It was a whole world in those
minutes from parlor to kitchen. She had never considered how long
it was between those rooms, down a flight of stairs, through a hall
past the sour faces of her ancestors’ portraits, and into the
kitchen and the smell of the burning fire and chopped food. It was
not merely the tinkle of the bright dances she regretted leaving,
but something in herself she had not experienced in a long time.
She rubbed her flushed face and then slipped into the kitchen where
her mother and the maid were preparing dinner.
Her mother’s words came like a slap. “Look at you,
Maria Constanze Weber, and God forgive you ... laughing with him
instead of helping me. You’re the same as the others. I thought you
were better. I have given everything to you girls, and you have
cared only what happened to each other, never me, never me. Why are
you with him so much these days? A poor musician just like your
father. The opera will never happen. I have it on excellent
knowledge.”
Constanze stood stunned. “What are these mad
stories?” she said, when she found her voice. “What are you
speaking about? Does laughter lead to anything bad? Are you worried
I’m going to fall in love with him? Yes, of course. He’s not good
enough for me because you are once more searching for an imaginary
prince to give me a title and money, which will reflect well on
you. The Grand Duke of Russia’s coming here in some months; have
you written him of me? Here’s your answer; here’s what I think of
it.” She snatched up the blue pitcher and hurled it against the
brick oven, where it shattered into a hundred pieces.
They both turned then to see Mozart on the stairs,
looking from one to the other. Constanze dropped to her knees and
began to sweep up the pieces. Their lovely pitcher. She had bought
it one sunny day years before while out with her father, and they
had packed it in straw on their moves from city to city. Now it
seemed she had lost him again in the shattered blue pieces.
Frau Weber began to slice a large onion. “Perhaps
you can enlighten me on some matter, Herr Mozart,” she called to
him.
“I would try to do so, madame,” he replied,
approaching the kitchen door.
“I don’t understand sons and daughters these days.
I nursed my parents, and it was not until they were in heaven that
I accepted Fridolin Weber’s offer of marriage. Nor do I understand
a young man, quick to assume that the girl who cooks his meal is
also to warm his sheets.”
“What do you speak of?”
“My daughter, who gathers up the broken pieces of
my pitcher as if she knows nothing, my daughter and you. Do you
think I’ve seen nothing over the past few weeks? You walk with her
in the park; you whisper on the stairs. Haven’t I been through this
tragedy once already with my older girl, who foolishly waited for
you and, in her waiting, grew tempted and fell? Yes, if you had not
made her wait, this wouldn’t have occurred. Now they’re gone,
they’re all gone but this one, and I have plans for her. I have
plans for her.”
“It seems to me that you have plans to sell her,”
he said quietly. “And that she objects to being sold. There is a
problem there.”
Frau Weber rushed toward him. “Have you compromised
her? She’s easy enough; all my daughters are. I’ll make life
wretched for you both if such a thing has happened. I’ll blacken
your name, young man, so that no good person will attend your
concerts, so that the Emperor will know what a shame it is that he
listens to your music. Your opera will be canceled if you see her
anymore. No one will ever hear your name. I took you in for pity,
but I was wrong. Play about with the daughter of a good widow
indeed, and see how the law comes down upon you!”
“But madame, this is madness. Do you threaten
me?”
“I do, and I’ll carry it through. You are not to
see her anymore, do you understand me? Leave,” she cried
imperiously. “Leave!”
He turned in confusion to Constanze, her apron full
of broken bits. “Yes, do go,” the girl cried. “This is no place for
you, Mozart. You see how we are. There’s no help for us here since
Papa died. Go, I’ll send word. I’ll be fine. Truly, I’ll send
word.”
He went at once through the streets to Leutgeb’s
rooms above his cheese shop, and later they sent the delivery boy
for his things. He did not look at them but walked up and down in
his little room. Constanze, he thought. What on earth has occurred?
If she did not come to him by the morning, he would go to
her.