- Stephen R Donaldson
- Covenant [3] The Power That Preserves
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Seventeen: The Spoiled
Plains
BANNOR
recovered more quickly than Foamfollower. In spite of his advancing
age, the toughness of the Haruchai was
still in him; after Covenant had chafed his wrists and neck for a
moment, he shrugged off his unconsciousness and became almost
instantly alert. He met Covenant’s teary gaze with characteristic
dispassion, and together they went to do what they could for the
Giant.
Foamfollower lay moaning on the
ground in a fever of revulsion. Spasms bared his teeth, and his
massive hands thrashed erratically against his chest as if he were
trying to smite some fatal spot of wrong in himself. He seemed in
danger of harming himself. So Bannor sat on the ground at the
Giant’s head, braced his feet on Foamfollower’s shoulders, and
caught his flailing arms by the wrists. Banner held the Giant’s
arms still while Covenant sat on Foamfollower’s chest and slapped
his snarling face.
After a moment of resistance,
Foamfollower let out a roar. Wrenching savagely, he heaved Bannor
over Covenant’s head, knocked the Unbeliever off his chest, and
lurched panting to his feet.
Covenant retreated from the threat of
Foamfollower’s fists. But as the Giant blinked and panted, he
recovered himself, recognized his friends. “Covenant?” he gritted,
“Bannor?” as if he feared they were Ravers.
“Foamfollower,” Covenant responded
thickly. Tears of relief streamed down his gaunt cheeks. “You’re
all right.”
Slowly, Foamfollower relaxed as he
saw that his friends were unmastered and whole. “Stone and Sea!” he
gasped weakly, shuddering as he breathed. “Ah! My friends—have I
harmed you?”
Covenant could not answer; he was
choked with fresh weeping. He stood where he was and let
Foamfollower watch his tears; he had no other way to tell the Giant
how he felt. After a moment, Bannor replied for him, “We are
well—as well as may be. You have done us no injury.”
“And the—the spectre of High Lord
Elena? The Staff of Law? How is it that we yet live?”
“Gone.” Covenant fought to control
himself. “Destroyed.”
Foamfollower’s face was full of
sympathy. “Ah, no, my friend,” he sighed. “She is not destroyed.
The dead cannot be destroyed.”
“I know. I know that.” Covenant
gritted his teeth, hugged his chest, until he passed the crest of
his emotion. Then it began to subside, and he regained some measure
of steadiness. “She’s just dead—dead again. But the Staff—it was
destroyed. By wild magic.” Half fearing the reaction of his friends
to this information, he added, “I didn’t do it. It wasn’t my doing.
She—” He faltered. He had heard Mhoram say, You are the white gold. How could he be sure now
what was or was not his doing?
But his revelation only drew a
strange glint from Banner’s flat eyes. The Haruchai had always considered weapons unnecessary,
even corruptive. Bannor found satisfaction rather than regret in
the passing of the Staff. And Foamfollower shrugged the explanation
aside, as if it were unimportant compared to his friend’s distress.
“Ah, Covenant, Covenant,” he groaned. “How can you endure? Who can
withstand such things?”
” I'm a leper,” Covenant responded.
He was surprised to hear himself say the word without bitterness.
“I can stand anything. Because I can’t feel it.” He gestured with
his diseased hands because his tears so obviously contradicted him.
“This is a dream. It can’t touch me. I’m”—he grimaced, remembering
the belief which had first led Elena to break the Law of
Death—“numb.”
Answering tears blurred
Foamfollower’s cavernous eyes. “And you are very brave,” he said in
a thick voice. “You are beyond me.”
The Giant’s grief almost reopened
Covenant’s weeping. But he steadied himself by thinking of the
questions he would have to ask, the things he would have to say. He
wanted to smile for Foamfollower, but his cheeks were too stiff.
Then he felt he had been caught in the act of a perennial failure,
a habitual inadequacy of response. He was relieved to turn away
when Banner called their attention to the weather.
Bannor made him aware of the absence
of wind. In his struggle with Elena, he had hardly noticed the
change. But now he could feel the stillness of the atmosphere like
a palpable healing. For a time, at least, Lord Foul’s gelid frenzy
was gone. And without the wind to drive it, the grey cloud-cover
hung sullen and empty overhead, like a casket without a
corpse.
As a result, the air felt warmer.
Covenant half expected to see dampness on the ground as the hard
earth thawed, half expected spring to begin on the spot. In the
gentle stillness, the sound of the waterfall reached him
clearly.
Banner’s perceptions went further; he
sensed something Covenant had missed. After a moment, he took
Covenant and Foamfollower to the Colossus to show them what he had
found.
From the obsidian monolith came a
soft emanation of heat.
This warmth held the true promise of
spring; it smelled of buds and green grass, of aliantha and moss and forest-loam. Under its
influence, Covenant found that he could relax. He put aside misery,
fear, unresolved need, and sank down gratefully to sit with his
back against the soothing stone.
Foamfollower hunted around the area
until he located the sack of provisions he had carried with him
from the Ramen covert. He took out food and his pot of graveling.
Together, he, Bannor, and Covenant ate a silent meal under the fist
of the Colossus as if they were sharing a communion—as if they
accepted the stone’s warmth and shelter to do it honour. They had
no other way to express their thanks.
Covenant was hungry; he had had
nothing but Demondim-drink to sustain him for days. Yet he ate the
food, absorbed the warmth, with a strange humility, as if he had
not earned them, did not deserve them. He knew in his heart that
the destruction of the Staff purchased nothing more than a brief
respite for the Land, a short delay in the Despiser’s eventual
triumph. And that respite was not his doing. The reflex which had
triggered the white gold was surely as unconscious, as involuntary,
as if it had happened in his sleep. And yet another life had been
spent on his account. That knowledge humbled him. He fed and warmed
himself because all his work had yet to be done, and no other being
in the Land could do it for him.
