CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Jox had forgotten what it felt like to be around
magi on the prowl. The house practically vibrated with the need for
sex. Worse, it wasn’t the unfocused horniness of a bunch of
teenaged kids—the newbies were in their twenties, and he’d eat his
arm if there was a virgin among them. They knew what it felt like,
knew what they wanted and where they wanted to get it.
And damned if the winikin
couldn’t relate. Strike was wrong about a bunch of things—with the
blond cop topping the list—but he might’ve been right in some of
the things he’d said about Hannah.
Shit or get off the pot,
Jox thought to himself as he walked down the long marble hallway to
the winikin’s wing around midnight. If the
war was coming—hell, if the end of the world was coming—better to
face it with a partner than not.
Right?
He fought the urge to tug at his jeans and T—or
worse, beat a quick retreat to his quarters and change into a
better shirt, maybe a nicer belt, and boots instead of sandals. But
that would be stalling, and he was no wimp. ‘‘Besides,’’ he said
under his breath as he reached her door, ‘‘it’s Hannah. You’ve
known her forever.’’ Okay, so there was that twenty-four-year gap
in the middle and all, but still.
Telling himself it’d be okay, he knocked on her
door.
She answered immediately, as though she’d been
waiting for him. She was wearing flowing drawstring pants of royal
blue and a patterned teal-colored top, and had a scarf of the same
material tied around her head, pirate-style. When she saw who it
was, though, surprise flashed across her face. ‘‘Jox!’’
‘‘Expecting someone else?’’ He heard the faint
bite in his tone and winced. ‘‘Sorry. Not my business.’’
‘‘No, it’s not. Can I help you with
something?’’
‘‘I wanted . . .’’ you,
he should’ve said, but he was still fighting a losing battle
against logic, against the part of him that said he needed to focus
on his duties, now more than ever, since Strike seemed to be
wobbling off course.
‘‘You wanted . . . ?’’ She wasn’t helping him
out, and seemed faintly irritated that he was there at all, as
though two weeks after their reunion was far too late for him to
come knocking.
And maybe it was. Maybe Strike had been right
that he’d cared more for the idea of her than the reality. The
thought was a cold wash that had him retreating a step and dropping
back to winikin mode. ‘‘I came to make sure
things were under control over here.’’
‘‘We’re good,’’ she said, seemingly willing to
pretend that was what he’d come to ask. ‘‘Carlos is going to keep
Cara close for the next few days while we see how things shake
out.’’
‘‘In other words, while the newbies figure out
who belongs in which bed between now and the talent ceremony.
’’
Her lips twitched, despite the tension between
them. ‘‘What’s the current score?’’
‘‘Well, Patience and Brandt are a given.’’
‘‘One should hope. They’re married.’’
‘‘And stupid in love,’’ Jox agreed with what
might’ve been a twinge of jealousy. He ticked off the others on his
fingers. ‘‘Michael and Jade headed off together—they’re either a
couple or will be soon. Rabbit didn’t get his mark, so he probably
won’t get the binding hornies— and besides, he’s too young for
anyone here, so he’s on his own. That leaves Alexis, Blackhawk, and
Sven, which means either there’ll be an odd man out, or some
three-way kink.’’
‘‘Have you seen the way Nate looks at her?’’
Hannah shook her head. ‘‘Sven’s out of luck.’’
‘‘Strike and Alexis would make a hell of a
couple,’’ Jox said, still not ready to give up on the idea.
‘‘They would.’’ Hannah nodded. ‘‘She’s the
strongest of the women, she’s smart as hell, and she has a knack
for strategy. She’d make a superlative queen. But it’s not going to
happen.’’
‘‘It might.’’
Her face softened. ‘‘Poor Jox. Still trying to
save the jaguar kings from themselves.’’
Before he could respond to that—if he could even
figure out how—there was a clatter of footsteps and Brandt’s
winikin, Woodrow, swung around the corner.
He was wearing jeans and a button-down Hawaiian shirt, and his
long, graying hair was caught back in a ponytail that made him look
like he’d gone native. He was barefoot, whistling, and carrying a
bottle of wine in one hand, a couple of glasses in the other.
He hesitated midstride when he saw Jox and Hannah
standing close together in her doorway. ‘‘Wow. I know I’m late, but
you didn’t need to call the boss on me.’’ It was said with all of
Wood’s typical laid-back good humor, but there was a glint of
challenge beneath the words.
Oh, Jox thought. So that
was how it was.
Disappointed, but also relieved because the
decision had already been made for him, he stepped away from
Hannah. ‘‘You’re lucky you got here when you did,’’ he said,
forcing humor. ‘‘We were talking about organizing a search.’’
