CHAPTER III.

The Miss Dashwoods had now been rather more
than two months in town, and Marianne’s impatience to be gone
increased every day. She sighed for the air, the liberty, the quiet
of the country; and fancied, that if any place could give her ease,
Barton must do it. Elinor was hardly less anxious than herself for
their removal, and only so much less bent on its being effected
immediately, as that she was conscious of the difficulties of so
long a journey, which Marianne could not be brought to acknowledge.
She began, however, seriously to turn her thoughts towards its
accomplishment; and had already mentioned their wishes to their
kind hostess, who resisted them with all the eloquence of her
good-will, when a plan was suggested, which, though detaining them
from home yet a few weeks longer, appeared to Elinor altogether
much more eligible than any other. The Palmers were to remove to
Cleveland, about the end of March, for the Easter holidays; and
Mrs. Jennings, with both her friends, received a very warm
invitation from Charlotte to go with them. This would not, in
itself, have been sufficient for the delicacy of Miss Dashwood; but
it was enforced with so much real politeness by Mr. Palmer himself,
as, joined to the very great amendment of his manners towards them
since her sister had been known to be unhappy, induced her to
accept it with pleasure.
When she told Marianne what she had done, however,
her first reply was not very auspicious.
“Cleveland!” she cried, with great agitation. “No,
I cannot go to Cleveland.”
“You forget,” said Elinor, gently, “that its
situation is not—that it is not in the neighbourhood of——”
“But it is in Somersetshire. I cannot go into
Somersetshire. There, where I looked forward to going;—no, Elinor,
you cannot expect me to go there.”
Elinor would not argue upon the propriety of over
coming such feelings; she only endeavoured to counteract them by
working on others; and represented it, therefore, as a measure
which would fix the time of her returning to that dear mother, whom
she so much wished to see, in a more eligible, more comfortable
manner, than any other plan could do, and perhaps without any
greater delay. From Cleveland, which was within a few miles of
Bristol, the distance to Barton was not beyond one day, though a
long day’s journey; and their mother’s servant might easily come
there to attend them down; and as there could be no occasion for
their staying above a week at Cleveland, they might now be at home
in little more than three weeks’ time. As Marianne’s affection for
her mother was sincere, it must triumph, with little difficulty,
over the imaginary evils she had started.
Mrs. Jennings was so far from being weary of her
guests, that she pressed them very earnestly to return with her
again from Cleveland. Elinor was grateful for the attention, but it
could not alter their design; and their mother’s concurrence being
readily gained, every thing relative to their return was arranged
as far as it could be; and Marianne found some relief in drawing up
a statement of the hours that were yet to divide her from
Barton.
“Ah! Colonel, I do not know what you and I shall do
without the Miss Dashwoods,” was Mrs. Jennings’s address to him
when he first called on her, after their leaving her was settled;
“for they are quite resolved upon going home from the Palmers; and
how forlorn we shall be when I come back! Lord! we shall sit and
gape at one another as dull as two cats.”
Perhaps Mrs. Jennings was in hopes, by this
vigorous sketch of their future ennui, to provoke him to make that
offer, which might give himself an escape from it; and if so, she
had soon afterwards good reason to think her object gained; for, on
Elinor’s moving to the window to take more expeditiously the
dimensions of a print, which she was going to copy for her friend,
he followed her to it with a look of particular meaning, and
conversed with her there for several minutes. The effect of his
discourse on the lady, too, could not escape her observation; for
though she was too honourable to listen, and had even changed her
seat, on purpose that she might not hear, to one close by the
piano-forte on which Marianne was playing, she could not keep
herself from seeing that Elinor changed colour, attended with
agitation, and was too intent on what he said to pursue her
employment. Still farther in confirmation of her hopes, in the
interval of Marianne’s turning from one lesson to another, some
words of the Colonel’s inevitably reached her ear, in which he
seemed to be apologising for the badness of his house. This set the
matter beyond a doubt. She wondered, indeed, at his thinking it
necessary to do so; but supposed it to be the proper etiquette.
What Elinor said in reply she could not distinguish, but judged,
from the motion of her lips, that she did not think that any
material objection; and Mrs. Jennings commended her in her heart
for being so honest. They then talked on for a few minutes longer
without her catching a syllable, when another lucky stop in
Marianne’s performance brought her these words in the Colonel’s
calm voice,—
“I am afraid it cannot take place very soon.”
Astonished and shocked at so unlover-like a speech,
she was almost ready to cry out, “Lord! what should hinder it?” but
checking her desire, confined herself to this silent ejaculation,
—
“This is very strange!—sure he need not wait to be
older.”
