CHAPTER 4
In the bright light of the new day, everything
looked . . . strange. The breath-stealing low temps hardened the
outlines of the buildings against the sky until the city gleamed
like a razor stropped to a killing edge. Over the rims of her
sunglasses, Jilly studied the street for signs of idling dark
sedans, lurking monsters, and tall duster-clad men bearing war
hammers. So far, nada, which actually made the day even more
surreal.
After one last glance around, she let herself
into the halfway house. She spiked her windblown hair into place as
she came to attention just inside the office door stenciled DAN
ENVERS, ADMINISTRATOR.
The man behind the desk leaned back in his chair.
“Jilly.” He drew the two syllables out slowly. “You shouldn’t come
back here. It’s confusing for the children.”
Flatly, she said, “It’s confusing because there
was no reason to fire me.”
“Budget cuts—”
“Oh, please. I didn’t make shit for wages.” She
rolled her eyes when he frowned at her cursing. “I don’t do this
for the money.”
“Now you don’t do it at all.” He tapped the
eraser of his pencil against the desk, as if to rub her out. “I let
you do the park outreach as a volunteer, but I can’t have you
traipsing in here—”
“I came to make sure Dee and Iz are all
right.”
The pencil stilled in his hand. “Why wouldn’t
they be?”
“If you don’t know, maybe you shouldn’t have
fired me.”
He rummaged across his desk and freed a sheet of
paper. “Roll call says they’re both at breakfast.”
A filament of the steel in her spine softened.
Liam had kept his word about getting the kids back safe.
So what else had he been truthful about last
night?
She shot a reinforcing burst of concrete around
the spine steel. “Iz was right. Andre got into some bad trouble.”
She hesitated, trying not to remember the burgeoning helplessness
she’d felt in the alley, worse even than when Envers had handed
over her walking papers. “I saw something last night—something
weird I can’t explain.”
Envers lowered his head into his hands, the
pencil stuck up between his fingers like a rude gesture. “You
aren’t supposed to encourage the children in their mass delusions.
Look at you. You’re as bad as they
are.”
She gripped the doorframe, anger driving her
blue-polished nails into the wood. “Is that why you got rid of
me?”
Staring down, he seemed to be addressing the
papers more than her. “Do you know how many kids we lose? And don’t
count Andre, since he’d already gotten himself kicked out.”
The question rocked her back on her heels. “Too
many.”
He tossed the pencil at her, glowering when she
didn’t duck and he missed anyway. “You don’t even know actual
numbers, because you just deal with the next one, and the next one.
You have no idea what it takes to keep this facility
operational.”
“It’s not a facility. It’s a home, the only home
these kids have, and it may not be safe anymore.”
“Safer than the streets, that’s for damn sure.
Ask Andre. If you ever find him.”
He tugged at his shirtsleeves, collecting
himself. “This isn’t your job anymore, Jilly. Go find some other
oppressed people to save.”
She could follow the sweet tang of pancakes and
fake maple syrup to the dining room, get her cell phone back from
Dee. But they’d have questions she couldn’t answer.
“Security knows the situation,” Envers said.
“Don’t make me call them.”
“I don’t make anybody do anything. That’s your
trip, not mine.”
“The children need someone willing to use her
authority, somebody who doesn’t get in even more trouble than they
do, not another rebel without a chance. We’re done here, Jilly.” He
made a note on the paper in front of him, dismissing her like she
was just another item to be checked off his list.
As if pretending something didn’t exist made it
go away. God, she’d always hated that sort of bullshit. She took
another deliberate step forward. His head snapped up at the thunk
of her boots.
“Maybe I don’t keep all the stats like you do.”
She remembered Liam’s promise and echoed it with her voice pitched
low. “But since I have all this free time, I’ll find out what
happened to Andre, and I’ll be sure to let you know if he would’ve
had a chance.”
The weight of his stare followed her out.
She stalked down the street, fists thrust into
her pockets. Just as well she hadn’t tried to go in last night with
Liam watching if Envers had told the night crew to toss her out on
her ass. What a coward to assign the task to someone else.
