- Stephen R Donaldson
- Covenant [4] The Wounded Land
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Sixteen: The Weird of the
Waynhim
I won't!
Covenant fought to sit up, struggled
against blankets that clogged his movements, hands that restrained
him.
I'll never give it up!
Blindly, he wrestled for freedom. But
a massive weakness fettered him where he lay. His right arm was
pinned by a preterite memory of pain.
I don't care what you do to
me!
And the grass under him was fragrant
and soporific. The hands could not be refused. An uncertain blur of
vision eased the darkness. The face bending over him was gentle and
human.
“Rest, ring-wielder,” the man said
kindly. “No harm will come upon you in this sanctuary. There will
be time enough for urgency when you are somewhat better
healed.”
The voice blunted his desperation.
The analystic scent of the grass reassured and comforted him. His
need to go after Linden mumbled past his lips, but he could no
longer hear it.
The next time he awakened, he arrived
at consciousness slowly, and all his senses came with him. When he
opened his eyes, he was able to see. After blinking for a moment at
the smooth dome of stone above him, he understood that he was
underground. Though he lay on deep fresh grass, he could not
mistake the fact that this spacious chamber had been carved out of
the earth. The light came from braziers in the corners of the
room.
The face he had seen earlier
returned. The man smiled at him, helped him into a sitting
position. “Have care, ring-wielder. You have been mortally ill.
This weakness will be slow to depart.” The man placed a bowl of
dark fluid in Covenant's hands and gently pressed him to drink. The
liquid had a musty, alien flavour; but it steadied him as it went
down into his emptiness.
He began to look around more closely.
His bed was in the certer of the chamber, raised above the floor
like a catafalque of grass. The native stone of the walls and dome
had been meticulously smoothed and shaped. The ceiling was not
high, but he would be able to stand erect. Low entryways marked
opposite walls of the room. The braziers were made of unadorned
grey stone and supported by iron tripods. The thick, black fluid in
them burned without smoke.
When he turned his head far enough,
he found Vain near him.
The Demondim-spawn stood with his
arms hanging slightly bent. His lips wore a fault, ambiguous smile,
and his eyes, black without pupil or iris, looked like the orbs of
a blind man.
A quiver of revulsion shook Covenant.
“Get—” His voice scraped his throat like a rusty knife. “Get him
out of here.”
The man supported him with an arm
around his back. “Perhaps it could be done,” he said, smiling
wryly. “But great force would be required. Do you have cause to
fear him?”
“He—” Covenant winced at chancrous
memories: Sunbane victims dancing; Vain's grin. He had difficulty
forcing words past the blade in his throat. “Refused to help me.”
The thought of his own need made him tremble. “Get rid of
him.”
“Ah, ring-wielder,” the man said with
a frown, “such questions are not so blithely answered. There is
much that I must tell you—and much I wish to be told.”
He faced Covenant; and Covenant
observed him clearly for the first time. He had the dark hah—and
stocky frame of a Stonedownor, though he wore nothing but a wide
piece of leather belted around his waist. The softness of his brown
eyes suggested sympathy; but his cheeks had been deeply cut by old
grief, and the twitching of his mouth gave the impression that he
was too well acquainted with fear and incomprehension. His skin had
the distinctive pallor of a man who had once been richly tanned.
Covenant felt an immediate surge of empathy for him.
“I am Hamako,” the man said. “My
former name was one which the Waynhim could not utter, and I have
foresworn it. The Waynhim name you ring-wielder in their tongue—and
as ring-wielder you are well known to them. But I will gladly make
use of any other name you desire.”
Covenant swallowed, took another
drink from the bowl. “Covenant,” he said hoarsely. “I'm Thomas
Covenant.”
The man accepted this with a nod.
“Covenant.” Then he returned to the question of Vain. “For two
days,” he said, “while you have lain in fever, the Waynhim have
striven with the riddle of this Demondim-spawn. They have found
purpose in him, but not harm. This is an astonishment to them, for
they perceive clearly the hands of the ur-viles which made him, and
they have no trust for ur-viles. Yet he is an embodiment of lore
which the Waynhim comprehend. Only one question disturbs them.”
Hamako paused as if reluctant to remind Covenant of past horrors.
“When you freed dhraga Waynhim from
fire, thus imperilling your own life, dhraga spoke the word of command to this
Demondim-spawn, ordering him to preserve you. Why did he not
obey?”
