CHAPTER 8
Liam stared up through the inverted cone of
whirling etheric dissonance. At the apex, the tiny circle of night
sky seemed almost bright in comparison. And then it disappeared as
the malice tornado tightened, with Jilly and himself at its
center.
He let it all go. Anger. Fear. All feeling. Only
danger remained.
And he was that
danger.
He pulled Jilly close, away from the bristling
smears of black smoke. She nestled into him, her hand fisted in the
front of his shirt, but her eyes shone violet, and he knew she
would not back down, no matter what.
That feeling—the feel of her, so heady and terrifying—he could not banish it
even as he called his demon to the fore. “The malice are drawn to
evil. So let’s show them what demons can do.”
Keeping Jilly against his chest, he reached out
toward the funnel. After a moment, she followed suit, stretching
her fingers to the other side. The woven metal strands of her
bracelet shone with opalescent fire to his teshuva-altered
vision.
Her fingers touched the spinning wall just as his
did. The surge wrenched through his shoulder and rocked them both,
but she steadied him, with her free arm tight around his waist, his
knee braced between her thighs.
Their touch brought the engulfing tornado to a
screeching halt. The shriek echoed through the immobile ranks of
malice, the hint of dark wings, forked tails, and glittering points
of eyes like a worn frieze of ancient evil.
Where the points of their fingers speared into
opposite sides of the wall, black ooze dripped, as if they’d
pierced a hole through to something much uglier than the vaguely
animalistic malice.
Jilly slanted a glance up at him. “Now
what?”
Despite the unusual pattern of their attack, the
familiar malice chill spread up his arm and he clenched his teeth.
“We drain what we can. The teshuva’s stronger emanations will align
and devour.”
“You said there are too many. Or were you being
modest?” The strain in her voice tugged at his heart despite her
attempt at a light tone. “I think my demon will puke.”
Rage and fear nibbled around the edges of his
control, more chilling than malice teeth. Not that he feared for
himself. He would go down fighting in a swirl of etheric dissonance
if it came to that. But he would not lose his tyro on her first
night.
His arm trembled with the effort of holding that
seething wall in place. He couldn’t believe Jilly withstood the
mounting pressure. Of course, his admiration wouldn’t mean much if
they were swamped by the black tidal wave.
Too many. His demon was ancient and strong, and
its energy patterns had subsumed thousands of the horde-tenebrae,
overshadowing those lesser patterns and reweaving them into itself.
But with so many malice, the mass was too chaotic for the teshuva’s
energy to overwhelm.
At least, for his teshuva alone.
He tightened his grip on the woman beside him.
Despite the peril that had his ravager locked in destruction
mode—or maybe because of that distraction—he was keenly aware of
her on a visceral male level. The softness of her curves. Her
scent, sweet and unruly like a wild spring wind tearing through
cherry blossoms. Insanity, but he could not stop thinking of the
scant hour lost in her body. It should have been all night. No,
nights.
Now they’d be lucky to see the dawn.
“Only one thing left to do before we die,” he
murmured.
She glanced up at him in question, and he kissed
her.
He had not quite understood how Archer could risk
his heart, his very soul, even the world itself, just for his talya
mate. They had a duty, damn it, a mission—all of them.
But duty, mission, heart, soul, and world were
mere tinder to the conflagration that swept him on Jilly’s soft
moan as his lips passed over hers.
He loosed his grip on the blackness around them,
the better to enfold her in his embrace. She molded herself to him,
the slick, soft fabric of her unzipped puffy jacket crushed against
his chest. Half hidden by the neckline of her T-shirt, the
reven-sparked wings of her butterfly tattoo
fanned his desire. The black wall of malice swirled into sickening
motion, faster and faster. And they mattered less than scattered
leaves in the flames that consumed him. All was madness. And he
didn’t care in the least.
On some level, he realized that didn’t bode well
for the world.
The cyclonic wind tugged his coat and whipped his
hair to tangle with Jilly’s blue spiked locks. When she cupped his
face, angling her jaw to deepen the kiss, her fingertips brushed
the reven at his temple. At her touch, the
bracelet around her wrist glimmered as if coming to life. The
lunatic malice swarm was like a negative of the silvery
interweaving, the strands that looped around and back, lost in
themselves, trapped. . . .
He drew back suddenly. “We don’t have to drain
them. We just have to trap them.”
He struggled to focus past the chaos of the
malice, of the bracelet, of his lust. Underneath was . . .
stillness, at least. If he could reach it. “Lau- lau said the knot
work was a demon trap. We use that pattern.”
