Dr. Lanyon's
Narrative
ON THE NINTH OF JANUARY,
now four days ago, I received by the evening delivery a
registered en velope, addressed in the hand of my colleague and old
school companion, Henry Jekyll. I was a good deal surprised by
this; for we were by no means in the habit of correspondence; I had
seen the man, dined with him, indeed, the night before; and I could
imagine nothing in our intercourse that should justify formality of
registration. The contents increased my wonder; for this is how the
letter ran:
"10th December, 18—.
"Dear Lanyon,—You are one of my oldest friends; and although we may
have differed at times on scientific questions, I cannot remember,
at least on my side, any break in our affection. There was never a
day when, if you had said to me, 'Jekyll, my life, my honour, my
reason, depend upon you,' I would not have sacrificed my left hand
to help you. Lanyon my life, my honour, my reason, are all at your
mercy; if you fail me to-night, I am lost. You might suppose, after
this preface, that I am going to ask you for something
dishonourable to grant. Judge for yourself. "I want you to postpone
all other engagements for to-night—ay, even if you were summoned to
the bedside of an emperor; to take a cab, unless your carriage
should be actually at the door; and with this letter in your hand
for consultation, to drive straight to my house. Poole, my butler,
has his orders; you will find him waiting your arrival with a
locksmith. The door of my cabinet is then to be forced: and you are
to go in alone; to open the glazed press (letter E) on the left
hand, breaking the lock if it be shut; and to draw out, with all
its contents as they stand, the fourth drawer from the top or
(which is the same thing) the third from the bottom. In my extreme
distress of mind, I have a morbid fear of misdirecting you; but
even if I am in error, you may know the right drawer by its
contents: some powders, a phial and a paper book. This drawer I beg
of you to carry back with you to Cavendish Square exactly as it
stands. "That is the first part of the service: now for the second.
You should be back, if you set out at once on the receipt of this,
long before midnight; but I will leave you that amount of margin,
not only in the fear of one of those obstacles that can neither be
prevented nor foreseen, but because an hour when your servants are
in bed is to be preferred for what will then remain to do. At
midnight, then, I have to ask you to be alone in your consulting
room, to admit with your own hand into the house a man who will
present himself in my name, and to place in his hands the drawer
that you will have brought with you from my cabinet. Then you will
have played your part and earned my gratitude completely. Five
minutes afterwards, if you insist upon an explanation, you will
have understood that these arrangements are of capital importance;
and that by the neglect of one of them, fantastic as they must
appear, you might have charged your conscience with my death or the
shipwreck of my reason. "Confident as I am that you will not trifle
with this appeal, my heart sinks and my hand trembles at the bare
thought of such a possibility. Think of me at this hour, in a
strange place, labouring under a blackness of distress that no
fancy can exaggerate, and yet well aware that, if you will but
punctually serve me, my troubles will roll away like a story that
is told. Serve me, my dear Lanyon and save
"Your
friend,
"P.S.—I had already sealed this up when a fresh terror struck upon
my soul. It is possible that the post-office may fail me, and this
letter not come into your hands until to-morrow morning. In that
case, dear Lanyon, do my errand when it shall be most convenient
for you in the course of the day; and once more expect my messenger
at midnight. It may then already be too late; and if that night
passes without event, you will know that you have seen the last of
Henry Jekyll." Upon the reading of this letter, I made sure my
colleague was insane; but till that was proved beyond the
possibility of doubt, I felt bound to do as he requested. The less
I understood of this farrago, the less I was in a position to judge
of its importance; and an appeal so worded could not be set aside
without a grave responsibility. I rose accordingly from table, got
into a hansom, and drove straight to Jekyll's house. The butler was
awaiting my arrival; he had received by the same post as mine a
registered letter of instruction, and had sent at once for a
locksmith and a carpenter. The tradesmen came while we were yet
speaking; and we moved in a body to old Dr. Denman's surgical
theatre, from which (as you are doubtless aware) Jekyll's private
cabinet is most conveniently entered. The door was very strong, the
lock excellent; the carpenter avowed he would have great trouble
and have to do much damage, if force were to be used; and the
locksmith was near despair. But this last was a handy fellow, and
