45
CHASE COACHED HIMSELF TO KEEP BREATHING AS
he paced the width of the tiny, windowless hospital room then
about-faced and strode the four steps back. Small and airless, the
room was filled to the brim with a bed, a brown vinyl chair with a
nicked-up wooden frame and a corner workstation stocked with simple
medical supplies. The sharp odor of disinfectant scented the close
space.
His black soles scuffed the white tile floor each
time he pivoted, but he kept going, needing an outlet for the rage
building inside him. He had to keep telling himself that Kylie was
okay. She’d struck her head on the coffee table, and the resulting
wound had bled like a bitch, but it was small, no stitches
required. The ER doctor had ordered a head CT scan to check for
more significant injury but said it was just a precaution.
He glanced at her, his stomach lurching all over
again at the absolute whiteness of her still face. She looked small
and vulnerable on the bed in the white hospital gown, an IV line
snaking out of the back of her right hand. A clamp on her right
index finger kept track of her pulse, its steady beat echoed by a
monitor next to the bed. He told himself that the darkness of her
hair made her look paler than she was, but that didn’t stop him
from grinding his teeth, especially when he focused on the
fist-size smear of purple along her jaw.
The man who did that to her was dead. Sam had had
no choice but to kill him in self-defense. And, at the moment, they
had no idea who he was.
Chase tore his gaze away from Kylie and hooked his
hands behind his neck, leaning his head back and closing his eyes
as her account of what happened replayed in his head over and over.
That bastard was going to rape her. And then he was going to kill
her.
The rage dug his fingers into the nape of his neck
until he felt his skin threaten to give under his nails. He needed
to get a grip, get control. He was no good to her, to anyone, if he
let violence take over. But, God, he wanted to pound the life out
of someone, make someone pay for hurting her, for
terrorizing her. It didn’t help that her assailant was dead.
Nothing helped.
“Hey.”
He opened his eyes to see Kylie watching him with a
small smile. He fought the urge to let his body fold, to fall to
his knees at her bedside. Instead, he returned her smile with his
own, lazy, “Hey.”
Resting his hip on the edge of the bed, he stroked
her cheek with the back of his hand. She was so warm, so alive, and
the knowledge stirred up a new surge of gratitude. “How’re you
doing?” he asked.
“I’ve been worse.” She turned her head against his
hand, closing her eyes briefly as though his caress sustained her.
Then she opened her eyes and met his gaze. “The police officer . .
. he’s dead?”
Rage and grief billowed up inside him like rolling
clouds of choking black smoke. Steve Burnett had been a good man, a
good cop. He nodded slowly. “Yes.”
She absorbed the news with a soft, hitching sigh,
tears welling into her eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
He skimmed his thumb under her right eye, catching
the first tear, amazed that she’d let it fall. “Shhh, it’s not your
fault. He was doing his job.”
“That could have been you . . .”
He leaned forward and kissed her, so fucking
grateful for the warmth, and responsiveness, of her lips. “It’s
okay. I’m right here.”
She cupped his face with her hands and deepened the
kiss, her tongue sweeping between his lips before she tore her
mouth away and pressed her cheek to his and held him there, her
fingers in his hair, stroking, holding, her body trembling.
He drew back to smooth away the tears spilling over
her pale skin, marveling that she was letting herself cry. This was
different. She was different. She wasn’t trying to hide her
emotion, wasn’t even trying to control it.
“I love you,” she whispered, her smile wet but
glorious.
The words shook his world, made it light up like
the sun had just exploded, and he almost laughed. He wanted to drag
her against him, feel the beat of her heart against his body,
rejoice in the simple fact that she was alive. But the threat of
causing her discomfort held him back, so he cupped her chin, smiled
into her eyes and responded with a gentle, reverent kiss.
He felt her sigh against his lips, and a shudder of
want rolled through him. The reverence of the kiss turned desperate
for a moment, and he had to force himself to back off, to let her
breathe.
When they parted, they both shifted so she could
snuggle against him, her head resting against his chest. “I’m
sorry,” she said, stroking her fingers over the triangle of skin
exposed at his throat. “I’ve been a total idiot.”
He closed his eyes and ran a hand lightly over her
arm, her hair. Everything felt like silk, like life. “I can’t argue
with that,” he murmured. “Can I ask what changed your mind?”
She drew in a shaky breath. “When I realized that I
was going to die, all I could think about was how much time I
wasted running away from love. Away from you.”
His cell phone started to ring, but he tuned it
out. Nothing was going to end this moment too soon. Nothing.
She lifted her head to look up at him. “Shouldn’t
you get that?”
“It can wait.”
Smiling, she trailed a finger over his lips,
laughing softly as he nipped at it. “We have a lot to work out.
Quinn . . .”
He nodded as he drew her closer. “We’ll figure it
out, Ky. If anyone can, two strategists like us can.”
