Lost Cause
I followed them to the courthouse, where they had
a tiny jail in the basement, but it didn’t do any good.
“You can pick him up in the morning,” the sheriff
said with a jovial smile. “Once I’ve heard from the doc. Don’t
fret, miss. We’ll take good care of him.”
I was afraid of that. I gave Chance a
desperate look from across the room. He sat, quiet, on a cot. As if
he felt the weight of my gaze, he glanced up from his clasped
hands. “I’ll be fine,” he said, obviously trying to reassure me.
“See you tomorrow, Corine.”
I wished I could’ve said something that would’ve
made a difference. If his luck worked there, then I could believe
he would be fine but, like the cell phones, so far it had only
functioned in the library, which was closed to us for the duration
of our stay. Edna had made it clear that if we came in again, she’d
call the sheriff.
Dispirited, I turned and trudged back up to the
street, where the Mustang sat at a metered spot. I got in and
mangled the manual transmission as I drove out of town. My speed
gradually accelerated. I’d lost track of time and thought I might
find Jesse waiting for me, but there was no Forester parked in
front when I arrived.
Butch hopped out of my purse and did a perimeter
check. That meant peeing at various corners of the house, but he
seemed calm enough when he returned. The weather was better than it
had been, cool and temperate, but not rainy. I didn’t know how I’d
like being out here after dark, but before night fell, I had work
to do. It kept me from thinking.
With a lot of heaving and huffing, I managed to get
all the supplies up on the porch. I had no idea how I was going to
get all the herbs mixed and then poured around the foundation of
the house. Chuch used a wheelbarrow. I’d never done wards by myself
before. In fact, I wasn’t even sure what ratio to use. I couldn’t
call anyone to ask, either.
I’d never felt more alone in my life.
Trying not to think about Chance, I unloaded the
staples we’d purchased: coffee, tea, sugar, instant milk, raisins,
peanut butter, jelly, rice, bread, and a bag of apples. I assumed
we could survive for a good long while on this kind of thing. In
fact, I remembered my mother making rice pudding out of sugar,
rice, raisins, and instant milk. I stashed our groceries in the
cupboard, where I found unexpected bounty, a tin of unopened
powdered eggs.
I topped off Butch’s food and freshened up his
water, then stood staring out the window above the kitchen sink for
a moment. Oddly enough, I felt safer in a house where the walls
bled berry juice, close to woods that used to terrify me. My dread
had solidified, and what I needed to fear lay inside the town
borders, not out here. These . . . were just trees, however
skeletal and imposing.
I explored the house, looking for a big bin of some
kind. Butch trotted along behind me, not seeming to want to let me
out of his sight. I couldn’t blame him. He’d whined all the way
back to the house, trying to tell me we were a human short.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t do anything about it.
“I’ll have to check the attic,” I told him.
He yapped twice, disagreeing. I guess he thought we
should get back in the Mustang, get Chance, and blow this creepy
town. For a dog, he had good instincts.
After some searching, I found the pull cord and
tugged the stairs down in a puff of dust. I stared up into the
dark, slanted maw, and then gathered my courage. I climbed slowly,
hands on the upper steps, until my head and shoulders emerged into
the eerie twilight created by the triangular slatted window.
My imagination too easily created a scenario where
a madwoman was locked up there. I felt loath to enter, mainly
because the space seemed to be unfinished, boards laid in a lattice
across visible insulation. Even at the best of times, I didn’t
qualify as coordinated.
Still, the house wasn’t going to ward itself, so I
inched up the ladder and onto the first plank. It bucked under my
feet, and I let out a yelp that would do the dog credit. As I
windmilled my arms, I imagined myself splattered at the bottom of
the ladder. That didn’t help, so I skip-hopped forward three paces,
and my weight distribution steadied the board.
That was key to walking around up there, sort of
like being on a balance beam, except I couldn’t step on the ends.
As long as I kept to the middle, it seemed sturdy enough. There was
a fair amount of junk up there, most of it worthless. I bypassed a
chest full of old clothes and a dressmaker’s dummy, shoved up
against the wall.
I couldn’t help my fascination with that triangular
window, so I shuffled over to look at the slats nailed across it,
definitely not storm shutters. But then, I’d known that, even from
out front. A tiny shriek escaped me when I realized what I was
seeing.
Scratch marks on the white paint, rusty streaks.
Someone had clawed at these, desperate to escape. Someone had been
imprisoned.
I shouldn’t. It wouldn’t give me any peace, yet I
found myself unable to resist touching my fingers to the scars. I
screamed.
Pain subsumed me, and in a fiery rush, the world
melted.
She’s not more than twelve or a tiny thirteen, a
child, really. Her dark hair hangs lank around her sallow face, all
eyes and jutting bone. She’s starving, eating insects to supplement
the bread and water. She knows pain, grief, and in-comprehension.
They think she’s mad. They won’t listen to what she knows is true.
They say she’s demon touched.
She scratches at these boards, day after day.
One day, she will break free. One day, she will fly. Then she turns
from the window, and—
I lost her. I didn’t know what became of her.
Nothing else I touched yielded a flicker of charge; nothing else
had absorbed enough of her energy. I felt sick, shaken. The weight
of conspiracy seemed too much for me to bear; this town had a
hundred years of them, not just what happened to my mother. I
envisioned them as blood soaked into the red Georgia dirt, bones
buried beneath the stones that paved the streets.
