SIXTEEN
“Aunt Jenny,” Cody yelled through the front door.
“We gotta leave now.”
“Hold your horses. I’m coming.” Grabbing the two
bags of snacks off the kitchen counter, Jenny made her way outside.
She started toward the Corvette only to stop short when she saw
Cody climbing into the passenger side of Zeke’s pickup. “Wait,” she
yelled, but he didn’t hear her. The door slammed shut. She headed
for the truck, ready to tell him to hop out, he was in the wrong
car, only to draw up short.
The driver’s door opened, and Jared stepped out. He
wore a pair of soft, faded Levi’s, a V-necked cotton shirt with the
sleeves pushed halfway up his forearms, and a pair of Aviator
sunglasses. His hair was still wet from the shower he’d taken after
mowing the lawn.
No way.
She reached the side of the truck in record time.
“I thought we agreed you weren’t coming.”
He rested his arm on the bottom of the door’s open
window. “I never agreed to anything. You just assumed.”
“The answer is no.”
He dropped his arm from the door and stepped toward
her. She backed up, then realized what she was doing and stopped.
He wasn’t going to intimidate her. Or, at least, he wasn’t going to
see how much he unnerved her.
“Then you tell your nephew. For some reason, the
kid wants me there.”
Jenny paused, weighing the truth of his statement.
All week he’d been doing everything he could to get under her skin;
she was certain this was just another one of his antics. Avoiding
Jared, she peeked her head into the cab of the truck. Cody was
grinning from ear to ear.
“When I told Zeke we couldn’t all fit in your car
or on Jared’s motorcycle, he said we could use his truck. Cool,
huh?”
“You asked Zeke?” Her stomach sank.
“We needed a way for all three of us to get to the
game. Jared said he’d help me warm up. And Zeke said he didn’t
mind.”
Jenny drew in a breath. She knew when she was
licked. Turning, she faced Jared again.
He stood closer than before. She tried to back away
from him but ran into the hard side of the truck. “You win. But
you’d better be on your best behavior.”
He leaned forward, took the grocery sacks from her
and placed them in the front of the pickup’s bed. “I’m always at my
best, Cotton Tail.”
“Stop calling me that.”
He grinned but didn’t say anything, only motioned
for her to get in. As she climbed into the old truck, it dawned on
her she would be sitting on the middle of the bench seat, right
next to Jared.
The next twenty minutes were pure torture. Each
time Jared shifted, his hand bumped against her, touching her
thigh.
“Behave,” she hissed under her breath, shooting him
glares from beneath her lashes.
“What?” His innocent tone didn’t fool her for a
second.
By the time they pulled into the Whitman ball
fields, it was 2:05. Five minutes late. She hustled Cody out and
grabbed the snacks while Jared got Cody’s baseball bag. They rushed
to Field A, only to find it empty.
Jenny looked around. “Don’t tell me we’re at the
wrong place.”
“No, this is it,” Cody said as he took his bag from
Jared and set it on the ground.
“But it’s after two. Where is everyone?”
Crouching, Cody unzipped his bag. “The game doesn’t
start till three.”
“Three? But your mom said two.”
“Coach likes us here a half hour early.”
But they weren’t a half hour early. They were an
hour early. Jenny gritted her teeth. It was just like her sister to
give her an earlier time to make sure Jenny wasn’t late. And it was
just like her sister to think nothing of using up more of Jenny’s
day. She readjusted the sacks in her arms. “So,” she said to Cody,
masking her annoyance. “Looks like we have a half hour to
kill.”
Cody paused and shot Jared a hesitant glance. “You
still want to catch some pitches? I mean, if you don’t want to,
it’s okay.”
Jenny looked at Jared, afraid he would
refuse.
“Sure, kid.”
Cody pulled two gloves and a baseball from his bag.
“Here.” He handed Jared the larger of the gloves. “This one is my
dad’s, but you can use it if you want.”
Jared took the glove and turned it over several
times in his hands. “Thanks.” His voice was low as he stared at the
glove. “I’ll make sure to take good care of it.”
Cody grinned, and the two of them headed out to the
field. Jared’s long, confident strides had Cody doing a half jog,
half run to keep up.
Setting the snacks next to her, Jenny took a seat
in the bleachers. She tried to keep her eyes off of Jared and on
Cody but found it nearly impossible to do.