When the frugal meal was finished, he
began his task by asking his companions how they had come to the
Colossus.
Foamfollower winced at the memory. He
left the telling of it to Banner’s terseness. While Banner spoke,
the Giant cleaned and tended Covenant’s forehead.
In short sentences, Banner indicated
that the Ramen had been able to defeat the attack on their covert,
thanks to the Giant’s prodigious aid. But the battle had been a
long and costly one, and the night was gone before Bannor and
Foamfollower could begin to search for Covenant and Lena.
(”Ur-viles!” Foamfollower muttered at Covenant’s injury. ‘ “This
will not heal. To make you captive, they put their mark upon you.”)
The Manethralls permitted only two Cords, Whane and Lal, to aid in
the search. For during the night, a change had come over the
Ranyhyn. To the surprise and joy of the Ramen, the great horses had
unexpectedly started south toward the sanctuary of the mountains.
The Ramen followed at once. Only their mixed awe and concern for
the Ringthane induced them to give Bannor and Foamfollower any aid
at all.
So the four of them began the hunt.
But they had lost too much time; wind and snow had obscured the
trail. They lost it south of the Roamsedge and could find no trace
of Covenant. At last they concluded that he must have gained other
aid to take him eastward. Together the four made what haste they
could toward the Fall of the River Landrider.
The journey was made slow and arduous
by kresh packs and marauders, and the
four feared that Covenant would have left the Upper Land days ago.
But when they neared the Colossus, they came upon a band of
ur-viles accompanied by the Raver, Herem-Triock. Then the four were
dismayed to see that the band bore with it the Unbeliever,
prostrate as if he were dead.
The four attacked, slew the ur-viles.
But they could not prevent the call which Herem sent. And before
they could defeat Herem, rescue Covenant, and retrieve the ring,
that call was answered by the dead Elena, wielding the Staff of
Law. She mastered the four effortlessly. Then she gave Whane to
Herem, so that Triock’s anguish would be more poignant. When
Jehannum came to her, that Raver entered Lal. Covenant knew the
rest.
Bannor and Foamfollower had seen no
sign of Lena. They did not know what had delayed Covenant’s arrival
at Landsdrop.
As Bannor finished, Foamfollower
growled in angry disgust, “Stone and Sea! She has made me unclean.
I must bathe—I will need a sea to wash away this
coercion.”
Bannor nodded. “I,
also.”
But neither of them moved, though the
River Landrider was nearby beyond a low line of hills. Covenant
knew they were holding themselves at his disposal; they seemed to
sense that he needed them. And they had questions of their own. But
he felt unready for the things he would have to say. After a
silence, he asked painfully,’ Triock summoned me—and he’s dead. Why
am I still here?”
Foamfollower mused briefly, then
said, “Perhaps because the Law of Death has been broken—perhaps it
was that Law which formerly sent you from the Land when your
summoner died. Or perhaps it is because I also had a hand in this
call.”
Yes, Covenant sighed to himself. His
debt to Triock was hardly less than what he owed
Foamfollower.
He could not shirk the responsibility
any longer; he forced himself to describe what had happened to
Lena.
His voice was dull as he spoke of
her—an old woman brought to a bloody and graveless end because in
her confusion she clung to the man who had harmed her. And her
death was only the most recent tragedy in her family. First and
last, her people had borne the brunt of him: Trell Gravelingas,
Atiaran Trell-mate, High Lord Elena, Lena herself—he had ruined
them all. Such things altered him, made a different man of him.
That made it possible for him to ask another question after he had
told all he knew of his own tale.
“Foamfollower”—he framed his inquiry
as carefully as he could—“it’s none of my business. But Pietten
said some terrible things about you. Or he meant them to be
terrible. He said—” But he could not say the words. No matter how
he uttered them, they would sound like an accusation.
The Giant sighed, and his whole frame
sagged. He studied his intertwined hands as if somewhere in their
clasped gentleness and butchery were a secret he could not unclose,
but he no longer evaded the question. “He said that I betrayed my
kinfolk—that the Giants of Seareach died to the last child at the
hands of turiya Raver because I
abandoned them. It is true.”
Foamfollower! Covenant moaned. My
friend! Sorrow welled up in him, almost made him weep
again.
Abstractedly, Bannor said, “Many
things were lost in The Grieve that day.”
” Yes.” Foamfollower blinked as if he
were trying to hold back tears, but his eyes were dry, as parched
as a wilderland. “Yes—many things. Among them I was the
least.
“Ah, Covenant, how can I tell you of
it? This tongue has no words long enough for the tale. No word can
encompass the love for a lost homeland, or the anguish of
diminishing seed, or the pride—the pride in fidelity—That fidelity
was our only reply to our extinction. We could not have borne our
decline if we had not taken pride.
“So my people—the Giants—I also, in
my own way—the Giants were filled with horror—with abhorrence so
deep that it numbed the very marrow of their bones—when they saw
their pride riven—torn from them like rotten sails in the wind.
They foundered at the sight. They saw the portent of their hope of
Home—the three brothers—changed from fidelity to the most potent
ill by one small stroke of the Despiser’s evil. Who in the Land
could hope to stand against a Giant-Raver? Thus the Unhomed became
the means to destroy that to which they had held themselves true.
And in horror at the naught of their fidelity, their folly
practiced through long centuries of pride, they were transfixed.
Their revulsion left no room in them for thought or resistance or
choice. Rather than behold the cost of their failure—rather than
risk the chance that more of them would be made Soulcrusher’s
servants—they—they elected to be slain.
“I also—in my way, I was horrified as
well. But I had already seen what they had not, until that moment.
I had seen myself become what I hated. Alone of all my kindred, I
was not surprised. It was not the vision of a Giant-Raver which
horrified me. It was my—my own people.
“Ah! Stone and Sea! They appalled me.
