Search Party
Luckily, I came up with an answer that satisfied
Saldana and had the added value of being true. “I won’t execute
him,” I said in neutral tones.
Until he leads me to the other eleven. Until
then, I needed him.
Jesse nodded. “Good to know. I didn’t think so, but
these folks are to blame for your loss. I’m not sure what I’d do in
your shoes.”
Most likely, he thought me kinder and gentler than
I was. I didn’t dispel the ideal right then, but I was afraid he
might be unpleasantly surprised if he took a good long look. Deep
down, I suspected Jesse Saldana might be a much better person than
me.
As we finished our lunch, a thought struck me. “How
many people are on the town council?”
Shannon shrugged. “No idea.”
“Who’s the mayor?” I pushed away from the table and
went to the fridge for bottled water. If we were doing this, we
needed to be prepared.
“Reverend Prentice,” she said.
“Your grandfather.” It wasn’t a question. Chance
leaned forward, finally seeming interested in the
conversation.
Shannon looked embarrassed, hunching her shoulders.
“Yeah, we’re what you call a ‘founding family.’ We can trace our
line on my mother’s side all the way back to the people who first
settled here.”
“That’s a long time,” Jesse said mildly.
Something about that revelation nagged at me, but
we didn’t have time to pursue it. We needed to get into the woods
before the day got any later. Jesse insisted we take a couple of
back-packs stocked with crackers and water, just in case. Chance
added a flashlight.
I changed into old jeans and a faded sweatshirt,
layered that with a light jacket, and then put on battered
sneakers. The others donned similar uniforms, and then we were
ready. Butch trotted after us, so I paused.
“You want to come?”
The dog gave an affirmative yap.
“Promise not to run off this time?”
I swore he sighed. Then he barked once to confirm
his good intentions. Before adopting this attitudinal Chihuahua
with his lion-sized heart and spiked collar, I had no idea dogs
could have so much personality. Half smiling, I picked him up and
stepped outside to gaze at the nearby tangle of trees.
Though it was daylight, the forest cast long
shadows. Spanish moss hung like spiderwebs, making the woods look
even more foreboding. Scaly-bark cedar, white hickories, red maple,
sycamore, sassafras, and black gum trees grew here. I’d come to
know this wood too well the night my mother died. The hickories,
maples, and sycamores guarded the perimeter, and as the terrain
grew wetter, they gave way to bald cypress and giant tupelo, but if
you found yourself that far in, you most likely wouldn’t find your
way out again.
On most of the trees, the leaves had turned but not
fallen. When the wind kicked up, it carried a desiccated rustle
like dying things, and it made me think of the ghosts that
whispered in Mr. McGee’s radio. The air was heavy with brine and a
hint of threatening rain, like a fine static shock lifting your
hair a whisper off your neck. It had been a wet November compared
to what I remembered as typical. September and October were
normally dry and sunny, as I recalled, true Indian summer.
That was very different from where I lived now. In
Mexico, spring was the hottest time of the year. If you weren’t
careful, you could run out of water with the city on rationing. I’d
once needed to call a private water truck to refill my tank when I
hadn’t noticed a slow drip from my outdoor tap. Then, when
summertime—rainy season—rolled around, you could set your watch by
afternoon storms. Sometimes hail pinged down on the passing cars,
filling the air with the wet rush of tires and a peppery serenade.
Like a listing iron rooster weather vane on top of a farmhouse, my
memories of this place carried a tarnished patina of fear and
darkness, making me more reluctant to do what I knew needed to be
done.
Shit, I hoped I was brave enough for this. I could
sense the thing’s sharpening prickle of attention, like it had been
watching us the whole time, and now it knew something interesting
was about to happen. I started to think better of this idea. I
mean, the forest was huge, right? How did we think we could find
anything at all in there?
Before I could drown in fear and doubt, the other
three filed out, and we set off. Since he’d been there with me,
Jesse led the way, Shannon and I walked in between, and Chance
brought up the rear. I was pretty sure the guys had come up with
that to try to protect us. I doubted it would work, but I
appreciated the intent.