after two hour's work, the door stood open. The press marked E was
unlocked; and I took out the drawer, had it filled up with straw
and tied in a sheet, and returned with it to Cavendish Square. Here
I proceeded to examine its contents. The powders were neatly enough
made up, but not with the nicety of the dispensing chemist; so that
it was plain they were of Jekyll's private manufacture: and when I
opened one of the wrappers I found what seemed to me a simple
crystalline salt of a white colour. The phial, to which I next
turned my attention, might have been about half full of a blood-red
liquor, which was highly pungent to the sense of smell and seemed
to me to contain phosphorus and some volatile ether. At the other
ingredients I could make no guess. The book was an ordinary version
book and contained little but a series of dates. These covered a
period of many years, but I observed that the entries ceased nearly
a year ago and quite abruptly. Here and there a brief remark was
appended to a date, usually no more than a single word: "double"
occurring perhaps six times in a total of several hundred entries;
and once very early in the list and followed by several marks of
exclamation, "total failure!!!" All this, though it whetted my
curiosity, told me little that was definite. Here were a phial of
some salt, and the record of a series of experiments that had led
(like too many of Jekyll's investigations) to no end of practical
usefulness. How could the presence of these articles in my house
affect either the honour, the sanity, or the life of my flighty
colleague? If his messenger could go to one place, why could he not
go to another? And even granting some impediment, why was this
gentleman to be received by me in secret? The more I reflected the
more convinced I grew that I was dealing with a case of cerebral
disease; and though I dismissed my servants to bed, I loaded an old
revolver, that I might be found in some posture of self-defence.
Twelve o'clock had scarce rung out over London, ere the knocker
sounded very gently on the door. I went myself at the summons, and
found a small man crouching against the pillars of the portico.
"Are you come from Dr. Jekyll?" I asked. He told me "yes" by a
constrained gesture; and when I had bidden him enter, he did not
obey me without a searching backward glance into the darkness of
the square. There was a policeman not far off, advancing with his
bull's eye open; and at the sight, I thought my visitor started and
made greater haste. These particulars struck me, I confess,
disagreeably; and as I followed him into the bright light of the
consulting room, I kept my hand ready on my weapon. Here, at last,
I had a chance of clearly seeing him. I had never set eyes on him
before, so much was certain. He was small, as I have said; I was
struck besides with the shocking expression of his face, with his
remarkable combination of great muscular activity and great
apparent debility of constitution, and—last but not least—with the
odd, subjective disturbance caused by his neighbourhood. This bore
some resemblance to incipient rigour, and was accompanied by a
marked sinking of the pulse. At the time, I set it down to some
idiosyncratic, personal distaste, and merely wondered at the
acuteness of the symptoms; but I have since had reason to believe
the cause to lie much deeper in the nature of man, and to turn on
some nobler hinge than the principle of hatred. This person (who
had thus, from the first moment of his entrance, struck in me what
I can only, describe as a disgustful curiosity) was dressed in a
fashion that would have made an ordinary person laughable; his
clothes, that is to say, although they were of rich and sober
fabric, were enormously too large for him in every measurement—the
trousers hanging on his legs and rolled up to keep them from the
ground, the waist of the coat below his haunches, and the collar
sprawling wide upon his shoulders. Strange to relate, this
ludicrous accoutrement was far from moving me to laughter. Rather,
as there was something abnormal and misbegotten in the very essence
of the creature that now faced me— something seizing, surprising
and revolting—this fresh disparity seemed but to fit in with and to
reinforce it; so that to my interest in the man's nature and
character, there was added a curiosity as to his origin, his life,
his fortune and status in the world. These observations, though
they have taken so great a space to be set down in, were yet the
work of a few seconds. My visitor was, indeed, on fire with sombre
excitement. "Have you got it?" he cried. "Have you got it?" And so
lively was his impatience that he even laid his hand upon my arm
and sought to shake me. I put him back, conscious at his touch of a
certain icy pang along my blood. "Come, sir," said I. "You forget
that I have not yet the pleasure of your acquaintance. Be seated,
if you please." And I showed him an example, and sat down myself in
my customary seat and with as fair an imitation of my ordinary
