15
CHASE WAS IN KYLIE’S LIVING ROOM, STRIDING
back toward the kitchen after doing an about-face at the front
door. Walking away mad wasn’t the answer. He let that happen ten
years ago, and look how long it had taken to get to this point of
hashing it all out. No, they needed to talk through all the anger
and bitterness and hurt. They needed to find a way to resolve their
issues so they could start fresh. He refused to be a child this
time, refused to let her be a child.
He’d made it back to the kitchen doorway, bracing
himself to confront her again, to somehow reach her, when the
explosion of glass froze him in midstep, and he watched in
disbelief as a glittering shower rained down on the ceramic tile.
It took him a few beats to get that the sliding door had exploded
inward.
His heart in his throat, he dove for what was left
of the door. His Nikes skidded through shards of glass, and he
caught glimpses of brown among the jagged pieces. Blood?
“Kylie!”
He stopped dead when he saw her on the deck,
staring at what was left of the door.
Cop instincts kicked in, and he lunged forward and
grabbed her, nearly yanking her off her feet as he dragged her into
the shelter of the kitchen and away from the vulnerability of the
shattered door.
Pressing her against the wall, covering her with
his body, he peered over his shoulder toward the door, scanning
what he could see of the beach. His brain was racing, latching onto
and discarding scenarios in split seconds.
A bomb? No smoke.
A gunman? But only one shot, and he’d missed.
A rock? He glanced at the floor, saw the brown
again, like blood but solid with jagged edges. Not blood. Glass.
Beer-bottle glass.
What the hell?
He shifted to look down at her, to ask her what the
hell happened. But the way she stared up at him, her expression so
open and broken, wiped his brain clean. Her eyes, swimming with
tears that threatened to spill but didn’t, looked bluer than ever.
The slight tremble in her chin nearly undid him.
He released her and stepped back, raising his hands
to placate. Oh, Jesus, if she cried . . .
His back-off move must have surprised her, because
her eyes widened further, and then, like that, the aching
vulnerability vanished. She lifted her chin, a furrow of
concentration appearing above the bridge of her nose.
“I thought you left,” she said, her voice as flat
and emotionless as her expression.
The fucking game face. It was like a kick to the
gut. He would never win with her. They would never win. “I
decided it was a mistake to leave angry,” he said, just as flat,
just as emotionless.
Her eyes narrowed, flickered, then she pushed hair
off her face with both hands. “I appreciate the concern, but I’m
fine.”
“Yeah, I see that.”
He deliberately swept his gaze over the shattered
remains of the door before meeting her eyes again. She didn’t look
away, but he could see in the way her jaw muscles tightened that it
cost her. She was grinding her teeth to dust. Jesus, she never gave
up. That’s exactly how she’d played tennis, never giving up on even
one point. The media called her the Mac Attack, a warrior on the
court, mercilessly taking down enemy after enemy like a soldier
with a tennis racket as her weapon. Until those bastards had used a
bat to destroy her ability to fight.
He wanted to save her. He wanted to jerk her out of
her emotionless shell and remind her what it was like to live. To
love.
But she stood there, watching him with curtained
eyes, tension coiled in her center as she tried to anticipate his
next move and how she might counter it. A competitor to the end. A
beautiful competitor with flawless skin and blue gray eyes he could
drown in.
He didn’t think, he just reached out.
She stepped back on a quick intake of breath, but
the wall at her back stopped her short. He took advantage and slid
his hands into her soft, silky hair before capturing her warm,
moist lips with his.
She tensed, brought her hands up to curl around his
forearms, but he tightened his grip, preventing retreat, and let
himself fall into her taste. God, oh, God, she tasted like beer and
want and everything he’d craved since the day she walked out of his
life.
When she moaned out a protest, pushing at his arms
and shoulders with clenched fists, he resisted letting her go even
as his head told him he had to. Instead, he deepened the kiss,
telling her with his lips and tongue and teeth how much he wanted
her after all this time, after all the hurt. She moaned again, but
this time she melted against him, her fists unfurling to clutch at
his shoulders, her lips parting, inviting him in. The sweep of her
glorious tongue against his stole his breath and sent blood rushing
to the too-long-denied part of his anatomy.
He moved in, pressed her against the wall as he
nudged his thigh between hers—Jesus, skin on skin and so close to
her heat, it was . . . it was . . . too much.
He fought the need to come up for air. He didn’t
want air. He just wanted this. He just wanted her. He couldn’t get
enough, couldn’t go deep enough, couldn’t taste enough or feel
enough.
And then, just like that, as if someone threw a
switch, he lost her.
She stiffened against him and jerked her head back
so quickly it rapped against the wall. Her hands shoved at his
chest, and a weird choking sound came from her throat.
He backed off fast, hands off her and raised.
“What? What did I do?” Did he misread something? Did he go too far
too fast? What?
She struggled to get control of her breathing, one
hand held before her as if she didn’t trust him to stay back. “You
have to go.”
Go? Now? They were just getting started.
“Ky, come on—”
“Don’t call me that!” She squeezed her eyes shut.
“Don’t . . . God, just don’t call me that anymore.”
He saw the tremor in her hand then, and the shock
made his head spin. Kylie “There’s No Need to Worry” McKay was
trembling. Sympathy overrode his disbelief. “Jesus, Ky,
you’re—”
She lunged forward and shoved him back a full step.
“Leave!”
He snapped his mouth shut and debated his options.
Leave, obviously. Or stay and piss her off so much maybe they’d
never recover. But, Jesus, she looked like a prime candidate for
spontaneous combustion, her cheeks flushed, her eyes flashing
daggers in silver and blue.
His body, clearly not the least bit intimidated,
responded to all that angry energy, egged on by memories of truly
fantastic sex after harrowing knock-down-drag-outs on the court
with her. He didn’t want to leave, damn it. He wanted to bury his
need, bury it in her. He wanted to fuck away the past and move on.
Together.
Before he could think of the right words to
say—maybe there weren’t any—she pushed past him and headed for the
living room.
“Where are you going?” he called after her.
“You won’t leave, so I will.”
The front door slammed so violently the house
shook.
Squeezing the back of his neck with one hand, Chase
surveyed the glass scattered across the kitchen tile and, against
his better judgment, began to grin. He’d made Kylie, the ice queen,
slip on her own cool. He’d made her tremble, with rage or
desire—did it matter? The fact remained: He’d gotten to her. He’d
broken through her defenses. Hell, he’d made her throw a beer
bottle through one door and slam another so hard they probably
heard it across the gulf in Texas.
Okay, so the encounter hadn’t ended as well as it
could have. In fact, it hadn’t ended well at all, considering the
throbbing discomfort in Chase Jr.’s neighborhood. But, damn, he’d
still made her tremble. And moan. Don’t forget that. There’d been
some pretty heavy duty, heady moans before she’d flipped out on
him.
The trembling, though. That was the main thing. He
could still make her shake for him.
Maybe there was hope for them yet.