TWO
Agent Daniels waited for her in the hallway
just outside the ICU doors. He was leaning with his back to the
wall, one ankle crossed over the other, looking half asleep and
thoroughly relaxed.
Ellie was impressed. It had taken her years of
sleep deprivation to perfect the art of falling asleep on her feet.
Never during surgery, of course—that was definitely frowned
upon—but in between emergencies when she knew she had only a couple
of minutes before she was paged again. Five minutes here, ten
minutes there—it seemed to be enough to keep her refreshed and
alert. She still didn’t know how to relax, though, no matter how
hard she tried. Daniels made it look easy.
Ellie was pleased she hadn’t kept him waiting long.
All she’d had to do for Mrs. Klein was adjust her medications. Mr.
Klein was the real concern. Ellie had to once again order him to
keep his hands off his wife’s tubes and IVs and to stop trying to
wake her up. The stubborn man couldn’t quite grasp the notion of a
medically induced coma, but he did understand that he would be
banned from the ICU if he didn’t behave himself. Janet Newman, the
head nurse, was convinced Mr. Klein was attempting to kill his wife
and blame it on the hospital. Janet pointed out that Mrs. Klein was
twenty-nine years older than her husband, way too old to be
considered a cougar, and she was also extremely wealthy. It was
obvious to the nurse that the sneaky bastard—Janet’s name for Mr.
Klein—had married the poor woman for her fortune only.
Although Ellie didn’t believe Mr. Klein wanted to
harm his wife, she gave Janet new instructions: If there was
another incident with the tubes, she was to call security and have
Mr. Klein removed from the floor.
Dealing with the families took compassion,
patience, and understanding; and on days like today, after working
such a long shift, Ellie ran low on all three. It had been a
grueling week with double shifts and very little sleep. She
wondered if she looked as tired as she felt. The interview with the
agent shouldn’t take long, she thought, and then she could go home,
take a hot shower, and fall into bed. That lovely thought made her
sigh. Earlier, she had grabbed a few minutes to take a quick shower
in the doctors’ quarters, but it wasn’t at all the same as
showering in her own bathroom with her own apricot-scented shampoo,
her body lotions, and her soft towels. She couldn’t wait to get
home.
Ellie should have known she wouldn’t get out of the
hospital that easily.
As she walked toward the agent, she said, “That
didn’t take any time at all, did it, Agent Daniels?”
“No, it didn’t take long,” he agreed. “Call me
Max,” he added.
She smiled. “And you may call me Ellie.”
She had almost reached him when the ancient
intercom crackled to life. “Dr. Blue to ICU. Dr. Blue to ICU.” The
summons was the not-too-subtle code for a patient crashing, a code
blue. Everyone in the hospital knew what it meant, including every
patient over the age of ten, but the administrator refused to give
the code a different name.
Ellie stopped abruptly, took a deep breath, then
turned to go back into the ICU.
She called over her shoulder, “Agent Daniels . . .
I mean, Max . . . if you want, you could leave your number with
reception, and I’ll get hold of you just as soon as I’m finished
here.”
If he replied, she didn’t hear him because the
doors were closing behind her as she ran to the patient in
trouble.
This time she was gone a little longer, but not
much, just fifteen minutes, and when she once again stepped out
into the hallway, she was surprised to see that Max was still there
waiting for her. He was talking on his cell phone, but the second
he spotted her, he ended the call and headed toward her.
It suddenly occurred to Ellie that the agent might
be worried that his friend had been the patient who coded, and she
hurried to reassure him.
“The code wasn’t for Agent Goodman.”
“Yeah, I know. I asked one of the nurses to go in
and find out.”
She nodded. “I just checked on him. He’s resting
comfortably.”
“That’s good,” he replied. “The code?” he asked,
curious. “How did that turn out?”
“The patient’s back with us, so it’s all
good.”
He smiled, and Ellie felt a flutter in her chest.
How could anyone that tough looking have such a devastating smile?
