FORTY-EIGHT
‘Where have you been, Andrea? I mean . . . the
best part of a year.’
They were sitting in one of the briefing rooms at
Becke House. It was not a formal interview, although Jesmond was
seriously looking into bringing a charge of wasting police time
against her.
‘It might make us look a little less like bloody
idiots,’ he had said.
The Chief Superintendent had said a number of
things since Andrea Keane’s reappearance that Thorne would remember
for a while. His favourite was: ‘Well, the good news is she’s
alive. Hip-hip-hoo-bloody-ray. The bad news is we’re fucked. All of
us, but especially you . . .’
‘Andrea . . . ?’
She was sitting across the table from Thorne,
holding hands with her father. She looked very different from the
girl in the pictures that had been so widely distributed after she
had gone missing ten months before. She was at least a stone
lighter and her hair had been cut short and dyed black.
She looked terrified.
‘Have you any idea how much effort went into
looking for you?’ Thorne asked. ‘Never mind the cost . . .’
‘I’m sorry.’ She looked at her father. He squeezed
her hand. ‘I don’t know what else to say.’
‘Just tell us the truth.’
Jesmond cleared his throat. He was sitting next to
Thorne, though not quite close enough to hold hands. ‘Take your
time, Miss Keane. I know this must be difficult.’
Thorne could not resist a sideways glance. He felt
like leaning across the table and letting Andrea and her father
know what the caring – sharing chief superintendent really thought.
Perhaps he could pass on a few of his senior officer’s more
sensitive pronouncements:
‘OK, we lost the case, but with her alive we’ve
lost the moral high ground as well.’
‘What’s going on around here? Why the hell can’t
the dead stay dead?’
But Thorne said nothing, largely because, deep
down, he shared many of Jesmond’s frustrations. He was not sorry
that Andrea was still alive, never that: the look on Stephen
Keane’s face was enough to cheer anyone with an ounce of humanity.
Even so, Thorne was sickened by the thought of the field day Adam
Chambers and his high-powered friends would be enjoying right now.
The self-righteous bilge that the newspapers would print over the
days to follow. The shocking final chapter in Nick Maier’s
nauseating exposé.
‘I was in Brighton for a while,’ Andrea said. ‘At
Sarah’s. Then I moved around a bit after that.’
‘You were staying with Sarah Jackson?’
Andrea nodded.
Thorne sighed and looked at Jesmond. ‘We
interviewed her. Twice.’
‘She’s my mate, so she lied.’
‘She deserves an Oscar, the performance she
gave.’
‘Is she going to get in trouble?’
‘Maybe,’ Thorne said. He watched Andrea nod slowly
and try to blink back the tears that were brimming. ‘What have you
been doing? How did you live?’
‘I just stayed at Sarah’s flat for the first few
months, until things had died down. Then she helped me get a
cleaning job, cash in hand, so I was able to give her something for
putting me up. Hiding me, like.’
‘You’ve no idea,’ Stephen Keane said.
‘No, I haven’t.’
‘What she went through.’
Thorne nodded, said, ‘You are going to have to tell
us why, Andrea.’
‘Yeah, I know.’ Her voice was suddenly very small.
A child’s.
‘It’s all right, baby.’ Stephen Keane leaned across
to whisper and squeezed his daughter’s hand again. ‘It’s all right
to tell.’
She started talking fast, as though it were the
only way she would be able to get it out, her eyes fixed on the
edge of the desk and the hand that was not clasped inside her
father’s wrapped tight around the arm of her plastic chair. ‘That
night, I went back to his place . . . to Adam’s place, after the
lesson had finished. We had a couple of drinks, talked about other
people in the class, just chatting, you know?’ She took a deep
breath, then ploughed on. ‘I fancied him, if I’m honest. He was fit
and he seemed dead nice. I knew he had a girlfriend, but he said
things weren’t so great between them, so I didn’t feel too bad
about it . . . Like I said, we had a few drinks, listened to some
music. He was pretending he knew a lot about wine, sniffing the
cork when it came out of the bottle and stuff, and I knew he was
full of shit but I didn’t really care. He put his arm round me and
I let him. I wanted him to.’
She glanced up at Thorne, then turned to look at
her father. He smiled and nodded. Said, ‘It’s OK.’
‘We were kissing or whatever for a few minutes and
then suddenly his hands were all over the place.’ Her own hand
moved from the arm of the chair as she spoke, passed lightly across
her chest and down to her lap. ‘They were everywhere, you know . .
. his fingers. I told him I had to get home because I had an early
start, but really I was starting to feel like it was a big mistake,
like I’d really messed up, even though he was whispering and
telling me how great it was going to be. How long he could . . .
keep going. I told him to stop.’ She looked up again and suddenly
there was strength in her voice. ‘I told him to stop and I
wasn’t drunk. It was just a couple of glasses and I was . .
. not drunk.
‘But he was really strong, you know? He used to
show off during the lessons, bench-pressing and all that, using a
few of the girls like they were weights, so when he started to get
rough there was nothing I could do. He kept talking to me . . .
while he was doing it, saying he knew how much I wanted it, that
his girlfriend used to pretend that she didn’t like it rough, but
he knew she was a lying bitch as well. I just closed my eyes
until it was over, tried not to make any noise, but . . . he hurt
me.
‘He hurt me . . .
‘Then I got dressed and he was watching me, saying
there was no point telling anybody, because I’d wanted to go back
to his flat and I’d been drinking and nobody would believe that I
hadn’t been begging him for it.’
She paused and Jesmond began to say something about
how sensitively offences of this nature were now handled. But
Thorne was not really listening and neither was Andrea Keane.
‘When I left,’ she said, looking at Thorne, ‘he
just sat there, sniffing his fingers, same as he’d done with the
cork. Appreciating it. Like I was just some . . . bottle
he’d opened.’
Her father moaned next to her.
‘I couldn’t go home, I couldn’t bear facing anyone
for a while, so I called Sarah and she drove up to collect me. I
didn’t mean to stay away for so long. I mean, it wasn’t like I had
a plan or anything, but when I knew everyone was looking for me it
just got harder and harder to come back. Then I saw that he’d been
arrested, so . . .’
She looked up and it was clear that she’d finished.
Now her father’s face was streaked with tears. Jesmond reached into
his pocket for a handkerchief, but it was ignored.
‘So, why now?’ Thorne asked. ‘Why did you come back
now?’
‘Because he got off. Because he walked out of that
courtroom like butter wouldn’t melt and I watched him on the TV and
saw him in the papers and it felt like he was doing it to me all
over again. Like he was doing it to everyone.’
‘What if he hadn’t got off? Would you have done
nothing and let him go down for murder?’
‘Like a shot,’ she said. ‘Even if it meant staying
away for good. Knowing he’d been punished for something
would have made that worth it.’
‘What about your parents? How could you not have
told them you were OK?’ Thorne blinked as he remembered asking
Ellie Langford almost exactly the same question a few weeks
before.
‘I would have let them know,’ Andrea said. ‘And
they would have understood.’ She looked at her father. ‘They’d have
kept the secret.’
Stephen Keane nodded, sat back and wiped his face.
‘So . . . that’s it.’
‘Right,’ Jesmond said. ‘Thanks . . .’
As the chief superintendent started to talk about
taking statements, sympathy and determination seemed to be etched
in equal measure across his puffy features. But Thorne knew how
skilled the man was at showing people what they needed or wanted to
see. In reality, Jesmond was feeling nothing but pure and simple
relief.
Thorne felt something a whole lot darker.