- Stephen R Donaldson
- Covenant [4] The Wounded Land
- Covenant_4_The_Wounded_Land_split_010.html
Six: The Graveller
HE awoke
urgently, with a suffocating muck on his face that made him strain
to move his arms to clear the stuff away. But his hands were tied
behind his back. He gagged helplessly for a moment, until he found
that he could breathe.
The dry, chill air was harsh in his
lungs. But he relished it. Slowly, it drove back the
nausea.
From somewhere near him, he heard
Linden say flatly, “You'll be all right. They must have hit us with
some kind of anaesthetic. It's like ether—makes you feel sick. But
the nausea goes away. I don't think we've been hurt.”
He rested briefly on the cold stone,
then rolled off his chest and struggled into a sitting position.
The bonds made the movement difficult; a wave of dizziness went
through him, “Friends,” he muttered. But the air steadied him.
“Nassic was right.”
“Nassic was right,” she echoed as if
the words did not interest her.
They were in a single room, as
constricted as a cell. A heavy curtain covered the doorway; but
opposite the entrance a barred window let the pale grey of dawn
into the room—the late dawn of a sunrise delayed by mountains. The
bars were iron.
Linden sat across from him. Her arms
angled behind her; her wrists, too, were bound. Yet she had managed
to clean the pulp from her cheeks. Shreds of it clung to the
shoulders of her shirt.
His own face wore the dried muck like
a leper's numbness.
He shifted so that he could lean
against the wall. The bonds cut into his wrists. He closed his
eyes. A trap, he murmured. Nassic's death was a trap. He had been
killed so that Covenant and Linden would blunder into Mithil
Stonedown's defenses and be captured. What's Foul trying to do? he
asked the darkness behind his eyelids. Make us fight these
people?
“Why did you do it?” Linden said. Her
tone was level, as if she had already hammered all the emotion out
of it. “Why did you tell me about that girl?”
His eyes jumped open to look at her.
But in the dun light he was unable to discern her expression. He
wanted to say, Leave it alone, we've got other things to worry
about. But she had an absolute right to know the truth about
him.
“I wanted to be honest with you.” His
guts ached at the memory. “The things I did when I was here before
are going to affect what happens to us now. Foul doesn5t forget.
And I was afraid”—he faltered at the cost of his desire for
rectitude—“you might trust me without knowing what you were
trusting. I don't want to betray you—by not being what you think I
am.”
She did not reply. Her eyes were
shadows which told him nothing. Abruptly, the pressure of his
unassuaged bitterness began to force words out of him like
barbs.
“After my leprosy was diagnosed, and
Joan divorced me, I was impotent for a year. Then I came here.
Something I couldn't understand was happening. The Land was healing
parts of me that had been dead so long I'd forgotten I had them.
And Lena—” The pang of her stung him like an acid. “She was so
beautiful I still have nightmares about it. The first night—It was
too much for me. Lepers aren't supposed to be potent.”
He did not give Linden a chance to
respond; he went on, reliving his old self-judgment. "Everybody
paid for it. I couldn't get away from the consequences. Her mother
ended up committing a kind of suicide. Her father's life was
warped. The man who wanted to marry her lost everything. Her own
mind came apart.
“But I didn't stop there. I caused
her death, and the death of her daughter, Elena—my daughter. Because I kept trying to escape the
consequences. Everybody refused to punish me. I was Berek reborn.
They wanted me to save the Land. Lena”—oh, Lena!—“got butchered
trying to save my life.”
Linden listened without moving. She
looked like a figure of stone against the wall, blank and
unforgiving, as if no mere recitation of guilt could touch her. But
her knees were pressed tightly, defensively, to her chest. When he
ceased, she said thickly, “You shouldn't have told
me.”
“I had to.” What else could he say?
“It's who I am.”
“No.” She protested as if an
accusation of evil had been raised between them. “It isn't who you
are. You didn't do it intentionally, did you? You saved the Land,
didn't you?”
He faced her squarely. “Yes.
Eventually.”
“Then it's over. Done with.” Her head
dropped to her knees. She squeezed her forehead against them as if
to restrain the pounding of her thoughts. “Leave me
alone.”
Covenant studied the top of her head,
the way her hair fell about her thighs, and sought to comprehend.
He had expected her to denounce him for what he had done, not for
having confessed it. Why was she so vulnerable to it? He knew too
little about her. But how could he ask her to tell him things which
she believed people should not know about each other?
“I don't understand.” His voice was
gruff with uncertainty. “If that's the way you feel—why did you
keep coming back? You went to a lot of trouble to find out what I
was hiding.”
She kept her face concealed. “I said,
leave me alone.”
“I can't.” A vibration of anger ran
through him. “You wouldn't be here if you hadn't followed me. I
need to know why you did it. So I can decide whether to trust
you.”
Her head snapped up. “I'm a
doctor.”
“That's not enough,” he said
rigidly.
The light from the window was growing
slowly. Now he could read parts of her countenance—her mouth
clenched and severe, her eyes like dark gouges below her forehead.
She regarded him as if he were trespassing on her essential
privacy.
After a long moment, she said softly,
“I followed you because I thought you were strong. Every time I saw
you, you were practically prostrate on your feet. You were
desperate for help. But you stood there acting as if even
exhaustion couldn't touch you.” Her words were fraught with gall.
“I thought you were strong. But now it
turns out you were just running away from your guilt, like anybody
else. Trying to make yourself innocent again, by selling yourself
for Joan. What was I supposed to do?” Quiet fury whetted her tone.
“Let you commit suicide?”
Before he could respond, she went on,
“You use guilt the same way you use leprosy. You want people to
reject you, stay away from you—make a victim out of you. So you can
recapture your innocence.” Gradually, her intensity subsided into a
dull rasp. “I've already seen more of it than I can stand. If
you think I'm such a threat to you, at least leave me
alone.”
Again she hid her face in her
knees.
Covenant stared at her in silence.
Her judgment hurt him like a demonstration of mendacity. Was
that what he was doing—giving her a
moral reason to repudiate him because she was unmoved by the
physical reason of his leprosy? Was he so much afraid of being
helped or trusted? Cared about? Gaping at this vision of himself,
he heaved to his feet, lurched to the window as if he needed to
defend his eyes by looking at something else.
But the view only gave credence to
his memories. It verified that he and Linden were in Mithil
Stonedown. The wall and roof of another stone dwelling stood
directly in front of nun; and on either side of it he could see the
corners of other buildings. Their walls were ancient, weathered and
battered by centuries of use. They were made without mortar, formed
of large slabs and chunks of rock held together by their own
weight, topped by flat roofs. And beyond the roofs were the
mountains.
Above them, the sky had a brown
tinge, as if it were full of dust.
He had been here before, and could
not deny the truth; he was " indeed afraid. Too many people who
cared about him had already paid horrendously to give him
help.
Linden's silence throbbed at his back
like a bruise; but he remained still, and watched the sunrise flow
down into the valley.? When the tension in him became insistent, he
said without turning,' “I wonder what they're going to do with
us.”
As if in answer, the room brightened
suddenly as the curtain" was thrust aside. He swung around and
found a man in the doorway.