I stormed at them—I ran through The Grieve like a dark sea of
madness, howling at their abandonment, raging to strike one spark
of resistance in the drenched tinder of their hearts. But they—they
put away their tools, and banked their fires, and made ready their
homes as if in preparation for departure—” Abruptly, his suppressed
passion broke into a cry. “My people! I could not bear it! I fled
them with abjection crowding at my heart—fled them lest I, too,
should fall into their dismay. Therefore they were slain. I who
might have fought the Raver deserted them in the deepest blackness
of their need.” Unable to contain himself any longer, he heaved to
his feet. His raw, scourged voice rasped thickly in his throat. “I
am unclean. I must—wash.”
Holding himself stiffly upright, he
turned and lumbered away toward the river.
The helplessness of Covenant’s pain
came out as anger. His own voice shook as he muttered to Banner,
“If you say one word to blame him, I swear—“
Then he stopped himself. He had
accused Bannor unjustly too often in the past; the Bloodguard had
long ago earned better treatment than this from him. But Bannor
only shrugged. “I am a Haruchai, ” he
said. “We also are not immune. Corruption wears many faces. Blame
is a more enticing face than others, but it is none the less a mask
for the Despiser.”
His speech made Covenant look at him
closely. Something came up between them that had never been laid to
rest, neither on Gallows Howe nor in the Ramen covert. It wore the
aspect of habitual Bloodguard distrust, but as he met Banner’s
eyes, Covenant sensed that the issue was a larger one.
Without inflection, Bannor went on:
“Hate and vengeance are also masks.”
Covenant was struck by how much the
Bloodguard had aged. His mortality had accelerated. His hair was
the same silver as his eyebrows; his skin had a sere appearance, as
if it had started to wither; and his wrinkles looked oddly fatal,
like gullies of death in his countenance. Yet his steady dispassion
seemed as complete as ever. He did not look like a man who had
deserted his sworn loyalty to the Lords.
“Ur-Lord,” he said evenly, “what will
you do?”
“Do?” Covenant did his best to match
the Bloodguard, though he could not look at Banner’s aging without
remorse. “I still have work to do. I’ve got to go to Foul’s
Creche.”
“For what purpose?”
“I’ve got to stop him.”
“High Lord Elena also strove to stop
him. You have seen the outcome.”
“Yes.” Covenant did full justice to
Banner’s statement. But he did not falter. “I’ve got to find a
better answer than she did.”
“Do you make this choice out of
hate?”
He met the question squarely. “I
don’t know.”
“Then why do you go?”
“Because I must.” That must carried the weight of an irrefusable
necessity. The escape he had envisioned when he had left Morinmoss
did not suffice. The Land’s need held him like a harness. “I’ve
done so many things wrong. I’ve got to try to make them
right.”
Bannor considered this for a moment,
then asked bluntly, “Do you know then how to make use of the wild
magic?”
“No,” Covenant answered. “Yes.” He
hesitated, not because he doubted his reply, but because he was
reluctant to say it aloud. But his sense of what was unresolved
between him and Bannor had become clearer; something more than
distrust was at stake. “I don’t know how to call it up, do anything
with it. But I know how to trigger it.” He remembered vividly how
Bannor had compelled him to help High Lord Prothall summon the
Fire-Lions of Mount Thunder. “If I can get to the Illearth Stone—I
can do something.”
The Bloodguard’s voice was hard. “The
Stone corrupts.”
“I know.” He understood Banner’s
point vividly. “I know. That’s why I have to get to it. That’s what
this is all about—everything. That’s why Foul has been manipulating
me. That’s why Elena—why Elena did what she did. That’s why Mhoram
trusted me.”
Bannor did not relent. “Will it be
another Desecration?”
Covenant had to steady himself before
he could reply. “I hope not. I don’t want it to be.”
In answer, the Bloodguard got to his
feet. Looking soberly down at the Unbeliever, he said, “Ur-Lord
Covenant, I will not accompany you for this purpose.”
“Not?” Covenant protested. In the
back of his mind, he had been counting on Banner’s
companionship.
“No. I no longer serve
Lords.”
More harshly than he intended,
Covenant rasped, “So you’ve decided to turn your
back?”
“No.” Bannor denied the charge
flatly. “What help I can, I will give. All the Bloodguard knowledge
of the Spoiled Plains, of Kurash Qwellinir and Hotash Slay, I will
share with you. But Ridjeck Thome, Corruption’s seat—there I will
not go. The deepest wish of the Bloodguard was to fight the
Despiser in his home, pure service against Corruption. This desire
misled. I have put aside such things. My proper place now is with
the Ranyhyn and their Ramen, in the exile of the
mountains.”
Covenant seemed to hear an anguish
behind the inflectionless tone of the speech—an anguish that hurt
him in the same way that this man always hurt him. “Ah, Bannor,” he
sighed. “Are you so ashamed of what you were?”
Bannor cocked a white eyebrow at the
question, as if it came close to the truth. “I am not shamed,” he
said distinctly. “But I am saddened that so many centuries were
required to teach us the limits of our worth. We went too far, in
pride and folly. Mortal men should not give up wives and sleep and
death for any service —lest the face of failure become too
abhorrent to be endured.” He paused almost as if he were
hesitating, then concluded, “Have you forgotten that High Lord
Elena carved our faces as one in her last marrowmeld
work?”
“No.” Bannor had moved him. His
response was both an assertion and a promise. “I will never
forget.”
Bannor nodded slowly. Then he said,
“I, too, must wash,” and strode away toward the river without a
backward glance.
Covenant watched him go for a moment,
then leaned his head back against the warmth of the Colossus and
closed his sore eyes. He knew that he should not delay his
departure any longer, that he increased his risks every moment he
remained where he was. Lord Foul was certain to know what had
happened; he would feel the sudden destruction of the Staff, and
would search until he found the explanation, perhaps by compelling
Elena once more out of her death to answer his questions. Then
preparations would be made against the Unbeliever; Foul’s Creche
would be defended; hunting parties would be sent out. Any delay
might mean defeat.