The dark fluid salved Covenant's
throat, but he still sounded harsh. “I already used the command. He
killed six people.”
“Ah,” said Hamako. He turned from
Covenant, and called down one of the entryways in a barking tongue.
Almost immediately, a Waynhim entered the chamber. The creature
sniffed inquiringly in Covenant's direction, then began a rapid
conversation with Hamako. Their voices had a roynish sound that
grated on Covenant's nerves—he had too many horrid memories of
ur-viles—but he suppressed his discomfort, tried not to think
balefully of Vain. Shortly, the Waynhim trotted away as if it
carried important information. Hamako returned his attention to
Covenant.
The man's gaze was full of questions
as he said, “Then you came not upon this Demondim-spawn by chance.
He did not seek you out without your knowledge.”
Covenant shook his head.
“He was given to you,” Hamako
continued, “by those who know his purpose. You comprehend
him.”
“No. I mean, yes, he was given to me.
I was told how to command him. I was told to trust him.” He scowled
at the idea of Vain's trustworthiness. “But nothing
else.”
Hamako searched for the right way to
phrase his question. “May I ask—who was the giver?”
Covenant felt reluctant to answer
directly. He did not distrust Hamako; he simply did not want to
discuss his experience with his Dead. So tie replied gruffly, “I
was in Andelain.”
“Ah, Andelain,” Hamako breathed. “The
Dead.” He nodded in comprehension, but it did not relieve his
awkwardness.
Abruptly, Covenant's intuition
leaped. “You know what his purpose is.” He had often heard that the
lore of the Waynhim was wide and subtle. “But you're not going to
tell me.”
Bamako's mouth twitched painfully.
“Covenant,” he said, pleading to be understood, “the Dead were your
friends, were they not? Their concern for you is ancient and
far-seeing. It is sooth—the Waynhim ken much, and guess more.
Doubtless there are many questions to which they hold answers.
But—”
Covenant interrupted him. “You know
how to fight the Sunbane, and you're not going to tell me that
either.”
His tone made Hamako wince. "Surely
your Dead have given to you all which may be wisely told. Ah,
Thomas Covenant! My heart yearns to share with you the lore of the
Waynhim. But they have instructed me strictly to forbear. For many
reasons.
“They are ever loath to impart
knowledge where they cannot control the use to which their
knowledge is placed. For the ring-wielder, perhaps they would waive
such considerations. But they have not the vision of the Dead, and
fear to transgress the strictures which have guided the gifts of
the Dead. This is the paradox of lore, that it must be achieved
rather than granted, else it misleads. This only I am permitted to
say: were I to reveal the purpose of this Demondim-spawn, that
revelation could well prevent the accomplishment of his purpose.”
Bamako's face held a look of supplication. “That purpose is greatly
desirable.”
“At any rate, the ur-viles desire it
greatly.” Frustration and weakness made Covenant sarcastic. “Maybe
these Waynhim aren't as different as you think.”
He emptied the bowl, then tried to
get to his feet. But Hamako held him back. Covenant had touched
anger in the man. Stiffly, Hamako said, “I owe life and health and
use to the succour of the Waynhim. Aye, and many things more. I
will not betray their wishes to ease your mind, ring-wielder though
you are.”
Covenant thrust against Hamako's
grasp, but could not break free. After an effort like palsy, he
collapsed back on the grass. “You said two days,” he panted.
Futility enfeebled him. Two more days! “I've got to go. I'm already
too far behind.”
“You have been deeply harmed,” Hamako
replied. “Your flesh will not yet bear you. What urgency drives
you?”
Covenant repressed a querulous
retort. He could not denigrate Hamako's refusal to answer crucial
questions; he had done such things himself. When he had mastered
his gall, he said, “Three friends of mine were kidnapped by a
Rider. They're on their way to Revelstone. If I don't catch up with
them in time, they'll be killed.”
Hamako absorbed this information,
then called again for one of the Waynhim. Another rapid
conversation took place. Hamako seemed to be stressing something,
urging something; the responses of the Waynhim sounded thoughtful,
unpersuaded. But the creature ended on a note which satisfied
Hamako. As the Waynhim departed, he turned back to
Covenant.
“Durhisitar will consult the Weird of the Waynhim,”
the man said, “but I doubt not that aid will be granted. No Waynhim
will forget the redemption of dhraga —or the peril of the trap which
ensnared you. Rest now, and fear not. This rhysh will accord you power to pursue your
companions.”
