24
CHASE PACED HIS TINY KITCHEN. HE HADN’T HAD
any coffee this morning, yet his heart raced as if he’d drained
three supersized cups. Who needed caffeine when they’d had no sleep
and carried around enough nerves for three football players the
night before the Super Bowl?
He’d called Steve Burnett, the officer sitting in
front of Kylie’s, every couple of hours, and every time the report
had been the same: All’s quiet on the driveway front.
Chase had delivered the requisite chuckle at his
co-worker’s effort to lighten his surly mood, but he hadn’t felt
like laughing. He felt like beating something with his fists. Not
that that would solve anything, but it would bleed off some of this
restless energy.
Sex would help, too.
Groaning, he stopped pacing and braced his hands on
the edge of the counter.
Kylie brought out the pieces of himself he couldn’t
stand: his propensity for violence—how many times had he pummeled
inanimate objects after she’d walked out on him?—and his blinding,
driving need when he was around her.
He wasn’t a just-out-of-his-teens adult anymore,
eager to get his rocks off with a hot girl. He was a grown man
perfectly capable of controlling himself. Yet, from the moment
they’d kissed in her kitchen, glass glittering on the floor all
around them, he’d felt . . . edgy and out of control. Quality time
in the shower, while thoughts of Kylie naked and moaning danced in
his head, hadn’t helped. He’d simply dried off with a bigger need
growing inside him, a need that his hand and a fantasy wouldn’t
satisfy.
And it pissed him off. He’d vowed not to let her
twist him into knots, yet that’s exactly what happened. And instead
of focusing on the case, working the angles and theories and
suspects, he was pacing the kitchen like a caged panther,
frustrated and wanting.
Sam was right, he thought. He should have let his
partner handle the case. He should have walked away, from the case
and Kylie, and everything would have been fine. The status quo. How
he loved the status quo.
Which was bullshit. He’d fooled himself into
thinking that for the past ten years in order to get through. But
the truth was, the status fucking quo happened to him when
he wasn’t looking. He became a father by accident. He got married
because that was the right thing to do. He got divorced because
that was the right thing to do. He became a cop because he didn’t
know what else to do, and his father had been such a lousy one that
he’d wanted to show the bastard how it was done. Plus, that would
gain him access to the biggest cold case in Kendall Falls history:
Who destroyed Kylie McKay’s knee? Not that he’d made any more
progress than the cops at the time had. Until now.
And that put him at a crossroads. He wanted two
opposing things.
He wanted Kylie.
He wanted to find the bastards who tore her apart,
and one of them might be her brother.
He couldn’t very well build a case against Quinn
McKay while rebuilding a relationship with the guy’s sister.
He had to choose. Kylie or justice? And if he chose
Kylie, would she choose him?
The phone rang, jolting him, and he snatched it up
without checking the caller ID. “Manning.”
“Chase, Sylvia Jensen here.” He turned to lean back
against the counter as the crime scene analyst kept talking. “I
pulled a clear set of prints off the bat used on Kylie’s
windshield.”
He straightened away from the counter.
“Excellent.”
“That depends on how you look at it.”
AS KYLIE STIRRED SWEETENER AND CREAMER INTO
her coffee, her back to her plastic-covered deck doors, she worried
about Quinn. He hadn’t been in good shape when she and Jane had
dropped him at home after bailing him out of jail yesterday. When
they’d offered to stay the night with him, he’d brushed them off
with the excuse that he needed some alone time. Kylie feared that
meant he planned to try to drink his troubles away again. He’d gone
through a stage like that in his teens, but he’d managed to kick
the habit before it became a problem he couldn’t deal with without
intervention. Now, she wasn’t so sure.
But when Jane didn’t push to smother him with her
usual sisterly assistance, Kylie backed off, too. Her sister knew,
better than anyone, how to deal with someone in Quinn’s state of
mind. “Let him cool off,” Jane had said. “We won’t get anywhere
with him until he’s had some time to process what’s
happening.”
Still, Kylie had to fight the urge to reach for the
phone and check on him. Or maybe it’d be better to go by his house
and do it in person. Except maybe not enough time had passed.
Should she call Jane first?
Sighing, she picked up her coffee and sipped,
wondering if this was how her siblings felt when they wanted to
reach out to her. Not knowing what to do sucked. And not doing
anything seemed wrong.
The shoe was on the other foot, and it
pinched.
Deciding not to hover, at least until she’d talked
it over with Jane, she carried her coffee to the table and stared
down at the bold newspaper headline that had her heart pounding
double-time all over again.
Mac’s Brother Arrested in Career-Ending
Attack.
Apparently, there was no bigger news happening in
Kendall Falls.
She thought of Chase, so determined to pin the
attack on Quinn. He had nothing else to go on, no other evidence,
so he went gung-ho after her brother. How could she make him
understand that Quinn hadn’t hurt her? She would have
known.
Meanwhile, Chase seemed just as driven to pick at
her. Like he had something to prove. Like he thought he could back
her against the wall and kiss the past away and none of it would
matter.
But it did matter. It did. He replaced her
in a heartbeat. Less than a heartbeat. True love shouldn’t be so
easy to discard. She certainly hadn’t been able to. If she had, she
wouldn’t be resigned to an eternity alone and unloved. She’d have
fallen for Dr. Wade Bell, like a normal woman. Yet, she’d botched
that, and every other relationship attempt over the years.
She’d thought she’d done everything right with
Wade, until the day he looked her in the eye and said, “You’re
here, but you’re not here.”
And instead of trying to fix it, of trying to be
here, she’d let him walk away.
The story of her life.
And then there was Chase.
I’m going to enjoy the hell out of watching you
come apart in my arms.
