. He didn’t need any light to see
her beauty. It was readily apparent in the warmth of her body and
the gentleness of her touch. And she responded to him, to his
hands, to his body, and that filled him with a sense of awe.
It was only when Bethrall grabbed his hand, and
tried to bring it down to the core of her heat, that he came to his
senses. He murmured in her ear, keeping his voice soft. “There’s no
rush, Angel.”
“Ezren.” Her voice was in his ear, filled with
yearning. “We may not have tomorrow.”
Lord of Light, there was more truth to that then he
wanted to think about. Ezren kissed her hard, and let her guide his
hand within her wet folds.
One touch and she exploded against him, bringing
her leg up over his, crying out something he didn’t recognize but
understood completely. He claimed her mouth again, stifling her
cries, and stroked her hard. No more than that, and she was
shuddering against him, taking deep gasps of air.
She melted down, her entire body relaxing beside
him. He covered her face in kisses as her breathing returned to
normal, enjoying the salty taste of her skin.
The rain started then, with a pounding of thunder.
Rain poured down on the top of their small tent, but they stayed
warm and dry.
Ezren thought he could stay like this for hours,
listening to Bethral’s soft sighs, feeling her body against his.
His body ached, but that could wait. They had . . . well, they had
this night. And truly, the Lord of Light and Lady of Laughter never
promised more than that, now did they?
“Ezren,” Bethral murmured, rousing slightly.
“Angel,” he whispered.
“I could wish the rain never ends,” she said, her
voice growing stronger. Her fingers found his lips, and traced them
lightly before she kissed him.
Ezren nodded, pulling her in close as they lay in
the soft darkness of the tent. The rain continued for a while, as
he listened to Bethral breathe.
Finally, she stirred in his arms. “My turn.”
She pushed Ezren to lie flat on the blankets as she
explored his chest, circling his nipples first with fingers, then
her tongue.
He tensed slightly as she touched one of the scars
on his chest. Her hand paused, then slowly traced it up over his
collarbone and over his shoulder.
“Bethral.” Ezren lifted his head, starting to
apologize, but her fingers pressed on his lips as she pressed her
mouth to his scar. Tracing it with open-mouth kisses, teasing his
hot skin with her moist tongue. Groaning, he fell back, letting her
do as she wished.
Bethral followed the scar along its length, past
his nipples, down toward his navel. Ezren shifted as he hardened,
his trous putting additional pressure on his sensitive skin.
Bethral shifted, careful to stay low, keeping the
tent closed. She was above him now, her hair moving over his chest,
the tips lightly brushing already sensitive skin. Her hands fumbled
at his trous, to undo the bindings. Her struggles pressed his
crotch, and the touch seared him through the cloth. His turn to
gasp, then, as his body responded.
She almost had him free when his mind cleared for
just a moment. He caught her hands in his, his breathing unsteady,
his voice rough.
“Bethral,” he gasped out, trying to think. “Your
cycles. Is it safe?”
She tried to pull her hands free, then froze. For a
moment, all he heard was their harsh breathing.
“No,” she admitted. “I never thought . . . it
didn’t occur to me.”
Ezren groaned.
“We don’t have to . . .” Bethral said as he eased
her over on to her side. “I could—”
Before he could really think about what he was
doing, Ezren rolled out of the tent and into the cold rain, gasping
as it hit his fevered skin.
“Ezren!” Bethral’s voice came from the depths of
the tent. He couldn’t see in the darkness, but it sounded like she
was peering out at him. “You didn’t need to do that!”
“Oh, yes, I did,” he muttered, rising to his knees.
He pulled out the top of his trous and let the icy water flow down
and kill his erection. “Trust me, I did.”
“I am so sorry,” Bethral said. “I never hoped that
you . . . that we . . .”
Sane now, Ezren knelt and reached out, fumbling for
her hand. “I know.”
She tugged, trying to draw him back inside. “I
could have returned the favor, you know. You didn’t have to douse
yourself.”
Ezren sighed. “I don’t think anything else would
have stopped me. I want you so damn bad.” He took a deep breath,
released her hand, and stood. The rain had soaked him, and he
pushed his wet hair back from his face. “But I will not risk you,
and I will not bring a child into this. Not here. Not now. But in
other circumstances—” he paused. “But I am presuming. I do not know
how you feel about—”
“I’d love to bear your children,” Bethral
whispered. “I want to build a life with you, a hearth and home
filled with joy and stories.”
