- Stephen R Donaldson
- Covenant [4] The Wounded Land
- Covenant_4_The_Wounded_Land_split_027.html
Twenty One: Sending
SOMETIME
during the night, he wandered close to consciousness. He was being
rocked on the back of a Courser. Arms reached around him from
behind and knotted together over his heart. They supported him like
bands of stone. Haruchai
arms.
Someone said tensely, “Are you not a
healer? You must succour him.”
“No.” Linden's reply sounded small
and wan, and complete. It made him moan deep in his
throat.
Glints of rukh-fire hurt his eyes. When he shut out the
sight, he faded away once more.
The next time he looked up, he saw
the grey of dawn in fragments through the monstrous jungle. The
lightening of the sky lay directly ahead of him. He was mounted on
Din, with Memla before him and Brinn behind. Another Courser,
carrying Ceer and Hergrom, led the way along the line Memla created
with her rukh. The rest of the company
followed Din.
As Covenant fumbled toward
wakefulness, Memla's path ran into an area of relatively clear
ground under the shade of a towering stand of rhododendron. There
she halted. Over her shoulder, she called to the company, “Remain
mounted. The Coursers will spare us from the Sunbane.”
Behind him, Covenant heard Sunder
mutter, “Then it is true—”
But Hergrom dropped to the ground,
began to accept supplies handed down by Ceer; and Brinn said, “The
Haruchai do not share this need to be
warded.”
Immune? Covenant wondered dimly. Yes.
How else had so many of them been able to reach Revelstone
unwarped?
Then the sun began to rise, sending
spangles of crimson and misery through the vegetation. Once again,
the eh-Brand had foretold the Sunbane accurately.
When the first touch of the sun was
past, Memla ordered the Coursers to their knees, controlling them
all with her command. The company began to dismount.
Covenant shrugged off Brinn's help
and tried to stand alone. He found that he could. He felt as pale
and weak as an invalid; but his muscles were at least able to hold
his weight.
Unsteadily, he turned to look back
westward through the retreating night for some sign of the
na-Mhoram's Grim.
The horizon seemed
clear.
Near him, Sunder and Stell had
descended from one Courser, Hollian and Harn from another. Cail
helped Linden down from the fifth beast. Covenant faced her with
his frailty and concern; but she kept her gaze to herself, locked
herself in her loneliness as if the very nerves of her eyes, the
essential marrow of her bones, had been humiliated past
bearing.
He left her alone. He did not know
what to do, and felt too tenuous to do it.
While the Haruchai prepared food for the company—dried meat,
bread, fruit, and metheglin—Memla
produced from one of her sacks a large leather pouch of distilled
voure, the pungent sap Covenant's
friends had once used to ward off insects under the sun of
pestilence. Carefully, she dabbed the concentrate on each, of her
companions, excluding only Vain. Covenant nodded at her omission.
Perhaps rukh-fire could harm the
Demondim-spawn. The Sunbane could not.
Covenant ate slowly and thoroughly,
feeding his body's poverty. But all the time, a weight of
apprehension impended toward him from the west. He had seen During
Stonedown, had seen what the Grim could
do. With an effort, he found his voice to ask Memla how long the
raising of a Grim took.
She was clearly nervous. “That is
uncertain,” she muttered. “The size of the Grim, and its range, must be considered.” Her gaze
flicked to his face, leaving an almost palpable mark of anxiety
across his cheek. “I read them. Here.” Her hands tightened on her
rukh. “It will be very
great.”
Very great, Covenant murmured. And he
was so weak. He pressed his hands to the krill, and tried to remain calm.
A short time later, the company
remounted. Memla drew on the Banefire to open a way for the huge
Coursers. Again, Hergrom and Ceer—on Annoy, Memla said: the names
of the beasts seemed important to her, as if she loved them in her
blunt fashion—went first, followed by Covenant, Brinn, and the
Rider on Din, then by Cail and Linden on Clash, Sunder and Stell on
Clang, Harn and Hollian on Clangor. Vain brought up the rear as if
he were being sucked along without volition in the wake of the
Coursers.
Covenant dozed repeatedly throughout
the day. He had been too severely drained; he could not keep
himself awake. Whenever the company paused for food, water, and
rest, he consumed all the aliment he was given, striving to recover
some semblance of strength. But between stops the rocking of Din's
stride unmoored his awareness, so that he rode tides of dream and
dread and insects, and could not anchor himself.
In periods of wakefulness, he knew
from the rigidity of Mania's back that she wanted to flee and flee,
and never stop. She, too, knew vividly what the Grim could do. But, toward evening, her endurance
gave out. Under the shelter of a prodigious Gilden, she halted the
quest for the night.
At first, while she started a fire,
the air thronged with flying bugs of every description; and the
boughs and leaves of the tree seethed with things which crawled and
bored. But voure protected the company.
