CHAPTER 29
“It is a truth universally acknowledged, that
a single man in possession
of a good fortune must be in want of a wife.”
of a good fortune must be in want of a wife.”
Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice,
1813

As the evening progressed, Kitty finally cornered
Mr. Ashford alone for a few minutes. He pretended to read, but
Kitty knew his attention to the book to be a sham. “Mr. Ashford,”
she spoke softly, hoping to relay a sense of intimacy,“have I
offered you some offense?”
Ashford brought his eyes to meet hers. “No, Madam,
I find little fault with you.”
Kitty, who had grown wiser in the past year, knew
just what to say. “My dear, Clayton,” she whispered, “we each have
one fault: I keep no secrets, and, you, my Love, conceal
everything. Please tell me what displeases you.”
Ashford looked deeply into Kitty’s eyes, holding
her gaze before he spoke.“Miss Bennet, when one first meets you, he
finds you to be a little rough around the edges, but on closer
examination, he cannot help but see you are absolutely
beautiful.”
Kitty blushed and looked away briefly, but,
finally, she returned his gaze once again. “Mr. Ashford, you try to
distract me from my pleas with your words of flattery. Please,
Clayton, I beg you not to shut me out.”
“If you insist, Miss Bennet, but it will seem
foolish,” he began slowly. “Although I applaud your ingenuity, I
fear your abandoning me for the fame you may achieve as an
independent
woman. I know your preference for balls and parties, and I can
give you none of that—at least, not in the near future.”
Against propriety, Kitty took his hand in hers.
“Clayton, I love you.” She paused before continuing, hoping to find
the right words. “May I tell you something? Last winter when I
traveled to Nottingham with my sister and Mr. Darcy, I went for
many long walks across the Pennington and the Matlock estates, and
on those walks, I found myself. I found I am not my sister Lydia; I
am more like Elizabeth. I have a certain resolve to prove myself
better than the station in life which defines me, and although
balls and socials once were my entertainment of choice, I am no
longer that foolish girl; I would prefer the company of
well-informed people and good conversation.That is the person I
have become, and that person loves you. I would like the
opportunity to earn part of my own money; my father can give me
very little as part of my dowry, and I want to bring something to
this marriage besides my regard for you. We may use the money I
receive to purchase the extras for the parsonage, to buy books for
the school, or even put the money away for our children.” Kitty
dropped her voice on the last line.
Ashford looked at Kitty as if seeing her for the
first time. “Our children?” he stammered.
Kitty released Ashford’s hand after spotting her
father’s intense stare in her direction. “Do you not want children,
Mr. Ashford?” Kitty’s voice held hurt, and she bit her lower lip to
force back the tears welling in her eyes.
“Of course, I want children—our children.”
Ashford’s words demanded her attention with the urgency in his
voice. “I just never suspected you held such thoughts.”
“Every woman dreams of her husband and her family,”
Kitty whispered so only Ashford could hear. “Every woman needs to
feel the warmth of the man she loves—to share her intimate self
with another. A woman dreams of a man who
offers her both love and respect; she dreams of his accepting her
for her strength and her vulnerability. A woman does not wish to
always conceal her mind in deference to her husband’s.” Kitty meant
her words to let Ashford know she expected to be treated with some
equality although the British laws did not demand he do so.
Ashford’s eyes filled with love.“Miss Bennet.” His
voice was laced with desire. “It will be a very long wait until I
may call you my own.”
“I feel likewise, Sir.” Kitty looked about
nervously, knowing the conversation turned more intimate.
Ashford cleared his throat. “Miss Bennet, I have
something to tell you about our children’s futures, but I must ask
your forbearance and not to become too excited until it
happens.”
Kitty seemed confused.“Yes, Clayton?”
“When I sought another position away from
Pemberley, I contacted several family members. In my
correspondence, I learned a small estate in Bedfordshire is
entailed upon me—upon our family in the future.” Ashford’s voice
came soft and comforting.
Kitty’s eyes flashed with surprise.“Clayton, this
cannot be true.”
“I am afraid, Miss Bennet, it is not in my nature
to exaggerate the truth. It may be many years before the property
becomes mine; you must be patient.Your father prefers to tell your
mother upon their return to Longbourn. Therefore, I must ask you to
keep this to yourself this evening.”
Kitty started to giggle. “You are sincere, Sir?”
Ashford nodded in affirmation.“May I not tell anyone?”
“Tonight you must tell only your dreams. Tomorrow
you may speak the words out loud.”
“How large? I mean, how large an estate?” Kitty
could not hide her excitement.
Ashford looked pleased. “From what I know of it, I
understand it to be a little larger than your home at Longbourn. My
father’s uncle is a respected man in the community, and we shall
assume his place upon his passing, although I do not wish any harm
to the man.”
Kitty checked her enthusiasm, not wishing to sound
greedy, but the thought of assuming the position of mistress of
even a small estate thrilled her. At one time she thought marrying
Clayton Ashford was “settling”; now, all her dreams came true. She
learned to love him, and now he would give her a position in
society. It was the best of both worlds. Kitty realized she would
not have the life Elizabeth or Jane did, but she had been right to
follow their examples. Kitty would do everything she could to make
Ashford a good wife and to make a valued life. Automatically, Kitty
thought how jealous Lydia would be of her good fortune. Finally,
she redirected her attention to Mr. Ashford. “We will administer to
those surrounding Pemberley until our time comes to be elsewhere.
Possibly, if we are successful with the village school here,
Clayton, we might replicate it in Bedfordshire.You will know how it
might be done; it will not be new.”
“You speak my ideas out loud, Miss Bennet.”
“In the meantime, I hope, Sir, you will see your
way to give me permission to pursue any connections my sister may
provide me. I will not advertise, but I would like to prove
my worth to you, to my family, and to myself. I never felt myself
worthy of anyone; Clayton, it is important to me.” Kitty’s eyes
beseeched his.