“How? What can they do?”
“The Waynhim are capable of much,”
returned Hamako, urging Covenant to lie back. “Rest, I say. Hold
only this much trust, and put care aside. It will be bitter to you
if you are offered aid, and are too weak to avail yourself of
it.”
Covenant could not resist. The grass
exuded a somnolent air. His body was leaden with weariness; and the
roborant he had drunk seemed to undermine his anxiety. He allowed
Hamako to settle him upon the bed. But as the man prepared to
leave, Covenant said distantly, “At least tell me how I ended up
here. The last thing I remember”—he did not look at Vain—“I was as
good as dead. How did you save me?”
Hamako sat on the edge of the bed.
Once again, his countenance wore an awkward sympathy. “That I will
relate,” he said. “But I must tell you openly that we did not save
you.”
Covenant jerked up his head.
“No?”
“Softly.” Hamako pushed him flat
again. “There is no need for this concern.”
Grabbing the man's arms with both
hands, Covenant pulled their faces together. “What the hell am I
doing alive?”
“Covenant,” said Hamako with a dry
smile, “how may I tell the tale if you are so
upwrought?”
Slowly, Covenant released him. “All
right.” Spectres crowded his head; but he forced himself to relax.
“Tell it.”
“It came to pass thus,” the man said.
"When dhraga Waynhim was set free by
your hand, and learned that this Demondim-spawn would not obey the
word of command, it desired you to share its flight. But it could
not gain your comprehension. Therefore dhraga summoned all the haste which the harm to its
body permitted, and sped to inform the rhysh of your plight. Dhraga had been made the bait of a snare. This
snare—"
Covenant interrupted him. “What's a
rhysh?”
"Ah, pardon me. For a score of
turnings of the moon, I have heard no human voice but those warped
by the Sunbane. I forget that you do not speak the Waynhim
tongue.
“In our speech, the word rhysh means stead. It gives reference to a
community of Waynhim. In all the Land, there are many hundred score
Waynhim, but all live in rhysh of one
or two score. Each rhysh is private
unto itself—though I am told that communication exists between
them. In the great war of Revelstone, nigh two score centuries
past, five rhysh fought together
against the ur-viles of the Despiser. But such sharing is rare.
Each rhysh holds to itself and
interprets the Weird in its own way. Long has this rhysh lived here, serving its own
vision.”
Covenant wanted to ask the meaning of
the term Weird; but he already regretted having halted Hamako's
tale.
“The rhysh,” Hamako resumed, “was informed of your
plight by dhraga. At once we set out to
attempt your aid. But the distance was too great. When first
dhraga was captured the decision was
taken to make no rescue. It was bitter to all the rhysh to abandon one of its own. But we had cause
to fear this snare. Long have we lobored all too near a strong
number of those warped by the Sunbane.” Unexplained tears blurred
his eyes. “Long have the ill souls that captured you striven to
undo us. Therefore we believed the snare to be for us. Having no
wish to slay or be slain, we abandoned dhraga to its doom.”
Covenant was struck by the closeness
with which Hamako identified himself with the rhysh, and by the man's evident grief over the
Sunbane victims. But he did not interrupt again.
“Also,” Hamako went on, suppressing
his emotion, “for three days of desert sun prior to the setting of
this snare, the Waynhim tasted Raver spoor.”
A Raver! Covenant groaned. Hellfire!
That explained the trap. And the spider.
“Therefore we feared the snare
deeply. But when we learned that the ring-wielder had fallen prey,
we comprehended our error, and ran to succour you. But the
distance,” he repeated, “was too great. We arrived only in time to
behold the manner in which you redeemed yourself with wild
magic.”
Redeemed—! An ache wrung Covenant's
heart. No!
"Though your arm was terrible and
black, your white ring spun a great fire. The bonds dropped from
you. The wood was scattered. The Sunbane-warped were cast aside
like chaff, and fled in terror. Rocks were riven from the
escarpment. Only this Demondim-spawn stood scatheless amid the
fire.
“The power ended as you fell.
Perceiving your venom-ill, we bore you here, and the Waynhim tended
you with all their cunning until your death receded from you. Here
you are safe until your strength returns.”
Hamako fell silent. After studying
Covenant for a moment, he rose to his feet and began to
depart.
“The Raver?” Covenant
gritted.
“All spoor of him is gone,” Hamako
replied quietly. “I fear his purpose was
accomplished.”
