CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
Alexis ducked instinctively, though they’d both
yanked up their shields, bubblelike around their heads. Seconds
later Nate shouted something and dragged her below the water,
crowding her close to the throne wall, shielding her with his body
and his magic.
A shock wave slammed into them, compressing
Alexis’s lungs even through the shield. A freight-train roar of
explosion thundered around her. She cried out inside her small
sphere of air and clung to Nate, who was hanging on to her, keeping
her secure, keeping her anchored. Debris pelted them, pinging off
the magic, and she felt Nate flinch, wondered if something had
gotten through.
In the aftermath of the shock wave there was a
rush of water, colder than the liquid surrounding them, stirring up
a current, a tide, as the water moved from one chamber to the
next.
They’d done something, she realized. But had
they done enough?
Before the water had even begun to settle, Nate
kindled a small fireball and urged her into the current. They had
to swim hard at first, then less so, as the chamber they were in
filled fully with water. And although that had been the plan,
Alexis’s heart kicked when she saw the last thin stream of bubbles
escape through the hole they’d made.
“Follow those bubbles!” she said, and felt
Nate’s fingers tighten on her hand, which he’d clasped and held
fast, as though he never intended to let go. And though she knew
he’d let go eventually, she let herself lean on the feeling as they
kicked toward the gap that’d opened up in the rock wall.
Regret twisted at the sight of the carved stone
blocks shattered by the attack. The temple had stood for more than
a thousand years, only to fall to the ancestors of its makers. But
necessity was necessity, so she spared only a glance back at the
narrow room she’d dreamed of, seeing that the carvings of the
serpent and the rainbow had disappeared. Then she kicked upward,
following Nate’s tug on her hand, and the red-hued glow he held
clutched in his outstretched hand. Moments later he extinguished
the fireball, because they didn’t need it anymore.
Instead, they swam up toward daylight, and
freedom.
Later that night, back at Skywatch, exhausted,
sore, and dispirited from the day’s events, Nate avoided his
teammates, bummed a sandwich off Jox, and hid out in his parents’
cottage. He got his laptop up and running, but couldn’t bring
himself to write. Instead he lay back on the sofa and stared at the
hawk medallion he wore around his neck. The one that—according to
Carlos—his father had entrusted to his winikin just hours before king Scarred-Jaguar led
his Nightkeepers to attack the intersection.
The flat metal disk caught the light when Nate
turned it from side to side, making the man turn to a hawk and back
again. Or, if he stopped it halfway, there was a point where the
image was both hawk and man.
It was a symbol of the bloodline, he knew. A
family heirloom, nothing more and nothing less. But for a few
seconds earlier that day, in the moment that he and Alexis had
stood together on the carved altar and called their magic together,
he could’ve sworn he’d felt the amulet respond. There had been a
frisson of electricity, a jolting sense of change, of
connection—there and gone so quickly he kept trying to tell himself
he’d imagined it entirely. Only he hadn’t. He was sure of that
much.
“Probably something to do with that wonky shield
spell,” he said aloud, trying to talk himself out of the crazy
thoughts that kept trying to shove themselves inside his
head—gamer’s fantasies about magic amulets and the last-minute
discovery of powers that could save the world. Thing was, this was
reality, or at least a cockeyed version thereof, where men could do
magic and orgasm was a pathway to prayer. Was it really so
unbelievable to think the amulet was more than a decoration?
“It was your imagination,” he told himself for
the fourth time in the past half hour, and forced himself to tuck
the medallion back inside his shirt, next to the frigging adviser’s
eccentric that he’d tried to give back earlier, only to have Strike
tell him to keep it for now.
Which, goddamn it, meant he owed Carlos fifty
bucks, because he’d bet the old bugger that he’d never be the
king’s man, as his father had been.
Well, fuck that, he
thought sourly, forcing himself back upright on the sofa with his
feet on the floor, and trying to make his eyes focus on the laptop
screen. He was just doing the last read-throughs on the storyboard
before he e-mailed VW6 off to Denjie for
programming and shit. The story was as close to perfect as he could
make it, and it was time to let the thing go. Maybe even time to
end the whole series, because he wasn’t sure there was more story
to tell. Hera’s past had been uncovered and resolved, her mate
found, wedded, and bedded—though not in precisely that order. She
didn’t need the quests anymore.
And that was a hell of a thought.
Nate was scowling at the screen, wondering if
maybe he should pull back on the whole happily-ever-after thing,
when someone banged on the cottage door. Figuring it was Carlos,
come to see if he needed anything—and to do some more gloating—Nate
called, “Go away; I’m not in the mood.”
The knock came a second time. For all of
Carlos’s faults, he was pretty good about fucking off when told to
fuck off, suggesting that whatever he’d come to say was important.
Hoping to hell that it wasn’t, because he couldn’t stand any more
drama today, Nate pushed to his feet and headed for the door,
hissing against the pull of countless bruises from the day’s
events.