“I wish we were alone, Miss Bennet,” Ashford
whispered, “so I could show you your worth to me. I can no longer
imagine my life without you in it. If decorating rooms makes you
happy, my sweetest Katherine, then I will be satisfied to have you
happy.”
Kitty looked about mischievously before
speaking.“Let the husband render unto his wife due benevolence: and
likewise also the wife unto the husband.”6
Ashford chuckled. “The first bond of society is
marriage; the next, our children; then the whole family and all
things in common.”7 He spoke the words seductively, and
Kitty giggled nervously.
In revenge, Kitty pursed her lips, letting Ashford
know she would meet his challenge. “Hail, wedded love, mysterious
law; true source of human offspring.”8
Ashford nodded in agreement. “I see, Miss Bennet,
you learned your lessons well.Yet, may I add Plutarch’s advice to a
bride, ‘A good wife should be as a looking glass to represent her
husband’s face and passion; if he be pleasant, she should be merry;
if he laugh, she should smile; if he look sad, she should
participate of his sorrow.’”9
Kitty found this verbal exchange with Clayton
Ashford stimulating. She used to observe Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy
fence verbally, but she never understood the allure until now. She
stood and looked down enticingly at Ashford before saying, “You
forget, my dear Mr. Ashford, the old proverb says, ‘If you want
peace in the house, do what your wife wants.’”
The man laughed out loud. He stood and offered
Kitty his arm.“I could never refuse you, Miss Bennet,” he said
invitingly into her ear as he led her back to her family.

The Darcy party finally arrived at his London
townhouse. Traveling with the twins presented their own
challenges.They came to London from Hertfordshire, having stayed a
few extra days at Netherfield following Kitty and Mr.Ashford’s
wedding. This allowed the newlyweds the opportunity to use
Kensington Place for their first few nights of marital bliss. Lady
Haverty would meet Kitty tomorrow in the afternoon to choose fabric
and furnishings for the rooms at her Ladyship’s estate, which Kitty
would redesign.
“Mrs. Darcy, we are pleased to see you again.” The
butler took their outer garments.
“Mr. Thacker, we apologize for bringing you a house
full to which to attend.” Elizabeth shot a quick glance at Darcy;
they had not been in London together since the initial days of
their marriage.
“The staff is ready to serve you, Madam, and we are
thrilled to finally be able to see Mr. Darcy’s children for
ourselves. We arranged the nursery per your instructions.” Darcy
noted the ease with which his staff addressed his wife.
Elizabeth smiled with the reference to the twins.
She became accustomed to the reverence with which the Derbyshire
community treated her children, but she had not anticipated how the
same feelings would, naturally, permeate the London staff. “Is my
sister about, Mr. Thacker?” Elizabeth looked around expecting Kitty
to greet her.
“Mrs.Ashford is in the drawing room along with the
young vicar. They have been quite pleasant guests, Mrs. Darcy. The
staff enjoyed serving them.”
“Thank you again, Mr. Thacker. May we have some
light refreshments brought to the drawing room?” Elizabeth offered
the man a smile and a light touch to his arm to let him know she
was glad to see him again.
“I anticipated your needs, Madam.They will be there
momentarily.” He made a quick bow and exited toward the
kitchen.
Darcy leaned in to speak to Elizabeth privately.
“It appears, Mrs. Darcy, you won over my London staff as well.” He
smiled down at her.
“My Husband, what I know of interacting with your
staff, I learned from observing you, Sir. I profess no real
knowledge of any of this.” Elizabeth gestured to their
surroundings.“Prior to my marriage to you, I held no point of
reference to this lifestyle. If I am successful, it is a compliment
to your patience and understanding. I cannot imagine how you must
have felt
assuming all this on your own; I am thankful for the model and
guidance you gave me this past year.”
Many of Darcy’s memories returned, but Elizabeth
adopted the habit of acknowledging what all Darcy went through when
he first became the Master of Pemberley. Her sentiments seemed to
provide a transition between Darcy’s former life and the one they
shared. “I am pleased you find contentment in these duties, Mrs.
Darcy.” He continued to whisper to her as he led Elizabeth through
the main hallway.
“Fitzwilliam,” she confided, “I find contentment in
being your wife. I would be content to be in a tenant’s cottage if
you were there. The house means little without you. Some day I hope
you will believe those words; I never fell in love with the
wealth—I fell in love with an honorable man.”
Darcy paused, allowing the others to enter the room
ahead of him.“Elizabeth, I served you poorly as a husband in this
past year; yet, you continually accept me back into your loving
heart. I do not deserve your regard, but I thank God you still wish
to share my life, my home, and my bed.”
“Your bed, Mr. Darcy?” Her eyebrow shot up with a
teasing gesture.
“Your bed or my bed or our bed,” Darcy picked up on
her tone,“as long as we are there together.”
Elizabeth touched his jaw line.“As long as we are
together.”
Darcy stood at the door to Elizabeth’s dressing
room; his wife luxuriated in her bath, unaware of how closely he
watched her. His affection for Elizabeth Darcy continued to grow;
he allowed himself to respond to her both emotionally and
physically, and Darcy often found himself thinking of her when he
should be attending to other issues. Today, memories of the passion
they shared repeatedly in his Kensington Place townhouse flooded
Darcy’s sensibilities. He excused her maid, and now Darcy patiently
waited for his wife to finish her ablutions.
“Hannah, I am ready,” Elizabeth called without
looking around. She rested against the back of the tub, eyes
closed, letting the water seep around her body.
Darcy paused before answering her, amused by the
delight she took in everything she did. Finally, his resonant voice
responded,“I sent Hannah away, Lizzy.”
Elizabeth rolled on her side and peered over the
lip of the tub. A smile overspread her face. “Mr. Darcy,” she
teased, “has the Master of Pemberley chosen to take on the position
as my handmaid?”