And gradually, as dusk seeped into the jungle, macerating the
effect of the Sunbane, the insects began to disappear.
Their viscid stridulation faded as
they retreated into gestation or sleep. Memla seated her weary
bones beside the fire, dismissed the Coursers, and let the
Haruchai care for her
companions.
Sunder and Hollian seemed tired, as
if they had not slept for days; but they were sturdy, with funds of
stamina still untapped. Though they knew of the Grim, at least by rumour, their relief at escaping
Revelstone outweighed their apprehension. They stood and moved
together as if their imprisonment had made them intimate. Sunder
seemed to draw ease from the eh-Brand, an anodyne for his old
self-conflicts; her youth and her untormented sense of herself were
a balm to the Graveller, who had shed his own wife and son and had
chosen to betray his people for Covenant's sake. And she, in turn,
found support and encouragement in his knotted resourcefulness, his
determined struggle for conviction. They both had lost so much;
Covenant was relieved to think that they could comfort each other.
He could not have given them comfort.
But their companionship only
emphasized Linden's isolation in his eyes. The Raver had done
something to her. And Covenant, who had experience with such
things, dreaded knowing what it was—and dreaded the consequences of
not knowing.
As he finished his meal, he arrived
at the end of his ability to support his ignorance. He was sitting
near the fire. Memla rested, half-asleep, on one side of him. On
the other sat Sunder and Hollian. Four of the Haruchai stood guard beyond the tree. Brinn and
Cail moved silently around the fringes of the Gilden, alert for
peril. Vain stood at the edge of the light like the essence of all
black secrets. And among them, across the fire from Covenant,
Linden huddled within herself, with her arms clasped around her
knees and her eyes fixed on the blaze, as if she were a complete
stranger.
He could not bear it. He had invested
so much hope in her and knew so little about her; he had to know
why she was so afraid. But he had no idea how to confront her. Her
hidden wound made her untouchable. So for his own sake, as well as
for the sake of his companions, he cleared his throat and began to
tell his tale.
He left nothing out. From Andelain
and the Dead to Stone-might Woodhelven, from Vain's violence to
Bamako's rhysh, from his run across the
certer Plains to Memla's revelation of the Clave's mendacity, he
told it all. And then he described the sooth-tell as fully as he
could. His hands would not remain still as he spoke; so much of the
memory made him writhe. He tugged at his beard, knitted his fingers
together, clutched his left fist over his wedding band, and told
his friends what he had witnessed.
He understood now why the Raver had
been willing to let him see the truth of the Land's history. Lord
Foul wanted him to perceive the fetters of action and consequence
which bound him to his guilt, wanted him to blame himself for the
destruction of the Staff, and for the Sunbane, and for every life
the Clave sacrificed. So that he would founder in culpability,
surrender his ring in despair and self-abhorrence. Lord Foul, who
laughed at lepers. At the last there will be
but one choice for you. In that context, the venom in him
made sense. It gave him power he could not control. Power to kill
people. Guilt. It was a prophecy of his doom—a self-fulfilling
prophecy.
That, too, he explained, hoping
Linden would raise her eyes, look at him, try to understand. But
she did not. Her mouth stretched into severity; but she held to her
isolation. Even when he detailed how the seeds planted by his Dead
had led him to conceive a quest for the One Tree, intending to make
a new Staff of Law so that thereby he could oppose Lord Foul and
contest the Sunbane without self-abandonment, even then she did not
respond. Finally, he fell silent, bereft of words.
For a time, the company remained
still with him. No one asked any questions; they seemed unwilling
to probe the pain he had undergone. But then Sunder spoke. To
answer Covenant, he told what had happened to Linden, Hollian, and
him after Covenant had entered Andelain.
He described Santonin and the
Stonemight, described the Rider's coercion, described the way in
which he and Hollian had striven to convince Gibbon that Covenant
was lost or dead. But after that, he had not much to tell. He had
been cast into a cell with little food and water, and less hope.
Hollian's plight had been the same. Both had heard the clamour of
Covenant's first entrance into the hold, and nothing
more.
Then Covenant thought that surely
Linden would speak. Surely she would complete her part of the tale.
But she did not. She hid her face against her knees and sat huddled
there as if she were bracing herself against a memory full of
whips.
“Linden.” How could he leave her
alone? He needed the truth from her. “Now you know how Kevin must
have felt.”
Kevin Landwaster, last of Berek's
line. Linden had said, I don't believe in
evil. Kevin also had tried not to believe in evil. He had
unwittingly betrayed the Land by failing to perceive Lord Foul's
true nature in time, and had thereby set the Despiser on the path
to victory. Thus he had fallen into despair. Because of what he had
done, he had challenged the Despiser to the Ritual of Desecration,
hoping to destroy Lord Foul by reaving the Land. But in that, too,
he had failed. He had succeeded at laying waste the Land he loved,
and at losing the Staff of Law; but Lord Foul had
endured.
