CHAPTER
7
We make
the exchange in the dock, where local authorities take me
from the Ithtorian guards. As they drag me off, Vel says, “I will
see you soon, Sirantha.”
I know him. And that’s a promise.
The transfer goes smoothly up until we leave the
immigration area, as there’s no choice but to cross into the public
part of the spaceport. Phenomenal crowds nearly overwhelm my
security detail. Bright lights blind me, vids with spotlights aimed
in my direction. Various paparazzi—some old acquaintances—shout
questions.
“Do you have any words for the bereaved
families, Jax?”
“Is it true Chancellor Tarn directed your
actions as part of a top secret government initiative? Can you
comment?”
“Jax, we heard you were working for the gray
men. What’s your current involvement with the Farwan
loyalists?”
“There’s been a complete embargo on all
interstellar travel. Do you, in fact, intend to hold the galaxy
hostage?”
People with furious, avid faces push toward me,
and in my shackles, I can’t fight back. I stumble against one of my
captors and nearly go down. Roughly, the guard jerks me to my feet
and tries to forge a path through the mob. They refuse to give way,
and now they’re just screaming, not questions, but curses and
condemnations. If anybody’s on my side here, I can’t make out their
words of encouragement. They wouldn’t ordinarily be present in the
VIP hangar, but they’ve slipped security somehow—or maybe this is
an intentional snafu, so the general public can see that the
Conglomerate takes my crimes seriously. If a PR rep planned this, I
give him credit. It’s a hell of a photo op.
“We need two Peacemaker units, ASAP,” a local
guard says to his comm.
Someone lobs a bottle at my head, but it’s
empty, and the impact isn’t as bad as other hits I’ve taken. The
glass shatters at my feet, and the noise incites the crowd to
greater violence. But before it can escalate to stampeding levels,
a distant door opens, and two enormous bots wheel out. Both bear
cannons in their chests and heavy laser rifles on each limb.
They’re not sophisticated in terms of programming; they don’t need
to be. Instead, they carry the kind of ordnance people would be
crazy to fight. Matched with their thick plate armor, they’re
almost impossible to handle, short of heavy weapons.
“This scene will be pacified. To avoid bodily
harm, desist from civil disobedience and vacate the area.”
The Peacemaker units only make the announcement
twice before the crowd loses steam and disperses enough for my
guards to shove me through. Over my shoulder, I glimpse a young man
with a sign that reads FREE JAX. My escort jerks me out the doors
and into a waiting vehicle; it carries me to the jurisprudence
center, where they keep criminals who aren’t permitted bond. In
some cases, that’s because they’re too dangerous to cut loose for
any number of credits; in others, it’s because they’re deemed a
flight risk. I wonder which it is for me.
I’ve been to the center before, but never in
this capacity. Instead of going in the front, the penitentiary
transport flies around back and deposits me at the processing
entrance. The gunmetal gray door opens to a white hallway going in
two directions. The universal sign for the female marks the right;
the left bears the male symbol . . . and a couple of men, shackled
as I am, come in ahead of me.
My escort tows me down the hall to a service
window protected with three different layers of security. The woman
behind it scans the proffered datapad and buzzes me through. Guards
shove me, as if I’m likely to resist, even though I haven’t so far.
Maybe they think this makes it more real, but for me, it was real
from the moment Vel told me this would happen. He’s never lied to
me.
“Did she give you any trouble?” the clerk
asks.
The first guard shakes his head. “Just a big
fragging mess at the spaceport, that’s all.”
“We’ll have to do better with the crowd
control,” his partner adds. “Are we done here, Carlotta?”
With a nod, she dismisses them, then turns to
me. “Do you swear on your citizenship that you are, in fact,
Sirantha Jax?”
I hold up my right hand, and say, “I do.”
In the next hour, in her office lab, she strips
away most of my humanity and all of my dignity. The ordeal starts
with a battery of tests, some more invasive than others. She
ret-scans me, tests my blood and DNA. She’s quick and competent, at
least, comparing the processed samples with what they already have
on file. I don’t see the point.
At my look, Carlotta explains, “It’s to make
sure you’re Sirantha Jax. Sometimes wealthy defendants hire a
stand- in willing to do their time in exchange for a payout.”