She swayed against him. “I don’t want to be
trapped.”
“Not us. The malice.” After that kiss, he refused
to think how trapped he might be.
She took a step back from him. The whirling
malice had tightened their circle, and the oily black smeared past
them. He also didn’t want to think what would happen if he was
wrong.
To be eaten in a single gulp by a monstrous
feralis would suck, but death by a thousand malice mouths was just
no way for a talya to die. His demon would never forgive him.
He held her hand tight. The bracelet glinted
between them. He raised her fist. “Bend the malice to this pattern.
Back upon themselves. Evil consuming evil.” His voice fell into a
rhythm, almost a chant. He held her gaze every bit as tight.
“Locked into eternity. Trapped. Leaving us free.”
Did he want to be free? He forced the thought
away.
“We’re all trapped,” Jilly murmured. “Always have
been. Which is worse? When we try to lock someone else in with us?
Or lock everyone out?”
Within the thickening blackness, glitter appeared
like a hint of hoar frost, a chill gleam matching Jilly’s bracelet.
Over the sulfurous stench of malice, a desiccating cold burned in
Liam’s lungs as the tenebraeternum leaked into the world. A few
whirling malice snagged on the points of eerie light. The ether
that swirled behind them in translucent oily ribbons looped and
coiled. And knotted together.
More malice blundered into the knots, and the
tangle expanded, capturing more of the seething tenebrae in a laced
matrix of shadow and demon light, as finely woven as the fluorspar
and waste metal of the bracelet. The smoky tornado turned to sludge
and began to crystallize. One by one, the crimson stars of malice
eyes winked out, leaving only needle pricks of oblivion
behind.
Leaving Liam and Jilly enclosed in a cone of
shining black ice.
In the stillness, the sound of their matched
breath was preternaturally loud. She tugged her hand out of his
grasp.
“Jilly,” he said. “Wait.”
She didn’t. She slammed her fist through the
malice. He grabbed her and yanked her under the shelter of his coat
as the shimmering blackness crumbled and the latticework of
interlocked malice flaked like charred dust on the Chicago
wind.
She peeked out. “Good thing that didn’t bring
them back to life.”
He coughed and jumped down off the car roof. The
malice storm had scoured the paint and etched the bare steel like
scrimshaw on whalebone.
He scowled, thinking of the car’s owner
scratching his head in the morning.
Jilly jumped down beside him. Her boots thudded
like his heart. “What?”
“I hate when the tenebraeternum leaves its mark
on this world.”
Her gaze flicked up to the reven at his temple, which he knew must be blazing
with the teshuva’s amped energies. “You can only do so much.”
“If by ‘so much,’ you mean fail again, you’re
right.”
“We survived.”
“That is not enough.”
“But it’s a start.”
“After a century or two, you’re ready to finish
it.”
“And with that attitude, you wanted to be
leader?” She shook her head. “I guess leader is not the same as
cheerleader.”
“I never wanted this.” He bit back the rest of
the words that threatened to pour out of his exhaustion like so
many unfrozen malice.
She rubbed her wrist where the bracelet had
dulled to matte gray again. He didn’t think it was a good sign that
the demon’s gift came to life only when hell was rising . . . and
when they touched. “Then why stay? Why do it?”
The cold concepts of duty and mission he had
jettisoned so readily while in her arms spiraled up around him
again, locking him in place. “It is all I have left.”
That was too honest. The chill was settled so
deep in his bones, it didn’t even stop him from moving now. He
crouched beside the wheel of the car where a drift of the black
dust had collected. The license plate was polished to a featureless
rectangle, and hairline fissures crazed the tires, as if the dust
had parched and aged the rubber. After scraping a handful of the
inert malice residue into his pocket, he rose. “If only the league
had a veteran Bookkeeper, this might be interesting. Maybe even
useful.”
Her fingers flexed into fists, then opened again,
as if she wanted to drag something more from him. “You can always
do this again some other night. Since that’s all you have
left.”
He studied her. “I didn’t do that. Not
alone.”
She stared back. “What do you mean?”
“Didn’t you feel it?” Disbelief surged through
him when her gaze went as blank as the crystallized malice
eyeballs. How could she deny that jolt of power? “Something bound
us in that moment when we followed the fluorspar weave and trapped
the malice together.”
She took a step back, her fingers digging under
the edge of the bracelet. “Hey, I’m already stuck with the demon.
I’m not bound to anything else.” Anyone
else. The unvoiced words echoed like a malice cry.
Still the tough rebel, despite what they’d been
through. Or maybe because of what they’d been through?