Just thinking about him saying that, his voice low
and sexy as he held her so close that his heat surrounded her, made
her shudder.
The phone rang, startling her, and she picked it up
off the table and walked into the living room for a change of
scenery. The caller ID didn’t look familiar, and she hoped like
hell it wasn’t another reporter. She’d have preferred to silence
the ringer last night but had feared she’d miss a call from
Quinn.
“Hello?”
“Hi. It’s T.J.”
Shoulders relaxing, she turned toward the bay
window and, for the first time since the cop car had parked in the
driveway, she didn’t feel like scowling, or hiding, when she saw
it. Maybe T.J. was calling to ask for some extra tennis-court time.
That’d be a welcome distraction. “Hey, T.J.”
“I need to talk to you. I . . . I’m . . . I need to
talk to you.”
At the anxiety in his voice, she stiffened again.
She’d never heard him sound so distressed. “What’s wrong? Are you
all right?”
“I think I’m in big trouble.”
“Where are you?”
“Will you . . . I need . . .” His voice wavered as
he trailed off.
“Let’s start with where you are, T.J. I’ll be right
there.”
“Will you meet me at the health club?”
“You’re at the health club?”
“No, I’m at home, but I—”
“I’ll come there then. Just give me your
address.”
“No!” He sounded panicked. Worse, he sniffled, like
he’d been crying. “I’m . . . fine. I just . . . I just want to . .
. I have to tell you something, okay? At the health club.”
“You’re not all right, T.J. I can tell.”
“Can you be there in an hour and forty-five
minutes?”
She knew it took him an hour to get to the club by
bus. The extra forty-five minutes must take into account the bus
schedule. “Let me pick you up.”
“Just, please, can you meet me there? Okay? Is that
okay?”
“Sure, of course. In an hour and forty-five
minutes.”
He released a sigh. “Thank you.”
“Whatever’s going on, it’s going to be okay, all
right? I’ll help you figure it out.”
He sniffled again, and when he said, “Okay,” it
sounded choked. “Bye.”
The line clicked in her ear.
CHASE STOOD ON KYLIE’S FRONT PORCH AND RANG
the bell. Last time he’d done this, they’d ended up pressed against
the wall, about to board the F Train to paradise. He figured the
only train they’d board this time would be the Go-to-Hell Train,
and he’d be riding it solo.
When Kylie pulled open the door and cocked her dark
head, Chase immediately noticed the flat expression and bored eyes.
The game face in all its maddening glory. Yet it didn’t distract
from how sexy she looked in bare feet and a black, form-fitting
T-shirt that didn’t reach past the waistband of her faded jeans.
She had her long hair pulled back in a Tennis Pony, and other than
tired, she looked . . . God, she just looked good.
“Is this stopping-by-unannounced thing going to
become a habit?” she asked.
He didn’t waste time with a comeback. He had a job
to do. “I need the address of your student, T.J. Ritchie.”
Her eyes flickered with something—surprise, yes,
and something else—but her full, tempting lips remained set in a
straight, uncompromising line. “Why?”
“I need to ask him some questions.”
“What kind of questions?”
“I’m not at liberty to say.”
She folded her arms under her breasts. “Then I’m
not at liberty to give you his address.”
“It’s police business, Kylie.”
“What business could the police possibly have with
a fourteen-year-old?”
“That isn’t for me to tell you.”
“Well, you’re going to have to if you want
information about him from me.”
“Damn it, Kylie—”
“Why don’t you just get what you want from some
police database?”
“His correct address isn’t in the database.”
“Hmm, well, that’s too bad for you, then, isn’t
it?”
Okay, if that’s the way she wanted to play it. “We
got a hit on fingerprints found on the bat used to break your
windshield. They belong to T.J.”
Shock parted her lips, and her eyes went wide.
“That’s not possible.”
“Fingerprints don’t lie. So if you don’t mind, I’ll
take that address now.”
She straightened her shoulders, lifted her chin. “I
don’t have it.”
“Kylie—”
“I can’t give it to you if I don’t have it.”
She was lying. He couldn’t see any clues, but he
knew she was organized and methodical. She’d have records on all of
her students, especially her favorite. “This isn’t the time to be
stubborn.”
“If you’d like, I can make one up.” She smiled, but
it didn’t come close to reaching her still eyes.
He tried another tack. “What about a phone
number?”
“I’m sorry, but no.”
“How do you reach him when you have to cancel a
tennis lesson?”
“I’ve never canceled a lesson.”
He almost groaned aloud. “Of course you
haven’t.”
“Is there anything else? I have a lot on my plate
today, what with my brother going to jail yesterday and all.”
“Ky, come on. You know I had no—”
“Nothing else then? Great. You have a nice day
screwing over someone else’s innocent brother.”
She slammed the door in his face.
KYLIE LEANED BACK AGAINST THE DOOR, HER
HEART racing. T.J. had shattered her windshield? She
couldn’t—wouldn’t—believe it. Something big was going on
with him, and no way was she letting someone who didn’t care about
him have first crack at questioning him about it. But she didn’t
want to wait until meeting him at the club. She needed to talk to
him now, before Chase tracked him down.
She checked the window to make sure Chase had left.
He stood beside the police cruiser in her driveway, chatting away
with the officer inside. Terrific. How the hell was she supposed to
get to T.J.’s without either one, or both, following her?
First things first. She dug her BlackBerry out of
her bag and retrieved T.J.’s phone number from her contacts list.
When she called, though, she discovered the line had been
disconnected. So she retrieved his address and went online to get
directions. As she jotted them down, she decided she could slip out
the back, hike up the beach a ways and call a cab to pick her up at
the first access road.
If she was lucky, she could catch T.J. at home
before he left to catch the bus.