Or else he's afraid of me, Covenant
rasped inwardly. He did not see Hamako leave the chamber. He was
consumed by his thoughts. Damnation! First Marid, then the bees,
now this. Each attack worse than the one before. And a Raver
involved each time. Hell and blood! Why? Bile rose in him. Why
else? Lord Foul did not want him dead, not if his ring might fall
to a Raver. The Despiser wanted something entirely different. He
wanted surrender, voluntary abdication. Therefore the purpose of
these attacks lay in their effect on him, in the way they drew
power from his delirium, violence over which he had no
control.
No control!
Was Foul trying to scare him into
giving up his ring?
God bloody damn it to hell! He had
always felt an almost overwhelming distrust of power. In the past,
he had reconciled himself to the might with which he had defeated
Lord Foul only because he had refrained from making full use of it;
rather than attempting to crush the Despiser utterly, he had
withheld the final blow, though in so doing he had ensured that
Lord Foul would rise to threaten the Land again. Deliberately, he
had made himself culpable for Lord Foul's future ill. And he had
chosen that course because the alternative was so much
worse.
For he believed that Lord Foul was
part of himself, an embodiment of the moral peril lurking for the
outcast in the complex rage against being outcast, a leper's doom
of Despite for everything including himself. Restraint was the only
possible escape from such a doom. If he had allowed his power to
rise unchecked, committed himself completely to wild magic in his
battle against Lord Foul, he would have accomplished nothing but
the feeding of his own inner Despiser. The part of him which
judged, believed, affirmed, was the part which refrained. Utter
power, boundless and unscrupulous rage, would have corrupted him,
and he would have changed in one stroke from victim to victimizes
He knew how easy it was for a man to become the thing he
hated.
Therefore he profoundly feared his
wild magic, his capacity for power and violence. And that was
precisely the point of Foul's attack. The venom called up his might
when he was beyond all restraint—called it up and increased it. In
Mithil Stonedown, he had almost failed to light Sunder's
orcrest; but two days ago he had
apparently broken boulders. Without volition.
And still he did not know why.
Perhaps in saving Joan, he had sold
himself; perhaps he was no longer free. But no lack of freedom
could force him to surrender. And every increase in his power
improved his chances of besting the Despiser again.
His danger lay in the venom, the loss
of restraint. But if he could avoid further relapses, learn
control—He was a leper. Control and discipline were the tools of
his life. Let Lord Foul consider that before he counted his
victory.
With such thoughts, Covenant grew
grim and calm. Slowly, the effects of his illness came over him.
The scent of the grass soothed him like an anodyne. After a time,
he slept.
When Hamako nudged him awake again,
he had the impression that he had slept for a long time. Nothing in
the chamber had changed; yet his instincts were sure. Groaning at
the way everything conspired to increase the peril of his friends,
he groped into a sitting position, “How many days have I lost
now?”
Hamako placed a large bowl of the
dark, musty liquid in Covenant's hands. “You have been among us for
three days of the sun of pestilence,” he answered. “Dawn is not yet
nigh, but I have awakened you because there is much I wish to show
and say before you depart. Drink.”
Three days. Terrific! Dismally,
Covenant took a deep swallow from the bowl.
But as the liquid passed into him, he
recognized the improvement in his condition. He held the bowl
steadily: his whole body felt stable. He looked up at Hamako. To
satisfy his curiosity, he asked, “What is this stuff?”
“It is vitrim.” Hamako was smiling: he seemed pleased by
what he saw in Covenant. “It resembles an essence of aliantha, but has been created by the lore of the
Waynhim rather than drawn, from the aliantha itself.”
In a long draught, Covenant drained
the bowl, and felt immediately more substantial. He returned the
bowl, and rose to his feet. “When can I get started? I'm running
out of excuses.”
“Soon after the sun's rising, you
will renew your sojourn,” answered Hamako. “I assure you that you
will hold your days among us in scant regret.” He handed the bowl
to a Waynhim standing nearby and accepted a leather pouch like a
wineskin. This he gave to Covenant. “Vitrim,” he said. “If you
consume it prudently, you will require no other aliment for three
days.”
Covenant acknowledged the gift with a
nod and tied the pouch to his belt by its drawstring. As he did so,
Hamako said, “Thomas Covenant, it pains me that we have refused to
answer your most urgent questions. Therefore I desire you to
comprehend the Weird of the Waynhim ere you depart. Then perhaps
you will grasp my conviction that their wisdom must be trusted. Are
you willing?”