All this Covenant told her. “Don't
you see?” he said, imploring her to hear him. “Despair is no
answer. It's what Foul lives on. Whatever happened to you, it
doesn't have to be like this.” Linden, listen to me!
But she did not listen, gave no sign
that she was able to hear him. If he had not seen the shadows of
distress shifting behind her eyes, he might have believed that she
had fallen back into the coma which Gibbon had levied upon
her.
Sunder sat glowering as if he could
not choose between his empathy for Linden and his understanding of
Covenant. Hollian's dark eyes were blurred with tears. Brinn and
Cail watched as if they were the models for Vain's impassivity.
None of them offered Covenant any help.
He tried a different tack. “Look at
Vain.” Linden! “Tell me what you
see.”
She did not respond.
“I don't know whether or not I can
trust him. I don't have your eyes. I need you to tell me what he
is.”
She did not move. But her shoulders
tautened as if she were screaming within herself.
“That old man.” His voice was choked
by need and fear. “On Haven Farm. You saved his life. He told you
to Be true.”
She flinched. Jerking up her head,
she gaped at him with eyes as injured as if they had been gouged
into the clenched misery of her soul. Then she was on her feet,
fuming like a magma of bitterness. “You!” she cried. “You keep talking about
desecration. This is your doing. Why did you have to sell yourself
for Joan? Why did you have to get us into this? Don't you call
that desecration?”
“Linden.” Her passion swept him
upright; but he could not reach out to her. The fire lay between
them as if she had lit it there in her fury.
“Of course you don't. You can't
see. You don't know” Her hands clawed the air over her breasts as
if she wanted to tear her flesh. “You think it will help if you go
charging off on some crazy quest. Make a new Staff of Law.” She was
savage with gall. “You don't count, and you don't even know it!”
He repeated her name. Sunder and
Hollian had risen to their feet. Memla held her rukh ready, and Cail stood poised nearby, as if
both Rider and Haruchai felt violence
in the air.
“What did he do to you?” What did that bastard do to you?
“He said you don't count!” Abruptly,
she was spouting words, hurling them at him as if he were the cause
of her distress. “All they care about is your ring. The rest is me.
He said, 'You have been especially chosen for this desecration. You
are being forged as iron is forged to achieve the ruin of the
Earth.'” Her voice thickened like blood around the memory, “Because
I can see. That's how they're going to make me do what they want.
By torturing me with what I see, and feel, and hear. You're making
me do exactly what they want!”
The next instant, her outburst sprang
to a halt. Her hands leaped to her face, trying to block out
visions. Her body went rigid, as if she were on the verge of
convulsions; a moan tore its way between her teeth. Then she
sagged.
In desolation, she whispered, “He
touched me.”
Touched—?
“Covenant.” She dropped her hands,
let him see the full anguish in her visage. “You've got to get me
out of here. Back to where I belong. Where my life means something.
Before they make me kill you.”
“I know,” he said, because she had to
have an answer. “That's another reason why I want to find the One
Tree.” But within himself he felt suddenly crippled. You don't count. He had placed so much hope in her,
in the possibility that she was free of Lord Foul's manipulations;
and now that hope lay in wreckage. “The Lords used the Staff to
call me here.” In one stroke, he had been reft of everything. “A
Staff is the only thing I know of that can send us back.”
Everything except the krill, and his
old intransigence.
Especially
chosen—Hell and blood! He wanted to cover his face; he could
have wept like a child. But Linden's eyes clung to him desperately,
trying to believe in him. Sunder and Hollian held each other
against a fear they could not name. And Memla's countenance was
blunt-moulded into a shape of sympathy, as if she knew what it
meant to be discounted. Only the Haruchai appeared unmoved—the Haruchai, and Vain.
When Linden asked, “Your ring?” he
met her squarely.
“I can't control it.”
Abruptly, Memla's expression became a
flinch of surprise, as if he had uttered something
appalling.
He ignored her. While his heart raged
for grief, as if tears were a debt which he owed to his mortality
and could not pay, he stretched out his arms. There in front of all
his companions he gave himself a VSE.
Ah, you are
stubborn yet.
Yes. By God. Stubborn.
Acting with characteristic detached
consideration, Brinn handed Covenant a pouch of metheglin. Covenant lifted it between himself and
his friends, so that they could not see his face, and drank it dry.
Then he walked away into the darkness around the Gilden, used the
night to hide him. After a time, he lay down among the things he
had lost, and closed his eyes.
Brinn roused him with the dawn, got
him to his feet in time to meet the second rising of the sun of
pestilence, protected by his boots. The rest of the quest was
already awake. Sunder and Hollian had joined Memla on pieces of
stone; the Haruchai were busy preparing
food; Linden stood gazing at the approaching incarnadine. Her face
was sealed against its own vulnerability; but when she noticed
Covenant, her eyes acknowledged him sombrely. After the conflicts
of the previous evening, her recognition touched him like a
smile.