He approached her, sauntering over to where
Elizabeth laid in the water. “A handmaid,” he taunted, “would help
you get dressed, Mrs. Darcy.That was not what I considered
as my duties as the Master of Pemberley.”
Elizabeth’s eyes sparkled with anticipation.“And
what, pray tell, would you consider to be one of your duties as the
Master of Pemberley?”
Darcy took a large towel from the shelf. He held it
open to her, bidding her with his eyes to step out of the tub. She
did as he suggested, and Darcy encircled her wet body with the
towel, while lightly kissing her forehead. He whispered in her ear
as he trailed kisses down the dampness of her neck,“As the Master
of Pemberley, I consider it my pleasure, never a duty, to
love you as a husband should, Mrs. Darcy.”
“Then I may depend on you, Mr. Darcy, to keep the
chill away.” Elizabeth went up on her toes to nibble on Darcy’s
lower lip.
“I guarantee you will not feel a chill, my Dearest
One.” Darcy kissed along Elizabeth’s neck and collarbone. She
lolled her head back to allow him easier access; Elizabeth moaned
as Darcy pressed his need. “Lizzy,” he whispered seductively, “I
must have you. I thought of nothing else today.” Darcy kissed her,
quickly deepening the kiss. Finally, he cupped her chin and
looked deep into Elizabeth’s eyes. “I do love nothing in the world
so well as you. Is not that strange?”10
Elizabeth laughed lightly. They spoke lines from
Benedick and Beatrice before. It was a favorite play of Darcy’s.
“As strange as the thing I know not. It were as possible for me to
say I loved nothing so well as you, but believe me not, and yet I
lie not, I confess nothing, nor I deny nothing.”
Darcy pulled her closer to him, needing to feel the
softness of her skin along her back and hips. Her response made him
smile, and before he spoke again, he partook of another kiss.“I
swear by it that you love me, and I will make him eat it that says
I love not you.”
“You have stayed me in a happy hour. I was about to
protest I loved you.” Elizabeth snaked her arms around his neck and
pulled Darcy’s mouth to hers once again.
Even with the closeness and the return of
Elizabeth’s desire for him, Darcy wondered if she forgave him for
all the pain of this first year. “And do it with all thy heart?” he
asked the question through the play, not willing to sacrifice his
feelings to her in any other way. The memory of his prejudice still
haunted him.
Elizabeth knew exactly what he needed at that
moment. He needed her pledge that they would survive. “I love you
with so much of my heart that none is left to protest.”
Darcy swallowed hard as she arched toward him.
“Come bid me do anything for thee.”
Elizabeth pulled his head down to hers once again,
kissing him with all the passion she felt whenever in Darcy’s
arms.“Make me yours, Fitzwilliam; I want to be your wife in every
way.”
He picked her up in his arms and carried Elizabeth
to her bed.“Elizabeth, I will spend my life trying to make you
happy.” He laid her back on the pillows and began to kiss lightly
down her arms and torso.
“I am happy in your arms, Fitzwilliam.” Elizabeth
kissed behind his ear and along his chin line. “I am happy right
this moment because I see the man with whom I fell in love; my life
is complete with you and the twins.”
“I will live in thy heart,” he spoke softly as he
set to proving his desire. Elizabeth smiled at Darcy’s unexpected
vulnerability. He wondered for a moment if he would ever deserve
her love. Then he allowed himself the pleasure of enjoying the warm
fragrance of Elizabeth’s skin. Elizabeth arched against him, and
Darcy lost himself to her.“Lizzy,” he moaned.
Darcy led Elizabeth and the rest of his party to
the private box for the theatre production. Mr. Harrison and
Georgiana sat together; initially, they would live at Kensington
Place when they were in London. Darcy reasoned it would be more
comfortable for his sister to be in her “home” while
learning her duties as Mr. Harrison’s wife with all his new
responsibilities. Kensington Place already had a trained staff
capable of handling the type of entertaining the Harrisons would
need in those early days of their marriage. Eventually, Harrison
would take his own place for the two of them. It would be another
two months until their wedding. Georgiana insisted on coming
to London with Mr. Harrison after the first of the year. Darcy
insisted she spend the Festive Season at Pemberley.
So, they compromised. Georgiana and Mr. Harrison
would marry in mid-November. They would spend the Festive Season at
Pemberley, helping Elizabeth with the tenant celebration. Although
not married, Harrison, with Georgiana at his side, would offer his
tenants a similar gathering for All Hallows Eve. Elizabeth and
Darcy would serve as their mentors in this matter. The Bishop at
Matlock would marry Georgiana. The wedding breakfast would take
place at her uncle’s estate; the Matlocks planned an elaborate
affair for her. Matlock would be closer to London, but Darcy felt
she should be at Pemberley,
although the small church could not hold the anticipated throng
who would attend.
Lady Haverty, still chattering on to Kitty and Mr.
Ashford, joined the Darcys as a revered personage.The seven of them
sat comfortably in Darcy’s box. Lady Haverty became a staple at
Pemberley over the last few months. Initially, when she came to the
estate, she showed Darcy her disdain for his choice of a wife, but
Elizabeth made inroads into her Ladyship’s regard that first day,
although, in reality, Elizabeth cared not for the woman’s manners.
Then she reasoned Darcy lost his mother and his Aunt Catherine; if
she could build a relationship with Lady Anne’s childhood friend,
then maybe Darcy would see his wife differently.
That was when Darcy had no memory of Elizabeth, but
even with the return of his husbandly attentions to his wife,
Elizabeth continued to cultivate a positive relationship with Lady
Haverty. The woman, lonely for her own family, happily embraced the
young couple, listening to the opinions of Lord and Lady Pennington
and the Matlocks rather than Lady Catherine. Now, Lady Haverty
deemed it her responsibility to Lady Anne’s memory to serve as a
“sage” to the young Mistress of Pemberley. Elizabeth listened to
the venerable older woman and then did what she deemed best for her
family; yet, Lady Haverty never considered Elizabeth’s independent
mind a slight to her Ladyship’s position in society. Instead, the
woman learned to enjoy the new life springing from Pemberley. Now,
her Ladyship thought helping Kitty Ashford to be the perfect way to
enjoy the Darcys’ company while building herself a reputation for
innovation in her home—a friend of young designers.