Covenant faced Hamako with a rueful
grimace. “Hamako, you saved my life. I may be a natural-born
ingrate, but I can still appreciate the significance of not being
dead. I'll try to understand anything you want to tell me.” Half
involuntarily, he added, “Just don't take too long. If I don't
do something soon, I won't be able to
live with myself.”
“Then come,” Hamako said, and strode
out of the chamber.
Covenant paused to tuck in his shirt,
then followed.
As he stooped to pass through the
entryway, he noted sourly that Vain was right behind
him.
He found himself in a corridor,
scrupulously delved out of native rock, where he could barely walk
erect. The passage was long, and lit at intervals by small censers
set into the walls. In them, a dark fluid burned warmly, without
smoke.
After some distance, the passage
branched, became a network of tunnels. As Covenant and Hamako
passed, they began to meet Waynhim. Some went by in silence; others
exchanged a few comments with Hamako in their roynish tongue; but
all of them bowed to the ring-wielder.
Abruptly, the tunnel opened into an
immense cavern. It was brightly-lit by vats of burning liquid. It
appeared to be more than a hundred feet high and three times that
across. At least a score of Waynhim were busily at work around the
area.
With a thrill of astonishment,
Covenant saw that the whole cavern was a garden.
Thick grass covered the floor.
Flowerbeds lay everywhere, hedged by many different varieties of
bushes. Trees—pairs of Gilden, oak, peach, sycamore, elm, apple,
jacaranda, spruce, and others—stretched their limbs toward the
vaulted ceiling. Vines and creepers grew up the walls.
The Waynhim were tending the plants.
From plot to tree they moved, barking chants and wielding short
iron staves; and dark droplets of power sprang from the metal,
nourishing flowers and shrubs and vines like a distilled admixture
of loam and sunshine.
The effect was incomparably strange.
On the surface of the Land, the Sunbane made everything unnatural;
nothing grew without violating the Law of its own being, nothing
died without ruin. Yet here, where there was no sunlight, no free
air, no pollinating insects, no age-nurtured soil, the garden of
the Waynhim blossomed lush and lovely, as natural as if these
plants had been born to fructify under a stone sky.
Covenant gazed about with undisguised
wonder; but when he started to ask a question, Hamako gestured him
silent, and led him into the garden.
Slowly, they walked among the flowers
and trees. The murmurous chanting of the Waynhim filled the air;
but none of the creatures spoke to each other or to Hamako; they
were rapt in the concentration of their work. And in their
concentration, Covenant caught a glimpse of the prodigious
difficulty of the task they had set for themselves. To keep such a
garden healthy underground must have required miracles of devotion
and lore.
But Hamako had more to show. He
guided Covenant and Vain to the far end of the cavern, into a new
series of corridors. These angled steadily upward; and as he
ascended, Covenant became aware of a growing annual smell. He had
already guessed what he was about to see when Hamako entered
another large cave, not as high as the garden, but equally
broad.
It was a zoo. The Waynhim here were
feeding hundreds of different animals. In small pens cunningly
devised to resemble their natural dens and habitats lived pairs of
badgers, foxes, hounds, marmosets, moles, raccoons, otters,
rabbits, lynx, muskrats. And many of them had young.
The zoo was less successful than the
garden. Animals without space to roam could not be healthy. But
that problem paled beside the amazing fact that these creatures
were alive at all. The Sunbane was fatal to animal life. The
Waynhim preserved these species from complete
extinction.
Once again, Hamako silenced
Covenant's questions. They left the cave, and continued to work
upward. They met no Waynhim in these tunnels. Soon their ascent
became so pronounced that Covenant wondered just how deep in the
Earth he had slept for three days. He felt a pang over the
insensitivity of his senses; he missed the ability to gauge the
rock weight above him, assess the nature of the vitrim, probe the spirits of his companions. That
regret made him ache for Linden. She might have known whether or
not he could trust Vain.
Then the passageway became a spiral
stair which rose to a small round chamber. No egress was visible;
but Hamako placed his hands against a section of the wall, barked
several Waynhim words, and thrust outward. The stone divided along
an unseen crack and opened.
Leaving the chamber, Covenant found
himself under the stars. Along the eastern horizon, the heavens had
begun to pale. Dawn was approaching. At the sight, he felt an
unexpected reluctance to leave the safety and wonder of the Waynhim
demesne. Grimly, he tightened his resolve. He did not look back
when Hamako sealed the entrance behind him.
