In Dreams
For a long moment, we stood frozen, and then I
bent to pick up Butch. He nestled in my arms and hid his face. The
heaviness in the air grew more profound, as if there were a giant
hand pressing down on the top of my head. Frost crackled on the
windowpane, and when I called for Chance, my breath swirled like
white fog before my face.
“Coming!”
When he stepped into the room, there was a
localized boom, as if he carried enough heat in his body to offset
the chill. I could swear I saw storm clouds around him for just a
few seconds, as if two powerful weather fronts had collided in the
front parlor. Then the weight went away, and I could move again.
Without speaking, I pointed at the wall. With Chance here, my fear
was subsiding.
“It’s not blood,” he said after a short
inspection.
No real surprise there. Bleeding walls rarely
spilled the liquid of life. That didn’t decrease the creepiness of
the timing—after I’d said the house held no ghosts, as I
recalled.
“What is it, then?”
“If I had to guess? Berry juice.”
“Like from the woods?” I went back to the window,
staring out at the dark, and received the disconcerting impression
it stared back.
What was it Nietzsche said? “If you gaze long into
an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you.” And so it did.
I became convinced something sat out there, judging our movements.
My scalp prickled. I didn’t know whether to take heart from the
message or consider it a warning meant to frighten.
I refused to let it.
“Maybe,” he said, still staring at the writing on
the wall—literally. “You think someone lives out there? It would
take a precise, sympathetic translocation spell to achieve this.”
He pointed at the dripping letters.
I wasn’t interested in the practical aspects. If
this was an intimidation tactic, it was doomed to fail. Instead of
dwelling on how the unsettling effect had been achieved, I found a
bucket and some rags, and started scrubbing it off the wall. That
morning I’d been accosted in a bathroom and nearly run over by a
car. They’d have to do better to get me riled up. The fact that I’d
cried earlier probably had something to do with my steady emotional
state too.
Enough was enough. We wouldn’t solve anything
today, and I was no longer worried about Mrs. Everett’s lingering
spirit, so I located some old sheets not taken in the haphazard
packing and gave them a good shake. They were faded and ragged at
the edges, but soft from many washings. I went into the master
bedroom and tucked the flat end between the mattress and box
springs.
A quick rummage through the dresser unearthed an
ancient quilt in the bottom drawer. I retrieved my bag from the
parlor and changed into loose shorts and a T-shirt. Once I brushed
my teeth, I was set to get some sleep.
“Let Butch out before you go to bed,” I called.
“Night, Chance!”
I didn’t know where he would crash, but I felt
safer here than I had at the bed-and-breakfast, so I wouldn’t ask
him to bunk with me. His dangerous luck aside, he had to get better
at talking about his feelings. It couldn’t be all about me any more
than it should’ve been all about him the first time. I’d driven
myself half mad trying to please him, and now he was doing the
exact same thing. We needed to strike a balance, somehow.
Maybe the pendulum would eventually come to rest
between us. Maybe—
There was no gentle rollover from waking to sleep,
no dreamy, hazy lassitude. I didn’t even remember closing my eyes.
Then . . . I was somewhere else.
Given the day I’d had, if I hadn’t been to this
room before, I might have panicked. From the mahogany shelves to
the cream and ivory wingback chairs, this gentleman’s library
suited my impression of Ian Booke, who sat at a heavy antique desk,
brow furrowed in concentration.
Our man in the UK had perfected lucid dreaming, and
we’d talked this way once before. Relief washed over me when I
realized he’d been trying to get in touch when I went quiet. He
must have been at it for hours.
In my dreams, Booke had a shock of nut-brown hair
and charcoal eyes. His face was narrow and clever rather than
attractive. I didn’t know anything about him in real life; nobody
did.
I came toward him clad in the Wonder Woman body
Booke envisioned for our dream encounters. He glanced up at my
movement, his expression revealing visible relief. He left his desk
and took two steps in my direction before apparently remembering we
couldn’t touch or I’d wake up.
“You’re all right? I’ve left five messages
now.”
“Depends on what you mean by that,” I said
ruefully. “I’m glad to see you—er, talk. You know what I
mean.”