He found that he felt stronger. But
with recovery came a renewal of fear. The na-Mhoram's Grim-
Memla bore herself as if throughout
the night she had not forgotten that peril. Her aging features were
lined with apprehension, and her hands trembled on her rukh. To answer Covenant's look, she murmured,
“Still he raises it, and is not content. It will be a Grim to rend our souls.” For a moment, her eyes
winced to his face as if she needed reassurance. But then she
jerked away, began snapping at her companions to make them
hurry.
Soon the company was on its way,
moving at a hard canter down the path which Memla invoked from the
Banefire. Her urgency and Covenant's tight dread infected the
Stonedownors, marked even Linden. The quest rode in silence, as if
they could feel the Grim poised like a
blade at the backs of their necks.
The jungle under the sun of
pestilence aggravated Covenant's sense of impending disaster. The
insects thronged around him like incarnations of disease. Every
malformed bough and bush was a-crawl with malformed bugs. Some of
the trees were so heavily veined with termites that the wood looked
leprous. And the smell of rot had become severe. Under the aegis of
the Sunbane, his guts ached, half expecting the vegetation to break
open and begin suppurating.
Time dragged. Weakness crept through
his muscles again. When the company finally rode into the relief of
sunset, his neck and shoulders throbbed from the strain of looking
backward for some sign of the Grim.
Shivers ran through the marrow of his bones. As soon as Memla
picked a camping place under the shelter of a megalithic stand of
eucalyptus, he dropped to the ground, hoping to steady himself on
the Earth's underlying granite. But his hands and feet were too
numb to feel anything.
Around him, his companions
dismounted. Almost at once, Linden went over to Hollian. The flesh
of Linden's face was pale and taut, stretched tight over her skull.
She accosted the eh-Brand purposefully, but then had to fumble for
words. “The insects,” she murmured. “The smell. It's worse. Worse
than any other sun. I can't shut it all out.” Her eyes watched the
way her hands clung together, as if only that knot held her in one
piece. “I can't—What's it going to be tomorrow?”
Sunder had moved to stand near
Hollian. As Linden fell silent, he nodded grimly. “Never in all my
life have I faced a sun of pestilence and encountered so little
harm.” His tone was hard. “I had not known the Clave could journey
so untouched by that which is fear and abhorrence to the people of
the Land. And now ur-Lord Covenant teaches us that the Clave's
immunity has been purchased by the increase rather than the decline
of the Sunbane.” His voice darkened as if he were remembering all
the people he had shed. “I do not misdoubt him. But I, too, desire
tidings of the morrow's sun.”
Memla indicated with a shrug that
such tidings could not alter her anxiety. But Covenant joined
Linden and Sunder. He felt suddenly sickened by the idea that
perhaps the soothtell had been a lie designed by Gibbon-Raver to
mislead him. If two days of rain were followed by only two days of
pestilence—Gripping himself, he waited for Hollian's
response.
She acceded easily. Her light smile
reminded him that she was not like Sunder. With her Iianar and her skill, she had always been able to
touch the Sunbane for the benefit of others; she had never had to
kill people to obtain blood. Therefore she did not loathe her own
capabilities as Sunder did his.
She stepped a short distance away to
give herself space, then took out her dirk and wand. Seating
herself on the leaves which littered the ground, she summoned her
concentration. Covenant, Linden, and Sunder watched intently as she
placed the Iianar on her lap, gripped
her dirk in her left hand and directed the point against her right
palm. The words of invocation soughed past her lips. They clasped
the company like a liturgy of worship for something fatal. Even the
Haruchai left their tasks to stand
ready. The thought that she was about to cut herself made Covenant
scowl; but he had long ago left behind the days when he could have
protested what she was doing.
Slowly, she drew a small cut on her
palm. As blood welled from the incision, she closed her fingers on
the Iianar. Dusk had deepened into
night around the quest, concealing her from the watchers. Yet even
Covenant's impercipient senses could feel her power thickening like
motes of fire concatenating towards flame. For a bated moment, the
air was still. Then she sharpened her chant, and the wand took
light.
Red flames bloomed like Sunbane
orchids. They spread up into the air and down her forearm to the
ground. Crimson tendrils curled about her as if she were being
overgrown. They seemed bright; but they cast no illumination; the
night remained dark.
Intuitively, Covenant understood her
fire. With chanting and blood and Iianar, she reached out toward the morrow's sun;
and the flames took their colour from what that sun would be. Her
fire was the precise hue of the sun's pestilential
aura.
A third sun of pestilence. He sighed
his relief softly. Here, at least, he had no reason to believe that
the soothtell had been false.
But before the eh-Brand could relax
her concentration, release her foretelling, the fire abruptly
changed.