He was an imposing figure, tall and broad shouldered, with huge
biceps and a wide chest that appeared to be all muscle. His jaw was
hidden beneath a scruffy beard, but the slight dimple creasing his
cheek was still noticeable. His thick hair needed a trim, and he
looked as though he’d been to battle and back. There really wasn’t
anything “pretty boy” about him, nothing remotely gorgeous like Dr.
Andrews; yet, cleaned up, this man had the potential to be a real
heartthrob. But not for her. Been there. Almost done that.
Ellie forced herself to concentrate on the reason
he was here, the shooting. She needed to explain that, if he wanted
to question her, they would have to find someplace outside the
hospital. As long as she was on the premises, the nurses and
doctors would continue to page her. And the two older surgeons on
call tonight would be happy to let her do their job while they
watched ESPN in the doctors’ lounge.
“I’ve got to get out of here,” she began.
“Otherwise, the interruptions . . . oh no.” She groaned the last
words. “Great,” she whispered. “Just great.”
Max turned to see a tall, round-shouldered man with
a giant forehead and very little hair come barreling toward Ellie
with a glare plastered on his face.
“Who is he?” he asked quietly. He could have sworn
he heard her whisper, “A dinosaur.”
The man marching toward them was a doctor, an
uptight one at that. He wore an immaculate white coat with a
stethoscope dangling from one of the pockets. Pale blue,
long-sleeved shirt, bold striped tie, black pants with perfect
creases, and tasseled loafers that looked new—he was impeccably
dressed. Max wondered if the man’s personality was as starched as
his appearance.
Dr. Brent Westfield was the chief of surgery at St.
Vincent’s. He had just rounded the corner. Spotting Ellie, he
barked, “What are you doing here, Prod? Aren’t you off this
weekend? Of course you are. Do I have to remind you that, as of two
weeks ago, we are all following new guidelines? No exceptions. You
know that.” He glanced at his Gucci sports watch and added, “You
should have signed out two hours ago.”
New guidelines. Right. Exasperated, Ellie simply
nodded. It was true. According to the new hospital policy,
residents and fellows could be on duty only a certain number of
hours in a twenty-four-hour day; but there was a big loophole, one
little phrase in the guidelines that made them useless:
unless there was an emergency. And funny thing, there was
always an emergency. Ellie was certain the contingency was just a
clever way for the hospital to appear to be following the
guidelines while working the residents until they were dead on
their feet. In reality, the new guidelines weren’t that different
from the old ones, and Westfield knew it. He was just in the mood
to hassle her, she decided, probably because he was irritated that
she hadn’t signed a contract to stay with the hospital . . . at
least not yet. She was still contemplating where she wanted to live
and what she wanted to do—trauma center or general surgery. And she
also had to take into account Evan Patterson. Where was he hiding?
How could she make a decision without knowing where he was? Ellie
was so tired now, nothing sounded good to her, but she knew she
would have to make her decision soon because, even with all the
scholarships and grants she had received, she owed a little over
two hundred thousand.
“Do you want me to get in trouble with the board?”
he demanded.
Was he kidding? The board of directors loved him.
It was such a bogus question, she didn’t bother to answer.
Westfield abruptly turned to Max. “And who is
this?”
Ellie knew he had noticed the FBI badge hooked to
the left side of Max’s belt and the gun holstered on the opposite
side, but she didn’t comment on it or mention that Max’s navy blue
T-shirt had big yellow FBI letters conspicuously printed across the
back. Instead, she quickly made the introductions, and the two men
shook hands. The chief had always been a commanding figure to Ellie
because of his position of power, his aggressive tactics, and most
important, his skill in the operating room, but standing next to
the FBI agent who towered over him, Westfield suddenly didn’t seem
so intimidating. Max was more imposing. The agent radiated strength
and confidence. She strongly doubted he was as contentious as the
chief, though.
“I heard there was a shooting outside the hospital
doors. Is that right?”
“Yes, it happened close to the hospital,” Max
answered.
Westfield waited for the agent to expound and was
sorely disappointed. Usually, the chief’s intense frown, pursed
lips, and unnerving silence was enough to make the people he was
interrogating so uneasy they would blurt out all sorts of
information. His tactics weren’t working on Max.
“Three men were killed?” he prodded.
“Yes, that’s right.”