‘‘Doubt you’d have much luck,’’ Wood said, moving
to Hannah’s side so they formed a unit, blocking the doorway and
putting Jox on the outside. ‘‘Most everyone in this place is
otherwise occupied, one way or the other.’’
He handed the wineglasses to Hannah, pulled a
corkscrew from his pocket, and looked at Jox. Lifted a shoulder.
‘‘Sorry, dude. Only two glasses.’’
‘‘No problem,’’ Jox said, and almost meant it.
‘‘Actually, I wanted to talk to both of you real quick; then I’ll
get out of your way.’’ He thought he saw a flicker of surprised
hurt in Hannah’s eye, but couldn’t be sure. And even if he had,
what of it? She had the right to make time with whomever she
wanted. They’d never promised each other anything.
Wood gestured with the corkscrew. ‘‘Go
on.’’
‘‘Can you be in charge of both Patience and
Brandt for a couple of days, so Hannah can spend some time with
Leah?’’
When Wood nodded, Hannah said, ‘‘How much do you
want her to know?’’
‘‘Everything.’’ He gritted his teeth, totally
disagreeing with Strike’s plan. ‘‘She’s going to be sitting in on
Magic 101 starting tomorrow. He’s convinced himself that even
though Red-Boar couldn’t detect any connection to the barrier or
the gods, she gained power of some sort during the ajaw-makol ritual.’’
She tipped her head and hummed a flat note. ‘‘But
you don’t think so.’’
‘‘He’s not thinking with his head.’’ Not the
right one, anyway.
‘‘Because he believes this human may have
power.’’
‘‘Because he saw her even before he met her.’’ He
paused. ‘‘In a dream.’’
Wood lost his grin. ‘‘He’s been having
visions?’’
‘‘Hannah can fill you in.’’ Jox took a step back.
‘‘I’ll leave you two to your . . . whatever.’’ He strode off, not
wanting to watch the door close behind him.
‘‘Jox,’’ Hannah called softly.
He stopped, cursed himself, and turned.
‘‘Yeah?’’
She stood alone, having apparently sent Wood
inside. Soft light spilled from behind her, picking out the silvery
waves of her hair, softening the lines of her face, and buffing
away the lower edge of the scars, making her look very young,
younger even than she’d been the night of the massacre.
She was silent so long he thought she wasn’t
going to say anything, that she’d meant only to call his name. Then
she said, very quietly, ‘‘It’s not your fault. You didn’t do
anything to cause this—not now, and not back then.’’
He almost resented that she saw it so easily. ‘‘I
keep hoping it’ll be different this time.’’
‘‘Maybe it will be.’’ But there was little hope
in her voice, which told him she feared it, too.
It was like the writs said: What had happened
before would happen again.
Hearing footsteps coming up the hall toward him,
Sven ducked through the nearest doorway and closed the door to a
crack. Not because he was doing anything wrong, but because he
didn’t want to have to talk to one of the other winikin—not about the ceremony, not about the
coyote’s-head mark on his forearm, which tingled faintly as though
the ink—or whatever the hell it was—had rerouted the blood vessels
beneath his skin, and certainly not about what he was doing outside
the winikin’s wing at oh-dark-thirty in the
a.m.
He was busy not sleeping, that was what he was
doing. Busy not thinking about sex. He and
the rest of the newbies—except for Patience and Brandt, no doubt,
because they had sanctioned shagging privileges and had gotten
their marks years ago. And potentially Michael and Jade, who he was
pretty sure had hooked up a couple of days ago. The rest of them .
. . well, it was either make friends real quick, or hello,
self-service.
The footsteps passed and he got a good rear view
of Jox, who was moving fast, like he had places to go. Well, good
for him. So did Sven. Sort of.
Once the winikin had
turned the corner and his footsteps faded, Sven slipped from
concealment and headed for the third door on the right, where he
knocked and waited. Knocked again.
Finally, when it was getting borderline
ridiculous, Carlos opened the door. He was wearing Wranglers belted
below his slight paunch, with a snap-studded shirt of faded blue,
and save for a little gray around the edges he looked exactly the
same as he had for . . . well, forever, Sven realized on a sudden
slap of nostalgia. He had to swallow hard before he said, ‘‘Hey,
Pops. Look.’’ He flipped his arm, showed off the coyote. ‘‘Remember
how I used to bug you about getting a tattoo just like
yours?’’
‘‘You did it,’’ the older man said softly,
turning his own right hand palm up for a forearm comparison.
