CHAPTER I.

Mrs. Palmer was so well at the end of a
fortnight that her mother felt it no longer necessary to give up
the whole of her time to her; and, contenting herself with visiting
her once or twice a day, returned from that period to her own home,
and her own habits, in which she found the Miss Dashwoods very
ready to re-assume their former share.
About the third or fourth morning after their being
thus resettled in Berkeley Street, Mrs. Jennings, on returning from
her ordinary visit to Mrs. Palmer, entered the drawing-room, where
Elinor was sitting by herself, with an air of such hurrying
importance as prepared her to hear something wonderful; and giving
her time only to form that idea, began directly to justify it by
saying,—
“Lord! my dear Miss Dashwood! have you heard the
news?”
“No, ma‘am. What is it?”
“Something so strange! But you shall hear it all.
When I got to Mr. Palmer‘s, I found Charlotte quite in a fuss about
the child. She was sure it was very ill—it cried, and fretted, and
was all over pimples. So I looked at it directly, and, ’Lord! my
dear,‘ says I, ’it is nothing in the world but the red gum;‘v and
nurse said just the same. But Charlotte, she would not be
satisfied, so Mr. Donavan was sent for; and luckily he happened to
be just come in from Harley Street, so he stepped over directly,
and as soon as ever he saw the child he said just as we did, that
it was nothing in the world but the red gum, and then Charlotte was
easy. And so, just as he was going away again, it came into my
head, I am sure I do not know how I happened to think of it, but it
came into my head to ask him if there was any news. So upon that he
smirked, and simpered, and looked grave, and seemed to know
something or other, and at last he said in a whisper, ‘For fear any
unpleasant report should reach the young ladies under your care as
to their sister’s indisposition, I think it advisable to say, that
I believe there is no great reason for alarm; I hope Mrs. Dashwood
will do very well.“
“What! is Fanny ill?”
“That is exactly what I said, my dear. ‘Lord!’ says
I, ‘is Mrs. Dashwood ill?’ So then it all came out; and the long
and the short of the matter, by all I can learn, seems to be this.
Mr. Edward Ferrars, the very young man I used to joke with you
about, (but, however, as it turns out, I am monstrous glad there
never was any thing in it,) Mr. Edward Ferrars, it seems, has been
engaged above this twelvemonth to my cousin Lucy! There’s for you,
my dear! And not a creature knowing a syllable of the matter except
Nancy! Could you have believed such a thing possible? There is no
great wonder in their liking one another; but that matters should
be brought so forward between them, and nobody suspect it! That is
strange! I never happened to see them together, or I am sure I
should have found it out directly. Well, and so this was kept a
great secret, for fear of Mrs. Ferrars, and neither she nor your
brother or sister suspected a word of the matter; till this very
morning, poor Nancy, who, you know, is a well-meaning creature, but
no conjurer,‘w popt
it all out. ’Lord!‘ thinks she to herself, ’they are all so fond of
Lucy, to be sure they will make no difficulty about it;‘ and so
away she went to your sister, who was sitting all alone at her
carpet-work, little suspecting what was to come—for she had just
been saying to your brother, only five minutes before, that she
thought to make a match between Edward and some Lord’s daughter or
other, I forget who. So you may think what a blow it was to all her
vanity and pride. She fell into violent hysterics immediately, with
such screams as reached your brother’s ears, as he was sitting in
his own dressing-room down stairs, thinking about writing a letter
to his steward in the country. So up he flew directly, and a
terrible scene took place, for Lucy was come to them by that time,
little dreaming what was going on. Poor soul! I pity her.
And I must say, I think she was used very hardly; for your sister
scolded like any fury, and soon drove her into a fainting fit.
Nancy, she fell upon her knees, and cried bitterly; and your
brother, he walked about the room, and said he did not know what to
do. Mrs. Dashwood declared they should not stay a minute longer in
the house; and your brother was forced to go down upon his
knees, too, to persuade her to let them stay till they had packed
up their clothes. Then she fell into hysterics again, and he
was so frightened that he would send for Mr. Donavan, and Mr.