As we stepped into the trees, the air chilled
markedly.
Behind me, Shannon shivered and pressed closer. “I
haven’t been out here since last year.”
When that kid went missing. She didn’t need
to provide context; I understood her fear.
The trees loomed over us, bleak and skeletal. Like
a lattice of graying bones, the limbs twined heavy overhead.
Underfoot, fallen branches crackled as we walked. Ordinarily,
silence didn’t bother me, but here, it did. There were no birds, no
small animals nearby. I told myself it was just the season, but I
drew the lapels of my jacket together nonetheless.
“Ideas on where to start?” Jesse asked.
I didn’t have any. None of our talents offered any
help for this situation. Chance’s luck wasn’t working at all; Jesse
might be able to find survivors; Shannon could only talk to the
dead, if—
“We need to go back,” I said excitedly. “I have an
idea.”
To my amazement, they didn’t ask, but just tromped
back the way we came. They waited outside while I ran in. When I
returned, I was carrying John McGee’s old radio. Shannon recoiled
when she saw what I had, but Chance and Jesse looked
intrigued.
“What did you have in mind?” Saldana asked as we
retraced our steps.
“I was thinking maybe Shannon only had trouble with
John McGee because they”—whoever they were—“knew we were
trying to talk to him before he died. So they did a little
afterlife damage control.”
Chance nodded to show he was following. “But to
forbid her from communicating with all spirits around these parts
would take a major working.”
“And I don’t think we’re up against that kind of
magickal mojo. If we were, we’d be looking at sendings such as we
had in Laredo, and so far, it’s been minor stuff. If there
is a black coven here, I don’t think they have much
juice.”
“That makes sense,” Jesse agreed, “and it fits the
pattern.”
“What do you want me to do?” Shannon gazed at me
wide-eyed, as if worried the trouble she’d had before would revisit
itself on her.
That wasn’t good; she needed to face that fear, or
she’d never get past it. Maybe these scary-ass woods weren’t the
best place for it, but our enemies wouldn’t be able to target a
spell if we kept moving; hence the big advantage to doing this on
the fly.
“You knew Rob,” I said carefully. “There’s a good
chance you can get in touch with him and maybe he can guide us to
his body.”
Chance nodded. “That’s better than roaming around
blindly.”
“But if you feel anything’s wrong, stop before it
gets too tough, okay?”
She considered for a moment and then said, “I’ll
give it a shot.” With some reluctance, she took the radio from me,
flicked it on, and started messing with the tuning dial. Her eyes
closed as she focused.
The antique radio crackled, hissing as she went
point by point along spectral frequencies. Around us, the chill
increased, eddying around us in currents that I imagined as spirits
drawn to the power she exuded. Such unearthly cold could only come
from a complete dearth of life. It reminded me of the shades that
nearly drained me dry in Texas; I couldn’t repress a shiver.
“Cold—,” whispered a fuzzy voice through the old
speakers. The person sounded young, frightened. “Shannon, I’m
cold.”
The girl jerked as if she’d been struck. Hearing
her name come through like that had to be unnerving. “He’s here
with us,” she whispered. “Should I ask him?”
Christ, how was I supposed to mentor this girl? The
dead were not my forte. I had to put her in touch with
someone via the Area 51 message board as soon as I could. She
needed help and training I simply couldn’t provide.
“Ask him where he is,” Chance said quietly.
There was no response, so I guessed the rest of us
didn’t exist for him. One answer about how her ability worked, at
least. I’d never met anyone who did what she did in exactly this
way.
“Are you okay?” I asked, anxious. “No drain like
when you called Mr. McGee?”
She shook her head. “It’s normal this time. Just
weird because”—she shrugged—“I knew him. It’s . . . different.” But
she braced herself for the next bit, likely knowing it would be
difficult, and asked, “Do you know where you are, Rob?”
“I’m in the woods,” he answered at once.