“Why don’t we just toss a few easy ones first, to
get you warmed up?”
“Yeah,” Cody agreed, jogging a distance away from
Jared. “That’s what Coach always says.”
Worn Levi’s hugged Jared’s long legs, and muscles
flexed beneath his shirt as he tossed pitches back and forth with
Cody on the green field. Cody laughed as Jared threw a miss and as
her nephew ran to get the ball, she thought about their trip to the
grocery store earlier today. He’d still thought they should go with
pure junk food. She thought bottled water and a piece of fruit.
They’d settled on Gatorade and chocolate chip granola bars.
“Looking good,” Jared said. “How do you
feel?”
“Great,” Cody answered.
“Ready to take it up a notch?”
“Yeah.”
Jared positioned himself behind home plate and
smacked the inside of his glove with his bare hand. “Okay. Let’s
see what you got.”
Cody jogged out to the pitcher’s mound. He dug into
the dirt, making a grove for his foot, and then with a windup move
that reminded Jenny of a major league player, he nailed one right
across the plate and directly into Jared’s glove. It landed with a
satisfying thump.
“Nice one,” Jared said, standing and tossing the
ball back.
Cody threw about a dozen more pitches that sailed
straight down the middle. Several times after a pitch, Jared would
shake his gloved hand.
“Whew. That’s some heat.”
“You wanna see my curve ball?” Cody hollered to
Jared.
“Bring it on.”
Lifting his right leg high in the air, Cody brought
his arm back and let the ball fly for all it was worth. It sailed a
good six feet above Jared’s head.
Cody’s shoulders slumped, and he kicked at the
mound of dirt. “Sorry,” he said as Jared retrieved the ball. “Guess
I don’t have a curve ball.”
“Don’t give up, kid. You’ll get it.”
“You think so?” Cody asked.
“I know so.” With an easy toss, the ball sailed
back into Cody’s mitt.
As Jenny watched Jared with Cody, something warm
and unexpected nestled next to her heart.
Soon, Cody’s team and their opponents started
showing up. People began to fill the seats around Jenny. She smiled
and said hi, even though she didn’t know anyone. And just like when
she’d had Maddy and the rest of the gang over, it felt good to be
with a group of people.
As Jared jogged off the field, Jenny couldn’t help
but notice how several of the women eyed him. A stab of jealousy
took her by surprise. What did she have to be jealous about? He
wasn’t hers. And she didn’t want him to be. Right?
Oblivious to the stares he was receiving, Jared
climbed the bleachers two at a time and joined her. He smelled like
the fresh outdoors and everything she knew she shouldn’t want.
“That was really nice of you,” she said after a slight pause,
trying to even her breathing.
He used the sleeve of his T-shirt to wipe his
forehead. He shrugged off her words. “It was nothing. I promised
him earlier I’d help him warm up.”
It wasn’t nothing. It was a major something that
wrapped around her bruised soul and settled right next to her
heart. She swallowed and looked away, only to come eye to eye with
a gorgeous brunette staring hard at Jared. Jenny found a different
spot to focus on, regained her equilibrium, then looked back to the
emerald green field. “Sounded like you knew what you were talking
about out there. You must have played baseball.”
“No.”
Cody’s team ran out onto the field. Nine kids in
blue and white uniforms fanned out across the field as they took
their various positions. Cody settled in on the pitcher’s
mound.
“Football?”
Even though she was still looking straight ahead,
she could feel his gaze on her.
“No,” he said again.
“What sports did you play?”
“None.”
She turned and looked at him, while her mind
remembered every painful detail he’d told her about his childhood.
She knew he didn’t want her pity—but would he accept her comfort?
She wished she was brave enough to find out. Instead, she tried to
joke her way past the emotions eating her up inside. “And here I
thought all little boys couldn’t wait to get their hands on a
ball.”
“Some of us preferred to get our hands on more
important things.” His gaze went directly to her cleavage.
“Behave,” she reminded him under her breath while
her heart did somersaults. “That was the deal, remember?”
“Your deal.” His grin was as wicked as it was
inviting.
She quickly steered the conversation in a different
direction. “I want to apologize.”
“For?”