The Stonedownor was about Linden's
height, but broader and more muscular than Covenant. His black hair
and dark skin were emphasized by the colour of his stiff leather
jerkin and leggings. He wore nothing on his feet. In his right hand
he held a long, wooden staff as if it articulated his
authority.
He appeared to be about thirty. His
features had a youthful cast; but they were contradicted by two
deep frown lines above the bridge of his nose, and by the dullness
of his eyes, which seemed to have been worn dim by too much
accumulated and useless regret. The muscles at the corners of his
jaw bulged as if he had been grinding his teeth for
years.
His left arm hung at his side. From
elbow to knuckle, it was intaglioed with fine white
scars.
He did not speak; he stood facing
Covenant and Linden as if he expected them to know why he had
come.
Linden lurched to her feet. Covenant
took two steps forward, so that they stood shoulder-to-shoulder
before the Stonedownor.
The man hesitated, searched
Covenant's face. Then he moved into the room. With his left hand,
he reached out to Covenant's battered cheek.
Covenant winced slightly, then held
himself still while the Stonedownor carefully brushed the dried
pulp from his face.
He felt a pang of gratitude at the
touch; it seemed to accord him more dignity than he deserved. He
studied the man's brown, strong mien closely, trying to decipher
what lay behind it.
When he was done, the Stonedownor
turned and left the room, holding the curtain open for Covenant and
Linden.
Covenant looked toward her to see if
she needed encouragement. But she did not meet his gaze. She was
already moving. He took a deep breath, and followed her out of the
hut.
He found himself on the edge of the
broad, round, open certer of Mithil Stonedown. It matched his
memory of it closely. All the houses faced inward; and the ones
beyond the inner ring were positioned to give as many as possible
direct access to the certer. But now he could see that several of
them had fallen into serious disrepair, as if their occupants did
not know how to mend them. If that were true—He snarled to himself.
How could these people have forgotten their
stone-lore?
The sun shone over the eastern ridge
into his face. Squinting at it indirectly, he saw that the orb had
lost its blue aurora. Now it wore pale brown like a translucent
cymar.
The Stonedown appeared deserted. All
the door—curtains were closed. Nothing moved—not in the village,
not on the mountainsides or in the air. He could not even hear the
river. The valley lay under the dry dawn as if it had been stricken
dumb.
A slow scraping of fear began to
abrade his nerves.
The man with the staff strode out
into the circle, beckoning for Covenant and Linden to follow him
across the bare stone. As they did so, he gazed morosely around the
village. He leaned on his staff as if the thews which held his life
together were tired.
But after a moment he shook himself
into action. Slowly, he raised the staff over his head. In a
determined tone, he said, “This is the certer.”
At once, the curtains opened. Men and
women stepped purposefully out of their homes.
They were all solid dark people,
apparelled in leather garments. They formed a ring like a noose
around the rim of the circle, and stared at Covenant and Linden.
Their faces were wary, hostile, shrouded. Some of them bore blunt
javelins like jerrids; but no other weapons were
visible.
The man with the staff joined them.
Together, the ring of Stonedownors sat down cross-legged on the
ground.
Only one man remained standing. He
stayed behind the others, leaning against the wall of a house with
his arms folded negligently across his chest. His lips wore a
rapacious smile like an anticipation of bloodshed.
Covenant guessed instinctively that
this man was Mithil Stonedown's executioner.
The villagers made no sound. They
watched Covenant and Linden without moving, almost without
blinking. Their silence was loud in the air, like the cry of a
throat that had no voice.
The sun began to draw sweat from
Covenant's scalp.
“Somebody say something,” he muttered
through his teeth.
Abruptly, Linden nudged his arm.
“That's what they're waiting for. We're on trial. They want to hear
what we've got to say for ourselves.”
“Terrific.” He accepted her intuitive
explanation at once; she had eyes which he lacked. “What're we on
trial for?”
Grimly, she replied, “Maybe they
found Nassic.”
He groaned. That made sense. Perhaps
Nassic had been killed precisely so that he and Linden would be
blamed for the crime. And yet—He tugged at his bonds, wishing his
hands were free so that he could wipe the sweat from his face. And
yet it did not explain why they had been captured in the first
place.
The silence was intolerable. The
mountains and the houses cupped the certer of the village like an
arena. The Stonedownors sat impassively, like icons of judgment.
Covenant scanned them, mustered what little dignity he possessed.
Then he began to speak.
“My name is ur-Lord Thomas Covenant,
Unbeliever and white gold wielder. My companion is Linden Avery.”
Deliberately, he gave her a title. “The Chosen. She's a stranger to
the Land.” The dark people returned his gaze blankly. The man
leaning against the wall bared his teeth. “But I'm no stranger,”
Covenant went on in sudden anger. “You threaten me at your
peril.”
“Covenant,” Linden breathed,
reproving him.
“I know,” he muttered. “I shouldn't
say things like that.” Then he addressed the people again. “We were
welcomed by Nassic son of Jous. He wasn't a friend of yours—or you
weren't friends of his, because God knows he was harmless.” Nassic
had looked so lorn in death—“But he said he had a son here. A man
named Sunder. Is Sunder here? Sunder?” He searched the ring. No one
responded. “Sunder,” he rasped, “whoever you are—do you know your
father was murdered? We found him outside his house with an iron
knife in his back. The knife was still hot.”
Someone in the circle gave a low
moan; but Covenant did not see who it was. Linden shook her head;
she also had not seen.
The sky had become pale brown from
edge to edge. The heat of the sun was as arid as dust.
“I think the killer lives here. I
think he's one of you. Or don't you even care about
that?”
Nobody reacted. Every face regarded
him as if he were some kind of ghoul. The silence was
absolute.
“Hellfire.” He turned back to Linden.
“I'm just making a fool out of myself. You got any
ideas?”
Her gaze wore an aspect of
supplication. “I don't know—I've never been here
before.”
“Neither have I.” He could not
suppress his ire. “Not to a place like this. Courtesy and
hospitality used to be so important here that people who couldn't
provide them were ashamed.” Remembering the way Trell and Atiaran,
Lena's parents, had welcomed him to their home, he ground his
teeth. With a silent curse, he confronted the Stonedownors. “Are
the other villages like this?” he demanded. “Is the whole Land sick
with suspicion? Or is this the only place where simple decency has
been forgotten?”
The man with the staff lowered his
eyes. No one else moved.
“By God, if you can't at least
tolerate us, let us go! We'll walk out of here, and never look
back. Some other village will give us what we need.”
The man behind the circle gave a grin
of malice and triumph.
“Damnation,” Covenant muttered to
himself. The silence was maddening. His head was beginning to
throb. The valley felt like a desert. “I wish Mhoram was
here.”
Dully, Linden asked, “Who is Mhoram?”
Her eyes were fixed on the standing man. He commanded her attention
like an open wound.
“One of the Lords of Revelstone.”
Covenant wondered what she was seeing. “Also a friend. He had a
talent for dealing with impossible situations.”