Those small annoyances fled the second he swung
open the door and saw Alexis standing there. In their place flared
heat and want, and a sense of the inevitable.
She was wearing loose light blue yoga pants and
a cropped sweatshirt two shades darker, in deference to the chill
of the night air. Unlike her usual put-together outfits, which
dared a guy to peel them away layer by layer, this one was easy
access, two items, maybe a couple more if she was wearing panties
and a bra. He was betting not, though, because he knew the outfit,
knew it meant she was in the mood. Before, it’d been a signal, a
sort of cosmic don’t bother prettying it up
with speeches; I need to get off. Now, however, though there
was heat in her eyes; there was something else, as well. There was
warmth.
“Help you?” he asked, which was about all he
could get out through a throat gone suddenly dry.
The year before, her answer would’ve been
something along the lines of a coy, “I think we can help each
other,” and it would’ve been accurate. But now she paused for a
second, then said, “Can I come in?”
The question hung in the air, becoming
everything. Before, they’d mostly used her rooms, or a spare
bedroom elsewhere in the mansion. If he invited her inside his
parents’ cottage, things shifted to a new level, a new degree of
importance. If he invited her in, they would have each other, Nate
thought, using the safe euphemism when his conscious mind couldn’t
cheapen the act to sex, couldn’t call it making love. But more,
they would do it with their eyes open to each other’s flaws and the
ways they didn’t fit.
He cleared his throat, and yearned. “Why
now?”
Her lips turned up at the corners in a sad,
self-aware smile. “Because for the first time in a long, long time,
neither of us needs anything from the other. This would just be us
together, because we want to be.”
Which begged the question of whether he wanted
to be with her, despite everything. And the answer, damn it all to
hell, was a resounding, stupid-simple yes.
So he stepped back out of the doorway. “Come on
in.” He probably should’ve said something way smoother, but what
smoothness he possessed seemed to have deserted him. She didn’t
seem to mind, though. Head high, she marched through, not looking
at him. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes bright with excitement
and, he suspected, nerves.
Or maybe he was the one who was nervous, and he
was projecting like hell, knowing that if they had sex now it’d
skirt the line of making a commitment he didn’t want. It was bad
enough he’d wound up a royal adviser. He wasn’t letting the gods
pick his girlfriend—or worse, his wife. He refused to use the
Nightkeeper words of “mate” or “jun tan,”
because he was a guy first, a Nightkeeper second. Or so he liked to
think. The way things kept happening around him, exactly as the
gods seemed to have decreed, he had to wonder about that. Problem
was, he didn’t exactly have a decent out clause in his contract.
Hell, he didn’t even have a contract; it was all blood and
ancestors and destiny and shit.
And none of that mattered now, really. He’d
already let her inside.
She stopped in the middle of the main room and
looked around, unspeaking. He couldn’t read her body language or
her expression, and suddenly he realized he cared more than he
expected to what she thought about him all but living in his
parents’ old place.
“You’ll make some changes,” she said after a
moment. “I see you as more of a black-and-chrome sort of
guy.”
That surprised a snort out of him. “That’d be my
office back in Denver.” He wasn’t sure it suited him anymore,
though. Wasn’t sure what the hell suited him except the sight of
her in his space, and that was far from a comforting thought. So he
went for light. “What, you don’t think shag carpeting is me?”
“Carpet can be replaced.” Her eyes lit on the
paintings, and the oversize medallion. Like him, she was drawn to
that wall, crossing to stand very near the painting of the Mayan
ruins seen from above. “The rest of this place suits you, though,
or what I’ve seen of it. It’s practical and stripped down, and
there’s not much in the way of family pictures or mementos, but
there’s a sense of latent power and . . . an honesty, I guess.” She
shot him a look. “I don’t always like what you say, but I know that
if you say it, you mean it.”
He didn’t know how to respond to that, or how to
deal with the possessive clutch in his chest at the sight of her
standing in front of his bloodline symbol. Yes, a thousand generations of his ancestors seemed
to say, she’s for you. This is meant.
Because he couldn’t deal with that just then,
and maybe because he wanted her to see, he waved toward the bedroom
door on the right and said, “Have a look in the spare room.”
He followed her, stood too close to her when she
paused at the threshold and breathed, “Oh.” Just that one word.
Oh.
It still caught him the same way too. His old
nursery, preserved intact for nearly twenty-five years, telling him
that he’d come from somewhere, that he’d been loved. That love was
in the boxed photos stacked in the closet too, though he didn’t
want to show them to her now, couldn’t bear to go through them
again so soon.
He wanted to shy away from the snapshots of his
parents and his infant self, taken here and there around Skywatch
and elsewhere, pictures of his parents with the other magi, his
father standing slightly apart from the group, pictures of Nate
with other babies and Nightkeeper children. The images were
difficult for him to look at, knowing that everyone in them was
dead except him, and because he’d spent his entire life not caring
about the parents who hadn’t cared enough to keep him. It probably
should’ve helped to know that they’d cared, and cared fiercely. But
somehow it was worse knowing that he should’ve been with them, or,
failing that, with a winikin, growing up
like Alexis had, pampered and groomed, always having someone to
tell him that he could do better, that he could be better.