“A real man does his own dirty work,” she
muttered.
“Yet the women still get to clean up
after.”
Jilly whirled to face a slender blond woman in a
scarlet trench coat. Her squared stance, light on the balls of her
feet, screamed confidence louder than the coat.
She held up her hands, palms out. “Hi, Jilly. I’m
Sera. Not too long ago, I was like you. Feeling cut off from
everyone, just lost my job, didn’t think I’d ever recover from that
wound.” Her hazel eyes darkened. “Or the ones that had come before.
And now I’m possessed by a demon. Like you. Liam sent me to
reassure you that you’re not crazy.”
Jilly tried to absorb the awkward introduction,
then decided to just skip it. “I knew I was being tailed.”
The woman—Sera—tilted her head. “Following the
boss’s orders.”
“Your boss. Since you’re possessed by a demon,
that would be the devil?”
“Ah, no. That would be Liam.”
“Who is apparently not one of those real men who
does his own dirty work.”
Sera sucked a breath of air between her teeth.
“He seemed to think another woman would be better able to answer
your questions. As if there’s a gentle way to tell you your soul is
forfeit to the never-ending battle against evil.”
Jilly pulled off her sunglasses to squint at the
woman. “Battle against evil? I thought
having a demon would make me evil.”
Sera planted her hands on her hips. “Didn’t Liam
at least explain the repentant part?”
Jilly snorted. “The goo dripping off his hammer
must’ve distracted me.”
“Okay, then, do you feel
evil?”
Jilly pictured Envers standing up to the monsters
in the alley last night. “A little.”
Sera grinned, a bright flash that edged her from
confident to confidante. “Oh well, that’s why you’re repenting.
C’mon. We need doughnuts. It’s my treat.”
Jilly dug in her heels. “It’s my ass. And I don’t
need more of it.”
Sera shook her head. “Since Liam didn’t get to
any of the good stuff, I’ll enlighten you. A demon-revved
metabolism means you can eat all the doughnuts you like. And,
anyway, your ass belongs to the league now.”
“I hate being railroaded,” Jilly said.
Despite the chill, they sat outside the doughnut
shop, clutching their coffee cups. A dozen pigeons strutted around
the table.
“Shanghaied would be more accurate,” Sera
said.
Jilly had put her sunglasses back on, but she
hoped the other woman could feel her glare. “Was that a cultural
slur?”
“ ‘Railroad’ implies a nice straight track going
from point A to point B in a timely manner. Joining the fight of
repentant demons against the darkness—the tenebraeternum—is more
like being shanghaied. You’re blindsided one night and wake up on a
ship where no one knows your language, bound for God knows where.”
Sera waved one hand. “The analogy works pretty well.” She looked at
Jilly. “Except now you’re here.”
Jilly swallowed her bite of doughnut so she
wouldn’t choke on the powdered sugar, then let out a long-suffering
sigh. “Explain. You know you want to.”
“Shanghaied sailors were all male. They were
stronger, of course, more resistant to the horrors of shipboard
slavery. Plus, there was that whole ‘women on board are a curse’
wankery. I was the first female talya in the league’s memory. And
since the talyan are immortal, living memory is a long time. My
appearance marked a change in the teshuva battle plan. Your
possession marks an acceleration in that change.”
“I don’t have time to save the world.” Jilly knew
how absurd that sounded even as the words popped out.
“You’re immortal now, remember?” Sera’s hazel
gaze softened. “What else is there?”
Jilly tried to forget Envers’s mockery. But he
was right. “I was busting my butt just to keep a few dozen kids
from falling prey to everyday evils like getting caught rolling a
joint in the school bathroom. Yet, half the time, they’d disappear
from the system and I’d never find out what happened to
them.”
“And now you’re not even doing that.” Though
Sera’s voice was gentle, the blow of her words knocked Jilly’s
breath back down her throat in a hard knot. “Our world falls away,
bit by bit. I haven’t figured out if the presence of the unbound
demon stalking us makes that happen, or if that’s what makes us
vulnerable to possession.”