A streak of blackness as absolute as
Vain's skin shot from the wood, scarred the flames with ebony. At
first, it was only a lash across the crimson. But it grew, expanded
among the flames until it dominated them, obscured
them.
Quenched them.
Instantly, night covered the
companions, isolating them from each other. Covenant could perceive
nothing except a fault tang of smoke in the air, as if Hollian's
wand had been in danger of being consumed.
He swore hoarsely under his breath
and swung out his arms until he touched Brian on one side, Linden
on the other. Then he heard feet spring through the leaves and
heard Sunder cry, “Hollian!”
The next moment, Memla also cried out
in horror. “Sending!” Fire raged from her rukh, cracked like a flail among the trees, making
the night lurid. “It comes!” Covenant saw Ceer standing behind the
Rider as if to protect her from attack. The other Haruchai formed a defensive ring around the
company.
“Gibbon!”
Memla howled. “Abomination!” Her fire savaged the air as ft she
were trying to strike at Revelstone from a distance of nearly two
score leagues. “By all the Seven Hells—!”
Covenant reacted instinctively. He
surged into the range of Memla's fire and gripped her forearms to
prevent her from striking at him. “Memla!” he yelled into her face.
“Memla! How much time have we
got?”
His grip or his demand reached her.
Her gaze came into focus on him. With a convulsive shudder, she
dropped her fire, let darkness close over the quest. When she
spoke, her voice came out of the night like the whispering of
condor wings.
"There is time. The Grim cannot instantly cross so many leagues.
Perhaps as much as a day remains to us.
“But it is the na-Mhoram's
Grim, and has been two days in the
raising. Such a sending might break Revelstone
itself.”
She took a breath which trembled.
“Ur-Lord, we cannot evade this Grim. It
will follow my rukh and rend us
utterly.” Her voice winced in her throat. “I had believed that the
wild magic would give us hope. But if it is beyond your
control—”
At Covenant's back, a small flame
jumped into life and caught wood. Sunder had lit a faggot. He held
it up like a torch, lifting the company out of the
dark.
Hollian was gasping through her
teeth, fighting not to cry out. The violation of her foretelling
had hurt her intimately.
“That's right,” Covenant gritted. “I
can't control it.” His hands manacled Memla's wrists, striving to
keep her from hysteria, “Hang on. Think. We've got to do something
about this.” His eyes locked hers. “Can you leave your rukh behind?”
“Covenant!” she wailed in immediate
anguish. “It is who I am! I am nothing to you without it.” He
tightened his grasp. She flinched away from his gaze. Her voice
became a dry moan. “Without my rukh, I
cannot part the trees. And I cannot command the Coursers. It is the
power to which they have been bred. Losing it, my hold upon them
will be lost. They will scatter from us. Perhaps they will turn
against us.” Her mien appeared to be crumbling in the unsteady
torchlight. “This doom is upon my head,” she breathed. “In
ignorance and folly, I lured you to Revelstone.”
“Damnation!” Covenant rasped, cursing
half to himself. He felt trapped; and yet he did not want Memla to
blame herself. He had asked for her help. He wrestled down his
dismay. “All right,” he panted. “Call the Coursers. Let's try to
outrun it.”
She gaped at him. “It is the
Grim! It cannot be
outrun.”
“Goddamn it, he's only one Raver!”
His fear made him livid. “The farther he has to send it, the weaker
it's going to be. Let's try!”
For one more moment, Memla could not
recover her courage. But then the muscles of her face tightened,
and a look of resolution or fatality came into her eyes. “Yes,
ur-Lord,” she gritted. “It will be weakened somewhat. Let us make
the attempt.”
As he released her, she began
shouting for the Coursers.
They came out of the night like huge
chunks of darkness. The Haruchai threw
sacks of supplies and bundles of firewood onto the broad backs.
Covenant wheeled to face his companions.
Sunder and Hollian stood behind
Linden. She crouched among the leaves, with her hands clamped over
her face. The Stonedownors made truncated gestures toward her but
did not know how to reach her. Her voice came out as if it were
being throttled.
“I can't—”
Covenant exploded. “Move!”
She flinched, recoiled to her feet.
Sunder and Hollian jerked into motion as if they were breaking free
of a trance. Cail abruptly swept Linden from the ground and boosted
her lightly onto Clash. Scrambling forward, Covenant climbed up
behind Memla. In a whirl, he saw Sunder and Hollian on their
mounts, saw the Haruchai spring into
position, saw Memla's rukh gutter, then
burst alive like a scar across the dark.
At once, the Coursers launched
themselves down the line of Memla's path.
The night on either side of her fire
seemed to roil like thunder-heads. Covenant could not see past her
back; he feared that Din would careen at any moment into a failure
of the path, crash against boulders, plunge into lurking ravines or
gullies. But more than that, he feared his ring, feared the demand
of power which the Grim would put upon
him.
