TWELVE
Jenny heard the deep rumble of Jared’s bike just
after midnight. The monstrous engine growled as it came down the
driveway, rattling the windows and, even more rattling Jenny. What
had she been thinking, waiting up to confront him?
She’d been so angry when he roared off after
promising to talk to Cody. Now, hours later, she realized how
foolish she’d been. She was the bunny he kept calling her, and
confronting him would be like taking on the Big Bad Wolf.
Even she would lay odds on the wolf.
The noise grew louder as the bike drew up alongside
the house. Once, twice, the engine revved, and then silence
fell.
She scrambled off the couch, tossing the afghan on
the rounded arm of the sofa. She hurried through the family room,
shutting off the TV before hustling into the kitchen, where she
shoved the ice cream toppings away and all but threw the dirty
bowls into the dishwasher.
At least that had been one thing she had done right
tonight with her nephew. He’d enjoyed the ice cream. Then again,
who didn’t like Rocky Road?
After a quick glance around, assuring herself
everything that needed to be done was done, she flipped off the
lights and hurried down the hallway. As she rounded the stair
landing, she reflected that even if Jared had stuck around, there
wasn’t much he could have said or done to improve her nephew’s
mood. She should know; she’d tried just about everything and
failed.
Archaic. That was the word Cody had hurled at her
like a wrecking ball when she’d pulled out Monopoly; that and a few
others she wondered if his mother knew about. She’d coaxed him into
giving the game a try. Big mistake. She’d tried a different board
game with the same result. When she got out the cards, he shot her
a look that said don’t even, so she’d put them away without
even taking the deck out of the box.
After that, they’d been like two strangers in the
same house. Cody had gone up to his room to sketch and listen to
his iPod while Jenny had stayed downstairs watching TV. The only
reason she knew what he was up to was because she’d made the
mistake of checking on him. He’d made it more than clear that a
thirteen-year-old didn’t need to be checked on.
Halfway up the staircase, the teakettle began to
whistle.
Crap.
She ran back down the stairs and turned off the
stove. She was halfway down the hall when the front door opened and
six foot two inches of leather-wearing, bike-riding, bad-boy
testosterone walked through.
She froze in her tracks. Maybe he wouldn’t see her.
Maybe he’d head straight up the stairs to his room. Maybe—
“Hello.”
“H-hi.”
“You’re up late.”
He smelled of warm night air, weathered leather,
and a handful of temptation. “I wasn’t. I mean, I was, but I forgot
to do a few things so had to come back downstairs.” She was
rambling, wishing he’d move so she could get past. “I was just
heading back to bed.”
A wicked smile lit his eyes as he took in her
appearance. He ran his gaze slowly up from her bare feet, past her
pink flannel pajama bottoms, to her white tank top, where he
lingered. Under his intense scrutiny she felt like she was wearing
nothing more than a see-through negligee.
“Don’t let me stop you.”
But he did. He was.
She chewed on her lower lip. Less than a few feet
separated them. Hardly any distance at all. All she needed to do
was take a few steps forward.
Bunny. Wolf. Bunny. Wolf.
The refrain grew louder in her head.
Squaring her shoulders, she told herself to knock
it off. To grow up. She walked toward him.
He reached out and rested his hand on the stair
rail in front of her, blocking her path.
She stumbled to a stop, her pulse going into
overdrive. He was so close. Just one tiny step forward and they’d
be touching.
“I ran into your brother tonight.”
Slowly she lifted her gaze, up his muscular chest,
past his strong jaw, until her eyes found his. His head was bent
down, his full attention directed at her. A spark of something she
didn’t want to examine too closely heated his blue, blue eyes.
“Paul?”
“Do you have more than one?”
Jared’s face was so close she could feel his warm
breath on her cheek. “Where did you see Paul?”
“The Sawmill. You coulda clued me in.”
“On what?”
“The name. Had a helluva time finding the
place.”
“Something tells me you’re the type of guy who
could find a bar in a desert.”
Jared grinned. “Is that so, sweetheart? And just
what type of guy would that be?”
The type of guy that tied her up in knots and made
her remember what it used to feel like to be held by a man.
Caressed by a man. Wanted by a man. “I’m not your
sweetheart.”
“You sure ’bout that?” He put his other hand on the
rail behind her. He pressed in closer, his arms on either side of
her, boxing her in. The heat from his body penetrated her and the
scent of him was even more intoxicating. She couldn’t shake the
feeling that there had been a fundamental shift in their
relationship.