But Covenant was not ready. He still
had one more confession to make—the last and hardest thing he would
have to tell his friends. So he sat absorbing the heat of the
Colossus like sustenance while he waited for Bannor and
Foamfollower to return. He did not want to carry the weight of any
more dishonesty with him when he left the place where Triock had
died.
Bannor was not gone long. He and
Foamfollower returned dripping to dry themselves in the heat of the
stone. Foamfollower had regained his composure. His teeth flashed
through his stiff wet beard as if he were eager to be on his way—as
if he were ready to fight his way through a sea of foes for one
chance to strike a blow at the Despiser. And Bannor stood dourly at
the Giant’s side. They were equals, despite the difference in size.
They both met Covenant’s gaze when he looked up at them. For an odd
moment he felt torn between them, as if they represented the
opposing poles of his dilemma.
But odder than this torn feeling was
the confidence which came with it. In that fleeting moment, he
seemed to recognize where he stood for the first time. While the
impression lasted, his fear or reluctance or uncertainty dropped
from him.’ “There’s one more thing,” he said to both his friends at
once, “one more thing I’ve got to tell you.”
Then, because he did not want to see
their reactions until he had given them the whole tale, he sat
gazing into the lifeless circle of his ring while he described how
High Lord Mhoram had summoned him to Revelstone, and how he had
refused.
He spoke as concisely as he could
without minimizing the plight of Revelstone as he had seen it then,
or the danger of the little girl for whom he had denied Mhoram’s
appeal, or the hysteria which had been on him when he had made his
choice. He found as he spoke that he did not regret the decision.
It seemed to have nothing to do with either his regret or his
volition; he simply could not have chosen otherwise. But the Land
had many reasons for regret—a myriad reasons, one for every life
which had been lost, one for every day which had been added to the
winter, because he had not given himself and his ring into Mhoram’s
hands. He explained what he had done so that Bannor and
Foamfollower at least would not be able to reproach him for
dishonesty.
When he was done, he looked up again.
Neither Bannor nor Foamfollower met his eyes at first; in their
separate ways, they appeared upset by what they had heard. But
finally Bannor returned Covenant’s gaze and said levelly, “A costly
choice, Unbeliever. Costly. Much harm might have been
averted—“
Foamfollower interrupted him.
“Costly! Might!” A fierce grin stretched his lips, echoed out of
his deep eyes. “A child was saved! Covenant—my friend—even reduced
as I am, I can hear joy in such a choice. Your bravery—Stone and
Sea! It astounds me.”
Bannor was not swayed. “Call it
bravery, then. It is costly nonetheless. The Land will bleed under
the expense for many years, whatever the outcome of your purpose in
Foul’s Creche.”
Once again, Covenant was forced to
say, ”I know.” He knew with a vividness that felt terrible to him.
“I couldn’t do anything else. And—and I wasn’t ready then. I’m
ready now—readier.” I’ll never be ready, he thought. It’s
impossible to be ready for this. “Maybe I can do something now that
I couldn’t do then.”
Bannor held his eyes for another
moment, then nodded brusquely. “Will you go now?” he asked without
expression. “Corruption will be a hunt for you.”
Covenant sighed, and pushed himself
to his feet. “Yes.” He did not want to leave the comfort of the
Colossus. “Ready or not. Let’s get on with it.”
He walked between Bannor and
Foamfollower, and they took him up the last of the hills to a place
where he could look down the cliff of Landsdrop to the Spoiled
Plains.
The precipice seemed to leap out from
behind the hill as if it had been hiding in ambush for
Covenant—abruptly, he found himself looking over the edge and down
two thousand feet—but he gripped the arms of his friends on either
side and breathed deeply to hold back his vertigo. After a moment,
the suddenness of the view faded, and he began to notice
details.
At the base of the hill on his right,
the River Landrider swooped downward in a final rush to pour
heavily over the lip of Landsdrop. The tumult of its roar was
complex. In this region, the cliff broke into four or five ragged
stairs, so that the waterfall went down by steps, all pounding
simultaneously, anharmonically. From the bottom of the Fall, it
angled away south-eastward into the perpetual wasteland of the
Spoiled Plains.
“There,” said Bannor, “there begins
its ordeal. There the Landrider becomes the Ruinwash, and flows
polluted toward the Sea. It is a murky and repelling water, unfit
for use by any but its own unfit denizens. But it is your way for a
time. It will provide a path for you through much of these
hazardous Plains. And it will place you south of Kurash
Qwellinir.
“You know”—he nodded to
Foamfollower—“that the Spoiled Plains form a wide deadland around
the promontory of Ridjeck Thome, where Foul’s Creche juts into the
Sea. Within that deadland lies Kurash Qwellinir, the Shattered
Hills. Some say that these Hills were formed by the breaking of a
mountain—others, that they were shaped from the slag and refuse of
Corruption’s war caverns, furnaces, breeding dens. However they
were made, they are a maze to bewilder the approach of any foe. And
within them lies Gorak Krembal —Hotash Slay. From Sea-cliff to
Sea-cliff about the promontory, it defends Corruption’s seat with
lava, so that none may pass that way to gain the one gateless maw
of the
Creche.
“Corruption’s creatures make their
way to and from Ridjeck Thome through tunnels which open in secret
places among Kurash Qwellinir. But it is in my heart that such an
approach will not avail you. I do not doubt that a Giant may find a
tunnel within the maze. But on that road all Corruption’s defending
armies stand before you. You cannot pass.
“I will tell you of a passage through
the Shattered Hills on their southward side. The narrowest point of
Hotash Slay is there, where the lava pours through a gash in the
cliff into the Sea. A Giant may find crossing in that place.” He
spoke as if he were discussing a convenient path among mountains,
not an approach to the Corrupter of the Bloodguard. “In that way,
it may be that you will take Ridjeck Thome by
surprise.”