Now, there’s an idea. If
only I’d thought to have a double waiting in the wings. But I’m
grateful she explained the situation to me; the guards treated me
like I’m less than self-willed, a package to deliver. After she
finishes, she scans me thoroughly, then a frown builds between her
brows, and she isn’t a pretty woman to start with. Her protuberant
forehead hangs heavy over deep-set eyes, giving her a primitive
look.
“You have a lot of implants.”
I shrug. That’s not illegal unless I use them to
avoid incarceration.
She hands me a datapad. “Please describe the
nature and purpose of each.”
As requested, I take it and tap in the
information. She skims, then asks, “Two pieces of experimental
tech? How can we validate the truth of your claims?”
“Commander March can verify.”
Right now, she only knows about the regulatory
implant and my language chip. For obvious reasons, I didn’t mention
the nanites. Those don’t show up on routine checks, and I can only
imagine what she’d say if she found out.
“Pardon me,” she says.
A privacy partition goes up around her desk, and
the rest of her office goes into lockdown, just in case I take the
notion to try to go back out the way I came. Because leaving would
be that simple. With my nerves becoming more ragged with each
moment, I wait for the verdict. When she finishes, she doesn’t tell
me what he said, but she does approve my implants and move
forward.
“I’d like to hire counsel now,” I say.
“Not my department. We’re finished.”
Then Carlotta turns me over to a team in masks
and white coveralls. I tell myself this is part of the process,
meant to break me down and change my perception of myself as a free
being. Knowing that doesn’t help fight their practiced strategies,
though; fear prickles through me, past my resolve. I thought I’d
faced every horrible thing the universe had to offer. Yet right
now, I don’t feel prepared for this.
“Strip,” orders a disembodied voice. “And put
your clothing in the chute.”
I obey. It’s cold in the white room, so my skin
pimples, my scars purpling beneath the harsh overhead lights. The
team in white watches me through the glastique from the other side
of the wall; I presume it’s standard decon procedure in case
someone finds a way to breach the chamber. Robotic brushes drop
from the ceiling and scour me from head to toe. Sometimes the
pressure hurts, but the shame is worse. Water sprays from
everywhere, blinding me. Then they treat me with chemical
sanitizer; I recognize the lemony scent. I’m sure it’s become SOP
because they drag some fugitives out of truly foul and hellish
hiding places. So everyone has to be clean before they come in.
That, and it hammers home how completely you’ve lost control of
everything. Hope leaves me then; it’s a pale, fluttering thing
against the far wall. I watch it go through the stinging of my
eyes.
“Proceed.”
The door opens at the far end, and I stumble,
naked and bleary-eyed, into another area, where I find prison garb
waiting—gray pants and shirt, dingy underwear. They’ve given me
slippers, too, and there are no ties or fasteners that I could use
to hurt myself . . . or anyone else.
“You have two minutes to dress.”
Frag. This place makes
Perlas Station look like a bowl of choclaste cream. I scramble into
my new togs, realizing they’ve effectively isolated me from my old
life in a surprisingly short time. A woman dressed as a guard
enters then; she’s the oldest person I’ve seen in the facility,
with a face hard as hewn rock.
“Bend forward and lift your hair.”
A sharp pinch steals my breath. “What did you
do?”
“Imprinted your identification number. It comes
with a tracking chip, so don’t even think about running. This way
now.”
Without another word, she leads me down a grim
hallway. Overhead, the indestructible glastique covers the lights,
nothing a prisoner could break for use as a weapon. There are no
cracks or seams in the walls either; they’ve been poured in one
slab out of a cement polymer that can’t be broken with less than
ten thousand pounds of pressure. Glowing arrows on the floor light
our path.
The guard stops outside a plain white door.
“When it opens, step inside. Failure to comply with any commands
given by jurisprudence personnel will result in behavioral
correction.”
That sounds worse than dream therapy. I
acknowledge her words with a weary nod and do as I’m told. Inside
my cell, it’s just as bleak: gray walls, a bunk, and that’s all. I
assume I’ll be taken to meals and to use the facilities, but when I
ask, the woman just grunts at me.
“I wish to hire a barrister,” I repeat, this
time to my guard, as she’s leaving.
“I’ll pass that along,” she says in the same
tone as frag off.
The door closes, lock engaged, alarm armed. No
way out. This has to be a violation of my rights; I should be
permitted to consult with legal counsel before being locked away.
Yet based on the scene at the spaceport, I can’t deny the situation
is volatile. It’s possible they’ve put me here for my protection.