She wrenched her gaze from the
gloating man, glared at Covenant. Frustration and anxiety made her
tone sedulous. “He's dead. All your friends are dead.” Her
shoulders strained involuntarily at her bonds. “They've been dead
for three thousand years. You're living in the past. How bad do
things have to get before you give up thinking about the way they
used to be?”
“I'm trying to understand what's
happened!” Her attack shamed him. It was unjust—and yet he deserved
it. Everything he said demonstrated his inadequacy. He swung away
from her.
“Listen to me!” he beseeched the
Stonedownors. "I've been here before—long ago, during the great war
against the Grey Slayer. I fought him. So the Land could be healed.
And men and women from Mithil Stonedown helped me. Your ancestors.
The Land was saved by the courage of Stonedownors and Woodhelvennin
and Lords and Giants and Bloodguard and Ranyhyn.
“But something's happened. There's
something wrong in the Land. That's why we're here.” Remembering
the old song of Kevin Landwaster, he said formally, “So that beauty
and truth should not pass utterly from the Earth.”
With tone, face, posture, he begged
for some kind of response, acknowledgment, from the circle. But the
Stonedownors refused every appeal. His exertions had tightened the
bonds on his wrists, aggravating the numbness of his hands. The sun
began to raise heat-waves in the distance. He felt giddy,
futile.
“I don't know what you want,” he
breathed thickly. “I don't know what you think we're guilty of. But
you're wrong about her.” He indicated Linden with his head. “She's
never been here before. She's innocent.”
A snort of derision stopped
him.
He found himself staring at the man
who stood behind the circle. Their eyes came together like a clash
of weapons. The man had lost his grin; he glared scorn and
denunciation at Covenant. He held violence folded in the crooks of
his elbows. But Covenant did not falter. He straightened his back,
squared his shoulders, met the naked threat of the man's
gaze.
After one taut moment, the man looked
away.
Softly, Covenant said, “We're not on
trial here. You are. The doom of the Land is in your hands, and
you're blind to it.”
An instant of silence covered the
village; the whole valley seemed to hold its breath. Then the lone
man cried suddenly, “Must we hear more?” Contempt and fear collided
in his tone. “He has uttered foulness enough to damn a score of
strangers. Let us pass judgment now!”
At once, the man with the staff
sprang to his feet. “Be still, Marid,” he said sternly. “I am the
Graveller of Mithil Stonedown. The test of silence is mine to
begin—and to end.”
“It is enough!” retorted Marid. “Can
there be greater ill than that which he has already
spoken?”
A dour crepitating of assent ran
through the circle.
Linden moved closer to Covenant. Her
eyes were locked to Marid as if he appalled her. Nausea twisted her
mouth. Covenant looked at her, at Marid, trying to guess what lay
between them.
“Very well.” The Graveller took a
step forward. “It is enough.” He planted his staff on the stone.
“Stonedownors, speak what you have heard.”
For a moment, the people were still.
Then an old man rose slowly to his feet. He adjusted his jerkin,
pulled his gravity about him. “I have heard the Rede of the
na-Mhoram, as it is spoken by the Riders of the Clave. They have
said that the coming of the man with the halfhand and the white
ring bodes unending ruin for us all. They have said that it is
better to slay such a man in his slumber, allowing the blood to
fall wasted to the earth, than to permit him one free breath with
which to utter evil. Only the ring must be preserved, and given to
the Riders, so that all blasphemy may be averted from the
Land.”
Blasphemy? Clave? Covenant grappled
uselessly with his incomprehension. Who besides Nassic's Unfettered
ancestor had foretold the return of the Unbeliever?
The old man concluded with a nod to
the Graveller. Opposite him, a middle-aged woman stood. Jabbing her
hand toward Covenant, she said, “He spoke the name of the na-Mhoram
as a friend. Are not the na-Mhoram and all his Gave bitter to
Mithil Stonedown? Do not his Riders reave us of blood—and not of
the old whose deaths are nigh, but of the young whose lives are
precious? Let these two die! Our herd has already suffered long
days without forage.”
“Folly!” the old man replied. “You
will not speak so when next the Rider comes. It will be soon—our
time nears again. In all the Land only the Clave has power over the
Sunbane. The burden of their sacrificing is heavy to us—but we
would lack life altogether if they failed to spend the blood of the
villages.”
“Yet is there not a contradiction
here?” the Graveller interposed. “He names the na-Mhoram as
friend—and yet the most dire Rede of the Clave speaks against
him,”
“For both they must die!” Marid spat
immediately. “The na-Mhoram is not our friend, but his power is
sure.”
“True!” voices said around the
ring.
“Yes.”
“True.”
Linden brushed Covenant with her
shoulder. “That man,” she whispered. “Marid. There's something—Do
you see it?”
“No,” responded Covenant through his
teeth. “I told you I can't. What is it?”
“I don't know.” She sounded
frightened. “Something—”
Then another woman stood. “He seeks
to be released so that he may go to another Stonedown. Are not all
other villages our foes? Twice has Windshorn Stonedown raided our
fields during the fertile sun, so that our bellies shrank and our
children cried in the night. Let the friends of our foes
die.”
Again the Stonedownors growled,
“Yes.”
“True.”
Without warning, Marid shouted over
the grumble of voices, “They slew Nassic father of Sunder! Are we a
people to permit murder unavenged? They must die!”
“No!” Linden's instantaneous denial
cracked across the circle like a scourge. “We did not kill that
harmless old man!”
Covenant whirled to her. But she did
not notice him; her attention was consumed by Marid.
In a tone of acid mockery, the man
asked, “Do you fear to die, Linden Avery the Chosen?”
“What is it?” she gritted back at
him. “What are you?”
“What do you see?” Covenant urged.
“Tell me”
“Something—” Her voice groped; but
her stare did not waver. Perspiration had darkened her hair along
the line of her forehead. “It's like that storm. Something
evil.”
Intuitions flared like spots of
sun-blindness across Covenant's mind. “Something hot.”
“Yes!” Her gaze accused Marid
fiercely. “Like the knife.”
Covenant spun, confronted Marid. He
was suddenly calm. “You,” he said. “Marid. Come here.”
“No, Marid,” commanded the
Graveller.
“Hell and blood!” Covenant rasped
like deliberate ice. “My hands are tied. Are you afraid to find out
the truth?” He did not glance at the Graveller; he held Marid with
his will. “Come here. I'll show you who killed
Nassic.”
“Watch out,” Linden whispered. “He
wants to hurt you.”
Scorn twisted Marid's face. For a
moment, he did not move. But now all the eyes of the Stonedown were
on him, watching his reaction. And Covenant gave him no release. A
spasm of fear or glee tightened Marid's expression. Abruptly, he
strode forward, halted in front of Covenant and the Graveller.
“Speak your lies,” he sneered. “You will choke upon them before you
die.”
Covenant did not hesitate. “Nassic
was stabbed in the back,” he said softly, “with an iron knife. It
was a lousy job—he bled to death. When we left him, the knife was
still hot.”
Marid swallowed convulsively. “You
are a fool. What man or woman of Mithil Stonedown could wield a
knife with the fire yet within it? Out of your own mouth you are
condemned.”
“Graveller,” Covenant said, “touch
him with your staff.”