Vulnerable. How she hated that word. Jilly washed
it down with a pull off the bitter chicory coffee.
Sera threw a few pieces of doughnut toward the
pigeons. But a blur of black wings descended from the wind-torn
awning and they scattered. The crow gobbled up the treat and cocked
its head to eye them.
“You shouldn’t feed wild animals,” Jilly said.
“Gives them ideas.”
“So very true.” Sera tossed the crow another
piece with a smile. “But it’s good to make friends where you find
them.”
If the crow was a friend, Jilly thought, this
league of theirs needed better networking skills. “If you people .
. . you demons . . . What are you?”
“We are called talyan,” Sera said patiently.
“Human, but possessed by teshuva demons which lend us their
immortality and their unworldly powers to fight. And survive the
fighting.”
“Immortality,” Jilly mused. “Here I was, always
telling the kids not to think they were immortal.”
“You told them that because thinking otherwise
would get them into bad trouble. Which, turns out, was even more
true than you knew. The immortality, the speed and strength of
inhuman fighting skills, the recovery from heinous injury, all that
is just a consolation prize the demon offers while we fight
eternally for redemption.”
“Right.” Jilly drew out the word to emphasize her
skepticism. “If you win this never-ending battle against evil, does
that mean no more monsters?”
Sera tilted her head thoughtfully. “That’s the
hope.”
“Hope.” That sounded a little too much like
vulnerable to Jilly.
Sera must have heard the note of reservation.
“It’ll get you through the next few days.”
“I thought the battle was
never-ending-ish.”
“But in the next few days, your demon will make
its virgin ascension. It’s a particularly hazardous time for the
newly possessed. Until you balance the demonic emanations within
you, you could be pulled to the other side.”
“To hell.”
Sera’s open face settled into a stillness that
would’ve done Mona Lisa proud. “It has a strange attraction, but
you wouldn’t want to live there.”
Jilly stared at her.
“Long story. But speaking of places to live, I’d
really like to bring you to the league HQ, introduce you to some of
the guys, let you pick out a . . . room.” An incongruous touch of
red brightened Sera’s pale cheeks.
Jilly frowned. “What do I need a room for?”
Sera cleared her throat. “Since you’re one of us
now—”
“Whoa. Just because I’m intrigued by the idea of
ending the threat to my kids doesn’t mean I’m enlisting with any
demon army or whatever.”
“You may not survive without the league.” Sera
spun her coffee cup in her hands, gaze fixed on the dark slosh.
“Not without a talya lover as escort.” She raised her head, and
under the hazy sky, her eyes sparked with a faint violet light.
“Not without Liam.”
The name and that uncanny glow made Jilly feel
sheathed in strangeness. She pushed to her feet, slowly. The gust
of blood through her muscles worried her that if she moved too
fast, she might inadvertently upend the table, dumping doughnuts,
steaming coffee, and a heaping pile of invective over the other
woman.
She tried to tamp down the wild rush, unnerved by
the reckless thrill triggered by that one word. “He is not my
lover.”
“Not yet, but that’s how you’ll balance the
ascension.”
“Not ever, if that’s why he came after me.” The
unexpected—unwanted—wave of longing knotted within her. But the
pain was preferable to surrender. “I’ve had enough of pimps.”
Sera tsked. “Unfair. But I’ve read your dossier,
and that pimp stopped after merely sticking a knife between your
ribs. What’s coming is far worse, far more intimate, and will leave
you with your soul—not just your lung—in tatters.”
Jilly fisted her hands, as if Sera had feinted at
her, though the other woman made no effort to rise. “You don’t know
anything about me.” Despite the tension in her body from frustrated
desire, her fuming breath moved easily through her for the first
time in more than a year, and she wondered, did she even know
herself anymore?
Sera fanned her fingertips along the edge of the
table, the only betrayal of her own tension. “The league has
entirely too many tough guys, Jilly. If you have to lower those
impressive defenses of yours long enough to let one of our fighters
save you, then by God—should I say, by the demon possessing
you—that’s what you are going to do.”