‘‘Congratulations, kid.’’
‘‘Mine’s bigger.’’
That got a snort. ‘‘Don’t forget who used to
change your Pampers, boyo.’’
‘‘True, but I’ve heard stuff shrinks once you’re
on the downhill side of middle age.’’
‘‘Bite me.’’
They grinned at each other, and Sven felt a
loosening of something inside him he hadn’t even known was tight.
He exhaled. ‘‘I missed you, Pops.’’ He paused, realizing that
although they’d been in the same house for a couple of weeks now,
they hadn’t really talked. Partly because he’d been sorta freaked
by the whole winikin-Nightkeeper
revelation—okay, really freaked, but fascinated in a by the way, you’re a superhero sort of way—and
partly because the timing hadn’t been right. Now, in the wake of a
ceremony that’d left him feeling a step closer to the parents he’d
never known, he was ready to deal with the parent he had known, and
hadn’t always done right by. ‘‘I’m sorry I didn’t come home for the
funeral.’’
Carlos shook his head. ‘‘Australia was too far to
fly to for just a few days. I understood. Sometimes the needs of
the living outweigh those of the dead.’’
The last part sounded like a quote, underscoring
that the winikin had a whole other life and
culture aside from managing a ranch and raising two kids who
couldn’t have been more different if they’d tried.
Sven shoved his hands in the pockets of his
hip-hanger shorts. ‘‘Still, I should’ve been there.’’ He didn’t say
that he’d had the offer of a spare seat on an investor’s charter
plane but hadn’t taken it because things had been too damn
complicated back then. Still were.
His eyes must’ve wandered to the door to Cara’s
room, because Carlos shook his head. ‘‘She’s asleep.’’
The lights were up in the suite and the TV was
on, though, and Cara was a light sleeper of epic proportions.
Sven nodded, accepting the lie. ‘‘Okay. No
problem. I just . . .’’ wanted to see her,
wanted us to maybe go for a walk like we used to. He’d wanted
to inject a bit of normalcy into the craziness, to get her take on
things that were moving too far, too fast for his hang-loose brain
to keep up with.
‘‘I know.’’ Carlos nodded as though Sven had said
all that aloud. ‘‘But things are different now.’’ He paused.
‘‘She’s not your sister anymore, kid. She’s your servant. If you
want me to wake her, I will.’’
She’s not my servant any more
than she’s my sister, Sven wanted to argue, but didn’t, because
there were some things better left alone. So he shook his head.
‘‘No, let her sleep. Besides, this should probably come from you
anyway. I think . . .’’ He paused, weighing his loyalties. ‘‘I
think you should tell her to leave.’’
The older man’s eyes widened fractionally.
‘‘Why?’’
Sven shifted, faking a shrug. ‘‘She’s a semester
away from her degree. Seems silly to keep her here when I barely
even see her as it is.’’
‘‘And?’’ Carlos said with no shift in his
expression.
She doesn’t want to be
here, Sven wanted to say. Can’t you see
that? But he didn’t say it, because he could also see how much
it meant to Carlos to have sired the only second-generation
winikin in the group, how much he was
enjoying having Cara around. So instead he said, ‘‘What we’re going
to be doing here is dangerous.’’ He looked at the coyote mark
again, because the binding ceremony had made the whole
end-of-the-world-as-we-know -it thing seem a whole lot more real
than it had when they’d just been sitting around talking about it.
‘‘I don’t want her to get hurt.’’
‘‘Neither do I, but I don’t think that’s what
this is really about.’’ Carlos waited, but Sven didn’t say anything
else, couldn’t explain it to the man who’d raised him when he could
barely understand it himself. After a long moment, the winikin sighed. ‘‘Do you command this?’’
Sven nodded, feeling like a total poser. ‘‘I do.
She’s my winikin.’’
‘‘And for that I’m sorry.’’ Carlos shook his
head. ‘‘I should be the one serving you.’’
‘‘Nobody’s serving anybody here. We’re all in
this together—I’m just trying to figure out how to minimize the
danger.’’
‘‘It’s not a Nightkeeper’s job to protect his
winikin.’’ Carlos paused. ‘‘But I’ll do as
you ask. She’ll be gone before the end of the week; I’ll take care
of it. You just concentrate on learning how to control your powers
. . . and yourself.’’
Which answered one question, Sven acknowledged
with a dull thud of pain. Carlos definitely knew about what’d
happened between him and Cara, knew why he’d taken off and why he
hadn’t been back since. He’d always figured Carlos didn’t know, for
the simple reason that their relationship had stayed close despite
the physical distance. Now, he realized it’d been more a case of
the winikin’s imperative to keep tabs on
his charge outweighing the other stuff.
