I should know better, but I tend to form mental images of people I haven’t met. I’ll hear a voice over the phone and think I know what the person’s going to look like.
With Seymour Nadler I’d had his voice—low in pitch, professionally calm—to go by, along with his name and address and profession. I found myself preparing to meet a big bear of a man, balding on top, with a mane of dark hair flowing down over the collar of his open-necked corduroy shirt. His beard, as black as his hair, would need trimming.
Nadler turned out to be about my height, trimly built, clean-shaven, and wearing a gray glen plaid suit and a striped tie. His hair was brown and neatly barbered, and he still had all of it. His eyes, behind horn-rimmed glasses with bifocal lenses, were a washed-out blue. He had a small, thin-lipped mouth, and the hand he offered me felt small in mine.
His office was on the tenth floor, agreeably furnished with older pieces. There was a couch, of course, but there were also several comfortable chairs. The carpet was Oriental, the paintings American primitives. Next to his desk, a computer perched on a black metal stand, the room’s only contemporary note. The windows looked out on Central Park.
“I can give you twenty minutes,” he said. “My next appointment’s at two, and I need ten minutes to prepare.”
I told him that would be ample.
“Perhaps you could tell me exactly why you’re here,” he said. “My claim for losses incurred in the burglary has long since been settled. It took you people long enough, and I can’t say I was happy with the amount, but it didn’t seem worth going to court over.” He smiled. “Although I considered it.”
He evidently thought I was working for his insurance company. I hadn’t quite said that, but I’d certainly done what I could to create that impression.
“Well,” I said, “it’s in connection with the gun.”
“The gun!”
“Twenty-two-caliber Italian pistol,” I said. “Stolen from a desk in your office, if my information’s correct.”
“I never even reported the loss of the gun.”
I paged through my notebook, trying to look puzzled. “You didn’t report it to the police? The law requires—”
“To the police, yes, of course, but I’d already submitted my claim to you people before I missed the gun. It wasn’t that expensive, and I’d never listed it on my inventory, so I didn’t bother to amend my claim. If I’d known you people were going to nickel-and-dime me on the value of my wife’s jewelry, you can be sure I would have put the gun on the list.”
I held up a hand. “Not my department,” I said. “Believe me, I know where you’re coming from. Don’t quote me on this, but our claims adjusters pull that crap all the time.”
“Well,” he said, and gave me a sudden smile. We were on the same side now, and I felt pleased with myself for having successfully used psychology on a psychiatrist. “Well, then. What about the gun?”
“It was used recently in a home invasion.”
“Yes,” he said, frowning. “Yes, I actually did hear about that. A genuinely horrible incident, and it happened not far from here, I believe.”
“On West Seventy-fourth Street.”
“Yes, not far at all. Two people killed.”
“And two more in Brooklyn.”
“The perpetrators, yes. Murder and suicide, wasn’t it? Interesting. That seems to happen sometimes, you know, with people who run amok and kill people. They conclude the drama by killing themselves.” He put the tips of his small fingers together, pursed his lips. “I’m not certain of the mechanism. The conventional wisdom is that they’re suddenly struck by the enormity of their actions and commit suicide to punish themselves. But I wonder if it isn’t simply that they’ve run out of people to shoot and still feel the need to go on. So they turn the gun on the only person available, their own self.”
His waiting room held several framed diplomas and certificates, but that speech did more to convince me he was a board-certified psychiatrist than a whole wall full of sheepskins.
“Well, that’s just speculation,” he said, after I’d admired the theory. “But why are you here? Surely the gun’s not likely to be returned to me.”
“No, I believe it’s going to have to stay in a police evidence locker for a long time.”
“It can stay there forever,” he said. “I certainly don’t want it back.”
“Did you replace it?”
He shook his head. “I bought it for protection. I never expected to use it, and indeed I never had occasion to remove it from the locked drawer where I kept it.” He stroked his chin. “When it was gone, I wondered if I might not have wanted it to be gone. Perhaps my distaste for the weapon had somehow contributed to its having been taken away by the burglars.”
“How would that work, sir?”
“There’s a principle that nothing happens entirely by accident. Some element of unconscious design is involved. This doesn’t mean that the victim is always at fault, that’s nonsense, but sometimes there’s a contributory element. In this instance, the burglars confined themselves to our living quarters. The gun was absolutely the only item removed from my office. That’s why it took me as long as it did to know the damned thing was missing.”
“So you think the way you felt about the gun . . .”
“It may not have literally induced the burglar to come in here and get the gun,” he said. “I can see where you might find that a bit of a stretch, and so might I, truth to tell. But the whole business, well, I certainly didn’t feel inclined to go out and buy another damned gun.”
I said, “You kept it in your desk.”
“That’s right.”
“That desk you’re sitting at?”
“Yes, of course. Do you see another desk in the room?”
“And which drawer would that be?”
He looked at me. “Which drawer? What possible difference can it make which drawer I kept it in?”
“Probably none,” I said.
“And once again, just why are you here? I regret profoundly that a weapon I once owned was the instrument of several people’s deaths, but I can’t see that it’s any of my responsibility.”
“Well, that’s just it.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“There’s a question of legal responsibility,” I said. “It’s possible that the owner of a weapon could be held accountable for the results of the use of that weapon by another party. In other words, someone injured by a bullet from your gun could sue you for letting the gun fall into criminal hands.”
“But that’s ridiculous! Why not go all the way, why not sue the gun’s manufacturer, for God’s sake?”