Jesse whispered to me, “She’s a lodestone for them.
It’s uncanny, isn’t it? I think they tune in to her just as she
uses the radio to tune in to them.”
I agreed with a silent nod, letting Shannon
work.
“You’ve been out here a long time,” she told him
gently. “Can you show me exactly where? I’d like to bring you home.
Your mom is worried.”
There was a long silence, and then: “I’m dead,
aren’t I?”
How could he not know? I flinched, thinking he
might freak out. But the girl merely replied, “Yeah. Sorry.”
Even through the old, tinny speakers, his answer
sounded wistful. “I’m glad you made it out. I always liked you,
Shannon.”
Her eyes looked so old in her small face. “I liked
you too, Rob. I need you to lead me to where you died. Can you do
that?”
“I—yeah. It’s a ways from here,” he told her.
“Just give me the directions,” she assured him.
“We’ll get you out, I promise.”
Thus followed one of the most chilling hours I’ve
ever experienced; two kids, one of them dead, communicating via a
decrepit transistor radio, as we trekked through the tangle of
trees. Sometimes we hacked away at the undergrowth in order to pass
where Rob’s spirit said we must. I think Chance shared my latent
fear we might be walking into a trap, but we kept pushing forward
because I couldn’t think what else to do.
I had to trust in Shannon and her gift. It was damn
hard, even for a believer like me. Now I knew how other people must
feel when I presented them with some inexplicable truth from
touching their father’s pocket watch.
The unnatural cold sank into my very bones, making
my joints ache. Only the fingers of my right hand contained any
heat, still burning from their immersion in the soil. Pain
accompanied that warmth, of course, but everything had its
price.
Gradually, the ground sloped downward, leading
toward a deep gully. I knew what we’d find at the bottom, but we
climbed down nonetheless. The radio popped and hissed, revealing
Rob’s agitation as we grew closer.
Overhead, the trees grew tight overhead, giving the
gorge a bizarre greenish hue reminiscent of corpse flesh. My
companions looked sick and strange in the primeval half-light. I
braced myself for the smell I associated with dead bodies, but I
detected only the dank vegetation surrounding us.
“Here.” The distant voice crackled from the radio,
telling us we’d reached our destination.
The rest would be up to us.
At first I didn’t find what we were looking for, as
dead leaves littered the forest floor. Shannon knelt, then brushed
away some of the desiccated kudzu shroud, and I saw the pallid
glimmer of bone. The rest of us joined her in uncovering his final
resting place.
A hush fell as we worked, different than the eerie
stillness signifying the absence of all life. This silence felt
reverent. I’d been wrong, though. We couldn’t tell how this kid
died. Thanks to scavengers and insects, there was nothing left but
his skeleton.
We backed off so Jesse could take a look. Among all
of us, he had the most expertise. He spent a few moments studying
the remains, and then glanced up with a regretful shake of his
head.
“Based on his posture, I’d say the kid died from a
fall,” he said, pointing to damage on the skull. “To me it looks
like he dashed his head on the way down, but I’m just guessing. It
would take someone more skilled than me to be sure.”
I exchanged a wry look with Jesse. The chances of
Kilmer possessing a bona fide forensics expert were less than the
possibility of my morphing into a six-foot supermodel. I hadn’t
expected this, but I guess I should have. A year was a long time
for a body to lie exposed.
“We could try asking him,” Chance offered.
Shannon didn’t look eager, but she said, “Rob, do
you remember what happened? How you—”
“Died?” the spirit filled in. “I was running.
Scared. That’s all I know.” The radio popped with his
frustration.
“What now?” Shannon sounded anxious. “I promised
we’d get him out.”
Would a blessing and a proper burial be enough to
usher his spirit where it needed to go? I wished Chuch were here;
he might know. I made a mental note to call him when we got back to
the house.
“We will,” Chance said, reassuring her. “We just
have to decide the best way to go about it.”
Saldana rummaged through his backpack, cursing
beneath his breath. “I wish I had flags,” he muttered. “We need to
mark the site somehow.”