The thought was humbling. And damned
awkward.
That wasn’t how it was,
he wanted to say. I can control myself. But
that begged the question of why he’d come knocking on her door too
late at night, with his blood humming and his senses on high
alert.
So instead, he said, ‘‘Thanks. I owe you
one.’’
Carlos nodded, but he didn’t speak, and he hadn’t
moved from the doorway, hadn’t invited Sven inside.
That rejection, that split in their onetime
family unit, had Sven backing away and searching for a grin as he
waved, making sure his mark showed. ‘‘Mine’s still bigger.’’
The older man’s smile didn’t touch his eyes.
‘‘Size doesn’t matter until you know how to use it, kid.’’
After chowing down enough leftover mac ’n’ cheese
to feed a boatload of Vikings, and washing it down with a bottle of
lemon Perrier, Nate tried to go to back to bed and sleep off the
rest of the postmagic hangover. And failed miserably.
Score: Boner 1, Blackhawk 0.
After an hour he finally gave up and headed for
the gym on the lower level of the main house, figuring that if he
racked enough iron, he should be able to exhaust his dick into
submission.
The gym stretched along the short side of the
mansion. It was below ground level, so there were no windows, but
when he hit the light switch just inside the double door, the
fluorescents were bright enough to sear his eyeballs. Like most of
the compound, the room wore a fresh coat of stark white paint, new
flooring, and had zero in the way of character. But that was okay
with him; he was looking to sweat, not have a spa experience, and
there were enough top-end machines to promise he’d get a good stink
on, along with an equally high-end sound system to crank some
tunes.
Hoping the room was soundproofed—or far enough
away from the sleeping quarters for it not to matter— he tuned the
satellite radio to something heavy on the bass and dance rhythms,
gave a couple of halfhearted stretches, and headed straight for the
free weights, figuring he’d go old school for the evening’s
antistiffy program.
Ever since that hey, here you
go, have an instatattoo ceremony, he’d been a walking hard-on.
He felt like a teenager, or like he belonged in one of those Cialis
commercials where the voice-over guy warns about the dangers of
priapism. If your erection lasts for more than
four hours, seek medical help. Or a woman. Whichever comes
first.
And that was the problem. There was a woman . . .
and yet there wasn’t.
Alexis wasn’t Hera—he knew that. Hera was
straight out of his imagination, an amalgam of tits and ass that
made her a gamer’s wet dream, along with the sharp, strategic
intelligence required by any self-respecting warrior-goddess.
However, Alexis was the spitting image of Hera,
and that just freaked his shit right out, because between the
lectures and the binding ceremony, he was having trouble believing
it was just one of those things. The Nightkeepers didn’t seem to go
in for coincidence.
Which meant what? That she was his match? His
mate?
As he started lifting, he tried to figure out why
the thought made him want a one-way ticket to hell and gone. Maybe
it was meeting her when everything he thought he knew about
himself—and about reality—was taking a serious beating; maybe it
was his inner rebel hating the whole your-life-is-ruled-by-destiny
thing. Who knew?
He thought about it as he lifted; thought about
her. Sweat started beading on his body despite the central AC, and
his muscles had a good burn going after a half hour or so, but a
dick check revealed he was still sporting serious wood. If
anything, it’d gotten worse rather than better, tenting the front
of his gym shorts as he lay back on the weight bench.
Current score: Boner 2, Blackhawk 0.
Glaring at it, he warned, ‘‘All right, that’s it.
Two more sets and I’m bringing out the duct tape.’’
‘‘Excuse me?’’
For half a sweaty second, he thought the damn
thing was talking back—and wouldn’t that be
a trip?—and was doing so in Alexis’s voice. Then what was left of
his brain fired up, and he shot a startled glance at the doorway
and saw her standing there, watching him talk to his johnson.
Losing his count and his concentration, he forgot
to lock his elbows and his arms folded under the weights. The
barbell whumped onto his upper chest, just
below his throat.
‘‘Shit!’’ he said, only
it came out as a gurgle as he fought to dead-lift the thing from
zero leverage.
‘‘Oh!’’ Alexis sprinted across the room and
helped him wrestle the bar off his Adam’s apple and onto the
overhead stand. ‘‘Sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you. Are you
okay?’’
‘‘Fine,’’ he said shortly, sitting up so fast his
head swam. He snagged his shirt so he could pretend to scrub the
sweat off his face and chest, and then casually dumped the T-shirt
in his lap.
Current score: Boner 3, Blackhawk 0.