“Matter of fact,” I said, “that’s been done a couple of times. Made a product-liability case out of it and got a judgment against the weapons manufacturer. It’s likely to be overturned on appeal, but—”
“Are you saying somebody who was shot with my gun is going to sue me?”
“Well, in this case the primary victims are all deceased. If a suit were brought, the plaintiff would be an heir of one of the victims.”
“That couple’s daughter . . .”
I certainly didn’t want him calling Kristin, trying to head off a mythical lawsuit. “In this instance,” I said, “our concern is that one of the other parties might bring suit.”
“You don’t mean one of the criminals? Someone breaks into my home, steals my personal property, including my lawfully registered pistol, and kills several people with it, himself included, and you’re saying some relative of his is entitled to sue me?”
“Dr. Nadler,” I said, “anyone can instigate a lawsuit, and some lawyer will always turn up to take the case.”
“Ambulance-chasing shysters,” he said.
“No suit has been brought, and in the unlikely event that one is, it’s almost certain to be dismissed, or resolved in our favor. I’m just here to gather information that will help us nip such a legal action in the bud.”
It had been surprisingly easy to stir him up, and it wasn’t as easy to calm him down again. I didn’t want to waste time, either; he kept looking at his watch, and I knew he’d send me on my way at ten to two.
I asked him again which drawer had held the gun, and had him show me how it was locked and unlocked. The desk was an oval kneehole desk, mahogany, with a tooled leather top. There was a center drawer with three drawers on either side, and the gun had been kept in the second of the three drawers on the right. He was right-handed, he explained, so that would be most convenient, if he were at his desk and needed the gun.
All of the drawers were fitted with locks, although the locking mechanisms on two of them had failed with age and rust. The small skeleton-type key was in the center drawer, with a piece of red yarn tied to it, I guess to make it easier to find.
“During the burglary,” I asked, “were all the drawers unlocked? Or only the one with the gun?”
“It was the only one locked in the first place.”
“Who knew about the gun?”
“Who knew about it?”
“That you owned it,” I said, “and where you kept it.”
“No one.”
“Your wife? Your receptionist?”
“My wife knew, yes, knew that I owned it but not where it was kept. My wife is somewhat phobic about guns and was opposed to my obtaining one in the first place.” He frowned. “I suppose that’s one reason I didn’t amend the insurance claim. As for Georgia, my receptionist, she wouldn’t even have known the gun existed, let alone where it was kept.”
Georgia was a middle-aged black woman with cool eyes and a warm smile, and I had the feeling she didn’t miss much. I let that pass and asked about his patients. Had he ever had occasion to show the gun during a session?
“Absolutely not,” he said. “I never so much as opened that drawer with a patient in the room. I never even unlocked—no, that’s not true. Twice, with a patient who was going through a critical time, I prepared for the session by unlocking the drawer. Because of my own anxiety, you see. But in the event I never even opened the drawer, let alone showed the weapon.”
“And that patient . . .”
His face clouded. “Took his own life, I’m sorry to say. Lived in a second-floor apartment, rode the elevator up to the roof and threw himself off it. He left a note, said he was afraid if he didn’t do this he might kill someone. So perhaps my anxiety hadn’t been entirely misplaced.”
“And this happened recently?”
“His suicide? No, it was last winter, the week between Christmas and New Year’s. Not an unusual time for it.”
“Before the gun was taken, then.”
“Oh, yes. Months before.”
“The two burglars,” I said. “Their names were Jason Bierman and Carl Ivanko.”
“Yes.”
“Was either a patient of yours?”
He didn’t even hesitate. He might have refused to answer if he’d thought I was a cop, but he wouldn’t hold out on a guy from the insurance company looking to head off a lawsuit. “No,” he said. “The first I heard of either of them was when I read about them in the newspaper.”
“Of your other patients,” I said, “can you think of any who might have served time in prison?”
He shook his head. “My patients are middle-class professionals,” he said. “Two-thirds or more of them suffer from depression. Several are young women with eating disorders. I have a blocked writer, the author of five novels. The fifth was his breakthrough book, a bestseller. It was published nine years ago and he hasn’t been able to finish anything since. I have patients who are unhappy in their marriages, patients who feel their careers have dead-ended.”
He came out from behind his desk, walked over to the window, looked out at the park. With his back to me he said, “When I was in medical school they talked admiringly of dermatology. The skin game, they used to call it. ‘Nobody ever dies, nobody ever gets well.’ ” He turned to face me, one hand holding the other. “You could say that about what I do, dabbing ointment on psoriasis of the psyche. Of course it’s not really true of a dermatologist. Some of his patients do recover, certainly, and some die of melanoma. And many of mine are better for having treatment. Their depression is lessened, their neuroses less debilitating. And, of course, now and then one flings himself off a roof.”
He returned to his desk, picked up a letter opener, brass, with a handle of green malachite. “I had a patient who molested all four of his children, three girls and a boy,” he said. “I had another who embezzled a quarter of a million dollars from his employer to finance an enthusiasm for sports gambling and cocaine. Neither of them went to jail. I suppose the work I do might benefit a criminal, an ex-inmate, but none has ever come to me.” He started to add something, then drew himself up short and looked at his watch.
“It’s ten minutes of two,” he said. “I really can’t spare you any more time. No one could have known the gun was there. No patient of mine ever saw it. If there’s nothing else . . .”
“You’ve been very helpful,” I said. “I’m sorry to have taken so much of your time. Unofficially, let me just say that I don’t think you have anything to worry about.”
“Then I won’t,” he said, and gave me a wintry smile. I can’t say he looked too worried. We shook hands, and he showed me to the door.