Around him, the Stonedownors rose to
their feet.
“For what purpose?” the Graveller
asked uncertainly. “It is mere wood. It has no virtue to determine
guilt or innocence.”
Covenant clinched Marid in his gaze.
“Do it.”
Hesitantly, the Graveller
obeyed.
As the tip of the staff neared him,
Marid shied. But then a savage exaltation lit his face, and he
remained still.
The staff touched his
shoulder.
Instantly, the wood burst into red
fire.
The Graveller recoiled in
astonishment. Stonedownors gasped, gripped each other for
reassurance.
With an explosive movement, Marid
backhanded Covenant across the side of his head.
The unnatural power of the blow
catapulted Covenant backward. He tumbled heavily to the ground.
Pain like acid burned through his sore skull.
“Covenant!” Linden cried
fearfully.
He heard the Graveller protest,
“Marid!”—heard the fright of the Stonedownors turn to anger. Then
the pain became a roaring that deafened him. For a moment, he was
too dizzy to move. But he fought the fire, heaved himself to his
knees so that everyone could see the mark of Marid's blow among his
bruises. “Nice work, you bastard,” he rasped. His voice seemed to
make no sound. “What were you afraid of? Did you think he was going
to help us that much? Or were you just having fun?”
He was aware of a low buzzing around
him, but could not make out words. Marid stood with arms across his
chest, grinning.
Covenant thrust his voice through the
roar. “Why don't you tell us your real name? Is it Herem? Jehannum?
Maybe Sheol?”
Linden was beside him. She strove
fervidly to free her hands; but the bonds held. Her mouth chewed
dumb curses.
“Come on,” he continued, though he
could barely see Marid beyond the pain. “Attack me. Take your
chances. Maybe I've forgotten how to use it.”
Abruptly, Marid began to laugh:
laughter as gelid as hate. It penetrated Covenant's hearing,
resounded in his head like a concussion. “It will avail you
nothing!” he shouted. “Your death is certain! You cannot harm
me!”
The Graveller brandished his flaming
staff at Marid. Dimly, Covenant heard the man rage, “Have you slain
Nassic my father?”
“With joy!” laughed the Raver. “Ah,
how it fed me to plant my blade in his back!”
A woman shrieked. Before anyone could
stop her, she sped in a blur of grey hair across the open space,
hurled herself at Marid.
He collapsed as if the impact had
killed him.
Covenant's strength gave out. He fell
to his back, lay panting heavily on the stone.
Then a stench of burned flesh
sickened the air. One of the Stonedownors cried out, “Sunder! Her
hands!”
Another demanded, “Is he
slain?”
“No!” came the reply.
Linden was yelling. “Let me go! I'm a
doctor! I can help her!” She sounded frantic. “Don't you know what
a doctor is?”
A moment later, hands gripped
Covenant's arms, lifted him to his feet. A Stonedownor swam toward
him through the hurt; slowly, the face resolved, became the
Graveller. His brow was a knot of anger and grief. Stiffly, he
said, “Marid sleeps. My mother is deeply burned. Tell me the
meaning of this.”
“A Raver.” Covenant's breathing
shuddered in his lungs. “Bloody hell.” He could not think or find
the words he needed.
The Graveller bunched his fists in
Covenant's shirt. “Speak!”
From somewhere nearby, Linden
shouted, “Goddamn it, leave him alone! Can't you see he's
hurt?”
Covenant fought for clarity. “Let her
go,” he said to the Graveller. “She's a healer.”
The muscles along the Graveller's jaw
knotted, released. “I have not been given reason to trust her.
Speak to me of Marid.”
Marid, Covenant panted. “Listen.”
Sweating and dizzy, he squeezed the pain out of his mind. “It was a
Raver.”
The Graveller's glare revealed no
comprehension.
“When he wakes up, he'll probably be
normal again. May not even remember what happened. He was taken
over. That Raver could be anywhere. It isn't hurt. You need a lot
of power to knock one of them out, even temporarily. You've got to
watch for it. It could take over anybody. Watch for somebody who
starts acting strange. Violent. Stay away from them. I mean
it.”
The Graveller listened first with
urgency, then with disgust. Exasperation pulsed in the veins of his
temples. Before Covenant finished, the Stonedownor turned on his
heel, strode away.
Immediately, the hands holding
Covenant's arms dragged him out of the certer of the
village.
Linden was ahead of him. She
struggled uselessly between two burly men. They impelled her back
into their jail.
“Damnation,” Covenant said. His voice
had no force. “I'm trying to warn you.”
His captors did not respond. They
thrust him into the hut after Linden, and let him
fall.
He sank to the floor. The cool
dimness of the room washed over him. The suddenness of his release
from the sun's brown pressure made the floor wheel. But he rested
his pain on the soothing stone; and gradually that quiet touch
steadied him.
Linden was cursing bitterly in the
stillness. He tried to raise his head. “Linden.”
At once, she moved to his side.
“Don't try to get up. Just let me see it.”
He turned his head to show her his
hurt.
She bent over him. He could feel her
breath on his cheek. “You're burned, but it doesn't look serious.
First-degree.” Her tone twitched with nausea and helplessness.
“None of the bones are cracked. How do you feel?”
“Dizzy,” he murmured. “Deaf. I'll be
all right.”
“Sure you will,” she grated. “You
probably have a concussion. I'll bet you want to go to
sleep.”
He mumbled assent. The darkness in
his head offered him cool peace, and he longed to let himself drown
in it.
She took a breath through her teeth.
“Sit up.”
He did not move; he lacked the
strength to obey her.
She nudged him with her knee. “I'm
serious. If you go to sleep, you might drift into a coma, and I
won't be able to do anything about it. You've got to stay awake.
Sit up.”
The ragged edge in her voice sounded
like a threat of hysteria. Gritting his teeth, he tried to rise.
Hot pain flayed the bones of his head; but he pried himself erect,
then slumped to the side so that his shoulder was braced against
the wall.
“Good,” Linden sighed. The pounding
in his skull formed a gulf between them. She seemed small and
lonely, aggrieved by the loss of the world she understood. “Now try
to stay alert. Talk to me.” After a moment, she said, “Tell me what
happened.”
He recognized her need. Marid
incarnated the fears which Nassic's death had raised for her. A
being who lived on hate, relished violence and anguish. She knew
nothing about such things.
“A Raver.” Covenant tried to slip his
voice quietly past the pain. “I should have known. Marid is just a
Stonedownor. He was possessed by a Raver.”
Linden backed away from him, composed
herself against the opposite wall. Her gaze held his face. “What's
a Raver?”
“Servant of Foul.” He closed his
eyes, leaned his head to the stone, so that he could concentrate on
what he was saying. “There are three of them. Herem, Sheol,
Jehannum—they have a lot of different names. They don't have bodies
of their own, so they take over other people—even animals, I guess.
Whatever they can find. So they're always in disguise.” He
sighed—gently, to minimize the effect on his head. “I just hope
these people understand what that means.”
“So,” she asked carefully, “what I
saw was the Raver inside Marid? That's why he looked so—so
wrong?”
