CHAPTER 30
TERREILLE
Theran fanned out the gold marks. Twenty
ten-marks. He’d rarely seen gold marks. The silver marks were
easier to come by when the rogues sold game to folks who couldn’t
afford to buy meat from the butcher’s shop. Easier to come by and
not as noticeable when spent. Usually only aristos—or the twisted
Queens and their First Circles—had enough income to use gold
marks.
Talon had given him twenty ten-marks for his
twentieth birthday—the first and only time he’d held that much
spending money. It still felt like a fortune.
After deducting the expenses for the town treasury
and the Grayhaven estate, he figured he would have four hundred
gold marks as an annual personal income from the town’s tithes.
He’d need a few new clothes in the coming months and there would be
the expense for the occasional evening’s entertainment, but he knew
how to live lean. Hell’s fire, he’d been doing it his whole life.
That’s why he had decided to give his Lady half of that income as a
special surprise.
Kermilla walked into the sitting room. “The bastard
butler said you wanted to see me.”
“He’s not a bastard, Kermilla,” Theran said. “You
know it’s unkind to insult a man by saying he has no father.”
She rolled her eyes. “Then let’s say it describes
his temper and attitude if you don’t want to besmirch whatever
bloodlines he can claim.” Then she saw the gold marks and her
breath caught.
He almost reconsidered what he was going to do, but
maybe her recent bitchiness was a sign of frustration. There was
little society in the town and less public entertainment that she
felt was worthy of her notice. And she seemed to find his efforts
at lovemaking less and less enjoyable—so much so, he’d stopped
asking for sex and decided to wait for her invitation.
“What’s that?” she asked, eyeing the gold
marks.
He held them out. “This is for you.”
She took the fanned marks and counted them twice.
“Two hundred gold marks? Theran, where did you get this?”
He shrugged and smiled, warmly pleased by the light
in her eyes. “I know there hasn’t been much money and the income
hasn’t arrived from your village’s tithes. Winsol starts in three
days, and I thought you’d enjoy doing a bit of shopping.”
She’d been hinting hard enough that the failure of
her Steward to send the income owed to her was making it impossible
for her to buy any gifts for her family or to select the expected
gifts for her Steward, Master of the Guard, and Consort—or to buy
anything for him.
The gift itself wasn’t important. It was the fact
that Kermilla wanted to give him one. He hadn’t had a gift from a
woman since he’d left his mother when he was seven years old.
“Oh, Theran!”
Kermilla threw her arms around him and kissed him
with enough heat to fire his blood. Before he could get another
good taste of her, she backed away, wagging a finger at him while
she smiled playfully.
“That’s for later,” she said. “Now I have to see
what’s left in the shops.”
“Don’t spend it all in one place,” he said, trying
to keep his voice light but hoping she heard the warning to spend
carefully.
“Silly man,” she said as she danced out of the
parlor.
A few minutes later, he looked out a window and saw
her heading down the drive in the pony cart with one of the stable
lads as her driver. He also saw a man in a messenger’s livery
walking up the drive. Not a messenger from the town. One of them
would have come on horseback. This man must have ridden the Winds
and arrived at the landing web just beyond Grayhaven’s gates.
He started to go to his study, then turned and
headed for the front door. Any message coming here was most likely
for him anyway. No point having Julien track him down when he could
be on hand.
He timed it so it looked like he was passing
through the entranceway on his way to the stairs when Julien opened
the door and took the message.
The messenger’s tone sounded courteous, but there
was clearly something on the man’s mind. Theran saw hot anger in
the eyes that stared at him before Julien shut the door and handed
him the wax-sealed heavy paper.
Theran broke the seal and opened the message—and
wished he’d waited until he’d reached the privacy of his
study.
“Trouble?” Julien asked.
He shook his head. “Already taken care of.”
“I know what that phrase means—a bitch got buried.
Will anyone weep?”
The coldness of Julien’s words stung him.
He went into his study and locked the door. Just a
physical lock, just an indication he wanted no company and no one
disturbing him.
He read the words again and again. As he sat there
through the morning, staring at letters and reports and seeing
nothing, he was glad he’d given Kermilla the gold marks—glad she
would find some sweetness in what would be a bitter day.
Kermilla rode back through the Grayhaven gates,
her color high with the pleasure of a long morning in the shops.
She glanced at the basket of packages in the back of the pony cart
and felt a prick of guilt, which was easily dismissed. It wasn’t
her fault. She hadn’t had anything new in weeks, months,
forever. So she’d gotten a bit extravagant buying things for
herself—like that gorgeous red dress that cost ninety gold
marks.
Of the two hundred gold marks Theran had given her
that morning, she had ten left. She’d meant to be careful, she
really had, but it felt so good to have money again that she
couldn’t stop herself from buying all the things she’d been
denied.
She’d regained some control at the end when she
realized she had to come back with some packages that were gifts
for other people—things she could let Theran see. He didn’t have to
know that she’d grabbed a few things off the shelves of a shop an
aristo wouldn’t normally enter and had put those gifts into the
boxes of the things she’d bought for herself in the only aristo
merchant shop left in the whole dung-heap town. If he noticed that
the quality of the goods didn’t match the implied quality of the
box, he would blame the merchant.
She’d known he was being stingy and had been
holding back on giving her any money. But she’d worn him down until
he finally acknowledged that she deserved a Queen’s due—and a
Queen’s income.