Foamfollower absorbed this
information, and nodded. Then he listened closely while Bannor
detailed his route through the maze of Kurash Qwellinir. Covenant
tried to listen also, but his attention wandered. He seemed to hear
Landsdrop calling to him. Imminent vertigo foiled his
concentration. Elena, he breathed to himself. He called her up in
his mind, hoping that her image would steady him. But the emerald
radiance of her fate made him wince and groan.
No! he averred into the approach of
dizziness. It doesn’t have to be that way. It’s my dream. I can do
something about it.
Foamfollower and Bannor were looking
at him strangely. His fingers gripped them feebly, urgently. He
could not take his eyes off the waterfall’s rush. It called him
downward like the allure of death.
He took a deep breath. Finger by
finger, he forced himself to release his friends. “Let’s get
going,” he murmured. “I can’t stand any more waiting.”
The Giant hefted his sack. “I am
ready,” he said. “Our supplies are scant—but we have no recourse.
We must hope for aliantha on the Lower
Land.”
Without looking away from the Fall,
Covenant addressed Bannor. He could not ask the Bloodguard to
change his decision, so he said, “You’ll bury Triock? He’s earned a
decent grave.”
Banner nodded, then said, “I will do
another thing also.” He reached one hand into his short robe and
drew out the charred metal heels of the Staff of Law. “I will bear
these to Revelstone. When the time of my end comes upon me, I will
return to the mountain home of the Haruchai. On the way, I will visit Revelstone—if
the Lords and Lord’s Keep still stand. I know not what value may
remain in this metal, but perhaps the survivors of this war will
find some use for it.”
Thank you, Covenant whispered
silently.
Banner put the bands away and bowed
once briefly to Covenant and Foamfollower. “Look for help wherever
you go,” he said. “Even in the Spoiled Plains, Corruption is not
entirely master.” Before they could reply, he turned and trotted
away toward the Colossus. As he passed over the hilltop, his back
told them as clearly as speech that they would never see him
again.
Bannor! Covenant groaned. Was it that
bad? He felt bereft, deserted, as if half his support had been
taken away.
“Gently, my friend,” Foamfollower
breathed. “He has turned his back on vengeance. Two thousand years
and more of pure service were violated for him—yet he chooses not
to avenge them. Such choices are not easily made. They are not
easily borne. Retribution—ah, my friend, retribution is the
sweetest of all dark sweet dreams.”
Covenant found himself still staring
at the waterfall. The complex plunge of the river had a sweetness
all its own. He shook himself. “Hellfire.” The emptiness of his
curses seemed appropriate to his condition. “Are we going to do it
or aren’t we?”
“We will go.” Covenant felt the
Giant’s gaze on him without meeting it. “Covenant—ur-Lord—there is
no need for you to endure this descent. Close your eyes, and I will
bear you as I did from Kevin’s Watch.”
Covenant hardly heard himself answer,
”That was a long time ago.” Vertigo was beginning to reel in his
head. “I’ve got to do this for myself. For a moment, he let slip
his resistance and almost fell to his knees. As the suction tugged
at his mind, he comprehended that he would have to go into it
rather than away from it, that the only way to master vertigo was
to find its centre. Somewhere in the centre of the spinning would
be an eye, a core of stability. “Just go ahead—so you can catch
me.” Only in the eye of the whirl could he find solid
ground.
Foamfollower regarded him dubiously,
then started down to the edge of the cliff near the Fall. With
Covenant limping in his wake, he went to the rim, glanced down to
pick the best place for a descent, then lowered himself out of
sight over the edge.
Covenant stood for a moment teetering
on the lip of Landsdrop. The Fall yawed abysmally from side to
side; it beckoned to him like relief from delirium. It was such an
easy answer. As his vertigo mounted, he did not see how he could
refuse it.
But its upsurge made his pulse hammer
in his wounded forehead. He spun around that pain as if it were a
pivot, and found that the seductive panic of the plunge was fading.
The simple hope that vertigo had a firm centre seemed to make his
hope come true. The whirl did not stop, but its hold on him
receded, withdrew into the background. Slowly, the pounding in his
forehead eased.
He did not fall.
He felt as weak as a starving
penitent—hardly able to carry his own weight. But he knelt on the
edge, lowered his legs over the rim. Clinging to the top of the
cliff with his arms and stomach, he began to hunt blindly for
footholds. Soon he was crawling backward down Landsdrop as if it
were the precipice of his personal future.
The descent took a long time, but it
was not particularly difficult. Foamfollower protected him all the
way down each stage of the broken cliff. And the steeper drops were
moderated by enough ledges and cracks and hardy scrub brush to make
that whole stretch of the cliff passable. The Giant had no trouble
finding a route Covenant could manage, and Covenant eventually
gained a measure of confidence, so that he was able to move with
less help down the last stages to the foothills.
When at last he reached the lower
ground, he took his drained nerves straight to the pool at the foot
of the Fall and dropped into the chill waters to wash away the
accumulated sweat of his fear.
While Covenant bathed, Foamfollower
filled his water jug and drank deeply at the pool. This might be
the last safe water they would find. Then the Giant set out the
graveling for Covenant. As the Unbeliever dried himself, he asked
Foamfollower how long their food supplies would last.
The Giant grimaced. “Two days. Three
or four, if we find aliantha a day or
two into the Spoiled Plains. But we are far from Foul’ s Creche.
Even if we were to run straight into Soulcrusher’s arms, we would
have three or four foodless days within us before he made
sustenance unnecessary.” Then he grinned. “But it is said that
hunger teaches many things. My friend, a wealth of wisdom awaits us
on this journey.”