“Yes.” When he focused on her voice,
his hurt became less demanding; it grew hotter, but also more
specific and limited. As a fire in his skin rather than a cudgel in
his brain, it crippled his thinking less. “Marid was just a victim.
The Raver used him to kill Nassic—set us up for this. What I don't
know is why. Does Foul want us killed here? Or is there something
else going on? If Foul wants us dead, that Raver made a big mistake
when it let itself get caught. Now the Stonedown has something
besides us to think about.”
“What I don't know,” Linden said in a
lorn voice like an appeal, “is how I was able to see it. None of
this is possible.”
Her tone sparked unexpected memories.
Suddenly, he realized that the way she had stared at Marid was the
same way she had regarded Joan. That encounter with Joan had shaken
her visibly.
He opened his eyes, watched her as he
said, “That's one of the few things that seems natural to me. I
used to be able to see what you're seeing now—the other times I was
here.” Her face was turned toward him, but she was not looking at
him. Her attention was bent inward as she struggled with the lunacy
of her predicament. “Your senses,” he went on, trying to help her,
“are becoming attuned to the Land. You're becoming sensitive to the
physical spirit around you. More and more, you're going to look at
something, or hear it, or touch it, and be able to tell whether
it's sick or healthy— natural or unnatural.” She did not
appear to hear him. Defying his pain, he rasped, “Which isn't
happening to me.” He wanted to pull her out of herself before she
lost her way. “For all I can see, I might as well be
blind.”
Her head flinched from side to side.
“What if I'm wrong?” she breathed miserably. “What if I'm losing my
mind?”
“No! That part of you is never going
to be wrong. And you can't lose your mind unless you let it
happen.” Wildness knuckled her features. "Don't give up."
She heard him. With an effort that
wrung his heart, she compelled her body to relax, muscle by muscle.
She drew a breath that trembled; but when she exhaled, she was
calmer. “I just feel so helpless.”
He said nothing, waited for
her.
After a moment, she sniffed sharply,
shook her hair away from her face, met his gaze. “If these Ravers
can possess anybody,” she said, “why not us? If we're so
important—if this Lord Foul is what you say he is—why doesn't he
just make us into Ravers, and get it over with?”
With a silent groan of relief,
Covenant allowed himself to sag. “That's the one thing he can't do.
He can't afford it. He'll manipulate us every way he can, but he
has to accept the risk that we won't do what he wants. He needs our
freedom. What he wants from us won't have any value if we don't do
it by choice.” Also, he went on to himself, Foul doesn't dare let a
Raver get my ring. How could he trust one of them with that much
power?
Linden frowned. “That might make
sense—if I understood what makes us so important. What we've got
that he could possibly want. But never mind that now.” She took a
deep breath. “If I could see the Raver—why couldn't anybody
else?”
Her question panged Covenant. “That's
what really scares me,” he said tautly. “These people used to be
like you. Now they aren't.” And I'm not. “I'm afraid even to think
about what that means. They've lost—” Lost the insight which taught
them to love and serve the Land—to care about it above everything
else. Oh, Foul, you bastard, what have you done? “If they can't see
the difference between a Raver and a normal man, then they won't be
able to see that they should trust us.”
Her mouth tightened. “You mean
they're still planning to kill us?”
Before Covenant could reply, the
curtain was thrust aside, and the Graveller entered the
room.
His eyes were glazed with trouble,
and his brow wore a scowl of involition and mourning, as if his
essential gentleness had been harmed. He had left his staff behind;
his hands hung at his sides. But he could not keep them still. They
moved in slight jerks, half gestures, as if they sought
unconsciously for something he could hold onto.
After a moment of awkwardness, he sat
down on his heels near the entryway. He did not look at his
prisoners; his gaze lay on the floor between them.
“Sunder,” Covenant said softly, “son
of Nassic.”
The Graveller nodded without raising
his eyes.
Covenant waited for him to speak. But
the Graveller remained silent, as if he were abashed. After a
moment, Covenant said, “That woman who attacked Marid. She was your
mother.”
“Kalina Nassic-mate, daughter of
Alloma.” He held himself harshly quiet. “My mother.”
Linden peered intently at Sunder.
“How is she?”
“She rests. But her injury is deep.
We have little healing for such hurts. It may be that she will be
sacrificed.”
Covenant saw Linden poised to demand
to be allowed to help the woman. But he forestalled her.
“Sacrificed?”
“Her blood belongs to the Stonedown.”
Sunder's voice limped under a weight of pain. “It must not be
wasted. Only Nassic my father would not have accepted this.
Therefore”—his throat knotted—“it is well he knew not that I am the
Graveller of Mithil Stonedown. For it is I who will shed the
sacrifice.”
Linden recoiled. Aghast, Covenant
exclaimed, “You're going to sacrifice your own
mother?”
“For the survival of the Stonedown!”
croaked Sunder. “We must have blood.” Then he clamped down his
emotion. “You also will be sacrificed. The Stonedown has made its
judgment. You will be shed at the rising of the morrow's
sun.”
Covenant glared at the Graveller.
Ignoring the throb in his head, he rasped, “Why?”
“I have come to make answer.”
Sunder's tone and his downcast eyes reproved Covenant. The
Graveller plainly loathed his responsibility; yet he did not shirk
it. “The reasons are many. You have asked to be released so that
you may approach another village.”
“I'm looking for friends,” Covenant
countered stiffly. “If I can't find them here, I'll try somewhere
else.”
“No.” The Graveller was certain.
“Another Stonedown would do as we do. Because you came to them from
Mithil Stonedown, they would sacrifice you. In addition,” he
continued, “you have spoken friendship for the na-Mhoram, who
reaves us of blood.”
Covenant blinked at Sunder. These
accusations formed a pattern he could not decipher. “I don't know
any na-Mhoram. The Mhoram I knew has been dead for at least three
thousand years.”
“That is not possible.” Sunder spoke
without raising his head. “You have no more than twoscore years.”
His hands twisted. “But that signifies little beside the Rede of
the Clave. Though the Riders are loathly to us, their power and
knowledge is beyond doubt. They have foretold your coming for a
generation. And they are nigh. A Rider will arrive soon to enforce
the will of the Clave. Retribution for any disregard would be sore
upon us. Their word is one we dare not defy. Our sole concern is
that the shedding of your blood may aid the survival of the
Stonedown.”
“Wait,” Covenant objected. “One thing
at a time.” Pain and exasperation vied in his head. “Three thousand
years ago, a man with a halfhand and a white gold ring saved the
Land from being completely destroyed by the Grey Slayer. Do you
mean to tell me that's been forgotten? Nobody remembers the
story?”
The Graveller shifted his weight
uncomfortably. “I have heard such a tale—perhaps I alone in Mithil
Stonedown. Nassic my father spoke of such things. But he was
mad—lost in his wits like Jous and Prassan before him. He would
have been sacrificed to the need of the Stonedown, had Kalina his
wife and I permitted it.”
Sunder's tone was a revelation to
Covenant. It provided him a glimpse of the Graveller's
self-conflict. Sunder was torn between what his father had taught
him and what the Stonedown accepted as truth. Consciously, he
believed what his people believed; but the convictions of his
half-mad father worked on him below the surface, eroding his
confidence. He was a man unreconciled to himself.