“You will love the performance,” Lady Haverty
invoked as she took one of the lower seats in the box.
Kitty gushed, “This is magnificent! Look at the
chandelier, Clayton.” She pointed out the obvious with her eyes and
the tilt of her chin.
Darcy, Elizabeth, Georgiana, and Chadwick Harrison
took the seats behind them. Although not raised in a life of
opulence, Elizabeth knew what was expected of her:The constant
gazes of others who came to the theatre to be seen and those who
came to the theatre to look at the rich and the famous were to be
ignored. Polite indifference was the rule, and Elizabeth lightly
touched Kitty’s shoulder to reel in her sister’s enthusiasm.
Watching the stage with polite attention, Elizabeth
realized many of the stares were directed toward her. She turned to
look at Darcy; his handsome profile brought a smile to her face.
Instinctively, she rested her hand in the crook of his arm. Darcy
looked down at her hand, took it in his, brought it to his lips,
and returned it to his arm. Elizabeth gave him the slightest purse
of her lips, and Darcy’s eyebrow shot up with the
provocation.
A hard stare brought Elizabeth’s attention back
toward the stage and the audience. An attractive woman sat with a
small party in a private box across the way. Elizabeth became
acutely aware of the scrutiny in which she found herself.
“Fitzwilliam,” she whispered as she leaned close to him so as not
to disturb the performance, “who is the striking lady in the box on
the right?”
Darcy dreaded the question; he hoped Elizabeth did
not notice.They spent two exquisite days at Kensington Place
rekindling their love, and now his response could destroy those
moments. “No one of any consequence.” He tried to avoid the
inevitable.
Elizabeth felt his body stiffen under her light
touch and noticed how Georgiana shifted her weight away from where
Elizabeth sat. She raised her eyes once more to the woman, and she
knew even without her husband’s confirmation; Elizabeth looked into
the steady gaze of Cecelia McFarland. Her eyes misted over, as she
fought back the tears. She looked at Darcy again, silently
demanding he acknowledge her question. Darcy
took her hand into his lap and began to stroke her inner wrist
with his fingertips. He dropped his chin and mumbled softly,“I am
sorry, Elizabeth, for hurting you. Please know I love you more than
life.”
He did not raise his head again until Elizabeth
touched his chin with her index finger. Darcy looked up at his
wife, and she held him there with her gaze.The music swelled behind
them, but neither of them turned away. He let his gaze run over
her.A jumble of memories rushed at Elizabeth, but she gave Darcy a
nod, stating she knew her position as his wife. He squeezed her
hand as she leaned in to say,“I adore you, my Husband.”
Relief flashed across his eyes; Elizabeth would not
turn him away. He read her answer in the silence which coursed
between them. Finally, Darcy mouthed the words,“Thank you.”
Cecelia McFarland carefully watched this interplay
between husband and wife. For someone of such low connections,
Elizabeth Darcy carried herself well. It almost explained why the
haughty Mr. Darcy married her.The woman affected his heart, and the
right woman could capture even the crustiest man’s heart.Yet, in
Miss McFarland’s twisted opinion, this pert young woman corrupted
the Darcy bloodline; Fitzwilliam Darcy needed to purify his name.
By the time the curtain came down, Miss McFarland convinced
herself, despite his earlier cut, Darcy still deserved something
better than Elizabeth Darcy. Cecelia McFarland decided she would
confront the Mistress of Pemberley and make her stand for Darcy’s
attention one last time.
Elizabeth watched as the spectators made their way
toward the exit. “I will fetch the wraps,” Darcy whispered in
Elizabeth’s ear, while motioning to Mr.Ashford to join him.
Lady Haverty took Kitty’s arm, joining the throngs
working their way through the vast interior passages. Her Ladyship
took up a position on the staircase’s vast landing where those
stiffly
bowing to one another could admire her. She introduced Kitty to
various friends and pointed out several dignitaries to the young
girl’s delight.
Finally, Elizabeth and Georgiana stepped through
the draped door to the box and into the busy corridor. Mr. Harrison
led Georgiana a few feet away to introduce her to some members of
the Parliament.
When Miss McFarland stepped casually in front of
Elizabeth, the woman’s appearance took her by surprise. Elizabeth
wanted to turn away, but there was nowhere to which to run. Miss
McFarland closed the trap. “Mrs. Darcy, I presume,” the woman’s
voice nearly purred with perfection.
Cecelia McFarland, by all standards, easily
portrayed a woman of social standing and position. Her well-bred
manner seethed with ambition. Elizabeth felt a bit intimidated;
yet, she would not give Darcy up without a fight. She squared her
shoulders and lifted her chin. “The purloined author Miss
McFarland, I assume?” Elizabeth’s voice matched her enemy in false
sweetness.
“Where is your husband?”The woman moved in closer
to tower over Elizabeth.
Elizabeth wanted to take a step back to open up the
sightlines, but instead she used one of Darcy’s tricks and stepped
up to be within inches of the woman’s face. “Mr. Darcy,
unfortunately, has no time to continue your relationship, Miss
McFarland. I thought he made the point clear previously. I would
suggest you seek your interests elsewhere.” Elizabeth watched with
delight as the woman flinched with her words.
“Should we not allow Mr. Darcy to make that
decision? In what world do you believe you could compete with me?
No matter what you do, Mrs. Darcy, you will always be found
wanting. With whom do you believe your husband spent his time
before he was called home for your lying in?” A sneer curled the
edges of the lady’s lips.
Elizabeth’s voice dripped with sarcastic sweetness.