Theran was like her father in that way. He’d
grumped and grumbled about her spending, had asked her—almost
begged her sometimes—to be less extravagant, but he always ended up
giving her the marks she needed to pay for the clothes or the
entertainments that were vital to bringing herself to the notice of
the men who had enough reputation and potential to form a court
around her and provide her with a place to rule that would, in
turn, provide her with the income she deserved.
Theran wouldn’t be happy that she’d spent all the
marks he’d given her, but she’d wiggle more out of him.
“Good afternoon, Julien.” She kept her tone
frigidly polite.
“I trust you had a pleasant outing,” he
replied.
No matter how cold she made her voice, the damn
butler would match it—and then add just a little more ice.
“Prince Theran is in his study,” Julian said. “He
asked that you join him there when you returned.”
She handed him the basket of packages. “Take these
up to my room, if that won’t interfere too much with your other
duties.”
He tipped his head in a bow that was less than he
should have given her.
She knocked on the door and felt a quiver of
uneasiness when she heard the click of the lock turning
before the door opened.
Theran stood halfway between his desk and the door,
as if he couldn’t decide where he was supposed to be.
“You enjoyed yourself?” he asked.
She rushed up to him and gave him an enthusiastic
hug. “I did. And I was pleased to see so many people doing a little
something to make the town look festive for Winsol.” She played
with a button on his shirt, looked up at him through her lashes,
and gave him the smile that always made men sigh indulgently before
doing what she wanted. “But I was a little bit careless
because everything looked so wonderful.” She caught her lower lip
between her teeth. “So I’m going to need more money in order to
finish my shopping for Winsol.”
She saw it in his eyes, felt it in the way he
seemed to step away from her without actually moving. A bad
miscalculation on her part. She should have remembered that he
wasn’t used to aristo measurements of spending. A trifling expense
to her was an almost unthinkable extravagance to him.
“I’m sorry, Kermilla.” Now he did step back. “I
gave you everything that could be spared from the tithes and the
estate. I’m sorry it wasn’t enough.”
“Oh, Theran.” She grasped his hands. “I’m the one
who’s sorry. I see this grand house, and I forget that . . .” No,
that wasn’t the right way to regain the ground she’d just
lost.
“It doesn’t matter.”
Why not? That he gave up without anger or
arguing troubled her.
“I need to talk to you about something else.” He
led her over to the stuffed chair and footstool that were tucked on
one side of the room. Once she was settled in the chair, he sat on
the footstool.
“What is it? What’s wrong?” Something bad. She
could tell that much.
“It’s about your friend Correne.”
“Theran, I haven’t even written to her lately, so
if she’s making remarks about Cassidy—”
“She’s dead, Kermilla. She enraged a Warlord Prince
who was visiting friends for Winsol and he killed her, right on the
main street in full view of half the village.”
She couldn’t think, couldn’t breathe. “Why?”
Theran took her hands. The warmth of his hands
showed her how cold she’d become, chilled to the bone by his
words.
“She wasn’t liked or trusted by the Warlord Princes
who lived near her village,” Theran said. “Whatever leash had kept
some of her behavior under control disappeared after her visit
here. She’d been shopping and stole some items. Didn’t even try to
be subtle about it. A boy who was in the shop with his older
brothers saw her and told the merchant, who then reported her to
the village guards. She claimed that the merchant should give her
those things as ‘gifts’ because she was a Queen.” He snorted
softly. “Which just proved she’d been tainted by the bitches who
had ruled here before.”
She didn’t realize she’d been whimpering until he
made soothing noises.
“I’m sorry, Kermilla, but it’s important that you
know what this girl was like. You have to understand that
befriending her and being influenced by her the way you were is
going to make it harder for the Warlord Princes and Queens to trust
you. They aren’t going to tolerate having that kind of Queen rule
in Dena Nehele. Not again.”
She didn’t speak. Couldn’t speak.
“She had to reveal everything she had taken.
Because of her age, the humiliation was deemed sufficient
punishment. But the next day, she attacked the boy when he was out
with friends . . .” Theran closed his eyes. When he opened them,
they were filled with grief. “The village council didn’t give me
the details. I can find out if you need to know. But they called in
Healers from neighboring villages to help the village Healer. Even
with that much skill, not all of what she did to the boy can be
healed. He acted with honor—and he’ll never be the same because of
what she did.”
What kind of people are they to kill a Queen
over some stupid boy?
“The Warlord Prince who was in the village hunted
Correne down and executed her on the main street.”
She swallowed against the sickness clogging her
throat. “What did they do to him? What did they do to the bastard
who killed a Queen?”
He gave her a queer look. “Nothing. He did the same
thing he’d been doing his whole life—eliminating an enemy who had
no honor.”
She pulled her hands out of his. “I don’t feel
well. I’m going up to my room to rest.”
“Of course.” He stood up and held out a hand.
She didn’t want to touch him. Wasn’t sure she could
stand to touch him.
She’d known the males here could be brutal. After
all, every Warlord Prince was brutal. Maybe she hadn’t
wanted to see that Theran wasn’t any different from the rest of
them.
She looked into his eyes and saw grief for the boy,
who was still alive, and no regret—none at all—for Correne’s death.
Did she really want to live among these people? Could she survive
among these people?
She stood up, avoiding his hand. Somehow, that
didn’t surprise him.
He opened the door for her. She walked out of the
study.
Theran’s dismissal of Correne’s death troubled her,
even scared her—but it didn’t scare her half as much as seeing the
dark pleasure in Julien’s eyes and knowing that pleasure was there
because he’d heard the news.