“Lord of Light,” Ezren groaned. “I am going back to
my tent. Now.”
“It’s pouring,” Bethral said. “Crawl back in here.
We can sleep warm and—”
“No,” Ezren growled. “You are too great a
temptation, Angel.”
“Really?” Bethral sounded quite pleased.
“Really,” Ezren said. Before he could change his
mind, he stepped away, feeling for his own tent in the darkness.
Two steps and he found it, and slid inside. With a sigh, he
stripped down, and used one of the blankets to get himself as dry
as possible. The gurtle fur blankets started to warm around him,
and he settled down, resigned and alone.
“All’s well?” Bethral’s whisper came to him.
“Better than well,” Ezren said with a smile.
“And this isn’t a dream?” Bethral said, her voice
sounding tentative, and a bit fearful.
“No,” Ezren said. “Sleep, Angel. In the morning,
you will see the truth of it in my eyes. I promise.”
GILLA was already asleep when a cold nose pushed
into her ear. She jerked her head up to find the cat trying to
enter her tent.
“I thought you were sleeping with the Storyteller,”
she grumbled as she shifted so that it had enough room.
The cat made its own grumbling noises, kneaded her
blankets, and curled into a tight ball beside her.
Gilla got comfortable and was starting to drift off
when her eyes snapped open. If the cat was here . . . that must
mean. . . .
She closed her eyes and let sleep take her, a
satisfied smile on her face.
BETHRAL woke to the sound of the rain and the
smell of kavage brewing.
The rest of the camp was up and stirring. She’d
overslept, which was rare for her. She yawned and stretched out her
legs as far as she could within the tent. She felt good, warm, and
relaxed, and—
Memory flooded back of the dark night and whispers
in the night. Sweet kisses and his touch. Was it true? Had she
dreamed it?
She was suddenly afraid. Afraid to learn the
truth.
Only one way to know. Bethral dressed in the tent
as best she could, pulling on her gambeson and reaching out to pull
her armor inside. Somehow she felt in need of its protection. The
day was cold and wet, and the rain dripped from the leaves of the
alders as she emerged from the tent. They’d rigged a shelter by the
fire with cloaks draped from the alders. Chell was cooking
something on a low bed of coals, and the others had gathered to
eat. Ezren was kneeling by the fire, filling a mug. Tenna said
something to him, and he rose and turned as Bethral came up to the
fire.
“Kavage?” Ezren asked.
Bethral met his gaze, looking for . . .
His green eyes were warm and steady, filled with
something she’d never thought to see in this life. Confidence
surged within her, and she knew that Ezren Storyteller loved
her.
She returned his gaze, trying to put her heart in
her eyes as she reached for the mug. The corners of his eyes
crinkled, the confidence growing within him as well. “Thank you,”
she said, letting her fingers caress his in passing. Her skin
tingled at his touch.
Chell started to hand out fried meat on pieces of
flat bread. Ouse poured out kavage. Everyone ate either standing or
kneeling by the fire, as if it was a perfectly normal day.
The meat tasted wonderful, but Bethral was certain
that part of that was her quiet joy. The world seemed lighter,
somehow. The kavage was hot and strong, and she savored it. Ezren
was enjoying his meal as well, or so it appeared. He darted a few
glances at Bethral, who looked away, trying not to blush. Which let
her catch Gilla and Chell exchanging pointed glances. El and Cosana
were in on the secret, too, whatever it was. They all were.
“Well?” Bethral asked. “Something?”
They all looked at her, and then at each other.
Finally Gilla puffed out a breath, clearly annoyed with the others.
“There is a matter, Warlord . . .” Gilla’s voice trailed off.
Bethral raised an eyebrow.
“I would ask for your token,” Gilla finally
said.
Bethral reached for the kavage. “My token is in my
tent. Let us take that as a given.”
Gilla’s eyes went wide. “There is no need for
tokens between us?”
“No need, Gilla,” Ezren said warmly.
The others were all staring, then smiling, clearly
pleased.