If Liam thought he’d sent Sera to be sympathetic,
Jilly decided she’d have to disabuse him of that notion. “Whatever
info you’ve been collecting on me, at the very least you should
know I don’t back down from vague threats.”
“Sometimes vague is all we get. But I do know
that one of those talyan saved me from something awful. And I’m not
just talking about demons.”
“What could be worse?” Jilly muttered. But she
already knew some of the answers, though she couldn’t picture tall,
blond, self-confident Sera ever making the sorts of bad decisions
where demonic possession looked like a self-improvement project.
The uncertainty kept Jilly on her feet, but she didn’t walk
away.
Sera must have sensed her victory, but she didn’t
gloat. She stood in a rush of red, startling the crow into the sky.
“It’s not all bad. Repenting, I mean. You get a place to stay. A
mission to last the rest of your potentially very long life. And
there are other perks.” She ducked her head and gave Jilly a
sidelong glance.
“Nothing else about lovers,” Jilly warned. Bad
enough that her breath caught with the vague claustrophobia of
sharing her skin with a demon. Sharing it with a daunting male like
Liam Niall . . .
“No, no.” Sera’s gaze wavered. “I was just
thinking, maybe I get a sister in a houseful of men.”
The genuine wistfulness snagged at Jilly’s
resistance, though pain flared as quickly behind it. “I make a
terrible sister.” She ignored the flicker of disappointment over
Sera’s face; if the other woman had read her file, she’d
understand. “I only want to find out what happened to Andre. So
show me this league of evil-undoers.”
They fell into step and headed uptown. The crow
wheeled once against the white clouds and was gone.
The lantern tipped. Flames raced across the
straw. A glint of steel, and his temple exploded with a flash of
light across his eye. Then darkness. Endless darkness.
And pounding.
Liam jackknifed up and shoved away the entangling
bedcovers. The darkness and pounding endured, but at least he was
awake. He touched his temple and winced at the flicker of demon
violet that illuminated his shaking fingers.
“What?” He winced again when the word came out as
a roar.
The pounding at the door stopped. “Sera called.
She found Jilly and is bringing her in.”
Liam rolled out of bed and pushed aside the
blackout curtains over the windows. The stark sunlight narrowed his
eyes but brought no warmth to his naked flesh. “I’ll be out in a
minute.”
“You’ve got ten.” Archer’s voice was brisk. “Use
it. I can smell your nightmare through the door. You’ll scare her
off before she’s even gone through the teshuva’s ascension.”
“Insolent bastard,” Liam muttered.
“I can hear through doors too.”
Liam waved his upright middle finger vigorously,
though Archer was stomping away. Liam dropped back to the bed. He’d
avoided going back to Jilly’s apartment last night, knowing Archer
was keeping watch. So he had no excuse not to have managed a good
night’s sleep.
No excuse except those dreams that always ended
in flames and darkness.
He pounded his head once into the pillow and
stared up at the ornate headboard above him. Entire grave-yards
boasted fewer chubby, cavorting cherubs than this oak behemoth. He
couldn’t imagine what the wood-worker had been thinking. It would
be impossible to have sex in this bed.
Yeah, that could be the other excuse for no good
night’s sleep.
In five minutes, he’d run a cold shower, downed a
cup of burned coffee, and ensconced himself behind his desk.
After the league’s last refuge had been poisoned
in the tenebrae attack, they’d retreated to one of their holdings
fronted by an architectural-salvage warehouse. The warehouse lacked
the style of their previous retro hotel, but it had a kitchen, a
few apartments, a dormitory, and an armory. If there was one thing
the league did well, it was break things and pick up the pieces.
The three-legged walnut desk he’d propped up on a knock-off Grecian
urn at least had a certain presence. Anyway, it was big.
He gripped the thick edge and waited for Sera’s
knock. She entered and stopped just inside the door, while Jilly
marched up to the other side of his desk and tossed her puffy
silver coat on the guest chair.