Donavan found the house in all this uproar. The carriage was at the
door ready to take my poor cousins away, and they were just
stepping in as he came off; poor Lucy in such a condition, he says,
she could hardly walk; and Nancy, she was almost as bad. I declare,
I have no patience with your sister; and I hope, with all my heart,
it will be a match in spite of her. Lord! what a taking poor Mr.
Edward will be in when he hears of it! To have his love used so
scornfully! for they say he is monstrous fond of her, as well he
may. I should not wonder, if he was to be in the greatest of a
passion!—and Mr. Donavan thinks just the same. He and I had a great
deal of talk about it; and the best of all is, that he is gone back
again to Harley Street, that he may be within call when Mrs.
Ferrars is told of it; for she was sent for as soon as ever my
cousins left the house, for your sister was sure she would
be in hysterics too; and so she may, for what I care. I have no
pity for either of them. I have no notion of people’s making such a
to-do about money and greatness. There is no reason on earth why
Mr. Edward and Lucy should not marry; for I am sure Mrs. Ferrars
may afford to do very well by her son; and though Lucy has next to
nothing herself, she knows better than any body how to make the
most of every thing; and I dare say, if Mrs. Ferrars would only
allow him five hundred a year, she would make as good an appearance
with it as any body else would with eight. Lord! how snug they
might live in such another cottage as yours—or a little bigger—with
two maids and two men; and I believe I could help them to a
housemaid, for my Betty has a sister out of place, that would fit
them exactly.”
Here Mrs. Jennings ceased; and as Elinor had had
time enough to collect her thoughts, she was able to give such an
answer, and make such observations, as the subject might naturally
be supposed to produce. Happy to find that she was not suspected of
any extraordinary interest in it; that Mrs. Jennings (as she had of
late often hoped might be the case) had ceased to imagine her at
all attached to Edward; and happy above all the rest, in the
absence of Marianne, she felt very well able to speak of the affair
without embarrassment, and to give her judgment, as she believed,
with impartiality on the conduct of every one concerned in
it.
She could hardly determine what her own expectation
of its event really was; though she earnestly tried to drive away
the notion of its being possible to end otherwise at last, than in
the marriage of Edward and Lucy. What Mrs. Ferrars would say and
do, though there could not be a doubt of its nature, she was
anxious to hear; and still more anxious to know how Edward would
conduct himself. For him she felt much compassion;—for Lucy very
little—and it cost her some pains to procure that little;—for the
rest of the party none at all.
As Mrs. Jennings could talk on no other subject,
Elinor soon saw the necessity of preparing Marianne for its
discussion. No time was to be lost in undeceiving her, in making
her acquainted with the real truth, and in endeavouring to bring
her to hear it talked of by others, without betraying that she felt
any uneasiness for her sister, or any resentment against
Edward.
Elinor’s office was a painful one. She was going to
remove what she really believed to be her sister’s chief
consolation,—to give such particulars of Edward as she feared would
ruin him for ever in her good opinion,—and to make Marianne, by a
resemblance in their situations, which to her fancy would seem
strong, feel all her own disappointment over again. But unwelcome
as such a task must be, it was necessary to be done, and Elinor
therefore hastened to perform it.
She was very far from wishing to dwell on her own
feelings, or to represent herself as suffering much, any otherwise
than as the self-command she had practised since her first
knowledge of Edward’s engagement might suggest a hint of what was
practicable to Marianne. Her narration was clear and simple; and
though it could not be given without emotion, it was not
accompanied by violent agitation, nor impetuous grief. That
belonged rather to the hearer, for Marianne listened with horror,
and cried excessively. Elinor was to be the comforter of others in
her own distresses, no less than in theirs; and all the comfort
that could be given by assurances of her own composure of mind, and
a very earnest vindication of Edward from every charge but of
imprudence, was readily offered.
But Marianne for some time would give credit to
neither. Edward seemed a second Willoughby; and acknowledging as
Elinor did, that she had loved him most sincerely, could she feel
less than herself! As for Lucy Steele, she considered her so
totally unamiable, so absolutely incapable of attaching a sensible
man, that she could not be persuaded at first to believe, and
afterwards to pardon, any former affection of Edward for her. She
would not even admit it to have been natural; and Elinor left her
to be convinced that it was so, by that which only could convince
her, a better knowledge of mankind.