Gilla nodded to both of them, and her face grew
serious. She reached toward one of the sacks by the cooking
supplies, and pulled out two small leather pouches. “You’ll want to
add this to your kavage.”
“Just two pinches, every morning.” Arbon added, as
he started to eat. “Don’t forget.”
“What is it?” Ezren asked, but Bethral had a fair
idea already. She opened the pouch to look at the dried
leaves.
“Foalsbane,” El said calmly. “It will start to work
around sundown, if you take it now.”
Bethral started to laugh as Ezren sputtered.
“The cat slept with me last night,” Gilla said. “So
we assumed that you were both sharing. . . .”
“And if you share, you have to be protected,”
Lander said. “All warriors take precautions when on
campaign.”
“Wait.” Ezren managed to get his breath. “Don’t you
mean just the women?”
“No,” Ouse said. “Men and women.”
Cosana gave Ezren a puzzled look. “You know it
takes two to make a baby, right? A man and a woman?”
Bethral choked on her kavage.
“Yes,” Ezren replied, giving her an exasperated
look. “I do know that.”
“So both take precautions,” El pointed out.
“Especially on campaign. The penalties for getting pregnant while
on campaign are severe, and the warlords are harsh.”
“The theas are even harsher,” Ouse added. “Better
that both take responsibility, rather than risk their wrath.”
“In the cities, don’t they protect themselves?”
Tenna asked.
Bethral arched an eyebrow at Ezren. She couldn’t
wait to hear his explanation of certain forms of protection. The
one with dried sheep intestines came to mind.
But Ezren Storyteller wasn’t stupid. “We do,” he
said and left it at that. “Will it rain all day?” he said as he
added the leaves to his kavage. Then he turned to Bethral and gave
her a smile, his green eyes sparkling. Without a word, he held out
the pouch.
Bethral extended her mug. Ezren let two pinches
rain down into her mug with exaggerated gestures.
The young warriors all grinned, darting pleased
glances at one another. “It will rain,” Arbon said. “It may not
rain this hard all day, but there’s no wind. The clouds aren’t
moving, and the herd is settled down around us.”
“Our horses could use a rest,” Tenna added. “And
I’ve a bridle that needs stitching.”
Lander looked around at the alders. “Be nice if we
can set some snares, and maybe find more ogdan roots to gather. If
we can keep the fire going, we can bake them in the coals.”
“I can keep the fire going,” Ouse offered. “I need
to sharpen my blade.”
“I’ve a tunic needs mending,” Chell added.
“Enough,” Bethral said. “We will spend the day
here. No sense trying to travel in this weather, and the tents are
sheltered well enough under the alders.” She took a sip of her
kavage. The leaves didn’t seem to affect the taste. “Chell, I’ve
needle and thread if you wish to sew up that tunic.”
“A metal needle?” Chell’s eyes gleamed. “I’ve only
bone. Thank you, Warlord.”
“We could set a watch at the edge of the alders,”
Arbon said. “At least until the rains start again.”
Bethral nodded. “I think so. It pays to be careful,
even in this weather. We can choose our times after we eat.”
“After we eat and talk,” Ezren said firmly. “It is
time you all knew everything we know. This is not just about our
leaving the Plains.”
“We’ve pieced together some of it, Storyteller,”
Lander said. “We know you throw fire, and that the warrior-priests
tried to kill you.”
Ezren nodded. “But I want you to know everything we
know. That’s only right. It seems to me that for too long the
warrior-priests have used secrecy and mystery to hold power. No
more secrets, not for us.”
It didn’t take as long as Bethral had thought it
would, even though Ezren started with the moment he encountered the
magic by the swamp near the border of Athelbryght. The warriors’
eyes went wide as he described being killed, then awakening to an
explosion of power.
He explained how they had arrived on the Plains,
and what had happened when the warrior-priests had appeared. Then
the talk with Wild Winds, almost word for word. His audience
remained silent and still, hanging on every word.
“There’s one more thing you need to know,” Ezren
said quietly. “I can feel an odd sort of pressure, a kind of urge,
that I need to turn around and head back to the north and west. As
if I’ve left something behind me, and I need to turn back and get
it.” He looked into his kavage mug. “I fear that pressure is the
magic building up in my body.”
“It is,” Ouse said softly. “I can see it.”