Not that the reason mattered. He’d walked a fine
line with his bitter, wounded crew long enough to know that prying
into their emotions and histories only overturned rocks and
released lots of creepy-crawlies—and they had enough of those in
their immortal lives.
They’d all been possessed for a reason. Their
wounds resonated with the tenebraeternum, which brought the teshuva
and the lesser demons down upon their heads. Or souls. After what
happened tonight in the spillover of her anger and his lust, he
should know better than to poke at her wounds and rouse those
demons of the literal and metaphorical sort. And yet, he wanted to
know her.
She, clearly, didn’t return the interest. And
maybe she was wiser than he, because thanks to Archer and Sera,
he’d already seen what a mated-talyan pair could do—would do—if anything came between them. It seemed
the only force more threatening to the world than evil was
love.
Merely thinking the word rippled the hackles up
his neck.
Damn it, he didn’t have time for any of this, not
the strange and perilous trick they’d pulled with the even more
strangely behaving malice, not the unnerving reactivation of the
soulless haints, definitely not the needful wish to touch her that
made his fingers curl into fists.
This was exactly why he’d told Archer he couldn’t
get involved.
“Come on. We’ve had enough trouble for one
night.” He walked around to the car’s driver side, tweaked his
demon, and punched out the window.
Jilly slipped in beside him when he opened the
passenger door. She lifted one eyebrow. “Grand theft auto doesn’t
count as more trouble for the night?”
“Less trouble than the owner calling his
insurance company, or maybe filing a police report. Or worse yet,
thinking some supernatural phenomenon like city crop circles
scraped all the paint off his junker and posting a conspiracy
theory on YouTube.” He ripped open the steering column and
hot-wired the ignition, grimacing at the spark that burned across
his busted knuckles.
She watched as the car sputtered to life. “You
know, if it’s always such an issue, you should probably carry a
screwdriver. When’s your birthday?”
He held back a sudden grin. “Your young charges
teach you as much as you teach them?”
“Nah. I learned that from uncle number four.” She
knotted her hands in her lap. “Anyway, kids these days just
carjack. Nobody wants to put any effort into anything
anymore.”
When he’d read Jilly’s file, he’d noted that her
mother had raised three children by herself. Apparently none of the
uncles—how many had there been?—had stuck around long enough to
make a blip on the dossier. He knew well enough that the seismic
forces that shaped a personality often occurred too far below the
surface to be remarkable. At least, not until the whole facade came
shuddering apart.
He wrapped his bloody fist around the wheel, the
better to strangle memories of his own. “The league will reimburse
the owner. You’d be surprised how many people take an envelope of
cash with no questions asked.”
“Not surprised at all, probably. I think the
director at the halfway house was into something like that. I might
be a pain in the ass, but he was just too glad to get rid of me.
But what do a bunch of barely-off-the-street kids have worth
taking?” She slumped in her seat. “God, is the whole city
rotten?”
“Don’t ask God.” Liam pulled out his cell phone
and hit speed dial. The phone crackled in his ear. “Archer, can’t
talk long. Ran into a few malice, and their stain is playing havoc
with reception. I need you to dump a car. No scrubbing. Just muddy
the waters. I’ll meet you at Millennium Park.”
Jilly focused on him as he disconnected. “You
guys do this a lot?”
“More often. It’s harder for us to hide these
days.”
“Maybe it’s time to come out of the
shadows.”
“We are the shadows.” He shook his head. “Our
first and best disguise has always been that no one wants to know
how close evil stalks.”
“That could be why evil
gets so close: because no one knows to look for it.”
He cast her a wry look. “Considering your job,
you already had a sense of how bad bad could be, and yet you still
barely believe in the forces that have become part of you. How much
harder for the rest of them?”
She was silent a moment, looking down at her
hands where etheric stains darkened her nails around the blue
polish. She twisted the bracelet on her wrist. “I do
believe.”
Not in him. Not enough to reach out to him, to
the connection building between them. A primitive urge to force her
to acknowledge that link ramped up his pulse. But even though she’d
accused him of doing anything for the league, he was not a monster.
Or not the sort of monster who forced a woman to want him. He
wrestled the ancient alpha-male part of his brain much as one would
any reptile. He jumped on it before it could grab him in its sharp
teeth, threw it in a gunnysack, tied a rope around it, and got the
hell out.
In the middle of the freezing night, Millennium
Park was empty. He parked the car in a temporary zone across from
the Art Institute, and he and Jilly got out.
“Archer will meet us at Cloud
Gate.”
She waited for him to come around to the
sidewalk. “You mean the Bean.”