Covenant shivered. He had had some
experience with hunger. And now the possibility of starvation lay
ahead of him; his forehead had been reinjured; he would have to
walk a long distance on bare feet. One by one the conditions of his
return to his own life were being met. As he tightened the sash of
his robe, he muttered sourly, “I heard Mhoram say once that wisdom
is only skin-deep. Or something like that. Which means that lepers
must be the wisest people in the world.”
“Are they?” the Giant asked. “Are you
wise, Unbeliever?”
“Who knows? If I am—wisdom is
overrated.”
At this, Foamfollower’s grin
broadened. “Perhaps it is—perhaps it is. My friend, we are the two
wisest hearts in the Land—we who march thus weaponless and
unredeemed into the very bosom of the Despiser. Verily, wisdom is
like hunger. Perhaps it is a very fine thing—but who would
willingly partake of it?”
Despite the absence of the wind, the
air was still wintry. Knuckles of ice clenched the rocky borders of
the pool where the spray of the Fall had frozen, and Foamfollower’s
breath plumed wetly in the humid air. Covenant needed to move to
warm himself, keep up his courage. “It’s not fine,” he grated, half
to himself. “But it’s useful. Come on.”
Foamfollower repacked his graveling,
then swung the sack onto his broad shoulder, and led Covenant away
from Landsdrop along the river.
Night stopped them when they had
covered only three or four leagues. But by that time they had left
behind the foothills and the last vestiges of the un-Spoiled
flatland which had at one time, ages ago in the history of the
Earth, stretched from the Southron Wastes north to the Sarangrave
and Lifeswallower, the Great Swamp. They were down in the bosque of
the Ruinwash.
Grey, brittle, dead brush and trees
—cottonwoods, junipers, once-beautiful tamarisks —stood up out of
the dried mud on both sides of the stream, occupying ground which
had once been part of the riverbed. But the Ruinwash had shrunk
decades or centuries ago, leaving partially fertile mud on either
side—mud in which a scattering of tough trees and brush had eked
out a bare existence until Lord Foul’s preternatural winter had
blasted them. As darkness soaked into the air as if it were oozing
out of the ground, the trees became spectral shapes of forbidding
which made the bosque almost impassable. Covenant resigned himself
to camping there for the night, though the dried mud had an old,
occluded reek, and the river made a slithering noise like an ambush
in its course. He knew that he and Foamfollower would be safer if
they travelled at night, but he was weary and did not believe the
Giant could find his way in the cloud-locked dark.
Later, however, he found that the
river gave off a light like lambent verdigris; the whole surface of
the water glowed dimly. This light came, not from the water, but
from the hot eels which flicked back and forth across the current.
They had a hungry aspect, and their jaws were rife with teeth. Yet
they made it possible for him and Foamfollower to resume their
journey.
Even in the cynosural eel light, they
did not go much farther. The destruction of the Staff had changed
the balance of Lord Foul’s winter; without the wind to hold them,
the massed energies of the clouds recoiled. In the deeper chill of
darkness, they triggered rain out of the blind sky. Soon torrents
fell through the damaged grasp of the clouds, crashed straight down
onto the Lower Land as if the vaulting which held up the heavens
had broken. Under those conditions, Foamfollower could not find his
way. He and Covenant had no choice but to huddle together for
warmth in the mud and try to sleep while they waited.
With the coming of dawn, the rain
stopped, and Covenant and Foamfollower went on along the Ruinwash
in the blurred light of morning. During that day, they saw the last
of the aliantha; as they penetrated
into the Spoiled Plains, the mud became too dead for
treasure-berries. The travellers kept themselves going on scant
shares of their dwindling supplies. At night, the rains came again,
soaking them until they seemed to have its dankness in the marrow
of their bones.
The next day, an eagle spotted them
through a gap in the grey trees. It cycled twice close over their
heads, then soared away, screaming in mockery like a voice from the
dead, “Foamfollower! Kinabandoner!”
“They’re after us,” said
Covenant.
The Giant spat violently. ” Yes. They
will hunt us down.” He found a smooth stone the size of Covenant’s
two fists and carried it with him to throw at the eagle if it
returned.
It did not come back that day, but
the next—after another torrential downpour avalanched the Plains as
if the cloud lid over the Land were a shattered sea—Lord Foul’s
bird circled them twice, morning and afternoon. The first time, it
taunted them until Foamfollower had hurled all the stones he could
find nearby, then it slashed close to bark scornfully,
“Kinabandoner! Groveller!”
The second time, Foamfollower kept
one stone hidden. He waited until the eagle had swooped lower to
jeer, then threw at it with deadly force. It survived by breaking
the blow with its wings, but it flew limping away, barely able to
stay aloft.
“Make haste,” Foamfollower growled.
“That ill bird has been guiding the pursuit toward us. It is not
far off.”
At the best pace Covenant could
manage on his numb, battered feet, he pushed ahead through the
bosque.
They stayed under tree cover as much
as possible to ward against spying birds. This caution slowed them
somewhat, but the largest drag on their progress was Covenant’s
weariness. His injury and the ordeal of the Colossus appeared to
have drained some essential resilience out of him. He got little
sleep in the cold wet nights, and he felt that he was slowly
starving on his share of the food. In dogged silence he shambled
along league after league as if his fear of the hunt were the only
thing that kept him moving. And that evening, in the gloaming
verdigris of the eel fire, he consumed the last of Foamfollower’s
supplies.
“Now what?” he muttered vaguely when
he was done.
“We must resign ourselves. There is
no more.”
Ah, hell! Covenant groaned to
himself. He remembered vividly what had happened to him in the
woods behind Haven Farm, when his self-imposed inanition had made
him hysterical. The memory filled him with cold dread.
In turn, that dread called up other
memories—recollections of his ex-wife, Joan, and his son, Roger. He
felt an urge to tell Foamfollower about them, as if they were
spirits he could exorcise by simply saying the right thing about
them to the right person. But before he could find the words, his
thoughts were scattered by the first attack of the
hunt.