“Mr. Darcy and I spent the weeks before my lying in with his
cousins in Bath. So, if you wish to insinuate otherwise, Madam, it
will be my pleasure to call you out as the liar you are. Check the
social registry; you will find us there.” Elizabeth purposely
turned her back on the woman and began to put on her gloves.
Miss McFarland’s temper steamed; she deluded
herself into thinking Fitzwilliam Darcy cared for her, and the
woman would not be defeated so easily. “This is not over, Mrs.
Darcy,” she said to the back of Elizabeth’s head. “The game is not
yet won by you.”
Elizabeth turned slowly to look at Cecelia
McFarland once again. “Do you play chess, Miss McFarland?”
Elizabeth plastered on her face the fake smile she often used with
Lady Catherine.
Miss McFarland looked taken aback. “I despise the
game.” Her voice held pure contempt.
“That is too bad, Miss McFarland. It is a favorite
of my husband’s; yet, that is neither here nor there. If you knew
the game, you would know the king is useless without his queen.
That is called checkmate.” With that, Elizabeth walked away
to join Georgiana. She never looked back to see the woman’s look of
utter bewilderment.
“Who is that attractive woman speaking to my
sister?” Kitty whispered into Lady Haverty’s ear.
“I believe it to be Miss McFarland,” the older
woman shared before greeting an acquaintance moving down the Grand
Staircase.
“Excuse me, Lady Haverty.” Kitty dropped a quick
curtsy and started to leave, wishing to be at Elizabeth’s
side.
At seeing the girl’s obvious distress, Lady Haverty
clutched Kitty’s arm. “What is wrong, Mrs. Ashford?” her Ladyship
hissed into Kitty’s ear.
“Miss McFarland played poorly by my sister; I must
go to her.” Kitty confided.
“Played poorly how?” Lady Haverty demanded.
“I am not at liberty to say,” Kitty added quickly,
trying to make her exit,“but let us just say if the woman were
successful the Darcy name would be tainted with scandal.”
As Kitty ascended the stairs to be by Elizabeth’s
side, she saw the woman in question turn to leave Elizabeth’s
company. Miss McFarland unceremoniously raised her skirts enough to
descend the steps quickly. She bumped into several slower
theatregoers exiting the building. Kitty stepped to the side to
allow her to pass, never looking again at the woman who nearly
destroyed all their lives.
Just as Kitty reached Elizabeth and Georgiana, a
scream of surprise echoed through the rafters of the hallway. They
all jumped from the sound; spinning around, they caught only the
commotion of bodies bumping into each other and sprawling at the
foot of the Grand Staircase.The crowd pressed forward, including
what was left of the Darcy party, bending over the railing,
everyone anxious to see the source of the hubbub.
Leaning awkwardly against a column support post of
the staircase reposed Miss McFarland. The hem of her gown was torn
and her dress askew. Blushing, the woman quickly pulled herself to
a standing pose, recovering her demeanor and straightening her
dress. However, the snickers of the crowd did not stop even when
she restored her bearing, and she looked around nervously for some
explanation.
The crowd froze in some horrid montage. Miss
McFarland stood alone by the support post, trying to determine how
to extricate herself from an obviously embarrassing situation, and,
momentarily, she locked eyes with Elizabeth Darcy, noting a look of
amusement on the woman’s face.The crowd continued to stifle
twitters and guffaws. Finally, someone in the back could be heard
plainly in the silence of the hall. “My God, the woman’s
bald!”
A look of horror overcame Miss McFarland’s
composure as she automatically reached for the wig she wore,
finding it setting awry, covering her head but not in place.Tears
filled her eyes as she looked into the faces of all those who would
now shun her.With her hand trying to adjust the wig as she ran, the
woman, who only moments ago commanded the room, now fled from it in
alarm.The titters became full out laughter as she streaked past the
members of the ton.
Kitty buried her face in Georgiana’s hair, trying
to stifle the laughter which shook her shoulders. Elizabeth and
Georgiana schooled their countenances and forced back their desire
to join in the crowd’s taunt.“Poor woman,” Kitty said
sarcastically.
“The encore was as entertaining as the actual
performance.” Elizabeth’s tongue-in-cheek comment bubbled out as
she fought hard to regain her equanimity.
Georgiana could barely force a straight face. “I am
sure tomorrow’s reviews will say the performance was so powerful,
it caused the hair on one’s head to stand on end.” All three of
them nearly lost it with that comment. Each had to look away and
cover their faces with their hands.
Finally, Elizabeth took a deep breath to steady her
composure, trying to control her natural tendency for mirth. She
allowed her eyes to scan the others on the staircase, and then
gasped at seeing her Ladyship being helped to her feet. “Lady
Haverty,” she called as she pushed her way through the crowd to the
woman. “Lady Haverty, please tell me you are uninjured.” Elizabeth
quickly moved to support the woman.
“My pride might be a bit injured, Mrs. Darcy,” her
Ladyship intoned in her best attitude,“but I am well otherwise. Did
you see what happened?”
“No, your Ladyship.” Elizabeth dropped her eyes,
hoping no one realized she had a confrontation with Miss McFarland
before the woman tripped on the staircase.
“Then you did not note how I shamed myself by
accidentally stepping on the hem of Miss McFarland’s dress?” Lady
Haverty forced Elizabeth to look at her. With a nod of her head she
continued. “I am getting up in age and must have taken a
misstep.”
Elizabeth stared at this woman who once spoke out
against her. Now, as she gazed at Lady Haverty, the corners of
Elizabeth’s mouth turned up in a smile.With the realization of what
the older woman just confessed, Elizabeth pushed the laughter deep
within her.“Lady Haverty,” she chuckled lightly,“you must be
mistaken. I believe you are known for your lightness of
foot.”
“Am I really, my dear Mrs. Darcy? Then you will not
think poorly of my mistake? Rumors may hurt one’s reputation, and I
would not wish to bring shame to your family through association.”
Those few knowing seconds established an understanding. Lady
Haverty protected Elizabeth from the rumors following Darcy.