It was worse knowing he should’ve grown up
thinking he was important, when instead he’d been taught that he
was nothing, that he had to scrap to survive, steal when he wanted
a little extra, and defend himself every second of every day.
Alexis seemed to sense at least part of that,
though. She took his hand, threaded their fingers together, and
squeezed gently. “I’m here because of who you are in this lifetime,
not who you might’ve been.”
He turned to her then, and lifted their joined
hands so he could kiss her knuckles, where a faint bruise darkened
the skin. “And I let you in the door despite who you are in this
lifetime, because even though I keep telling myself I want
something—and someone—else, it keeps coming back around to you. To
us.”
Her eyes flashed at that and her jaw went a
little hard, but then she shook her head ruefully. “There’s that
honesty again. Refreshing, if not always complimentary.” Then her
lips turned up and she tipped her face to his. “Kiss me before I
remember that you annoy the shit out of me and start to wonder why
I’m here.”
“You’re here because I
annoy the shit out of you,” he said, then obliged by touching his
lips to hers chastely, letting the contact kindle warmth as he
murmured against her mouth, “You’re here because I won’t pander to
you like the boys down at the marina, and because you know that I
won’t make promises I can’t deliver on. I might be a gamer, but I’m
not a game player.”
She was silent for a moment, then settled
against him a little and said simply, “I’m here because there’s
nowhere else I’d rather be.”
Nate would’ve said something glib in response,
but the words jammed in his throat, backing up against the
realization that the same was true of him.
Before, he’d resented the demands of a bloodline
responsibility he’d never asked for, never sought. He’d wanted to
be back in Denver, working the life he’d built for himself, the one
that played by familiar rules, with familiar people. The life he
was good at. Somewhere along the line, though, that’d changed.
Denver seemed far away. He knew he could be there in a few hours,
faster if he asked Strike for a ’port. But the city—and the life
he’d lived there—had dimmed in his brain, his new life as a
Nightkeeper seeming so much more important now.
Granted it was more
important on a save-the-world scale. But now even on a smaller,
more personal scale, he realized that he didn’t want to be back in
the city. He wanted to be where he was: in his parents’ homey,
outdated bungalow with the woman he’d never managed to convince
himself to leave all the way. Which, in all honesty, wasn’t fair to
either of them.
“I’m sorry,” he said, the apology coming out of
nowhere, from deep inside him.
Nonsequitur though it might be, she seemed to
get it, shaking her head. “Don’t be. We move forward. Everything
that happens from here on out, whether good or bad, is new. It’s
just you and me, guy and girl. Humans, for what it’s worth.”
Which was so not like her usual rhetoric that he
drew back. “What happened to the whole ‘time is cyclical, what has
happened before, blah, blah’?”
She smiled, and this time it reached her eyes.
“We’re not our parents. We were raised human. I think we’ve got the
right to claim something for our own, don’t you? Well, I claim
this, for as long as it lasts.”
He saw the truth of it in her eyes, and tasted
it on her lips when he dropped his head for a second kiss, this one
longer and moister, and bringing more heat to the moment. When it
ended, he glanced out the window to where stars shone over the
Pueblo ruins at the back of the box canyon. “I can promise you
until morning, at least.”
He’d meant it partly as a joke, but her eyes
were serious when she said, “That’ll do for starters.” Using their
joined hands to tug him along, she urged him in the direction of
the bedroom, then stalled. “Um. Will this be too weird for
you?”
“You don’t want to do it in my parents’ bed?
What are we, sixteen?” The laughter felt good, as did the rush of
heat and joy as he reversed their positions, with him urging her
along. “Don’t worry. Carlos made some changes once I started
hanging out here. That includes the mattresses and bedding.” Along
with a few personal items he didn’t bother mentioning, because,
having made the decision, he was done talking.
He got her inside the bedroom and left the
lights off, so the space was softly lit by the illumination coming
through the door from the main room. The bedroom was sparsely
furnished and decorated, as were the other rooms, but with the same
few deft touches of character and magic. Another of his father’s
paintings hung over the bed, this one of a green sea and an
achingly blue sky, a helicopter’s-eye view approaching a verdant
island of sand and trees, and a limestone cliff with a Mayan ruin
at the top. The domed silhouette marked it as one of the ancient
celestial observatories, where Nightkeepers and Daykeepers alike
had tracked the movements of the stars and used them to tell the
future and the past.
A shimmer of that same mysticism walked across
Nate’s skin as he stripped his shirt over his head in one yank,
then tossed the garment aside and took Alexis in his arms and
kissed her, letting his body tell her what he didn’t always get
right with words.
In response, she pressed her hands to his chest,
touching his medallion, which grew warm with their body heat as she
leaned into the kiss, opening to him. And as the night waned and
became a new day, he took her to bed and they became, perhaps for
the first time, lovers.