This insight softened Covenant's
vexation. He sensed a range of possibilities in Sunder, intuitions
of hope; but he handled them gingerly. “All right,” he said. “Let
that pass. How is killing us going to help you?”
“I am the Graveller. With blood I am
able to shape the Sunbane.” The muscles along his jaw clenched and
relaxed without rhythm or purpose. “Today we lie under the desert
sun—today, and for perhaps as many as three days more. Before this
day, the sun of rain was upon us, and it followed the sun of
pestilence. Our herd needs forage, as we need crops. With your
blood, I will be able to draw water from the hard earth. I will be
able to raise an acre, perhaps two acres, of grass and grain. Life
for the Stonedown, until the fertile sun comes again.”
This made no sense to Covenant.
Fumbling for comprehension, he asked, “Can't you get water out of
the river?”
“There is no water in the
river.”
Abruptly, Linden spoke. “No water?”
The words conveyed the depth of her incredulity. “That's not
possible. It rained yesterday.”
“I have said,” Sunder snapped like a
man in pain, “that we lie under the desert sun. Have you not beheld
it?”
In his astonishment, Covenant turned
to Linden. “Is he telling the truth?”
Sunder's head jerked up. His eyes
nicked back and forth between Covenant and Linden.
Through her teeth, she said, “Yes.
It's true.”
Covenant trusted her hearing. He
swung back to the Graveller. “So there's no water.” Steadiness rose
in him—a mustering of his resources. “Let that pass, too.” The
throb in his head insisted on his helplessness; but he closed his
ears to it. “Tell me how you do it. How you shape the
Sunbane.”
Sunder's eyes expressed his
reluctance. But Covenant held the Graveller with his demand.
Whatever strength of will Sunder possessed, he was too unsure of
himself now to refuse. How many times had his father told him about
the Unbeliever? After a moment, he acceded. “I am the Graveller.”
He reached a hand into his jerkin. “I bear the
Sunstone.”
Almost reverently, he drew out a
piece of rock half the size of his fist. The stone was smooth,
irregularly shaped. By some trick of its surface, it appeared
transparent, but nothing showed through it. It was like a hole in
his hand.
“Hellfire,” Covenant breathed. Keen
relief ran through him. Here was one hard solid piece of hope.
“Orcrest.”
The Graveller peered at him in
surprise. “Do you have knowledge of the Sunstone?”
“Sunder.” Covenant spoke stiffly to
control his excitement and anxiety. “If you try to kill us with
that thing, people are going to get hurt.”
The Stonedownor shook his head. “You
will not resist. Mirkfruit will be
broken in your faces—the same melon which made you captive. There
will be no pain.”
“Oh, there will be pain,” growled
Covenant. “You'll be in pain.” Deliberately, he put pressure on the
Graveller. “You'll be the only one in this whole Stonedown who
knows you're destroying the last hope of the Land. It's too bad
your father died. He would have found some way to convince
you.”
“Enough!” Sunder almost shouted at
the laceration of his spirit. “I have uttered the words I came to
speak. In this at least I have shown you what courtesy I may. If
there is aught else that you would say, then say it and have done.
I must be about my work.”
Covenant did not relent. “What about
Marid?”
Sunder jerked to his feet, stood
glowering down at Covenant. “He is a slayer, unshriven by any
benefit to the Stonedown—a violator of the Rede which all accept.
He will be punished.”
“You're going to punish him?”
Covenant's control faltered in agitation. “What for?” He struggled
erect, thrust his face at the Graveller. “Didn't you hear what I
told you? He's innocent. He was taken over by a Raver. It wasn't
his fault.”
“Yes,” Sunder retorted. “And he is my
friend. But you say he is innocent, and your words have no meaning.
We know nothing of any Raver. The Rede is the Rede. He will be
punished.”
“Goddamn it!” snapped Covenant, “did
you touch him?”
“Am I a fool? Yes, I put my hand upon
him. The fire of his guilt is gone. He has awakened and is
tormented with the memory of a noisome thing which came upon him
out of the rain. Yet his act remains. He will be
punished.”
Covenant wanted to take hold of the
Graveller, shake him. But his efforts only made the bonds cut
deeper into his wrists. Darkly, he asked, “How?”
“He will be bound.” The soft violence
of Sunder's tone sounded like self-flagellation. “Borne out into
the Plains during the night. The Sunbane will have no mercy for
him.” In ire or regret, he evaded Covenant's glare.
With an effort, Covenant put aside
the question of Marid's fate, postponed everything he did not
understand about the Sunbane. Instead, he asked, “Are you really
going to kill Kalina?”
Sunder's hands twitched as if they
wanted Covenant's throat. “Should it ever come to pass that I am
free to leave this room,” he rasped acidly, “I will do my utmost to
heal her. Her blood will not be shed until her death is written on
her forehead for all to see. Do you seek to prevent me from her
side?”
The Graveller's distress touched
Covenant. His indignation fell away. He shook his head, then urged
quietly, “Untie Linden. Take her with you. She's a healer. Maybe
she—”
Linden interrupted him. “No.” Despite
its flatness, her voice carried a timbre of despair. “I don't even
have my bag. She needs a hospital, not wishful thinking. Let him
make his own decisions.”
Covenant wheeled toward her. Was this
the same woman who had insisted with such passion, I can help her! Her face was half hidden by her
hair. “Isn't there anything you can do?”
“Third-degree burns”—she articulated
each word as if it were a mask for the contradictions of her
heart—“are hard enough to treat under the best circumstances. If he
wants to commit euthanasia, that's his business. Don't be so
goddamn judgmental.”
Without transition, she addressed
Sunder. “We need food.”
He regarded her suspiciously. “Linden
Avery, there are things that I would give you for your ease, but
food is not among them. We do not waste food on any man, woman, or
child who is under judgment. Kalina my mother will not be given
food unless I am able to show that she can be healed.”
She did not deign to look at him. “We
also need water.”
Cursing sourly, Sunder turned on his
heel, slapped the curtain out of his way. As he left, he snapped,
“You will have water.” Outside, he yelled at someone, “The
prisoners require water!” Then he passed beyond
earshot.
Covenant watched the swaying of the
curtain, and strove to still his confusion. He could feel his pulse
beating like the rhythm of slow flame in the bones of his skull.
What was wrong with Linden? Moving carefully, he went to her. She
sat with her gaze lowered, her features shrouded by the dimness of
the room. He sank to his knees to ask her what was the
matter.
She faced him harshly, shook her
hair. “I must be hysterical. These people are planning to kill us.
For some silly reason, that bothers me.”
He studied her for a moment,
measuring her belligerence, then retreated to sit against the
opposite wall. What else could he do? She was already foundering;
he could not insist that she surrender her secrets to him. In her
straits, during his first experience with the Land, he had lost
himself so badly—He closed his eyes, groped for courage. Then he
sighed, “Don't worry about it. They're not going to kill
us.”
“Naturally not.” Her tone was
vicious. “You're Thomas Covenant, Unbeliever and white gold
wielder. They won't dare.”