He inclined his head with a half smile and led the
way over to the chairs. I sank down gratefully, unused to the
height of the form I wore in the dreamworld. After taking a deep
breath, I summed up everything we’d noticed about Kilmer: the
unusual behavior of the citizens, a maimed dog, the lack of modern
conveniences, dying business, broken cell phones, strange, stinky
powder, murderous automobiles, and bleeding walls.
Damn. The recitation alone made me tired.
“So,” I concluded, “the only place we’ve gotten the
cell phone to work is the library. I have no idea why.”
“I might be able to help. If you can, use your cell
phone to snap some pictures, interior and exterior views, and send
them to me via e-mail. Do you have a Smartphone?”
I rather doubted it; unlikely the device would be
any cleverer than its owner. “Chance does, I think.”
“Get those to me as soon as you can, and I’ll see
if I can sort why the library prevents the technological failure
that plagues you elsewhere.”
I smiled with genuine warmth. “Thanks. That could
really help us devise some defense. I’m glad you found me like
this.”
“I wasn’t sure I could,” he admitted. “Not with the
bizarre shroud encircling the coordinates you gave me. But this
technique focuses on the person more than the place, so I think I
could find you anywhere.”
That statement carried an oddly reassuring
resonance. “Can you help? Kilmer feels so cut off from the real
world.”
Booke frowned. “That would take some doing, serious
power, there. I wonder if the dark spot in the astral has anything
to do with your isolation.”
I could only shrug. “That’s your stomping ground,
not mine. But maybe you could research what rituals might achieve
that effect.”
“I’ll get on that as soon as we’ve finished here,”
he said with a nod. “I can’t scout as I did in Laredo, so that’s
right out. But I can relay messages. Today”—he hesitated, ducking
his head—“I just wanted to make sure you were all right.”
A flicker of pleasure washed over me. “I am. Just a
bit bruised. By the way, could you call Chuch and let him know
we’re fine? He’ll pass the word to Saldana, who’s riding to the
rescue like a white knight.”
“Must be nice,” Booke muttered.
I raised a brow. “What?”
“Getting to play the hero.”
“Well, he hasn’t done anything yet,” I said. “He
might just make things worse.”
But he wasn’t looking for sympathy. By his
expression, his agile mind had already moved on to something else.
“You mentioned a strange residue.”
“From the bed-and-breakfast. We figure it’s a
component, but we don’t know what it is or whether it’s used in a
baneful or beneficial spell.”
“I wish I had a sample. I’d know,” he added
without false modesty.
“There’s no FedEx here,” I grumbled, “and it would
take forever in the mail, assuming they’d even send it out.”
Booke sighed. “Rotten you can’t just wish it
here.”
His casual comment gave me an idea, possibly a
stupid one, but nothing ventured and whatnot. “This . . . pocket
world, how real is it?”
“Real enough to communicate ideas, not facilitate
touch.” He shrugged.
Well, I wasn’t asking so we could make out. “Can I
change it?”
Booke sat forward, arms resting on his knees. He’d
caught on, and his expression reflected keen fascination. “As I
said last time, Corine, what you see depends upon your
expectations. What I see is quite different. Only our
thoughts intersect as an absolute. What exactly do you have in
mind?”
I struggled to articulate it. “I want to bring you
here, where I am. And then I want to try to make this . . . shared
space . . . real enough to give you that plastic bag. We wouldn’t
have to touch.”
“Dream translocation?” he asked, thoughtful. “I’ve
heard of it. Legends say devoted lovers gave each other tokens over
long distances . . . not that I think you and I—”
I waved away his embarrassment. “Thing is, you need
to share the setting with me, so we need to build the image
together, right?” He nodded. “So how do we go about that?”
Booke considered for a long moment. “I’d say
describe your current location in great detail until it becomes
real to me.”
What the hell? I didn’t have a better idea.
I couldn’t have said how long I spoke, but the room
reshaped around us as I built the house in my mind’s eye as well.