Her first communication had reached no farther than
to state the fact of the engagement, and the length of time it had
existed. Marianne’s feelings had then broken in, and put an end to
all regularity of detail; and for some time all that could be done
was to soothe her distress, lessen her alarms, and combat her
resentment. The first question on her side, which led to farther
particulars, was,—
“How long has this been known to you, Elinor? has
he written to you?”
“I have known it these four months. When Lucy first
came to Barton Park last November, she told me in confidence of her
engagement.”
At these words, Marianne’s eyes expressed the
astonishment which her lips could not utter. After a pause of
wonder, she exclaimed,—
“Four months! Have you known of this four
months?”
Elinor confirmed it.
“What! while attending me in all my misery, has
this been on your heart? and I have reproached you for being
happy!”
“It was not fit that you should then know how much
I was the reverse.”
“Four months!” cried Marianne again. “So calm! so
cheerful! How have you been supported?”
“By feeling that I was doing my duty. My promise to
Lucy obliged me to be secret. I owed it to her, therefore, to avoid
giving any hint of the truth; and I owed it to my family and
friends, not to create in them a solicitude about me, which it
could not be in my power to satisfy.”
Marianne seemed much struck.
“I have very often wished to undeceive yourself and
my mother,” added Elinor; “and once or twice I have attempted it;
but without betraying my trust, I never could have convinced
you.
“Four months! and yet you loved him!”
“Yes. But I did not love only him; and while the
comfort of others was dear to me, I was glad to spare them from
knowing how much I felt. Now, I can think and speak of it with
little emotion. I would not have you suffer on my account; for I
assure you I no longer suffer materially myself. I have many things
to support me. I am not conscious of having provoked the
disappointment by any imprudence of my own, and I have borne it as
much as possible without spreading it farther. I acquit Edward of
all essential misconduct. I wish him very happy; and I am so sure
of his always doing his duty, that though now he may harbour some
regret, in the end he must become so. Lucy does not want sense; and
that is the foundation on which every thing good may be built. And
after all, Marianne, after all that is bewitching in the idea of a
single and constant attachment, and all that can be said of one’s
happiness depending entirely on any particular person, it is not
meant—it is not fit—it is not possible that it should be so. Edward
will marry Lucy; he will marry a woman superior in person and
understanding to half her sex; and time and habit will teach him to
forget that he ever thought another superior to her.”
“If such is your way of thinking,” said Marianne,
“if the loss of what is most valued is so easily to be made up by
something else, your resolution, your self-command, are, perhaps, a
little less to be wondered at. They are brought more within my
comprehension.” at I have ever felt
“I understand you. You do not suppose that I have
ever felt much. For four months, Marianne, I have had all this
hanging on my mind, without being at liberty to speak of it to a
single creature; knowing that it would make you and my mother most
unhappy whenever it were explained to you, yet unable to prepare
you for it in the least. It was told me,—it was in a manner forced
on me by the very person herself, whose prior engagement ruined all
my prospects; and told me, as I thought, with triumph. This
person’s suspicions, therefore, I have had to oppose, by
endeavouring to appear indifferent where I have been most deeply
interested; and it has not been only once; I have had her hopes and
exultation to listen to again and again. I have known myself to be
divided from Edward for ever, without hearing one circumstance that
could make me less desire the connection. Nothing has proved him
unworthy; nor has any thing declared him indifferent to me. I have
had to contend against the unkindness of his sister, and the
insolence of his mother; and have suffered the punishment of an
attachment, without enjoying its advantages. And all this has been
going on at a time, when, as you too well know, it has not been my
only unhappiness. If you can think me capable of ever feeling,
surely you may suppose that I have suffered now. The
composure of mind with which I have brought myself at present to
consider the matter, the consolation that I have been willing to
admit, have been the effect of constant and painful exertion; they
did not spring up of themselves; they did not occur to relieve my
spirits at first. No, Marianne. Then, if I had not been
bound to silence, perhaps nothing could have kept me entirely—not
even what I owed to my dearest friends—from openly showing that I
was very unhappy.”
Marianne was quite subdued.
“Oh, Elinor,” she cried, “you have made me hate
myself for ever. How barbarous have I been to you!—you, who have
been my only comfort, who have borne with me in all my misery, who
have seemed to be only suffering for me! Is this my gratitude? Is
this the only return I can make you? Because your merit cries out
upon myself, I have been trying to do it away.”