“Getting so upset when I saw Cody helping you this
morning. It’s just that he seems too young to do that kind of
stuff. But then I saw how happy he was helping you. Besides, I
should have realized you’d make sure he was safe.”
Jared pulled at the leather strings on the baseball
glove he’d been using. “No, you’re right. He is too young.”
“Did you do that kind of stuff when you were his
age?”
“Yeah.”
“Like?”
He twirled the glove in his hand. “Like a hell of a
lot harder things than mowing a damn lawn.” He motioned to the
field, ending the discussion. “They’re done with warm-up. I’m gonna
go grab a Coke before the game starts. What would you like?”
She wanted to ask him more, but one look at the
hard set to his jaw, and she knew he wouldn’t answer. “A Diet Coke
would be great.”
Even behind his dark glasses, she could feel the
heat of his gaze. “Diet is the last thing you need. You’re getting
a regular one.”
She watched his broad shoulders disappear into the
throng of people standing in front of the concession stand. From
all outward appearances, Jared appeared to have everything. But
more and more, Jenny kept glimpsing a different side of him. A boy
who grew up without a home. A teenager who did jobs more suited for
an adult than a kid. A man alone who seemed to isolate himself from
almost everyone and everything. Even as she tried to stop it, her
heart reached out to him. He was making her life a living hell, but
it didn’t seem to matter. No matter how hard she tried, she
couldn’t stop herself from wanting to fill the emptiness she
glimpsed in him.
Jared returned with their drinks, and for the next
two hours Jenny forgot her worries as she watched the kids play
their hearts out. Cody pitched through five innings and reached
base safely three out of his four trips up to bat. In the end, his
team won by a score of eleven to three.
“Great game,” she said as they made their way back
to the truck after handing out snacks. Jenny didn’t hear a
complaint from the parents about her food choice, so she took that
to be a good sign. “You looked like a real pro out there.”
“Thanks,” Cody said, quickly turning to Jared.
“Didja see that double play Parker made in the second
inning?”
“Just like a major leaguer.”
“Yeah.” Cody twisted off the top of his Gatorade
and took a long swallow. “We creamed ’em.” He took another drink.
“Thanks for the warm-up. It really helped.”
“Glad I could do it. Thanks for inviting me. I had
a fun time.” There was nothing but truth in Jared’s voice.
When they reached the truck, Cody put his bag in
the bed of the truck and hopped in the passenger side, leaving
Jenny stuck in the middle again.
Seeing her hesitation, Jared just grinned.
“Behave,” she warned him for the third time, unable
to forget the look of joy on Cody’s face when he talked to
Jared.
“Always.”
“Never.” She climbed in. Jared slid in next to her
and started up the truck. “How about we celebrate with some pizza?”
she said.
“As long as you aren’t cooking,” they said in
unison.
She bit back a smile. “And here I was even going to
suggest we go out for ice cream, too.” Then she laughed, because
she knew they’d end up having both.
It was nearly dark by the time they arrived back
home. As they pulled into the driveway, Jenny saw her mom emerge
from her beige Mercedes.
“It’s Grandma,” Cody said.
“Yes, it is,” Jenny said, trying to keep the worry
out of her voice. She wondered what had brought her mom over so
late.
“Hi, Mom,” she said as they piled out of the truck.
“Is everything okay?”
“Fine. Except I’ve been trying to reach you for
over an hour.”
“Sorry. I left the house without my cell. You’re
sure everything is fine?”
“Yes, sweetheart. I’m just here to pick up Cody.
Anna has to work later than planned, and she’d like me to take Cody
home so he can get to bed at a decent time for school
tomorrow.”
“Oh.” Jenny let out a relieved breath. Ever since
losing Steven, she tended to assume the worst. Whether it was a
middle-of-the-night call, the sound of a siren, or someone—even her
mother—showing up at odd hours. “I’m sorry we’re home later than
expected. We went out for pizza and ice cream to celebrate Cody’s
big win.”
Catherine walked over and gave Cody a hug.
“Congratulations. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there.”
“That’s okay, Grandma. Mom told me you’re working
on some party.”
Jenny’s mom smiled. “That’s right. But the
party is almost here, and then I won’t be so busy. You and I
will have to plan some fun stuff for the summer. But it’s getting
late, and we really should get on the road.”