Vague in the darkness, Hamako led him
through an impression of large, crouching shapes to a relatively
open area. There he sat down, facing the east. As he joined Hamako,
Covenant discovered that they were on a flat expanse of
rock—protection against the first touch of the
Sunbane.
Vain stood off to one side as if he
neither knew nor cared about the need for such
protection.
“Now I will speak,” Hamako said. His
words went softly into the night. “Have no fear of the
Sunbane-warped who sought your life. Never again will they enter
this place. That much at least of mind and fear they retain.” His
tone suggested that he held the area sacred to some private and
inextinguishable sorrow.
Covenant settled himself to listen;
and after a deep pause Hamako began.
“A vast gulf,” he breathed, a darker
shape amid the dark crouching of the night, "lies between creatures
that are born and those that are made. Born creatures, such as we
are, do not suffer torment at the simple fact of physical form.
Perhaps you desire keener sight, greater might of arm, but the
embodiment of eyes and limbs is not anguish to you. You are born by
Law to be as you are. Only a madman loathes the nature of his
birth.
"It is far otherwise with the
Waynhim. They were made—as the ur-viles were made—by deliberate act
in the breeding dens of the Demondim. And the Demondim were
themselves formed by lore rather than blood from the Viles who went
before them. Thus the Waynhim are not creatures of law. They are
entirely alien in the world. And they are unnaturally long of life.
Some among this rhysh remember the
Lords and the ancient glory of Revelstone. Some tell the tale of
the five rhysh which fought before the
gates of Revelstone in the great siege—and of the blue Lord who
rode to their aid in folly and valour. But let that
pass.
“The numbers of the Waynhim are only
replenished because the ur-viles continue the work of their
Demondim makers. Much breeding is yet done in the deeps of the
Earth, and some are ur-viles, some Waynhim—and some are altogether
new, enfleshed visions of lore and power. Such a one is your
companion. A conscious making to accomplish a chosen
aim.”
In the east, the sky slowly blanched.
The last stars were fading. The shapes around Covenant and Hamako
grew more distinct, modulating toward revelation.
"That is the Weird of all
Demondim-spawn. Each Waynhim and ur-vile beholds itself and sees
that it need not have been what it is. It is the fruit of choices
it did not make. From this fact both Waynhim and ur-viles draw
their divergent spirits. It has inspired in the ur-viles a
quenchless loathing for their own forms and an overweening lust for
perfection, for the power to create what they are not. Their
passion is extreme, careless of costs. Therefore they have given
millennia of service to the Despiser, for Lord Foul repays them
with both knowledge and material for their breedings. Thus comes
your companion.
"And therefore the Waynhim have been
greatly astonished to find no ill in him. He is an—an apotheosis.
In him, it appears that the ur-viles have at last transcended their
unscrupuling violence and achieved perfection. He is the Weird of
the ur-viles incarnate. More of him I may not say.
“But the spirit of the Waynhim is
different entirely. They are not reckless of costs; from the great
Desecration which Kevin Landwaster and Lord Foul conceived upon the
Land, they learned a horror of such passions. They foresaw clearly
the price the ur-viles paid, and will ever pay, for self-loathing,
and they turned in another way. Sharing the Weird, they chose to
meet it differently. To seek self-justification.”
Hamako shifted his position, turned
more squarely toward the east.
"In the Waynhim tongue, Weird has
several meanings. It is fate or destiny—but it is also choice, and
is used to signify council or decision-making. It is a
contradiction—fate and choice. A man may be fated to die, but no
fate can determine whether he will die in courage or cowardice. The
Waynhim choose the manner in which they meet their
doom.
“In their loneness, they have chosen
to serve the Law of which they do not partake. Each rhysh performs its own devoir. Thus the garden and
the animals. In defiance of the Sunbane and all Lord Foul's ill,
this rhysh seeks to preserve things
which grow by Law from natural seed, in the form which they were
born to hold. Should the end of Sunbane ever come, the Land's
future will be assured of its natural life.”
Covenant listened with a tightness in
his throat. He was moved by both the scantness and the nobility of
what the Waynhim were doing. In the myriad square leagues which
comprised the vast ruin of the Sunbane, one cavern of healthy
plants was a paltry thing. And yet that cavern represented such
commitment, such faith in the Land, that it became grandeur. He
wanted to express his appreciation, but could find no adequate
words. Nothing could ever be adequate except the repeal of the
Sunbane, allowing the Waynhim to have the future they served. The
fear that their self-consecration might prove futile in the end
blurred his vision, made him cover his eyes with his
hands.