Her scorn hurt him; but he made an
effort to suppress his anger. “We'll get out of here
tonight.”
“How?” she demanded
bluntly.
“Tonight”—he could not silence his
weariness—“I'll try to show Sunder why he ought to let us
go.”
A moment later, someone pushed two
large stoneware bowls of water past the curtain. Linden reacted to
them as if they were the only explicable things in the room. She
shuttled toward them on her knees, lowered her head to drink
deeply.
When Covenant joined her, she ordered
him to use the bowl she had used. He obeyed to avoid an argument;
but her reasons became clear when she told him to put his hands in
the still-full bowl. The water might reduce their swelling, allow
more blood past the bonds—perhaps even loosen the bonds
themselves.
Apparently, his wrists were tied with
leather; as he followed her instructions, the cool fluid palliated
his discomfort; and a short while later he felt a tingle of
recovery in his palms. He tried to thank her with a smile; but she
did not respond. When he left the water, she took his place, soaked
her own hands for a long time.
Gradually, Covenant's attention
drifted away from her. The sun was beginning to slant toward
afternoon; a bright hot sliver of light dissected by iron bars lay
on the floor. He rested his head, and thought about the
Sunstone.
Orcrest —a stone of power. The former masters
of stone-lore had used orcrest to wield
the Earthpower in a variety of ways—to shed light, break droughts,
test truth. If Sunder's Sunstone were indeed orcrest—
But what if it were not? Covenant
returned to the dread which had struck him in Nassic's hut. The
world is not what it was. If there were no Earthpower—
Something
broken. He could not deny his anguish. He needed
orcrest, needed its power; he had to
have a trigger. He had never been able to call up wild magic of his
own volition. Even in the crisis of his final confrontation with
the Despiser, he would have been lost utterly without the catalyst
of the Illearth Stone. If the Sunstone were not truly orcrest—
He wished that he could feel his
ring; but even if his hands had not been bound, his fingers would
have been too numb. Leper, he muttered. Make it work. Make it. The
sunlight became a white cynosure, growing until it throbbed like
the pain in his head. Slowly, his mind filled with a brightness
more fearsome and punishing than any night. He opposed it as if he
were a fragment of the last kind dark which healed and
renewed.
Then Linden was saying, “Covenant.
You've slept enough. It's dangerous if you have a concussion.
Covenant.”
The dazzle in his brain blinded him
momentarily; he had to squint to see that the room was dim. Sunset
faintly collared the air. The sky beyond the window lay in
twilight.
He felt stiff and groggy, as if his
life had congealed within him while he slept. His pain had burrowed
into the bone; but it, too, seemed imprecise— stupefied by
fatigue. At Linden's urging, he drank the remaining water. It
cleared his throat, but could not unclog his mind.
For a long time, they sat without
speaking. Night filled the valley like an exudation from the
mountains; the air turned cool as the earth lost its warmth to the
clear heavens. At first, the stars were as vivid as language—an
articulation of themselves across the distance and the unfathomable
night. But then the sky lost its depth as the moon
rose.
“Covenant,” Linden breathed, “talk to
me.” Her voice was as fragile as ice. She was near the limit of her
endurance.
He searched for something that would
help them both, fortify her and focus him.
“I don't want to die like this,” she
grated. “Without even knowing why.”
He ached because he could not explain
why, could not give her his sense of purpose. But he knew a story
which might help her to understand what was at stake. Perhaps it
was a story they both needed to hear. “All right,” he said quietly.
“I'll tell you how this world came to be
created.”
She did not answer. After a moment,
he began.
Even to himself, his voice sounded
bodiless, as if the dark were speaking for him. He was trying to
reach out to her with words, though he could not see her, and had
no very clear idea of who she was. His tale was a simple one; but
for him its simplicity grew out of long distillation. It made even
his dead nerves yearn as if he were moved by an eloquence he did
not possess.
In the measureless heavens of the
universe, he told her, where life and space were one, and the
immortals strode through an ether without limitation, the Creator
looked about him, and his heart swelled with the desire to make a
new thing to gladden his bright children. Summoning his strength
and subtlety, he set about the work which was his
exaltation.
First he forged the Arch of Time, so
that the world he wished to make would have a place to be. And then
within the Arch he formed the Earth. Wielding the greatness of his
love and vision as tools, he made the world in all its beauty, so
that no eye could behold it without joy. And then upon the Earth he
placed all the myriads of its inhabitants—beings to perceive and
cherish the beauty which he made. Striving for perfection because
it was the nature of creation to desire all things flawless, he
made the inhabitants of the Earth capable of creation, and
striving, and love for the world. Then he withdrew his hand, and
beheld what he had done.
There to his great ire he saw that
evil lay in the Earth: malice buried and abroad, banes and powers
which had no part in his intent. For while he had lobored over his
creation, he had closed his eyes, and had not seen the Despiser,
the bitter son or brother of his heart, loboring beside
him— casting dross into the forge, adding malignancy to his
intent.
Then the Creator's wrath shook the
heavens, and he grappled with the son or brother of his heart. He
overthrew the Despiser and hurled him to the Earth, sealing him
within the Arch of Time for his punishment. Thus it became for the
inhabitants of the Earth as it was with the Creator; for in that
act he harmed the tiling he loved, and so all living hearts were
taught the power of self-despite. The Despiser was abroad in the
Earth, awakening ills, seeking to escape his prison. And the
Creator could not hinder him, for the reach of any immortal hand
through the Arch would topple Time, destroying the Earth and
freeing the Despiser. This was the great grief of the Creator, and
the unending flaw and sorrow of those who lived and strove upon the
Earth.
Covenant fell silent. Telling this
story, essentially as he had heard it ten years ago, brought back
many things to him. He no longer felt blurred and ossified. Now he
felt like the night, and his memories were stars: Mhoram,
Foamfollower, Banner, the Ranyhyn. While he still had blood in his
veins, air in his lungs, he would not turn his back on the world
which had given birth to such people.
Linden started to ask a question; but
the rustling of the curtain interrupted her. Sunder entered the
room carrying an oil lamp. He set it on the floor and seated
himself cross-legged in front of it. Its dim, yellow light cast
haggard shadows across his visage. When he spoke, his voice wore
ashes, as if he had been bereaved.
“I, too, have heard that tale,” he
said thickly. “It was told to me by Nassic my father. But the tale
told in the Rede of the na-Mhoram is another
altogether.”
Covenant and Linden waited. After a
moment, the Graveller went on. “In the Rede it is told that the
Earth was formed as a jail and tormenting—place for the Lord of
wickedness—him whom we name a-Jeroth of the Seven Hells. And life
was placed upon the Earth—men and women, and all other races—to
wreak upon a-Jeroth his proper doom. But time and again, throughout
the ages, the races of the Land failed their purpose. Rather than
exacting pain from a-Jeroth, meting out upon him the Master's just
retribution, they formed alliances with the Lord, spared him in his
weakness and bowed to him in his strength. And always”—Sunder shot
a glance at Covenant, faltered momentarily—"the most heinous of
these betrayals have been wrought by men born in the image of the
First Betrayer, Berek, father of cowardice. Halfhanded
men.