Without warning, a band of apelike
creatures came crashing through the bosque from the south side of
the Ruinwash. Voiceless, like the rush of a nightmare, they broke
through the brittle wood and the eel light. They threw themselves
from the low bank and heaved across the current toward their
prey.
Either they did not know their
danger, or they had forgotten it. Without one shout or cry, they
all vanished under a sudden, hot, seething of blue-green
iridescence. None of them reappeared.
At once, Covenant and Foamfollower
started on their way again. While the crepuscular light lasted,
they put as much distance as possible between themselves and the
place of the attack.
A short time later the rain began. It
fell on them like the collapse of a mountain, made the whole night
impenetrable. They were forced to stop. They hunched together like
waifs under the scant, leafless shelter of a tree, trying to sleep
and hoping that the hunt could not follow them in this
weather.
After a while, Covenant dozed. He was
hovering near the true depths of sleep when Foamfollower shook him
awake.
“Listen!”
Covenant could hear nothing but the
uninterrupted smash of the rain.
The Giant’s ears were keener. “The
Ruinwash rises! There will be a flood.”
Straggling like blind men, thrashing
their way against unseen trees and brush, slipping through water
that already reached above their ankles, they tried to climb out of
the bosque toward higher ground. After a long struggle, they worked
clear of the old riverbed. But the water continued to mount, and
the terrain did not. Now beyond the rain, Covenant could hear the
deeper roar of the flood; it seemed to tower above them in the
night. He was stumbling knee-deep in muddy water, and could see no
way to save himself.
But Foamfollower dragged him onward.
Some time later, they waded into an erosion gully. Its walls were
slick, and the water poured down through it like flowing silt, but
the Giant did not hesitate. He attached Covenant to him with a
short clingor line and began to forge
up the gully.
Covenant clung to Foamfollower for a
distance that seemed as long as leagues. But at last he could feel
that they were climbing. The walls of the gully narrowed.
Foamfollower used his hands to help him ascend.
When they reached an open hillside
where the flow of water hardly covered their feet, they stopped.
Covenant sank exhausted into the mud. The rain faltered to an end,
and he went numbly to sleep until another cold grey dawn smeared
its way across the clouds from the east.
At last he rubbed the caked fatigue
out of his eyes and sat up. Foamfollower was gazing at him with
amusement. “Ah, Covenant,” the Giant said, “we are a pair. You are
so bedraggled and sober—And I fear my own appearance is not
improved.” He struck a begrimed pose. “What is your
opinion?”
For a moment, Foamfollower looked as
gay and carefree as a playing child. The sight gave Covenant a
pang. How long had it been since he had heard the Giant laugh?
“Wash your face,” he croaked with as much humour as he could
manage. “You look ridiculous.”
“You honour me,” Foamfollower
returned. But he did not laugh. As his amusement faded, he turned
away and splashed a little water on his face to clean
it.
Covenant followed his example, though
he was too tired to feel dirty. He drank three swallows from the
jug for breakfast, then pried himself unsteadily to his
feet.
In the distance, he could see a few
treetops sticking out of the broad brown swath of the flood. No
other signs remained visible to mark the bosque of the
Ruinwash.
Opposite the flood, in the direction
he and Foamfollower would now have to take, lay a long ridge of
hills. They piled in layers above him until they seemed almost as
high as mountains, and their scarred sides looked as desolate as if
their very roots had been dead for aeons.
He groaned at the prospect. His worn
flesh balked. But he had no choice; the lowlands of the Ruinwash
were no longer passable.
With nothing to sustain them but
frugal rations of water, he and the Giant began to
climb.
The ascent was shallower than it had
appeared. If Covenant had been well fed and healthy, he would not
have suffered. But in his drained condition, he could hardly drag
himself up the slopes. The festering wound on his forehead ached
like a heavy burden attached to his skull, pulling him backward.
The thick humid air seemed to clog his lungs. From time to time, he
found himself lying among the stones and could not remember how he
had lost his feet.
Yet with Foamfollower’s help he kept
going. Late that day, they crested the ridge of hills, started
their descent.
Since leaving the Ruinwash, they had
seen no sign of pursuit.
The next morning, after a night’s
rain as ponderous and rancid as if the clouds themselves were
stagnant, they moved down out of the hills. As Covenant’s gaunt
flesh adjusted to hunger, he grew steadier—not stronger, but less
febrile. He made the descent without mishap, and from the ridge he
and Foamfollower travelled generally eastward out into the barren
landscape.
After a foodless and dreary noon,
they came to an eerie wilderness of thorns. It occupied the bottom
of a wide lowland; for nearly a league, dead thorn-trees with limbs
like arms and grey barbs as hard as iron stood in their way. The
whole bottom looked like a ruined orchard where sharp spikes and
hooks had been grown for weapons; the thorns stood in crooked rows
as if they had been planted there so that they could be tended and
harvested. Here and there, gaps appeared in the rows, but from a
distance Covenant could not see what caused them.
Foamfollower did not want to cross
the valley. Higher ground bordered the thorn wastes on both sides,
and the barren trees offered no concealment; while they were down
in the bottom, they could be easily seen. But again they had no
choice. The wastes extended far to the north and south. They would
need time to circumvent the thorns—time in which hunger could
overcome them, pursuit overtake them.
Muttering to himself, Foamfollower
scanned all the terrain as far as he could see, searching for any
sign of the hunt. Then he led Covenant down the last slope into the
thorns.
They found that the lowest branches
of the trees were six or seven feet above the ground. Covenant
could move erect along the crooked rows of trunks, but Foamfollower
had to crouch or bend almost double to keep the barbs from ripping
open his torso and head. He risked injury if he moved too quickly.
As a result, their progress through the wastes was dangerously
slow.