He glowered. “I mean the stainless steel
sculpture in the middle of the park, the essence of which is more
perfectly evoked by its given name than that ridiculous
nickname.”
“But that’s what everyone calls it.”
As they made their way down the treelined
promenade, he scoffed. “Since when do you do what everyone else
does?”
This time, she glowered. “You’re just showing off
how superior you think you are by calling it Cloud Gate.”
“If sticking with reality is superior, then so be
it.”
“Reality bites.” She bared her teeth.
He smiled back. “That it does.”
They climbed the shallow flight of steps to the
sculpture. The bowed silver towered over their heads, reflecting
the darkness and the city lights with equal distortion.
Jilly reached out to touch it, just as many were
drawn to do, judging by the fingerprint smudges across the surface.
The bracelet—matte where the sculpture was shiny, intricately woven
instead of smooth—winked with a fierce opalescent fire in its
reflection.
“Lovely.” She pulled her hand away before she
made contact. “Will the malice come hunting us again?”
“Not here. Something about art tends to hold them
at bay.”
She tilted her head. “Odd.”
“Not if you think about how many artists talk
about their work as free therapy to exorcise their demons.”
“A way out of possession.”
He shook his head. “Only the art seems immune.
The artists are just as vulnerable. Maybe more so.”
“Oh well. I can’t even finger-paint.”
“I used to work with metal.” The revelation
popped out of him like a spark from an overheated forge. He winced
at the curiosity that brightened her face. “That was a long time
ago. Anyway, Archer will be here soon—”
“You were a sculptor too? No wonder you like
Cloud Gate better than ‘the Bean.’ ”
He shook his head. “Not really a sculptor. I just
didn’t want you to think some artistic bent could have saved you.
Plenty of artists fall prey to evil. It’s only their work that may
be spared.”
“So not a sculptor,” she prodded. “An armorer?
You have enough in your basement.”
“Nothing so violent. Or so useful. I was just a
blacksmith back home.”
“Home, as in Ireland.” She stilled. “How long ago
was it exactly?”
“I left in the winter of 1850. I’ve not been
back.”
She let out a slow breath. “That’s a long time.
When you said ‘immortal,’ I didn’t really appreciate what that
meant.”
He gave her a crooked smile. “Ah, to be so young
and carefree again.”
Her lips quirked up in answer, and she waggled a
finger at him.
Despite the invitation to share, he hesitated.
Had anyone ever asked him about those days? If so, it had been long
enough ago that he didn’t remember. That seemed ominous. “I was the
smithy in my village. I repaired tools, shoed horses, made pots,
nothing fancy.”
Her gaze flitted across his face so that he
wondered what was showing there. “I suppose the hammer makes a
certain amount of sense, then.”
“I was familiar with it.” His fist
tightened.
She studied him. “I would’ve pictured a
blacksmith as heftier than you. Except for the shoulders, you’re
more Scarecrow than Tin Man.” Then she paused, and he saw her
calculating in her head. “The potato famine. That happened around
your time.”
As if she had summoned up one of those
interminable public-television documentaries, the memories of his
past threatened to bore him to tears. Or anyway, his eyes burned
for some reason. “Like many others, that’s why I left.”
Her eyes narrowed, as if she knew he wasn’t
telling all, just as Cloud Gate reflected
only the highlights and skyline, none of the alleys or gutters. No
one wanted to see that ugliness anyway.
She bit at her lip. “You didn’t—you aren’t still
starving? Are you?”
“The demon freezes us like a fly in amber, but I
wasn’t possessed until later.” More questions welled up in her
eyes, but he didn’t want to get stuck again as if a bug in fresh
tree sap. “Archer will be here soon. You need to practice getting
your emotions under control.”
She scowled at him. A price he was willing to pay
if it stopped her questions.
But he shook his head. “See? Right away, you’re
annoyed. I’m just trying to lead you.”
“You’re telling me what to do.”
He wondered how he had ever seen her as a pixie,
when she was obviously more grumbling gremlin. “You’re not a child,
Jilly, who needs to be tricked into doing the right thing. I
shouldn’t have to coerce you to do what’s needed to survive.”
“As if you could.”
Last straw. Her challenge, along with the old
memories, and the knowledge that, for the moment at least, they
were safe from outside attack, cracked his self-restraint.
He stepped into her, forcing her back against the
stainless steel. “Oh, I could. In fact, I believe I already did.
Once.” He drew a breath tinged with the scent of cherry gloss on
her lips, and the crack in his discipline splintered.
She tilted her head back to meet his glare. “You
were hopped up on Lau-lau’s long-joy juice.”