“Was anyone paying attention to the route we took?”
I asked.
“I was,” Jesse answered. “I can get us back here
again. But maybe . . .” He pulled out his cell phone and tried
about six different angles before pocketing it with a huff of
disgust. “Nothing,” he growled. “What the hell is wrong with this
place?”
I really wished I knew. Or rather, I knew
what was wrong, but I wished I knew why.
It went without saying that Shannon couldn’t use
her radio trick once we’d notified the authorities. The girl didn’t
want to leave, but we had to get Sheriff Robinson out here somehow.
We couldn’t scoop up the bones and deliver them to Rob’s family.
With our reputation, that would be the last straw.
Shadows curled around my peripheral vision. My skin
prickled with awareness of the otherness that chased Jesse and me
all the way to the forest edge. It was here now.
Eager as I was to get out of these woods, I
suspected that if we walked away now, Rob’s remains would disappear
in a malicious game of hide-and-seek. There’d be nothing to show
for the sheriff’s trouble, making him unlikely to believe us ever
again. We might need his goodwill down the line. Of course, I could
only gauge our moves by Jesse’s impression that Sheriff Robinson
was scared, not a conspirator.
“I’ll stay,” I said quietly. “It seems quiet enough
right here. It won’t take you more than three or four hours to get
back.”
I expected an argument, but instead, Chance said,
“Not by yourself. We can break into teams. Jesse knows the way
back, and Shannon knows the town, so they should go. I’ll stay with
you.”
He clearly intended to fight whatever might be
coming for us, even if he didn’t have his luck. I wasn’t sure what
lived in the woods could be combated with fists or feet. No
point in saying so, however; Chance hadn’t been here with Jesse and
me, so he didn’t know how it felt.
Jesse hesitated, obviously remembering our previous
ordeal. “I don’t like it,” he finally said. “But it makes sense. We
need a cover story.”
“We were hiking,” I suggested, kicking my backpack.
“And we came across the body.”
Coincidental, sure, but as concerned citizens, we
just wanted to make sure the poor kid got a proper burial. We might
even get some good press out of this.
“And I knew he was missing,” Shannon put in. “So I
figured it must be Rob, and”—she bent down, checking something—“I
confirmed it with his class ring.”
“Well done.” Jesse looked seriously
impressed.
“You should go tell Rob’s mother first,” Chance
suggested. “If she goes with you to see the sheriff, he won’t be
able to say no.”
I agreed with that too.
Jesse took me aside, a good thirty yards away and
behind some trees. He grasped my forearms in his big hands. His
palms slid up and down as if chafing me to keep warm. “If anything
goes wrong, Corine, I’ll know. We’ll come back. But damn, I
don’t want you doing this.”
“I’ll be fine,” I said. “If it wanted to hurt me,
it would have before.”
I didn’t completely believe it, but he needed to
hear it in order to walk away. Jesse kissed my forehead and my
cheeks, and then he brushed my lips with his, as if in benediction.
His touch sent a sweet little shock through me, and then we
rejoined the others. Chance gave me a cool, measuring look.
A whispery echo spilled out of the radio, making me
jump. I’d forgotten about Rob’s spirit. “Thanks, Shannon. Will you
tell my mom I love her and . . . I’m sorry?”
I never knew regret could have a scent until that
moment, but it spilled from the ghost like burnt almonds. So many
opportunities lost, possibilities denied, and for what? He probably
didn’t even remember if he’d had fun sneaking off in the woods to
drink cheap liquor with his classmates.
“Yeah,” she whispered.
But she would couch his words in ways a regular
person could comprehend. I’m sure Rob loves you and he’s sorry
you were worried, but he’s in a better place now. I’m so glad I
could give you closure. Such normal condolences and comforts
could hide the reality of who we were and what we could do. I
totally understood her bleak look and gave her a brief hug to show
I did.
All too soon, Shannon and Jesse took off, leaving
Chance and me alone in the woods.