Memla permitted no disaster. At
unexpected moments, her line veered past sudden obstacles; yet with
her fire and her will she kept the company safe and swift. She was
running for her life, for Covenant's life, for the hope of the
Land; and she took her Coursers through the ruinous jungle like
bolts from a crossbow.
They ran while the moon rose—ran as
it arced overhead—ran and still ran after it had set. The Coursers
were creatures of the Sunbane, and did not tire. Just after dawn,
Memla slapped them to a halt. When Covenant dismounted, his legs
trembled. Linden moved as if her entire body had been beaten with
clubs. Even Sunder and Hollian seemed to have lost their hardiness.
But Memla's visage was set in lines of extremity; and she held her
rukh as if she strove to tune her soul
to the pitch of iron.
She allowed the company only a brief
rest for a meal. But even that time was too long. Without warning,
Stell pointed toward the sun. The mute intensity of his gesture
snatched every eye eastward.
The sun stood above the horizon, its
sick red aura burning like a promise of infirmity. But the corona
was no longer perfect. Its leading edge wore a stark black
flaw.
The mark was wedge-shaped, like an
attack of ur-viles, and aligned as if it were being hammered into
the sun from Revelstone.
Linden's groan was more eloquent than
any outcry.
Shouting a curse, Memla drove her
companions back to the Coursers. In moments, the quest had
remounted, and the beasts raced against black malice.
They could not win. Though Memla's
path was strong and true—though the Coursers ran at the full
stretch of their great legs—the blackness grew swiftly. By
mid-morning, it had devoured half the sun's anadem.
Pressure mounted against Covenant's
back. His thoughts took on the rhythm of Din's strides: I must
not—Must not—Visions of killing came: ten years or four millennia
ago, at the battle of Soaring Woodhelven, he had slain Cavewights.
And later, he had driven a knife into the heart of the man who had
murdered Lena. He could not think of power except in terms of
killing.
He had no control over his
ring.
Then the company burst out of thick
jungle toward a savannah. There, nothing obstructed the terrain
except the coarse grass, growing twice as tall as the Coursers,
north, south, and east, and the isolated mounds of rock standing
like prodigious cairns at great distances from each other. Covenant
had an instant of overview before the company plunged down the last
hillside into the savannah. The sky opened; and he could not
understand how the heavens remained so untrammelled around such a
sun. Then Memla's path sank into the depths of the
grass.
The quest ran for another league
before Hollian cried over the rumble of hooves, “It
conies!”
Covenant flung a look behind
him.
A thunderhead as stark as the sun's
wound boiled out of the west. Its seething was poised like a fist;
and it moved with such swiftness that the Coursers seemed not to be
racing at all.
“Run!” he gasped at Memla's
back.
As if in contradiction, she wrenched
Din to a halt. The Courser skidded, almost fell. Covenant nearly
lost his seat. The other beasts veered away, crashing frenetically
through the grass. “Heaven and Earth!” Sunder barked. Controlling
all the Coursers, Memla sent them wheeling and stamping around her,
battering down the grass to clear a large circle.
As the vegetation east of him was
crushed, Covenant saw why she had stopped.
Directly across her path marched a
furious column of creatures.
For a moment, he thought that they
were Cavewights—Cavewights running on all fours in a tight swath
sixty feet wide, crowding shoulder to shoulder out of the south in
a stream without beginning or end. They had the stocky frames,
gangrel limbs, blunt heads of Cavewights. But if these were
Cavewights they had been hideously altered by the Sunbane.
Chitinous plating armoured their backs and appendages; their
fingers and toes had become claws; their chins were split into
horned jaws like mandibles. And they had no eyes, no features;
their faces had been erased. Nothing marked their fore-skulls
except long antennae which hunted ahead of them, searching out
their way.
They rushed as if they were running
headlong toward prey. The line of their march had already been torn
down to bare dirt by the leaders. In their haste, they sounded like
the swarming of gargantuan ants—formication punctuated by the sharp
clack of jaws.
“Hellfire!” Covenant panted. The
blackness around the sun was nearly complete; the Grim was scant leagues away, and closing rapidly.
And he could see no way past this river of pestilential creatures.
If they were of Cavewightish stock—He shuddered at the thought. The
Cavewights had been mighty earth delvers, tremendously strong. And
these creatures were almost as large as horses. If anything
interrupted their single-minded march, they would tear even Memla's
beasts limb from limb.
Linden began to whimper, then bit
herself into silence. Sunder stared at the creatures with
dread-glazed eyes. Hollian's hair lay on her shoulders like raven
wings, emphasizing her pale features as if she were marked for
death. Memla sagged in front of Covenant like a woman with a broken
spine.
Turning to Brinn, Covenant asked
urgently, “Will it pass?”
In answer, Brinn nodded toward
Hergrom and Ceer. Ceer had risen to stand erect on Annoy's back.