“Your Ladyship will remain a treasured acquaintance
of the Darcy family as long as I am the Mistress of Pemberley.”
Elizabeth locked arms with the woman and led her to where the
others stood.

The cathedral at Matlock glistened as the early
winter sun flickered through the stained glass windows, shimmers of
rainbow colors dancing across the faces of those in attendance.
Darcy prowled the recesses of the church, dreading the prospects of
giving his sister away in marriage. On one level, he knew Georgiana
would be happy with Mr. Harrison, but Darcy had not come to
complete acceptance that Georgiana had grown into a competent
woman. In his mind’s eye, Darcy saw his sister as the little girl
for whom he was responsible.
Everyone he knew sat in the cathedral awaiting
Georgiana’s appearance. Although his parents would thoroughly
approve, he thought he preferred the relatively simple ceremony he
shared with Bingley.The wedding breakfast would occur at the
Matlocks’ estate. Several tenants from both Pemberley and Hines
Park journeyed to Matlock as a sign of respect; they waited
patiently outside the church to offer well wishes.
“Mr. Darcy, you must wipe that gloomy countenance
away.” Elizabeth spoke softly to him alone.
Darcy turned to look closely at his wife. “How is
my sister?” Darcy’s thoughtful attitude relayed his need for
assurance of Georgiana’s will to go through with this.
Elizabeth considered teasing him but then thought
better of it. “Like any woman truly in love, Georgiana glows. The
only cloud overshadowing her day is she feels she displeases
you somehow, my Husband.” Elizabeth touched his sleeve, drawing
attention to what she said. “Can you not give Georgiana the comfort
she seeks on this, her wedding day?”
“I do not wish to lose her, Elizabeth.” The words
hung in the air.
“You can never lose Georgiana. She carries you with
her in every step she takes.You, my Love, are more than a brother;
you are Georgiana’s parent, guardian, role model, and friend. You
treated her with respect and taught her what you value. The
magnificent woman she has become is because of you. Please give her
your blessing and not just your consent.”
Darcy touched Elizabeth’s chin with his index
finger before moving away. Her words made what he had to do easier.
He tapped lightly on the door where Georgiana awaited him. When he
heard her acknowledge his entrance, Darcy took a deep breath before
entering. He stood mesmerized by the image of the woman she had
become.“You remind me of our mother.” His words told the secret he
felt in his heart.
“Do I really?” Georgiana’s nervousness crept into
her words.
Darcy walked over to where she stood; he took her
hands in his and spoke to her from his heart. “You, Dearest One,
are so much like her; I find I do not wish to lose you. I withheld
my support for this union for selfish reasons. Losing you to Mr.
Harrison is like losing our mother once again.”
Expressing such needs cost Darcy greatly, and
relief rushed through Georgiana in knowing he did not disapprove of
her actions after all. She reached out and caressed his face with
her palm.“Fitzwilliam, we each must find the path which makes us
happy; Elizabeth is your path, and Chadwick is mine. Yet, Brother,
we are always—always connected; for so many years there was just us
two. Please be happy for me.”
“I am happy for you, Georgiana; although being the
selfish man I am, I put my own happiness above yours. Forgive my
obsession of trying to protect you when you no longer need
protection. It might take me some time to adjust to your not being
at Pemberley any longer, but I do love you, and I do give you and
Mr. Harrison my blessing.”
“Thank you, Fitzwilliam.” Her eyes misted with
tears.
Darcy cleared his throat, forcing back the sadness
he would not show her now. “There are two days in a woman’s life
which should be perfect—her wedding day and her child’s birthday.
Ignore everything else today and concentrate, Dearest One, on the
happiness you will feel once you are Mr. Harrison’s wife.This is
your perfect day.” He brought Georgiana to him and kissed her
cheek. “You are as beautiful as I ever saw you. Now, let us go and
hypnotize Mr. Harrison with your beauty. When Elizabeth came down
the aisle, I knew if I died that moment, I would be happy for I
looked upon the most beautiful woman in the world. Mr. Harrison is
in for that same exquisite moment when he sees you.” Darcy watched
as a light blush overtook her body, but his sister took his
proffered arm as pure bliss covered her smile.
Sporting the fashion of the day, Mr. Harrison wore
a dark brown embroidered silk satin suit. He paced the front of the
church waiting for Georgiana’s entrance. A stir at the rear told
him the time arrived. When he took his place and turned to behold
Georgiana, her appearance on Darcy’s arm took his breath and
replaced it with a longing he did not know existed.
There she stood in all her glory. Georgiana wore a
silver matte satin gown with flecks of gold threading throughout
and overlaid with gold embroidered English net.The gown laced up
the back with silver and gold alternating silk ribbons; the bodice
gathered at the center, emphasizing her blossoming bosom. Although
most women chose a bonnet to wear as part of their wedding attire,
Georgiana wanted Mr. Harrison to remember her beauty on this day.
So, instead she chose a scalloped edged lace, which she attached to
a jeweled comb. Accenting her blond curls draped loosely at the
nape of her long slender neck, the lace, draped down her back, hung
to the floor.
Harrison stumbled back a few steps upon seeing her;
she, literally, looked like an angel, and for a moment, he thought
his heart stood still. Then Georgiana Darcy began her procession
down the aisle toward him, and the man’s happiness could not be
contained. He considered shouting for joy, but instead he let the
smile on his face and the tears welling in his eyes speak of his
exhilaration.
Georgiana took her place beside Chadwick Harrison,
and the words he longed to hear began. “Dearly beloved, we are
gathered together here in the sight of God. . . .” The rainbow of
light from the stained glass window danced about Georgiana in a
mystical benediction. Harrison forced himself to concentrate on the
words of the service, but the words could not calm his racing
heart. Only Georgiana’s countenance gave him comfort.
“Who giveth this woman to be married to this
man?”