This delay on the Colonel’s side, however, did not
seem to offend or mortify his fair companion in the least; for on
their breaking up the conference soon afterwards, and moving
different ways, Mrs. Jennings very plainly heard Elinor say, and
with a voice which showed her to feel what she said,—
“I shall always think myself very much obliged to
you.
Mrs. Jennings was delighted with her gratitude, and
only wondered, that, after hearing such a sentence, the Colonel
should be able to take leave of them, as he immediately did, with
the utmost sang-froid, and go away without making her any
reply! She had not thought her old friend could have made so
indifferent a suitor.
What had really passed between them was to this
effect.
“I have heard,” said he, with great compassion, “of
the injustice your friend Mr. Ferrars has suffered from his family;
for, if I understand the matter right, he has been entirely cast
off by them for persevering in his engagement with a very deserving
young woman. Have I been rightly informed? Is it so?”
Elinor told him that it was.
“The cruelty, the impolitic cruelty,” he replied,
with great feeling, “of dividing, or attempting to divide, two
young people long attached to each other, is terrible. Mrs. Ferrars
does not know what she may be doing—what she may drive her son to.
I have seen Mr. Ferrars two or three times in Harley Street, and am
much pleased with him. He is not a young man with whom one can be
intimately acquainted in a short time, but I have seen enough of
him to wish him well for his own sake, and as a friend of yours, I
wish it still more. I understand that he intends to take orders.
Will you be so good as to tell him that the living of Delaford, now
just vacant, as I am informed by this day’s post, is his, if he
think it worth his acceptance; but that, perhaps, so
unfortunately circumstanced as he is now, it may be nonsense to
appear to doubt; I only wish it were more valuable. It is a
rectory, but a small one; the late incumbent, I believe, did not
make more than 200l. per annum; and though it is certainly
capable of improvement, I fear not to such an amount as to afford
him a very comfortable income. Such as it is, however, my pleasure
in presenting him to it will be very great. Pray assure him of
it.”
Elinor’s astonishment at this commission could
hardly have been greater had the Colonel been really making her an
offer of his hand. The preferment, which only two days before she
had considered as hopeless for Edward, was already provided to
enable him to marry; and she, of all people in the world,
was fixed on to bestow it! Her emotion was such as Mrs. Jennings
had attributed to a very different cause; but whatever minor
feelings less pure, less pleasing, might have a share in that
emotion, her esteem for the general benevolence, and her gratitude
for the particular friendship, which together prompted Colonel
Brandon to this act, were strongly felt, and warmly expressed. She
thanked him for it with all her heart, spoke of Edward’s principles
and disposition with that praise which she knew them to deserve;
and promised to undertake the commission with pleasure, if it were
really his wish to put off so agreeable an office to another. But
at the same time she could not help thinking that no one could so
well perform it as himself. It was an office, in short, from which,
unwilling to give Edward the pain of receiving an obligation from
her, she would have been very glad to be spared herself; but
Colonel Brandon, on motives of equal delicacy, declining it
likewise, still seemed so desirous of its being given through her
means, that she would not, on any account, make farther opposition.
Edward, she believed, was still in town, and fortunately she had
heard his address from Miss Steele. She could undertake therefore
to inform him of it, in the course of the day. After this had been
settled, Colonel Brandon began to talk of his own advantage in
securing so respectable and agreeable a neighbour, and then
it was that he mentioned, with regret, that the house was small and
indifferent; an evil which Elinor, as Mrs. Jennings had supposed
her to do, made very light of, at least as far as regarded its
size.
“The smallness of the house,” said she, “I cannot
imagine any inconvenience to them; for it will be in proportion to
their family and income.”
By which the Colonel was surprised to find that
she was considering Mr. Ferrars’s marriage as the certain
consequence of the presentation; for he did not suppose it possible
that Delaford living could supply such an income as any body in his
style of life would venture to settle on, and he said so.
“This little rectory can do no more than
make Mr. Ferrars comfortable as a bachelor; it cannot enable him to
marry. I am sorry to say that my patronage ends with this; and my
interest is hardly more extensive. If, however, by an unforeseen
chance it should be in my power to serve him farther, I must think
very differently of him from what I now do, if I am not as ready to
be useful to him then as I sincerely wish I could be at present.
What I am now doing, indeed, seems nothing at all, since it can
advance him so little towards what must be his principal, his only
object of happiness. His marriage must still be a distant good; at
least, I am afraid it cannot take place very soon.”
Such was the sentence which, when misunderstood, so
justly offended the delicate feelings of Mrs. Jennings; but, after
this narration of what really passed between Colonel Brandon and
Elinor, while they stood at the window, the gratitude expressed by
the latter on their parting may perhaps appear, in general, not
less reasonably excited, nor less properly worded, than if it had
arisen from an offer of marriage.