Another ten seconds passed in silence. Then the
chief asked, “An FBI agent was shot?”
“Yes.”
Ellie was trying not to smile. Westfield had to be
frustrated. By using his stern tone and his most serious scowl, he
was doing his best to push the agent into giving an explanation,
but it wasn’t working. Apparently, Max couldn’t be
intimidated.
The chief abruptly turned to Ellie. “Who did the
surgery on the agent?” And before she could answer, he added, “It
couldn’t have been you because you’re off duty, aren’t you? And you
aren’t on call this weekend. So who did the surgery? Was it
Walmer?”
Westfield knew she had operated on the agent. The
man knew everything that went on inside the hospital. He was just
trying to exert his power and make her squirm. Four more days under
his thumb, she reminded herself, just four more days and she was
free. She needed to suck it up until then.
“No, sir, Dr. Walmer didn’t do the surgery.” Taking
Max’s lead, she didn’t say another word.
“Edmonds?” he snapped.
“No, sir.”
“Then who operated?”
“I did.”
The glare was back in place. “Even though you were
off duty?”
“Yes, sir, even though.”
“Don’t give me attitude, Sullivan,” he said,
pointing a finger at her.
Max kept expecting Ellie to tell Westfield that
Agent Goodman had pleaded with her to do the surgery, but she
didn’t. She didn’t offer any excuses. She simply stared Westfield
in the eyes and waited.
“Help me understand,” he began in his best
sarcastic voice. “Why didn’t you notify Walmer or Edmonds to
hightail it to the OR?” And once again he didn’t give her time to
answer the question before posing another. “Do you think you’re a
better surgeon than they are?”
She didn’t hesitate. “Yes, sir, I do.
Absolutely.”
Max could tell Westfield was pleased with her
answer but trying not to let her know it.
“You’re arrogant.”
Ellie was about to say, “Thank you,” but caught
herself in time. “Yes, sir, I am.”
And it was true. When it came to her work, she was
arrogant, just like all the other surgeons in the hospital. It came
with the territory and, in Ellie’s opinion, was a necessary
requirement. When a surgeon held a scalpel in her hand and was
about to cut open a patient, she had better have skill and almost
superhuman confidence. Ellie honestly didn’t think there was such a
thing as a timid surgeon, and if there was, she certainly wouldn’t
want him cutting on her.
Unfortunately, none of her self-assuredness and
arrogance spilled over into her personal life. During her last trip
home, she had been told by her sister Ava that she was depressingly
insecure. But, since Ava was the sister who was marrying Ellie’s
ex-fiancé, she wasn’t inclined to listen to anything she had to
say. Ava’s twin, Annie, was living in San Diego and hadn’t had a
chance to weigh in on Ellie’s faults. She would side with Ava, of
course, but she would be much kinder about it. Despite her sisters’
persistence, Ellie would disagree with both of them. She wasn’t
depressingly insecure. Just mildly so.
Ellie suddenly realized she was zoning out. Now
wasn’t the time to think about personal problems. She’d have plenty
of time for that once she was home. Focus, she told herself.
Westfield was chatting with Max again, probably telling him how to
do his job. She took a deep breath in an attempt to get more oxygen
to her befuddled brain.
Westfield turned back to her, his index finger just
inches from her face. “You. Get out of here. Now.” He didn’t snarl
the order, but he came close.
Ellie watched him as he strode toward ICU. He
shoved the doors out of his way, looked over his shoulder, and
snapped, “And sign the contract.”
The doors automatically closed behind him. She
sighed and, in a faint Southern accent, said, “Isn’t he sweet? We
all just love him to pieces.”
Max laughed. “How long have you been taking orders
from him?”
“Forever.”
“Why does he call you Prod?”
She shrugged. “He likes to.”
She started walking down the long hallway with Max
at her side.
“What does it mean?” he asked.
When she didn’t immediately answer, he glanced down
at her and saw her cheeks were flushed. She was embarrassed, and
that only piqued his interest all the more. He let the question go
for now. “Did I hear you call him a dinosaur? When I asked you who
he was . . .”
She smiled. “You don’t see the resemblance?