Cody nodded and turned to Jared. “Thanks again for
all your help.”
Jared tugged on the bill of Cody’s cap. “Anytime,
slugger.
“Just give us a sec,” Jenny said, steering Cody to
the house. “We’ll have his things rounded up in no time.”
Jared knew Jenny’s second could be anywhere from
ten minutes to an hour. Right now all he wanted was a beer and to
be alone. But he could tell Jenny’s mother had something on her
mind. He leaned his back against the front fender and braced his
boot on the inner rim of the tire.
“You went to Cody’s game?” she asked.
“He invited me.” Jared knew he shouldn’t have gone.
But hearing so much raw desperation in Cody’s voice brought back
too many childhood memories. There had been no way he could say
no.
The porch light came on, but the single sixty-watt
bulb didn’t extend to the driveway. Even so, in the waning evening
light he could see the resemblance between mother and daughter.
During their first meeting in the restaurant, Jared had barely
given Jenny’s mom a second glance. As he waited for her to tell him
what was on her mind, he noted she was still a striking woman for
her age. But where Jenny was soft and too bighearted for her own
good, her mother seemed tougher and less forgiving.
“May I be direct?”
“By all means.” He shifted his weight, planted his
other boot on the tire.
“Something tells me I can ask, but you may not
answer.”
Jared remained silent.
Catherine let out a sigh. “Jenny means the world to
us, Mr. Worth. Or should I say Commander Worth. Paul told us you
are a pilot in the military.”
He wasn’t a commander anymore. “Jared,
please.”
“Jared.” Catherine gave a slight nod of her head.
“We don’t want to see Jenny hurt. She’s suffered enough
already.”
“I have no intention of causing your daughter any
harm, Mrs. Beckinsale. Jenny and I have a business relationship.
That’s all.” That kiss sure as hell hadn’t been about
business.
“I guess I’ll have to take your word on
that.”
“You have it.”
Catherine Beckinsale’s face seemed to relax ever so
slightly. “Thank you,” she said before opening the driver’s side
door of her car and reaching inside. She handed an envelope to
Jared. “As Jenny’s business partner, please accept this invitation
to come to the museum’s charity event. It’s formal—black tie—so
I’ll understand if—”
“Will Jenny be there?”
“Yes.” Catherine paused. “Her father and I plan to
pick her up.”
Jared pushed away from the truck. “Don’t bother.
I’ll bring her.”
Catherine would have said more, but just then Cody
and Jenny came out of the house carrying his backpack and small
suitcase.
“All ready,” Cody said. “Bye, Aunt Jen. Bye,
Jared.”
“Bye, kiddo,” Jared said. “Don’t forget this.” He
grabbed the baseball bag out of the back of the pickup, waited for
Catherine to pop her trunk, then placed the bag, backpack, and
suitcase inside.
Cody opened the passenger door, then looked at
Jared over the hood of the car. “Maybe . . . if you’re not busy,
you’d like to come to my game Thursday.”
“I’ll do my best,” he hedged.
“Sweet.” Cody slid into the car and shut the
door.
Catherine gave Jenny a hug then turned and stared
at Jared for several moments. He easily read the warning in her
gaze.
“I’m bushed,” Jenny said as her mom drove off.
“Good night.” She didn’t wait for a response before hurrying into
the house.
Jared watched her leave. He wanted to follow her
inside. And not for the same reason he’d been staying close to her
all week. This wasn’t about the business or about getting his money
back. There was only one reason he wanted to follow her: to be near
her, to see her smile, to hear her laugh.
More lights went on inside the house. A warm glow
spilled outward from the mullioned windows. Upstairs, the light in
Jenny’s bedroom came on.
Keep your eye on the prize, he reminded
himself, thinking of Mexico.
But what if he was after the wrong thing?
Swearing, he turned and went into the hangar.
Thoughts like that could get him into a hell of a lot of trouble.
He grabbed a beer from the fridge and a heavy flannel coat off the
workbench. As he left the hangar, he made his way to the beach. He
dragged one of the camp chairs over to the cold fire pit. Slouching
in the seat, he propped his boots on the charred rocks surrounding
the pit, crossed his feet at the ankles, and twisted the cap off
the Bud.