She planted her hands on her hips, which puffed
up other parts of her. Under her snug short-sleeved T-shirt, the
roundness of her breasts seemed counterintuitively soft. He found
himself distracted by the butterfly tattoo that rode the upper
curve revealed by the V neckline, the navy cotton setting off her
anger-flushed tawny skin.
“What the fuck?” she snapped.
Good thing it was a big desk. He slanted a glance
at Sera, who grinned and sidled out.
He returned his attention to Jilly and wondered
if the oak headboard would have blocked more of the fury that
vibrated off her. No. No thinking of Jilly in his bed. “Which part
is fucked?”
She glared at him, and for a moment he was
mesmerized by the golden snap in her eyes, the tint of flames in
straw.
“If you wanted to recruit me, sell me yourself.”
She faltered, as if that hadn’t come out as she intended. “You knew
I’d come, given the chance to find out what’s happening to the kids
on the street. You didn’t have to send Sera.”
“She had the best chance of convincing
you.”
“And do you always use people for what they can
do for you?”
He steeled himself against the sting of her
words. He was spread too thin to regret delegating when necessary.
Not when he knew that strain would bring him one step closer to a
break the league might not survive.
Not when her burning eyes were the straw to break
the beast of burden.
“I save myself for the fun parts,” he said
coolly. “I’m sure Sera explained what we’re up against.”
“She explained a lot.” Jilly set her chin
off-kilter, as if she was holding back words. “What are we doing to
chase these monsters—what did you call them?—these tenebraeternum
off the streets?”
“ ‘ We’?” Liam leaned back in his chair and
templed his fingers. He waited for the flare of triumph at bringing
another tyro aboard. God knew, he needed this ardent young fighter
in front of him. Instead, her fierce zeal made him feel older than
the dirt that crept into every nook of the league’s salvaged
stronghold.
And his need would never be assuaged.
“The tenebraeternum is the place where the demons
come from,” he said. As if reciting the chronicles of league
history would relieve the ache that arrowed through him. “The
lesser demons en masse we call the horde-tenebrae.”
She wrinkled her nose at the impromptu lesson.
“Sera already made it clear I might not even survive my demon’s
ascension. If I only have another hour or another day, then I want
to find out what happened to Andre and make sure the things and the
place never bother any of the kids again.”
She paced in front of his desk, all impetuous
curves and spiky nerves. He tightened his jaw against the clomp of
her impatient boots. She wasn’t much more disciplined than the
kids—streetwise teen hooligans, more like—she claimed as her own.
But he’d bent wilder spirits to this unending task. “I can’t
promise that.”
“I don’t believe in promises anyway. Give me
something real I can sink my teeth into.” She swung to face him,
her hand cocked on the hip of her low- riding jeans. “Give me
something bigger than that stupid box cutter and I’m your warrior
woman. For tonight anyway.”
He felt the tightening in his muscles, the
prickle of his skin, as the demon in him stirred at the unruly
battle cry in her words. He wrestled down its ready and willing
mayhem, so in tune with the young woman before him. The demon
possessing him might take hungry leaps toward repentance, but every
swing of his war hammer thrust him away from the desperate
detachment keeping what was left of his soul—what was him—intact.
Once, he’d worked with his hands to create; now
he was half ravager. And the molten gold of Jilly’s eyes only lured
him closer to his doom, like a stupid moth to singeing flame.
“Come on, then.” He thrust to his feet and strode
past her.
“Where are we going?”
“I’m giving you what you want.” Avoiding the
jumble of iron railings, reclaimed brick, and unique old tile, he
led her through the halls. The stairs down to the basement were
hung with empty picture frames, too opulent to hang above any couch
and too battered for a museum. At the bottom of the stairs, he
slapped his palm over a pale green lit square. When it beeped at
him, he threw open the double doors. The lights brightened
automatically.
Axes, double-edged swords, daggers, razor-tipped
gauntlets, and more lined the sterile white walls. Even under the
buzzing fluorescent fixture, the blades shone with brutal, honed
beauty.