From the flush that rode high on her slashing
cheekbones and the way she was careful to look him in the eye
rather than lower down, he had a feeling she knew exactly what was
going on. Either that, or she was dealing with some horns of her
own. He should be so lucky.
Then again, maybe he was
that lucky, he thought when he saw that she’d changed into
formfitting workout pants and a soft shirt that hung off one
shoulder to play peekaboo with a bra strap, but wasn’t wearing
sneakers or carrying a towel.
Despite not really being on board with the
predestiny thing, he figured he’d be an idiot not to engage in some
scratch-the-itch for the next two months if she made the
offer.
‘‘You looking for me?’’ he asked after a moment.
Please say yes.
‘‘Yeah.’’ She cleared her throat. ‘‘Um, well, you
see . . .’’ The flush rode higher on her cheeks, creating two spots
of color. ‘‘I thought we could . . . Oh, screw it.’’ She held out
her hand to him. ‘‘Come on.’’
Nate might not’ve been raised by his winikin, but he was no dummy. He didn’t argue. He
simply put his hand in hers and let her lead the way.
Score.
Rabbit observed the mansion from the perch he’d
found high up in the ceiba tree, where he could watch without being
watched in return. He saw most of the newbies pairing up and
disappearing into darkened rooms, saw Woody hand Jox his hat. More
interesting was the scene between Strike and the blonde out by the
pool. He hadn’t been able to hear what they were saying, but the
end result was obvious: Strike struck out, and the blonde headed
back to her room alone.
Rabbit watched her go.
So that was the girlfriend, huh? She was pretty
enough, he supposed. Okay, she was damn near a knockout, with long
blond hair, slim hips, and legs that kept on giving inside a pair
of loose jeans that hung practically off her ass.
Rabbit had heard the old man and Strike arguing
about her earlier, had heard the old man muttering long after—he’d
caught a few words, like ‘‘blasphemy’’ and ‘‘rewriting history’’ .
. . which had entertained Rabbit to no end, and took his mind off
what’d happened at the ceremony.
Or rather, what hadn’t
happened.
The old man had tried to tell him it was for the
best that he hadn’t gotten his mark, but of course he’d say that.
Really, the ceremony had just proved what Rabbit had known all
along—if he wanted to learn the magic he was going to have to
figure it out on his own. He’d never been, and would never be, a
priority for his father and the others. So he’d hit the books, do
some experimenting. He wanted to know what he could do besides
torch stuff. Pyrokinesis was cool as far as it went, but had its
limitations, because he didn’t just want to destroy stuff . . . he
wanted to create stuff. He wanted to control, to rule.
He wanted to be someone.
‘‘Rabbit.’’
The old man’s voice was an unpleasant jolt, as
was the sight of him at the bottom of the tree, scowling straight
up into the branches, making it clear he knew exactly where his son
was hiding. He’d traded his robe for fatigues and boots, but his
belt bore no weapons.
For about three seconds, Rabbit was tempted to
light the seat of Red-Boar’s pants, or maybe give him a hot-foot.
Then sanity returned. ‘‘Yeah?’’
‘‘I’m leaving.’’
The two words hit Rabbit harder than he would’ve
expected, punching him in the gut and making his breath whoosh out.
‘‘For good?’’ His voice squeaked.
Red-Boar scowled. ‘‘No, you idiot. I’ll be back
the day after tomorrow.’’
‘‘Oh.’’ And suddenly he could breathe again. Not
like he wanted the old man to know that, though. ‘‘So?’’
‘‘I didn’t want you to wonder. And I thought you
might want to use the cottage while I’m gone.’’
Rabbit eased down a couple of branches, so he
could see the old man’s face. ‘‘Are you, like, apologizing for
kicking me out?’’
‘‘Strike offered you a room in the big house and
you took it. No kicking involved.’’
‘‘Whatever.’’ Rabbit headed back up.
‘‘Wait.’’
He paused. Looked down. ‘‘What?’’
His old man took a step back, into a stripe of
deep shadows, so it was like his voice came from the darkness when
he said, ‘‘I’m sorry.’’
Rabbit scowled, though it helped some to hear.
‘‘Sorry for which part? Sorry for not accepting me as your son or
sorry for not prepping me properly?’’
‘‘I’m sorry the circumstances of your birth
dictate that you’ll never belong.’’ Then, before Rabbit could
wheeze past the gut-punch of pain, the old man turned and walked
away, leaving what he hadn’t quite said to ring in the air between
them: I’m sorry you were born,
period.
It wasn’t a surprise. But it still sucked to
hear.