Chapter XXV

There were seventeen officers in all riding
in this race. The race-course was a large three-mile ring of the
form of an ellipse in front of the pavilion. On this course nine
obstacles had been arranged: the stream, a big and solid barrier
five feet high, just before the pavilion, a dry ditch, a ditch full
of water, a precipitous slope, an Irish barricade (one of the most
difficult obstacles, consisting of a mound fenced with brushwood,
beyond which was a ditch out of sight for the horses, so that the
horse had to clear both obstacles or might be killed); then two
more ditches filled with water, and one dry one; and the end of the
race was just facing the pavilion. But the race began not in the
ring, but two hundred yards away from it, and in that part of the
course was the first obstacle, a dammed-up stream, seven feet in
breadth, which the racers could leap or wade through as they
preferred.
Three times they were ranged ready to start, but
each time some horse thrust itself out of line, and they had to
begin again. The umpire who was starting them, Colonel Sestrin, was
beginning to lose his temper, when at last for the fourth time he
shouted “Away!” and the racers started.
Every eye, every opera-glass, was turned on the
brightly colored group of riders at the moment they were in line to
start.
“They’re off! They’re starting!” was heard on all
sides after the hush of expectation.
And little groups and solitary figures among the
public began running from place to place to get a better view. In
the very first minute the close group of horsemen drew out, and it
could be seen that they were approaching the stream in two’s and
three’s and one behind another. To the spectators it seemed as
though they had all started simultaneously, but to the racers there
were seconds of difference that had great value to them.
Frou-Frou, excited and over-nervous, had lost the
first moment, and several horses had started before her, but before
reaching the stream, Vronsky, who was holding in the mare with all
his force as she tugged at the bridle, easily overtook three, and
there were left in front of him Mahotin’s chestnut Gladiator, whose
hind-quarters were moving lightly and rhythmically up and down
exactly in front of Vronsky, and in front of all, the dainty mare
Diana bearing Kuzovlev more dead than alive.
For the first instant Vronsky was not master either
of himself or his mare. Up to the first obstacle, the stream, he
could not guide the motions of his mare.
Gladiator and Diana came up to it together and
almost at the same instant; simultaneously they rose above the
stream and flew across to the other side; Frou-Frou darted after
them, as if flying; but at the very moment when Vronsky felt
himself in the air, he suddenly saw almost under his mare’s hoofs
Kuzovlev, who was floundering with Diana on the further side of the
stream. (Kuzovlev had let go the reins as he took the leap, and the
mare had sent him flying over her head.) Those details Vronsky
learned later; at the moment all he saw was that just under him,
where Frou-Frou must alight, Diana’s legs or head might be in the
way. But Frou-Frou drew up her legs and back in the very act of
leaping, like a falling cat, and, clearing the other mare, alighted
beyond her.
“O the darling!” thought Vronsky.
After crossing the stream Vronsky had complete
control of his mare, and began holding her in, intending to cross
the great barrier behind Mahotin, and to try to overtake him in the
clear ground of about five hundred yards that followed it.
The great barrier stood just in front of the
imperial pavilion. The Tsar and the whole court and crowds of
people were all gazing at them—at him, and Mahotin a length ahead
of him, as they drew near the “devil,” as the solid barrier was
called. Vronsky was aware of those eyes fastened upon him from all
sides, but he saw nothing except the ears and neck of his own mare,
the ground racing to meet him, and the back and white legs of
Gladiator beating time swiftly before him, and keeping always the
same distance ahead. Gladiator rose, with no sound of knocking
against anything. With a wave of his short tail he disappeared from
Vronsky’s sight.
“Bravo!” cried a voice.
At the same instant, under Vronsky’s eyes, right
before him flashed the palings of the barrier. Without the
slightest change in her action his mare flew over it; the palings
vanished, and he heard only a crash behind him. The mare, excited
by Gladiator’s keeping ahead, had risen too soon before the
barrier, and grazed it with her hind hoofs. But her pace never
changed, and Vronsky, feeling a spatter of mud in his face,
realized that he was once more the same distance from Gladiator.
Once more he perceived in front of him the same back and short
tail, and again the same swiftly moving white legs that got no
further away.
At the very moment when Vronsky thought that now
was the time to overtake Mahotin, Frou-Frou herself, understanding
his thoughts, without any incitement on his part, gained ground
considerably, and began getting alongside of Mahotin on the most
favorable side, close to the inner cord. Mahotin would not let her
pass that side. Vronsky had hardly formed the thought that he could
perhaps pass on the outer side, when Frou-Frou shifted her pace and
began overtaking him on the other side. Frou-Frou’s shoulder,
beginning by now to be dark with sweat, was even with Gladiator’s
back. For a few lengths they moved evenly. But before the obstacle
they were approaching, Vronsky began working at the reins, anxious
to avoid having to take the outer circle, and swiftly passed
Mahotin just upon the declivity. He caught a glimpse of his
mud-stained face as he flashed by. He even fancied that he smiled.