Since there’s nothing else to do, I lie down on the bunk and stare
up at the ceiling.
Hours pass in this fashion, or at least I think
they do. Eventually, I sleep, and awaken to a polite, AI voice.
“Please stand back from the door, prisoner 838.”
I have a number now; she imprinted it on the
back of my neck. As instructed, I remain where I am.
It’s a different guard this time, also female.
She appears to be in late middle age without any signs of Rejuvenex
treatments. Her body is heavy and strong, more than a match for me,
should I get any ideas.
“The jurisprudence center employs a large human
workforce,” I note.
“Bots can be hacked and reprogrammed. People
can’t.”
But they can be bribed.
Wisely, I don’t say this aloud.
She goes on, “Follow me.”
I see no point in asking where we’re going; it
isn’t like I have any choice over my movements henceforth.
Resistance will just earn me behavioral correction. So I follow her
down the bleak gray hall. At the four-way, she makes a left turn
and leads me to a set of security doors. The locks in place require
a code, her pass card, and a ret-scan. Once she finishes, we pass
through and into what looks like a visiting center.
For the first time, I see other prisoners in
stalls made of more unbreakable glastique, where they can be
supervised at all times.
“Hold out your hands,” the guard orders. When I
comply, she shackles them at the wrists. “You will be permitted
fifteen minutes for legal consultation. Second booth to the
left.”
Puzzled, I head toward the stall she indicated,
and the door pops open at my approach. So everything is automated.
I don’t recognize the woman waiting for me; she’s sharply tailored
in black with her brown hair pinned up in a complicated
arrangement. Impossible to say how old she is, but she bears the
smooth, ageless look I associate with Ramona, which means she’s had
top-notch Rejuvenex treatments. If nothing else, it says she’s a
capable barrister because she can afford them.
Her clothes are real fabric, another mark that
she’s high- priced, and they’ve been hand-altered to fit her
perfectly—nothing straight out of a wardrober for this woman. I
admit it adds to her aura of perfect confidence. She stands as she
notices me but doesn’t offer a hand to shake. Instead, she turns
her face up to the ceiling.
“Please turn off all monitoring software at this
time. I’m invoking counsel-client privilege.”
“Acknowledged,” replies the imperturbable AI.
“Switching to visual human surveillance only.”
I step into the stall and take a seat opposite
her at the table that has been formed out of glastique. There are
no loose parts in here, either, just as in the halls and in the
cell, nothing that could instigate an escape—a well-designed
prison, this one. She consults her handheld.
“Thanks for joining me, Ms. Jax. I’m Nola Hale,
and I’ve been hired to defend you against all criminal
charges.”
“By who?”
“Irrelevant. As we have only a short time, I’d
prefer to be efficient.”
I nod. “What do you need to know?”
“Everything. But we don’t have time for that
today. I intend to defend you pursuant to Title 19.”
“What does that mean?”
“That everything you did, you did with executive
authority. Did Tarn tell you that your mission was of the utmost
importance?”
“He may have.” Honestly, at this moment, I can’t
remember.
“Under Title 19, in times of war, the chancellor
may commission an agent to act on behalf of the Conglomerate in its
best interests, disregarding all other legislation and
jurisdictions in order to act for the greater good. Such an agent
cannot be held accountable for lesser crimes, if the discharged
duty was, in fact, imperative for the Conglomerate’s
survival.”
“So you intend to argue that I was so
commissioned.”
“It will be enough if I can convince the
tribunal that you believed you were acting
with executive authority.”
“Do you believe that?”
“It doesn’t matter what I believe,” Ms. Hale
says briskly. “But I will ask this: Did you believe you were
preserving the Conglomerate’s interests?”
I consider the bombing on Venice Minor and
imagine the consequences if the Morgut had reached New Terra.
“Absolutely.”
“Good. My job is easier. I only have to create
doubt, whereas the prosecution must prove guilt.”
“That doesn’t sound simple.”
“Don’t worry about that. Just let me do my job.
Now, I need you to tell me about every conversation you can
remember with Chancellor Tarn, and, after that, I need to hear
about your mission to change the beacons.”
That’s a lot of talking, and before I’m halfway
done relating everything I can recall about Tarn and his various
orders, a buzzer goes off.
The barrister stands. “Our time’s up. I’ll be
back to hear the rest, and then we’ll talk again once I lay the
foundation for your defense.”