Hergrom promptly climbed onto Ceer's shoulders, balanced there to
gain a view over the grass. A moment later, Brinn reported, “We are
farsighted, but the end of this cannot be seen.”
Bloody hell! He was afraid of wild
magic, power beyond control or choice. I must not—! But he knew
that he would use it if he had to. He could not simply let his
companions die.
The thunderhead approached like the
blow of an axe. Blackness garroted the sun. The light began to
dim.
A rush of protest went through him.
Fear or no fear, this doom was intolerable. “All right.” Ignoring
the distance to the ground, he dropped from Din's back. “We'll have
to fight here.”
Brinn joined him. Sunder and Stell
dismounted from Clang, Hollian and Harn from Clangor. Cail pulled
Linden down from Clash and set her on her feet. Her hands twitched
as if they were searching for courage; but she found none. Covenant
tore his gaze away, so that her distress would not make him more
dangerous. “Sunder,” he rapped out, “you've got your orcrest. Memla has her rukh. Is there some way you can work together? Can
you hit that thing”—he grimaced at the Grim—“before it hits us?”
The cloud was almost overhead. It
shed a preternatural twilight across the savannah, quenching the
day.
“No.” Memla had not dismounted. She
spoke as if her mouth were full of ashes. “There is not time. It is
too great.”
Her dismay hurt Covenant like a
demand for wild magic. He wanted to shout, I can't control it!
Don't you understand? I might kill you all! But she went on
speaking as if his power or incapacity had become irrelevant. “You
must not die. That is certain.” Her quietness seemed suddenly
terrible. “When the way is clear, cross instantly. This march will
seal the gap swiftly.” She straightened her shoulders and lifted
her face to the sky. “The Grim has
found you because of me. Let it be upon my head.”
Before anyone could react, she turned
Din and guided it toward the blind rushing creatures. As she moved,
she brought up the fire of her rukh,
holding it before her like a sabre.
Covenant and Sunder sprang after her.
But Brinn and Stell interposed themselves. Cursing, the Graveller
fought to break free; but Stell mastered him without effort.
Furiously, Sunder shouted, “Release me! Do you not see that she
means to die?”
Covenant ignored Sunder: he locked
himself to Brinn's flat eyes. Softly, dangerously, he breathed,
“Don't do this.”
Brinn shrugged. “I have sworn to
preserve your life.”
“Banner took the same Vow.” Covenant
did not struggle. But he glared straight at the Haruchai. People have died because of me. How much
more do you think I can stand? “That's how Elena got killed. I
might have been able to save her.”
The Grim
began to boil almost directly above the quest. But the
Cavewightlike creatures were unaware of it. They marched on like
blind doom, shredding the dirt of the plains.
“Bannor maintained his Vow,” Brinn
said, as if it cost him no effort to refute Covenant. "So the old
tellers say, and their tale has descended from Bannor himself. It
was First Mark Morin, sworn to the High Lord, who failed.“ He
nodded toward Ceer. In response, Ceer sprinted after Memla and
vaulted lightly onto Din's back. ”We also,“ Brinn concluded, ”will
maintain the promise we have made, to the limit of our
strength."
But Memla reacted in rage too thick
for shouting. “By the Seven Hells!” she panted, “I will not have
this. You have sworn nothing to me.” Brandishing her rukh, she faced Ceer. “If you do not dismount, I
will burn you with my last breath, and all this company shall die
for naught!”
Memla! Covenant tried to yell. But he
could not. He had nothing to offer her; his fear of wild magic
choked him. Helplessly, he watched as Ceer hesitated, glanced
toward Brinn. The Haruchai consulted
together in silence, weighing their commitments. Then Ceer sprang
to the ground and stepped out of Din's way.
No! Covenant protested. She's going
to get herself killed!
He had no time to think. Gloaming
occluded the atmosphere. The ravening Grim poised itself above Memla, focused on her
fire. The heavens around the cloud remained impossibly cerulean;
but the cloud itself was pitch and midnight. It descended as it
seethed, dropping toward its victims.
Under it, the air crackled as if it
were being scorched.
The Coursers skittered. Sunder took
out his orcrest, then seized Hollian's
hand and pulled her to the far side of the circle, away from Memla.
The Haruchai flowed into defensive
positions among the companions and the milling beasts.
Amid the swirl of movement, Vain
stood, black under black, as if he were inured to
darkness.
Hergrom placed himself near Vain. But
Memla was planning to die; Linden was foundering in ill; and
Covenant felt outraged by the unanswerable must / must not of his ring. He yelled at Hergrom,
“Let him take care of himself!”
The next instant, he staggered to his
knees. The air shattered with a heart-stopping concussion. The
Grim broke into bits, became intense
black flakes floating downward like a fall of snow.
With fearsome slowness, they
fell—crystals of sun-darkness, tangible night, force which not even
stone could withstand.
Howling defiance, Memla launched fire
at the sky.