Vronsky passed Mahotin, but he was immediately aware of him close
upon him, and he never ceased hearing the even-thudding hoofs and
the rapid and still quite fresh breathing of Gladiator.
The next two obstacles, the water-course and the
barrier, were easily crossed, but Vronsky began to hear the
snorting and thud of Gladiator closer upon him. He urged on his
mare, and to his delight felt that she easily quickened her pace,
and the thud of Gladiator’s hoofs was again heard at the same
distance away.
Vronsky was at the head of the race, just as he
wanted to be and as Cord had advised, and now he felt sure of being
the winner. His excitement, his delight, and his tenderness for
Frou-Frou grew keener and keener. He longed to look round again,
but he did not dare do this, and tried to be cool and not to urge
on his mare, so to keep the same reserve of force in her as he felt
that Gladiator still kept. There remained only one obstacle, the
most difficult; if he could cross it ahead of the others, he would
come in first. He was flying towards the Irish barricade, Frou-Frou
and he both together saw the barricade in the distance, and both
the man and the mare had a moment’s hesitation. He saw the
uncertainty in the mare’s ears and lifted the whip, but at the same
time felt that his fears were groundless; the mare knew what was
wanted. She quickened her pace and rose smoothly, just as he had
fancied she would, and as she left the ground gave herself up to
the force of her rush, which carried her far beyond the ditch; and
with the same rhythm, without effort, with the same leg forward,
Frou-Frou fell back into her pace again.
“Bravo, Vronsky!” he heard shouts from a knot of
men—he knew they were his friends in the regiment—who were standing
at the obstacle. He could not fail to recognize Yashvin’s voice
though he did not see him.
“O my sweet!” he said inwardly to Frou-Frou, as he
listened for what was happening behind. “He’s cleared it!” he
thought, catching the thud of Gladiator’s hoofs behind him. There
remained only the last ditch, filled with water and five feet wide.
Vronsky did not even look at it, but anxious to get in a long way
first began sawing away at the reins, lifting the mare’s head and
letting it go in time with her paces. He felt that the mare was at
her very last reserve of strength; not her neck and shoulders
merely were wet, but the sweat was standing in drops on her mane,
her head, her sharp ears, and her breath came in short, sharp
gasps. But he knew that she had strength left more than enough for
the remaining five hundred yards. It was only from feeling himself
nearer the ground and from the peculiar smoothness of his motion
that Vronsky knew how greatly the mare had quickened her pace. She
flew over the ditch as though not noticing it. She flew over it
like a bird; but at the same instant Vronsky, to his horror, felt
that he had failed to keep up with the mare’s pace, that he had, he
did not know how, made a fearful, unpardonable mistake, in
recovering his seat in the saddle. All at once his position had
shifted and he knew that something awful had happened. He could not
yet make out what had happened, when the white legs of a chestnut
horse flashed by close to him, and Mahotin passed at a swift
gallop. Vronsky was touching the ground with one foot, and his mare
was sinking on that foot. He just had time to free his leg when she
fell on one side, gasping painfully, and, making vain efforts to
rise with her delicate, soaking neck, she fluttered on the ground
at his feet like a shot bird. The clumsy movement made by Vronsky
had broken her back. But that he only knew much later. At that
moment he knew only that Mahotin had flown swiftly by, while he
stood staggering alone on the muddy, motionless ground, and
Frou-Frou lay gasping before him, bending her head back and gazing
at him with her exquisite eyes. Still unable to realize what had
happened, Vronsky tugged at his mare’s reins. Again she struggled
all over like a fish, and her shoulders setting the saddle heaving,
she rose on her front legs but unable to lift her back, she
quivered all over and again fell on her side. With a face hideous
with passion, his lower jaw trembling, and his cheeks white,
Vronsky kicked her with his heel in the stomach and again fell to
tugging at the rein. She did not stir, but thrusting her nose into
the ground, she simply gazed at her master with her speaking
eyes.
“A—a—a!” groaned Vronsky, clutching at his head.
“Ah! what have I done!” he cried. “The race lost! And my fault!
shameful, unpardonable! And the poor darling, ruined mare! Ah! what
have I done!”
A crowd of men, a doctor and his assistant, the
officers of his regiment, ran up to him. To his misery he felt that
he was whole and unhurt. The mare had broken her back, and it was
decided to shoot her. Vronsky could not answer questions, could not
speak to any one. He turned, and without picking up his cap that
had fallen off, walked away from the race-course, not knowing where
he was going. He felt utterly wretched. For the first time in his
life he knew the bitterest sort of misfortune, misfortune beyond
remedy, and caused by his own fault.
Yashvin overtook him with his cap, and led him
home, and half an hour later Vronsky had regained his
self-possession. But the memory of that race remained for long in
his heart, the cruelest and bitterest memory of his life.