When he looked up again, the sun was
rising.
It came in pale brown across the
Plains, a desert sun. Land features were lifted out of darkness as
the night bled away. When he glanced about him, he saw that he was
sitting in the certer of a wrecked Stonedown.
Houses lay in rubble; lone walls
stood without ceilings to support; architraves sprawled like
corpses; slabs of stone containing windows canted against each
other. At first, he guessed that the village had been hit by an
earthquake. But as the light grew stronger, he saw more
clearly.
Ragged holes the size of his palm
riddled all the stone as if a hail of vitriol had fallen on the
village, chewing through the ceilings until they collapsed, tearing
the walls into broken chunks, burning divots out of the hard
ground. The place where he sat was pocked with acid marks. Every
piece of rock in the area which had ever stood upright had been
sieved into ruin.
“Hellfire!” he murmured weakly. “What
happened here?”
Hamako had not moved; but his head
was bowed. When he spoke, his tone said plainly that he was acutely
familiar with the scene. “This also I desire to tell,” he sighed.
“For this purpose I brought you here.”
Behind him, a hillock cracked and
opened, revealing within it the chamber from which he and Covenant
had left the underground corridors. Eight Waynhim filed into the
sunrise, closing the entrance after them. But Hamako seemed unaware
of them.
“This is During Stonedown, home of
the Sunbane-warped who sought your life. They are my
people.”
The Waynhim ranged themselves in a
circle around Hamako and Covenant. After an initial glance,
Covenant concentrated on Hamako. He wanted to hear what the man was
saying.
“My people,” the former Stonedownor
repeated. "A proud people—all of us. A score of turnings of the
moon ago, we were hale and bold. Proud. It was a matter of great
pride to us that we had chosen to defy the Clave.
“Mayhap you have heard of the way in
which the Clave acquires blood. All submit to this annexation, as
did we for many generations. But it was gall and abhorrence to us,
and at last we arose in refusal. Ah, pride. The Rider departed from
us, and During Stonedown fell under the na-Mhoram's Grim”
His voice shuddered. “It may be that
you have no knowledge of such abominations. A fertile sun was upon
us, and we were abroad from our homes, planting and reaping our
sustenance—recking little of our peril. Then of a sudden the green
of the sun became black—blackest ill—and a fell cloud ran from
Revelstone toward During Stonedown, crossing against the
wind.”
He clenched his hand over his face,
gripping his forehead in an effort to control the pain of
memory.
“Those who remained in their
homes—infants, mothers, the injured and the infirm—perished as
During Stonedown perished, in agony. All the rest were rendered
homeless,”
The events he described were vivid to
him, but he did not permit himself to dwell on them. With an effort
of will, he continued, "Then despair came upon us. For a day and a
night, we wandered the brokenness of our minds, heeding nothing. We
had not the heart to heed. Thus the Sunbane took my people
unprotected. They became as you have seen them.
“Yet I was spared. Stumbling alone in
my loss—bemoaning the death of wife and daughter—I came by chance
upon three of the Waynhim ere the sun rose. Seeing my plight, they
compelled me to shelter.”
He raised his head, made an attempt
to clear his throat of grief. “From that time, I have lived and
worked among the rhysh, learning the
tongue and lore and Weird of the Waynhim. ln heart and will, I have
become one of them as much as a man may. But if that were the
extent of my tale”—he glanced painfully at Covenant—“I would not
have told it. I have another purpose.”
Abruptly, he stood and gazed around
the gathered Waynhim. When Covenant joined him, he said, “Thomas
Covenant, I say to you that I have become of the Waynhim. And they
have welcomed me as kindred. More. They have made my loss a part of
then—Weird. The Sunbane-warped live dire lives, committing all
possible harm ere they die. In my name, this rhysh has taken upon itself the burden of my
people. They are watched and warded—preserved from hurt, sustained
in life—prevented from wreaking the damage of their wildness. For
my sake, they are kept much as the animals are kept, both aided and
controlled. Therefore they remain alive in such numbers. Therefore
the rhysh was unwilling to redeem
dhraga. And therefore”—he looked
squarely at Covenant—“both rhysh and I
are to blame for the harm you suffered.”