Actually, I usually call him ‘T. rex.’ I think it’s more personal.
When he’s on a roar—which is ninety percent of the time—he does
remind me of a gigantic, prehistoric beast.”
She was moving at a fast clip.
“Ellie, hold up. Where are you going?”
“Upstairs to get my keys.”
“We have to sit down and—”
“I know.”
She kept right on going. Max was becoming
frustrated. “Do you run everywhere you go?”
“Pretty much,” she admitted. She slowed to a normal
pace . . . normal for her, anyway. She noticed that Max had no
trouble keeping up with her. In fact, with his long legs, he barely
had to increase his stride beyond a stroll.
She glanced over at him. He was definitely out of
her comfort zone. The man had so much testosterone, he made her
nervous. He didn’t scare her, though. When he smiled, the corners
of his eyes creased, and there was a glint in them that made her
shiver inside.
Jeez, get a grip, Sullivan. She was
acting like a sex-starved teenager. Granted, it had been a long
time since she had been with a man—a long, long time—but, still,
her reaction to Max went beyond bizarre. It was completely contrary
to her usual calm, rational nature. When she had time, she would
figure out her weird behavior. There had to be some logical
explanation. But then, maybe she didn’t really have to worry about
it at all because, as soon as Max questioned her about the
shooting, he’d be on his way, and she would be sane again.
Max noticed that she kept looking at him with a
puzzled expression on her face. “What is it?” he asked.
She shook her head. “Nothing important.”
“Yeah?”
“I’m not going to be much help with descriptions
I’m afraid,” she said.
“We have to take your statement anyway.”
“We?”
“Another agent, Ben MacBride, and I are working
this together, and we have to question you.”
“Okay,” she agreed. “Where is he?”
“At the crime scene,” he answered. Where I
should be, he silently added.
“Why don’t you start asking your questions while
you walk with me.”
“Doesn’t work that way. I’m going to record what
you say.”
“Okay, then we need to find someplace quiet,
right?”
“Right.”
Ellie passed a bank of elevators and continued on
to the stairs. “I’ll grab my things, and we can get out of here. I
stand a better chance of actually leaving if you’re with me.”
“How’s that?”
She smiled. “You’ve got a gun.”
Max kept pace as she ran up three flights. “You
have a thing against elevators? A phobia?”
“This is the only exercise I get.”
“You were running the track when the shooting
started, weren’t you?”
“How did you figure that out?” she asked, taking
the steps a little slower while she waited for his answer.
“I’m an FBI agent, trained to be observant,” he
said.
“Oh, please. You thought I was one of the kids on
that high school soccer team.”
He laughed. “Yeah, I did,” he admitted. “One of the
other agents told me you were running the track.”
He could laugh at himself. What an appealing trait,
she thought. She liked that quality in a man . . . Seriously! What
was happening to her? She really needed to get away from him as
soon as possible.
“You haven’t answered my question. Is it a phobia
or just a quirk?” he wondered.
“I do the stairs and I run the track and I don’t
particularly like being crammed inside a little metal box with a
bunch of other people.”
He grinned. “So that’s a yes. You do have a
phobia.”
Probably, she thought, but she wasn’t going to
admit it. She did ride in elevators with patients when she had to.
She didn’t like it, but she did it anyway.
“Where do you keep your things? On the roof?” he
asked.
“Just here.” Ellie entered the hallway on the
fourth floor and opened the door to a dark room filled with
lockers. She switched on a light and walked to the third one on the
left. Had she been alone, she would have locked the door and
changed into jeans and a T-shirt, but she wasn’t alone, so she was
going to have to stay in her scrubs. She didn’t like wearing them
outside the hospital, but she didn’t have a choice now. She pulled
out her backpack, put some of her clothes inside, grabbed her keys
from the top shelf, and was ready to leave.
She followed him to the stairwell, appreciating the
fact that he wasn’t pushing the issue with the elevators. When his
cell phone rang, he stopped on a landing to answer, and she stopped
to wait for him.
Max’s partner, Ben MacBride, was on the line and
wanted help with a couple of uncooperative witnesses.