Din bunched under her and charged out
into the march of the creatures. A series of tremendous heaves
carried beast and Rider toward the certer of the
stream.
The flakes of the Grim drifted in her direction, following the
lodestone of her rukh. Its dense
certer, the nexus of its might, passed beyond the
quest.
The creatures immediately mobbed her
mount. Din let out a piercing scream at the tearing of claws and
mandibles. Only the plunging of its hooves, the slash of its spurs,
the thickness of its coat, protected it.
Then the Grim fell skirling around her head. Her fire
blazed: she lashed out, trying to keep herself and Din from being
touched. Every flake her flame struck burst in a glare of darkness,
and was gone. But for every flake she destroyed, she was assailed
by a hundred more.
Covenant watched her in an agony of
helplessness, knowing that if he turned to his ring now he could
not strike for her without striking her. The Grim was thickest around her; but its edges covered
the march as well as the quest. The creatures were swept into
confusion as killing bits as big as fists fell among
them.
Vermeil shot from Sunder's
orcrest toward the darkened sun.
Covenant yelled in encouragement. By waving the Sunstone back and
forth, the Graveller picked flakes out of the air with his shaft,
consuming them before they could reach him or Hollian.
Around the company, the Haruchai dodged like dervishes. They used flails of
pampas grass to strike down the flakes. Each flake destroyed the
whip which touched it; but the Haruchai
snatched up more blades and went on fighting.
Abruptly, Covenant was thrust from
his feet. A piece of blackness missed his face. Brinn pitched him
past it, then jerked him up again. Heaving Covenant from side to
side, Brinn danced among the falling Grim. Several flakes hit where they had been
standing. Obsidian flares set fire to the grass.
The grass began to burn in scores of
places.
Yet Vain stood motionless, with a
look of concentration on his face. Flakes struck his skin, his
tunic. Instead of detonating, they melted on him and ran hissing
down his raiment, his legs, like water on hot metal.
Covenant gaped at the Demondim-spawn,
then lost sight of him as Brinn went dodging through the
smoke.
He caught a glimpse of Memla. She
fought extravagantly for her life, hurled fire with all the outrage
of her betrayal by the na-
Mhoram. But the focus of the
Grim formed a mad swarm around her. And
the moiling creatures had already torn Din to its knees. In
patches, its hide had been bared to the bone.
Without warning, a flake struck the
Courser's head. Din collapsed, tumbling the Rider headlong among
the creatures.
Memla!
Covenant struggled to take hold of his power. But Brinn's thrusting
and dodging reft nun of concentration. And already he was too
late.
Yet Ceer leaped forward with the calm
abandon of the Haruchai. Charging into
the savagery, he fought toward Memla.
She regained her feet in a splash of
fire. For an instant, she stood, gallant and tattered, hacking fury
at the creatures. Ceer almost reached her.
Then Covenant lost her as Brinn tore
him out from under a black flurry. Flames and Haruchai reeled about him; the flakes were
everywhere. But he fought upright in time to see Memla fall with a
scream of darkness in her chest.
As she died and dropped her
rukh, the four remaining Coursers went
berserk.
They erupted as if only her will had
contained the madness of their fear. Yowling among the grassfires,
two of them dashed out of the circle and fled across the savannah.
Another ploughed into the breach the Grim had made in the march. As it passed, Ceer
suddenly appeared at its side. Fighting free of the creatures, he
grabbed at the Courser's hair and used the beast to pull him
away.
The fourth beast attacked the
company. Its vehemence caught the Haruchai unprepared. Its eyes burned scarlet as it
plunged against Hergrom, struck him down with its
chest.
Hergrom had been helping Cail to
protect Linden.
Instantly, the beast reared at
her.
Cail tried to shove her aside. She
stumbled, fell the wrong way.
Covenant saw her sprawl under the
Courser's hooves. One of them clipped her head as the beast
stamped, trying to crush her.
Again, the Courser
reared.
Cail stood over her. Covenant could
not strike without hitting the Haruchai. He fought to run forward.
As the Courser hammered down, Cail
caught its legs. For one impossible moment, he held the huge animal
off her. Then it began to bend him.
Linden!
With a prodigious effort, Cail heaved
the Courser to the side. Its hooves missed Linden as they
landed.
Blood appeared. From shoulder to
elbow, Cail's left arm had been ripped open by one of the beast's
spurs.
It reared again.
Covenant's mind went instantly white
with power. But before he could grasp it, use it, Brinn knocked him
away from another cluster of flakes. The grass was giddy fire and
death, whirling. He flipped to his feet and swung back toward
Linden; but his heart had already frozen within him.
As his vision cleared, he saw Sunder
hurl a blast of Sunbane-fire which struck the Courser's chest,
knocking it to its knees. Lurching upright again, it pounded its
pain away from the quest.
But Linden lay under the Grim, surrounded by growing fires, and did not
move.