Eventually we had a complete replica of Mrs. Everett’s farmhouse,
except for the view of the woods. We sat in the parlor, and Booke
gazed around with apparent absorption. He got up to explore and
came back to report in a few minutes.
“This is brilliant,” he exclaimed. “I can even
smell the dust.”
“So let’s test the rest of my theory,” I said. “At
worst, we fail.”
He shook his head. “At best, we make
history.”
With a nod, I stood and went to fetch Chance’s
backpack, which had been near the front door the last time I saw
it. I unzipped it and brought out the zipper bag. I shook it a
little and the powder danced inside it.
Before handing it to Booke, I said, “I’ll call you
from the library tomorrow. Don’t worry if you can’t get a hold of
me, because—”
“You’re in a black hole,” he finished.
“Near enough.”
We fixed the combined force of our wills on the
bag, making it real in a joint effort. This wasn’t some mental
representation of the bag; it was the bag. I knew every
crinkle in the plastic, every ounce of its weight. When I let go,
it would no longer be here, but there, across an ocean.
At last, I extended my hand toward him. He took the
powder from me, but our fingers brushed in the transfer, a little
flicker of warmth, and—
I woke to late-morning sun streaming onto my face.
In another room, I could hear Chance ranting. A thunk told me he’d
kicked something. Rare—and enjoyable—as it was for him to lose his
cool, I should go see what had him so agitated. I slid off the
mattress and padded down the hall into the parlor, where he was
pacing.
“What’s wrong?”
I thought I knew. I prayed I knew.
“The powder’s gone! I’d love to know how they
managed that trick. Well, that and the bleeding wall too.
We’re warding this place first thing, assuming we can even find
what we need in this godforsaken backwater.”
“I took it.”
Chance drew up short, mouth half open. “Why? What’d
you do with it?”
Pride put a huge smile on my face. “I think I gave
it to Booke to study. He should be able to tell us what it’s used
for.”
For a moment, he struggled for words, trying to
articulate how crazy I sounded. He listed a few reasons why that
was impossible, and I smiled. I felt like the Cheshire cat,
irritatingly pleased with myself.
Eventually, I gave him the explanation I knew he
wanted, but that didn’t seem to make him feel any better. It took
me a moment to figure out why. He’d thought he knew everything
about me, and here I managed something like this. He wouldn’t like
feeling out of the loop; never had.
Chance studied me for a long moment. “I thought you
couldn’t do magick. You told me you practiced with your mother’s
books and never got any spells to take.”
“I’m sure it was Booke’s doing.” If it worked; if
we hadn’t banished the evidence to some weird pocket dimension
where demons would eat it—and hopefully suffer indigestion—and
where the powder would do us no good at all. “We can call him later
to confirm our success.”
“I thought the cell phones weren’t working.” Why
was he acting so suspicious? The way Chance eyed me, you’d think I
made a habit of keeping secrets from him instead of the other way
around.
“They worked in the library yesterday,” I reminded
him.
“You need to check on your mom too. So we’ll stop
there after we shop for the sea salt, but I don’t know where we’re
going to find agrimony, wormwood, cedar, dill, and coriander in
bulk around here.”
“I’d include pine, heather, marjoram, and slippery
elm, but we’ll have to make do with whatever we can get.”
Chance’s mom had taught us about protective herbs,
and living with Chuch, we’d received a refresher course in good
wards. The mechanic layered them inside and out for double
coverage. We’d do the same—and I wouldn’t leave Butch out there
until we did.
That morning, I felt energized. Though things
weren’t any better than the previous day, I had a handle on them.
We’d go shopping for supplies, and then we’d make phone calls.
Booke was on the case, and if I knew Chuch and Eva, they would want
to do some legwork if they could. Jesse was on the way.
If Kilmer thought they could frighten me off, they
had another think coming.
This was for my mom, Cherie Solomon.
We had not yet begun to fight. Sure, they’d
crippled us by taking away the tools we generally used to solve
problems, but we’d find ways around the obstacles they threw in our
path. No matter how many times they knocked me onto a dirty road, I
would rise. I’d ferret out their secrets and then handle the
objects that would spill them.
In other words, Kilmer, game on.