At the convent the immiment threat of Piven and Stracker’s Greens overrode all the individual hostilities between the group now trapped behind its walls. A vague truce had laid itself softly around its visitors and Elka took a moment’s pause to reflect with wonder how quickly sworn enemies had become allies. If they survived this new and terrible danger, there was potential for genuine healing. Even now she shook her head in a private but happy bewilderment to see Gavriel, Loethar, Kilt and Corbel talking animatedly without sneers on their faces.
She noticed with a pang of something that felt like sorrow that Gavriel was deferring to Loethar, nodding as her lover’s natural leadership skills were coming to the fore. Kilt, she saw, had plenty to say too—he was a leader in his own right, used to having his orders followed.
Her heart soared. If this could happen there was hope for the empire, for former royalists finding a new way to live alongside the imperialists. Of course, it remained unclear who would lead this new imaginary union.
Her thoughts were interrupted as she heard Loethar call her name. She looked up and walked over to where the men had clustered. “Sorry, I was lost in my thoughts.”
Loethar smiled. She knew that smile. It came rarely but he saved it for her. “Gavriel thinks we still have time to get the nuns out of here and away into the mountains.”
She nodded. “Wise. But they would need to leave now.”
“You’re sure they could survive?”
Elka shrugged. “At most they’d have to spend a couple of nights in the elements. Whichever way we look at this I doubt very much our enemies are planning a siege. They’re not going to hold off taking this place by force.”
“Exactly,” Kilt said. “We have to get the women out of here.”
Elka blinked. “Well, not all the women but certainly the vulnerable ones. I, for instance don’t—” She stopped and stared as the men exchanged awkward looks. “What?” she asked. “What?” she said more firmly, looking between Gavriel and Loethar. “Oh no,” she added, finally grasping what had been decided without her permission.
“You are best placed, Elka. You know these mountains better than any.”
“Not better than Gavriel!” she snapped. “And don’t you dare add that it’s also because I’m a woman.”
“I definitely wouldn’t dare,” Kilt recommended to Loethar. “This woman is very scary.”
She threw the outlaw a special glare. “You’ll keep for another time, Faris.”
“Elka, we can rely on you to get them out safely,” Gavriel tried. “We’re not trying to get you away to safety with the other women. We really do need someone we can trust, someone who can confront trouble if it raises its head and above all someone who knows how to survive out there for as long as it takes.”
“Besides,” Loethar added. “Of all of us here, it’s you whom the Abbess trusts. She would entrust the lives of her nuns to you.”
Elka gave a low growl of anguish.
“They must go immediately,” Gavriel urged. “Come on, Elka, I’ll help you round them up.”
“Er . . . Elka, may I speak with you first?” Loethar said. “It will take only a moment.”
He led her away from the others. She could feel Gavriel’s gaze following them like a dagger, desperately wanting to plunge into Loethar’s back.
“I wish you wouldn’t make it quite so obvious,” she said. “I don’t want to hurt Gavriel any more than—”
“This is not about us or de Vis,” he assured. And she noticed he suddenly looked uncertain.
“What is it?” she said, frowning.
“My wife,” he began.
All the warmth in her belly fled, instantly replaced by her own jealous monster. She hated that he had a wife to come between them. Aware of the men watching them, she took a step away from him when he tried to take her hand. “No. Listen, don’t touch me. Don’t touch me again. In fact, thank you for reminding me that you are married. Perhaps my leaving with the nuns is the right thing for both of us. I won’t come back from the mountains.”
He sighed. “Then I will have to come and find you.”
“Stop it,” she warned. “Don’t speak as if you are in a position to be with me.”
His eyes met hers and they were soft and so filled with affection she actually hated him. She knew there would never be another man for her, and she hated that he would leave her alone forever.
“I am with you,” he said calmly. “I never wish to see the woman I married for convenience ever again.”
Elka blinked. “So what is . . . ?” she trailed off, unsure of what he meant.
“This is really not the time and place for this conversation but you need to know that I never once loved or spoke of love to or used the word love in connection with Valya. One day when there is time I will explain everything to you but for now you must search your heart and trust that I do not lie to you. I despise Valya . . . I think I always have.”
She couldn’t help but soften toward him.
“But what I was trying to say,” he began—and again Elka’s traitorous heart chilled—“is that Valya is still here. She was incarcerated by me when I realized she was responsible for my mother’s death. She’s been permitted to live because I can’t prove it.”
Elka stared at him, lost for words.
“She knows nothing about us. And she need never know but she is going to be among the women who leave with you. I preferred you to hear that from me rather than the Abbess or even Valya herself.”
“I see,” was all she could murmur. She noticed Gavriel peel away from the group and knew he was heading off to round up the nuns.
“You have my permission to treat Valya in whichever way she needs to be treated. She is not special. She is a prisoner of the state and should be treated as such.”
She nodded. “Then I will have as little to do with her as I can.”
“Good. Now I do have to speak with her and I thought you should know that too so you would not get any strange ideas about why.”
“Why must you?” she said, her voice hard.