He held her for a long time, listening to her
breathe as she drifted in and out of sleep for about half an hour.
Eventually, he’d have to show her the picture of Mark Hanson he’d
stashed in his pocket. He’d have to ask her if he looked familiar
to her at all, as a possible assailant from ten years ago. He’d
have to ask her specific questions about the attack today, to try
to figure out why the guy came after her in the first place.
“You’re so tense.”
He glanced down to see Kylie with her head back and
gazing up at him, her eyes sleepy.
“No need to worry,” he said, stroking the hair off
her forehead. “That’s just how I always am.”
“Do you need to go do something?”
He smiled at the drowsy question. “Like
what?”
“I don’t know. Cop stuff.”
“Are you trying to get rid of me?”
“Not already.”
He sighed. “I do have a few questions I have to ask
you, if you’re up to it.”
“Okay.” She shifted off him and settled back
against the pillows while he got up.
When she focused on him, she looked as tired as he
felt, and he considered putting this off for a while longer.
“I’m fine,” she told him and smiled. “And I’m not
just saying that.”
Drawing the photo of Mark Hanson out of the back
pocket of his jeans, he handed it to her. “Do you recognize
him?”
She peered at the picture for a long moment, her
stillness telling him that she somehow knew she was looking at the
photo of a suspect in her attack. “He’s so young.”
She raised her eyes to his, and they were so
haunted that unease settled in his stomach like a greasy burger.
“Do you recognize him?” he repeated.
She looked back at the photo, and he heard her
breath catch almost imperceptibly. “He’s wearing braces.”
“And that’s significant because . . .”
“I thought at first that the one guy had a razor
blade, or something, between his teeth, like he was going to use it
to cut me.”
A roar began in his ears. Jesus. Every time they
talked about it, some new, horrific detail came out.
Her voice cut through the noise in his head. “I
realized I was seeing braces, but I never mentioned it for the
description. I don’t think I even remembered the braces until
now.”
He tried to think clearly. “Could this be that
attacker?”
“I don’t know.” She shook her head, frustrated.
“You could show me a picture of anyone with braces and maybe it
would ring a bell.”
“What about his eyes?”
She tried to hand the photo back to him without
looking at it again.
“Look at his eyes, Kylie.”
Her gaze locked with his, and for a moment, her
fear was so stark, so shocking, that his breath caught in his
throat. This was Kylie McKay without her defenses, and it suddenly
terrified him. What if he screwed this up? What if he let her
down?
She dropped her gaze back to the photo and examined
it until her forehead creased. “We might have gone to school
together.”
“His name’s Mark Hanson. He was in Quinn’s
graduating class. Do you remember speaking to him or any kind of
interaction?”
“It was a long time ago, but no, I don’t think
so.”
“Could he have been a friend of Quinn’s? Or
Jane’s?”
She arched a quizzical brow. “Jane’s?”
“I’m just trying to prod your memory.”
“I don’t know. I mean, he does look familiar, but I
don’t know why. I probably just remember seeing him in the halls at
school. What makes you think he might have been one of them?”
“He’s dead, Ky. He disappeared at the same time as
your attack, and earlier today, his body was found at the
construction site for the tennis center.”
“Oh my God.”
As she paled, he took her hand and stroked his
thumb over the back of it as he delivered the rest of the bad news.
“The side of his skull was crushed, possibly with the same baseball
bat used on you.”
She stared at him. “Then he was one of them.”
“I think so, yes.”
“And you think the other one killed him?”
“It’s a strong possibility, yes.”
She grasped his hand with both of hers and looked
him straight in the eye, her gaze so intense his heart tripped.
“Quinn is not a killer.”
He used his free hand to cover their clasped hands.
“Trust that I’ll do everything in my power to help prove that. Can
you—”
Loud voices outside the door, one of them
high-pitched and pissed, cut him off.
Kylie cast him a panicked glance. “That sounds like
Jane.”
“I arranged for a guard outside your door. She
can’t come in unless you want her to.”
“I can’t keep my sister out . . .” She trailed off
and sat back to rub at her forehead. “God.”
“Head hurting?”
“A little.”
He gently lifted her chin with his fingers and
smiled into her shadowed eyes. She’d really had a crappy day, and
it was painted on her face in the dark smudges under her eyes and
the ugly bruise on her jaw. “A little?”
“More than a little,” she conceded.
“Want me to run interference with Jane?”
“That’s not necessary. I can handle her.”
“How about I detain her for a few minutes to let
you get your thoughts together?”
“That’d help.”
He leaned forward and kissed her forehead. “Relax
and let me handle things for you for a while, okay? I know you can
do it, but you don’t have to anymore, not alone.”
She caught his face between her warm palms and
kissed him on the lips. “Thank you.”
As he closed her door behind him, he spotted Jane
McKay in the hall, toe tapping in barely restrained
impatience.