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The shade wavered, the light of the candles
pouring through the place where his wound had been. He held his
hand to the spot, pressing his fingers against his lost flesh. He
moved his hand from the wound and held it up, gazing at it. There
was blood on the fingers, but it was immaterial, like a faint
residue of ink washed over with water.
He was a flickering presence in the now frigid
room. Augustus had to narrow his eyes to distinguish the man, and
even then, he moved in and out of clarity, as though he were a
sunken ship glimpsed deep beneath rippling waters.
In spite of his state, he was certainly Mark
Antony. There was no doubt. The unruly hair and trimmed beard, the
cleft chin, the wide chest, the handsome, weathered face. Augustus
recognized the ragged, coiled scars, evidence of battles they’d
fought together.
His enemy was more man than he, even as a ghost.
Augustus picked up his goblet in trembling fingers and refilled it
with wine, taking care not to meet Antony’s eyes.
“Is this safe?” Augustus asked Chrysate, taking
care that his voice did not wobble. “You’ve brought my enemy into
my house. I trust you know how to control him.”
“He is a shade,” Chrysate answered, smiling. “Not
the man you knew. They are the perfect servants. Their will begins
to slip away from them the moment they enter Hades. The river of
forgetfulness beckons them, and they always surrender. Look at him.
He is nothing of what he was. He cannot take up arms against you.
But he may be useful.”
“What have you done?” Antony asked, the full
darkness of his gaze upon the emperor. “Where is my wife?”
His voice seemed to come from far away, an aching
echo propelled from the depths of the earth and into the
room.
In spite of the witch’s assurances, the emperor
clung to his chair, his entire body desirous of flight. He wanted
the sun to rise, and it did not. The only glow came from the stars
outside the window, and that light was cold. The soul-drawing
witch—the psuchagoĝoi—stood beside him, her fingers resting
lightly on his shoulder. Augustus did not like the way they
felt.
“Where is she?” Antony demanded. “Where is
Cleopatra?”
Augustus glanced nervously at the witch, at her
gleaming, bone-white skin, her phosphorescent eyes and bloodred
lips and the tongue that ran hungrily over them. He mastered his
voice with another deep draught of wine and theriac.
“First, you must tell us where you have been,” he
informed the shadow before him. “Tell us of your time in
Hades.”
The ghost stood straighter, clearly angered. He
shook his shoulders, and ripples of gray light came off him.
“Is this why you have summoned me?” Antony asked.
“To tell you of the Underworld? You will go there yourself one day,
and knowing will not ease your mind.”
“Tell us,” Augustus insisted.
Antony laughed, a short exclamation of disgust. “Do
you think you will find yourself in Elysium, soothed by the light
of Elysium’s stars, basking in the glow of Elysium’s own lovely
sun? No. You will not go to Elysium, Octavian, though you call
yourself a god on earth. Only heroes go to Elysium.”
“Your emperor orders you to tell what you know,”
Augustus said, his voice cracking and betraying him.
Antony smiled, only his lips moving. His eyes
remained bleak.
“My emperor? You are not my emperor. I live in the
land of the dead now. I’ll tell you something, though, if you
insist. In Hades, you starve. You perish, and you perish forever,
without cease, without respite, without home. I am of Egypt. My
love is of Egypt. I should not be in Hades.”
“And you are not,” Augustus retorted. “You are in
Rome.”
“I should be in the Duat,” Antony said. “My body
should be in Egypt, and it is not. Where is my wife? What have you
done with her?”
Augustus started to speak, but the witch
interrupted him.
“Your wife is why we have called you here,” she
said. “She lives.”
Antony’s eyes narrowed.
“If she lived, I would have felt her tears filling
the river Acheron,” he said. “Cleopatra would have sacrificed on my
behalf. Her sacrifices would have fed me. She is certainly dead.
What have you done to her?”
“She does not live,” the witch corrected. “And she
does not die. She is here.”
“Cleopatra is in Rome?” Antony asked, looking up
with focused eyes for the first time.
“In Rome,” Chrysate confirmed. She glanced at
Augustus and tossed her hair back. “What is wrong, Emperor of the
World? Are you afraid? Protected as you are by women, snake
charmers, and shades? Do you fear for your life?”
“No,” said Augustus, lying. “I fear nothing. Rome
is well fortified.”
So she was here. He had felt as much.
“She is in Rome,” Antony murmured to himself. “And
yet she betrayed me in Egypt. Is she here? With you?”
Augustus glanced at him impatiently. The emperor’s
hands were now quite numb, and his lips felt frozen.
“You will guard my home,” Augustus instructed the
witch.
“I will find her,” Antony murmured. “If Cleopatra
is here, I will find her.” He moved toward the window.
“You are my creature,” Chrysate told him sharply.
“You’ll abide with me.”
The witch opened her hand to reveal a carved stone.
A synochitis meant to hold shades in the upper world once
they had been summoned. “You are held here,” she continued, moving
her hand in the air. The stone disappeared from view.
Antony looked at her for a long moment. Augustus
felt nervous, seeing the look on his face. He had known Antony,
known him well, and he knew him to be no one’s creature.
At last, the shade bowed his head in assent.
“I am yours, then,” he said. “My lady.”
Chrysate smiled, fingering the carved box of ashes
she held against her breasts.
“You are mine,” she repeated, and there was
something rapturous in her tone. Something triumphant. “We are done
with you, emperor of Rome. Octavian, is that your name? You may go
to your bed.”
She gazed at Augustus steadily, until he was forced
to look away.
The emperor left the room, swaying with
unaccustomed wine and theriac. He could not say why he allowed
himself to be dismissed from his own rooms by a witch. Perhaps
Agrippa was right. There should be more soldiers, more Romans, not
these unnatural things. Everything about this made him
uneasy.
He made his way to his daughter’s bedchamber and
stood in the doorway for a moment, his eyes filling with strange
tears. He would protect Julia from all of this, these creatures in
his house, this monster in his city. She moved in her sleep,
pressing her rosy cheek to her pillow. What did Julia know of the
powers of an emperor? What did she know of trouble?
Augustus envied her, blearily, for a moment.
He gently closed the door and walked to the next
bedchamber, that of Cleopatra’s daughter, Selene. She’d been of
service to him, and she might be of more. Selene was superior to
his own daughter. Smarter. Perhaps Julia might learn virtue from
his enemy’s child.
Augustus wavered in the corridor, uncertain,
intoxicated. He was tired. So tired.
He made his way to his own bedchamber and lay upon
his bed without even undressing. He shut his eyes and slept. In his
dreams he walked through a fig orchard, ancient and miserable,
knowing that his life had come to nothing.
In his dreams, Cleopatra came for him, as she did
every night. He saw her teeth and claws.