“To tell her that our marriage will be denounced at the earliest opportunity. Before I left the palace, after my mother’s murder, I never got a chance to tell her that she and I would be divorced.”
Elka felt a blush creeping up her neck. “Right. Fair enough,” she said matter of factly. “Then I will help Gavriel gather up the women. We will be gone very shortly.”
He squeezed her hand. “You be careful. And, Elka?”
“Yes?”
“Don’t you dare double back for any reason at all. Do you hear me? We all have our roles to play in this. I am safe, you know you don’t have to worry about me. But you have no such protection and I cannot protect you over distance, so promise me that when you leave here, you leave for good. When it’s safe to return will we find you and the nuns.”
She nodded. “You’d better go talk to your wife.”
As Elka, Gavriel and the Abbess gathered up all the women with cautions to take only warm clothing and some food, Loethar, with Roddy at his side, followed Barro to where Valya was being held. Barro had told him about Valya’s attempt on the princess’s life and Loethar had grimly remembered that Valya’s resourcefulness and passion never failed to astonish him. If only she could channel those talents for the good. But Valya’s heart was dark, her soul black—he was sure of it.
“I’ll wait outside,” Barro suggested. “Be warned, she’s like a snarling cat.”
“Nothing I haven’t witnessed before,” he lamented and Barro threw him an uncharacteristic look of sympathy.
Loethar watched him undo the lock and then he opened the door and stepped inside the chamber. She had been dozing, he could tell, but she was instantly alert, casting away any stupor of slumber as fast as one could shrug off a coat.
“You!” she accused. “That was fast. I suppose the Mother just snaps her fingers and you are all but magicked out of thin air. I don’t suppose you’re here to reinstate me.”
“Hello, Valya, how are you?” he said brightly.
It was as though his sarcastic tone tipped her over the edge—she launched herself at him, a sharp piece of metal in her hand. He didn’t have time to imagine where she’d got it or what precisely it was but he did have a flashing moment to understand that she intended to plunge it into his throat. Instinctively he raised his arms but he needn’t have. Valya bounced harmlessly off the guardian of air that Roddy had presumably thrown around Loethar the moment they entered the room.
She found herself on her backside, still clutching what Loethar could now see was a crudely sharpened spoon, staring at it as though she’d forgotten what it was.
Loethar threw a look of gratitude at Roddy, who shrugged a grin. “Let me help you up,” Loethar said to Valya, not quite masking his sarcasm as he offered her a hand.
She smacked it away. “What just happened?”
“I think you tried to kill yet again. This is quite a problem for you, isn’t it? But you picked on the wrong person this time.”
Valya struggled to her feet. Her face was a riot of perplexity. She’d bitten her lip in her fall and blood oozed in a tiny trickle from the swollen area. Her complexion was uncharacteristically white with high spots of red rage at the top of her cheeks to match the blood at her mouth.
“Explain to me how this is not stuck in your throat,” she demanded.
“Well, Valya, I’m sure you’ve heard of the Valisar magic. I’ve talked about it often enough.”
“The aegis magic. So you’ve finally eaten a Valisar, have you? And by some miracle you’ve acquired their magic!” she taunted.
“No, Valya. There’s something I’ve been holding back from you all along. And while this is perhaps not the ideal time, there will never be a more important moment for you to understand who exactly I am.”
She stared at him with an expression of deep incredulity. “Who exactly you are?” she repeated. “I know who you are!”
“You don’t. You see, you actually did get your wish. You married a Valisar.”
Now her expression clouded with all manner of emotion. He watched despair clash with rage and bump against horror, all while understanding began to smooth its way across her face. “You’re a Valisar?” she finally uttered.
He nodded gravely before glancing toward Roddy. “By the way, Roddy here is my aegis. You cannot hurt me so you might as well put down your strange weapon.”
Her gaze slid to Roddy. “Your aegis?”
“I am now magically protected.” He shrugged and couldn’t hide a smug smile for her benefit alone.
“Who is your father?”
“Darros. I’m his firstborn son. He slept with my mother during a trading mission that he was promoting into the Steppes.”
She laughed helplessly; it sounded half sob, half genuine amusement. “Darros,” she repeated, almost as a whisper. “It was revenge all along,” she continued, as more and more made sense to her. “Your entire plan to conquer the Set . . . it was revenge for being denied your birthright.”
He once again appreciated her agile mind and wished she had set out to put it to good use.
“Yes.”
“Stracker has—?”
“No idea of the truth.”
She laughed again. “Priceless.”
“That’s why I’m here to see you. Stracker is here too; his Greens are marching in force as we speak. I suspect we have the equivalent of a bell before they arrive at the gates of the convent. I’m giving you a choice. You can either use the escape we are providing for all the nuns into the mountains, led by an experienced guide, or you can take your chances with Stracker. Either way now, Valya, after your attempt on the princess, I wash my hands of you. If you go with the nuns you will remain a prisoner of the empire. What happens to you if you go to Stracker is up to my half-brother, though I will remind you that I cannot be killed, so Stracker’s plan is flawed.”