“How long before my trial?”
“Ordinarily, it could take months, even turns,
but they need to process you quickly. They’re rioting outside
already . . . It will be madness if it’s permitted to
escalate.”
“Rioting?” I pause on my way out. “Why?”
“Some want the death penalty. Others want you
freed. It’s a polarizing case.”
“Can you win?”
“If anyone can,” she answers without false
modesty. “See you soon, Ms. Jax.”
[Handwritten message,
delivered by the guard]
Jax,
I didn’t know whether you’ll
get this, but they said they would let you read low-tech
correspondence. I’m a little out of practice with this kind of
thing, so bear with me. I’m not sure if I’ve ever written a letter
before. Everything’s via vid or voice to text, you know?
I think about you all the
time. Watch the nightly bounce for news, along with everyone else.
Dina and Hit have been mixing it up with the protestors, and I’m
worried they’ll get themselves arrested. They’re hoping to get put
in the same cell block as you. So far, nobody’s pressed charges,
much to their dismay.
Vel came up with a plan to
break you out, just to see if he could. I hear they have you in
solitary, and they aren’t permitting visitors, especially not me.
But then, we knew that going in. They have a record of the way I
stole you from Farwan on Perlas, and the Conglomerate seems to
think I might try a similar maneuver here on New Terra. I would,
too, if I thought you wanted that. It’s just as well they won’t let
me in because seeing you like that would be more than I could take.
I’d have to get you out of there or die trying.
But you made your choice,
and I respect that, even if I don’t understand it. I can love you
without always getting how your mind works. At one point, I
would’ve said I knew you better than anyone, but even you—when I’ve
been inside so deep I couldn’t tell where you stopped and I
began—retain secret depths and hidden spaces. I suspect I’d adore
that mystery if I didn’t wind up coldcocked by it so
often.
I can’t take sitting here,
Jax. Doing nothing. I’m drinking too much, and I don’t sleep. While
I worry about you, I also can’t stop thinking about my nephew,
whether he’s safe, healthy, or happy. He might be in good hands in
that state home, but he needs to know he has other options. Family.
I’ve weighed this, wrestled with it. And I can’t think what else to
do.
So I’m going to Nicu Tertius
to look for him. Before the war ended, I promised myself I’d do
whatever it took to save him. I won’t fail him like I failed my
sister; I’ll be there for him.
I’ll write when I can with
my comm code, so you can bounce me when you get out, as I know you
will. They won’t be stupid enough to hurt you; they just need to
put on a show for the grieving families. I’m sorry I’m not there
with you, but they won’t let me be. I would be, if I could . . .
You know that. But I can’t sit and do nothing for however long your
trial takes, and this child needs me.
It kills me that I don’t
even know his name.
Love you always
March.
March.
[Handwritten reply, sent via
Nola Hale]
March,
I’m not good at writing about
how I feel, but I guess we have no choice. On the other hand, maybe
it’s easier this way. I can talk to this paper because it won’t
judge me. Not that you do.
Oh, Mary, I love you. And
I’m so sorry for everything.
The guard’s staring, as if I
might stab myself in the neck with this writing device. Prison
isn’t like it is on the vids. At least, this one isn’t. I’m sure
there are whitefish holes where you never see daylight, and it’s
all tooth and nail, but this place is painfully civilized, white,
and silent. Except for exercise periods, I never see anyone but my
guards, and they take great care of me. By which I mean they hate
my guts and would love to kill me but are legally responsible for
my safety.
Some days I don’t even see
the point in getting out of my bunk because I’m not going anywhere.
That’s when I close my eyes and think of you. I’ve made so many
mistakes, but you are not one of them. Even though my heart’s
breaking right now for both of us, even though I want you so bad I
hurt with it, I’m not sorry for that pain because it lingers like
no ache I’ve ever had. There’s a sweetness to it because I know
it’s ending, and when I see you, everything will be all right
again. Because you love me, even if I’m a monster. Six hundred
soldiers, March. How can I live with that? Sometimes I ask myself
this question, knowing my barrister is preparing my
defense.
I won’t pretend it doesn’t
hurt—the thought of you going. It makes me feel like I’m losing
you, but you need something to do. And your nephew needs you. I get
it.
My time’s almost up. Guard’s
coming to take me back to my cell. I’m not allowed to take this
device with me. So let me say that I miss you and I hope your
search goes well.
Jax