The tenderest caresses followed this confession. In
such a frame of mind as she was now in, Elinor had no difficulty in
obtaining from her whatever promise she required; and, at her
request, Marianne engaged never to speak of the affair to any one
with the least appearance of bitterness; to meet Lucy without
betraying the smallest increase of dislike to her; and even to see
Edward himself, if chance should bring them together, without any
diminution of her usual cordiality. These were great concessions;
but where Marianne felt that she had injured, no reparation could
be too much for her to make.
She performed her promise of being discreet, to
admiration. She attended to all that Mrs. Jennings had to say upon
the subject, with an unchanging complexion, dissented from her in
nothing, and was heard three times to say, “Yes, ma‘am.” She
listened to her praise of Lucy with only moving from one chair to
another; and when Mrs. Jennings talked of Edward’s affection, it
cost her only a spasm in her throat. Such advances towards heroism
in her sister, made Elinor feel equal to any thing herself.
The next morning brought a farther trial of it, in
a visit from their brother, who came with a most serious aspect to
talk over the dreadful affair, and bring them news of his
wife.
“You have heard, I suppose,” said he, with great
solemnity, as soon as he was seated, “of the very shocking
discovery that took place under our roof yesterday.”
They all looked their assent; it seemed too awful a
moment for speech.
“Your sister,” he continued, “has suffered
dreadfully; Mrs. Ferrars too—in short it has been a scene of such
complicated distress—but I will hope that the storm may be
weathered without our being any of us quite overcome. Poor Fanny!
she was in hysterics all yesterday. But I would not alarm you too
much. Donovan says there is nothing materially to be apprehended;
her constitution is a good one, and her resolution equal to any
thing. She has borne it all with the fortitude of an angel! She
says she never shall think well of any body again; and one cannot
wonder at it, after being so deceived!—meeting with such
ingratitude, where so much kindness had been shown, so much
confidence had been placed! It was quite out of the benevolence of
her heart, that she had asked these young women to her house;
merely because she thought they deserved some attention, were
harmless, well-behaved girls, and would be pleasant companions; for
otherwise we both wished very much to have invited you and Marianne
to be with us, while your kind friend there was attending her
daughter. And now to be so rewarded! ‘I wish, with all my heart,’
says poor Fanny, in her affectionate way, ‘that we had asked your
sisters instead of them.’
Here he stopped to be thanked; which being done, he
went on.
“What poor Mrs. Ferrars suffered, when first Fanny
broke it to her, is not to be described. While she with the truest
affection had been planning a most eligible connection for him, was
it to be supposed that he could be all the time secretly engaged to
another person!—such a suspicion could never have entered her head!
If she suspected any prepossession elsewhere, it could not
be in that quarter. ‘There, to be sure,’ said she, ‘I might have
thought myself safe.’ She was quite in an agony. We consulted
together, however, as to what should be done, and at last she
determined to send for Edward. He came. But I am sorry to relate
what ensued. All that Mrs. Ferrars could say to make him put an end
to the engagement, assisted too, as you may well suppose, by my
arguments, and Fanny’s entreaties, was of no avail. Duty,
affection, every thing was disregarded. I never thought Edward so
stubborn, so unfeeling before. His mother explained to him her
liberal designs, in case of his marrying Miss Morton; told him she
would settle on him the Norfolk estate, which, clear of land-tax,
brings in a good thousand a year; offered even, when matters grew
desperate, to make it twelve hundred; and in opposition to this, if
he still persisted in this low connection, represented to him the
certain penury that must attend the match. His own two thousand
pounds she protested should be his all; she would never see him
again; and so far would she be from affording him the smallest
assistance, that if he were to enter into any profession with a
view of better support, she would do all in her power to prevent
his advancing in it.”
Here Marianne, in an ecstasy of indignation,
clapped her hands together, and cried, “Gracious God! can this be
possible?”
“Well may you wonder, Marianne,” replied her
brother, “at the obstinacy which could resist such arguments as
these. Your exclamation is very natural.”
Marianne was going to retort, but she remembered
her promises, and forbore.