I staggered, hardly remembering why I’d come up. At
last I spied a galvanized metal tub, probably used for laundry a
hundred years ago. Butch barked somewhere in the distance. I
called, “Heads up!” before letting go. The tub clanged when it hit
the floor, but I didn’t hear anything else.
The house sat weirdly still and silent, waiting, as
I came down the ladder. I felt like I was no longer alone, and yet,
conversely, Butch had stopped barking. I didn’t know where he’d
gone.
Did I leave the door open?
Tub forgotten, I pressed my back to the wall and
inched my way along toward the parlor. I found nothing so
convenient as a candlestick to use as a weapon. Whatever waited for
me out there, I’d have to face it bare-handed. I heard the
unmistakable sound of a gun being cocked.
Then I went boneless as a familiar voice said,
“Come out where I can see you. Slowly. I have a weapon. I will not
hesitate to use it.”
“Jesse?” I breathed.
“Corine?” He stepped around the corner, and he
seemed to slump a little in relief. Nothing like fearing for
someone’s safety to make a man forget he was mad. After the mess
I’d left him in Laredo—a dead partner and a field full of bodies
used in necromantic magick—it was a wonder he would come looking
for me at all.
Jesse Saldana was an intriguing mix of long, tall
Texan in battered boots, touched with Latin heat. He had a nice
face, if scruffy and unshaven. He looked tired, as if he’d
continuously run his hands through his tawny, sun-streaked hair.
Ostensibly my mentor, in charge of introducing me to Gifted
society, he’d hinted that he wanted to be more. Empathy was his
particular gift; sometimes it was nice to have a man who knew how
you felt. Right then, it was damn convenient.
I managed a smile. “The same.”
“Your dog was out front in hysterics. I came in,
saw your car, but couldn’t find anybody. I had a feeling something
was wrong, but I couldn’t get a fix on what. I pounded on the door,
but it was unlocked, and—”
“You got worried.” Up in the attic, I hadn’t heard
a thing, lost in someone else’s memories.
“To say the least.” He came toward me then and
swept me up in a big hug. A small blue spark showed when we
touched, not unpleasant—just the reaction of our two gifts renewing
acquaintance. I let myself lean for a moment, so glad to see him I
couldn’t speak. He stood back and took a look at me. “You seem to
be in one piece . . . but I wonder what had that dog so worked up.
Where’s Chance?”
A strangled laugh that wanted to be a sob hiccupped
out of me. I backtracked to where the tub lay on its side in the
hall. “Put the ladder back up, help me with the wards, and I’ll
fill you in.”
If Jesse thought my priorities strange, he didn’t
say so. Instead, he gave me a quick and dirty course on what herbs
we should mix and how much, along with the spoken words. He
explained, “This would possess more power if we were practitioners,
but the herbs alone should work. You bought just about every
protective plant known to man.”
“That was the idea.”
“A good witch can ward a house without the herbs,”
Jesse told me, “weaving protective energy in place like a
net.”
He’d know that because of Maris, an ex-lover who
died because she could have identified the warlock involved in a
kidnapping we’d investigated in Laredo.
We went around the house three times, intoning,
“Three times around, three times about, the world within, the world
without; we deny all access to any who mean us ill, whether through
doorway, tiny crack, or windowsill.” I made sure we wedged the ward
mixture well up against the foundation, where it would
theoretically bond with the stone. The last step sometimes failed
in newer houses where there was often too much inorganic
material.
Not content with that, I went through the interior
of the house and lined the windows and doorjambs. I had mixed
feelings about protecting a house where that poor girl had been
locked up . . . but maybe she hadn’t died there. By the time we
finished evil-proofing the place, I’d filled him in on everything
that had happened.
Saldana got out his cell and dialed. At first I
thought he didn’t believe me; then I realized he meant to test our
wards. To my delight, my phone rang.
“Well, there’s one problem solved,” he said, ending
the connection. “As for the rest, it’s a hell of a mess, sugar. We
should get back to town and see what we can do for Chance. We can’t
leave him there overnight.”
Tell me something I don’t know.
With Jesse, a cop from Texas, by my side, they
might listen. He knew the law better than I did, and he had
physical presence to back up his claims. We just needed to grab
Butch and . . .
The silence troubled me. For a moment, I couldn’t
decide why, and then it hit me. I hadn’t heard or seen the dog
since Saldana arrived.
“Have you seen Butch?”
Jesse cocked his head. “He was outside, watching us
work, wasn’t he?”
“Was he?”
We scoured the yard, calling for him. I grew more
frantic with each passing moment. I would’ve given a year of my
life to see Butch come bounding out of the woods. I saw only
stillness, trees wrapped in autumn skins.
“Should we go looking for him?”
Definitely, we should. I just didn’t look forward
to thrashing around in the woods. This felt like a trap, like we
were being herded, but I couldn’t just leave him.
I sighed. “Let’s make a couple peanut butter
sandwiches and then take off. Looks like we’re going for a
hike.”
The forest stood watchful, as if it had eyes
trained on us. Trees tangled their limbs together, creating a
thorny wall, ringed in deciduous greenery. Inside, it would be
cool, shadowed, dark, with soft things squishing underfoot. I
remembered well.
If I’d ever wanted to do anything less, I
couldn’t remember.