“Therefore in his wrath the Master
turned his face from the Land. He sent the Sunbane upon us, as
chastisement for treachery, so that we would remember our
mortality, and become worthy again to serve his purpose. Only the
intercession of the Clave enables us to endure.”
Protests thronged in Covenant. He
knew from experience that this conception of the Land was false and
cruel. But before he could try to reply, Linden climbed suddenly to
her feet. Her eyes were feverish in the lamplight, afflicted by
fear and outrage and waiting. Her lips trembled. “A Master like
that isn't worth believing in. But you probably have to do it
anyway. How else can you justify killing people you don't even
know?”
The Graveller surged erect, faced her
extremely. The conflict in him made him grind his teeth. “All the
Land knows the truth which the Clave teaches. It is manifest at
every rising of the sun. None deny it but Nassic my father, who
died in mind before his body was slain, and you, who are
ignorant!”
Covenant remained on the floor. While
Linden and Sunder confronted each other, he drew all the strands of
himself together, braided anger, empathy, determination, memory to
make the cord on which all their lives depended. Part of him bled
to think of the hurt he meant to inflict on Sunder, the choice he
meant to extort; part raged at the brutality which had taught
people like Sunder to think of their own lives as punishment for a
crime they could not have committed; part quavered in fear at the
idea of failure, at the poverty of his grasp on power. When Linden
began to retort to the Graveller, he stopped her with, a wrench of
his head. I'll do it, he thought silently to her. If it has to be
done. Shifting his gaze to Sunder, he asked, “How's your
mother?”
A spasm contorted the Graveller's
face; his hands bunched into knots of pain and uselessness, “Her
death is plain.” His eyes were dull, wounded, articulating the
frank torment of his heart. “I must shed her blood with yours at
the sun's rising.”
Covenant bowed his head for a moment
in tacit acknowledgment. Then, deliberately, he created a space of
clarity within himself, set his questions and fears aside. All
right, he murmured. Leper. It has to be done.
Taking a deep breath, he rose to his
feet, faced the Stonedownor.
“Sunder,” he said softly, “do you
have a knife?”
The Graveller nodded as if the
question had no meaning.
“Take it out.”
Slowly, Sunder obeyed. He reached to
his back, slipped a long iron poniard out of his belt. His fingers
held it as if they had no idea how to use it.
“I want you to see that you're safe,”
Covenant said. “You have a knife. My hands are tied. I can't hurt
you.”
Sunder stared back at Covenant,
transfixed by incomprehension.
All right, Covenant breathed. Leper.
Do it now. His heartbeat seemed to fill his chest, leaving no room
for air. But he did not waver.
“Get out that piece of orcrest. The Sunstone.”
Again, Sunder obeyed. Covenant's will
held him.
Covenant did not permit himself to
glance down at the stone. He was marginally aware that Linden
regarded him as if he were no longer sane. A shudder of
apprehension threatened his clarity. He had to grit his teeth to
keep his voice steady, “Touch me with it.”
“Touch—?” Sunder murmured
blankly.
“Touch my forehead.”
Doubt pinched the corners of Sunder's
eyes. His shoulders hunched as he tightened his grip on the knife,
the Sunstone.
Do
it.
The Graveller's hand seemed to move
without volition. The orcrest passed
Covenant's face, came to rest cool and possible against his tense
brow.
His attention dropped through him to
his ring, seeking for the link between orcrest and white gold. He remembered standing in
sunlight and desperation on the slopes of Mount Thunder; he saw
Bannor take his hand, place his ring in contact with the Staff of
Law. A trigger. He felt the detonation of power.
You are the
white gold.
The silence in the room vibrated. His
lips stretched back from his teeth. He squeezed his eyes shut
against the strain.
A trigger.
He did not want to die, did not want
the Land to die. Lord Foul abhorred all life.
Fiercely, he brought the orcrest and the white gold together in his mind,
chose power.
A burst of argent sprang off his
forehead.
Linden let out a stricken gasp.
Sunder snatched back the orcrest. A
gust of force blew out the lamp.
Then Covenant's hands were free.
Ignoring the sudden magma of renewed circulation, he raised his
arms in front of him., opened his eyes.
His hands blazed the colour of the
full moon. He could feel the passion of the fire, but it did him no
harm.
The flames on his left swiftly faded,
died. But his right hand grew brighter as the blaze focused on his
ring, burning without a sound.
Linden stared at him whitely, wildly.
Sunder's eyes echoed the argent fire like a revelation too acute to
bear.
You are stubborn
yet. Yes! Covenant panted. You don't begin to know how
stubborn.
With a thought, he struck the bonds
from Linden's wrists. Then he reached for the
Sunstone.
As he took it from Sunder's stunned
fingers, a piercing white light exploded from the stone. It shone
like a sun in the small room. Linden ducked her head. Sunder
covered his eyes with his free arm, waved his poniard
uncertainly.
“Wild magic,” Covenant said. His
voice felt like flame in his mouth. The return of blood to his arms
raked his nerves like claws. “Your knife means nothing. I have the
wild magic. I'm not threatening you. I don't want to hurt anybody.”
The night had become cold, yet sweat streamed down his face.
“That's not why I'm here. But I won't let you kill
us.”
“Father!” Sunder cried in dismay.
“Was it true? Was every, word that you spoke a word of
truth?”
Covenant sagged. He felt that he had
accomplished his purpose; and at once a wave of fatigue broke
through him. “Here.” His voice was hoarse with strain. “Take
it.”
“Take—?”
“The Sunstone. It's
yours.”
Torn by this vision of power as if it
turned the world he had always known to chaos, Sunder stretched out
his hand, touched the bright orcrest.
When its light did not burn him, he closed his fingers on it as if
it were an anchor.
With a groan, Covenant released the
wild magic. Instantly, the fire went out as if he had severed it
from his hand. The Sunstone was extinguished; the room plunged into
midnight.
He leaned back against the wall,
hugged his pounding arms across his chest. Flares danced along his
sight, turning slowly from white to orange and red. He felt
exhausted; but he could not rest. He had silenced his power so that
the Graveller would have a chance to refuse him. Now he had to meet
the cost of his risk. Roughly, he forced out words. "I want to get
away from here. Before anything else happens. Before that Raver
tries something worse. But we need help. A guide. Somebody who
knows the Sunbane. We can't survive alone. I want
you."
From out of the darkness, Sunder
answered as if he were foundering, “I am the Graveller of Mithil
Stonedown. My people hold me in their faith. How shall I betray my
home to aid you?”
“Sunder,” Covenant replied, striving
to convey the extremity of his conviction, “I want to help the
Land. I want to save it all. Including Mithil
Stonedown.”
For a long moment, the Graveller was
silent. Covenant clinched his chest, did not allow himself to beg
for Sunder's aid; but his heart beat over and over again, Please; I
need you.
Abruptly, Linden spoke in a tone of
startling passion. “You shouldn't have to kill your own
mother.”
Sunder took a deep quivering breath.
“I do not wish to shed her blood. Or yours. May my people forgive
me.”
Covenant's head swam with relief. He
hardly heard himself say, “Then let's get started.”