No, she had to be wrong. She leaned back until the
hard edge of the stair dug into her back. “How many times have you
used that line?”
“More times than I can count.”
“And how many times has it worked?”
A wicked smile transformed his face into one of
pure seduction. “More times than I can count.”
“It’s not going to work,” she said with a bravado
she was far from feeling.
“You sure about that?”
“Yes.”
He was so close the opened edges of his leather
jacket brushed against her chest, causing all kinds of warning
bells to go off inside her head. But what she didn’t know was if
all that clanging was warning her that what was about to happen was
something very, very bad or something very, very good.
She swallowed hard, ran her tongue over her dry,
parched lips. “Intimidation by harassment.”
He slanted his body, slid his hands down the post
until they were even with her waist. “You need to be more specific.
There are all kinds of harassment.”
His wide chest covered her, but the weight of him
was anything but unpleasant. She ran the tip of her tongue over her
lips again and his gaze followed the movement. “Just so we’re both
clear here, what type are we talking about?” she said.
“I think you know.”
Just when she knew she couldn’t endure another
moment of being this close to him, his hands dropped away from the
railings, and he stepped back. Instantly she felt the loss of body
heat.
Without his arms blocking her way, she had an open
path to the stairs. Everything inside of her told her to run. But
she forced herself to move at a normal pace. On the third step, she
stopped and turned. “I meant what I said, Jared. It’s not going to
work.”
“We’ll see about that, Cotton Tail. We’ll
see.”
She couldn’t reach her bedroom fast enough.
Jared watched her go. It wasn’t until he heard her
door close that he leaned against the stairs and let out the breath
he’d been holding. Christ. He ran his hand across his face, through
the side of his hair. This was going to be a hell of a lot harder
than he thought.

The minute she closed her door, Jenny grabbed a UW
hoodie off her bed and slipped it over her head. She tugged at the
sleeves until they were past her wrists, then pulled at the hem,
making sure it covered as much of her as possible. She didn’t care
that it had been a hot day and continued to be a warm night. She
didn’t care that she was overheated. We’ll see about that,
Cotton Tail. We’ll see.
Her heart thudded against her chest, and her breath
came out in short little gasps. She felt like she was suffocating.
Drowning in a pair of midnight blue eyes.
She went to her window and swung it all the way
open. Like she’d done a thousand times before, she sat on the
narrow ledge, one leg in, one out. Leaning back, she gulped in deep
breaths of fresh lake air as she tried to control her erratic
breathing. A week. That was all it was supposed to take. One week,
and he should have been gone.
Once more she saw the way his eyes had taken in
every inch of her. She wrapped her arms around herself, felt the
bulky cotton sweatshirt beneath her hands. The extra layer of
clothing should have made her feel safer.
She turned her face toward the dark lake, let the
night air caress her skin, blow through her hair.
He wasn’t budging. Not without his money. It was
the same realization she’d come to earlier today in her office. But
somehow, in the shadowy darkness of her room, that reality became
much clearer.
Her breasts began to tingle, almost as if he were
still pressed against her. She hugged herself tighter, tried to
force the sensation from her body.
The sound of the lake came to her. She closed her
eyes, listened to the gentle lapping of the waves against the
shore. Time became a blur. She grew numb from sitting on the hard
wooden windowsill, but still she didn’t move.
For as long as she could remember, it had just been
her and Steven. The two of them against the world. They’d met
before they could talk. Became playmates before they could walk.
Their love had been gradual, building slow and steady over time.
Like the fortification of a strong foundation that would never give
way.
Promise me, she’d say to him each time
before he left. Promise me you’ll come home.
Baby, I’ll be back. We’ll have a lifetime
together, you’ll see.
And he’d been right, he had come home. But he’d
also been wrong.
He’d quit flying jets. Quit flying too fast, too
high, too dangerously. And foolishly, she’d thought that after he’d
stopped, she could stop worrying.
They were supposed to grow old together. Have
babies and raise them here on the shores of Hidden Lake. Now he was
gone, and every dream she’d ever had was buried along with him. She
knew their type of love didn’t just disappear. That even though
Steven wasn’t still with her, her heart would always be with him.
Or so she’d thought. But after tonight . . . after the way she’d
felt held between Jared’s arms . . .
Steven, tell me what to do?
But the only sound she heard was a night bird
calling to its mate. This time, he wasn’t going to be her soft
place to fall. This time, there was only her. And her heart that
wasn’t as impenetrable as she’d thought.