manner to a patient, as the lateness of the hour, the nature of my
preoccupations, and the horror I had of my visitor, would suffer me
to muster. "I beg your pardon, Dr. Lanyon," he replied civilly
enough. "What you say is very well founded; and my impatience has
shown its heels to my politeness. I come here at the instance of
your colleague, Dr. Henry Jekyll, on a piece of business of some
moment; and I understood... " He paused and put his hand to his
throat, and I could see, in spite of his collected manner, that he
was wrestling against the approaches of the hysteria—"I understood,
a drawer... " But here I took pity on my visitor's suspense, and
some perhaps on my own growing curiosity. "There it is, sir," said
I, pointing to the drawer, where it lay on the floor behind a table
and still covered with the sheet. He sprang to it, and then paused,
and laid his hand upon his heart: I could hear his teeth grate with
the convulsive action of his jaws; and his face was so ghastly to
see that I grew alarmed both for his life and reason. "Compose
yourself," said I. He turned a dreadful smile to me, and as if with
the decision of despair, plucked away the sheet. At sight of the
contents, he uttered one loud sob of such immense relief that I sat
petrified. And the next moment, in a voice that was already fairly
well under control, "Have you a graduated glass?" he asked. I rose
from my place with something of an effort and gave him what he
asked. He thanked me with a smiling nod, measured out a few minims
of the red tincture and added one of the powders. The mixture,
which was at first of a reddish hue, began, in proportion as the
crystals melted, to brighten in colour, to effervesce audibly, and
to throw off small fumes of vapour. Suddenly and at the same
moment, the ebullition ceased and the compound changed to a dark
purple, which faded again more slowly to a watery green. My
visitor, who had watched these metamorphoses with a keen eye,
smiled, set down the glass upon the table, and then turned and
looked upon me with an air of scrutiny. "And now," said he, "to
settle what remains. Will you be wise? will you be guided? will you
suffer me to take this glass in my hand and to go forth from your
house without further parley? or has the greed of curiosity too
much command of you? Think before you answer, for it shall be done
as you decide. As you decide, you shall be left as you were before,
and neither richer nor wiser, unless the sense of service rendered
to a man in mortal distress may be counted as a kind of riches of
the soul. Or, if you shall so prefer to choose, a new province of
knowledge and new avenues to fame and power shall be laid open to
you, here, in this room, upon the instant; and your sight shall be
blasted by a prodigy to stagger the unbelief of Satan." "Sir," said
I, affecting a coolness that I was far from truly possessing, "you
speak enigmas, and you will perhaps not wonder that I hear you with
no very strong impression of belief. But I have gone too far in the
way of inexplicable services to pause before I see the end." "It is
well," replied my visitor. "Lanyon, you remember your vows: what
follows is under the seal of our profession. And now, you who have
so long been bound to the most narrow and material views, you who
have denied the virtue of transcendental medicine, you who have
derided your superiors—behold!" He put the glass to his lips and
drank at one gulp. A cry followed; he reeled, staggered, clutched
at the table and held on, staring with injected eyes, gasping with
open mouth; and as I looked there came, I thought, a change—he
seemed to swell—his face became suddenly black and the features
seemed to melt and alter—and the next moment, I had sprung to my
feet and leaped back against the wall, my arms raised to shield me
from that prodigy, my mind submerged in terror. "O God!" I
screamed, and "O God!" again and again; for there before my
eyes—pale and shaken, and half fainting, and groping before him
with his hands, like a man restored from death—there stood Henry
Jekyll! What he told me in the next hour, I cannot bring my mind to
set on paper. I saw what I saw, I heard what I heard, and my soul
sickened at it; and yet now when that sight has faded from my eyes,
I ask myself if I believe it, and I cannot answer. My life is
shaken to its roots; sleep has left me; the deadliest terror sits
by me at all hours of the day and night; and I feel that my days
are numbered, and that I must die; and yet I shall die incredulous.
As for the moral turpitude that man unveiled to me, even with tears
of penitence, I can not, even in memory, dwell on it without a
start of horror. I will say but one thing, Utterson, and that (if
you can bring your mind to credit it) will be more than enough. The
creature who crept into my house that night was, on Jekyll's own
confession, known by the name of Hyde and hunted for in every
corner of the land as the murderer of Carew.
"H.J.
Hastie
Lanyon