Darcy’s voice rang clear.“I do.” He lightly kissed
Georgiana’s cheek and then placed his sister’s hand in the
bishop’s.The clergyman
placed that same hand in Mr. Harrison’s and then continued with
the vows. Harrison’s heart swelled as he spoke the words which
would bind him to Georgiana Darcy forever.
“. . . to love and to cherish, till death us do
part, according to God’s holy ordinance, and thereto I plight thee
my troth.” Chadwick Harrison fell in love with Georgiana nearly a
year earlier; now, he could create a future for them. “. . . with
my body I thee worship and with all my worldly goods I thee endow.”
Never abandoning looking deeply in her eyes, Harrison slipped the
ring onto Georgiana’s hand.
“Forasmuch as Chadwick Harrison and Georgiana Darcy
have consented together in holy wedlock and have witnessed the same
before God and this company, I pronounce they be man and wife
together, in the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the
Holy Ghost.Amen.”

Elizabeth turned over in the bed she shared with
Darcy to find his side empty. Reluctant to give up the dream she
had of him, she eventually opened her eyes to find him standing
silhouetted in front of the bedchamber’s window. Smiling, she knew
his thoughts without asking. Quietly, Elizabeth slipped out of the
bed to join him. She encircled his waist from behind, and Darcy
reached out to pull her to him, holding her tightly.
“Will you not return to our bed, my Love?” she
whispered softly as she caressed Darcy’s jaw line.
Several minutes passed before he spoke the words
identifying what really bothered him. “Do you believe Georgiana to
be happy?” His doubts about serving his sister’s future laced
Darcy’s words.
Elizabeth resisted the urge to tease him; Darcy
needed a different comfort this evening. “Our sister found
happiness.” The answer spoke the simple truth.
“What if Mr. Harrison hurts Georgiana?” Darcy
protected his sister for so long, he could not relinquish the need
to do so now. Elizabeth realized his tendency for self-censure so
she tried to choose her words well.
“Mr. Harrison loves Georgiana most ardently.”
“How do you know, Elizabeth? How can you be so
sure?” Darcy turned to face her, but he did not withdraw from his
wife’s embrace.
“The man literally stumbled back upon Georgiana’s
entrance today.The love he feels for our sister could not be
hidden.”
Darcy seemed surprised.“Did he really?”
“Mr. Harrison is violently in love with Georgiana.
He physically protected her twice. You said so yourself, my
Husband, the man was single-minded in Georgiana’s defense with
Captain Rutherford. He would allow Rutherford’s men to burn the
estate or even take his life, but protecting Georgiana was a
different story.”
“That does not mean he will not hurt her; I
ardently love you, but I hurt you.” Darcy looked in Elizabeth’s
eyes, seeking the forgiveness she already gave him, but which Darcy
did not fully give to himself.
“Our trials were not of our own making, Mr. Darcy;
you cannot compare what happened to us to the normal relationship
between a man and a woman. However, even with everything, we found
our way back to where we belong. You, Fitzwilliam Darcy, are my
dream—my destiny.”
Darcy could not resist kissing her lightly;
Elizabeth’s words moved him. “I remember our wedding; you were so
beautiful. It was all I could do not to run to you and take you in
my arms.You, however, were all calm and innocence.”
Elizabeth brushed her lips over Darcy’s before
speaking. “Mr. Darcy, I am so pleased my acting skills improved to
such a degree; I assure you, my Love, calmness was not part of what
I felt standing next to you.”
Darcy’s breath became shallow as he asked,“Then,
pray tell, what did you think?”
Elizabeth flashed him a quick smile; she kissed him
lightly, allowing her lips to linger close to his. “I kept
thinking, oh, please, Reverend Woodson, hurry and make me this
magnificent man’s wife before he changes his mind.”
Darcy chuckled,“Magnificent?”
Elizabeth gave him a little growl in his ear, and
then accented each of her words with a kiss along Darcy’s chin
line. “Magnificent . . . superb . . . handsome. . . .”
Darcy allowed his hands to drop to Elizabeth’s
lower back after pulling her hips to him. “I will again surrender
to your charms,” he gasped as Elizabeth continued to distract him
with her closeness. Darcy lost himself to his wife’s body for a few
minutes, his interest in Elizabeth’s intimacy increasing rapidly.
Then a thought crossed his mind, and Elizabeth felt Darcy’s body
stiffen. He blushed when he asked, “Did you speak to Georgiana
about what she should expect tonight?”
Elizabeth could not completely stifle her amusement
as the “prideful” Mr. Darcy asked about his sister’s wedding night.
“I spoke to Georgiana,” she gave him at last. “I told her the same
thing I told Kitty—what my Aunt Gardiner shared with me.”
Darcy’s eyebrow shot up.“Mrs. Gardiner? Not your
mother?”
Elizabeth laughed out loud. “Trust me, my Love, if
I listened only to my mother’s advice, I still would be denying you
my bed.”
“I always respected Mrs. Gardiner.” Darcy’s smile
turned up the corners of his mouth as he returned to kissing
Elizabeth deeply.
Finally, she asked,“Will you not come back to bed,
my Love?”
He paused in his need to kiss Elizabeth’s neck and
shoulder. “Soon, Mrs. Darcy.” He withdrew from her a few steps and
tried to settle his emotions. “I believe I want to stay here for a
few more minutes. As tempting as you are, Elizabeth,
I fear I am missing my sister this evening a bit more than I
reasonably should.”
“Do not question whether you did your duty to
Georgiana, Fitzwilliam.” Elizabeth stepped up behind him and
lightly touched Darcy’s back.“She could not be more prepared for
the life she chose.The only thing more surprising than the chance
Georgiana is taking is where that chance is taking her.”
Darcy kissed Elizabeth’s cheek. “I know you try to
ease my mind, my Love, but I still question whether I did well by
Georgiana.”
Before she could answer, a light knock came at the
door. Darcy strode quickly to the opening. He found Henry standing
outside. “I beg your pardon, Sir,” the valet stumbled over the
words, “but a late post came a few minutes ago. I thought it might
be important.”