Jilly cleared her throat. “At least I know where
to arm myself if World War Three breaks out.”
“It already has.” Liam strode into the room, then
turned to survey her. He tried to keep his gaze critical as he
swept her once from blue-streaked locks to heavy black shit-kicker
boots. “Good weight on the bottom, at least.”
She stiffened at his perusal. “You saying my ass
is big?”
It took all his unholy strength to move his gaze
onward. “I’m saying, no sense throwing off your balance with an
oversized weapon.”
“I’ve handled bigger weapons than yours.”
Her bold words rebounded between them. The first
hint of uncertainty he’d seen in her—even when she faced the
ferales in the alley with nothing more than a dull razor
blade—flushed her cheeks with color, and she bit her lip.
The hunger that stirred in him at the slight
vulnerability had nothing to do with the demon. He swallowed hard
against it, and leveled his tone coolly. “No doubt your bravado has
served you well. Did the demon come to you with the promise that
now you’d finally be able to carry through with all that
bluster?”
She stiffened at the question; her cinnamon-honey
eyes narrowed.
“The demon always makes an offer we haven’t the
strength to refuse,” he explained. “It knows us better than we know
ourselves. I suppose that is the nature of temptation.” How
fortunate for him that he’d been around long enough to amass scars
of resistance.
“I’m tempted,” she said, “to grab that spiked
mace and take a swing.”
He forced himself to focus on work. Pairing an
unproven talya with the right weapon was vital. “If you want to try
it out—”
“Just on you.”
Ah. He balanced on the balls of his feet as the
demon shifted eagerly within him. “Always happy to help my tyros,
my new fighters.”
“Yours?” When she wrinkled her nose, the piercing
there glimmered.
Oh, so the ancient military term didn’t bother
her, just the implicit hierarchy. He crossed his arms over his
chest. “I am the boss.”
Her hands clenched as if longing to wrap around
that mace handle. Or maybe just his neck. “If you’re the boss, you
should know human resources regulations don’t allow you to ask how
people were lured to the dark side.”
“You’re not a human resource anymore, and
technically, we’re the repenting side, which is at least a half
dozen steps from the dark side.” Thinking of her hands on his skin
wasn’t helping his focus at all. But how had the demon cozened her
if not through her boldness?
He took a long step back—physically and
mentally—and swept out one hand. “Choose.”
In his many years commanding the league, he’d
learned a new talya’s choice of weapon indicated something about
the man and the teshuva inside him. He was getting ahead of
himself, putting Jilly through his tests so soon, but the urgency
that had ridden him since the appearance of her unbound demon
strengthened when she was near.
And with her hell-bent attitude, he suspected she
might need all the weapons she could get.
He held himself silent and still though every
muscle twitched to follow as she stalked past him to circle the
room. She paused near the mace, slanted a molten glance at him, and
kept moving.
She passed the white- men-can’t-jump wall of
massive, double-handed swords representing a wide, bloody swath of
European history. The aesthetically organized Asian collection of
katanas and throwing stars earned not even a second look. Instead
she came around again to the blunt-force-trauma corner. “No guns?
No rocket launchers?”
“Rocket launchers tend to get noticed. We try not
to be. More important, our teshuva need to get up close and
personal with the tenebrae to destroy them.”
“I tracked down my sister’s pimp about a year
ago, trying to find out where she’d gone. He stabbed me.” She put
her hand against her left side, just under her breast. “Punctured a
lung. Nicked my heart. But you already knew that—didn’t you?—from
the dossier your people put together. Did it tell you that, even
coughing up blood, I managed to knock out a few of his
teeth?”
Liam pursed his lips. “So you’re saying you don’t
need a mace.”
The protective cup of her hand slid around to
settle on her hip again. “I’m saying I don’t need a mace.”
He wanted to argue in favor of the mace, full
Kevlar—never mind that body armor interfered with the draining of
demonic emanations, which was the sole reason for their immortal
existence—hell, throw in a popemobile too. After all, the ferales
had sniffed her out for some nefarious reason. And she was the one
who’d asked for a weapon.