“Hmm. Is that why I was on top?” In the
sculpture’s reflection, the harsh violet glow in his eyes gleamed
back at him, mocking. He let the demon out another notch, revving
up his senses so that his skin prickled with the auroral forces of
her body near his.
Something about her—something beyond the obvious
immature rebelliousness of her unruly hair and piercing—was like a
million testing fingerprints trashing his well-polished control.
Unlike any maddening talya he’d known, she unerringly targeted his
secret flaw: that he’d never really wanted to be in command.
Indulging his temper was as stupid as swinging his hammer blind. It
felt wild, wrong. And so good.
Especially when she put the point of her finger
in the center of his chest and took a step closer. He closed his
eyes at the radiating pleasure. Why did the fate of the world
matter again?
“Don’t try to dominate me,” she hissed. “It
annoys me and then I can’t back down.”
Her voice lacked the double-octave lows of a
rising demon. Which meant he pissed her off on a purely human
level. Yay, him.
“I am not trying,” he said. And he didn’t want
her to back down.
“Oh? That alpha-male bullshit doesn’t require any
rational effort? Of course it doesn’t. Thinking is not the
alpha-male forte.”
He opened his eyes. “Unfair. I actually think
quite a lot.” About her lips softening under his. Her head tipping
back to bare her throat. Her hands clutching his shoulders . .
.
Her eyes narrowed. “Right. I can guess what
you’re thinking.”
“Demonic possession confers no mind-reading
ability,” he said officiously.
“Yeah, well, I think I have a certain power of
mind over matter.” She zipped her finger down his chest and hooked
the front of his jeans.
Predictably, his cock surged to undeniable
attention.
She gave him a crooked grin that he
answered.
“Stalemate,” he murmured.
“None of that mate crap.” Her fist closed on his
fly. Not a prelude to the erotic, if exhibitionist, unveiling he
might fantasize. No, she just wanted the upper hand, as
usual.
His smile faded. “Who burned you, xiao-Jilly, that this energy between us scares you
more than a tower of tenebrae?”
“I’m not scared.” The denial burst out of her so
hotly, even she winced. “I just don’t like to be pushed around. And
Mom’s boyfriends really liked to push.”
“Really.” He didn’t move, but his pulse changed
as his demon uncoiled.
She must have felt it. She scowled at him and
gave a sharp tug on his jeans. “Don’t go all vigilante. I took care
of it myself. Anyway, it wasn’t any of them.” She looked down and
seemed to realize how intimately she had taken hold of him.
Her hand sprang open, but before she could step
back, he laced his fingers through hers. Not in a confining
gesture, but too entwined to easily pull away. He modulated his
tone the same, not demanding, but not to be denied. “Who was
it?”
She shrugged as if it hardly mattered, but her
grasp tightened. “After I left home, I couldn’t afford a place of
my own, so I moved in with two other girls. They hung with a rough
crowd, but that seemed normal. I didn’t even notice until I hooked
up with one of the guys. We’d been going out for a while, and one
night he got drunk and he smacked me.” She darted a look up at
him.
The shamed flush on her cheeks slammed through
him, and Liam locked every demon-powered muscle to stop himself
from pulling her into his arms. “I can find the bastard and kill
him,” he offered casually. “The league has resources I just don’t
use enough.”
She didn’t laugh—smart girl, she believed him—and
her grip on his hand eased. “In a sick way, he smacked sense into
me. I looked around, realized I was reliving my mother’s life,
blindly falling into the same trap she’d endured, and I
refused.”
And she’d been refusing ever since. The insight
into how hard she’d fought against a different sort of hell didn’t
exactly surprise him. But he was shocked at his twinge of envy that
her teshuva—discord class though it was—had found a perfect
resonance with the warrior she’d become.
He shifted his hold until his thumb rested on the
blood beating below the skin of her wrist. “Jilly—” He hadn’t meant
for that note of yearning to color his voice.
The deliberate scuff of footsteps made them
spring apart.
Archer crossed his arms. “Interrupting
anything?”
“Yes,” they said in unison.
Liam laughed softly when Jilly rolled her eyes at
him.
Archer didn’t smile. “We have to go. Ecco found
another cluster of haints. But these aren’t our old zombie friends.
They have hostages.”
All amusement and desire fled Liam, the void they
left jagged as a bomb blast. “Our people?” The last time he’d lost
a man . . .
But Archer shook his head. “Human.” His
expression softened with pity as he glanced at Jilly.
She took a step closer to Liam, as if he could
deflect that sympathetic sorrow. “Andre?”
“No. Your sister is one of them.”