Stars packed the inky sky, and an owl hooted behind
him. As he took a long drink, he listened to the waves sloshing
against the dock and the rustling of critters in the underbrush. On
the far side of the lake, house lights flickered through the trees.
He kept his gaze straight ahead, refusing to look at the house
behind him. The house that glowed like a damn Christmas card,
making him feel welcome when he knew he was not.
My nana always told me this lake was magical.
This water could heal almost anything.
Has it healed you?
Almost.
He might want Jenny with a passion that burned
through him, but he knew he wasn’t what she wanted. Today as he’d
tossed the ball back and forth with Cody and sat in the stands with
Jenny, he let himself fall into a fantasy. One where he was more
than just a stranger passing through. Where he was a part of
something, part of a family. A part of Jenny’s life. He let himself
wonder what it would be like to have her waiting for him when he
came down from the sky. But he wouldn’t be coming down from the
sky. Ever again. Jenny and his days as a top gun were as out of
reach as the stars overhead.
He took another drink. Silhouetted in the
moonlight, the seaplane rocked gently at the end of the dock. He
waited to feel the same disgust he did every time he looked at the
bulky, cumbersome plane, but tonight, looking at the plane bobbing
in the water, he couldn’t make himself forget what it had meant to
fly. He tried to push the memories away but found it impossible.
With the wide-open sky overhead, he could almost hear the roar of
the jet engines, smell the jet fuel. There had been a time when
he’d been up in that endless sky going eight hundred miles an hour.
He’d thought he could walk away, find a bit of peace on an isolated
stretch of beach in Mexico. Now he wasn’t sure.
In one gulp, he drained almost half his beer and
pulled the invitation out of the front pocket of his jacket. The
heavy card stock was intricately engraved. He glanced at the date.
Two weeks from today the event would take place. His thumb rubbed
over the embossed words, and he wondered what had prompted him to
say he would go. But he knew. Just like he knew that he needed to
get out of here, as far away from Jenny as possible, and from
everything that reminded him of what he could never have.
I have no intention of causing your daughter any
harm, Mrs. Beckinsale. Jenny and I have a business relationship.
That’s all.
He’d meant what he’d said. Hurting Jenny was the
last thing he intended. If he could just walk away, he would. But
if he left, he’d leave with nothing, and, more importantly, Jenny
and this damn business she was trying so hard to keep afloat would
still go under. He’d heard the calls she’d been making all week. He
also knew nothing would ever come of them. Twice now, he’d seen how
much her family worried about her. It was obvious they would do
anything for her—even bail her out. Just like Steven had
said.
Jared looked at the invitation again. Maybe this
event was just the ticket. Maybe, with her family’s help, she would
finally accept the truth: there was no way she could save this
business. The sooner she accepted that, the better off they’d both
be. Then he could leave, get out of her life, and get her out of
his mind.
He pulled out his cell phone and dialed a number he
thought he’d never call again.
“Hello?” The voice was raspy from sleep.
“Hart? Wake up.”
He could hear a female voice in the background:
“Sugar, come back over here. I’ve got something special I want to
give you.”
“Worth, is that you?” Kenny Hart asked, apparently
ignoring his female companion. “Christ, man. I’ve been trying to
reach you for weeks. Hang on.”
There was a rustling noise like Kenny had gotten
out of bed and was pulling on some clothes. The woman whined some
more as Kenny let her know she was free to leave.
Jared could only imagine the woman’s frustration.
Lieutenant Commander Kenny Hart was a top-notch pilot and certified
ladies’ man. For as long as Jared had known him, women had lapped
up his good looks and open smile.
“Okay, Ghost. Talk.”
“Hope I didn’t take you away from someone
important.”
“They’re all important,” Hart said with a
chuckle.
“Does she have a name?”
“Same as all the others. Baby. Only with you gone,
I get the pick of the litter.” Kenny paused. “Listen, Worth. I’ve
been trying to get ahold of you for weeks. Hell, the whole squadron
has. The CO’s been looking for you. He wants to see you
ASAP.”
“I’ve got nothing left to say. The CO saw my ass
for the last time when I resigned my commission. Now drop it,”
Jared said with a finality that left no room for further comment.
“That’s not why I called. I need a favor.”
There was a long pause. “Shit, man. I’ve never
heard you ask for anything. Name it, and it’s yours.”