“Thank you, Henry.” Darcy took the letter from the
silver salver and closed the door.With shaking hands, he crossed to
sit in a chair close to the candle where he could read. “It is from
Georgiana,” he said distractedly. Darcy broke the seal and unfolded
the paper, reading the words out loud.
14 November
My dearest Brother,
I realize this is highly unusual, but I insisted
Chadwick stop on our journey and allow me to post this letter to
you. I should have said these things in person, but I could not do
so without the emotions overcoming both of us. Fitzwilliam, how may
I thank you for giving me everything worth having in life? I speak
not of Pemberley or the wealth. I speak of the freedom you gave
me—the freedom to be me.
Darcy’s words drifted off as tears welled in his
eyes, and Elizabeth slipped out of the room to allow him some
privacy. Darcy continued to read his sister’s missive, only now, he
did so silently.
A young girl has so many questions, and you, my
Brother, never thought any of mine to be foolish ones.You
encouraged me to pursue what I love—my music, allowing me the
freedom to develop my skills.You valued me enough to trust me with
the knowledge of Pemberley.You taught me not to accept the
attentions of a man who did not recognize my wit and my
intelligence to be equal to my beauty and my wealth.You could have
sent me away to school—an unhappy defection—but instead you kept me
close and showed me love.Then you brought Elizabeth into my life at
just the right time, teaching me that marrying for affection and
respect to be superior to marrying for practical purposes. Luckily,
with Mr. Harrison, I married for all three.
Fitzwilliam, I will miss your calling me
“Dearest One,” your tap of my chin with your index finger, and your
loving glance across a crowded room.You gave me unconditional love
and the confidence to be my own person.Although I look forward to
being the mistress of my own estate, I dread being away from you,
my Brother, but I go to Hines Park knowing your love goes with
me.
Your affectionate sister,
Georgiana Harrison
Georgiana Harrison
Darcy swallowed hard, fighting back the emotions.
Georgiana knew he needed her tonight, and his sister answered his
silent call. He watched as Elizabeth slipped back into the room;
she carried Ella, sleeping quietly in her mother’s arms. Elizabeth
came to where Darcy sat; she placed the sleeping child in his arms
and seated herself on the floor at his feet. She leaned against his
knee, stroking the back of Darcy’s calf while he held the child
close, lightly caressing her face with his index finger.
Finally, Elizabeth spoke tenderly, but with
passion. “Ella needs the same kind of love you always gave to
Georgiana. She needs to know what to value in this world. Ella will
need to make good choices; as a woman, she will need a strong man
who will help her find her worth. Your daughter needs the
same lessons you gave to your sister; it should be easier this
time, my Love; you learned well with Georgiana.”
Darcy directed his attentions to his wife. With a
smile he asked,“If it is to be so for Ella, what should I teach
Lucas?”
“His family duty,” she teased.
“Never, Mrs. Darcy.” His humor returned. “My son
must learn to value the women in his life.”
“Even if they are progressive in their thinking?”
Elizabeth got on her knees and moved in closer to where she could
touch him.
Darcy met her taunt by looking deep in Elizabeth’s
eyes. “Especially if they are progressive in their thinking—they
are the most difficult to understand but are the most worth
knowing. Maybe my princess needs to return to her crib,” he smiled,
“and we need to return to our bed, Mrs. Darcy.”
“I was thinking something similar. Is it not
wonderful we two think so much alike?” Elizabeth took Ella from
him. “Warm the bed, Mr. Darcy; I will be right back.”
Elizabeth headed back to the nursery. Returning a
few minutes later, she found Darcy already under the counterpane.
She slid in next to him, warming herself against his body. She
encircled his neck with her arms and began to kiss along Darcy’s
neck.“I love you, Fitzwilliam.”
“Both you and Georgiana knew what I needed
tonight.” He raised his chin to allow Elizabeth access to the
indentation at the base of his neck.
“All I did, Mr. Darcy, is remind you others need
you as much as Georgiana.” Elizabeth now kissed along his
collarbone, and Darcy felt the warmth spreading through his
loins.
He cupped her chin and brought Elizabeth’s mouth to
his. “My dearest Elizabeth,” he said, his voice taking on a
seductive huskiness,“thank you for reminding me what I want and
what I need lie in you and the children. A dreamer is protected by
the security in being home.”
Elizabeth kissed him deeply. “Life offers each of
us a thousand chances; I am pleased I am the one with whom you
chose to spend your life. Love comes gently when we least expect
it—like walking in a dream.”
Darcy pulled Elizabeth as close as he could,
pressing her body to his. He kissed her passionately while touching
her intimately.“I love you, Lizzy,” he whispered into her
ear.
“Umm,” she moaned,“perfection lies in those words.”
Elizabeth draped her leg across Darcy’s body.
“Lizzy,” he murmured as he directed kisses to her
neck and chest.“I must have you.”
Elizabeth touched him in the way she knew would
enflame his passion further.“Where you are, my Love, is where I
intend to be. I surrender to your charms; I want to be where no one
will dare to interrupt us.”
“Then it is a good thing, Lizzy,” he teased,“you
lie with the Master of Pemberley.”
“It is an excellent thing to lie with the
Master of Pemberley.” She gasped with Darcy’s assault of her
sensitive spots.“In fact. . . .”
Darcy put his fingers over her mouth.“This is not
the time to demonstrate your wit, my Love.”
A teasing smirk flitted across her face. “What
should I demonstrate, Mr. Darcy?”
“How much you love me, Mrs. Darcy.” His kiss this
time left Elizabeth gasping for air.“Tell me you want me,
Lizzy.”
Her fingers tugged at the curls along the nape of
his neck. Darcy met her eyes with an intense rush of desire.“I want
you, Fitzwilliam.”
“Kiss me, Lizzy,” he demanded as he began to take
pleasure in the love Elizabeth freely offered him.