“No,” Covenant protested. “It wasn't
your fault. You can't blame yourself for things you can't
foresee.”
Hamako brushed this objection aside.
“The Waynhim did not foresee their own creation. Yet the Weird
remains.” But then, somehow, he managed a smile. “Ah, Covenant,” he
said, “I do not speak for any love of blame. I desire only your
comprehension.” He gestured around him. “The Waynhim have come to
offer their aid in pursuit of your companions. I wish you to know
what lies behind this offer, so that you may accept it in the
spirit of its giving, and forgive us for what we have withheld from
you.”
A surge of respect and empathy
blurred Covenant's responses again. Because he had no other way to
express what he felt, he .said formally, as Atiaran had taught him,
“I thank you. The giving of this gift honors me. Accepting it, I
return honor to the givers.” Then he added, “You've earned the
right.”
Slowly, the strain faded from
Hamako's smile. Without releasing Covenant's gaze, he spoke to the
Waynhim; and they answered in a tone of readiness. One of them
stepped forward, placed something in his hand. When Hamako raised
his hand, Covenant saw that the object was a stone
dirk.
He winced inwardly. But Hamako's
smile was the smile of a friend. Seeing Covenant's uncertainty, the
man said, “There is no harm for you in this. May I have your
hand?”
Consciously repressing a tremor,
Covenant extended his right hand, palm downward.
Hamako grasped his wrist, looked for
a moment at the scars left by Joan's nails, then abruptly drew a
cut across the veins.
Covenant flinched; but Hamako held
him., did not permit him to withdraw.
His anxiety turned to amazement as he
saw that the cut did not bleed. Its edges opened, but no blood came
from the wound.
Dhraga
approached. Its broken arm hung in a splint, but its other wounds
were healing.
It raised its uninjured hand.
Carefully, Hamako made an incision in the exposed palm. At once,
dark blood swarmed down dhraga's
forearm.
Without hesitation, the Waynhim
reached out, placed its cut directly on Covenant's. Hot blood
smeared the back of his hand.
At that instant, he became aware of
the other Waynhim. They were chanting softly in the clear desert
dawn. Simultaneously, strength rushed up his arm, kicked his heart
like a burst of elation. He felt suddenly taller, more muscular.
His vision seemed to expand, encompassing more of the terrain. He
could easily have wrested free of Bamako's grasp. But he had no
need to do so.
Dhraga
lifted its hand away.
The bleeding had stopped. Its blood
was being sucked into his cut.
Dhraga
withdrew. Hamako gave the dirk to durhisitar. While durhisitar cut its palm just as dhraga's had been cut, Hamako said, “Soon the power
will come to appear unbearable, but I ask you to bear it. Remain
quiet until all the Waynhim have shared this giving. If the ritual
is completed, you will have the strength you require for a
day—perhaps two.”
Durhisitar put its cut upon Covenant's. More might
surged into him. He felt abruptly giddy with energy, capable of
anything, everything. His incision absorbed durhisitar's blood. When the creature stepped back,
he could hardly hold himself still for the next
Waynhim.
Only after the third infusion did he
realize that he was receiving something more than power.
Dhraga he had recognized by its
injuries—but how had he known durhisitar? He had never looked closely at that
particular Waynhim. Yet he had known it by name, just as he knew
the third Waynhim, dhubha, and the
fourth, vraith. He felt ecstatic with
knowledge.
Drhami
was fifth; ghohritsar, sixth. He was
dancing with uncontainable might. Hamako's knuckles whitened; but
his grip had the weight of a feather. Covenant had to leash himself
firmly to keep from exploding free and cavorting around the ruins
like a wild man. The range of his hearing had become so wide that
he could hardly distinguish words spoken nearby.
Hamako was saying, “—remember your
companions. Waste not this power. While it remains, stop for
neither night nor doom.”
Ghramin.
Covenant felt as colossal as Gravin
Threndor, as mighty as Fire-Lions. He felt that he could crush
boulders in his arms, destroy Ravers with his hands.
Dhurng:
eighth and last.
Hamako snatched back his hand as if
the power in Covenant burned him. “Go now!” he cried. “Go for Land
and Law, and may no malison prevail against you!”
Covenant threw back his head, gave a
shout that seemed to echo for leagues:
“Linden!”
Swinging around to the north-west, he
released the flood-fire of his given strength and erupted, running
toward Revelstone like a coruscation in the air.