Thick dust covered the ground under
their feet. All the rain of the past nights seemed to have left
this valley untouched. The lifeless dirt faced the clouds as if
years of torrents could never assuage the thirst of its ancient
ruin. Choking billows rose up from the strides of the travellers,
filled their lungs and stung their eyes—and plumed into the sky to
mark their presence as clearly as smoke.
Soon they came to one of the gaps in
the thorns. To their surprise, they found that it was a mud pit.
Damp clay bubbled in a small pool. In contrast to the dead dust all
around it, it seemed to be seething with some kind of muddy life,
but it was as cold as the winter air. Covenant shied away from it
as if it were dangerous, and hurried on through the thorns as fast
as Foamfollower could go.
They were halfway to the eastern edge
of the valley when they heard a hoarse shout of discovery in the
distance behind them. Whirling, they saw two large bands of
marauders spring out of different parts of the hills. The bands
came together as they charged in among the thorn-trees, howling for
the blood of their prey.
Covenant and Foamfollower turned and
fled.
Covenant sprinted with the energy of
fear. In the first surge of flight, he had room in his mind for
nothing but the effort of running, the pumping of his legs and
lungs. But shortly he realized that he was pulling away from
Foamfollower. The Giant’s crouched stance cramped his speed; he
could not use his long legs effectively without tearing his head
off among the thorns. “Flee!” he shouted at Covenant. “I will hold
them back!”
“Forget it!” Covenant slowed to match
the Giant’s pace. “We’re in this together.”
“Flee!” Foamfollower repeated,
flailing one arm urgently as if to hurl the Unbeliever
ahead.
Instead of answering, Covenant
rejoined his friend. He heard the savage outcry of the pursuit as
if it were clawing at his back, but he stayed with Foamfollower. He
had already lost too many people who were important to
him.
Abruptly, Foamfollower lurched to a
halt. “Go, I say! Stone and Sea!” He sounded furious. “Do you
believe I can bear to see your purpose fail for my
sake?”
Covenant wheeled and stopped. “Forget
it,” he panted again. “I’m good for nothing without
you.”
Foamfollower spun to look at the
charging hunters. “Then you must find the way of your white gold
now. They are too many.”
“Not if you keep moving! By hell! We
can still beat them.”
The Giant swung back to face
Covenant. For an instant, his muscles bunched to carry him forward
again. But then he went rigid; his head jerked up. He stared hotly
through the branches into the distance past Covenant’s
head.
A new dread seized Covenant. He
turned, followed the Giant’s gaze.
There were ur-viles on the eastern
slope of the valley. They rushed in large numbers toward the wastes
as if they were swarming, and as they moved, they coalesced into
three wedges. Covenant could see them clearly through the thorns.
When they reached the bottom, they halted, wielded their staves.
All along the eastern edge of the forest, they set fire to the dead
trees.
The thorns flared instantly. Flames
leaped up with a roar, spread rapidly through the branches from
tree to tree. Each trunk became a torch to light its neighbours. In
moments, Covenant and Foamfollower were cut off from the east by a
wall of conflagration.
Foamfollower snatched his gaze back
and forth between the fire and the charging hunters, and his eyes
shot gleams of fury like battle-lust from under his massive brows.
“Trapped!” he shouted as if the impossibility of the situation
outraged him. But his anger had a different meaning. “They have
erred! I am not so vulnerable to fire. I can break through and
attack!”
“I’m vulnerable,” Covenant replied
numbly. He watched the Giant’s rising rage with a nausea of
apprehension in his guts. He knew what his response should have
been. Foamfollower was far better equipped than he to fight the
Despiser. He should have said, Take my ring and go. You can find a
way to use it. You can get past those ur-viles. But his throat
would not form the words. And the fear that Foamfollower would ask
for his wedding band churned in him, inspired him to find an
alternative. He croaked, “Can you swim in quicksand?”
The Giant stared at him as if he had
said something incomprehensible.
“The mud pits! We can hide in one of
them—until the fire passes. If you can keep us from
drowning.”
Still Foamfollower stared. Covenant
feared that the Giant was too far gone in rage to understand what
he said. But a moment later Foamfollower took hold of himself. With
a sharp convulsion of will, he mastered his desire to fight. “Yes!”
he snapped. “Come!” At once, he scuttled away toward the
fire.
They raced to find a pool of the
bubbling clay near the fire before the hunters caught up with them.
Covenant feared that they would be too late; even through the wild
roar of the fire, he could hear his pursuers howling.
But the blaze moved with frightful
rapidity. While the creatures were still several hundred yards
distant, he slapped into the heat of the flames and veered aside,
searching for one of the pits.
He could not find one. The rush of
heat stung his eyes, half blinded him. He was too close to the
fire. It chewed its way through the tree tops toward him like a
world-devouring beast. He called to Foamfollower, but his voice
made no sound amid the tumult of the blaze.
The Giant caught his arm, snatched
him up. Running crouched like a cripple, he headed toward a pool
directly under the wall of flame. The twigs and thorns nearest the
pit were already bursting into hot orange flower as if they had
been brought back to life by fire.
Foamfollower leaped into the
mud.
His impetus carried them in over
their heads, but with the prodigious strength of his legs he thrust
them to the surface again. The mounting heat seemed to scorch their
faces instantly. But Covenant was more afraid of the mud. He
thrashed frantically for a moment, then remembered that the
swiftest way to die in quicksand was to struggle. Straining against
his instinctive panic, he forced himself limp. At his back, he felt
Foamfollower do the same. Only their heads protruded from the
mud.
They did not sink. The fire swept
over them while they floated, and long moments of pain seared
Covenant’s face as he hung in the wet clay, hardly daring to
breathe. His intense helplessness seemed to increase as the fire
passed.
When the flames were gone, he and
Foamfollower would be left floating in mire to defend themselves as
best they could against three wedges of ur-viles without so much as
moving their arms.
He tried to draw a large enough
breath to shout to Foamfollower. But while he was still inhaling,
hands deep in the mud pit caught his ankles and pulled him
down.