“Yeah, okay, I’ll be there in five.”
“Hold on,” Ben said. “Agent Hughes wants to talk to
you.”
While Max was waiting for Ben to get Hughes, he
turned to Ellie. She stood on the step above him, and her eyes were
level with his. He found it impossible not to stare at her. The
woman was breathtaking. Her eyes were the most intense shade of
blue. Her nose was dotted with freckles, which he found damn
alluring, and her mouth . . . ah, man, he really needed to stop
staring. He was already conjuring up all sorts of fantasies
involving her full, luscious lips, and he was going to be in real
trouble if he let his eyes wander lower.
Max didn’t wait for Hughes to get on the line. He
abruptly ended the call, turned, and continued down the
stairs.
“Where are we going to do this?” she asked.
He smiled. Now, that was a leading question,
considering where his thoughts had been.
“Go home.” His voice was brisk.
“Really?”
“Yeah,” he said, glancing back at her. “You can go
home, and we’ll come to you.”
“Great,” she said. “I can get out of these scrubs.
Let me give you my address . . .”
“I’ve got it.”
“Cell phone?”
“Got that, too.”
“But how—”
“You’re a witness. I had all your information
downloaded to my phone while I was waiting for you.”
“You Googled me?”
“No, I didn’t need to.”
Ellie wondered what she would find if she Googled
him. Under “occupation” would it say he was an FBI agent and give
her the number of criminals he’d apprehended . . . and shot? No, of
course not. His profile probably wouldn’t tell her whether he was
involved with anyone or whether he was married, either. She had
taken the time to notice that he wasn’t wearing a wedding band, and
something told her that, if he was married, he would always wear
it.
Now, why would she make that assumption? She wasn’t
clairvoyant, and the truth was, she didn’t know anything about him
other than he carried a badge, could be quite intimidating at
times, and had a great smile. Was she making him admirable because
she wanted him to be? From what she knew about the FBI—which was
precious little—outsiders weren’t privy to personal information,
but she might Google him anyway just to appease her
curiosity.
Okay, she really needed a life outside of the OR.
Then maybe she wouldn’t have such a strong reaction to a man she
barely knew.
They reached the main floor on the south side of
the hospital. Ellie’s ancient SUV was parked in the doctors’ lot
adjacent to the hospital. Max opened the exit door for her. She
brushed against him as she walked outside and got a hint of his
masculine scent and just a trace of aftershave. For a man who
looked as though he hadn’t picked up a razor in quite some time, he
smelled really good.
She knew what she smelled like. Disinfectant.
Unfortunately, that had been her perfume for the past several
years. It could be worse, she thought. The pathology residents
smelled like formaldehyde, even when they were off duty. The odor
seemed to permeate their skin.
Max walked her to her car. It was a gentlemanly
thing to do, but not at all necessary since it was light outside
and there were police cars all over the campus. The crime scene
team was still there, combing the park for additional evidence.
Ellie didn’t believe she could be any safer.
“Do you walk out here in the middle of the night?”
Max asked as he looked around.
“Yes. Why?”
“I count only six lights, and this is a big parking
lot with countless places to hide. Not good.”
“If I’m leaving during the night, a guard walks me
to my car.”
“What happens when you get called to come
in?”
I park my car, then run like lightning to the
doors with pepper spray in my hand, she thought but didn’t
say.
“I try to park as close to the hospital doors as
possible, and I’m vigilant,” she stated with a nod.
“Vigilant, huh?”
His smile could stop traffic. She couldn’t tell if
he was teasing her or laughing at her.
Max opened her car door. “I’ll see you later. It
will probably be a couple of hours before we get to your place.
Don’t go anywhere. Stay home.”
“Of course.”
It wasn’t until she had driven out of the lot and
was on her way home that she glanced in the mirror. No makeup, hair
a mess, and wearing scrubs that were two sizes too big for
her—lovely. No wonder Max had escorted her to her car. He probably
felt sorry for her. He wouldn’t have given her a second glance
under normal circumstances.
Oh well, what did it matter? After a brief
interview, he would be history, and after next Tuesday, hopefully,
she would be, too.