Ah, of course. He’d dealt with some angry,
violent men in his time with the league, but nary a one as prickly
as Jilly. She needed a weapon—she might even want one—but she
wouldn’t want to need his. Or him.
Understanding didn’t blunt the poke of annoyance
at her rejection. Just what he needed: yet another fiercely
temperamental, insubordinate diva to go with the others—female and
male—he already had. The teshuva seemed inexplicably drawn to the
type, himself excluded, which often made him wonder how he had ever
become their leader. Despite her rebellious independence, she’d
come back to him. He would make her see she needed his
protection.
And yet, he couldn’t quite curtail a pang of
reluctant respect. Like all incoming talyan, she had to be confused
and scared, but unlike some tyros he’d dealt with, she hadn’t
collapsed in a catatonic trance, overwhelmed by the teshuva’s
energies. Instead, he suspected her teshuva was going to have its
hands full reining her in. Much as he himself would.
Refusing to indulge the image of his hands full
of her, he gave a deliberately casual shrug. “When you change your
mind about the weapon . . .”
“I’ll be sure to let you know.”
He withheld a snort. She’d voluntarily admit to
anything that smacked of weakness only after a snowball survived
August in Chicago. Which was even less promising than its chances
in hell.
She marched out of the weapons room but paused as
he closed the door. “Sera said I’d meet the rest of the
crew.”
He hesitated, picturing the predatory interest of
his wayward, womanless fighters. “Later. They’re recovering from
last night’s battles.” When she opened her mouth to protest, he
added sharply, “You’ll be one of them soon enough.”
From the defiant flicker of violet in her
eyes—obvious in the basement gloom—he thought soon might come even
sooner. Instead of stopping at the main floor, he continued up,
their steps clanging on the steel treads, until they reached the
roof. He shoved open the access door to a swirl of frigid March
air.
Thin clouds blanked the sun into a matte white
disk that leached the dimensions from the surrounding industrial
district. The gray-walled buildings looked flat as cardboard
cutouts. Even the graffiti, unreadable at this distance, assuming
it was ever readable, had dulled.
The wind rattled Jilly’s blue-spiked hair but
couldn’t bend it. “King of all you survey, hmm?”
“Not even a knight,” he demurred. “I want you to
see what we’re fighting for.”
“We’ll be hailed as conquering heroes, no
doubt.”
He shook his head. This part of the test was
always hard for the tyros to swallow. “No one besides us will ever
know. Demons stalk the Magnificent Mile as often as the South Side,
but the battleground doesn’t matter.”
“Not so different from my day job. I did
three-quarters of my work on the street anyway. And just like those
horde-tenebrae, the kids are half invisible to most people. Hell,
most people didn’t even see me.”
Did she truly understand, or was this more of her
bravado? Against the bleak landscape, her bright hair and warm skin
tones gleamed. “They’d see plenty more hell if not for us.” He
curled his fingers into fists to stop himself from reaching out to
her and tilted his face to the sky. “Unfortunately, this is as
close as you’ll get to heaven.”
She pivoted to face him. The wind bit through his
shirt and he knew she must be equally chilled, but she stood
without shivering. Though the top of her head didn’t even reach his
shoulder, she sized herself against him with a long, slow look even
more deliberate than the one he’d given her. Was it his
imagination, or did she linger over places a good repentant demon
should make him forget?
She breathed out a soft noise that left him no
indication which way she had judged him. “This close, huh? And I
haven’t even been properly damned yet.”
She took a step forward, tilting her head as if
to get another perspective.
He tightened his hands into fists at his side,
not against the cold, but against a rising heat that seemed to
spark off those spiced eyes. “You will be. Soon.” Obviously some
demon was at work that she would tease him so.
“We have hours before nightfall,” she said.
“Hours before I can meet your fighters. Or my demon. So let’s go.
Show me something to make me believe I have a better chance if I
join you.”
And that latent demon in her apparently still had
power to call to him, because he—who of all the talyan should know
better than to give in to temptation—followed her.