“He doesn’t know that, though,” she said, her eyes narrowing as her natural inclination to hatch a plan came to the fore.
“Not yet, no. You should also know he’s traveling with another Valisar.”
Her attention snapped back to him. “Who?”
He grinned. “Piven.”
“The adopted retard?” she said, horror in her voice.
“Not adopted, it turns out. And far from the halfwit we lost ten anni ago. He’s now a strong, eloquent and hugely intelligent youth with revenge in his heart—or so I’m assured by a most reliable source. Oh and he too has his aegis.”
“So all the Valisars are safe!” she hissed.
“I cannot speak for Leonel. When I met him he was unprotected but that could have changed by now.”
Her shock was complete, her face a picture of dismay. “Well, you have been busy. I suppose you know about the princess, too?”
“My niece. Yes, I have met her. She too has her aegis in place so you can stop plotting along those lines now, too. You should be cautioned that out of all of the Valisars I am probably the one who looks least unkindly upon you. Each of the others has good reason to see you suffer. I have no desire to do that.” He sighed. “I’m sure you now regret killing my mother.”
“She was a bitch! And now I discover she was a slut too, whoring for Darros!” she spat.
He kept his expression even. It was never hard for him to control his temper, which he knew infuriated her. “Does that mean you choose to throw your lot in with Stracker?”
“Lo strike you down, and all you scheming, heartless Valisars.” Her chest was heaving with fury. “Tell me something, Loethar. Is the princess rich with her magic?”
“She is. You cannot hurt her. And while I’m sure you’ll find it impossible to believe, Genevieve is precious to me. She is the only surviving Valisar princess.”
Valya laughed and it sounded as though it had an edge of madness to it. “Is that so? I think I’ll stay right here . . . I wouldn’t want to miss the entertainment.”
Loethar frowned. “I’d urge you to go with the nuns. Stracker holds no affection for you and he answers to Piven presumably.”
“I’ll take my chances. I might yet be able to bring him around,” she said, cunning in her voice.
“You have nothing to offer him, Valya.”
“I never run out of ideas, Loethar. You of all people should know that. No, turn me loose. It’ll be the final act of kindness that I am owed as your wife. Whatever then happens, happens.”
“As you wish. Gather up your belongings. You will be escorted to the gate shortly.”
He turned and left without another glance.
It was Ravan who found her with the news that the nuns were leaving with the Davarigon woman soon. She’d discovered the apothecary and was marveling at all the medicines and salves on its shelves. It was a wonderful distraction from her sense of helplessness.
“They’ll be safe?” Evie wondered.
He nodded confidently. “She is Davarigon. No one could know these mountains, or how to survive in them, better than her. She will keep them well protected.”
“She’s wonderful, isn’t she?” Evie remarked. “I wish I’d had a chance to meet her.”
He smiled. “I’m sure you will.”
She returned his gesture. “Thanks for telling me. I feel so useless with Kilt and Corbel so absorbed in their discussions with Loethar and everyone.”
“Loethar’s currently with his wife.”
Her face clouded. “What’s going to happen about her?”
“I don’t know. But don’t worry yourself. The first thing you should know about Loethar is that he is, despite what you’ve been told, very just. His days of random killing are long behind him. He will not harm Valya for her recent actions, though, knowing Loethar, he will find a subtle way to punish her.”
She sighed. “There sounds to be a lot of activity out there,” she said.
“Right now everyone’s helping to get the nuns organized for their journey. Some are very old, most are understandably frightened.”
“What about that one they call the Qirin? Corbel mentioned that she never leaves her room.”
He shrugged. “I imagine she’ll stay. She’s blind and that is a burden Elka doesn’t need. She’ll already be trying to keep so many others safe.”
“Then we must keep her protected.”
“I am certain Loethar will see to it.”
“You admire him,” she said.
“I do. I always have. You don’t know the story of Loethar and myself, do you?”
She shook her head. “But I’d love to hear it.”
He told her briefly, and she shook her head in wonder when he had finished.
“That’s . . .” She hesitated.
“Unbelievable?”
She laughed in relief. “Well, yes! I’m supposed to accept that you were a raven?” she said. “Though I suppose it’s no more unbelievable than my story. You know, until quite recently I was someone who worked with facts.”
“And yet our world denies you that logic. Perhaps it is you who should speak to the Qirin. She might answer your questions.”
“It scares me.”
He frowned.
She shivered. “All that hocus pocus.”
Ravan frowned more deeply. “Hocus pocus?”
Evie grinned. “Stuff that’s hard to understand. Fortune telling. Magic!”
He gave a soft look of surprise. “All she will do is understand you . . . and pass on that understanding.”
“We’ll see,” she said.
“It will not be something you regret.”
“Then you come with me.”
“If she permits it, I’ll be glad to accompany you.”
They were interrupted by Corbel. “Evie, the nuns are leaving. You might want to say farewell to the Mother.”
“I do,” she said, putting down the jar of liniment she’d been smelling.
“Come on, then. The good news is the nuns will be out of harm’s way in time. The bad news is that we have spotted the army. The barbarians are now in plain sight.”