“All this, however,” he continued, “was urged in
vain. Edward said very little; but what he did say was in the most
determined manner. Nothing should prevail on him to give up his
engagement. He would stand to it, cost him what it might.”
“Then,” cried Mrs. Jennings with blunt sincerity,
no longer able to be silent, “he has acted like an honest man! I
beg your pardon, Mr. Dashwood, but if he had done otherwise, I
should have thought him a rascal. I have some little concern in the
business, as well as yourself, for Lucy Steele is my cousin; and I
believe there is not a better kind of girl in the world, nor one
who more deserves a good husband.”
John Dashwood was greatly astonished; but his
nature was calm, not open to provocation; and he never wished to
offend any body, especially any body of good fortune. He therefore
replied without any resentment,—
“I would by no means speak disrespectfully of any
relation of yours, madam. Miss Lucy Steele is, I dare say, a very
deserving young woman; but in the present case, you know, the
connection must be impossible. And to have entered into a secret
engagement with a young man under her uncle’s care, the son of a
woman especially of such very large fortune as Mrs. Ferrars, is,
perhaps, altogether a little extraordinary. In short, I do not mean
to reflect upon the behaviour of any person whom you have a regard
for, Mrs. Jennings. We all wish her extremely happy; and Mrs.
Ferrars’s conduct throughout the whole has been such as every
conscientious, good mother, in like circumstances, would adopt. It
has been dignified and liberal. Edward has drawn his own lot, and I
fear it will be a bad one.”
Marianne sighed out her similar apprehension; and
Elinor’s heart wrung for the feelings of Edward, while braving his
mother’s threats, for a woman who could not reward him.
“Well, sir,” said Mrs. Jennings, “and how did it
end?”
“I am sorry to say, ma‘am, in a most unhappy
rupture:—Edward is dismissed for ever from his mother’s notice. He
left her house yesterday, but where he is gone, or whether he is
still in town, I do not know; for we of course can make no
enquiry.”
“Poor young man! and what is to become of
him?”
“What, indeed, ma‘am! It is a melancholy
consideration. Born to the prospect of such affluence! I cannot
conceive a situation more deplorable. The interest of two thousand
pounds—how can a man live on it! And when to that is added the
recollection that he might, but for his own folly, within three
months, have been in the receipt of two thousand five hundred a
year (for Miss Morton has thirty thousand pounds), I cannot picture
to myself a more wretched condition. We must all feel for him; and
the more so, because it is totally out of our power to assist
him.”
“Poor young man!” cried Mrs. Jennings, “I am sure
he should be very welcome to bed and board at my house; and so I
would tell him if I could see him. It is not fit that he should be
living about at his own charge now, at lodgings and taverns.”
Elinor’s heart thanked her for such kindness
towards Edward, though she could not forbear smiling at the form of
it.
“If he would only have done as well by himself,”
said John Dashwood, “as all his friends were disposed to do by him,
he might now have been in his proper situation, and would have
wanted for nothing; but as it is, it must be out of any body’s
power to assist him. And there is one thing more preparing against
him, which must be worse than all,—his mother has determined, with
a very natural kind of spirit, to settle that estate upon Robert
immediately, which might have been Edward‘s, on proper conditions.
I left her this morning with her lawyer, talking over the
business.”
“Well!” said Mrs. Jennings, “that is her revenge.
Every body has a way of their own. But I don’t think mine would be,
to make one son independent because another had plagued me.”
Marianne got up and walked about the room.
“Can any thing be more galling to the spirit of a
man,” continued John, “than to see his younger brother in
possession of an estate which might have been his own? Poor Edward!
I feel for him sincerely.”
A few minutes more, spent in the same kind of
effusion, concluded his visit; and with repeated assurances to his
sisters that he really believed there was no material danger in
Fanny’s indisposition, and that they need not therefore be very
uneasy about it, he went away, leaving the three ladies unanimous
in their sentiments on the present occasion, as far at least as it
regarded Mrs. Ferrars’s conduct, the Dashwoods‘, and
Edward’s.
Marianne’s indignation burst forth as soon as he
quitted the room; and as her vehemence made reserve impossible in
Elinor, and unnecessary in Mrs. Jennings, they all joined in a very
spirited critique upon the party.